To Samantha Rose as your life begins to bloom

I WAS BORN IN Cuba. The largest of the islands in the Caribbean, Cuba is long and narrow. If one looks at a map of Cuba with a little bit of imagination, the island resembles a giant alligator, resting on the water. The western part of Cuba is very near Florida, while the eastern part is very close to the Dominican Republic and Haiti. In climate and natural beauty, Cuba is quite similar to Puerto Rico. In fact, Cubans and Puerto Ricans have a shared history, which is why a Puerto Rican poet once said that Cuba and Puerto Rico are two wings of one bird.

On both ends and also in the center, Cuba has high mountain ranges covered with dense tropical forests. In between these three mountainous regions are flat, fertile lands. I grew up on the eastern plains, the cattle region, on the outskirts of Camagüey. Ours was a town of brick houses with tile roofs and massive old churches built of stone, which in the past served both as houses of worship and refuge for pirates. The churches’ high towers allowed lookouts to keep watch for cattle-thieving buccaneers.

The house I was born in, La Quinta Simoni, was very large and very old. My abuelita Lola, my mother’s mother, had inherited it from her father. My youngest aunt, Lolita, had been born in the house. A generation later, two of my younger cousins (Nancy and Mireyita), my sister Flor, and I were also born in the same house—right at home, not in a hospital.

Although the house was large, we were not wealthy. However, I did grow up surrounded by a wealth of family. At one time, grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins all lived together under one roof. For one wonderful year, my two older cousins, Jorge and Virginita, also lived there. Yet for most of the first seven years of my childhood, I was the only child living in the house.

La Quinta Simoni also held a lot of history. It was originally built as a colonial hacienda, or ranch, by an Italian family, the Simoni. Life on their hacienda included planting crops, raising cattle, and tanning hides, as well as making bricks, tiles, and household vessels from the red clay found by the river. In those days, most of the work was done by the people the Simoni kept as slaves.

Much later, by the time I was a child, the house had grown old and weathered and the gardens overgrown. The central fountain, now dry and filled with earth, served as a planter for ferns. In the back of the house, several large rooms that had once served as dormitories for the enslaved workers were now put to other uses. A short distance away, a small brick house called el calabozo stood as a reminder of the horrible things human beings can do to one another; the iron rings on its walls had been meant to hold people in chains.

During colonial times, one of the two daughters of the Simoni family, Amalia, married Ignacio Agramonte, a Cuban patriot who fought to gain independence and freedom for all who live in Cuba. One of the first acts of the Cuban Revolution in 1868 was to free all slaves.

It was this connection with the Cuban struggle for freedom, not its earlier painful history, that made my family proud of our home. For me, the past was filled with unanswerable questions: How could anyone dare to think that a person could be owned by another? And how could we be so proud of our freedom and independence while some children still walked the streets barefoot and hungry?

Even with these troublesome questions—big ones for a young child to ponder—the old house remained a magical world for me. In addition to large flocks of chickens, ducks, and geese, my abuelita kept peacocks as well. The colorful birds often perched in the open dining room windows that faced out into the garden. Sometimes they would nest atop a large masonry arch, built as a small-scale replica of the French Arc de Triomphe in the long-abandoned garden by the river. Bats hid above the porch ceiling, and doves flocked on the terraces. My mother took in every stray cat that crossed her path, and the garden and courtyard were busy with lizards and snails, frogs and toads, crickets and grasshoppers. A family of hawks lived in the branches of a nearby tree. Yet even among all these living wonders, my best friends were the trees.

Large, firm, and strong, the trees offered me their friendship in many different ways. Their green canopies provided treasured shade during the heat of the day, allowing me to stay outdoors while sheltered from the tropical sun. Whether I felt lonely or joyful, they always welcomed me.

Ancient flame trees, more than a hundred years old, formed an avenue along one side of the house leading to the white arch and the river. Gnarled with age, their large roots protruded from the earth, offering me a nest where I could crawl in to feel protected and secure. Their worn, smooth roots were pleasant to the touch, and I would caress them as one might hold a dear friend’s hand.

The old river Tínima, winding its way through the land, had formed a rather large island behind the house. Long ago, the island had been planted with fruit trees. Now the mature trees were generous with their offerings, better than any store-bought candy or even any dessert made in our kitchen. Sweet and sour tamarindos, which made a refreshing drink when soaked in water; fragrant guayabas, brilliantly green outside with a sweet red inside; caimitos, round as baseballs, with a shining purple skin and a delicate, milky-white flesh; bittersweet marañones, vivid bells of deep yellow or red, each one with a delicious nut hanging below: the cashews that my uncle Medardito and my young aunt Lolita loved to roast over a campfire by the river.

And then there were the dozens of coconut trees, with fronds that swayed in the breeze and fruits that we treasured above all others. The water of the young cocos is sweet and fresh. As the coconut matures, the water inside slowly turns dense and smooth like a light gelatin. Later it becomes fleshier, but still soft and sweet. We loved to eat these treats right out of their shells. As coconuts age, their meat becomes hard and dry; it can then be shredded to make desserts. But the most highly valued kind of coconut treat took much longer to form. If a large, healthy coconut was kept at the right temperature in a moist and dark place, then perhaps it would sprout. If it did, and if someone knew how to open it at the right time, she would find that the thick, dry meat inside had pulled away from the shell and had gathered in the very center of the coconut as a soft, porous ball, the deliciously sweet manzana del coco or coconut apple.

On the shore of our river island stood a bamboo grove. There, my abuelita Lola hung her hammock every afternoon, to rest a while between her two jobs. Rustling through the bamboo and the coconut palms, the wind would play a soothing, enchanting melody that soon lulled her to sleep. Although we lived inland, a few hours from the seashore, this sound reminded me of an ocean breeze, filled with rumors of distant lands and far-away places.

While I grew up surrounded by loving people and fascinated by all the life around me, it was to the trees that I chose to tell my sorrows and my joys, and most of all, my dreams.

Like a family, the trees grew and their branches multiplied. Some, like the flame trees, were stolid and almost timeless. Others were abundant with fruit and offspring. Each, in its own way, mirrored the life around me—the life that is now reflected in these pages.

The family stories you are about to read took place at various times. Some happened before I was born and were told to me as a child; others happened to me as I was growing up. Most of them took place at La Quinta Simoni, the magnificent old house of my early childhood; others in town, where we moved when I was eight. But even then, I was fortunately never too far away from my beloved trees.

As I share these stories with you now, I can still see the tall and majestic royal palms, the graceful coconut trees swaying easily in the warm tropical breezes, and the fiery flame trees, bursting all over with their abundant red blossoms. And I hope that the inspiration I continue to receive from these companions of my childhood will, in turn, help warm the hearts of those who turn the pages of this book.

MY MOTHER’S MOTHER, my grandmother Dolores, was known as Lola. She filled my early years with outdoor adventures, fun, and fascinating stories. The deeds of the Greek gods and goddesses, the heroic feats of the Cuban patriots—these were as immediate to me as her everyday life at the two schools where she was principal: an elementary public school during the day, and a school for working women in the evenings.

It is not surprising that there are many stories in our family about this woman who was both an intellectual and a practical person, who cut her hair and shortened her skirts before any other woman in our town, who created a literary journal, founded schools, awakened a great passion in the poet who married her, and brought up five children as well as several nieces and nephews while directing her own schools and farm.

One of my favorite stories about her was told to me at various times by my mother and by my aunts Mireya and Virginia, since all three of them were present when the events took place. Unlike many other family stories, which are often changed or embellished depending on the teller, I have always heard this story told exactly the same way. Perhaps that is because the story itself is too powerful to be embellished, or because the events impressed themselves so vividly upon the memories of those present.

Abuelita Lola loved to teach outdoors. The slightest pretext would serve to take the whole class out under the trees to conduct her lessons there. This particular story took place during one of those outdoor lessons, at a time when she and her husband, abuelito Medardo, ran a boarding school at La Quinta Simoni on the hacienda she had inherited from her father (and where I would later be born).

Surrounded by her pupils, including three of her own daughters, my grandmother was conducting a grammar lesson. Suddenly she interrupted herself. Why is it, she asked her students, that we don’t often speak about the things that are truly important? About our responsibility as human beings for those around us? Do we really know their feelings, their needs? And yet we could all do so much for each other. . . .

The students were silent, spellbound. They knew their teacher sometimes strayed from the topic of the lesson in order to share with them her own reflections. And they also knew that those were some of her most important lessons. At times she could be funny and witty. Other times, she would touch their hearts. And so they listened.

Look, continued my grandmother, as she pointed to the road that