him😔

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So lets think about this for a minute, who was I to u...let me tell u who u were to me...my best friend, the love of my life, my soulmate, the one person I always wanted to share all my low & highs with, the one I wanted to love for ever and then after that...the one I wanted to make passionate love to until I was 100, u were my everything...my sadness, my happiness, most importantly...my confidant in all things...& now u r just gone...how do u survive such a loss...
Why am I not pretty enough, why am I not loyal enough, why am I not trustworthy enough. I try so hard. What else do I need for him to love me? Why does he see only bad? Why do I have to go through hell and back for someone I love, just to be told mean things to and called names because the situation made me that way. I don't understand. Why can't it be simple. I just love him and only him. Why can't he just have patience and promise to me.Am I not the one? Why does he have to go to other girls?