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ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ ...ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺟﻮﻫﺮ ﻭﺃﺳﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻭ ﹸﻃﺮﻗﻬﺎ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺬﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﱵ
ﻧﺒﺘﺖ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺷﺠﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ.
ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺓ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ ﺗﺸﻤﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﰲ ﺍﻷﺩﻳﺎﻥ:
ﻫﻮ ﺍﷲ ﻭﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻮ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳉﻤﻠﺔ ﺗﻮ ﺣﺪ ﺍﷲ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ،ﲡﻌﻞ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ ،ﻣﺮﺍﺩﻓﺔ ﻟﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ،ﺍﷲ
ﻛﻴﻨﻮﻧﺔ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﻛﺎﺋﻦ ﻭﳐﻠﻮﻕ ...ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﻛﺎﺋﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻜﻮﻥ ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﳐﻠﻮﻕ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﳋﺎﻟﻖ ،ﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭﺡ ﺍﷲ....
ﺍﷲ ﻻ ﻳﻨﻔﺼﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺧﻠﻘﻪ ،ﺍﳋﺎﻟﻖ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﰲ ﺧﻠ ِﻘﻪ ،ﻭﻻ ﺗﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻳﺔ ﺛﻨﺎﺋﻴﺔ ﺃﻭ
ﺍﺯﺩﻭﺍﺟﻴﺔ ،ﻭﻻ ﺃﻱ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺔ ﺗﻔﺼﻞ ﺑﻴﻨﻬﻤﺎ ،ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺼﺎﺩﻓﻪ ﰲ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﻫﻮ ﺍﷲ.
ﺍﻷﺷﺠﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻷﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﳉﺒﺎﻝ ،ﲨﻴﻌﻬﺎ ﻣﻈﺎﻫﺮ ﷲ ﻭﲡ ﹼﻠﻴﺎﺕ ﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩﻩ.
ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﲢﺒﻬﻢ ،ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﺗﻜﺮﻫﻬﻢ ،ﻛﻠﻜﻢ ﲡﻠﻴﺎﺕ ﷲ..
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳉﻤﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﲑﺓ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻐﻴﺮ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ .ﻭﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻐﻴﺮ ﻧﻈﺮﺗﻚ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻬﺎ
ﺇﱃ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ...ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻐﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺮﺏ ﺇﱃ ﺍﳊﺐ ...ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻈﻼﻡ ﺇﱃ
ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ.
ﰲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻳﺪﺭﻙ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﳌﺮﺀ ﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ،ﻳﻨﺸﺄ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻠﻘﺎﺀ
ﺫﺍﺗﻪ ،ﻭﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ.
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ﺐ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﻐﺮﺍﻡ
ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻻ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﳍﺎ ﺑﺎﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ .ﻓﻜ ﹼﻞ ﺍﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﻬﺎ ﻳﻨﺼ
ﻭﺍﳍﻴﺎﻡ ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻘﻊ ﰲ ﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﻜ ﹼﻠﻴﺔ ،ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺘﻨﺎﻏﻢ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﻨﻈﻮﻣﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﻣﻠﺔ ﻟﻠﻜﻮﻥ،
ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺼﻨﻊ ﺟﺴﺮﹰﺍ ﺑﲔ ﺍﳋﺎﻟﻖ ﻭﺍﳌﺨﻠﻮﻕ ...ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺬﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﻄﺔ ﰲ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ...
ﻛﻴﻒ ﲤﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺲ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ...
ﺇﻥ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻋﻰ ﺑـﺄﺩﻳﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺍﳌﻨ ﱠﻈـﻤﺔ ﺗﻌ ﹼﻠﻢ ﻧﻮﻋﹰﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻻﺯﺩﻭﺍﺟﻴﺔ ﻛﺄﻥ ﺍﳋﺎﻟﻖ
ﻣﻨﻔﺼﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺍﳋﹶﻠﻖ ،ﺍﳋﺎﻟﻖ ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳋﹶﻠﻖ ،ﺃﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻴﺒﹰﺎ ﻣﺎ ﰲ ﺍﳋﹶﻠﻖ ،ﻭﺃﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ
ﺃﻥ ﻧﺘﺨﻠﻰ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻭﻧﻨﻜﺮﻩ ...ﻛﻤﺎ ﻗﻴﻞ ﱄ ﺃﻧﲏ ﻭﻟﺪﺕ ﻭﺧﻠﻘﺖ ﰲ ﺍﳋﻄﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻷﺻﻴﻠﺔ
ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻤﺔ ...ﺃﻧﲏ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺍﻟﻮﻻﺩﺓ ﻭﺣﱴ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﺑﻨﻈﺮ ﻫﺆﻻﺀ ﺍﳌﻨﻈﹼﺮﻳﻦ ﺑﺎﻟﺪﻳﻦ
ﺧﺎﻃﺌﹰﺎ ﻭﺍﳊﺴﺎﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ...ﺑﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺬﺍﺏ...
ﺠﺐ ...ﺑﻞ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﺍﳊﺐ.
ﰲ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﲣ ﹼﻠﻲ ،ﺑﻞ ﲡ ﹼﻠﻲ ...ﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺷ ْ
ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻧﺘﺬﻛﹼﺮﻩ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﻫﻨﺎ ...ﺍﻓﺮﺣﻮﺍ ﻭﻬﺗﻠﻠﻮﺍ ..ﺍﷲ ﳏﺒﺔ ﻭﺍﶈﺒﺔ ﻫﻲ ﺍﷲ ...ﻃﺮﻳﻘﱵ
ﻫﻲ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻟﻠﺘﻌﺮﻑ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺬﺍﺕ ،ﻻ ﻧﻜﺮﺍﺎ .ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﺟﻼﻝ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﻣﻲ:
ﺇﺫﺍ ﱂ ﺗﺘﻮ ﺣﺪ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﺸﻮﻕ ...ﻓﺎﻟﺘﻤﺲ ﺫﻟﻚ!
ﺖ ﰲ ﺍﻧﺴﺠﺎﻡ ﻣﻌﻪ ......ﻓﺎﺑﺘﻬﺞ ﻭﻬﺗﻠ ﹼﻞ
ﻭ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻭﺗﺬﻛﹼﺮ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﹼﻛﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺬﺍﻛﺮ ﻭﺍﳌﺬﻛﻮﺭ ...ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺸﻜﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺎﻛﺮ ﻭﺍﳌﺸﻜﻮﺭ
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻠﻘﺎﺀ ﻫﻮ ﺍﺟﺘﻤﺎﻉ ﺻﻮﰲ...
ﺃﻧﺘﻢ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﻬﺪ ﺍﳉﺪﻳﺪ ،ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺷﺎﺭﻛﻜﻢ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﻭﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﶈﺒﺔ.
ﻛﻠﹼﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟﺮﻓﻴﻖ ﺍﻷﻋﻠﻰ...
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ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﻮﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﻧﻮﻋﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺐ:
ﺍﻷﻭﻝ ﻳﺪﻋﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻃﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻄﺤﻴﺔ ﻭﺗﻌﲏ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﻱ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻔﺎﺗﺮ ﺍﳌﺆﻗﺖ،
ﺍﳉﺰﺋﻲ .ﻭﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺪ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﰲ ﳊﻈﺔ ﻣﺎ ،ﻭﻗﺪ ﳜﺘﻔﻲ ﰲ ﳊﻈﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﻪ ﺃﻱ
ﻋﻤﻖ ﻭﻻ ﻣﻀﻤﻮﻥ.
ﻗﺪ ﺗﺪﻋﻮﻩ ﺍﻧﻔﻌﺎ ﹰﻻ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻋﺎﻃﻔﺔ ﻋﻤﻴﻘﺔ.
ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﺸﻌﻠﺔ ﺗﺤﺮﻗﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺧﻞ ،ﻭﻻ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻮﹶﻟﻊ ﺑﻪ ،ﺑﻞ ﻳﺒﻘﻰ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﲢﺖ
ﺳﻴﻄﺮﺗﻚ ...ﻭﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺑﻊ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ...ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﳎﺮﺩ ﻋﺎﻃﻔﺔ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮ ﻭﺍﳉﻴﺐ..
ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﺘﻤﻠﻜﻚ ،ﻟﻦ ﺗﻔﻘﺪ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻓﻴﻪ ،ﺑﻞ ﺳﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺴﻴﻄﺮﹰﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ.
ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻉ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﱐ ﻟﻠﺤﺐ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻷﺻﻴﻞ ...ﻭﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺪﻋﻮﻧﻪ
ﺑـﺎﻟ ِﻌﺸﻖ ،ﻭﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺸﺪﻳﺪ.
ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻀﻴﻊ ﺍﳌﺮﺀ ﻓﻴﻪ ...ﺃﻱ ﻣﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ﰲ ﺍﳌﻌﺸﻮﻕ ...ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺰﻭﻝ ﻗﻄﺮﺓ
ﺍﻟﻨﺪﻯ ﰲ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ.
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺴﺘﻮﱄ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ،ﻭﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﳎﻨﻮﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ.
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ﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﻓﺮﻳﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺮﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻄﺢ ﺍﳌﻌﺒﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ
ﲰﻌ
ﳜﺘﻠﻲ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻭﻫﻮ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻭ ْﺟﺪ...
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻌﺒﺪ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﰲ ﻳﺪﻋﻮﻧﻪ ﺍﻟﺰﺍﻭﻳﺔ .ﻭﻫﻲ ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﳚﺘﻤﻊ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﻮﻥ ﲞﻠﻮﺓ
ﻭﲜﻠﻮﺓ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﺘﺠﻠﹼﻲ ﺍﻹﳍﻲ...
ﺍﻟﻮﺟﺪ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺗﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﻳﺘﺠﻠﹼﻰ ﺍﷲ ،ﳊﻈﺔ ﺗﻨﺎﻏﻢ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﺔ.
ﻧﺎﻓﺬﺓﹲ ﺗﻔﺘﺢ ﻟﻚ ﻭﺗﺮﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ،ﻭﻟﻦ ﲢﺠﺰﻙ ﺃﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﺟﺴﺪﻙ ﺃﻭ ﻓﻜﺮﻙ.
ﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ،ﳛﺪﺙ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺑﺮﻕٌ ﺧﺎﻃﻒ ،ﻓﻴﻤﻠﺆﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﻭﲣﺘﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻤﺔ...
ﺍﻟﻮﺟﺪ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺎﺏ ﺇﱃ ﺍﳉﻨﺔ ﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ،ﻛﻠﻤﺤﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ﺍﻷﺑﺪﻳﺔ ،ﻛﻮﻣﻀﺔ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﺬﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭﺍﻧﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻠﻴﺎ.
ﺇﺎ ﺗﺄﰐ ﻭﺗﺬﻫﺐ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺒﻂﺀ ،ﺗﻨﺸﺊ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﻭﺗﺮﺳﺦ ﻓﻴﻚ.
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ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﷲ ﻭﻟﻮ ﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﰲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳉﻤﺎﻝ ﻭﺍﻟﱪﻛﺔ .ﺣﱴ
ﻼ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ،ﺃﻧﻪ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻱ
ﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ،ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻣﻨﻔﺼ ﹰ
ﺖ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﺘﺠﺮﺑﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ،ﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻫﻲ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ --ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ --ﺣﱴ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻋﺮﻓ
ﻋﺎﺑﺮﺓ ﺳﺮﻳﻌﺔ ،ﻛﻨ ﹶﻔﺲ ﻳﺄﰐ ﻭﻳﺬﻫﺐ --ﻓ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ،ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻣﺪﺭﻛﹰﺎ ﳍﺎ .ﺻﺤﻴﺢ
ﺃﺎ ﱂ ﺗﻌﺪ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﺓ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﺓ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﻭﻗﺪ ﺃﻧﻌﺸﺘﻚ ﻭﺟ ﺪﺩﺗﻚ،
ﻭﺃﺣﻴﺘﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ...ﺃﻓﻼ ﺗﺘﺬﻛﹼﺮ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭﺡ ﺍﷲ؟ ﺃﻓﻼ ﺗﺘﺬﻛﺮﻭﻥ؟ ﺃﻓﻼ
ﺗﺒﺼﺮﻭﻥ؟
ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻄﺢ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻭﺟﺪ --ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺗﻮ ﺣﺪ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ.
ﻑ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﳎﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﺒﺎﺏ ﳝ ﺮﻭﻥ ﰲ ﺯﻗﺎﻕ ﻗﺮﻳﺐ ،ﻳﻌﺰﻓﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻭﺻﺎ ﺩ
ﺍﻵﻻﺕ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﻭﻳﻐﻨﻮﻥ ..ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ ﻳﻨﺸﺪﻭﻥ:
ﺐ ﰲ ﺟﻮﺍﺭ ﺍﶈﺒﻮﺏ
ﺁﻩ ﻳﺎ ﻗﻠﱯ ...ﻻ ﳓﻴ
ﻭﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺮﺍﺱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻄﺢ ﺃﻭ ﺑﺎﺏ ﺃﻭ ﻧﻮﺍﻓﺬ ﺑﻴﺘﻪ...
ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ...ﻳﺎ ﻭﺟﺪﺍﻥ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ
ﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﺰﹰﺍ ﻟﺘﺮﻯ ﺭﻭ ﺣﻚ،
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻼ ﺑﺎﻟﺮﻭﺡ
ﺍﺾ ﻭﺗﻌﺎ ﹶﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ ...ﻓﺎﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺡ ﻭﺃﻫ ﹰ
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ﱂ ﻳﺸﻌﺮﻭﺍ ﺑﺎﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﺃﺑﺪﹰﺍ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻗﻠﻮﻬﺑﻢ ﺍﳌﻮﺣﺪﺓ ﺗﻐﻨﻲ ،ﺣﱴ ﺃﻢ ﱂ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﺍ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ
ﻼ.
ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ﺃﺻ ﹰ
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻣﺜﲑﺓ ،ﺍﻧﻄﻠﻘﺖ ﻣﻊ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻷﻏﻨﻴﺔ.
ﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﺰﹰﺍ ﻟﺘﺮﻯ ﺭﻭﺣﻚ ،ﺍﺾ ﻭﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ،
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﲰﻌﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ :ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻼ ﺑﺎﻟﺮﻭﺡ --ﻭﻗﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻭﺟﺪ ﻭﺗﻮ ﺣﺪ ،ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ
ﻓﺎﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺡ ﻭﺃﻫ ﹰ
ﻏﺎﻣﻀﺔ --ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻧﺸﻮﺗﻪ ﻋﻈﻴﻤﺔ ﻟﺪﺭﺟﺔ ﺃﻧﻪ ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﹰﺍ ﰲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﻮﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﲰﻊ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺪﻋﻮﺓ ،ﲤ ﹼﻠﻜﻪ ﺷﻌﻮﺭ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ،ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ
ﺍﳌﺎﻭﺭﺍﺋﻲ ،ﻭﺃﻟﻘﻰ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻄﺢ...
ﺗﻘ ﹼﻠﺐ ﻭﺩﺍ ﺭ ﰲ ﺍﳍﻮﺍﺀ ،ﰒ ﻭﻗﻊ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ...ﺗﻘﻠﹼﺐ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﺴﻼﻡ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻛﺎﻟﻮﺭﻗﺔ
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻘﻊ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺮﺓ ﰲ ﻣﻬﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﻳﺢ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ...
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻯ ﺍﻟﺸﺒﺎﻥ ﻣﺎ ﺣﺼﻞ ،ﺗﺮﻛﻮﺍ ﺃﺩﻭﺍﻬﺗﻢ ﻭﻏﻨﺎﺀﻫﻢ ،ﺗﺮﻛﻮﺍ ﺣﻴﺎﻬﺗﻢ ﻭﻛﻞ
ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ ﻳﺴﻠﻜﻮﺎ ،ﻭﺩﺧﻠﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺰﺍﻭﻳﺔ ،ﻭﺩﺧﻠﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺀ ﺇﱃ ﻋﺎﱂ
ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ.
ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺣﺼﻞ ﳍﺆﻻﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﺒﺎﻥ؟
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺭﺃﻭﺍ ﻭﻷﻭﻝ ﻣﺮﺓ ﰲ ﺣﻴﺎﻬﺗﻢ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﻮﺓ ،ﺍﻟﻮﺟﺪ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ ﰲ ﺍﷲ.
ﻷﻭﻝ ﻣﺮﺓ ﳝﺮﻭﻥ ﺑﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﺎﻉ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻐﺎﻣﺮ ﲝﻴﺎﺗﻪ.
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﺴﻼﻡ...
ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ﻫﻮ ﺣﻀﻮﺭﻙ ﻹﺣﻴﺎﺀ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ ﺣﺒﻚ ...ﳌﻮﺗﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ
ﺍﻷﺑﺪﻱ...
ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺃﻥ ﻗﻴﻤﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻋﻨﺪﻙ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻴﻤﺔ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ،
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ﺸﺎﻕ ﺃﻢ ﳎﺎﻧﲔ ،ﻭﻗﻴﻞ ﺃﻢ ﻋﻤﻴﺎﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺇﻻ ﻣﻦ
ﻭﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻗﻴﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻌ
ﱂ ﻳﻨﻈﺮ ﺑﻌﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺃﺑﻌﺎﺩ ﺍﻷﺟﺴﺎﺩ...
ﻕ ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﻷﻧﻪ ﺧﺎﺋﻒ ...ﻷﻧﻪ ﱂ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﳌﹸﻔﻜﹼﺮ ﻳﺪﻳﻦ ﹸﻃ ﺮ
ﺣﺪﻭﺩ ﺍﳉﺴﺪ.
ﺍﳊﺐ ﺧﻄﲑ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ...
ﺇﺗﺒﺎﻉ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻓﻴﻪ ﳐﺎﻃﺮﺓ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺣﺴﺎﺑﻴﹰﺎ ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻨﻄﻖ!
ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺠﺎﻋﺔ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ ﺇﱃ ﺍﳌﻐﺎﻣﺮﺓ ﻣﻊ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻬﻮﻝ...
ﻓﻘﻂ ﺗﺬ ﹼﻛﺮ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟ ﹶﻞ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮ ﹶﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ،ﺭﺍﻣﻴﺎﹰ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻄﺢ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﺠﻤﻟ ﺮﺩ ﲰﺎﻋﻪ
ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ:
ﻼ
ﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﺰﹰﺍ ﻟﺘﺮﻯ ﺭﻭﺣﻚ ،ﺍﺾ ﻭﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻓﺎﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺡ ﻭﺃﻫ ﹰ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﺑﺎﻟﺮﻭﺡ...
ﻭﻗﻔ ﺰ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻱ ﺗﺮﺩﺩ ،ﱂ ﻳﺘﺮﺩﺩ ﻭﻟﻮ ﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ ...ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ
ﺍﳌﻔ ﹼﻜﺮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﳛﺴﺐ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻤﺮﺍﺭ ﺳﻴﺪﻳﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺣﺘﻤﹰﺎ ...ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﺍﳌﻔﻜﹼﺮ ﻻﻳﺘﺬﻛﹼﺮ ﺍﻟﺬﹼﻛﺮ
ﺑﻞ ﻳﻔ ﹼﻜﺮ ﻭﻳﻜ ﹼﻔﺮ ﻭﳜﺎﻑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﱪ...
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮﻥ ﱂ ﻳﺘﺄ ﹼﺫﻯ .ﻛﺎﻥ ﺳﻜﺮﺍﻧﹰﺎ ﺑﺎﳋﻤﺮﺓ ﺍﻹﳍﻴﺔ ﻭﱂ ﻳﺪﺭﻙ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﳛﺼﻞ.
ﱂ ﻳﺼﺒﻪ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ،ﻷﻧﻪ ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﹰﺍ ،ﻛﺄﻥ ﺍﷲ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﻔﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻟﻪ ...ﻫﺬﺍ
ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺑﺎﳌﻮﺟﻮﺩ...
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ﻛﺎﻥ ﲝﻮﺯﺓ ﺍﷲ ،ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻨﺘﺸﻴﹰﺎ ﻭﻣﺄﺧﻮﺫﹰﺍ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ...ﻣﺴﺘﺴﻠﻤﹰﺎ ﳌﺸﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺣﺪ
ﺍﻷﺣﺪ.....
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻭﻩ ﻳﻬﺒﻂ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻄﺢ ،ﻳﺪﻭﺭ ﰲ ﺍﳍﻮﺍﺀ ﻭﻳﻬﺒﻂ...
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺭﺃﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺍﻭﻳﺶ ،ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺭﺍﻭﻳﺶ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻳﺪﻭﺭﻭﻥ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻤﺮﺍﺭ،
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺍ ﻛﻬﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ .ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻭﺻﻞ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺮﻳﺌﹰﺎ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ﻭﺻﺎﻣﺘﹰﺎ،
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻓﺮﺣﺘﻪ ﻛﺒﲑﺓ ﻟﺪﺭﺟﺔ ﺃﻥ ﻣﺠ ﺮﺩ ﺭﺅﻳﺘﻪ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﺔ ﹶ
ﳉﻌﻠﻬﻢ ﻳﺘﺮﻛﻮﻥ ﻃﺮﻗﻬﻢ
ﺍﻟﻘﺪﳝﺔ .ﻓﺘﺮﻛﻮﺍ ﺃﺩﻭﺍﻬﺗﻢ ﻭﺩﺧﻠﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺰﺍﻭﻳﺔ ﻭﺃﺻﺒﺤﻮﺍ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﲔ ...ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ
ﺍﳌﺼﻄﻔﻰ ...ﻣﻦ ﻟﺒﺲ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻑ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺀ ﻭﺗﺒﻊ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﳌﺼﻄﻔﻰ ...ﺃﻱ ﻣﻦ ﻟﺒﺲ
ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺍﺿﻊ.
ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻭﺟﺪ ﻛﺒﲑ ﳚﻌﻠﻚ ﻣﺴﺘﻌ ﺪﹰﺍ ﻟﻠﻤﺠﺎﺯﻓﺔ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ .ﻫﺬﺍ
ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺪﻋﻰ ﺑﺎﻟﻌﺸﻖ.
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ﻛﻠﻜﻢ ﻋﺮﻓﺘﻢ ﺍﶈﺒﺔ ،ﺍﻟﱵ ﺗﺪﻋﻰ ﺑﺎﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﻱ ،ﻭﺍﻟﱵ ﻫﻲ ﻋﺎﻃﻔﺔ ﻭﺷﻌﻮﺭ
ﺳﻄﺤﻲ...
ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﳓﺐ ﻭﻏﺪﹰﺍ ﻧﻜﺮﻩ ....ﰲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﻣﺎ ﲢﺐ ﺷﺨﺼﹰﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻭﺗﺘﻬﻴﺄ ﻟﻠﻤﻮﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻠﻪ،
ﻭﰲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺁﺧﺮ ﺗﺘﻬﻴﺄ ﻟﻘﺘﻞ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺺ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ!..
ﻼ ،ﻭﰲ ﳊﻈﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻓﻈﹰﺎ ﻭﺑﺸﻌﹰﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ
ﰲ ﳊﻈﺔ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻟﻄﻴﻔﹰﺎ ﻭﲨﻴ ﹰ
ﻟﻠﺸﺨﺺ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ...ﻫﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺐ ﺃﻡ ﳎﺮﺩ ﺷﻌﻮﺭ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺣﺐ؟؟؟
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑ ِﻌﺸﻖ ،ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ﻟﻪ ﻋﻤﻖ ،ﺃﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻓﺴﻄﺤﻲ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ.
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺘﻚ ﻭﻃﺒﺎﻋﻚ ...ﺇﻧﻪ ﲡﺎﺭﺓ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺐ ...ﺃﻱ
ﺩﻋﺎﺭﺓ ﺑﺎﺳﻢ ﺍﻟﻄﻬﺎﺭﺓ.
ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﲑ ﷲ ،ﻟﻴﺲ ﻣﻦ ﺻﻔﺎﺕ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺘﻚ ،ﺑﻞ ﻫﻮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳉﻮﻫﺮ .ﻳﺄﰐ
ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ،ﻳﻨﺸﺄ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺳﺎﺱ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ ﻭﻳﻐﻤﺮﻙ...
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﺄﻣ ٍﺮ ﻣﻨﻚ ﺑﻞ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﳌﺄﻣﻮﺭ ﻭﺍﳌﻐﻤﻮﺭ ﻬﺑﺬﺍ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﳌﻌﻤﻮﺭ...
ﻳﻘﺎﻝ ﻋﻦ ﻗﺼﺔ ﳎﻨﻮﻥ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﺃﺎ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﺔ ،ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﺐ ﻋﻈﻴﻤﺔ ،ﻻ ﺗﻘﺎﺭﻥ ﺑﺄﻱ
ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﺐ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ.
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ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺺ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ،ﻭﺗﻘﺮﻳﺒﹰﺎ ﻛﻞ ﺑﻠﺪ ﻟﻪ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺎﺕ ﺣﺐ ﺧﺎﺻﺔ
ﺑﻪ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﻳﻘﺎﺭﻥ ﺑﻘﺼﺔ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﻭﳎﻨﻮﺎ ﻷﻥ ﳍﺎ ﺭﺳﺎﻟﺔ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﰲ
ﻣﻀﻤﻮﺎ ...ﰲ ﺃﺳﺮﺍﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﺳﺮﺍﺭ ﻭﰲ ﺃﺑﻌﺎﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﺑﻌﺎﺩ ...ﺃﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻱ ﺑﻌﺪ ...ﺇﻧﻪ ﺍﳌﺪﺩ
ﻭﺍﻷﺑﺪ...
ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻗﺼﺔ ﻋﺎﺩﻳﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺍﶈﺒﺔ ،ﺇﺎ ﻗﺼﺔ ﻋﺸﻖ ﻭﺣﻖ...
ﻳﻘﺎﻝ ﻋﻦ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻗﺮﺭ ﰲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻳﺎﻡ ،ﺑﻌﺪ ﺭﺅﻳﺘﻪ ﻟﻠﻴﻠﻰ ،ﺃﻧﻪ ﻗﺪ ﺭﺃﻯ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ
ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻟﺮﺅﻳﺔ ﰲ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ،ﻓﻤﺎ ﻓﺎﺋﺪﺓ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺒﻘﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺣﺘﲔ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻵﻥ؟
ﻭ ﻗﺮﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﺘﺢ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﲝﻀﻮﺭ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﻟﺮﺅﻳﺘﻬﺎ ،ﻭﺇﻻ ﻓﺴﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﻋﻤﻰ ،ﻷﻧﻪ ﻻ
ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺮ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ.
ﻭﱂ ﲢﻀﺮ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﻟﻌﺪﺓ ﺃﺷﻬﺮ – ﻛﺎﻥ ﺃﻫﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﺍﺠﻤﻟﺘﻤﻊ ﺿﺪﻫﺎ --ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮﻥ ﲢﺖ
ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻛﺎﻧﺎ ﻳﻠﺘﻘﻴﺎﻥ ﰲ ﻇﻠﻬﺎ ،ﻭﺑﻘﻴﺖ ﻋﻴﻮﻧﻪ ﻣﻐﻠﻘﺔ ﻃﻮﺍﻝ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ.
ﻣ ﺮﺕ ﺍﻷﻳﺎﻡ ،ﻣ ﺮﺕ ﺍﻷﺳﺎﺑﻴﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻬﻮﺭ ،ﻭﱂ ﻳﻔﺘﺢ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ...
ﻑ ﺑﻪ ﻭﺃﺷﻔﻖ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ،ﻓﻘﺎﻝ ﻟﻪ:
ﻭﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ ﺃﻥ ﺍﷲ ﻗﺪ ﺭﺃ
ﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ،
"ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﲔ ،ﺍﻓﺘﺢ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻚ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﷲ ﺑﺬﺍﺗﻪ ...ﻟﻘﺪ ﺭﺃﻳ
ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﱂ ﺗﺮﱐ ،ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﳌﻦ ﻳﻘﻒ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻚ!"
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ﺇﻥ ﺍﷲ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺍﺿﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﺃﻓﺔ ...ﻫﻮ ﺃﺭﺣﻢ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﲪﲔ ...ﻭﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﳌﲔ ﻭﻫﻮ ﻛﻞ
ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺕ ﻭﻛﻞ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ...
ﺕ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﹰﺎ ﺇﱃ ﺃﻱ ﺇﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﻗﺒﻠﻚ!!! ﺍﳌﺆﻣﻨﻮﻥ
ﺭ ﺩ ﺍﷲ ﻣﺬﻫﻮ ﹰﻻ" ...ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ؟ ﱂ ﺁ ِ
ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺒﺎﺩ ﻳﺼ ﹼﻠﻮﻥ ﻭﻳﺒﺤﺜﻮﻥ ﻭﻳﺘﺪ ﺭﺑﻮﻥ --ﺣﱴ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺐ ﺟ ﺪﹰﺍ ﺃﻥ
ﻳﺮﺍﱐ ﺃﺣﺪﻫﻢ --ﻭﻗﺪ ﺟﺌﺘﻚ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﺣﱴ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻄ ﹸﻠﺒﲏ ،ﺃﺗﻴﺘﻚ ﻛﻬﺪﻳﺔ ﻭﺃﻧﺖ
ﺗﺮﻓﺾ؟!!"
ﺖ ﺣﻘﹰﺎ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﱐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ،ﻓﺘﻌﺎ ﹶﻝ ﻬﺑﻴﺌﺔ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ،ﻷﻧﲏ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ
ﻭ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻨﻮﻥ" :ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﺕ ﺇﱃ
ﲏ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻏﲑﻫﺎ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻧﻈﺮ
ﺖ ﻋﻴ
ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺮ .ﺣﱴ ﻟﻮ ﻓﺘﺤ
ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺮﺓ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﺃﻧﻈﺮ ﻟﻠﻨﺠﻮﻡ ﻭﺃﺭﻯ ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﻟﻴﻠﻰ ﰲ ﻗﻠﱯ ،ﻭﻗﺪ
ﺍﻣﺘﻠﻜﺘﻪ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻪ ،ﻭﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺭﻯ ،ﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﻋﱪ ﻗﻠﱯ.
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺁﺳﻒ ﻷﻧﲏ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ،ﻓﻼ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﰲ ﻗﻠﱯ ﺃﻱ ﻣﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺮ ،ﺃﺭﺟﻮ
ﺍﳌﻌﺬﺭﺓ ،ﻭﺍﺫ ﻫﺐ ﻋﲏ ،ﻭﻻ ﺗﻔﺴﺪ ﻋﻠ ﻲ ﺧﻠﻮﰐ".
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ،ﺣﱴ ﺍﷲ ،ﻧﻌﻢ ﺍﷲ ،ﳝﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻌﺘﺬﺭ ﻣﻨﻪ ...ﻷﻧﻪ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ
ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺍﺣﺪ ﺍﻷﺣﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻻ ﻳﺮﺣﻢ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻮ ...ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﲪﺔ ...ﻭﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻴﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﲪﻦ
ﻟﻠﻌﺎﺷﻖ ﻭﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ...
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ﻼ ،ﻻ ﺗﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻳﺔ ﺷﺮﻭﻁ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﻻ ﻗﻴﺪ ﻟﻪ ﺃﻭ ﺷﺮﻁ.
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﲢﺐ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﲢﺐ ﻓﻌ ﹰ
ﻓﺄﻧﺖ ﲢﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ ﺑﻬﺠﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﳌﻄﻠﻘﺔ ،ﻭﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ ﻣﻄﻠﹶﻖ ﻻ ﺗﺬﺑﺬﺏ ﻓﻴﻪ،
ﻭﻻ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺃﻱ ﺗﺮﺩﺩ.
ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﲡﺮﺑﺔ ﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﰲ ﻭﻋﻲ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ :ﻛﻴﻒ ﲢ ﻮﻝ ﻭﻋﻲ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺇﱃ ﻋﺸﻖ ،ﻫﺬﺍ
ﻫﻮ ﺳﺮ ﺍﻷﺳﺮﺍﺭ ...ﺧﻠﻘﻨﺎ ﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﺃﺣﺮﺍﺭ ...ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻧﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ...
ﻗﺪ ﺗﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﻭ ﻻ ﺗﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺪﻑ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﺠﺮﺑﺔ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻬﺎ ﺧﻠﻖ ﺃﻛﱪ ﻃﺎﻗﺔ
ﺣﺐ ﳑﻜﻨﺔ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ .ﻭﳝﻜﻦ ﲢﻮﻳﻞ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺇﱃ ﻃﺎﻗﺔ ﺣﺐ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﺔ.
ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﺜﻠﻤﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻃﺎﻗﺔ ﺫﺭﻳﺔ ﺍﻛﺘﺸﻔﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻠﻤﺎﺀ ،ﺣﻴﺚ ﺗﺘﻔﺠﺮ ﺫ ﺭﺓ ﺻﻐﲑﺓ ﻣﻌﻄﻴﺔ
ﺠﺮ ﻭﺗﻌﻄﻲ ﺣﺒﹰﺎ ﻋﺎﺭﻣﹰﺎ .ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳊﺐ
ﻃﺎﻗﺔ ﻫﺎﺋﻠﺔ ،ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺧﻠﻴﺔ ﰲ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻔ
ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ....ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻫﻲ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻖ ...ﻣﻦ ﻋﻤﻞ ﻣﺜﻘﺎﻝ ﺫﺭﺓ ﺧﲑﹰﺍ ﻳﺮﻩ ﻭﻣﻦ
ﻋﻤﻞ ﻣﺜﻘﺎﻝ ﺫﺭﺓ ﺷﺮﹰﺍ ﻳﺮﻩ...
ﺗﺬ ﹼﻛﺮ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﲣﺘﺎ ﺭﻩ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻋﻘﻴﺪﺓ ﺗﺘﺒﻌﻬﺎ ...ﻟﻚ ﻛﻞ ﺍﳋﻴﺎﺭ ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ
ﺍﳌﺨﺘﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﶈﺘﺎﺭ ﻭﻛﻔﺎﻙ ﲰﺎﻋﹰﺎ ﻟﻸﺧﺒﺎﺭ..
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ﻼ ﻣﻦ :ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻴﺪﺓ ،ﺍﳌﺒﺪﺃ ،ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ،ﺍﻷﺧﻼﻕ ،ﺍﻟﻔﻠﺴﻔﺔ ،ﺍﻟﻼﻫﻮﺕ.
ﺗﻀﻢ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻳﻌﺔ ﻛ ﹰ
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﺷﺮﻳﻌﺔ ،ﻭﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﻤﺪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺐ .ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﻮﻥ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺍ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ
ﹸﻛﺘﺐ.
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ﺍﻟﻼﻫﻮﺕ ﻳﻔﻜﺮ ﺑﺎﻹﻟﻪ ،ﻭﺗﻔﺴﲑ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﻻﻫﻮﺕ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺍﳌﻨﻄﻖ ،ﻣﻨﻄﻖ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ ،ﺍﻟﺘﻔ ﹼﻜﺮ،
ﺍﻟﻔﻠﺴﻔﺔ ،ﺍﻟﺘﺄ ﻣﻞ ﰲ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ.
ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻻ ﺗﻔ ﹼﻜﺮ ﺑﺎﷲ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﺑﺎﻹﻟﻪ؟
ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﲑ ﻻ ﻳﻜﻔﻴﻚ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﹰﺎ .ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻔ ﹼﻜﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻌﺎﱂ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﺎﷲ.
ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻐﺮﻕ ﰲ ﺣﺐ ﺍﷲ ،ﻭﻟﻦ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻻﻫﻮﺗﹰﺎ ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻃﺮﻳﻘ ﹰﺔ
ﻹﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺍﳊﺐ.
ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﲡﺮﺑﺔ ﰲ ﻭﻋﻴﻚ ،ﲡﺮﺑﺔ ﻟﺘﺤﻮﻳﻞ ﻭﻋﻴﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﻔﺔ ﺍﳌﺎﺩﻳﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ
ﺍﻟﺮﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻔﺎﻓﺔ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ ﺍﻟﺪﻧﻴﻮﻳﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ ﺍﻹﳍﻴﺔ.
ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﳌﺘﺴﻮﻝ ﻣﻐﺮﻭﺭﹰﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻪ ،ﻓﻬﻮ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻓﻘﲑﹰﺍ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ ،ﻭﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﳌﻠﻚ
ﻣﺘﻮﺍﺿﻌﹰﺎ ﻓﻬﻮ ﻓﻘﲑ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ.
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ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺮ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻲ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﺣﺪ ﰲ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ،ﺑﻞ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﺮﺍﻍ ﻣﻄﻠﻖ ،ﻭﻳﺴﻜﻦ
ﻓﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ ...ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻛﻦ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ...ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳌﺴﺠﺪ ﰲ ﻛﻞ ﺟﺴﺪ
ﻳﻌﺒﺪ ﺍﷲ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺣﺪ ﺍﻷﺣﺪ...
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺮ ﻻ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﻟﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻘﺮ ﺍﳋﺎﺭﺟﻲ.
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻓﻘﲑﹰﺍ ﺧﺎﺭﺟﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﺎﻋﺪﻙ ،ﻓﺎﻟﻔﻘﺮ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺧﻠﻲ ﻫﻮ
ﺍﳌﻄﻠﻮﺏ ...ﻭﻫﻨﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻟﻔﻘﺮﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻭﻷﻏﻨﻴﺎﺀ ﺍﳉﻴﻮﺏ...
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﺗﺒﻌﺖ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺮ ،ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺘﻴﺠﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺋﻴﺔ ﻫﻲ ﻣﻮﺕ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﰲ ﻣﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ...
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟـ ﳕﹶﻮﺕ ...ﺃﻱ ﻣﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﺒﺬﺭﺓ ﰲ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺻﺎﳊﺔ ﻟﺘﺼﺒﺢ
ﺷﺠﺮﺓ ﺣﺎﻣﻠﺔ ﻟﻜﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﻤﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻄﻮﺭ...
ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻻ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﹰﺍ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ،ﻭﻫﻲ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻋﻮﻩ ﺣﻜﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻕ
ﺑﺎﻻﺳﺘﻨﺎﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﻣﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺎﻣﻠﺔ...
ﺳﺘﻤﻮﺕ ﺑﺒﻂﺀ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻨﻤﻮ ﻭﻫﻮ ﻇﻬﻮﺭ ﺍﷲ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻻﺷﺮﻳﻚ ﻟﻪ...
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻓﻨﺎﺀ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ﻓﺠﺄﺓ ،ﺩﻭﻥ ﺳﺎﺑﻖ ﺇﻧﺬﺍﺭ ،ﺳﺘﻮﹶﻟﺪ ﻓﻴﻚ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ،
ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ.
ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ -ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻫﻲ ﺍﳉﺴﺮ ﺑﲔ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ.
ﺟﺴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﹼﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺪﺑﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺬﻛﹼﺮ...
ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻭ ﹰﻻ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺬﻳﺐ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻛـ ﺃﻧﺎ ...ﻭﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ ﻳﻮﻟﺪ ﻓﻴﻚ ﺍﷲ.
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ﻗﻄﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﻯ ﳚﺐ ﺃﻥ ﲣﺘﻔﻲ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺻﻔﺔ ﻗﻄﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﻯ ﻭﺃﻥ ﺗﺬﻭﺏ ﰲ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ ،ﻭﲢﻴﺎ ﰲ
ﺍﶈﻴﻂ ﻭﳛﻴﺎ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻭﲤﻮﺕ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ...
ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ...
ﻟﻜﻦ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﰲ ﳊﻈﺔ ﺫﻭﺑﺎﺎ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻫﻲ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻪ ،ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ ...ﻭﻫﻮ ﻻ
ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ...
ﺐ.
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺣﻜ ﻤﺖ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﻗﺮﺍ ﺭﻙ ،ﻓﻌﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻏﲑ ﻣﺤ
ﻻ ﳝﻜﻦ ﻟﻠﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺘﻮﺍﺟﺪﺍ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ...ﺇﻣﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻭ ﺍﷲ ...ﻓﻤﻦ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳊ ﻲ؟
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ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻏﺎﺋﺒﹰﺎ ﻓﻴﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻮﺟﺪ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ،ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﻭﺟﺪ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻓﻼ ﳝﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻮﺟﺪ
ﺍﻷﻧﺎ .ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻜﺲ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ :ﺇﺫﺍ ﺗﻼﺷﺖ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﻳﻨﺒﻊ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻣﻦ ﲨﻴﻊ ﺍﳉﻬﺎﺕ ،ﻭﺳﻴﺘﺪﻓﻖ
ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ﺑﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﻣﺎﻛﻦ ...ﻧﻮﺭ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻮﺭ...
ﺭ ﺩﺩﻫﺎ ،ﺗﺮﻧﻢ ﻬﺑﺎ ،ﺩﻋﻬﺎ ﺗﺤ ﺮﻛﻚ ...ﺍﺭﻗﺺ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ ،ﻭ ﺩﻉ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﻰ ﲤﻠﺆﻙ.
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ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ...
ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ...
ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺍﻻ ﺍﷲ...
ﺇﻧﻚ ﺳﺘﺘﺤ ﻮﻝ ﺇﱃ ﻧﻮﺭ ،ﺇﱃ ﺣﺐ ،ﺇﱃ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻘﺪﺱ ...ﺇﱃ ﺫﺍﺗﻚ ﺍﻷﺻﻴﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻷﺻﻠﻴﺔ
ﺍﳌﻮﺻﻮﻟﺔ ﺑﺎﻷﺭﺣﺎﻡ...
ﻭﻟﻦ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﻭﺣﺪﻙ ،ﺑﻞ ﺳﻴﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻚ ..ﻛﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ
ﻳﻀﻲﺀ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻤﺔ...
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ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﻳﺎ ﺃﺧﻲ ﳓﻴﺎ ﺑﺎﳊﻴﺎﺓ ...ﳓﻴﺎ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻤﺮ ...ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳉﺴﺮ ﻭﻣﻨﻪ ﺇﱃ
ﺍﳌﻘ ﺮ ...ﲤﺘﻊ ﻬﺑﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﺨﻠﻮﻕ ﻭﻫﻮ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﺑﻜﻞ ﳐﻠﻮﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﷲ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻣﺮﺁﺓ ﻟﻨﺎ...
ﻭﻟﻨﺘﺬﻛﺮ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﺃﺎ ﻓﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻣﻬﻤﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺑﺎﻗﻴﺔ ...ﻭﻟﻨﺮﺣﻞ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﹼﺮ...
ﻭﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﻛﹼﻞ...
ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﺳﻨﺴﲑ ﺭﺣﻠﺔ ﺍﳊﺞ ﻟﻨﺼﻞ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻖ ...ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﺍﳌﻌﻤﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻮﺭ
ﻭﺍﳌﻐﻤﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﳊﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻮﻡ...
ﳓﻦ ﺑﺎﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭﻙ ﻳﺎ ﺃﺧﻲ ..ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ ﲝﺎﺟﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺭﻓﻴﻖ ...ﻭﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﺑﺎﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ﻋﻴﺶ ﺍﻷﺳﺮﺍﺭ...
ﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﺣﺠﺎﺝ ﺇﱃ ﺑﻴﺖ ﺍﷲ ﺍﳊﺮﺍﻡ ...ﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﻋﺸﺎﻕ ﺍﳊﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻮﻡ ...ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﻭﻟﻨﺘﻌﺎﱃ ﺇﱃ
ﺍﻟﻌﻠ ﻲ ..ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺩﻋﻮﺓ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺩﺍﻋﻲ ...ﺇﱃ ﻛﻞ ﺳﺎﻣﻊ ﻭﻛﻞ ﳎﻴﺐ...
ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺓ ﻫﺎﻣﺔ ﺟﺪﺍﹰ ،ﻟﺼﻮﰲ ﻋﻈﻴﻢ ...ﺣﻴﺚ ﻗﺎﻝ" :ﻳﺘﻌﺎﱃ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺇﱃ ﺃﻋﺎﱄ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﻮﺍﺕ
ﻣﻦ ﺍﺟﺘﻤﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﲔ ،ﺍﺠﻤﻟﺎﻧﲔ ،ﺍﳉﺎﻟﺴﲔ ﷲ ،ﺑﺎﷲ ،ﻭﰲ ﺍﷲ"
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﷲ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳌﻮﺟﻮﺩ ،ﺇﺫﹰﺍ ﱂ ﻳﺨﻄﺊ ﺍﳌﻨﺼﻮﺭ ﺍﳊﻼﺝ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻗﺎﻝ:
"ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﳊﻖ!"
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ﻭﱂ ﳜﻄﺊ ﺍﳊﻜﻴﻢ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻗﺎﻝ:
ﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺭﺃﻳﺖ
"ﱂ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻣﺴﺘﻨﲑﹰﺍ ﻓﺤﺴﺐ ،ﺑﻞ ﺃﻧﲏ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺍﻣﺘﻸ
ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻪ ﻣﻨﲑﹰﺍ!
ﺇﻧﲏ ﺃﺅﻛﹼﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻮﻥ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻪ ﻗﺪ ﺍﺳﺘﻨﺎﺭ!
ﻗﺪ ﻻ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺪﺭﻛﹰﺎ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﻓﻴﻚ"
ﻭﺃﻧﺘﻢ ﻧﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ...
ﻗﺎﻝ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺍﳊﻜﻤﺎﺀ :ﺃﻧﺘﻢ ﲨﻴﻌﹰﺎ ﺁﳍﺔ ﻣﺘﻨﻜﹼﺮﻭﻥ ...ﻭﱂ ﺗﺪﺭﻛﻮﺍ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺫﺍﺗﻜﻢ.
ﺭﺍﻗﺒﻮﺍ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳉﻤﺎﻝ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﱪﻛﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺗﻐﻤﺮﻧﺎ ..ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻮﻥ ،ﻫﺬﺍ
ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺮ....
ﰲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ،ﺍﺧﺘﻔﺖ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻨﺎ ،ﻭﺑﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﰲ ...ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﰲ
ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻛﻦ...
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ﺍﺧﺘﻔﺖ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺼﻴﺔ ،ﻭﺑﻘﻲ ﺍﳊﻀﻮﺭ ،ﺑﻘﻲ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻧﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ .ﻭﺗﺼﺎﻋﺪ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺇﱃ ﺃﻋﺎﱄ
ﺍﳉِﻨﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﻮﺏ....
ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﻭﺟﺪ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﺎﻧﲔ ...ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﻭﺟﺪ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻘﻮﻥ ...ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﺎﺭﻯ ﺑﺎﷲ ،ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ
ﻭﺟﺪ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ ،ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﻭﺟﺪﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻼﺓ ،ﺍﻟﺬﹼﻛﺮ ،ﻭﺗﺬﻛﹼﺮ ﺍﷲ ،ﲢﺼﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ
ﺍﳌﻌﺠﺰﺓ ﻭﻧﻌﻴﺶ ﺃﺳﺮﺍﺭﻫﺎ...
ﻗﺪ ﻻ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻗﺎﺩﺭﹰﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﺅﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﲢﺼﻞ .ﻭﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻨﺎﻏﻢ ﻣﻊ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳌﻌﺠﺰﺓ
ﺍﻟﱵ ﲢﺼﻞ ﻫﻨﺎ ...ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﻻ ﺗﺮﺍﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﲔ ﻟﻜﻦ ﺗﺒﺼﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻮﺏ...
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺷﺎﺭﻛﻜﻢ ﰲ ﺍﺧﺘﺒﺎﺭﻱ ...ﻧﻌﻢ ﺇﺎ ﻣﺸﺎﺭﻛﺔ .ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺣﺮﻙ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻨﺎﻡ
ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻜﻢ ،ﻭﺃﻥ ﺃﹸﺛﲑﻩ .ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﹶﺘﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔﹸ ﻋﱪ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻮﺭ:
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ﺞ ﺑﺼﺨﺐ ﺍﳉﻬﻼﺀ،
ﻭﻻ ﻣﺴﺠﺪﹰﺍ ﻟﻴﻀ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻴﻜﻞ ﻟﻠﺨﺮﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻡ ...ﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ
ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻬﺎ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ،ﻣﻦ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﻭﺣﱴ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﳊﺴﺎﺏ ﻭﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺍﳋﻠﻮﺩ...
ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﺭﺣﻠﻮﺍ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻬﻢ ﻭﻏﺮﻭﺭﻫﻢ ﻭﻣﺎﺗﻮﺍ ﺑﺎﳊﻖ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻮﻡ...
ﻳﺪﻋﻮ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﺟﺘﻤﺎﻋﺎﻬﺗﻢ "ﻣﻌﺎﺑﺪ ﺍﳋﺮﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻡ" ﺃﻭ ﺍﳋﺮﺍﺑﺎﺕ ﻷﻧﻪ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﲤﻮﺕ ﻭﺗﺘﻼﺷﻰ ...ﻛﻤﺎ ﲤﻮﺕ ﻗﻄﺮﺓ ﺍﳌﺎﺀ ﰲ ﺍﶈﻴﻂ.
ﺍﻟﻠﻘﺎﺀﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﺧﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺷﺨﺎﺹ! ﺍﷲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳌﻮﺟﻮﺩ..
ﺇﺎ ﺧﺮﺍﺑﺎﺕ .ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺛﻮﺭﻳﺔ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ﺣﻴﺚ ﻗﺎﻝ :ﻫﺬﻩ ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻛﻌﺒﺔ ،ﻟﻴﻄﻮﻑ ﺣﻮﳍﺎ
ﺍﻷﻏﺒﻴﺎﺀ ...ﺃﺻﺤﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﺍﺋﻊ ﺍﳌﺸﺮﻋﺔ ﺑﺎﳉﻬﻞ ﻭﺑﺎﻟﻌﻘﺎﺋﺪ ﺍﳌﻌﻘﹼﺪﺓ ﺍﳌﺒﺪﺩﺓ...
ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺫﺍﺗﻪ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﺟﺘﻤﺎﻉ ،ﺇﻧﻪ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﻌﺒﺔ ﻳﻄﻮﻑ ﺣﻮﳍﺎ ﺍﻷﻏﺒﻴﺎﺀ
-ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﹰﺎ ﻳﻐﻀﺐ ﺍﳌﻌﺘﻮﻫﻮﻥ ﻣﲏ -ﻭﻻ ﻣﺴﺠﺪﹰﺍ ﻟﻴﻀﺞ ﺑﺼﺨﺐ ﺍﳉﻬﻼﺀ.
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﻠﺠﻤﻬﻮﺭ ﻭﻟﻠﻌﺎﻣﺔ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﺼﻔﻮﺓ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﻮﺓ ﻭﺧﺎﺻﺔ ﺍﳋﺎﺻﺔ
ﻭﳔﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﺨﺒﺔ ،ﳐﺼﺺ ﻟﻠﻤﺴﺘﻌﺪﻳﻦ ﻟﻠﻤﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﺣﺒﻬﻢ ،ﻭﳌﻦ ﳜﺎﻃﺮﻭﻥ ﺑﻜﻞ
ﺷﻲﺀ ﰲ ﲝﺜﻬﻢ ﻋﻦ ﺍﷲ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻮﺩﺓ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﺍﳌﻌﻤﻮﺭ...
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ﻫﺬﻩ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺓ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﺔ ،ﻣﻮﺗﻮﺍ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﲤﻮﺗﻮﺍ .ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ ،ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﺳﻴﺄﺧﺬﻙ ﻳﻮﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﺎ،
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻦ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻮﺗﹰﺎ ﻃﻮﻋﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻟﻦ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺴﻼﻣﹰﺎ ،ﺑﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺠﱪﹰﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﺍﳌﻮﺕ.
ﺇﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﰲ ﳝﻮﺕ ﺑﺎﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭﻩ ،ﳝﻮﺕ ﲝﺒﻪ .ﻻ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﺣﱴ ﻳﺄﰐ ،ﺍﳊﺐ ﺳﺒﺐ
ﻛﺎﻑ ﻟﻠﻤﻮﺕ.
ﻭﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺐ ﲨﻴﻞ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﲡﺎﻭﺯٌ ﻟﻠﻤﻮﺕ ﻭﻗﻀﺎﺀٌ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ.
ﺍﺳﺘﻤﻊ ﻟﻠﺤﺒﻴﺐ :ﻣﻮﺗﻮﺍ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﲤﻮﺗﻮﺍ..
ﺖ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺃﻥ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﲤﻮﺕ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ...ﺃﻧﺎ ﺭﺟﻞ ﻣﻴﺖ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﻣ
ﻭﻟﺪﺕ...
ﻭﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻋ ﹼﻠﻤﻚ ﺇﻳﺎﻩ ﻫﻮ ﻓﻦ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ،ﺣﱴ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻘﺎﻝ ﺇﱃ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﺀ ،ﻭﺃﻥ
ﺗﺘﻼﺷﻰ ﺑﺎﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ...
ﺖ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻼﺷﻲ ،ﻓﺈﻥ ﺍﷲ ﻳﻜﺎﻓﺌﻚ ﻓﻮﺭﹰﺍ ﺑﺎﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ ،ﻭﻳﺘﺤﺪﺭ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﻓﻴﻚ،
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺣﻘﹼﻘ
ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳋﻠﻮﺩ.
ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﺪﺧﻮﻝ ﻣﻨﻪ ﻫﻮ ﺑﺎﺏ ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ
ﳝﻮﺕ ﺑﺈﺭﺍﺩﺗﻪ.
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ﻻ ﳝﻮﺕ ﻃﻮﻋﻴﹰﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻣﻮﺗﹰﺎ ،ﺑﻞ ﻫﻮ ﺑﺪﺍﻳﺔ
ﺴﺮﻣﺪﻳﺔ.
ﺭﺣﻠﺔ ﺍﳊﺞ ﺍﻟ
ﺞ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺮﺅﻭﺱ،
ﺇﻧﻨﺎ ﻻ ﻧﺒﲏ ﻛﻌﺒﺔ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺣﱴ ﻳﻄﻮﻑ ﻬﺑﺎ ﺍﻷﻣﻮﺍﺕ ،ﻭﻻ ﻣﺴﺠﺪﹰﺍ ﻟﺘﻀ
ﺑﻞ ﳔﻠﻖ ﺟ ﻮﹰﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺍﶈﺒﺔ ...ﺣﻴﺚ ﳝﻜﻦ ﻟﱪﺍﻋﻤﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﲑﺓ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺤﻮﻝ ﺇﱃ ﺃﺷﺠﺎﺭ
ﺗﺼﻞ ﺑﻌﻄﺮﻫﺎ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻮﻡ...
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﳌﺮﺀ ﻣﻮﻟﻌﺎﹰ ﺑﺎﳊﺐ ﻭﺗﺘﺤﻮﻝ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﺇﱃ ﳏﺒﺔ ﺻﺎﻓﻴﺔ ﲡﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﺩ
ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻪ ...ﻳﺘﺤﻘﻖ ﺍﷲ ﰲ ﺫﺍﺗﻪ...
ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻳﻐﻤﺮﻙ ﺷﻌﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﻟﺮﺿﻰ ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻋﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﱪﻛﺔ ...ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﺿﻰ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﻠﻴﻢ.
ﺍﷲ ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻮﻫﻴﺔ ﻫﻲ ﺣﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺋﻤﺔ! ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﱂ ﺗﻜﻦ ﻗﺎﺩﺭﹰﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺟﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺎﻋﺔ
ﺍﻟﻜﺎﻓﻴﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺐ .ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﺳﺘﺤﻤﻠﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ِﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻭﺳﺘﻐﻮﻳﻚ
ﺑﺎﳌﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺐ.
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ﺖ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻧ
ﻚ ﻛﺜﲑﹰﺍ ،ﻟﺪﺭﺟﺔ ﺃﻧﲏ ﺃﺻﺒﺤ
ﺕ ﻓﻴ
ﻓ ﹼﻜﺮ
ﺖ ﻭﺭﺣﻠﺖ
ﺖ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺗﺪﺭﳚﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﺒﻂﺀ ﻣ
ﺍﻗﺘﺮﺑ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻠﺔ ...ﺫﻭﺑﺎﻥ ﺍﳌﺨﻠﻮﻕ ﺑﺎﳋﺎﻟﻖ
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ﺕ ﺍﷲ ،ﻭﺗﺬ ﹼﻛﺮ ﺍﷲ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺮﺍﻩ ﰲ ﺍﻷﺷﺠﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻄﻴﻮﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺗﺬﻛﺮ
ﻭﺍﳊﻴﻮﺍﻧﺎﺕ.
ﺖ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮ ﺩ ﻓﺎﲝﺚ ﻋﻦ ﺍﷲ ،ﻷﻧﻪ ﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ
ﺖ ﺍﳊﻴﺎ ﹶﺓ ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﱃ ﺍﷲ ،ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻳ
ﺃﻳﻨﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻳ
ﺷﻲﺀ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ -ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺍﷲ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺳﺘﺠﺪﻩ ﰲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ.
ﻓﺎﳌﺘﺪﻳﻨﻮﻥ ﻳﺘﻜﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﻋﻦ ﺍﷲ ﻛﺄﻧﻪ ﺷﺨﺺ ،ﻭﻻ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻌﻮﺍ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺜﺒﺘﻮﺍ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻩ .ﻭ ﻫﻢ
ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﳜﻠﻘﻮﻥ ﺍﳉﻮ ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻢ ﻟﻨﺸﻮﺀ ﺍﻹﳊﺎﺩ!
ﻧﺼﻒ ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺮ ﺗﻘﺮﻳﺒﺎﹰ ﻣﻠﺤﺪﻭﻥ!
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ﲨﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﻮﻋﻴﲔ ﻣﻠﺤﺪﻭﻥ ،ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﻫﻢ ﻣﺘﺪﻳﻨﻮﻥ ﻣﺰﻋﻮﻣﻮﻥ ﻓﺤﺴﺐ ،ﻭﻣﺴﺘﻌ ﺪﻭﻥ
ﻟﻺﳊﺎﺩ ﰲ ﺃﻱ ﳊﻈﺔ!
ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﻮﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺳﻴﺔ ،ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻻﲢﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻮﻓﻴﻴﱵ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺗﺪﻳﻨﹰﺎ
ﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ؟؟؟
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺘﺪﻳﻨﹰﺎ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﳍﻨﺪ .ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻟﺜﻮﺭﺓ ،ﺧﻼﻝ ﲬﺲ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ ،ﺍﺧﺘﻔﺖ ﲨﻴﻊ ﺍﻷﺩﻳﺎﻥ
ﺑﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ.
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻣﺰﻳﻒ ،ﺇﻧﻪ ﻣﻈﻬﺮ ﻓﻘﻂ ...ﻭﻣﺎ ﺍﳌﻈﺎﻫﺮ ﺇﻻ ﺻﻮﺭ ﲣﺘﻔﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﺑﺮ...
ﰲ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ،ﳎﺮﺩ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ ﺍﷲ ﻛﺸﺨﺺ ﲣﻠ ﻖ ﻓﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﺸﻜﻮﻙ .ﻣﺎ ﺷﻜﻠﻪ؟ ﻛﻢ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻷﻳﺪﻱ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ؟ ﻫﻞ ﻫﻮ ﺃﺑﻴﺾ ﺃﻡ ﺍﺳﻮﺩ؟ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻡ ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ؟ ﺇﱃ ﺃﻱ ﻋﺮﻕ ﻳﻨﺘﻤﻲ؟ ﻫﻞ
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ﻫﻮ ﻛﺒﲑ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺴﻦ؟ .....ﻭﺁﻻﻑ ﺍﻷﺳﺌﻠﺔ ،ﺍﻟﱵ ﻻ ﺗﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺇﺟﺎﺑﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ..
ﺕ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ :ﺍﷲ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺷﺨﺼﹰﺎ ...ﺍﷲ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺇﳍﹰﺎ ...ﻟﻴﺲ ﺻﻨﻤَﹰﺎ ﻭﻻ
ﻷﻧﻚ ﺑﺪﺃ
ﻣﺎ ﹰﻻ ...ﻭﻻ ﳐﻠﻮﻗﹰﺎ ﻭﻻ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ...
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** ﺃﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ ﻓﺘﻘﻮﻝ:
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺗﺖ ﻭﺟﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺮﺯ ﻭﺍﻟﻠﺤﻢ ،ﺑﺪﺃ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻳﺴﻜﺐ ﻟﻀﻴﻔﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻦ ﺗﻠﻮ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ.
ﰒ ﺃﳊﻘﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻮﺍﻛﻪ ﻭﺍﳌﻌﺠﻨﺎﺕ ،ﻭﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﻄﺎﺋﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﺋﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻮﺍﻉ
ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ،ﺍﳋﻀﺮ ،ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻄﺎﺕ ،ﺍﳌﺮﺑﻴﺎﺕ..
ﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﺷﺒ ﻊ ﻛﱪﻳﺎ ُﺀ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ...ﻭﺑﺮﺅﻳﺔ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻟﻪ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺒﺘﻠﻊ ﻛﻞ
ﻟﻘﻤﺔ ...ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﺑﺒﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺮﺍﺏ ﻗﺪﺭ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﺎﻋﺘﻪ..
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ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﻣﺘﻸ ﻭﱂ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻳﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻠﻊ ﺣﺒﺔ ﺭﺯ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﺗﺪﺣﺮﺝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺳﺎﺩﺓ ﻣﺘﻠﻮﻳﺎﹰ
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﱂ ﺍﳌﱪﺡ ...ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﺧﺎﻃﺒﻪ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺘﻪ:
ﺖ ﺳﺘﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻴﻤﻲ
ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﹼﻤﻚ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺗﻘﻮﻡ ﻬﺑﻀﻢ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ
ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻚ ﻛﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﻣﻬﻴﺌﺔ
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻛﺸﻲﺀ ﺗﺄﻛﻠﻪ ﻭﺳﻴﻤﻜﹼﻨﻚ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻀﻢ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻭﺟﺒﺘﻚ
ﻭﲢﻮﻳﻠﻬﺎ ﺇﱃ ﻏﺬﺍﺀ ﻻ ﺇﱃ ﻭﺯﻥ
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ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﺸﺒﻨﺪﻱ ﻭﺍﺣﺪٌ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﻈﻢ ﺍﳌﺮﺷﺪﻳﻦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻮﺭ.
ﻧﻘﺸﺒﻨﺪ ﺗﻌﲏ ﺍ ﹸﳌﺼﻤﻢ ،ﻭﻗﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﺸﺒﻨﺪﻱ ﻣﺼ ﻤﻤﹰﺎ ﻭﻣﺨﻄﹼﻄﹰﺎ ،ﻭﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ ﻫﻲ
ﺇﺑﺪﺍﻉ ﻭﺗﺼﻤﻴﻢ ﻟﻪ.
ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﳜﺘﻠﻖ ﺍﳌﻮﺍﻗﻒ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻻ ﳝﻜﻦ ﺗﻌﻠﻴﻤﻬﻢ ﺇﻻ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺍﳌﻮﺍﻗﻒ
ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲤ ﺮ ﻬﺑﻢ .ﻭﻗﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﻈﻢ ﺍﳌﺨﻄﻄﲔ.
ﱂ ﺗﻘﻢ ﺃﻱ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺪﺍﺭﺱ ﺗﻄﻮﻳﺮ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ،ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺪﺍﻉ ﻭﺳﺎﺋﻞ ﻛﺜﲑﺓ ﻣﺜﻠﻤﺎ
ﻓﻌﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﺸﺒﻨﺪﻳﻮﻥ.
ﺖ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﹰﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻧﻴﺎﻡ ،ﺣﻴﺚ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻟﻮ ﺑﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ ﺗﻜﻠﹼﻤ
ﺳﻴﺴﻤﻌﻮﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻤﻌﻮﺍ! ﺳﻴﺴﻤﻌﻮﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺼﻐﻮﺍ.
ﻭ ﺣﱴ ﻟﻮ ﺃﺻﻐﻮﺍ ،ﻓﺴﻴﻌﻄﻮﻧﻚ ﺍﳌﻌﺎﱐ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲢﻠﻮ ﳍﻢ ...ﻟﻨﺘﺬﻛﺮ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻣﺮﺍﺗﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﻠﻢ
ﺩﺭﺟﺎﺕ ،ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ ﻭﺍﻻﺳﺘﻤﺎﻉ ﻭﺍﳊﻔﻆ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ﺑﻪ ﰒ ﻧﺸﺮﻩ...
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ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻮﻥ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ ،ﺇﻻ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻮﺍ ﺟﻬﻮﻥ ﺑﺎﳌﻮﺍﻗﻒ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ،ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ
ﻓﻘﻂ ﺳﻴﺨﺘﺮﻕ ﺷﻲﺀٌ ﻣﺎ ﻋﻘﻮﻟﹶﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﻴﻜﺔ ﺍﳌﺘﺒ ﹼﻠﺪﺓ ...ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﻮﻡ ﺍﳌﻠﺒﺪﺓ
ﺑﺎﳍﻤﻮﻡ ﻭﺑﺎﻟﺴﻤﻮﻡ ﺇﱃ ﺻﻔﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﻌﺪ ﻋﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﺑﻌﺎﺩ...
ﻳﺴﺎﻓﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﻠﻢ ﺇﱃ ﺁﺧﺮ ،ﻣﻦ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﻣﻦ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﺔ ﺇﱃ
ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﻭﻳﻈﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﻢ ﳛﺼﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﺎﺭﻑ.
ﺇﻢ ﳚﻤﻌﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺎﻳﺎﺕ ﻻ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ ﻻ ﲢﻘﻖ ﻬﺑﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ،ﻓﺎﳊﺠﺮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ
ﻳﺘﺰﺣﻠﻖ ﻻ ﺗﻨﻤﻮ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﻄﺤﺎﻟﺐ.
ﻣﻦ ﻳﺒﺤﺚ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻨﺎﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻴﺔ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻋﺸﻖ ﻭﺣﺐ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ ﻣﻊ
ﻣﻌﻠﹼﻤﻪ.
ﺇﺎ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﺓ ﺣﺴﺎﺳﺔ ،ﻭﺗﺘﻄ ﹼﻠﺐ ﻭﻗﺘﹰﺎ.
ﻻ ﳝﻜﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﺘﻔﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻨﻘﹼﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺎﺏ ﺇﱃ ﺁﺧﺮ ،ﻓﺒﺬﻟﻚ ﺳﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﺘﺴ ﻮ ﹰﻻ.
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ﻧﻌﻢ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﲨﻊ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﺳﺘﻀﻄﺮﺏ ،ﻷﻥ
ﺻ ﻤﻤﺖ
ﻟﻜﻞ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﺔ ﻃﹸﺮﻗﻬﺎ ،ﻭﺍﻟﱵ ﻫﻲ ﻃﺮﻕ ﻭﻣﺒﺎﺩﺉ ﻣﺜﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﰲ ﺑﻴﺌﺔ ﻣﻌﻴﻨﺔ .ﻟﻘﺪ
ﻣﻦ ﻗﺒﻞ ﻣﻌﻠﹼﻤﲔ ،ﻭﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺳﻠﻮﺏ ﻟﻜﻞ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ﳚﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺘﺒﻊ.
ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﳌﺒﺎﺩﺉ ﻻ ﳝﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺨ ﹶﻠﻂ ﲟﺒﺎﺩﺉ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ...ﻓﻼ ﺗﺮﺣﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻮﻥ ﺇﱃ ﻛﻮﻥ...
ﺑﻞ ﺍﺭﺣﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻛﻮﺍﻥ ﺇﱃ ﺍﳌﻜﻮﻥ ...ﻭﺇﱃ ﺭﺑﻚ ﺍﳌﻨﺘﻬﻰ.
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻧﺘﻘﻞ ﺍﳌﺮﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﻠﻢ ﺇﱃ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻣﻌﺘﻘﺪﹰﺍ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺳﻴﻌﻄﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ ،ﻓﺈﻧﻪ
ﻼ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻕ
ﺳﻴﺼﺎﺏ ﺑﺎﻟ ﻌﺼﺎﺏ ﻭﺳﻴﻘﺘﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﳌﺮﺿ ﻲ ،ﻷﻥ ﹸﻛ ﹰ
ﺻﺤﻴﺤﺔ ﰲ ﺳﻴﺎﻕ ﻗﻮﳍﺎ ﺍﳋﺎﺹ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺧﺎﺭﺟﻪ ﻗﺪ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﺧﻄﺮ ﹰﺓ ...ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﺸﺒﻪ ﻣﺎ
ﻧﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﻣﻊ ﲨﻴﻊ ﺍﻷﺧﺼﺎﺋﻴﲔ ﺑﺎﻷﻣﺮﺍﺽ ﺍﳉﺴﺪﻳﺔ ...ﻣﻦ ﺧﺼﺨﺼﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺧﺼﺨﺼﺔ
ﻭﻧﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﻠﺼﻠﺼﻠﺔ...
ﻳﺄﰐ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﱃ ﻫﻨﺎ ،ﻳﺮﺍﻗﺒﻮﻥ ﻭﳛﺎﻭﻟﻮﻥ ﲨﻊ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻷﺟﺰﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﲑﺓ ،ﰒ
ﻳﻈﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﻢ ﺳﻴﺴﺘﻄﻴﻌﻮﻥ ﺍﶈﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﲟﻔﺮﺩﻫﻢ.
ﺇﻢ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻮﻥ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﺧﻄﲑﹰﺍ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ.
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ﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻧﺒﻬﻬﻢ :ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻕ ﻗﺪ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺧﻄﺮﺓ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﹰﺍ ﻋﻦ ﺳﻴﺎﻗﻬﺎ ﻭﻣﻨﺎﺧﻬﺎ ﺍﳋﺎﺹ،
ﺃﺣ
ﰲ ﺃﻧﺎ ،ﻭﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﻫﻨﺎ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻴﺔ ﺍﳌﺨﻠﻮﻗﺔ ﺑﻴﻨﻨﺎ .ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﺥ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﱠ
ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺗﺘﻌﻠﻢ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﳝﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻔﻌﻚ .ﻭﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺻﺒﻮﺭﹰﺍ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ،ﻷﻥ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻻ ﺗﺼﻞ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ﻛﺎﻟﺒﻀﺎﺋﻊ!!! ﺑﻞ ﺗﺘﻄﻠﺐ ﻭﻗﺘﹰﺎ...
ﻫﻨﺎ ﺑﻴﺖ ﺍﳉﻤﺎﻋﺔ ...ﺣﻴﺚ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﳌﺮﺷﺪ ﰲ ﺧﺪﻣﺔ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ...ﻫﻨﺎ ﺍﳌﻴﺪﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﻭﻝ...
ﺃﻱ ﺧﺪﻣﺔ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ ...ﻓﺈ ﹾﻥ ﺍﻧﺘﺼﺮﻧﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﻛﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻏﲑﻫﺎ ﺃﻗﺪﺭ ﻭﺇ ﹾﻥ ﺃﺧﻔﻘﻨﺎ ﰲ
ﺟﻬﺎﺩﻧﺎ ﻛﻨﺎ ﻋﻤﺎ ﺳﻮﺍﻫﺎ ﺃﻋﺠﺰ ...ﻓﻠﻨﺠ ﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﻜﻔﺎﺡ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ ﺃﻭ ﹰﻻ ...ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﻀﺮﻭﺭﻱ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ﰲ ﺑﻴﺖ ﺍﳉﻤﺎﻋﺔ ...ﺣﻴﺚ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺍﳊﺒﻴﺐ "ﻳﺪ ﺍﷲ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﳉﻤﺎﻋﺔ"...
"ﻧﻮﺭﱐ ﻳﺎ ﻣﻌﻠﻤﻲ"
ﺱ ﰲ ﺯﺍﻭﻳﺔ ﻣﻌﻴﻨﺔ،
ﺐ ﻣﻨﻪ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﳉﻠﻮ
ﻓﻴﻄﻠ
ﻭﻳﻌﻄﻴﻪ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺧﺎﺻﺔ ﻟﻠﺘﺄﻣﻞ ﻣﻌﻪ.
ﻭﲝﻀﻮﺭ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﹼﻢ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻋﻲ ،ﻳﺘﻢ ﻧﻘ ﹸﻞ ﺍﻟ ِﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﹼﻲ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ،
ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﻘﺮﺍﺀﺓ ﻭﺣﻔﻆ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺐ ﻭﺍﺠﻤﻟﻠﹼﺪﺍﺕ!!!
ﺑﻞ ﺑﺎﳊﻀﻮﺭ ﻣﻊ ﺣﻀﺮﺓ ﺍﳌﻮﺕ ﻭﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ...
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ﺇﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﳌﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺑﲔ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻭﻣﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺎﻟﺰﻫﻮﺭ ﺍﳌﻮﲰﻴﺔ! ﺑﻞ ﺇﻧﻪ ﳛﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﱃ
ﻓﺘﺮﺍﺕ ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻹﻟﻔﺔ ﻭﺍﳌﻮﺩﺓ.
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺗﺼﺎﻝ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻷﻃﻮﻝ ﻣﺪﺓ ﳑﻜﻨﺔ .ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ
ﺠﺮ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺎ ﰲ ﻭﻋﻴﻪ ،ﻭﻳﺒﺪﺃ ﺷﻌﺎﻉ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺮﺍﻗﻪ...
ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﻭﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻓﺸﻴﺌﺎﹰ ،ﺳﻴﺘﻔ
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻹﺧﺘﺮﺍﻕ ﻭﻫﻮ ﻋﻜﺲ ﺍﻹﺣﺘﺮﺍﻕ...
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ﺲ ﻭﺟﻮﺩ ﺃﻱ
ﺕ ﺑﺄﻧﻪ ﻣﻼﺫﻙ ،ﻓﺎﻏﺮﻕ ﻓﻴﻪ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ..ﻭﺍﻧ
ﺖ ﲟﻌﻠﻢ ﻣﺎ ،ﻭﺷﻌﺮ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻴ
ﻣﻌﻠﻢ ﺁﺧﺮ ،ﻭﺍﻧﺲ ﻭﺟﻮﺩ ﲨﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻕ ﺍ َﻷﺧﺮﻯ ...ﺍﺳﺘﻤ ﺮ ﰲ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ...
ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ﺩﻉ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻳﺘﻤ ﹼﻠﻜﻚ .ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﺑﺼﱪ ،ﻓﺸﻲﺀٌ ﻣﺎ ﺳﻴﻨﻤﻮ ﺑﺒﻂﺀ.
ﺇﻧﻪ ﻛﺎﳉﻨﲔ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻨﻤﻮ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻢ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﱂ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺍﻷﻡ ﻣﺴﺘﻌﺪﺓ ﻷﻥ ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻟﺘﺴﻌﺔ
ﺷﻬﻮﺭ ،ﻓﺈﻥ ﺍﳉﻨﲔ ﻟﻦ ﻳﻨﻤﻮ.
ﻭﺍﳉﻨﲔ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻨﻤﻮ ﺑﲔ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻭﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ﻗﺪ ﻳﺴﺘﻐﺮﻕ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺴﻌﺔ ﺷﻬﻮﺭ ،ﺗﺴﻊ
ﺳﻨﲔ ،ﺗﺴﻌﲔ ﺳﻨﺔ؟
ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﻷﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺳﻴﺨﺘﻠﻒ ﺑﺎﺧﺘﻼﻑ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ،ﻭﻳﺘﻮ ﹼﻗﻒ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﲑ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ
ﻭﻋﻄﺸﻪ.
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ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﺘﺴﻮﻝ ،ﻓﺤﺼﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻘﻄﻊ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺣﺜﺎﻟﺔ ﻭﻧﻔﺎﻳﺔ
ﻻ ﺗﻨﻔﻊ.
ﻳﺄﰐ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﱃ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﻳﺒﺪﺅﻭﻥ ﺑﺘﻌﻠﻢ ﺑﻌﺾ ﻃﺮﻕ ﺍﻟﺘﺄ ﻣﻞ ،ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﻳﻮﻣﲔ ﺃﻭ ﺛﻼﺛﺔ،
ﻳﻌﺘﻘﺪﻭﻥ ﺃﻢ ﺍﺧﺘﱪﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﺳﻴﻨﺘﻘﻠﻮﻥ ﺇﱃ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻭﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻟﻴﺘﻌﻠﻤﻮﺍ
ﺠﹰﺎ ﺁﺧﺮ ...ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﺃﻧﺎﺱ ﺃﻏﺒﻴﺎﺀ.
ﻫﺆﻻﺀ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﳜﻠﻘﻮﻥ ﻋﺼﺎﺑﹰﺎ ﻷﻧﻔﺴﻬﻢ ﻭﻟﻶﺧﺮﻳﻦ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ ،ﻷﻢ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﳚﻤﻌﻮﺍ
ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ﻳﺒﺪﺅﻭﻥ ﺑﻨﺼﺢ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ.
ﻼ ﺃﻡ ﺁﺟﻼﹰ ،ﻳﺘﺤﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻉ ﺇﱃ ﻣﻌﻠﹼﻤﲔ ﺣﺴﺐ ﻫﻮﺍﻫﻢ!
ﻭﻋﺎﺟ ﹰ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﰲ ﻓﻮﺿﻰ ﻛﺒﲑﺓ ﺑﺴﺒﺐ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻤﲔ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﻔﲔ ،ﻭﻣﻦ ﻫﻮ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﻒ؟
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ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﻒ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺭﲢﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﻠﻢ ﺇﱃ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻭﱂ ﻳﺒﻘﻰ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ،ﱂ ﻳﺜﺒﺖ
ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺃﺣﺪ ،ﻭﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﲨﻊ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ،ﻭﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺫﻱ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﺔ
ﻭﺍﻃﻼﻉ ﻛﺒﲑﻳﻦ.
ﻼ ﻛﺒﲑﹰﺍ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺴﻦ.
ﻭﻗﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻴﻢ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﺎﻧﺔ ﺍﳍﻨﺪﻭﺳﻴﺔ ﻟﻌﺪﺓ ﺳﻨﲔ ،ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﺭﺟ ﹰ
ﺑﻌﺪﻣﺎ ﻗﺮﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻀﻢ ﺇﻟﻴﻨﺎ ﺳﺄﻟﲏ" :ﻫﻞ ﻋﻠ ﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺑﺪﺃ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻣﻼﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲤﺎﺭﺳﻮﺎ ،ﺃﻡ
ﺃﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﺗﺒﻌﻪ ﻣﻨﺬ 30ﺳﻨﺔ؟"
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ﺖ ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ،ﻻ ﻳﻈﻬﺮ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺃﻱ ﺃﺛﺮ ﻟﻠﺘﺄﻣﻞ.
ﺃﻣﻌﻨ
ﺳﺄﻟﺘﻪ" :ﻛﻴﻒ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻼﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺗﺘﺒﻌﻬﺎ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺳﺎﻋﺪﺗﻚ ﰲ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺎ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺯﺍﺩﺕ
ﻣﻦ ﻭﻋﻴﻚ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺻﺎﻣﺘﹰﺎ ،ﻣﺒﺎﺭﻛﹰﺎ ﻭﺭﺍﺿﻴﹰﺎ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺣ ﹼﻘﻘﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ؟
ﺖ ﻣﺎﻫﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﻮﻥ
ﻫﻞ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﻗﻚ ﺃﻱ ﻧﻮﺭ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺗﺄ ﻣﻼﺗﻚ ﺗﻠﻚ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺃﺩﺭﻛ
ﻭﺍﳌﻜ ﻮﻥ؟"
ﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﳍﺎ"..
ﺕ ﻭﺗﻄﻮﺭ
ﺖ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ،ﳕﻮ
ﻗﺎﻝ" :ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺎﻋ ﺪﺗﲏ ﻛﺜﲑﹰﺍ ،ﺗﻌ ﹼﻠﻤ
ﻉ ﻷﻥ ﺗﺮﻫﻖ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﺑﺘﻌ ﹼﻠﻢ ﻣﺎ
ﺖ ﻟﻪ ﺣﻴﻨﻬﺎ" :ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﰲ ﲤﺎﺭﻳﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﳝﺔ ،ﻻ ﺩﺍ ِ
ﻗﻠ
ﻧﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﻫﻨﺎ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺗﻴﺖ ﺇﱃ ﻫﻨﺎ؟"
ﻗﺎﻝ" :ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻨﻘﺼﲏ ،ﻭﻇﻨﻨﺖ ﺃﻧﲏ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺟﺪ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﺟﺪﻳﺪﹰﺍ ﳑﻴﺰﹰﺍ ﻳﺮﺿﻲ
ﻋﻄﺸﻲ ﻭﺟﻮﻋﻲ".
ﺖ ﻟﻪ" :ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﰲ ﲤﺎﺭﻳﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﳝﺔ .ﻋﻠﹼﻬﺎ ﺗﺮﺿﻲ ﻋﻠﹼﺘﻚ ...ﻓﻬﻨﺎ ﺳﺘﺒﺪﹰﺍ ﻣﻦ
ﻗﻠ
ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ...ﺑﺘﻤﺎﺭﻳﻦ ﳐﺘﻠﻔﺔ ...ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻀﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ؟"
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ﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﳍﺎ؟
ﺖ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ ،ﻭﳕﻮ
ﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻚ :ﺗﻌ ﹼﻠﻤ
ﻛﻴﻒ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻌ
ﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺃﺎ ﺗﻨﻔﻌﲏ ،ﻓﺈﻧﻚ ﺳﺘﺠﻌﻠﲏ ﺃﻣﺎﺭﺱ ﺗﺄ ﻣﻼﺗﻚ،
ﺕ ﺃﻧﲏ ﺣﱴ ﻟﻮ ﻗﻠ
ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪ
ﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﻬﺑﺎ.
ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﻭﺍﻓﻘ
ﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﰐ ﺍﻟﺜﻼﺛﲔ ﺍﻷﺧﲑﺓ
ﺖ ﺑﺎﻷﻳﺎﻡ ،ﻭﺭﺃﻳ
ﺕ ﰲ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻣﻠﻴﹰﺎ ،ﺭﺟﻌ
ﻭﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ ﻓ ﹼﻜﺮ
ﻗﺪ ﺿﺎﻋﺖ ﻫﺒﺎ ًﺀ .ﻭﰲ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺳﺒﺐ ﻗﺪﻭﻣﻲ ﺇﱃ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻚ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻏﺮﻭﺭﻱ
ﻣﻨﻌﲏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺘﺮﻑ ﺑﺄﻧﲏ ﺍﺳﺘﻤ ﺮﻳﺖ ﰲ ﻏﺒﺎﺋﻲ ﻟﺜﻼﺛﲔ ﺳﻨﺔ ،ﺃﻗﻮﻡ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺑﺄﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻏﲑ
ﺿﺮﻭﺭﻳﺔ ﻻ ﻣﻌﲎ ﳍﺎ".
ﳛﺼﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻠﻜﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻳﺄﺗﻮﻥ ﻭﻳ ﺪﻋﻮﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻣﺎ ﺣﺼﻞ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﰲ ﺍﳌﺎﺿﻲ
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻈﻴﻤﹰﺎ ..ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺐ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻨ ﹾﻔﺲ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﺘﺮﻑ..
ﻟﻜﻦ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺄﰐ ﺇﱃ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺻﺎﺩﻗﹰﺎ.
ﺇﺫﺍ ﱂ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺻﺎﺩﻗﹰﺎ ﻣﻊ ﻣﻌﻠﻤﻚ ،ﻓﻤﻊ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺻﺎﺩﻗﺎﹰ؟
ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﺳﺘﻄﻠﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻣﺴﺎﻋﺪﺗﻚ ﺇﻥ ﱂ ﺗﻘﻞ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ؟
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺭﺃﻳﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺻﺤﺮﺍﺀ ﻗﺎﺣﻠﺔ ﱂ ﺗﻨﺒﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺯﻫﺮﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ..
ﱂ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ ،ﻭﻣﻊ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺗﺴﻤﻌﻪ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺎﻝ.
ﻭﺿ ﻊ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﺗﺎﱐ ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﺍﺳﺘﺜﻨﺎﺋﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻭﺭ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﰲ ﻛﻞ ﺷﺨﺺ...
ﻼ ،ﻟﻮ ﺃﺗﻰ ﺭﺟﻞﹲ ﻧﺒﺎﰐ ﺇﱃ ﺟﻮﺭﺩﺟﻴﻒ ،ﻓﺈﻧﻪ ﺳﻴﺄﻣﺮﻩ ﺑﺘﻨﺎﻭﻝ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻢ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﺎﰐ
ﻣﺜ ﹰ
ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻌﻄﻰ ﳊﻤﹰﺎ ﺳﲑﻓﺾ ،ﻭﻗﺪ ﻳﻬﺮﺏ! ﺳﻴﻘﻮﻝ:
"ﻣﺎ ﻧﻮﻉ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ؟"
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺈﻋﻄﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻢ ،ﺃﺭﺍﺩ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺸﻮﺵ ﺣﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﻛﻠﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻭﻳﻐﻴﺮ ﺗﺮﻛﻴﺒﺔ ﺟﺴﻤﻚ،
ﻷﻥ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﳌﺸﻮﺷﺔ ﻫﻲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺳﺘﻌ ﺮﻓﻚ ﺇﱃ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﺘﻚ ،ﻭﺇﻻ ﻓﺴﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﺎﻛﺮﹰﺍ
ﺟﺪﹰﺍ!
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ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻻ ﻳﺆﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﻐﺬﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﺎﰐ ﻭﻻ ﻳﻌﺎﺩﻳﻪ ،ﺇﻧﻪ ﻣﺨ ﹼﻄﻂ ﻭﻣﺼﻤﻢ ﺑﺎﺭﻉ.
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻔﻘﺪ ﲨﻴ ﻊ ﺍﻟﻄﻼﺏ ﻭﻋﻴﻬﻢ ،ﺳﻴﺮﺍﻗﺐ ،ﺳﻴﺠﻠﺲ ﻬﺑﺪﻭﺀ ،ﻭﻳﺮﺍﻗﺐ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ،
ﺴﻜﹶﺮ ،ﻟﻦ ﻳﺒﻮﺣﻮﺍ ﺑﺄﺳﺮﺍﺭﻫﻢ...
ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺑﻼ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟ
ﻓﺎﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳ ﺪﻋﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺰﻭﺑﻴﺔ ،ﺑﻌﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﻜﺮ ،ﺳﻴﺒﺪﺃ ﲟﻐﺎﺯﻟﺔ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲡﻠﺲ
ﺴﻜﺮ،
ﲜﺎﻧﺒﻪ!!!! ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺃﻋﺰﺏ ،ﻭ ﻳ ﺪﻋﻲ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻧﺎﺳﻚ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﻌﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻐﺮﻕ ﰲ ﺍﻟ
ﺳﻴﻨﺴﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺰﻭﺑﻴﺔ ﻭﻳﻈﻬﺮ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﺘﻪ.
ﻭﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﱵ ﺗ ﺪﻋﻲ ﺃﺎ ﺃﻧﻴﻘﺔ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ،ﺳﻴﺪﺓ ﳎﺘﻤﻊ ﻣﻬ ﹼﺬﺑﺔ ﻭﻣﺜ ﹼﻘﻔﺔ ،ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺃﲰﻰ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﻳﲔ ،ﺳﺘﺘﺼﺮﻑ ﲢﺖ ﺗﺄﺛﲑ ﺍﻟﻜﺤﻮﻝ ﻛﺎﻟﻌﺎﻫﺮﺓ!!!!!
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ﻫﺬﻩ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺳﺎﻟﻴﺐ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ :ﻻ ﻳﻌﻄﻮﻥ ﺇﺟﺎﺑﺔ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ ﺃﺑﺪﹰﺍ.
ﺑﻞ ﻳﻌﻤﻠﻮﻥ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻏﲑ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﻮﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺟﺔ ﻛﺒﲑﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍ ﹸﳌﻜﺮ
ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎﺀ ﲤﻨ ﻌﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺴﺘﺠﻴﺒﻮﺍ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ ﻟﻠﺘﻐﻴﲑ.
ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺄﺗﻴﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻴﺚ ﻻ ﻳﺘﻮﻗﻌﻮﻥ ﻭﺃﻥ ﺗﺪﺧﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﳋﻠﻔﻲ ﻟﻔِﻜﺮﻫﻢ.
--ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺗﺖ ﻭﺟﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺮﺯ ﻭﺍﻟﻠﺤﻢ ،ﺑﺪﺃ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻳﺴﻜﺐ ﻟﻀﻴﻔﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻦ ﺗﻠﻮ
ﺍﻵﺧﺮ .ﰒ ﺃﳊﻘﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻮﺍﻛﻪ ﻭﺍﳌﻌﺠﻨﺎﺕ ،ﻭﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﻄﺎﺋﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﺋﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ
ﺃﻧﻮﺍﻉ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ،ﺍﳋﻀﺮ ،ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻄﺎﺕ ،ﺍﳌﺮﺑﻴﺎﺕ..
ﻭﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﺷﺒ ﻊ ﻛﱪﻳﺎ ُﺀ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ...
ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﳛﺼﻞ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﲜﻤﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ :ﺗﺸﺒﻊ ﻛﱪﻳﺎﺀﻙ ،ﻭﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺑﺎﻋﺘﻘﺎﺩ ﺃﻧﻚ
"ﺗﻌﺮﻑ" ،ﻭﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻣﻐﺮﻭﺭﹰﺍ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ..
ﰲ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻻ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲨﻌﺘﻬﺎ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﻚ ﺍﻧﻄﺒﺎﻋﹰﺎ ﻣﺰﻳﻔﹰﺎ،
ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﲑ .ﻭﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻓﺸﻴﺌﺎﹰ ،ﺗﻨﺴ ًﻰ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﺬﺑﺔ ﻭﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ
ﻭﺗﺼ ﺪﻕ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﻋﺎﳌﹰﺎ ﻭﺍﺳﻊ ﺍﻻﻃﹼﻼﻉ..
ﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻈﺎﻫﺮ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻳﻦ...ﻭﺗﺼﺪﻕ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﺣﱴ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ...
ﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﲣﺪﻉ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻳﻦ ،ﰒ ﺗﻘﻊ ﺿﺤﻴﺔ ﻟﺘﻠﻚ ﺍﳋﺪﻋﺔ ﺑﺮﺅﻳﺔ ﺍﻧﻄﺒﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ
ﺣﻮﻟﻚ ﻭﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺪ ﺧﻠﻘﺘﻪ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﻢ!! ﻭﺗﺼﺪﻕ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﻗﺘﻨﻌﺖ ﺑﻪ...
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ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻭﻥ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ،ﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺑﺘﺼﺪﻳﻖ ﺫﻟﻚ.
ﻓﻜﻴﻒ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺆﻻﺀ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺧﻄﺄ؟ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻬﻢ ﻳﻌﺘﺮﻓﻮﻥ ﺑﻌﻠﻤﻚ،
ﺇﺫﹰﺍ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻋﺎﱂ..
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﲟﻔﺮﺩﻙ ﻗﺪ ﺗﺮﺍﻭﺩﻙ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﺸﻜﻮﻙ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻚ،
ﺗﺘﻼﺷﻰ ﲨﻴﻊ ﺷﻜﻮﻛﻚ.
"ﻛﻠﻬﻢ ﻳﺜﻘﻮﻥ ﰊ ،ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻖ" ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﻫﺘﻠﺮ ﻭﻧﺎﺑﻠﻴﻮﻥ ﻭﻧﲑﻭﻥ!!!
ﺱ ،ﰒ ﻳﻐ ﱡﺮ ﻙ ﺗﺼﺪﻳﻘﹸﻬﻢ ﻟﻚ ،ﻓﺘﺼﺪﻕ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳋﺪﻋﺔ...
ﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺎ
ﺑﺪﺍﻳ ﹰﺔ ﲣﺪ
ﻓﻬﻲ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﻣﺘﺒﺎﺩﻟﺔ.
ﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﺷﺒ ﻊ ﻛﱪﻳﺎ ُﺀ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ...ﻭﺑﺮﺅﻳﺔ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻟﻪ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺒﺘﻠﻊ ﻛﻞ
ﻟﻘﻤﺔ ...ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﺑﺒﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺮﺍﺏ.
ﺕ ﺗﺮ ﺩﺩ
ﺕ ﺗﺘﻌ ﹼﻠﻢ ،ﻭﺑﺪﺃ
ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻧﻮﻥ ﰲ ﻏﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﻭﻥ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺑﺪﺃ
ﻛﺎﻟﺒﺒﻐﺎﺀ...
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ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﻭﻥ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﺮ ﺩﺩ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ﻟﻚ ﺳﻴﺴﺮﻭﻥ ﻛﺜﲑﹰﺍ ،ﻷﻧﻚ ﺗﺮﺿﻲ ﻏﺮﻭﺭﻫﻢ.
ﻓﻘﺪ ﺍﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﻋﺪﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺃﻭ ﺍﳉﻬﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﻮﺍ "ﻳﻨﻄﻘﻮﻥ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﹼﻢ"!!
ﺳﻴﺸﻌﺮﻭﻥ ﺑﺎﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻵﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻳﺸﺎﻫﺪﻭﻥ ﺃﻃﻔﺎﳍﻢ ﻳﻜﱪﻭﻥ ،ﻭﻳﺸﺎﻬﺑﻮﻢ
ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ...ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﻋﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﺒﺒﻐﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﻐﺎﺀ...
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ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻳﻌﻮﺩ ﺇﱃ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻭﺣﻮﺍﺀ :ﻓﻘﺪ ﺧﻠﻘﻮﺍ ﺃﻃﻔﺎﳍﻢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺻﻮﺭﻬﺗﻢ.
ﰲ ﺍﻹﳒﻴﻞ :ﺧﻠ ﻖ ﺍﷲ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻪ .ﺍﷲ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻷﺏ ،ﻭﺧﻠﻖ ﺃﻃﻔﺎﻟﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻪ .ﺇﺫﹰﺍ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻭﺣﻮﺍﺀ ﺃﻛﻤﻠﻮﺍ ﻬﺑﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ..ﻭﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻠﻴﺔ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ...
ﻓﻼ ﻋﺠﺐ ﰲ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﻌﻴﺲ ،ﻷﻥ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﺻﻴﻞ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﳝﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﰲ
ﺳﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻭﺍﺑﺘﻬﺎﺝ --ﻷﻥ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﲡﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ،ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺰﻳﻒ..
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺳﻌﻴﺪﹰﺍ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ﺑﺮﺅﻳﺘﻪ ﻟﻄﻼﺑﻪ ﻭﻫﻢ ﻳﺮﺩﺩﻭﻥ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ،ﻓﻴﻤﺪﺣﻬﻢ
ﻭﻳﺸﺠﻌﻬﻢ ..ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻣﻊ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﲔ ﰲ ﺍﳌﺮﺣﻠﺔ
ﺍﻷﻭﱃ..
ﺡ ﻛﺜﲑﹰﺍ .ﻭﺑﺮﺅﻳﺔ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻟﻪ
ﻭﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﺷﺒ ﻊ ﻛﱪﻳﺎ ُﺀ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ...ﻭﻓﺮ
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺒﺘﻠﻊ ﻛﻞ ﻟﻘﻤﺔ ...ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﺑﺒﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺮﺍﺏ ﻗﺪﺭ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﺎﻋﺘﻪ..
ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ ﺇﺭﺿﺎﺀ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻤﲔ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﻔﲔ ﻓﺤﺴﺐ ،ﻳﻘﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﲜﻤﻊ ﻛﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ
ﻭﺍﳌﻌﺎﺭﻑ ﻗﺪﺭ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﺎﻋﺘﻬﻢ.
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ﻟﻜ ﹼﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺣ ﺪ!....
ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﳛﺼﻞ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻤﲔ! ﻓﻬﻢ ﺳﻌﻴﺪﻭﻥ ﻃﺎﳌﺎ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﺒﻠﻊ ،ﺗﺴﺘﺴﻴﻎ ﻃﻌﺎﻣﻬﻢ،
ﻭﺗﺮ ﺩﺩﻩ.
ﺃﻣﺎ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻀﺠﺮ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ،ﺗﺴﺄﻡ ﻣﻦ ﻃﻌﺎﻣﻬﻢ ﻭﺗﻮﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻘﻴﺄ :ﲡﺪﻫﻢ ﻳﱰﻋﺠﻮﻥ
ﺖ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻤ ﻮ ﺍﻟ ﺮﻭﺣﻲ"
ﻭﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ﻟﻚ" :ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﻮ ﹼﻗﻔ
ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ،ﺑﺴﺒﺐ ﺷﺪﺓ ﻏﻀﺒﻬﻢ ﻭﺍﻧﺰﻋﺎﺟﻬﻢ ،ﻭﻧﺘﻴﺠ ﹰﺔ ﳋﻮﻓﻚ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ،ﺳﺘﺤﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ
ﺗﺒﺘﻠﻊ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ،ﻣﻬﻤﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﺄﻛﻠﻪ.
...ﺑﺪﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﻣﱰﻋﺠﹰﺎ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ .ﻭﻟﻴﺘﺠﻨﺐ ﻏﻀﺒﻪ ،ﺃﻛ ﹶﻞ ﺍﻟﺮﺟ ﹸﻞ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﲔ ﻭﺟﺒﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ.
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﻣﺘﻸ ﻭﱂ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻳﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻠﻊ ﺣﺒﺔ ﺭﺯ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﺗﺪﺣﺮﺝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺳﺎﺩﺓ ﻣﺘﻠﻮﻳﺎﹰ
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﱂ ﺍﳌﱪﺡ ...ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﺧﺎﻃﺒﻪ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﻬﺑﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ....:
ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﺧﻠﻖ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻤﺔ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ .ﻓﺤﱴ ﺃﺟﻬﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻗﺎﺩﺭﹰﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻓﻬﻢ ﺍﳌﻮﺿﻮﻉ.
ﺖ ﻣﻠﻴﺌﺎﹰ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻌﺎﻟﻴﻢ ﺍﻟﱵ ﱂ ﺗﻬﻀﻢ ،ﻣﺜﻠﻤﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻠﻲﺀٌ ﺍﻵﻥ
ﺖ ﻟﺘﺮﺍﱐ ،ﻛﻨ
...ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺗﻴ
ﺑﺎﻟﻠﺤﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﺯ ﻭﺍﻟﻔﻮﺍﻛﻪ.
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ﺕ ﺑﻌﺪﻡ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﺣﺔ ،ﻭﻷﻧﻚ ﱂ ﺗﻌﺘﺪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻲ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ ،ﻓﻘﺪ ﻓﺴﺮ
ﺷﻌﺮ
ﺗﻌﺒﻚ ﻫﺬﺍ ﲜﻮﻉ ﻟﻠﻤﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﺣﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺳﻮﺀ ﻫﻀﻢ".
ﺴﺎﺱ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ.
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﻠﻖ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻤﺔ ﻟﻜﻲ ﻳﻀﺮﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻮﺗﺮ ﺍﳊ
ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﺳﻴﻔﻬﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻪ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ.
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﻳﺪ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻭﺿﻌﻪ ﰲ
ﺍﻟﻮﺿﻊ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﺳﺐ ,ﻭﺷﺎﺭﻛﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﺳﺐ ﻟﻴﺼﻠﻪ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻮﺻﻞ...
ﺩﻋﻮﱐ ﺃﺫﻛﺮ ﻟﻜﻢ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻗﺼﺔ ﻣﻦ ِﺣﻜﻤﺔ ﺍﻟ ﺰﻥ .ﻓﻄﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟ ﺰﻥ ﻻ ﳜﺘﻠﻒ ﻛﺜﲑﹰﺍ ﻋﻦ
ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ..
ﻗﺪ ﲣﺘﻠﻒ ﻃﺮﺍﺋﻘﻬﻢ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺁﺛﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﺗﺘﺸﺎﺑﻪ ﻟﺪﺭﺟﺔ ﻛﺒﲑﺓ..
ﻣﻌﻠﹼﻤﻮ ﺍﻟﺰﻥ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ ﳜﻠﻘﻮﻥ ﺍﳌﻮﺍﻗﻒ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﻳﻌﺘﻤﺪﻭﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ ﻭﻟﻴﺲ
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳊﺐ .ﺃﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻓﻬﻲ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ.
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺩﻋﲏ ﺃﻭﺿﺢ ﻟﻚ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻣﻬﻤﹰﺎ ﻟﻜﻲ ﻻ ﺗﺴﻲﺀ ﺍﻟﻔﻬﻢ.
ﺖ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﳊﺐ ،ﻓﺎﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ
ﺖ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ ،ﻓﺎﳊﺐ ﺳﻴﺘﺒﻌﻪ ﻛﻈﻠﻪ ،ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺗﺒﻌ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﺗﺒﻌ
ﺳﻴﺘﺒﻌﻪ ﻛﻈﻠﻪ.
ﺖ ﺃﺣﺪﳘﺎ ﻓﺈﻥ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ ﺳﻴﺘﺤﻘﻖ ﺗﻠﻘﺎﺋﻴﹰﺎ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺗﺪﺧﻠﻚ.
ﺇﻤﺎ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﹰﺎ ﻣﻌﹰﺎ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺣ ﹼﻘﻘ
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ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺋﻞ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺼﺎﻣﻴﻢ ﳒﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﲔ ﻭﺣﻜﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟ ﺰﻥ ﻣﺘﺸﺎﻬﺑﻮﻥ....
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺼﻞ ﺇﱃ ﻗﻤﺔ ﺍﳉﺒﻞ ﺳﺘﱰﻝ ﺑﻘﻮﺓ ﺍﻟﱰﻭﻝ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺩﻱ ...ﺃﻱ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻮﺩ
ﻭﺍﳍﺒﻮﻁ ...ﻣﺴﲑﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ...
ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ:
ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺘﺎﺫﹰﺍ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻔﻠﺴﻔﺔ ﺃﺗﻰ ﺇﱃ ﻣﻌﻠﹼﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟ ﺰﻥ ،ﻭﺳﺄﻟﻪ ﻋﻦ ﺍﷲ ﻭﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﲑﭬﺎﻧﺎ ﺃﻱ
ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﳌﻄﻠﻘﺔ ﻭﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ ،ﻭﻋﻦ ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻛﺜﲑﺓ ...ﻭﺍﳌﻌﻠﹼﻢ ﻳﻨﺼﺖ ﻟﻌﺸﺮﺍﺕ
ﺍﻷﺳﺌﻠﺔ.
ﺖ ﻣﻦ
ﺖ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳉﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻫﻖ ،ﻭﺃﺗﻴ
ﰒ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ" :ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺴ ﹼﻠﻘ
ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺑﻌﻴﺪ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ .ﺩﻋﲏ ﺃﻗ ﺪﻡ ﻟﻚ ﻓﻨﺠﺎﻧﹰﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ"
ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮﻩ ﺍﻷﺳﺘﺎﺫ ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻐﻠﻲ ﺑﺄﺳﺌﻠﺘﻪ ،ﻭﺑﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﳛ
ﻀﺮ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ ،ﻭﺑﺪﺃﺕ
ﺭﺍﺋﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ ﺗﻌ ﻢ ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ...ﻗﺎﻝ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻟﻸﺳﺘﺎﺫ:
ﺸﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ،
"ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ،ﻻ ﺗﻜﻦ ﻋﺠﻮ ﹰﻻ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ ،ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ؟ ﻗﺪ ﺗﺄﺗﻴﻚ ﺍﻷﺟﻮﺑﺔ ﺑ
ﺃﻭ ﺣﱴ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺸﺮﺑﻪ"
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"ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻠﺔ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻠﻬﺎ ﺿﺎﻋﺖ ﺳﺪﻯ ،ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺃﻧﻪ ﳎﻨﻮﻥ.
ﺏ ﺑﺸﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ؟ ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺔ ﺑﲔ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻭﺫﺍﻙ؟
ﻛﻴﻒ ﳝﻜﻦ ﻷﺳﺌﻠﱵ ﻋﻦ ﺍﷲ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺠﺎ
ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﳎﻨﻮﻥ ،ﻳﺴﺘﺤﺴﻦ ﰊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﺑﺄﺳﺮﻉ ﻣﺎ ﳝﻜﻦ ،ﻓﻘﺪ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ ﺷﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ
ﺟﻨﻮﻧﹰﺎ ...ﺣﱴ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻗﺎﻝ ﱄ :ﻗﺪ ﺗﺄﺗﻴﻚ ﺍﻷﺟﻮﺑﺔ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺷﺮﺑﻚ ﻟﻠﻔﻨﺠﺎﻥ! ﺃﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﻋﻠﻢ
ﺍﻷﺩﻳﺎﻥ؟!".
ﻼ..
ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﺣﺼﻞ ﻓﻌ ﹰ
ﺐ ﻭﻳﺼ
ﺐ ..ﺍﻣﺘﻸ ﺐ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺠﺎﻥ ،ﻭﺭﺍﺡ ﻳﺼ
ﺃﺣﻀﺮ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﻹﺑﺮﻳ ﻖ ،ﻭﺑﺪﺃ ﻳﺼ
ﺐ..
ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺠﺎﻥ ،ﻭﺑﺪﺃ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ ﻳﺘﺪﻓﻖ ﺇﱃ ﺻﺤﻦ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺠﺎﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺍﺳﺘﻤ ﺮ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺼ
ﺐ ﻗﻄﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﺳﻴﻔﻴﺾ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ..
ﺍﻣﺘﻸ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻦ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ ،ﻭﺑﺼ
ﻓﻘﺎﻝ ﺍﻷﺳﺘﺎﺫ" :ﺗﻮ ﹼﻗﻒ! ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺃﻧﺖ ﳎﻨﻮﻥ؟ ﺃﻻ ﺗﺮﻯ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺠﺎﻥ ﺍﻣﺘﻸ،
ﻭﺻﺤﻨﻪ ﻗﺪ ﺍﻣﺘﻸ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ!؟"
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ﺖ ﺃﻥ ﻗﻄﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﺎﺀ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻦ ـ ﺑﻞ
ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﺫﻛﻴﹰﺎ ،ﻓﻘﺪ ﻓﻬﻤ
ﺳﺘﻔﻴﺾ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.
ﺖ ﻭﺃﺳﺌﻠﺘﻚ ﺗﻔﻴﺾ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺑﻞ ﺗﻔﻴﺾ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺳﺄﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻚ ،ﺃﻧﻚ ﻣﺬ ﺩﺧﻠ
ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ﻛﻠﻪ.
ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻠﻲﺀ ﺑﺎﻷﺳﺌﻠﺔ ،ﻟﺬﺍ ،ﻓﻌﺪ ﺃﺩﺭﺍﺟﻚ ،ﺃﻓﺮﻍ ﻣﺎ ﰲ ﻓﻨﺠﺎﻧﻚ ،ﻭﺗﻌﺎ ﹶﻝ ﻣ ﺮﺓ
ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ..ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﲣﻠ ﻖ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺍﻍ ﰲ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ".
ﺧ ﹾﻠ ﻖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳌﺴﺎﺣﺔ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺧﻠﻴﺔ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺘﺄ ﻣﻞ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺻﻨ ﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻣﺜﺎﻟﻴﺔ.
ﺕ ﺃﻥ
ﺖ ﲝﺎﻟﺔ ﻏﲑ ﻣﺮﳛﺔ ﺃﺑﺪﺍﹰ ،ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺣﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﻗﺪ ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪ
"ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﻨ
ﺕ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻄﺸﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻲ.
ﺍﻧﺰﻋﺎﺟﻚ ﺁ ٍ
ﺕ ﺃﻥ
ﺕ ﺃﻥ ﻋﻼﺟﻚ ﰲ ﻣﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ،ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪ
ﺖ ﺗﻌﺎﱐ ،ﻭﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﻨ
ﺳﺒﺐ ﻣﺮﺿﻚ ﻫﻮ ﻗﻠﺔ ﰲ ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ.
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ﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻳﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﳊِﻤﻞ ،ﻣﻦ ﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻮﻣﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﱂ ﺗﻬﻀﻢ ﰲ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﺑﻌﺪ،
ﻟﻘﺪ ﻋﺎﻧﻴ
ﺕ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﲝﺎﺟﺔ ﺇﱃ ﻣﻌﺎﺭﻑ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺳﺒﺐ ﻣﻌﺎﻧﺎﺗﻚ :ﻋﺪﻡ ﻓﻬﻤﻚ
ﻭﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪ
ﳌﹶﺮﺿﻚ.
ﻟﻮ ﺩﺧﻞ ﺍﻷﻛﻞ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻤﺮﺍﺭ ﺇﱃ ﺟﺴﻤﻚ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻬﻀﻢ ،ﻓﻠﻦ ﻳﺘﺤﻮﻝ ﺇﱃ ﺩﻡ
ﻭﻋﻈﻢ ..ﺳﻴﺘﺤ ﻮﻝ ﺇﱃ ﻣﺸﻜﻠﺔ ...ﺇﱃ ﺩﺍﺀ ﻻ ﺇﱃ ﻏﺬﺍﺀ ﻭﺩﻭﺍﺀ...
ﺳﺘﺼﺎﺏ ﺑﺎﻟﺴﻤﻨﺔ ،ﺳﻴﺰﻳﺪ ﻭﺯﻧﻚ ،ﻭﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﺑﻠﻴﺪﹰﺍ..
ﻟﻦ ﻳﺰﺩﺍﺩ ﺫﻛﺎﺅﻙ ﻬﺑﺬﺍ ،ﺑﻞ ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻏﺒﻴﹰﺎ..
ﺳﺘﻔﻘﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺇﺩﺭﺍﻛﻚ ﻭﻭﻋﻴﻚ ،ﻭﺗﺰﺩﺍﺩ ﻏﻔ ﹶﻠﺘﻚ.
ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻛﺎﻟﺼﺨﺮ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺳﻲ ﺳﺎﻛﻨﹰﺎ ﺑﻼ ﺣﻴﺎﺓ ...ﻭﻻ ﺣﻴﺎﺀ...
ﳌﻦ ﺗﻨﺎﺩﻱ ﻳﺎ ﻋﺒﺎﺩﻱ ...ﻳﺎ ﻋﺒﺎﺩ ﺍﻷﺟﺴﺎﺩ ﻭﺍﻷﻭﺛﺎﻥ...
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ﻗﺎﻝ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ:
"ﺣﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺳﻮﺀ ﻫﻀﻢ.
ﺖ ﺳﺘﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻴﻤﻲ ،ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺗﻘﻮﻡ ﻬﺑﻀﻢ
ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﹼﻤﻚ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ،ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻚ ﻛﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﻣﻬﻴﺌﺔ،
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻛﺸﻲﺀ ﺗﺄﻛﻠﻪ ﻭﺳﻴﻤﻜﹼﻨﻚ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻀﻢ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻭﺟﺒﺘﻚ ﻭﲢﻮﻳﻠﻬﺎ ﺇﱃ
ﻏﺬﺍﺀ ﻻ ﺇﱃ ﻭﺯﻥ"
ﺗﻨﺎﻭﻝﹸ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﻃﺎﳌﺎ ﻳﻌﻄﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻐﺬﻳﺔ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﺒﺐ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ
ﺯﻳﺎﺩﺓ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻮﺯﻥ.
ﺗﻨﺎﻭﻝ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﻃﺎﳌﺎ ﻳﻌﻄﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﳊﻴﻮﻳﺔ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ ﺇﺫﺍ ﺟﻌﻠﻨﺎ ﺑﻠﻴﺪﻳﻦ.
ﻭ ﻛﻮﻧﻚ ﺑﻠﻴﺪﹰﺍ ،ﻻ ﻳﺸﺒﻪ ﺃﺑﺪﹰﺍ ﻛﻮﻧﻚ ﻣﻔﻌﻤﹰﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺸﺎﻁ ﻭﺍﳊﻴﻮﻳﺔ.
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻃﻌﺎﻣﻨﺎ ﺳﻠﻴﻤﹰﺄ ﻓﻨﺤﻦ ﻟﺴﻨﺎ ﲝﺎﺟﺔ ﺇﱃ ﻃﺒﻴﺐ ،ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻜﺲ ﺃﻱ ﻧﺘﻨﺎﻭﻝ
ﻃﻌﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﺮﻳﻀﹰﺎ ﻓﻠﻦ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻱ ﻃﺒﻴﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺸﻔﻴﻨﺎ...
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ﻭﻗﺎﻝ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ" :ﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﲢﻘﻴﻖ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎﺀ ،ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ
ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﹼﻤﻚ".
ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻚ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺤﻘﻖ ﺷﺮﻭﻃﹰﺎ ﻣﻌﻴﻨﺔ ،ﻭﲢﻘﻴﻘﻚ ﳍﺎ ﻳﻌﲏ
ﺃﻧﻚ ﺟﺎﻫﺰ ﻟﻼﺳﺘﻴﻌﺎﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻠﻘﹼﻲ.
ﻳﺴﺄﻟﲏ ﺍﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ" :ﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺑﻘﻰ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺃﺗﻌﻠﻢ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ
ﻣﺮﻳﺪﹰﺍ ﻟﻚ؟"
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻣﺮﻳﺪﹰﺍ ،ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﳎﺮﺩ ﺇﺷﺎﺭﺓ ﺇﱃ" :ﺇﻥ ﺃﺑﻮﺍﰊ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺣﺔ ﻟﻚ ،ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺟﺎﻫﺰ
ﻷﺳﺘﻘﺒﻞ ﻃﺎﻗﺘﻚ ،ﻓﺘﻌﺎ ﹶﻝ ﻭ ﹸﻛﻦ ﺿﻴﻔﻲ".
ﰲ.
ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ،ﻭﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﳛﺘﺎﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﻮ ﹼ
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ﺖ ﺳﺘﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻴﻤﻲ ،ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ"...
"ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﹼﻤﻚ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﺇﻧﻪ ﺍﻵﻥ ﰲ ﳎﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﻗﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺎﺭﻫﺎ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻣﻨﻔﺼﻞ ﻋﲏ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﺣﻴﺪ..
ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻣﺮﻳﺪ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﻳﹰﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ.
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ﻧﻌﻢ ﱂ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﺗﻼﺅﻣﻪ ،ﻟﻜﻨﲏ ﺍﻗﺘﺮﺣﺘﻬﺎ ﳋﻠﻖ ﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﺍﳌﻄﻠﻮﺑﺔ ﻓﻘﻂ.
ﻭﺍﳊﺎﻟﺔ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺃﻧﻪ ﱂ ﻳﺮﺗﺎﺡ ﰲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ،ﻭﱂ ﻳﺼﱪ ﻟﺜﻼﺛﺔ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ...
ﱂ ﻳﺜﻖ ﰊ ﺣﱴ ﻟﺜﻼﺛﺔ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ!
ﻟﻮ ﻭﺛﻖ ﰊ ،ﻭﲢ ﻤﻞ ﰲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ،ﻟﺼﺎ ﺭ ﻣﺮﻳﺪﹰﺍ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﻴﺎﹰ..
ﺇﻧﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪﻳﻦ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺠﻤﻟﺮﺩ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻳﺮﺗﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﺎﻟﻴﺪ ﺍﳋﺎﺭﺟﻴﺔ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺃﻱ ﺍﺗﺼﺎﻝ
ﺑﻴﲏ ﻭﺑﻴﻨﻪ ،ﻓﺄﺑﻮﺍﺑﻪ ﻣﻐﻠﻘﺔ.
ﺇﻧﻪ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﱐ ،ﻭﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺈﻣﻜﺎﻧﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﰲ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ
ﺁﺧﺮ.
ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻳﻄﻠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻀﻢ ﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﲤﺎﺭﻳﻦ ﻣﻮﺍﺟﻬﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﺍﺕ ...ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺈﻣﻜﺎﻧﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻮﺍﺟﻪ
ﺫﺍﺗﻪ ﰲ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺁﺧﺮ.
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ﻼ ﰊ ،ﻓﻠﻦ ﻳﺘﺼﻞ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﺣﺘﻤﹰﺎ ...ﻫﺬﻩ
ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﲏ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ﻣﺘﺼ ﹰ
ﺳﻼﻟﺔ ﻭﺳﻠﺴﻠﺔ ...ﻭﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﺳﻠﺴﻠﺔ ﻣﺘﺼﻠﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﻜﻮﻥ ﻭﺍﳌﻜﻮﻥ...
ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻀﻢ ﻷﻱ ﳎﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﳕﻮ ﺫﺍﰐ ﰲ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ،ﻓﻠﻴﺬﻫﺐ ﺇﱃ
ﺃﻣﲑﻛﺎ ،ﺃﻭﺭﻳﺎ ،ﺃﻭ ﺃﻱ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺁﺧﺮ...
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﻟﻦ ﲡﺪ ﳎﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﳑﻴﺰﺓ ﻛﺎﻟﱵ ﲡﺪﻫﺎ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﻓﺎﻟﻈﺎﻫﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲢﺼﻞ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ
ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ..ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﻻ ﻳﻘﻮﺩﻫﺎ ﻗﺎﺋﺪ ﺍﺠﻤﻟﻤﻮﻋﺔ ،ﻷﻧﻪ ﱂ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﹰﺍ ،ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﳎﺮﺩ
ﻣﻮﻇﻒ ﺑﺴﻴﻂ ﻭﺃﺩﺍﺓ ﻟﻠﻌﺰﻑ ﻛﺎﻟﻨﺎﻱ ﺍﻷﺟﻮﻑ...
ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﱵ ﺗﺘﺴ ﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻟﻪ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ..
ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻱ ...ﻭﺍﷲ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻦ ﺍﳌﻄﻠﻮﺏ ﻟﻜﻞ ﺇﻧﺴﺎﻥ...
ﻻ ﺣﺎﺟﺔ ﺠﻤﻟﻴﺌﻚ ﺇﱃ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﻠﻴﻤﺎﰐ .ﻭﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﻠﻴﻤﺎﺕ
ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ.
ﺖ!
ﺖ ﻗﺪ ﻫﺮﺑ
ﺖ ﻟﻜﻨ
ﻟﻮ ﺃﻧﲏ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻔﺘﻚ ﲟﻬﻤﺔ ﺃﻛﱪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻃﻠﺒ
ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﳌﺮﻳﺪ ﱂ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻊ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺘﺄﻗﻠﻢ ﻟﺜﻼﺛﺔ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ ﻣﻊ ﳎﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻨﺎﺭﺓ ﺍ ﹸﳌﺮ ﹼﻛﺰﺓ .ﻓﻤﺎ ﻧﻮﻉ
ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺚ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﻪ؟
ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻐ ٍ
ﻒ ﻟﻠﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ،ﻭﱂ ﻳﻔﻬﻢ ﻣﻬﻤﺔ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﹼﻢ..
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ﻟﻘﺪ ﻋﻤﻠﻮﺍ ﻟﻴﻞ ﺎﺭ ،ﻭﺃ ﹶﻮﺍ ﻋﻤﻠﻬﻢ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺳﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﻓﻘﻂ!
ﱂ ﻳﻔ ﹼﻜﺮﻭﺍ ﺃﻧﻪ ﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﱂ ﻳﻘﻞ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻗﺒﻞ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ ﺃﻃﻮﻝ؟ ﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﻗﺎﻝ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺃﺭﺑﻌﺔ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ
ﻓﻘﻂ!؟ ﺇﺎ ﻏﲑ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﺔ!!....
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺘﻌﻮﺍ ،ﻷﻢ ﻓﻬﻤﻮﺍ ﺍﳋ ﹼﻄﺔ .ﻭﻗﺪ ﺍﺭﺗﻔﻌﺖ ﻃﺎﻗﺎﻬﺗﻢ ﻋﺎﻟﻴﹰﺎ.
ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺈﻣﻜﺎﻢ ﻗﻮﻝ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺻﻌﺐ ﻭﻏﲑ ﳑﻜﻦ ،ﻭﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻮﺗﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﺔ...
ﻟﻮ ﺃﻢ ﻗﺎﻟﻮﺍ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻓﻠﻦ ﻳﻌﺮﻓﻮﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺼﺪﺗﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳋﻄﺔ ﺃﺑﺪﹰﺍ.
ﻼ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ﻗﺪ ﻓﻬﻢ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺼﺪﺕ.
ﻭﻟﻜﲏ ﺳﻌﻴﺪ ﻷﻥ ﻛ ﹰ
ﺷﺮﻋﻮﺍ ﺑﻌﻤﻠﻬﻢ ﻭﻭﺿﻌﻮﺍ ﻛﻞ ﺛﻘﺘﻬﻢ ﺑﻪ ،ﻭﻗﺎﻟﻮﺍ ﻷﻧﻔﺴﻬﻢ :ﲟﺎ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺃﺭﺑﻌﺔ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ،
ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﻳﻌﲏ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺘﻢ ..ﻭﻛ ﺮﺳﻮﺍ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻬﻢ ﻭﻛﻞ ﻃﺎﻗﺎﻬﺗﻢ ﳍﺬﺍ
ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ..
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ﻼ ..ﺳﻴﺠﻠﺐ ﻟﻚ
ﺴﻚ ﻷﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ،ﻭﺗﺆﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ،ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﺳﻴﺼﺒﺢ ﺗﺄﻣ ﹰ
ﻭ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻜ ﺮﺱ ﻧ ﹾﻔ
ﺍﻟﻨﺸﻮﺓ .ﻻ ﺑ ﺪ ﺃﻢ ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ ﰲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻭ ْﺟﺪ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺭﺣﺔ ..ﰲ ﶈﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻜﻮﱐ
ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ...
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻢ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻭﺍﻋﻴﹰﺎ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ،ﻷﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺮﺗﺐ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ
ﺗﺴﺎﻋﺪﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻤﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻲ.
ﺖ ﺳﺘﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻴﻤﻲ
"ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﹼﻤﻚ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺗﻘﻮﻡ ﻬﺑﻀﻢ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ
ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﱵ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻚ ﻛﻨﺸﺎﻃﺎﺕ ﻣﻬﻴﺌﺔ"...
ﻼ ،ﲢﻀﲑ ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺳﻲ ،ﻣﺎ ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻤﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺣﻲ ﻟﻠﻤﺮﻳﺪ؟ ﻭﻣﺎ ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ؟
ﻣﺜ ﹰ
ﺃﱂ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﻜ ﹼﻠﻢ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﺮﺳﻲ ﺁﺧﺮ؟
ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺍﺳﻲ ،ﻣﺎ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺳﻲ ﺑﺎﶈﺎﺿﺮﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﻓﻴﺔ؟
ﺕ ﺑﺎﻷﻣﺮ ،ﻓﻠﻦ ﲡﺪ ﺃﻱ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﺑﻴﻨﻬﻤﺎ ﺃﺑﺪﹰﺍ!
ﻟﻮ ﻓ ﹼﻜﺮ
ﺕ ﻬﺑﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ،ﻓﻠﻦ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ ﺍﳌﻐﺰﻯ..
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺼﺪﺗﻪ ،ﻟﻮ ﻓ ﹼﻜﺮ
ﻗﺎﻝ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ" :ﻗﺪ ﻻ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﻃﻠﺒﻪ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻻ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻚ ﻣﻬﻴﺌﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ ...ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻛﺸﻲﺀ ﺗﺄﻛﻠﻪ ﻭﺳﻴﻤﻜﹼﻨﻚ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻀﻢ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻭﺟﺒﺘﻚ
ﻭﲢﻮﻳﻠﻬﺎ ﺇﱃ ﻏﺬﺍﺀ ﻻ ﺇﱃ ﻭﺯﻥ"
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ﺖ ﺗﻌﺎﱐ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺀ ﺍﳍﻀﻢ ،ﻓﺎﳊﺒﺔ ﺍﳌﺴﺎﻋﺪﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳍﻀﻢ
ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨ
ﻗﺪ ﻻ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻚ ﺃﺎ ﲢﻤﻞ ﺃﻱ ﻓﺎﺋﺪﺓ ،ﻷﻧﻚ ﻻ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻜﻴﻤﻴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺧﻠﻴﺔ ﻟﻠﺠﺴﻢ.
ﻟﻜﻦ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺒﻊ ﺗﻌﻠﻴﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻄﺒﻴﺐ ﺍﳊﻜﻴﻢ ﻭﺍﳌﻌﻠﹼﻢ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﻘﺔ...
ﻟﻦ ﲢﺘﺎﺝ ﻷﻥ ﺗﺘﺬ ﹼﻛﺮ ﺣﻜﻤﺘﻚ! ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﱵ ﲢﺘﺎﺝ ﻣﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﺬ ﱡﻛﺮ.
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ﺍﳊﻜﻤﺔ ﻻ ﲢﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺘﺬ ﹼﻛﺮ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﹰﺎ ،ﻓﻬﻲ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﺟﻮﻫﺮﻙ!
ﺃﻣﺎ ﺍﳌﻌﺮﻓﺔ ﻓﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻨﻔﺼﻠﺔ ﻋﻨﻚ ،ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﱂ ﺗﺘﺬ ﹼﻛﺮﻫﺎ ﺳﺘﻨﺴﺎﻫﺎ..
ﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻨﺴﻰ ﺍﳊﻜﻤﺔ ،ﻓﻼ ﺩﺍﻋﻲ ﻷﻥ ﺗﺘﺬﻛﺮﻫﺎ ،ﻭﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻓﻬﻲ ﻻ ﺗﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ
ﻭﺯﻧﻚ.
ﻛﻼﻡ ﺍﳊﻜﻴﻢ ﻟﻴﺲ ِﻋﺒﺌﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻪ!!!
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻛ ﱡﻠﻤﻚ ﻻ ﻳﺸﻜﹼﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻱ ﻋﺐﺀ ﻋﻠ ﻲ.
ﻭﻻ ﺃﺑﺬ ﹸﻝ ﺃﻱ ﺟﻬﺪ ،ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻣﺮﻳﺢ ﲤﺎﻣﹰﺎ ﺑﻜﺎﻣﻞ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﺴﻼﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﻠﻴﻢ...
ﺇﻧﻪ ﻣﺸﺎﺭﻛﺔ ﺑﲔ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻮﺏ ...ﻻ ﺃﺣﺎﻭ ﹸﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﹼﻨﻚ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻟﺘﺘﻌﻠﹼﻤﻪ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺑﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ
ﻓﻴﺾٌ ﻳﺘﺪﻓﹼﻖ ﻣﲏ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ .....ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﱯ ﺇﱃ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ...
ﻭﺍﻓﻖ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺎﻝ ﻟﻪ ﻬﺑﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ .ﻭﺣﻜﻰ ﻗﺼﺘﻪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻋﺪﺓ ﻋﻘﻮﺩ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺻﺎﺭ
ﻣﺸﻬﻮﺭﹰﺍ ﺑﺎﳌﺮﺷﺪ ﺍﻟﺼﻮﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ :ﺧﻠﻴﻞ ﺃﺷﺮﻑ ﺯﺍﺩﻩ.
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻣﺮﺷﺪﹰﺍ ﻋﻈﻴﻤﹰﺎ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻪ ﻭﰲ ﺯﻣﻨﻪ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﺒﺐ ﲢﻘﻴﻘﻪ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻫﻮ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻭﺍﻓﻖ.
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ﻼ ،ﺳﻴﻨﻄﻠﻖ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻧﻮﺭٌ
ﻼ ﺃﻡ ﺁﺟ ﹰ
ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺃﻗﻮﻟﻪ ﻟﻚ :ﺇﺫﺍ ﻭﺍﻓﻘﺘﲏ ،ﻓﻌﺎﺟ ﹰ
ﻋﻈﻴﻢ ...ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻧﻮﺭﹰﺍ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻚ ﻭﻟﻨﻔﺴﻚ ...ﻭﻟﻶﺧﺮﻳﻦ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ....
ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻣﻨﺎﺭ ﹰﺓ ﻟﻜﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻳﺘﺨﺒﻄﻮﻥ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻤﺔ ...ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﳚﺬﺏ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺍﺷﺎﺕ ﺍﳌﻠﻮﻧﺔ
ﺇﻟﻴﻪ....
ﻛﻮﻧﻮﺍ ﻣﻨﺎﺭﺍﺕ ﻟﻠﻨﻮﺭ ﻭﺍﳍﺪﺍﻳﺔ ...ﻭﻻ ﺗﻜﻮﻧﻮﺍ ﳑﻦ ﻳﻔﺮﺿﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻳﻦ....
ﻭﻳﻨﺸﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﺒﺸﲑ ﻭﻳﺄﻣﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺑﺎﺗﺒﺎﻉ ﺗﻘﺎﻟﻴﺪﻫﻢ ﻭﻋﻘﺪﻫﻢ...
ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎ ،ﺳﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳌﻌﺠﺰ ﹸﺓ ﺍﺣﺘﻤﺎ ﹰﻻ ﻭﺍﺭﺩﹰﺍ ﺟﺪﹰﺍ ﰲ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻳﻀﹰﺎ.
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