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Sharp Knife of Memory, The - Kondapalli Koteswaramma
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A searing memoir of a political life that took the Telugu literary world by storm.
Well-known as the widow of Kondapalli Seetharamaiah (KS), founder of the Maoist movement in Andhra Pradesh, Koteswaramma's life spans a tumultuous century of the Independence movement, the Communist insurrection and the Naxalite movement in Andhra Pradesh. A dedicated worker for the Communist Party, she went underground in the difficult years of the late forties, living a secret life, running from safe house to safe house. Throughout, it was the support and companionship of her husband, Seetharamaiah, that gave her strength. And then, everything changed when he deserted her.
Refusing to be cowed down, Koteswaramma rebuilt her life step by painful step. She educated herself, took up a job, raised her grandchildren, wrote poetry and prose and established herself as a thinking person in her own right. This moving memoir is a testimony of her courage and tenacity in the face of overwhelming odds, as well as her understanding of the frailties of human beings and political institutions. That women in India often face incredible suffering is known. That they can fight back and emerge winners is exemplified in Koteswaramma's life.
THE SHARP KNIFE OF MEMORY
KONDAPALLI KOTESWARAMMA, ninety-five years old, is well known as the wife of KondapalliSeetharamaiah, founder of the Maoist movement in Andhra Pradesh. She has been a political activist for many years of her life. She writes poetry and prose.
SOWMYA V.B. is a doctoral student in Computational Linguistics at the University of Tübingen, Germany. She has translated Satyajit Ray’s Our Films, Their Films into Telugu, and is one of the founders of pustakam.net, a Telugu webzine dedicated to the world of books.
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Published in Telugu as Nirjana Vaaradhi 2012
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Contents
Cover
About the Book
About the Author and Translator
Title Page
Copyright
Note to the Reader
Acknowledgments
Preface to the Telugu Edition
Introduction: A Voice from the Margins
The Sharp Knife of Memory: A Memoir
A Word from the Author
Acknowledgments
In December 2012, when we first spoke about translating this book, I wondered if it would really happen. Several people worked along with me on the translation. I would like to thank Gita Ramaswamy for giving me this opportunity and for all the support throughout this period. Thanks to her, R. Srivatsan and V.S. Krishna for their editorial support and to Anuradha Kavuri, Sudha Kavuri and other family members of Kondapalli Koteswaramma for their occasional feedback on the draft. Thanks to Zubaan Publishers and Urvashi Butalia for making the book a reality.
This book had a strong influence on me personally. I thank Koteswaramma for writing Nirjana Vaaradhi and letting me translate it.
On the personal front, I would like to thank my friends Julia Krivanek and Alina Noveanu who, despite not knowing anything about Telugu or about Koteswaramma, still enquired regularly about the progress of this translation. Finally, none of the things I do are complete without mentioning my mother Geethamani, my brother Halley and my husband Sriram for their invisible and unvoiced support.
Sowmya V.B.
Preface to the Telugu Edition
These are some thoughts I want to share.
I am neither a famous person nor a writer. However, a few well-wishers were insistent that I write my memoir so that my story is known to a broader audience. People like Mahidhara Ramamohana Rao, Chekuri Ramarao, the poet ‘Smile’, Parakala Pattabhirama Rao and Manikonda Suryavathi encouraged me to write my autobiography saying, ‘The courage of commoners too should be registered in the annals of history.’
My life is full of sad memories. Would I be able to express this anguish meaningfully on paper? I had no answer to this question and this is perhaps why I have been hesitant to write.
My granddaughters Anuradha and Sudha, and Vasantha¹ (who also calls me ‘Ammamma’ or grandmother) have also repeatedly asked me to write my autobiography while I am still active, to let future generations know my story.
I doubted if my age and my poor eyesight would permit it.
‘If you ask yourself why you took part in several revolutionary movements and why so many of your friends suggested that you write your autobiography, the tears that roll down your eyes will write their own story,’ they said.
Anuradha, her friend Vasu and Vasantha helped immensely in bringing out this print edition. Anuradha, in particular, worked very hard to give this book a good shape.
Volga, the feminist writer, agreed to write a foreword for the book almost immediately. She provided a historical background so that readers could appreciate my story better.
The Hyderabad Book Trust came forward to publish the book. Gita said, ‘You were associated with four major movements that happened in our state: the social reform movement, the freedom struggle, the communist movement and the Naxalite movement. So, please write down everything you can remember.’
I have written as much as I can. Some parts have been added after being recorded by Vimala,² who came to Visakhapatnam for this purpose.
The story of my life appears as a book now with the help of all these people, in my 92nd year. I thank everybody for this.
If readers think that this story was written for a social good, I will be happy. If they think that the story contributes to the well-being of humanity, I can say that my efforts bore fruit and I will rejoice that my life had a purpose.
Kondapalli Koteswaramma
15 August 2012
1. Vemana Vasanthalakshmi is a senior journalist, noted commentator and editor of the several volumes of Balagopal’s writings.
2. Vimala is a poet and writer.
Introduction: A Voice from the Margins
Gita Ramaswamy
When the Hyderabad Book Trust published Kondapalli Koteswaramma’s autobiography Nirjana Vaaradhi in September 2012, we were unprepared for the overwhelming response. Admittedly, we had expected interest because Koteswaramma is the widow of Kondapalli Sitaramayya, the man who founded the People’s War Group, the single most effective threat to the Indian government and most widespread in the nature of its influence on society. But the response had little to do with this, the book having sidelined Sitaramayya as it were. There was a reissue in a week and a second edition within two months. Readers overwhelmed us with their reactions, both on the telephone and subsequently through letters. We have published some 400-odd books over the last thirty-three years, several of them written by women, several others about women and many among them explicitly feminist, but the response to these from men has mostly been lukewarm, almost as if such books have nothing to do with them and belong to a constituency entirely separate from their world. Nirjana Vaaradhi proved this wrong. There was a flood of calls from men who said that they had wept several times while reading the book. They wanted to know if they could meet Koteswaramma or speak to her over the telephone. A leading journalist made a twelve-hour train journey to Visakhapatnam to meet her. An engineer working in the Tungabhadra project in Karnataka decided that tears were not enough; he would translate the book into Kannada. Three men from different areas purchased a hundred copies each, one distributed them to the public libraries in his district, the others to their friends and acquaintances. One of them wrote to me:
I shed a few tears reading some of the incidents in the book. Imagine being a child widow, married to a rebel with a cause, a freedom fighter, a wife deserted by the man she married, who ditches her for another woman, and a mother who lost both her adult children. This lady’s life personifies a fusion of idealism, sacrifice, perseverance, resilience, patience, endurance, struggle, tragedy, suffering, selfless giving, forgiveness, hope and inspiration. Nothing could break her. She was down many times but picked herself up and moved forward. Like someone said, ‘Tough times do not last, tough people do.’
A woman is often defined in terms of her husband. Koteswaramma has always been known as Kondapalli Sitaramayya’s wife even after he left her. By writing her memoir, Koteswaramma defines herself, her life, her emotions, on her own terms. A woman of incredible grace, dignity and resilience, she is revealed not as a tragic figure, not as the wife who was abandoned for the lover, not as the mother who was rejected by her children for the father; she reveals herself as a powerful woman, a survivor with a strong core.
Koteswaramma was born in a rich peasant Reddy family in a village in the fertile Krishna delta of Andhra Pradesh in 1920. She was married when she was barely four or five to her maternal uncle, who died within a few years. Thus, she was left a child widow; yet, she did not know she was one, nurtured as she was in a caring family. She went to school and grew up in the heady days of the freedom movement. Her mother spun the charkha (spinning wheel), while some among her relatives discontinued their studies to jump full-time into the movement. Koteswaramma herself encountered Gandhi when she was barely ten, and along with other women, took off her gold ornaments and gave them to him.
She grew up in a time of extraordinary importance. The emerging nationalist movement was facing challenges, both in ideology and strategy from different movements—the communist, the socialist movement, and even a fledgling Dalit movement. The present-day states of Andhra Pradesh (AP) and Telengana did not exist at that time. The coastal districts and the southern Rayalaseema ones ceded by the Nizam of Hyderabad to the British were part of Madras Presidency and governed from the city of Madras. Since the construction of the Cotton barrage in 1852 and a host of anicuts across the delta, this area became prosperous. Telangana, the eastern part, was part of the Nizam’s state. The two regions—Andhra, then called the Circar districts, and Telangana—had very different trajectories. In the Andhra region, Western education had spread through the medium of English in schools and colleges set up by the British government and more prominently by Christian missionaries. There was a healthy growth in journalistic activity, and the first Telugu journal, Satyadoota, appeared in 1833, followed by several others. Several literary associations too were active, particularly in centres like Masulipatnam, Rajahmundry, Kakinada and Vijayawada, and they had numerous publications and activities. In this context, a social reform movement swept the ‘upper castes’ of the area. Veeresalingam made efforts for the remarriage of child widows and for the education of girls, while Gurajada Apparao supported him ably with his pioneering writings. The social reform movement in the Circars gradually meshed into the freedom movement.
Alongside a strong nationalist movement that produced leaders like Pattabhi Sitaramayya, Tanguturi Prakasam and Sarojini Naidu, between 1930 and 1932, radical elements in the Congress had begun searching for alternatives. At about this time, the seeds of communism were being sown in the coastal Andhra region. The communist movement and party formed the backdrop of much of Koteswaramma’s life. Students from AP who left the state to study began participating in the freedom struggle, mingling with radical elements in the Congress and studying socialist literature. By 1931, Chandra Rajeswara Rao, Nanduri Prasad Rao, Tummala Venkatramaiah and others had gone to Benares Hindu University and begun working in the Young Communist League. By 1934, Amir Hyder Khan and others had started branches of the Communist Party in Madras. Some others, like Sundarayya, were already members of the Communist Party by 1932. In Andhra, the party was said to have been founded in September 1934 when the Andhra Provincial Organising Committee was formed at a meeting of communist representatives from different districts at Vijayawada. Almost immediately, it was banned and remained underground from 1934 onwards. In 1942, when the communists supported the war effort after Soviet Russia was attacked by the Nazis, the British government lifted the ban.
Koteswaramma’s family and the communists arranged her second marriage in 1939 to Kondapalli Sitaramayya, already a party worker at that time. The wedding sealed her lifelong bond with the communist movement. With her husband strongly approving, she began work as an activist. Along with Mahila Sangham activists, she took part in rallies, reproduced and sold party literature from village to village, and was an active member of the cultural troupe, besides caring for her two young children. Sitaramayya became secretary of the Krishna district unit of the Communist Party, an important post, considering that this district was the heartland of communist politics in AP. When repression on the party became severe, she went underground with several others for five years, from 1946 to 1951, the period coinciding with the peaking of the Telangana peasant movement.
Hyderabad state was going through a sea change in the late 1940s. It was getting rapidly communalized into Hindu and Muslim forces, and there