Medieval Sourcebook: Gregory Nazianzus: Oration 18: On the Death of His Father
[Note: pagination of Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers edition preserved]
Gregory Nazianzus' family was one of the most amazing in Christian history. Almost all its members - himself, his brothers Basil and Ceasarius, his sisters Gorgonia and Macrina, and his mother and father - were later revered as saints. The primary "saint's life" for most of them were the orations on them delivered by Gregory. This oration on the death of his father, also addresses the sanctity of his mother, Nonna.
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INTRODUCTION TO ORATION XVIII:
ON THE DEATH OF HIS FATHER.
THIS Oration was delivered A. D. 374. S. Gregory the elder died
early in that year, according to the Greek Menaea on the 1st of
January, though Clement and some others place his death a few
months later. His wife, S. Nonna, survived him, and was present
to hear the Oration, as was also S. Basil, who desired to honour
one who had consecrated him to the Episcopate. The aged Saint,
who died in his hundredth year, had originally belonged to a sect
called Hypsistarii. Our knowledge of the existence and tenets
of this sect is due to this Oration(
i
)
and to a few sentences in that of S. Greg. Nyssen. (c. Eunom.
I. ed. 1615, p. 12), by whom they are called Hypsistians. He was
converted by the prayers, influence and example of his wife, S.
Nonna,
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and, soon after his baptism, consecrated Bishop of Nazianzus.
He was eminent as an able administrator, a devout Christian, an
orthodox teacher, a steadfast Confessor of the faith, a sympathetic
Pastor, an affectionate father. In his life and work he was seconded
by his wife, and followed by his three children, Gregory, Gorgonia,
and Caesarius, whose names are all to be found upon the roll of
the Saints.
FUNERAL ORATION ON HIS FATHER, IN THE PRESENCE OF S. BASIL.
1. O man of God,(
a
) and faithful
servant,(
b
) and steward of the mysteries
of God,(
g
) and man of desires(
d
)
of the Spirit:(
e
) for thus Scripture
speaks of men advanced and lofty, superior to visible things.
I will call you also a God to Pharaoh(
z
)
and all the Egyptian and hostile power, and pillar and ground
of the Church(
h
) and will of God(
q
)
and light in the world, holding forth the word of life,(
i
)
and prop of the faith and resting place of the Spirit. But why
should I enumerate all the titles which your virtue, in its varied
forms, has won for and applied to you as your own?
2. Tell me, however, whence do you come, what is your business,
and what favour do you bring us? Since I know that you are entirely
moved with and by God, and for the benefit of those who receive
you. Are you come to inspect us, or to seek for the pastor, or
to take the oversight of the flock? You find us no longer in existence,
but for the most part having passed away with him, unable to bear
with the place of our affliction, especially now that we have
lost our skilful steersman, our light of life, to whom we looked
to direct our course as the blazing beacon of salvation above
us: he has departed with all his excellence, and all the power
of pastoral organization, which he had gathered in a long time,
full of days and wisdom, and crowned, to use the words of Solomon,
with the hoary head of glory.(
k
) His
flock is desolate and downcast, filled, as you see, with despondency
and dejection, no longer reposing in the green pasture,(
l
)
and reared up by the water of comfort, but seeking precipices,
deserts and pits, in which it will be scattered and perish;(
m
)
in despair of ever obtaining another wise pastor, absolutely persuaded
that it cannot find such an one as he, content if it be one who
will not be far inferior.
3. There are, as I said, three causes to necessitate your presence,
all of equal weight, ourselves, the pastor, and the flock: come
then, and according to the spirit of ministry which is in you,
assign to each its due, and guide your words in judgment, so that
we may more than ever marvel at your wisdom. And how will you
guide them? First by bestowing seemly praise upon his virtue,
not only as a pure sepulchral tribute of speech to him who was
pure, but also to set forth to others his conduct and example
as a mark of true piety. Then bestow upon us some brief counsels
concerning life and death, and the union and severance of body
and soul, and the two worlds, the one present but transitory,
the other spiritually perceived and abiding; and persuade us to
despise that which is deceitful and disordered and uneven, carrying
us and being carried, like the waves, now up, now down; but to
cling to that which is firm and stable and divine and constant,
free from all disturbance and confusion. For this would lessen
our pain because of friends departed before us, nay we should
rejoice if your words should carry us hence and set us on high,
and hide distress of the present in the future, and persuade us
that we also are pressing on to a good Master, and that our home
is better than our pilgrimage; and that translation and removal
thither is to us who are tempest-tost here like a calm haven to
men at sea; or as ease and relief from toil come to men who, at
the close of a long journey, escape the troubles of the wayfarer,
so to those who attain to the hostel yonder comes a better and
more tolerable existence than that of those who still tread the
crooked and precipitous path of this life.
4. Thus might you console us; but what of the flock? Would you
first promise the oversight and leadership of yourself, a man
under whose wings we all would gladly repose, and for whose words
we thirst more eagerly than men suffering from thirst for the
purest fountain? Secondly, persuade us that the good shepherd
who laid down his life for the sheep(
a
)
has not even now left us; but is present, and tends and guides,
and knows his own, and is known of his own, and, though bodily
invisible, is spiritually recognized, and defends his flock against
the wolves, and allows no one to climb over into the fold as a
robber and traitor; to pervert and steal away,
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by the voice of strangers, souls under the fair guidance of the
truth. Aye, I am well assured that his intercession is of more
avail now than was his instruction in former days, since he is
closer to God, now that he has shaken off his bodily fetters,
and freed his mind from the clay which obscured it, and holds
intercourse naked with the nakedness of the prime and purest Mind;
being promoted, if it be not rash to say so, to the rank and confidence
of an angel. This, with your power of speech and spirit, you will
set forth and discuss better than I can sketch it. But in order
that, through ignorance of his excellences, your language may
not fall very far short of his deserts, I will, from my own knowledge
of the departed, briefly draw an outline, and preliminary plan
of an eulogy to be handed to you, the illustrious artist of such
subjects, for the details of the beauty of his virtue to be filled
in and transmitted to the ears and minds of all.
5. Leaving to the laws of panegyric the description of his country,
his family, his nobility of figure, his external magnificence,
and the other subjects of human pride, I begin with what is of
most consequence and comes closest to ourselves. He sprang from
a stock unrenowned, and not well suited for piety, for I am not
ashamed of his origin, in my confidence in the close of his life,
one that was not planted in the house of God,(
a
)
but far removed and estranged, the combined product of two of
the greatest opposites--Greek error and legal imposture, some
parts of each of which it escaped, of others it was compounded.
For, on the one side, they reject idols and sacrifices, but reverence
fire and lights; on the other, they observe the Sabbath and petty
regulations as to certain meats, but despise circumcision. These
lowly men call themselves Hypsistarii, and the Almighty is, so
they say, the only object of their worship. What was the result
of this double tendency to impiety? I know not whether to praise
more highly the grace which called him, or his own purpose. However,
he so purged the eye of his mind from the humours(
b
)
which obscured it, and ran towards the truth with such speed that
he endured the loss of his mother and his property for a while,
for the sake of his heavenly Father and the true inheritance:
and submitted more readily to this dishonour, than others to the
greatest honours, and, most wonderful as this is, I wonder at
it but little. Why? Because this glory is common to him with many
others, and all must come into the great net of God, and be caught
by the words of the fishers, although some are earlier, some later,
enclosed by the Gospel. But what does especially in his life move
my wonder, it is needful for me to mention.
6. Even before he was of our fold, he was ours. His character
made him one of us. For, as many of our own are not with us, whose
life alienates them from the common body, so, many of those without
are on our side, whose character anticipates their faith, and
need only the name of that which indeed they possess. My father
was one of these, an alien shoot, but inclined by his life towards
us. He was so far advanced in self control, that he became at
once most beloved and most modest, two qualities difficult to
combine. What greater and more splendid testimony can there be
to his justice than his exercise of a position second to none
in the state, without enriching himself by a single farthing,
although he saw everyone else casting the hands of Briareus upon
the public funds, and swollen with ill-gotten gain? For thus do
I term unrighteous wealth. Of his prudence this also is no slight
proof, but in the course of my speech further details will be
given. It was as a reward(
a
) for such
conduct, I think, that he attained to the faith. How this came
about, a matter too important to be passed over, I would now set
forth.
7. I have heard the Scripture say: Who can find a valiant woman?(
b
)
and declare that she is a divine gift, and that a good marriage
is brought about by the Lord. Even those without are of the same
mind; if they say that a man can win no fairer prize than a good
wife, nor a worse one than her opposite.(
g
)
But we can mention none who has been in this respect more fortunate
than he. For I think that, had anyone from the ends of the earth
and from every race of men attempted to bring about the best of
marriages, he could not have found a better or more harmonious
one than this. For the most excellent of men and of women were
so united that their marriage was a union of virtue rather than
of bodies: since, while they excelled all others, they could not
excel each other, because in virtue they were quite equally matched.
8. She indeed who was given to Adam as a help meet for him,
because it was not good for man to be alone,(
d
)
instead of an assistant
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became an enemy, and instead of a yoke-fellow, an opponent, and
beguiling the man by means of pleasure, estranged him through
the tree of knowledge from the tree of life. But she who was given
by God to my father became not only, as is less wonderful, his
assistant, but even his leader, drawing him on by her influence
in deed and word to the highest excellence; judging it best in
all other respects to be overruled by her husband according to
the law of marriage, but not being ashamed, in regard of piety,
even to offer herself as his teacher. Admirable indeed as was
this conduct of hers, it was still more admirable that he should
readily acquiesce in it. She is a woman who while others have
been honoured and extolled for natural and artificial beauty,
has acknowledged but one kind of beauty, that of the soul, and
the preservation, or the restoration as far as possible, of the
Divine image. Pigments and devices for adornment she has rejected
as worthy of women on the stage. The only genuine form of noble
birth she recognized is piety, and the knowledge of whence we
are sprung and whither we are tending. The only safe and inviolable
form of wealth is, she considered, to strip oneself of wealth
for God and the poor, and especially for those of our own kin
who are unfortunate; and such help only as is necessary, she held
to be rather a reminder, than a relief of their distress, while
a more liberal beneficence brings stable honour and most perfect
consolation. Some women have excelled in thrifty management, others
in piety, while she, difficult as it is to unite the two virtues,
has surpassed all in both of them, both by her eminence in each,
and by the fact that she alone has combined them together. To
as great a degree has she, by her care and skill, secured the
prosperity of her household, according to the injunctions and
laws of Solomon as to the valiant woman, as if she had had no
knowledge of piety; and she applied herself to God and Divine
things as closely as if absolutely released from household cares,
allowing neither branch of her duty to interfere with the other,
but rather making each of them support the other.
9. What time or place for prayer ever escaped her? To this she
was drawn before all other things in the day; or rather, who had
such hope of receiving an immediate answer to her requests? Who
paid such reverence to the hand and countenance of the priests?
Or honoured all kinds of philosophy? Who reduced the flesh by
more constant fast and vigil? Or stood like a pillar at the night
long and daily psalmody? Who had a greater love for virginity,
though patient of the marriage bond herself? Who was a better
patron of the orphan and the widow? Who aided as much in the alleviation
of the misfortunes of the mourner? These things, small as they
are, and perhaps contemptible in the eyes of some, because not
easily attainable by most people (for that which is unattainable
comes, through envy, to be thought not even credible), are in
my eyes most honourable, since they were the discoveries of her
faith and the undertakings of her spiritual fervour. So also in
the holy assemblies, or places, her voice was never to be heard
except(
a
) in the necessary responses
of the service.
10. And if it was a great thing for the altar never to have
had an iron tool lifted upon it,(
b
)
and that no chisel should be seen or heard, with greater reason,
since everything dedicated to God ought to be natural and free
from artificiality, it was also surely a great thing that she
reverenced the sanctuary by her silence; that she never turned
her back to the venerable table, nor spat upon the divine pavement;
that she never grasped the hand or kissed the lips of any heathen
woman, however honourable in other respects, or closely related
she might be; nor would she ever share the salt, I say not willingly
but even under compulsion, of those who came from the profane
and unholy table; nor could she bear, against the law of conscience,
to pass by or look upon a polluted house; nor to have her ears
or tongue, which had received and uttered divine things, defiled
by Grecian tales or theatrical songs, on the ground that what
is unholy is unbecoming to holy things; and what is still more
wonderful, she never so far yielded to the external signs of grief,
although greatly moved even by the misfortunes of strangers, as
to allow a sound of woe to burst forth before the Eucharist, or
a tear to fall from the eye mystically sealed, or any trace of
mourning to be left on the occasion of a festival, however frequent
her own sorrows might be; inasmuch as the God-loving soul should
subject every human experience to the things of God.
11. I pass by in silence what is still more ineffable, of which
God is witness, and those of the faithful handmaidens to whom
she has confided such things. That which concerns myself is perhaps
undeserving of mention, since I have proved unworthy of the hope
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cherished in regard to me: yet it was on her part a great undertaking
to promise me to God before my birth, with no fear of the future,
and to dedicate me immediately after I was born. Through God's
goodness has it been that she has not utterly failed in her prayer,
and that the auspicious sacrifice was not rejected. Some of these
things were already in existence, others were in the future, growing
up by means of gradual additions. And as the sun which most pleasantly
casts its morning rays, becomes at midday hotter and more brilliant,
so also did she, who from the first gave no slight evidence of
piety, shine forth at last with fuller light. Then indeed he,
who had established her in his house, had at home no slight spur
to piety, possessed, by her origin and descent, of the love of
God and Christ, and having received virtue as her patrimony; not,
as he had been, cut out of the wild olive and grafted into the
good olive, yet unable to bear, in the excess of her faith, to
be unequally yoked; for, though surpassing all others in endurance
and fortitude, she could not brook this, the being but half united
to God, because of the estrangement of him who was a part of herself,
and the failure to add to the bodily union, a close connexion
in the spirit: on this account, she fell before God night and
day, entreating for the salvation of her head with many fastings
and tears, and assiduously devoting herself to her husband, and
influencing him in many ways, by means of reproaches, admonitions,
attentions, estrangements, and above all by her own character
with its fervour for piety, by which the soul is specially prevailed
upon and softened, and willingly submits to virtuous pressure.
The drop(
a
) of water constantly striking
the rock was destined to hollow it, and at length attain its longing,
as the sequel shows.
12. These were the objects of her prayers and hopes, in the
fervour of faith rather than of youth. Indeed, none was as confident
of things present as she of things hoped for, from her experience
of the generosity of God. For the salvation of my father there
was a concurrence of the gradual conviction(
b
)
of his reason, and the vision of dreams which God often bestows
upon a soul worthy of salvation. What was the vision? This is
to me the most pleasing part of the story. He thought that he
was singing, as he had never done before, though his wife was
frequent in her supplications and prayers, this verse from the
psalms of holy David: I was glad when they said unto me, we will
go into the house of the Lord.(
a
) The
psalm was a strange one to him, and along with its words the desire
came to him. As soon as she heard it, having thus obtained her
prayer, she seized the opportunity, replying that the vision would
bring the greatest pleasure, if accompanied by its fulfilment,
and, manifesting by her joy the greatness of the benefit, she
urged forward his salvation, before anything could intervene to
hinder the call, and dissipate the object of her longing. At that
very time it happened that a number of Bishops were hastening
to Nicaea, to oppose the madness of Arius, since the wickedness
of dividing the Godhead had just arisen; so my father yielded
himself to God and to the heralds of the truth, and confessed
his desire, and requested from them the common salvation, one
of them being the celebrated Leontius, at that time our own metropolitan.
It would be a great wrong to grace, were I to pass by in silence
the wonder which then was bestowed upon him by grace. The witnesses
of the wonder(
b
) are not few. The teachers
of accuracy were spiritually at fault, and the grace was a forecast
of the future, and the formula of the priesthood was mingled with
the admission of the catechumen. O involuntary initiation! bending
his knee, he received the form of admission to the state of a
catechumen in such wise, that many, not only of the highest, but
even of the lowest, intellect, prophesied the future, being assured
by no indistinct signs of what was to be.
13. After a short interval, wonder succeeded wonder. I will
commend the account of it to the ears of the faithful, for to
profane minds nothing that is good is trustworthy. He was approaching
that regeneration by water and the Spirit, by which we confess
to God the formation and completion of the Christlike man, and
the transformation and reformation from the earthy to the Spirit.
He was approaching the layer with warm desire and bright hope,
after all the purgation possible, and a far greater purification
of sold and body than that of the men who were to receive the
tables from Moses. Their purification extended only to their dress,
and a slight restriction of the belly, and a temporary continence.(
g
)
The whole of his past life had been a preparation for the enlightenment,
and
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a preliminary purification making sure the gift, in order that
perfection might be entrusted to purity, and that the blessing
might incur no risk in a soul which was confident in its possession
of the grace. And as he was ascending out of the water, there
flashed around him a light and a glory worthy of the disposition
with which he approached the girt of faith;(
a
)
this was manifest even to some others, who for the time concealed
the wonder, from fear of speaking of a sight which each one thought
had been only his own, but shortly afterwards communicated it
to one another. To the baptiser(
b
)
and initiator, however, it was so clear and visible, that he could
not even hold back the mystery, but publicly cried out that he
was anointing with the Spirit his own successor.
14. Nor indeed would anyone disbelieve this who has heard and
knows that Moses, when little in the eyes of men, and not yet
of any account, was called from the bush which burned but was
not consumed, or rather by Him who appeared in the bush,(
g
)
and was encouraged by that first wonder: Moses, I say, for whom
the sea was divided,(
d
) and manna rained
down,(
e
) and the rock poured out a
fountain,(
z
) and the pillar of fire
and cloud led the way in turn. and the stretching out of his hands
gained a victory, and the representation of the cross overcame
tens of thousands. Isaiah, again, who beheld the glory of the
Seraphim,(
h
) and after him Jeremiah,
who was entrusted with great power against nations and kings;(
q
)
the one heard the divine voice and was cleansed by a live coal
for his prophetic office, and the other was known before his formation
and sanctified before his birth. Paul, also, while yet a persecutor,
who became the great herald of the truth and teacher of the Gentiles
in faith,(
i
) was surrounded by a light(
k
)
and acknowledged Him whom he was persecuting, and was entrusted
with his great ministry, and filled every ear and mind with the
gospel.
15. Why need I count up all those who have been called to Himself
by God and associated with such wonders as confirmed him in his
piety? Nor was it the case that after such and so incredible and
startling beginnings, any of the former things was put to shame
by his subsequent conduct, as happens with those who very soon
acquire a distaste for what is good, and so neglect all further
progress, if they do not utterly relapse into vice. This cannot
be said of him, for he was most consistent with himself and his
early days, and kept in harmony his life before the priesthood
with its excellence, and his life after it with what had gone
before, since it would have been unbecoming to begin in one way
and end in another, or to advance to a different end from that
which he had in view at first. He was next entrusted with the
priesthood, not with the facility and disorder of the present
day, but after a brief interval, in order to add to his own cleansing
the skill and power to cleanse others; for this is the law of
spiritual sequence. And when he had been entrusted with it, the
grace was the more glorified, being really the grace of God, and
not of men, and not, as the preacher(
a
)
says, an independent impulse and purpose(
b
)
of spirit.
16. He received a woodland and rustic church, the pastoral care
and oversight of which had not been bestowed from a distance,
but it had been cared for by one of his predecessors of admirable
and angelic disposition, and a more simple man than our present
rulers of the people; but, after he had been speedily taken to
God, it had, in consequence of the loss of its leader, for the
most part grown careless and run wild; accordingly, he at first
strove without harshness to soften the habits of the people, both
by words of pastoral knowledge, and by setting himself before
them as an example, like a spiritual statue, polished into the
beauty of all excellent conduct. He next, by constant meditation
on the divine words, though a late student of such matters, gathered
together so much wisdom within a short time that he was in no
wise excelled by those who had spent the greatest toil upon them,
and received this special grace from God, that he became the father
and teacher of orthodoxy--not, like our modern wise men, yielding
to the spirit of the age, nor defending our faith by indefinite
and sophistical language, as if they bad no fixity of faith, or
were adulterating the truth; but, he was more pious than those
who possessed rhetorical power, more skilled in rhetoric than
those who were upright in mind; or rather, while he took the second
place as an orator, he surpassed all in piety. He acknowledged
One God worshipped in Trinity, and Three, Who are united in One
Godhead; neither Sabellianising(
g
)
as to the
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One, nor Arianising as to the Three; either by contracting and
so atheistically annihilating the Godhead, or by tearing It asunder
by distinctions of unequal greatness or nature. For, seeing that
Its every quality is incomprehensible and beyond the power of
our intellect, how can we either perceive or express by definition
on such a subject, that which is beyond our ken? How can the immeasurable
be measured, and the Godhead be reduced to the condition of finite
things, and measured by degrees(
a
)
of greater or less?
17. What else must we say of this great man of God, the true
Divine, under the influence, in regard to these subjects, of the
Holy Ghost, but that through his perception of these points, he,
like the great Noah, the father of this second world, made this
church to be called the new Jerusalem, and a second ark borne
up upon the waters; since it both surmounted the deluge of souls,
and the insults of the heretics, and excelled all others in reputation
rio less than it fell behind them in numbers; and has had the
same fortune as the sacred Bethlehem, which can without contradiction
be at once said to be a little city and the metropolis of the
world, since it is the nurse and mother of Christ, Who both made
and overcame the world.
18. To give a proof of what I say. When a tumult of the over-zealous
part of the Church was raised against us, and we had been decoyed
by a document(
b
) and artful terms into
association with evil, he alone was believed to have an unwounded
mind, and a soul unstained by ink, even when he had been imposed
upon in his simplicity, and failed from his guilelessness of soul
to be on his guard against guile. He it was alone, or rather first
of all, who by his zeal for piety reconciled to himself and the
rest of the church the faction opposed to us, which was the last
to leave us, the first to return, owing to both their reverence
for the man and the purity of his doctrine, so that the serious
storm in the churches was allayed, and the hurricane reduced to
a breeze under the influence of his prayers and admonitions; while,
if I may make a boastful remark, I was his partner(
g
)
in piety and activity, aiding him in every effort on behalf of
what is good, accompanying and running beside him, and being permitted
on this occasion to contribute a very great share of the toil.
Here my account of these matters, which is a little premature,
must come to an end.
19. Who could enumerate the full tale of his excellences, or,
if he wished to pass by most of them, discover without difficulty
what can be omitted? For each trait, as it occurs to the mind,
seems superior to what has gone before; it takes possession of
me, and I feel more at a loss to know what I ought to pass by,
than other panegyrists are as to what they ought to say. So that
the abundance of material is to some extent a hindrance to me,
and my mind is itself put to the test in its efforts to test his
qualities, and its inability, where all are equal, to find one
which surpasses the rest. So that, just as when we see a pebble
failing into still water, it becomes the centre and starting-point
of circle after circle, each by its continuous agitation breaking
up that which lies outside of it; this is exactly the case with
myself. For as soon as one thing enters my mind, another follows
and displaces it; and I am wearied out in making a choice, as
what I have already grasped is ever retiring in favour of that
which follows in its train.
20. Who was more anxious than he for the common weal? Who more
wise in domestic affairs, since God, who orders all things in
due variation, assigned to him a house and suitable fortune? Who
was more sympathetic in mind, more bounteous in hand, towards
the poor, that most dishonoured portion of the nature to which
equal honour is due? For he actually treated his own property
as if it were another's, of which he was but the steward, relieving
poverty as far as he could, and expending not only his superfluities
but his necessities--a manifest proof of love for the poor, giving
a portion, not only to seven, according to the injunction of Solomon,(
a
)
but if an eighth came forward, not even in his case being niggardly,
but more pleased to dispose of his wealth than we know others
are to acquire it; taking away the yoke and election (which means,
as I think, all meanness in testing as to whether the recipient
is worthy or not) and word of murmuring(
b
)
in benevolence. This is what most men do: they give indeed, but
without that readiness, which is a greater and more perfect thing
than the mere offering. For he thought it much better(
g
)
to be generous even to the undeserving for the sake of the deserving,
than from fear of the undeserving
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to deprive those who were deserving. And this seems to be the
duty of casting our bread upon the waters,(
a
)
since it will not be swept away or perish in the eyes of the just
Investigator, but will arrive yonder where all that is ours is
laid up, and will meet with us in due time, even though we think
it not.
21. But what is best and greatest of all, his magnanimity was
accompanied by freedom from ambition. Its extent and character
I will proceed to show. In considering their wealth to be common
to all, and in liberality in bestowing it, he and his consort
rivalled each other in their struggles after excellence; but he
intrusted the greater part of this bounty to her hand, as being
a most excellent and trusty steward of such matters. What a woman
she is? Not even the Atlantic Ocean, or if there be a greater
one, could meet her drafts upon it. So great and so boundless
is her love of liberality. In the contrary sense she has rivalled
the horse-leech(
b
) of Solomon, by her
insatiable longing for progress, overcoming the tendency to backsliding,
and unable to satisfy her zeal for benevolence. She not only considered
all the property which they originally possessed, and what accrued
to them later, as unable to suffice her own longing, but she would,
as I have often heard her say, have gladly sold herself and her
children into slavery, had there been any means of doing so, to
expend the proceeds upon the poor. Thus entirely did she give
the rein to her generosity. This is, I imagine, far more convincing
than any instance of it could be. Magnanimity in regard to money
may be found without difficulty in the case of others, whether
it be dissipated in the public rivalries of the state, or lent
to God through the poor, the only mode of treasuring it up for
those who spend it: but it is not easy to discover a man who has
renounced the consequent reputation. For it is desire for reputation
which supplies to most men their readiness to spend. And where
the bounty must be secret, there the disposition to it is less
keen.
22. So bounteous was his hand--further details I leave to those
who knew him, so that if anything of the kind is borne witness
to in regard to myself, it proceeds from that fountain, and is
a portion of that stream. Who was more trader the Divine guidance
in admitting men to the sanctuary,(
g
)
or in resenting dishonour done to it, or in cleansing the holy
table with awe from the unholy? Who with such unbiassed judgment,
and with the scales of justice, either decided a suit, or hated
vice, or honoured virtue, or promoted the most excellent? Who
was so compassionate for the sinner, or sympathetic towards those
who were running well? Who better knew the right time for using
the rod and the staff,(
a
) yet relied
most upon the staff? Whose eyes were more upon the faithful in
the land,(
b
) especially upon those
who, in the monastic and unwedded life, have despised the earth
and the things of earth?
23. Who did more to rebuke pride and foster lowliness? And that
in no assumed or external way, as most of those who now make profession
of virtue, and are in appearance as elegant as the most mindless
women, who, for lack of beauty of their own, take refuge in pigments,
and are, if I may say so, splendidly made up, uncomely in their
comeliness, and more ugly than they originally were. For his lowliness
was no matter of dress, but of spiritual disposition: nor was
it expressed by a bent neck, or lowered voice, or downcast look,
or length of beard, or close-shaven head, or measured gait, which
can be adopted for a while, but are very quickly exposed, for
nothing which is affected can be permanent. No! he was ever most
lofty in life, most lowly in mind; inaccessible in virtue, most
accessible in intercourse. His dress had in it nothing remarkable,
avoiding equally magnificence and sordidness, while his internal
brilliancy was supereminent. The disease and insatiability of
the belly, he, if anyone, held in check, but without ostentation;
so that he might be kept down without being puffed up, from having
encouraged a new vice by his pursuit of reputation. For he held
that doing and saying everything by which fame among externs might
be won, is the characteristic of the politician, whose chief happiness
is found in the present life: but that the spiritual and Christian
man should look to one object alone, his salvation, and think
much of what may contribute to this, but detest as of no value
what does not; and accordingly despise what is visible, but be
occupied with interior perfection alone, and estimate most highly
whatever promotes his own improvement, and attracts others through
himself to that which is supremely good.
24. But what was most excellent and most characteristic, though
least generally recognized, was his simplicity, and freedom from
guile and resentment. For among men of ancient and modern days,
each is supposed to have had some special success, as
to have received from God some particular virtue: Job unconquered
patience in misfortune,(
a
) Moses(
b
)
and David(
g
) meekness, Samuel prophecy,
seeing into the future,(
d
) Phineas
zeal,(
e
) for which he has a name, Peter
and Paul eagerness in preaching,(
z
)
the sons of Zebedee magniloquence, whence also they were entitled
Sons of thunder.(
h
) But why should
I enumerate them all, speaking as I do among those who know this?
Now the specially distinguishing mark of Stephen and of my father
was the absence of malice. For not even when in peril did Stephen
hate his assailants, but was stoned while praying for those who
were stoning him(
q
) as a disciple of
Christ, on Whose behalf he was allowed to suffer, and so, in his
long-suffering, bearing for God a nobler fruit than his death:
my father, in allowing no interval between assault and forgiveness,
so that he was almost robbed of pain itself by the speed of pardon.
25. We both believe in and hear of the dregs(
i
)
of the anger of God, the residuum of His dealings with those who
deserve it: For the Lord is a God of vengeance.(
k
)
For although He is disposed by His kindness to gentleness rather
than severity, yet He does not absolutely pardon sinners, lest
they should be made worse by His goodness. Yet my father kept
no grudge against those who provoked him, indeed he was absolutely
uninfluenced by anger, although in spiritual things exceedingly
overcome by zeal: except when he had been prepared and armed and
set in hostile array against that which was advancing to injure
him. So that this sweet disposition of his would not, as the saying
goes, have been stirred by tens of thousands. For the wrath which
he had was not like that of the serpent,(
l
)
smouldering within, ready to defend itself, eager to burst forth,
and longing to strike back at once on being disturbed; but like
the sting of the bee, which does not bring death with its stroke;
while his kindness was superhuman. The wheel and scourge were
often threatened, and those who could apply them stood near; and
the danger ended in being pinched on the ear, patted on the face,
or buffeted on the temple: thus he mitigated the threat. His dress
and sandals were dragged off, and the scoundrel was felled to
the ground: then his anger was directed not against his assailant,
but against his eager succourer, as a minister of evil. How could
anyone be more conclusively proved to be good, and worthy to offer
the gifts to God? For often, instead of being himself roused,
he made excuses for the man who assailed him, blushing for his
faults as if they had been his own.
26. The dew would more easily resist the morning rays of the
sun, than any remains of anger continue in him; but as soon as
he had spoken, his indignation departed with his words, leaving
behind only his love for what is good, and never outlasting the
sun; nor did he cherish anger which destroys even the prudent,
or show any bodily trace of vice within, nay, even when roused,
he preserved calmness. The result of this was most unusual, not
that he was the only one to give rebuke, but the only one to be
both loved and admired by those whom he reproved, from the victory
which his goodness gained over warmth of feeling; and it was felt
to be more serviceable to be punished by a just man than besmeared
by a bad one, for in one case the severity becomes pleasant for
its utility, in the other the kindliness is suspected because
of the evil of the man's character. But though his soul and character
were so simple and divine, his piety nevertheless inspired the
insolent with awe: or rather, the cause of their respect was the
simplicity which they despised. For it was impossible to him to
utter either prayer or curse without the immediate bestowal of
permanent blessing or transient pain. The one proceeded from his
inmost soul, the other merely rested upon his lips as a paternal
reproof. Many indeed of those who had injured him incurred neither
lingering requital nor, as the poet(
a
)
says, "vengeance which dogs men's steps;" but at the
very moment of their passion they were struck and converted, came
forward, knelt before him, and were pardoned, going away gloriously
vanquished, and amended both by the chastisement and the forgiveness.
Indeed, a forgiving spirit often has great saving power, checking
the wrongdoer by the sense of shame, and bringing him back from
fear to love, a far more secure state of mind. In chastisement
some were tossed by oxen oppressed by the yoke, which suddenly
attacked them, though they had never done anything of the kind
before; others were thrown and trampled upon by most obedient
and quiet horses; others seized by intolerable fevers, and apparitions
of their daring deeds; others being punished in different ways,
and learning obedience from the things which they suffered.
27. Such and so remarkable being his gentleness, did he yield
the palm to others in
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industry and practical virtue? By no means. Gentle as he was,
he possessed, if any one did, an energy corresponding to his gentleness.
For although, for the most part, the two virtues of benevolence
and severity are at variance and opposed to each other, the one
being gentle but without practical qualities, the other practical
but unsympathetic, in his case there was a wonderful combination
of the two, his action being as energetic as that of a severe
man, but combined with gentleness; while his readiness to yield
seemed unpractical but was accompanied with energy, in his patronage,
his freedom of speech, and every kind of official duty. He united
the wisdom of the serpent, in regard to evil, with the harmlessness
of the dove, in regard to good, neither allowing the wisdom to
degenerate into knavery, nor the simplicity into silliness, but
as far as in him lay, he combined the two in one perfect form
of virtue. Such being his birth, such his exercise of the priestly
office, such the reputation which he won at the hands of all,
what wonder if he was thought worthy of the miracles by which
God establishes true religion?
28. One of the wonders which concern him was that he suffered
from sickness and bodily pain. But what wonder is it for even
holy men to be distressed, either for the cleansing of their clay,
slight though it may be, or a touchstone of virtue and test of
philosophy, or for the education of the weaker, who learn from
their example to be patient instead of giving way under their
misfortunes? Well, he was sick, the time was the holy and illustrious
Easter, the queen of days, the brilliant night which dissipates
the darkness of sin, upon which with abundant light we keep the
feast of our salvation, putting ourselves to death along with
the Light once put to death for us, and rising again with Him
who rose. This was the time of his sufferings. Of what kind they
were, I will briefly explain. His whole frame was on fire with
an excessive, burning fever, his strength had failed, he was unable
to take food, his sleep had departed from him, he was in the greatest
distress, and agitated by palpitations. Within his mouth, the
palate and the whole of the upper surface was so completely and
painfully ulcerated, that it was difficult and dangerous to swallow
even water. The skill of physicians, the prayers, most earnest
though they were, of his friends, and every possible attention
were alike of no avail. He himself in this desperate condition,
while his breath came short and fast, had no perception of present
things, but was entirely absent, immersed in the objects he had
long desired, now made ready for him. We were in the temple, mingling
supplications with the sacred rites, for, in despair, of all others,
we had betaken ourselves to the Great Physician, to the power
of that night, and to the last succour, with the intention, shall
I say, of keeping a feast, or of mourning; of holding festival,
or paying funeral honours to one no longer here? O those tears!
which were shed at that time by all the people. O voices, and
cries, and hymns blended with the psalmody! From the temple they
sought the priest, from the sacred rite the celebrant, from God
their worthy ruler, with my Miriam(
a
)
to lead them and strike the timbrel(
b
)
not of triumph, but of supplication; learning then for the first
time to be put to shame by misfortune, and calling at once upon
the people and upon God; upon the former to sympathize with her
distress, and to be lavish of their tears, upon the latter, to
listen to her petitions, as, with the inventive genius of suffering,
she rehearsed before Him all His wonders of old time.
29. What then was the response of Him who was the God of that
night and of the sick man? A shudder comes over me as I proceed
with my story. And though you, my hearers, may shudder, do not
disbelieve: for that would be impious, when I am the speaker,
and in reference to him. The time of the mystery was come, and
the reverend station and order, when silence is kept for the solemn
rites; and then he was raised up by Him who quickeneth the dead,
and by the holy night. At first he moved slightly, then more decidedly;
then in a feeble and indistinct voice he called by name one of
the servants who was in attendance upon him, and bade him come,
and bring his clothes, and support him with his hand. He came
in alarm, and gladly waited upon him, while he, leaning upon his
hand as upon a staff, imitates Moses upon the mount, arranges
his feeble hands in prayer, and in union with, or on behalf of,(
g
)
his people eagerly celebrates the mysteries, in such few words
as his strength allowed, but, as it seems to me, with a most perfect
intention. What a miracle! In the sanctuary without a sanctuary,
sacrificing without an altar, a priest far from the sacred rites:
yet all these were present to him in the power of the spirit,
recognised by him, though unseen by those who were there. Then,
after adding the customary
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words of thanksgiving, and after blessing the people, he retired
again to his bed, and after taking a little food, and enjoying
a sleep, he recalled his spirit, and, his health being gradually
recovered, on the new day(
a
) of the
feast, as we call the first Sunday after the festival of the Resurrection,
he entered the temple and inaugurated his life which had been
preserved, with the full complement of clergy, and offered the
sacrifice of thanksgiving. To me this seems no less remarkable
than the miracle in the case of Hezekiah,(
b
)
who was glorified by God in his sickness and prayers with an extension
of life, and this was signified by the return of the shadow of
the degrees,(
g
) according to the request
of the king who was restored, whom God honoured at once by the
favour and the sign, assuring him of the extension of his days
by the extension of the day.
30. The same miracle occurred in the case of my mother not long
afterwards. I do not think it would be proper to pass by this
either: for we shall both pay the meed of honour which is due
to her, if to anyone at all, and gratify him, by her being associated
with him in our recital. She, who had always been strong and vigorous
and free from disease all her life, was herself attacked by sickness.
In consequence of much distress, not to prolong my story, caused
above all by inability to eat, her life was for many days in danger,
and no remedy for the disease could be found. How did God sustain
her? Not by raining down manna, as for Israel of old(
d
)
or opening the rock, in order to give drink to His thirsting people,(
e
)
or feasting her by means of ravens, as Elijah,(
z
)
or feeding her by a prophet carried through the air, as He did
to Daniel when a-hungered in the den.(
h
)
But how? She thought she saw me, who was her favourite, for not
even in her dreams did she prefer any other of us, coming up to
her suddenly at night, with a basket of pure white loaves, which
I blessed and crossed as I was wont to do, and then fed and strengthened
her, and she became stronger. The nocturnal vision was a real
action. For, in consequence, she became more herself and of better
hope, as is manifest by a clear and evident token. Next morning,
when I paid her an early visit, I saw at once that she was brighter,
and when I asked, as usual, what kind of a night she had passed,
and if she wished for anything, she replied, "My child, you
most readily and kindly fed me, and then you ask how I am. I am
very well and at ease." Her maids too made signs to me to
offer no resistance, and to accept her answer at once, lest she
should be thrown back into despondency, if the truth were laid
bare. I will add one more instance common to them both.
31. I was on a voyage from Alexandria to Greece over the Parthenian
Sea. The voyage was quite unseasonable, undertaken in an Aeginetan
vessel, under the impulse of eager desire; for what specially
induced me was that I had fallen in with a crew who were well
known to me. After making some way on the voyage, a terrible storm
came upon us, and such an one as my shipmates said they had but
seldom seen before. While we were all in fear of a common death,
spiritual death was what I was most afraid of; for I was in danger
of departing in misery, being unbaptised, and I longed for the
spiritual water among the waters of death. On this account I cried
and begged and besought a slight respite. My shipmates, even in
their common danger, joined in my cries, as not even my own relatives
would have done, kindly souls as they were, having learned sympathy
from their dangers. In this my condition, my parents felt for
me, my danger having been communicated to them by a nightly vision,
and they aided me from the land, soothing the waves by prayer,
as I afterwards learned by calculating the time, after I had landed.
This was also shown me in a wholesome sleep, of which I had experience
during a slight lull of the tempest. I seemed to be holding a
Fury, of fearful aspect, boding danger; for the night presented
her clearly to my eyes. Another of my shipmates, a boy most kindly
disposed and dear to me, and exceedingly anxious on my behalf,
in my then present condition, thought he saw my mother walk upon
the sea, and seize and drag the ship to land with no great exertion.
We had confidence in the vision, for the sea began to grow calm,
and we soon reached Rhodes after the intervention of no great
discomfort. We ourselves became an offering in consequence of
that peril; for we promised ourselves if we were saved, to God,
and, when we had been saved, gave ourselves to Him.
32. Such were their common experiences. But I imagine that some
of those who have had an accurate knowledge of his life must have
been for a long while wondering why we have dwelt upon these points,
as if we thought
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them his only title to renown, and postponed the mention of the
difficulties of his times, against which he conspicuously arrayed
himself, as though we were either ignorant of them, or thought
them to be of no great consequence. Come, then, we will proceed
to speak upon this topic. The first, and I think the last, evil
of our day, was the Emperor who apostatised from God and from
reason, and thought it a small matter to conquer the Persians,
but a great one to subject to himself the Christians; and so,
together with the demons who led and prevailed upon him, he failed
in no form of impiety, but by means of persuasions, threats, and
sophistries, strove to draw men to him, and even added to his
various artifices the use of force. His design, however, was exposed,
whether he strove to conceal persecution under sophistical devices,
or manifestly made use of his authority--namely by one means or
the other--either by cozening or by violence, to get us into his
power. Who can be found who more utterly despised or defeated
him? One sign, among many others, of his contempt, is the mission
to our sacred buildings of the police and their commissary, with
the intention of taking either voluntary or forcible possession
of them: he had attacked many others, and came hither with like
intent, demanding the surrender of the temple according to the
Imperial decree, but was so far from succeeding in any of his
wishes that, had he not speedily given way before my father, either
from his own good sense or according to some advice given to him,
he would have had to retire with his feet mangled, with such wrath
and zeal did the priest boil against him in defence of his shrine.
And who had a manifestly greater share in bringing about his end,
both in public, by the prayers and united supplications which
he directed against the accursed one, without regard to the [dangers
of] the time; and in private, arraying against him his nightly
armoury, of sleeping on the ground, by which he wore away his
aged and tender frame, and of tears, with whose fountains he watered
the ground for almost a whole year, directing these practices
to the Searcher of hearts alone, while he tried to escape our
notice, in his retiring piety of which I have spoken. And he would
have been utterly unobserved, had I not once suddenly rushed into
his room, and noticing the tokens of his lying upon the ground,
inquired of his attendants what they meant, and so learned the
mystery of the night.
33. A further story of the same period and the same courage.
The city of Caesarea was in an uproar about the election of a
bishop; for one(
a
) had just departed,
and another must be found, amidst heated partisanship not easily
to be soothed. For the city was naturally exposed to party spirit,
owing to the fervour of its faith, and the rivalry was increased
by the illustrious position of the see. Such was the state of
affairs; several Bishops had arrived to consecrate the Bishop;
the populace was divided into several parties, each with its own
candidate, as is usual in such cases, owing to the influences
of private friendship or devotion to God; but at last the whole
people came to an agreement, and, with the aid of a band of soldiers
at that time quartered there, seized one of(
b
)
their leading citizens, a man of excellent life, but not yet sealed
with the divine baptism, brought him against his will to the sanctuary,
and setting him before the Bishops, begged, with entreaties mingled
with violence, that he might be consecrated and proclaimed, not
in the best of order, but with all sincerity and ar-dour. Nor
is it possible to say whom time pointed out as more illustrious
and religious than he was. What then took place, as the result
of the uproar? Their(
g
) resistance
was overcome, they purified him, they proclaimed him, they enthroned
him, by external action, rather than by spiritual judgment and
disposition, as the sequel shows. They were glad to retire and
regain freedom of judgment, and agreed upon a plan--I do not know
that it was inspired by the Spirit--to hold nothing which had
been done to be valid, and the institution to have been void,
pleading violence on the part of him who had had no less violence
done to himself, and laying hold of certain words which had been
uttered on the occasion with greater vigour than wisdom. But the
great high-priest and just examiner of actions was not carried
away by this plan of theirs, and did not approve of their judgment,
but remained as uninfluenced and unmoved as if no pressure at
all had been put upon him. For he saw that, the violence having
been common, if they brought any charge against him, they were
themselves liable to a counter-charge, or, if they acquitted him,
they themselves might be acquitted, or rather with still more
justice, they were unable to secure their own acquittal, even
by acquitting him: for if they were deserving of excuse, so assuredly
was he, and if he was not, much less were they: for it would have
been far better to have at the time run the risk
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of resistance to the last extremity, than afterwards to enter
into designs against him, especially at such a juncture, when
it was better to put an end to existing enmities than to devise
new ones. For the state of affairs was as follows.
34. The Emperor(
a
) had come, raging
against the Christians; he was angry at the election and threatened
the elect, and the city stood in imminent peril(
b
)
as to whether, after that day it should cease to exist, or escape
and be treated with some degree of mercy. The innovation in regard
to the election was a new ground of exasperation, in addition
to the destruction of the temple of Fortune in a time of prosperity,
and was looked upon as an invasion of his rights. The governor
of the province also was eager to turn the opportunity to his
own account, and was ill disposed to the new bishop, with whom
he had never had friendly relations, in consequence of their different
political views. Accordingly he sent letters to summon the consecrators
to invalidate the election, and in no gentle terms, for they were
threatened as if by command of the Emperor. Hereupon, when the
letter reached him, without fear or delay, he replied--consider
the courage and spirit of his answer--"Most excellent governor,
we have one Censor of all our actions, and one Emperor, against
whom his enemies are in arms. He will review the present consecration,
which we have legitimately performed according to His will. In
regard to any other matter, you may, if you will, use violence
with the greatest ease against us. But no one can prevent us from
vindicating the legitimacy and justice of our action in this case;
unless you should make a law on this point, you, who have no right
to interfere in our affairs." This letter excited the admiration
of its recipient, although he was for a while annoyed at it, as
we have been told by many who know the facts well. It also stayed
the action of the Emperor, and delivered the city from peril,
and ourselves, it is not amiss to add, from disgrace. This was
the work of the occupant of an unimportant and suffragan see.
Is not a presidency of this kind far preferable to a title derived
from a superior see, and a power which is based upon action rather
than upon a name.
35. Who is so distant from this world of ours, as to be ignorant
of what is last in order, but the first and greatest proof of
his power? The same city was again in an uproar for the same reason,
in consequence of the sudden removal of the Bishop chosen with
such honourable violence, who had now departed to God, on Whose
behalf he had nobly and bravely contended in the persecutions.
The heat of the disturbance was in proportion to its unreasonableness.
The man of eminence was not unknown, but was more conspicuous
than the sun amidst the stars, in the eyes not only of all others,
but especially of that select and most pure portion of the people,
whose business is in the sanctuary, and the Nazarites(
a
)
amongst us, to whom such appointments should, if not entirely,
as much as possible belong, and so the church would be free from
harm, instead of to the most opulent and powerful, or the violent
and unreasonable portion of the people, and especially the most
corrupt of them. Indeed, I am almost inclined to believe that
the civil government is more orderly than ours, to which divine
grace is attributed, and that such matters are better regulated
by fear than by reason. For what man in his senses could ever
have approached another, to the neglect of your divine(
b
)
and sacred person, who have been beautified by the hands of the
Lord, the unwedded the destitute of property and almosT of flesh
and blood, who in your words come next to the Word Himself, who
are wise among philosophers, superior to the world among worldlings,
my companion and workfellow, and to speak more daringly, the sharer
with me of a common soul, the partaker of my life and education.
Would that I could speak at liberty and describe you before others
without being obliged by your presence, in dwelling upon such
topics, to pass over the greater part of them, lest I should incur
the suspicion of flattery. But, as I began by saying, the Spirit
must needs have known him as His own; yet he was the mark of envy,
at the hands of those whom I am ashamed to mention, and would
that it were not possible to hear their names from others who
studiously ridicule our affairs. Let us pass this by like a rock
in the midstream of a river, and treat with respectful silence
a subject which ought to be forgotten, as we pass on to the remainder
of our subject.
36. The things of the Spirit were exactly known to the man of
the Spirit, and he felt that he must take up no submissive position,
nor side with factions and prejudices which depend upon favour
rather than upon God, but must make the advantage of the Church
and the common salvation his sole ob-
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ject. Accordingly he wrote, gave advice, strove to unite the people
and the clergy, whether ministering in the sanctuary or not, gave
his testimony, his decision and his vote, even in his absence,
and assumed, in virtue of his gray hairs, the exercise of authority
among strangers no less than among his own flock. At last, since
it was necessary that the consecration should be canomical, and
there was(
a
) lacking one of the proper
number of Bishops for the proclamation, he tore himself from his
couch, exhausted as he was by age and disease, and manfully went
to the city, or rather was borne, with his boy dead though just
breathing, persuaded that, if anything were to happen to him,
this devotion would be a noble winding-sheet. Hereupon once more
there was a prodigy, not unworthy of credit. He received strength
from his toil, new life from his zeal, presided at the function,
took his place in the conflict, enthroned the Bishop, and was
conducted home, no longer borne upon a bier, but in a divine ark.
His long-suffering, over whose praises I have already lingered,
was in this case further exhibited. For his colleagues were annoyed
at the shame Of being overcome, and at the public influence of
the old man, and allowed their annoyance to show itself in abuse
of him; but such was the strength of his endurance that he was
superior even to this, finding in modesty a most powerful ally,
and refusing to bandy abuse with them. For he felt that it would
be a terrible thing, after really gaining the victory, to be vanquished
by the tongue. In consequence, he so won upon them by his long-suffering,
that, when time had lent its aid to his judgment, they exchanged
their annoyance for admiration, and knelt before him to ask his
pardon, in shame for their previous conduct, and flinging away
their hatred, submitted to him as their patriarch, lawgiver, and
judge.
37. From the same zeal proceeded his opposition to the heretics,
when, with the aid of the Emperor's impiety, they made their expedition,
in the hope of overpowering us also, and adding us to the number
of the others whom they had, in almost all cases, succeeded in
enslaving. For in this he afforded us no slight assistance, both
in himself, and by hounding us on like well-bred dogs against
these most savage beasts, through his training in piety. On one
point I blame you both, and pray do not take amiss my plainspeaking.
if I should annoy you by expressing the cause of my pain. When
I was disgusted at the evils of life, and longing, if anyone of
our day has longed, for solitude, and eager, as speedily as possible,
to escape to some haven of safety, from the surge and dust of
public life, it was you who, somehow or other seized and gave
me up by the noble title of the priesthood to this base and treacherous
mart of souls. In consequence, evils have already befallen me,
and others are yet to be anticipated. For past experience renders
a man somewhat distrustful of the future, in spite of the better
suggestions of reason to the contrary.
38. Another of his excellences I must not leave unnoticed. In
general, he was a man of great endurance, and superior to his
robe of flesh: but during the pain of his last sickness, a serious
addition to the risks and burdens of old age, his weakness was
common to him and all other men; but this fitting sequel to the
other marvels, so far from being common, was peculiarly his own.
He was at no time free from the anguish of pain, but often in
the day, sometimes in the hour, his only relief was the liturgy,
to which the pain yielded, as if to an edict of banishment. At
last, after a life of almost a hundred years, exceeding David's
limit of our age,(
a
) forty-five of
these, the average life of man, having been spent in the priesthood,
he brought it to a close in a good old ageAnd in what manner?
With the words and forms of prayer, leaving behind no trace of
vice, and many recollections of virtue. The reverence felt for
him was thus greater than falls to the lot of man, both on the
lips and in the hearts of all. Nor is it easy to find anyone who
recollects him, and does not, as the Scripture says, lay his hand
upon his mouth(
b
) and salute his memory.
Such was his life, and such its completion and perfection.
39. And since some living memorial of his munificence ought
to be left behind, what other is required than this temple, which
he reared for God and for us, with very little contribution from
the people in addition to the expenditure of his private fortune?
An exploit which should not be buried in silence, since in size
it is superior to most others, in beauty absolutely to all. It
surrounds itself with eight regular equilaterals, and is raised
aloft by the beauty of two stories of pillars and porticos, while
the statues placed upon them are true to the life; its vault flashes
down upon us from above, and it dazzles our eyes with abundant
sources of light on every side, being indeed the dwelling-place
of light. It
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is surrounded by excrescent equiangular ambulatories of most splendid
material, with a wide area in the midst, while its doors and vestibules
shed around it the lustre of their gracefulness, and offer from
a distance their welcome to those who are drawing nigh. I have
not yet mentioned the external ornament, the beauty and size of
the squared and dove-tailed stonework, whether it be of marble
in the bases and capitals, which divide the angles, or from our
own quarries, which are in no wise inferior to those abroad; nor
of the belts of many shapes and colours, projecting or inlaid
from the foundation to the roof-tree, which robs the spectator
by limiting his view. How could anyone with due brevity describe
a work which cost so much time and toil and skill: or will it
suffice to say that amid all the works, private and public, which
adorn other cities, this has of itself been able to secure us
celebrity among the majority of mankind? When for such a temple
a priest was needed, he also at his own expense provided one,
whether worthy of the temple or no, it is not for me to say. And
when sacrifices were required, he supplied them also, in the misfortunes
of his son, and his patience under trials, that God might receive
at his hands a reasonable whole burnt offering and spiritual priesthood,
to be honourably consumed, instead of the sacrifice of the Law.
40. What sayest thou, my father? Is this sufficient, and dost
thou find an ample recompense for all thy toils, which thou didst
undergo for my learning, in this eulogy of farewell or of entombment?
And dost thou, as of old, impose silence on my tongue, and bid
me stop in due time, and so avoid excess? Or dost thou require
some addition? I know thou bidst me cease, for I have said enough.
Yet stiffer me to add this. Make known to us where thou art in
glory, and the light which encircles thee, and receive into the
same abode thy partner soon to follow thee, and the children whom
thou hadst laid to rest before thee, and me also, after no further,
or but a slight addition to the ills of this life: and before
reaching that abode receive me in this sweet stone,(
a
)
which thou didst erect for both of us, to the honour even here
of thy consecrated namesake, and excuse me from the care both
of the people which I have already resigned,(
b
)
and of that which for thy sake I have since accepted: and mayest
thou guide and free from peril, as I earnestly entreat, the whole
flock and all the clergy, whose father thou art said to be, but
especially him who was overpowered by thy paternal and spiritual
coercion, so that he may not entirely consider that act of tyranny
obnoxious to blame.
41. And what do you think of us, O judge of my words and motions?
If we have spoken adequately, and to the satisfaction of your
desire, confirm it by your decision, and we accept it: for your
decision is entirely the decision of God. But if it falls far
short of his glory and of your hope, my ally is not far to seek.
Let fall thy voice, which is awaited by his merits like a seasonable
shower. And indeed he has upon you the highest claims, those of
a pastor upon a pastor and of a father upon his son in grace.
What wonder if he, who has(
a
) through
your voice thundered throughout the world, should himself have
some enjoyment of it? What more is needed? Only to unite with
our spiritual Sarah, the consort and fellow-traveller through
life of our great father Abraham, in the last Christian offices.
42. The nature of God, my mother, is not the same as that of
men; indeed, to speak generally, the nature of divine things is
not the same as that of earthly things. They possess unchangeableness
and immortality, and absolute being with its consequences, for
sure are the properties of things sure. But how is it with what
is ours? It is in a state of flux and corruption, constantly undergoing
some fresh change. Life and death, as they are called, apparently
so different, are in a sense resolved into, and successive to,
each other. For the one takes its rise from the corruption which
is our mother, runs its course through the corruption which is
the displacement of all that is present, and comes to an end in
the corruption which is the dissolution of this life; while the
other, which is able to set us free from the ills of this life,
and oftentimes translates us to the life above, is not in my opinion
accurately called death, and is more dreadful in name than in
reality; so that we are in danger of irrationally being afraid
of what is not fearful, and courting as preferable what we really
ought to fear. There is one life, to look to life. There is one
death, sin, for it is the destruction of the soul. But all else,
of which some are proud, is a dream-vision, making sport of realities,
and a series of phantasms which lead the soul astray. If this
be our condition, mother, we Shall neither be proud of life, nor
greatly hurt, by death. What grievance can we find in being transferred
hence to the true
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life? In being freed from the vicissitudes, the agitation, the
disgust, and all the vile tribute we must pay to this life, to
find ourselves, amid stable things, which know no flux, while
as lesser lights, we circle round the great light?(
a
)
43. Does the sense of separation cause you pain? Let hope cheer
you. Is widowhood grievous to you? Yet it is not so to him. And
what is the good of love, if it gives itself easy things, and
assigns the more difficult to its neighbour? And why should it
be grievous at all, to one who is soon to pass away? The appointed
day is at hand, the pain will not last long. Let us not, by ignoble
reasonings, make a burden of things which are really light. We
have endured a great loss--because the privilege we enjoyed was
great. Loss is common to all, such a privilege to few. Let us
rise superior to the one thought by the consolation of the other.
For it is more reasonable, that that which is better should win
the day. You have borne, in a most brave, Christian spirit, the
loss of children, who were still in their prime and qualified
for life; bear also the laying aside of his aged body by one who
was weary of life, although his vigor of mind preserved for him
his senses unimpaired. Do you want some one to care for you? Where
is your Isaac, whom he left behind for you, to take his place
in all respects? Ask of him small things, the support of his hand
and service, and requite him with greater things, a mother's blessing
and prayers, and the consequent freedom. Are you vexed at being
admonished? I praise you for it. For you have admonished many
whom your long life has brought under your notice. What I have
said can have no application to you, who are so truly wise; but
let it be a general medicine of consolation for mourners, so that
they may know that they are mortals following mortals to the grave.
from Gregory Nazianzus, Select Orations, Sermons, Letters; Dogmatic Treatises , trans in Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, 2nd Series, ed. P. Schaff and H. Wace, (repr. Grand Rapids MI: Wm. B. Eerdmans, 1955), VII, pp. 254-269
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