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    Ambiguous Terrains: An Interspiritual Journey to Judaism
    Ambiguous Terrains: An Interspiritual Journey to Judaism
    Ambiguous Terrains: An Interspiritual Journey to Judaism
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    Ambiguous Terrains: An Interspiritual Journey to Judaism

    By Denise M. Hoffman

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    A longed-for meeting between a woman and her birth family spurs fantasies of a "happily ever after" utopian togetherness....a secret longing that may exist within the hearts of many with an adoption, relinquishment, and reunion experience. Instead, and unknown to her at the time, that longed-for meeting would actually serve as the catalyst for stepping onto the wanderer's path.

    A path of spiritual awakening, and, in some instances, remembering, that would involve walking into the deepest, and sometimes, treacherous, of ambiguous terrains. A path guided by totemic sages of diverse spiritual practices that would lead to a far different reunion: reconnection with The Creator....though more as a partner and less than a parent. And a path, concealed from that initial reunion day, that would eventually reveal itself via embracing a home within the heart and soul of Judaism.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherBalboa Press
    Release dateMar 6, 2018
    ISBN9781504395823
    Ambiguous Terrains: An Interspiritual Journey to Judaism
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    Denise M. Hoffman

    Denise M. Hoffman, whose earthly roots are a culturally diverse tapestry of North America, South America, and everything in between, is an author and workshop presenter on issues related to adoption and reunion healing, spirituality, and energetic/empath sensitivity. She is conversant in both Spanish and English and is evolving in Hebrew and Ladino. She holds both BS and MS degrees in health and wellness and is currently a Personal Trainer at a hospital-based fitness facility in Gretna, Louisiana. She is also a level I Reiki practitioner. Her previous books include Ocultanto No Mas / Hiding No More: Unmasking Adoption and Reunion and Descubiertos/Uncoverings: Growing from Adoption and Reunion (Rosedog Books 2009). Her current and continually evolving work includes empowering empathic souls to recognize and develop their spiritual gifts, and womens holistic health and wellness, because when women are fully healthy, everyone on this planet, including the earth herself, benefits. These two are largely interconnected.

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      Ambiguous Terrains - Denise M. Hoffman

      Copyright © 2018 Denise M. Hoffman.

      All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced by any means, graphic, electronic, or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, taping or by any information storage retrieval system without the written permission of the author except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.

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      The author of this book does not dispense medical advice or prescribe the use of any technique as a form of treatment for physical, emotional, or medical problems without the advice of a physician, either directly or indirectly. The intent of the author is only to offer information of a general nature to help you in your quest for emotional and spiritual well-being. In the event you use any of the information in this book for yourself, which is your constitutional right, the author and the publisher assume no responsibility for your actions.

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      ISBN: 978-1-5043-9556-4 (sc)

      ISBN: 978-1-5043-9557-1 (hc)

      ISBN: 978-1-5043-9582-3 (e)

      Library of Congress Control Number: 2018900542

      Balboa Press rev. date:  01/12/2018

      CONTENTS

      A Note From the Author

      Alegria

      Separation

      The Dark Night of the Soul

      Light

      Appreciation

      Forward, Backward, and then Forward Again

      Inspirational Reading

      Acknowledgments

      About The Author

      A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR

      In the Siddur (prayer book of Reform Judaism), there is a poignant, powerful meditation that speaks of destiny. Here it is in its entirety:

      Once or twice in a lifetime, a man or woman may choose a radical leaving, having heard Lech-l’cha-Go forth. God disturbs us towards our destiny by hard events and by freedom’s now urgent voice … which explodes and confirms who we are. We don’t like leaving … but God loves becoming. (Reform Siddur, Mishkan T’Filah, p. 113)

      When I first contemplated this meditation, images of balls of light, originating in the celestial ethers, came front and center. A journey from one realm of existence to another begins time and again. The purpose will ultimately be revealed, yet in all likelihood, it has to do with manifesting one’s divine purpose here on planet Earth.

      On deeper reflection, however, I also began to wonder if this meditation held a clue as to why we, collectively as a human species, seem to thrive on what is comfortable, familiar, and rational. Is it because, on the deepest of levels, we have experienced leaving the familiarity of one realm and going to the unfamiliarity of another?

      None of these earthly journeys have followed any specific linear pattern, and as to be expected, those sparks have certainly gotten muddied along the way, sometimes even obscured. At times, many of us have wondered if perhaps we were misfiled destination-wise.

      In the Jewish mystical writings, there is a precedent for this. The term gilgul refers to a soul that was somehow separated from Judaism and eventually found itself living a life quite different from what was originally intended. Upon recognition (in many cases, that recognition culminates in formal conversion), the soul returns to the practice of Judaism.

      In describing the gilgul, the term misfiled (and there have been many other similar terms used as well) in reference to the soul has often been used. But what if the soul was never really misfiled to begin with? Since the mystical writings of many diverse spiritual traditions/practices are often onion layered, could the word misfiled be another term for reincarnation, as well as remembering our true identities as spiritual immigrants having human experiences? In the Kabbalistic writings, reincarnation is often described as the means for which a soul incarnates for the purpose(s) of completing a Tikkun (loosely translated as correction, repair). And since many writings from diverse sources also speak of inclusiveness, expansiveness, and caring for the marginalized other, could the gilgul actually represent the experiential dimension of being that, upon transformation of one’s self, leads to an elevation of one’s consciousness? When time reveals itself to be, can someone who has embodied such an experience return to share what has been learned?

      This is where my journey begins again … and anew.

      Five years ago, one journey began with the first and only meeting of my birth mother and sisters. This journey, as it would later be revealed, was the catalyst that would come to transform a narrow bridge into a more expansive and evolving one. In the process, it empowered me to seek the home in Judaism that had been resonating within for the longest time … a subtle yet powerful resonation. As one journey began to evolve into another, it became clear to me that both of these significant journeys were part of an even more significant, evolving, and interconnected journey—that being the journey toward evolving consciousness.

      That journey, which involves remembering who one really is and living from that place, is what speaks to me in the words of the meditation, But God loves becoming.

      People convert to religions for a variety of reasons, and even those considered most common (i.e., marriage, giving the family a clear religious identity, seeking a new spiritual home) don’t come close to describing that which can never be fully explained by the cause-and-effect reasoning so prevalent in our culture. The few people I chose to open up to and share this life-changing event (reunion) with could not understand how a reunion could ultimately destabilize one’s world as one knows it, which is exactly what this pivotal event did. From this destabilization, I sought a new spiritual home (which wasn’t really new, as I had grown up in an interfaith background with religious diversity, something I grew to respect and cherish). I could understand their rationalizations, even as I began to realize that much of it was, sad to say, fear based. From the telltale moment that I set my eyes on my birth mother and sisters, I tried as best I could (a moment full awe, gratitude, and shock) to be in a moment that had no reasoning to it. What I was experiencing would appear threatening to many people and for many reasons, most notably because it tossed the applecart of what should have happened (i.e., mothers don’t relinquish their children) and what should now result from this experience (i.e., happily ever after now once reunited … not exploring spiritual practices!). I had no way of knowing that eight months later, I would contact an interspiritual rabbi to seek his advice on how to grow from that experience, or that in another two months, I would be sitting in front of the rabbi who would eventually preside over my conversion ceremony another four years later. Having also awakened to the energetic, empathic side of my nature (which explained many things, most notably around absorbing chaotic energies both physically and emotionally in crowded, noisy places, something I could never understand while growing up) and having become more grounded within it, I surrendered my need to know and learned to trust the guidance leading me in a new direction, whether it made sense or not.

      As the journeys continued, and as I became more grounded in my energy practices (a work in progress), I began to practice discernment in regard to with whom I shared my journeys. There was much sacred space opening up, and some things were to be known only by me.

      A new course was about to be charted, but before that could happen, I needed to discover what caused me to go off course in the beginning.

      And that was where it started … in the beginning. With a set of false

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