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    WONKY
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    WONKY

    By Margaret Frances Oswell

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    Wonky is about making the most of what life throws at us and getting on with it. The story of a girl growing up with Cerebral Palsy, looking for her place in the community at a time when the disabled were largely unseen, unheard and greatly misunderstood. Despite her odd gait and special dialect, Marg's intelligence, humour and determination

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherSimon J Oswell
    Release dateDec 1, 2015
    ISBN9780994288110
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      WONKY - Margaret Frances Oswell

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      Wonky

      Published by Oswell Family

      Cover Illustration by Susan Ballantyne

      © Margaret F. Oswell 2015

      Edited by Anna Cahill

      Illustrated by Susan Ballantyne

      National Library of Australia Cataloguing-in-Publication entry

      Creator: Oswell, Margaret, author.

      Title: Wonky / Margaret Oswell.

      ISBN: 9780994288110 (ebook)

      Subjects: Cerebral palsied--Australia--Biography.

      Cerebral palsied--Social conditions.

      Self-actualization (Psychology)

      Dewey Number: 362.1968360092

      All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in, or introduced into a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form, or by any means (electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise) without the prior written permission of the publisher.

      Reflections on the past

      When is a smile not a smile?

      When it is given just to show

      How much you care

      For all of us.

      Although it was long ago,

      I still remember Simon my brother standing there

      Playing the violin at the funeral.

      Showing no emotions although he was most upset.

      I felt so proud of him.

      Driving home I felt tired and sore

      From hopping in and out of the car.

      I told myself, with the rising of the sun

      That I would be out of pain.

      But the events of the day went so wrong.

      I was greeted by someone with no compassion

      In his heart.

      He just stared at me.

      Then he yelled What’s wrong with you?

      I made up my mind to

      Venture back to your loving arms.

      The place I love where

      Most of my friends are.

      Margaret F. Oswell, 2014

      Author’s note

      All my life I’ve been called the ‘wonky woman’. My mother called me that, my carers call me that. As I get older I get wonkier.

      Wonky: not straight, crooked, askew.

      Unsteady, shaky, feeble, wrong, groggy, tottering.

      Wobbly, unstable, rocky, not functioning correctly.

      Weird, whacked out, messed up, not working for no definable reason.

      Overly studious, obsessed with details, nerdy.

      So many random dictionary definitions, depending on whether you think it’s old British slang or contemporary American speak.

      Boy, I’ve got a lot to live up to! No wonder I’m even wonkier by the end of the week.

      If you think about it, wonk is ‘know’ spelt backwards, or it could be an acronym for ‘without normal knowledge. I know for sure that wonky is what I am, and wonky is what I shall be. That’s pretty much what this story is about, how to grow up being a bit wonky and survive with a physical disability to have an independent life.

      Disclaimer

      This memoir is my personal recollection of how much of my life has unfolded, how I choose to perceive people, places, experiences and events. This is my truth. Others might view it differently.

      We do not see things as they are; we see things as we are

      – from The Talmud

      Dedication:

      To all those special people who have helped keep me moving all my life

      Chapter One

      I Come Into Being

      I do not remember anything about my birth, of course, but my parents told me it was a ‘breech birth’. That’s when a baby comes out feet first. This was my very first mistake, the first of many in my life. The doctor was stuck in a traffic jam (no mobile phones in those days!) and the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck, depriving me of oxygen. As a result, my brain was injured to such an extent that, even when I was a few hours old, the doctors thought that I could be permanently disabled.

      I was born at the Royal Brisbane Hospital in Queensland on 14 November 1956. At the time I decided to come along, my father was somewhere near St George, a large rural town six hours drive west of Brisbane in those days, along dangerous gravel and dirt roads. When my father heard there was a problem with my birth, he rushed back to support my mother.

      After recovering from being told their only daughter would be permanently disabled, my parents named me Margaret Frances Oswell. This was a big name for me to grow into, but as time went by I knew that I could do so even with my disability. I do know that it never entered my parents’ heads to put me in a children’s home but I’m unsure if they went through a grief process like many parents with cerebral palsy infants do. Instead of celebrating the birth of a normal healthy baby, they brought home an infant needing extra special care.

      I feel sure they always loved me but had no idea of the task ahead of them. Also, they were more hopeful about my ability to progress at a quicker rate than I did. One thing they both forgot, which has always surprised me, was that I had an emotional side that needed nurturing. They were always SO focused on improving me physically.

      For some reason, I’ve never really liked the name Margaret, so mostly I go by the nickname ‘Marg’, except when signing important documents. This was just like Dad. At home, and to his friends, he was always known as Frank, but when it came to business affairs he was Francis. Being the only girl in the family, I was given Dad’s first name as my middle name and I am quite proud of it!

      To set the scene for my life let me tell you some more about my family. My father’s name was Francis Bruce Oswell and he was born in Melbourne, Victoria on 11 January 1920. We affectionately called him FBO.

      My mother’s name was Glenda Mavis Oswell, nee Grundy (no relation to the Grundy of television fame as far as we know). Mum was born in Sydney on the 13th of September 1923. She was the middle daughter of Mr and Mrs Leonard Grundy. Mum suffered from high blood pressure as a child, a condition that caused her to faint often in the playground, and would impact on her in later life. As we grew up, we called her ‘Glen’ as well as Mum.

      During the 1930s, Leonard Grundy and his family moved to Brisbane from Sydney. It was there Mum went to teachers training college, majoring in domestic science. After graduating, she was posted to a school in Kingaroy, an agricultural town north west of Brisbane. The poor thing told me that she hated living there, because of the social scale that existed. This town thought that young woman teachers were at the bottom of the social pecking order. She stayed in a boarding house run by two devout Christian women who frowned on single women.

      It was at that time during the WW II that Dad met Mum. Dad was serving in the Air Force and living on the RAAF base at Kingaroy. On VE (Victory in Europe) Day he asked for her hand in marriage. She said ‘YES’ and they were married in the Ann Street Uniting Church in Brisbane on 25 April 1945.

      When he returned from the Second World War, Dad decided he did not want to go on working in the Commonwealth Bank. He studied architecture at the University of Queensland instead. His first job was to design large homesteads in the Queensland outback - and I mean the REAL outback! During the early 1950s his job took him out to the bush every fortnight to inspect these homesteads.

      The events of the first few days of my life told Dad that he would have to give up this roaming lifestyle, as much as he loved it. My mother needed him close to home, as I would need full time support for a considerable time. With my brothers and I to care for, my father decided to start his own architectural company. Dad’s first place of business was in two small rooms, only a few metres away from where they were married.

      Apart from my parents, I have two wonderful brothers whom I adore and love quite dearly. When I was born Simon was two and a half and Chris was one and a half. No, Mum didn’t have two pregnancies in two years, they were both adopted, as she was advised against having a baby because of her hypertension.

      Because of the constant attention I required, nanny Jeannette was also part of the family for the first couple of years. Her main job was to race around after my brothers, who were known to climb up on the roof many times before our parents wised up to their tricks. She often took me out in the afternoon sun while Mum had a quick nap.

      We three kids faced some hair-raising situations over the years, but we always pulled together and worked our way through them, especially when one of us was in trouble. Really, our family numbered six because before my parents had children, they had a much-loved dog called Pam. She was a Wire Fox Terrier and an excellent friend to us all.

      My father had a brother, John Livingston Oswell, who was two years older. He too went into the bank when he left school, remained working for them and made manager. John married Gwen Tweedale and they had three sons, Geoffrey, Michael and David. John and Gwen moved from Victoria to the Sunshine Coast, north of Brisbane, in 1975 after he

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