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    Living in Fear Away from My Rapist
    Living in Fear Away from My Rapist
    Living in Fear Away from My Rapist
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    Living in Fear Away from My Rapist

    By Dustina Respecki

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    This is a book about a woman that met this man at work. He preyed on her like an animal to get what he wanted from her. He earned her trust on top of everything. She had a hard time getting away from him. Now she is away from him; it puts her into a deep clinical depression from all the trauma he put her through, along with mental abuse. Now yea

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherAuthors Press
    Release dateNov 16, 2020
    ISBN9781643144122
    Living in Fear Away from My Rapist
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    Dustina Respecki

    Dustina (Dusty) Respecki is originally from Denver, Colorado. When she was five years old, she left Denver and went to Hawaii to live. She lived there for over two years, then when she was eight years old, she left Hawaii to live a very short time in Texas. In June of 1980, she came back home to Colorado to live and has been here ever since. Dusty is married. She has been married for 16 plus years. She has two kids, a daughter and a son. One day she was thinking about what she can do to tell the people about people like Mark E. Smith., so she took up writing a book about what happened to her so it can teach others.

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      Living in Fear Away from My Rapist - Dustina Respecki

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      Copyright © 2020 by Dustina Respecki

      All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the author, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.

      ISBN: 978-1-64314-411-5 (Paperback)

      978-1-64314-412-2 (Ebook)

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      Acknowledgments

      This story is based on a true story about friendship, leading to manipulation, to taking advantage of, to rape, and to putting the fear of everything in your heart and life.

      Telling this story will hopefully help other women escape from their abuser.

      When this kind of trauma is done to any one person, it becomes debilitating—emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. My advice is to go seek help.

      My story starts way back in 1999. I live in Colorado Springs, Colorado, a city south of Denver, Colorado. It’s a story about me being raped and being played dirty by someone I know.

      It all started late that year. I was changing parttime jobs from the Village Inn, to drive for Pizza Hut. I worked there two nights a week, sometimes three if they needed me to cover a shift or two. I really didn’t mind if it was just once in a blue moon.

      I started to get to know some of the people I worked with. There was Steve, Dustin, David, Russ, Amy, and Matthew, just to name a few that worked there.

      So after working there just a few weeks, sometime after I started, I think it was a Friday night, because I closed the store that night.

      Shortly after coming in to clock on for my shift, then came this guy, walking into the store through the employees’ entrance. The sight of him pretty much punched me in the face, meaning he was pretty much a Big Boy. There was not too much to say about him being there. I was pretty much shocked when I saw him.

      After he clocked on for the night as well, he came up to me and asked if I was new at Pizza Hut. I said, Well, yes. I started a few weeks ago. Then I said, I’m Dusty, but I never gave him my last name, but sooner than later, he found out (from what source, I don’t know), which I thought was kind of creepy.

      As the night went on, as we were in and out of the store, doing our job, I noticed him off and on staring at me as if he were caressing my body with his eyes.

      I was trying so hard to not let him know I was noticing that he was staring at me as if he were interested in me and my body. Now I was really starting to wonder. I could not believe he was doing that. We just meet. Then he would approach me at various times to just make small talk with him.

      Some of the questions he was asking were a little personal to be asking someone. I was not thinking at that time but to answer. We just met, and I thought at that time some of them were too creepy to be asked in the first place, but I thought to myself it wouldn’t hurt for him to ask, and I answered him back. So that is how we became friends and how all this nightmare got started.

      Over the next few weeks, it about stayed constant with how he was doing things. You can tell he was getting obsessed over me, like an animal hunting in a way, from how he looked at me, to how he talked to me, to how his body language was when he was around me.

      In the heat of the moment, it started confusing me. I was wondering why he was being that way and what was going through his mind. I probably will never know, but it really made me open my eyes some, but not enough, but I blew it off to a point.

      But I was still trying to read into it. I felt as if I was putting too much energy into finding out what he was intending to impose or throw my way. I didn’t want him to know that I noticed that there might be something that was going on ’cause I could not put my finger on it. So I’d let him close one door, and I would wait for the

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