Be proud of how far you've come. Some people have a tendency to want to be around to reap the rewards of your hard work without ever lifting a finger to help you get there. Some people will turn a blind eye to your struggles and pretend you don't exist until better times arrive. Then they're your best friend. Where were they during your struggles? What was their response when you asked/needed help? Don't fret yourself though...in the end you've learned many lessons. One of which is that with
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