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The Familiar Road (unpublished reflection)

2020

Abstract

In this reflection, I speak about a half-an-hour lived experience with an urban environment, a road from home to school, which made me reminiscent of a similar experience more than twenty years ago (exactly from 1998 to 2001).

My Story With a Familiar Road (2021) By Jabri Abdelhafid In this reflection, I speak about a half-an-hour lived experience with an urban environment, a road from home to school, which made me reminiscent of a similar experience more than twenty years ago (exactly from 1998 to 2001). ***** You surely still remember the road you used to take on most weekdays from home to school. You surely remember how it looked like, how long it was, and what was more interesting about it that made you choose it. As for me, the end of this January 2021 was marked by a remarkable real déjà-vu along the road I used to take when at high school. Walking from its whereabouts to my parents’ house took me around half an hour. This might look so familiar to be told, but as someone who has not taken this road since a long time, its emotional impact was so strong on me. I was not sure whether it was the road which re-inhabited1 1 Environmentalist Lawrence Buell talks in detail about re-inhabiting the city in his Writing for an Endangered World, Harvard University Press, 2001: 84. me, or it was me who re-inhabited the road. What I was completely sure of was its dazzling effect on my body, my mind and my heart. On the one hand, some things have really changed during these twenty years. Firstly, on my way home, I remarked that I have become taller and heavier. Because I have risen twenty centimetres or so, I realized that I can now see more details along my way. Things like surfaces are more visible to me now. Also, since I gained over twenty kilograms, I am having a slower pace than before. Secondly, I used to walk more frequently as I had to commute four times a day and five times a week, which mounted to ten hours a week. That is why I used to change my shoes more often than these days. Thirdly, this reminiscence made me more aware of my age. Then, I never cared about age because life, to my eyes, would always be very long. But now, I am becoming more mindful about the value of lifetime that leaving something to be remembered for has turned out to be my biggest aspiration. On the other hand, other things have not noticeably changed since 1998. First to begin with, the road’s décor is still roughly the same. Along the way, I can still notice a daily market; primary schools; groceries, passers-by walking by themselves or in twos or threes, and vendors with double-wheeled carts tirelessly using their traditional marketing moves to attract more customers. Also, on both occasions I lived this walking experience more intensely by myself. I basically used to go to school and back home alone as my neighbouring classmates had different timetables or lived in other corners of the city. This allowed me to have my moments of quiet introspection and further strengthened my connection to space. Besides, in both experiences, I was accompanied by two silent but moveable shadows; one during daytime and the other around 6 pm. The shorter they became, the humbler they looked; the longer they became, the most confident I was. In short, even though time has caused some changes in how I ‘lived’ that road, the impact of the spatial environment has been so dominant that it has left other things unaffected. This experience has convinced me that space can cast its spell on us; it can be a strong mind-reactivator of floods of thoughts. They said about this reflection: “I find it very fascinating.” – Mohammed Dellal , a retired full professor, University Mohammed Premier, Oujda, Morocco, and reviewer at London Journals Press. “What a beautiful vignette of a self-caused déjà vu. Even all this time, you found yourself re-inhabiting that familiar road but from a new perspective. I found myself moved by thought on time and your wonderful memory of the changing shadows that accompanied you!” – Gregory Michael Nixon, a retired associate professor, University of Northern British Columbia, and philosopher.








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