trust nobody

i;ve made it along time ago on 50 x70 canvas size for my best friend who i actually love the most <3 and i have a bad crush on him ... D: i've drew m... My bleeding heart

So fed up of feeling this shit. Wish I could just erase the people that made me feel this way. Insecure. Worthless. Trust and attachment issues. Paranoia. Fearing that every friendship and relationship I get into will end like all the others. With rejection. Hurt. Pain. Never been good enough or worthy of keeping. I'm sorry for who and how and what I've turned out to be. I wish things could have been different. I wish I could control all of this. I've just been broken too many times to…