I have no friends.

whenever i get close to someone end up pushing them away on impulse + TW vent in desc ig
dont get me wrong i do have friends but theyre just people i talk to at school i cant really be myself with them and last time i had a “best friend” she ended up talking shit about me behind my back and spreading rumors about me and litterally spilling all of my secrets and she still has the audacity to victimize herself like just because you have problems going on at home doesnt excuse you for ruining my life. the only thing i have close to a best friend is someone im related to by family and dont get me wrong i love her and she really sweet but i just dont feel like i can be myself around her solely because we share the same blood and either way im not and i never will be her first choice it just feels like im clinging onto her sometimes +
Victoria Rose Richards on Instagram: "I am no one's 'best friend'. Can you relate to that? It's been true for many years now - I have close friends, I have friends I've known most my life, I have friends I appreciate and trust and who I know appreciate and trust me, but I am no one's actual 'best friend'. If they have a free day, I'm not the person they text to meet up or the one they tell their good news to first. I am not the first person anyone thinks of or wants to be with. I was often somewhat abandoned at school for other friend groups and although I would also find others, I always thought there was something wrong with me. As I aged through my teens and early adulthood, I began to become even more separated from people. I no longer feel the same species. I'm 26 on Saturday and stil
everyone 😸😸 leaves 😸😸
it sucks but its inevitable at this point,,, now that i think about it i dont think im supposed to have friends in this lifetime if its always like this! #whisper #vent #prsk #vocaloid #meiko