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EXPERIMENTAL SPIRITUALITY
Fall 2006, Volume V, Number 3
ISSN 1558-4690 (print)
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True Spirituality
The Buddha, India, 6th century BC
Sir,
It just occurred to me as I was in meditation
That You have set aside
And left some important things unexplained:
O monk,
Did I ever say to you,
‘Come lead the spiritual life under me,
And I will answer all your questions?’
O monk,
The person who refuses to live the spiritual life
Until I have answered all their questions,
This person will have to wait until they die.
Taken from The Book of Dharma, translated and edited by Nissim Amon
Earth and Sky Gods of India and Greece:
Finding the Feminine in Masculine Myths
Dirk Dunbar, Ph.D.
hunting societies of the cold and barren north depended mostly on killing
animals for food, planting cultures of southern climates grew food for a
living. That explains, if Campbell is right, why the Northern nomadic
hunters—such as the Kurgans/Aryans—created dominantly masculine
cultures and worshipped virulent sky-gods, while planters such as the
Minoans of Crete and the so-called Dravidians of the Indus Valley
Civilization created more matrilineal, matrifocal societies and worshipped
earth gods and goddesses. The pinnacle in the popularization of the
invasion theory may be Eisler’s proposal that the distinctions between the
androcentric dominator model of the Indo-Europeans and the egalitarian
partnership model of the Mother Goddess worshipping cultures could
provide a paradigm of change for us today.
Clearly, much of the “history” of the cultural interplay is agenda
driven (Gimbutas and Eisler are avid ecofeminists). That fact, along with
the lack of data, has led many contemporary critics to not only reject the
invasion theory, but to also question the very existence of, for instance, the
Aryans and Dravidians.1 It is beyond my scope here to affirm or refute the
invasion theory and much that goes along with it.2 I will say that the fall of
1 One such critic, Padma Manian (1998), argues that the typical Eurocentric projection of
the clash between the Harappan and invading Indo-European cultures can be explained in
terms of three related versions of the invasion theory. The first is “the racial theory”
introduced by the nineteenth century Sanskrit scholar Max Mueller, who regarded the Rig
Veda as linguistic and literary evidence for the light-skinned Aryan conquerors and their god
Indra’s destruction of the dark-skinned Dasyus, who were Dravidians. A Biblical literalist,
Mueller considered the advent of imposed Aryan culture as a boon to the inferior
Dravidians. The second version, introduced by Sir Mortimer Wheeler, accepted the racial
aspects but professed that the Aryans were the barbarians and the Dravidians victimized,
peaceful natives (Gimbutas, Eisler, and other ecofeminists support this version). The third
version, which many scholars maintain today, is that the Harappan civilization fell to natural
catastrophe and the Aryans might have simply migrated into the area following the collapse.
After disputing the viability of all three versions, Manian adds another possibility: the
Aryans entered long before heretofore considered.
2 Similar kinds of debates exist regarding the so-called Kurgan invasions of Old Europe.
Perhaps the strongest indication of an Indo-European invasion is that of the Mycenaeans,
who in the middle of the second millennium BCE conquered and subdued—with
apparently minimal violence—the Goddess worshipping culture of the Minoans in Crete. It
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the Indus Valley Civilization (which centered more along the Saraswati
than the Indus River) probably owes to natural catastrophe—such as
drought and/or the shifting or damming of rivers—and not Aryan
incursions. Nevertheless, the Aryans did migrate to India. As Mathew
Fitzsimons (1970), who rejects the invasion theory, assesses:
While there is too little evidence to affirm that the pre-Aryan people
of Indus Valley Civilization were Dravidians (I will follow the tendency of
contemporary scholars to call them “Harappans”), the Indo-Europeans
who entered India were referred to—and even called themselves—Aryans
(meaning “noble ones”). Setting aside the stereotypes owing to the terms’
association with early British scholarship as well as Hitler’s so-called
favorite race, I believe reports that Aryan passions probably did include
hunting, drinking, gambling, brothels, and animal sacrifices. It also seems
likely that they are largely responsible for the indoctrination of India’s caste
system, and for the oral transmission of the Rig Veda, the first of four Vedas
for which the Vedic Age is named. However, the subtle yet thorough
integration of the pre-Aryan and Aryan cultures makes it difficult to affirm
distinct characterizations.
It is important to add that the notion of the Aryans being a white race
and the Dravidians being a black one is highly debatable, if not indefensible
(for certain, the Dravidians are not a genetically distinct “race” as
appears that the overthrow occurred following an earthquake and tidal wave that had
destabilized Minoan culture.
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nineteenth century scholars posited). On the other hand, the Rig Veda
does support warfare between two distinct peoples. It may be, as David
Frawley (1995) suggests, that the Vedic Age warfare refers to forces of light
and darkness, not to light or dark-skinned peoples. In either case, the
notion of conflict between two discrete cultures, whether they are engaged
in localized battles or are part of a good-versus-evil cosmic war, belongs to
the formation of the Vedic Age.
While the archaeological, linguistic, and literary notions of conquest
remain problematic, the proliferation of Indo-European cultures can be
traced, according to scholars such as Robert Graves (2000), Charlene
Spretnak (1984), and Ralph Metzner (1999) through the mythological
desecration of the Mother Goddess archetype.3 Typical myths of this sort
include a sky god—such as the Nordic Thor, Vedic Indra (the fierce
warrior god of the Aryans), Babylonian Marduk, and Greek Apollo—who
kills the serpent or dragon figure closely allied with the Great Goddess; or
the rape of a goddess figure such as Persephone by Hades and Europa by
Zeus (who had transformed himself into a bull, symbolizing the Minoan
fertility god, to seduce her). Goddess figures such as the Canaanite Astarte,
the Sumerian Lilith, and the Babylonian Ishtar are stripped of their power,
demonized, and/or deposed. Havah, which means “Mother of All Living,”
becomes Eve in the Torah/Bible, a mortal who, created from Adam’s rib, is
responsible for succumbing to the serpent and damning humans from the
sacred garden. While Mother Goddess consorts such as Pan, Shiva, and
Dionysus became prototypes of the horned Devil, the fact that there is no
Mother Goddess co-partner in Abrahamic traditions, wherein the Father in
While the Aryans may have brought the Rig Veda, which is 1028 hymns
that honor their gods, into the Indus Valley, the Sama Veda (a guide to
rituals that correspond to the Rig Veda), the Yajur Veda (a compilation of
prose that pertain mostly to sacrifice), and the Atharva Veda (a sort of
manual for spells and incantations) were composed in India. The Aryan
pantheon included gods such as the dragon-slaying Indra, who galloped
across the heavens in his horse-drawn chariot; Varuna, the universal
preserver of divine order; Agni, the god of fire; Soma the divine
hallucinogenic plant; Mithra, the god of storms; the god of sun and stars,
Mazda, who embodied truth and justice; and, of course, Vishnu. Vishnu is
mentioned 93 times in the Rig Veda, and often with reference to his
infamous three strides, which reflect his association with the sun’s trek
across the daily sky. Described in the Brahmanas (appendices to the
Vedas), Vishnu, incarnate as Vamana, challenges a demon king who holds
the world hostage. Disguised as a dwarf, Vishnu convinces the king to give
him as much territory as he can cover in three paces. After reclaiming his
true form, Vishnu takes the infamous “three strides” that cover the earth,
sky, and beyond, thereby reclaiming the planet for humans and echoing his
wholly beneficial role as a sustainer of human culture. Considered by many
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4 For a discussion of the meaning of the various colors as they relate to specific castes, see
Manian (1998, 26-27).
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In the localities that the Aryans did not inhabit, tribal chiefs and
village shamans were often initiated as Kshatriyas and Brahmins to
accommodate the surge of Aryan culture. Vedic Sanskrit—a cognate
language of the Aryans—became the major language in Northwest India or
Aryavarta (“the land of the Aryans”), which remains culturally and
politically different from the Tamil peninsula, or the Southeastern plain.
Still called Dravidian India, much of the peninsula, while embracing its
Vedic cultural legacy, has retained its native tongues—such as Tamil,
Telegu, and Kannada. Separated by the dry and hilly Deccan plateau, the
Aryan and the pre-Aryan cultures have provoked and expanded each other
and helped create the tolerance and flexibility to accept and assimilate
diversity, whether social, religious, or linguistic (there are over 7,000
dialects in India). That flexibility has helped Hindu thought endure the
spread of Buddhism, Muslim rule, and English colonization.
Much of the established Vedic law and social stratification carries
patriarchal inferences (an injunction of the Brahmanas states that the
populace should treat men well, while Code of Manu—though written
much later—is clearly man-centered). Even Hinduism’s most profound
spiritual treatise, the Bhagavad Gita (which is part of the world’s longest
poem, the Mahabharta), is based on Arjuna’s dharma as a Kshatriya to fight
against friends and relatives in a battle that stems from a lost gambling bet.
Although it became a philosophical doctrine of right action based on ego-
transcendent behavior, dharma in practice still has caste-related overtones.
Karma—the law that one reaps what one sows and thereby dictates one’s
station in the next life—does not apply to Sudras, let alone untouchables.
Whether or not the Aryans subjugated the pre-Aryan Mother
Goddess and her vestiges, well before the Gita, the Trimurti or holy
Trinity—Brahma (the masculine manifestation of the gender-neutral
Brahman), Vishnu, and Shiva—was portrayed as male; though Shiva is
often depicted with feminine traits. Moreover, samsara (the cycle of
rebirth), Lila (Brahman’s divine play), and Maya (the force of worldly
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and ring stones in Madras and Gujarat. The worship of the linga and yoni
links Shiva to the goddess Shakti, one of the heirs of the Mother Goddess
cult. Shakti’s fusion with Shiva ignites the tantric force that allows
followers to unite with Shiva through dance, meditation, and other forms
of ecstasy. Shaktism—which is associated with a number of cults such as
that of Amma, the pre-Aryan name for the Great Mother—permeates
Shiva’s mythology, as attested by the creation stories in which Shiva gives
Brahma creative female power. Shakti’s incarnations, Sati and Parvati, are
wives and conjugal partners of Shiva and, as subjects of yoni worship,
emphasize the joy and ecstatic experience of sexual oneness. The recurring
depiction of Shakti’s and Shiva’s passionate embrace in temple statues
reveals the Hindu recognition of the sacred dimensions of the sensual, an
appreciation supported by works such as the Kama Sutra.
Shiva was bound to the Terrible Goddess as well. The lord of dance
was known also as the “flesh eater” and recipient of blood sacrifices in
honor of both Durga and Kali, the goddesses of night for whom he carries
the often depicted severed head. One with Kali and Durga, Shiva
represents nature’s brutal force of death, destruction, and terror—as
reflected in the gruesome rites and practices of groups such as the Thugs.
Much of the goddesses’ brutality may be part of her assimilation into Vedic
mythology, yet, as Hindu scriptures and philosophers (such as the Shaivite
Shankara) have emphasized, it is the deadly, destructive potential that
makes rebirth or transformation possible (and why sex and death are so
important to Shivan mythology). Hence, Shiva’s relationship with Kali and
Durga is as necessary as his relationship with Shakti. The source of creative
and destructive forces as well as the source of inner energy which adept
Kundalini practitioners channel through the sacred chakras, the feminine-
Shivan relationship shares the cosmic dance that destroys the old to create
anew. Symbolized in the animal skin he wears, his horns, his matted locks,
the drum he carries, and his androgynous nature, Shiva’s ties to the Mother
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Dionysus shaking hands at the Delphic temple, Dionysus’ tie with Apollo
at Delphi assured him entrance into the Olympic pantheon.
An Aegaen earth god, Dionysus emerged as a bull, a goat, a snake, and
a satyr—all part of his role as the dark, ecstatic, and unpredictable force of
nature. His thyrsus (a scepter/magic wand), like the Phallophoria (festive
processions filled with phallic symbols), represented Dionysus’ fertility
powers. Vase paintings render both Dionysus and Semele as “earth born”
(Semele means “earth” in Phrygian), while his epithets “the frenzied” and
“the raving one” refer to the madness with which he possessed his followers.
As “the sufferer” and “the rich in joy” he spoke to society’s repressed and
offered them ecstasis—the ability “to stand outside” oneself. His feminine
qualities are marked by the epithets “the womanly” and “the hybrid,” and as
“the initiated” he vitalized the spread of the mysteries across Greece. His
role as “liberator” is reflected in his festivals from the Anthesteria (the
opening of wine casks in the spring to commemorate and participate with
ancestor spirits) to City Dionysia—when, purportedly, business stopped
and jails were opened for the celebrations that even slaves and women were
allowed to attend.
As a god of women and, in turn, the lower classes, Dionysus served the
spiritual needs of those repressed by the newly formed state. That
Dionysus’ original worshippers were women is indisputable. The earliest
known cult in Greece was practiced by the infamous wild women, the
Thyiades of Thrace and Phrygia, who performed the maenadic dance revel,
the oreibasia, which served as a communal means of fusing with Dionysus.
Every two years during the winter period attributed to the awakening and
reign of their god, the female devotees dressed in fawn skins, roamed
mountainsides, played ecstatic music, and danced themselves into altered
states of consciousness (wine, hallucinogenic ivy, and/or lack of sleep may
have aided the process). In their frenzy, they may have engaged in orgies,
sparagmos (the tearing apart of young, wild animal) and/or omophagia
(eating the animal raw)—rites in which Dionysus played the paradoxical
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role of leading the hunt and being the sacrifice. After bringing the women
to a state of delirium, he offered his incarnate flesh and blood in the
sacrificial animal, thereby entering the body, mind, and spirit of the ritual
participants. The wild women may have practiced human sacrifice, but
such sacrifices were more likely part of the myth and not of the cult. The
significance of the rites is obvious: by fusing with Dionysus, women were
empowered in a religiously meaningful sense. Free from the auspices of
patriarchal control, the rites offered a legitimate means for women to vent
their oppression in a way that conflicted with and transcended the
Olympian system. Dionysian worship is reflected in the god’s relationship
to wine, which, along with the group possessing song and dance, initiated
the hysteric spread of his cult through Greece. His presence in the wine
made the act of intoxicating oneself with it a means of summoning and
fusing with the god.
Although too little is known of Vishnu’s and Apollo’s prototypes to
discern a direct historical connection, Dionysus is clearly a descendent of
Shiva. The diffusion of the symbols associated with his cult (the bull and
snake, the horns and erect phallus, his yoga position) could be, as Alain
Danielou insists (1984), the result of cross-cultural contact. Their
devotees, the Indian bhaktas and the Greek bacchantes, share the same
rites, iconography, and epithets regarding their respective gods—such as
“The Raving One” and “The Terrible One.”
Orphism—the most equivocal phenomenon in Greek religious
history—also presents a unique connection between Shiva and Dionysus.
A derivative of the Neolithic Mother Goddess tradition, Orphism draws
from ancient mythological beings such Gaia, Chaos, Eros, and the cosmic
egg to describe the pantheistic nature of ultimate reality. Orphism (as does
Pythagoreanism) also shares many of the millennia-old Hindu tenets and
practices such as tantrism, karma, reincarnation, vegetarianism, and
compassion for all things. While the link between Orpheus and Shiva is
more philosophical than historical, Orpheus and Dionysus are drawn into
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While the Vedic and Olympic Ages introduced Shiva and Vishnu and
Dionysus and Apollo as all-powerful gods, the Upanishads and the birth of
Greek drama helped the gods eclipse their progenitors, Brahman and Zeus,
respectively. The Brahmanas, commentaries on the Vedas, are regarded as
the last texts of the Vedic Age, while Hindu philosophical thought began
with the writing of the Upanishads and coincided with Shiva’s and
Vishnu’s rise in popularity in North India, approximately 800 to 600 BCE .
The Brahmanas were aimed at educating priests in Vedic sacrificial rituals
and, like the Vedas, were supposedly written by the rishis, or the Aryans’
legendary “seers.” Appendices to the Brahmanas, the Upanishads (“sitting
near a teacher”) and the Aranyakas (“the forest books”) were compilations
of the teachings of mystics and monks of various sects, or India’s first gurus.
The Upanishads (of which 108 survive) revealed Brahman, Vishnu, and
Shiva in ways that transcended Brahmin dogma, which is one reason that
the Upanishads mark the emergence of Hinduism.
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The Upanishads not only initiated Hindu thought, but they also
opened doors to religious reforms, to new religions (particularly
Buddhism), and to the so-called six schools of Hindu philosophy. Part of
the shift from mechanical, propitiatory paths of salvation toward self-
realization included cultivating the vital force (prana) that connects the
body and mind with nature and the universe. Proper breathing
(pranayama), for instance, is regarded as an art form that mirrors cosmic
principles: exhaling represents the force that pushes life into existence, and
inhaling destroys the past and secures the transformational power of the
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5 The six systems of the so-called intellectualizing period are grouped in pairs. The
Vedanta or “the end of the Vedas,” called “intellectual Hinduism,” is paired with
Mimamsa, perhaps the last school to adhere to the sacred and authoritative nature of
the Vedas. Nyaya (“analysis”), the school of logic and epistemology, complemented
Vaisesika, or the study of physics that promoted a sort of spiritual atomism. Sankhya
(the oldest school) taught a bipolarity of feminine matter (Prakriti) and masculine soul
(Purusha) and was aligned with Yoga, which taught various forms of psychic training
based foremost on Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras.
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by the fifth century BCE and may have merged with Krishna’s cult by 200
BCE, when the name Vasudeva-Krishna was simplified to Krishna.
Vishnu’s most popular incarnation, Krishna appeared in the third age of
human history to bring divine love and free people from sin and suffering.
Though the devotional yoga, bhakti, is related to any number of gods, in
practice it blossomed with Krishna.
True to the spirit of Vishnu, all of his avatars issue in a “golden age”—
as is typified in Rama’s just conquest, one in which the priestly caste
overcame the warrior caste in a brutal and bloody battle. Kalki, the tenth
avatar who is yet to appear, prophetically represents Vishnu’s mission to
violently sweep away evil and place the holy and virtuous in control of
worldly affairs. Each incarnation helped Vishnu become a household god
capable of providing physical and spiritual sanctuary for his followers. The
worship of Shiva also proliferated in the early part of the devotional period.
Tree and snake worship are ancient Shivan traditions that helped cultivate
the bhakti dimensions of his legacy. His union with Shakti, the focal point
of the Tantras, also encouraged the popular devotion of Shiva and became a
focus of transcendental meditation. Proper worship of Shiva, the god of
healing herbs, ensured a long life of health and well-being, a conviction that
dominates contemporary Shaivism.
Vaishnavism and Shaivism grew out of the gods’ cults over a period of
six or seven centuries, becoming full-ended religions by the fifth century
CE. Since then, the two religions have vied for supremacy in an ebb-and-
tide manner. Although the gods have retained their essential
characteristics, their differences have been gradually declining and the
similarities rising, partly because of the Hindu propensity for assimilating
gods into gods. For instance, Shiva has become less threatening and more
benevolent. Some Shivan sects insist that devotees make vows of
nonviolence, chastity, poverty, and vegetarianism (a long-standing Hindu
practice). Later Shivan sects ascribe Vishnu-like avatars to Shiva. Also,
Vishnu’s relationship with Radha suggests aspects of Shiva’s and Shakti’s
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What the philosophy of the Upanishads and the sense of devotion captured
in the Gita meant for Hindu culture, the rise of Delphi and the birth of
drama meant to Greek culture. While Delphi introduced and helped
institute Apollonian values while canalizing the Dionysian impulse, the
evolution of dramatic performances provided a release of the Dionysian
tendencies in ways that could be assimilated into the goals of the polis. The
roots of Greek drama began with the dance rites of the original “wild
women” of Dionysus, who found release from patriarchal control. Women
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poets praised his intellect, sculptors made him an ideal of physical beauty,
and musicians shared his ordered, therapeutic power. By the middle of the
sixth century BCE, the highly popular Pythian games (held in honor of
Apollo at Delphi) epitomized his prominence in Greek athletics and the
arts. Known very early as the “speaker of truth,” Apollo taught
moderation—as is indicated by his decrees “know thyself” and “nothing in
excess”(maxims inscribe at his sanctuary in Delphi). Once a pastoral deity,
he evolved into a purifier, patron of male rites of passage, and, ultimately,
the god who replaced Zeus. Fittingly, Aeschylus and Pindar gave him the
epithets, “holy” and “pure” (see Otto, 1954, 63). In short, Dionysus and
Apollo reflect the tension between tribe and polis, nature and culture, and
instinct and reason.
That tension is marked in their respective forms of music. The
dithyramb and the aulos, both renowned in Greek history for their loud
and intoxicating effects, juxtapose the calming and healing effects
associated with Apollo’s more formal paean and soothing lyre. According
to Plutarch, Aeschylus called it “fitting” that the loud and euphoric
dithyramb should accompany Dionysus and that the structured paean and
the gentle muses should be used to worship Apollo (see Harrison, 1922,
440). Pindar exclaimed that the differences of the gods’ cultic hymns were
not only marked in rhythm and harmony, but “ethos” as well. Signifying
Dionysus’ assimilation into the Olympic pantheon, dithyrambs were
eventually addressed to Apollo and paeans to Dionysus; however, the
notion of conquest persists here too, as is evidenced by the myths in which
Apollo kills the flute playing Pan (from whom he forced the secret of
prophecy). Apollo also brings the Thyiades down from Mount Helicon to
Delphi, where he tames and leads them in ordered and decorous dances; he
beats the flute playing Marsyas in a musical contest and, hence, in the
position of determining punishment, has him flayed. Those victories
consecrate the Greek conquest of the region’s native music, as is suggested
by the resulting predominance of stringed instruments over wind
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6 The tragedian Euripides may have been the first to demonize Dionysus. His play,
The Bacchae, described the terror associated with the Dionysian impulse, as Agave's
beheading and parading of her son’s head illustrate. By being completely out of touch
with their Dionysian side, Pentheus and his Mother became the god's unwitting
victims. As such, we are all victims of what Euripides would consider the unfortunate
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The balance not only marks the merger of two cultural forms of art,
religion, and values, it inspired and inspires still the unfolding of the West’s
worldview.
beast within. It is that vision of Dionysus that Plato and other Greek philosophers
shared and attempted to expose and conquer (but that is another story).
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Shiva and Vishnu and Dionysus and Apollo share distinctive differences. It
is because of those differences that the earth and sky gods emulate the
balance necessary for healthy social and environmental relations. The earth
gods reflect the powers of darkness, instinct, emotion, creation and
destruction, mystery, the feminine, synthesis, intuition, and the
unconscious while the sky gods represent principles of light, civility,
intellect, order, constructiveness, sensibility, the masculine, discrimination,
reason, and the super-ego. Friedrich Nietzsche may have been the first to
recognize the overlay of the unique propensities of the Aegean earth
wisdom captured in Dionysus and the Greek humanism that accompanied
the rise of Apollo and the polis. When viewed as principles, Nietzsche
insisted, the gods delineate opposing wills and attitudes which define two
unique ways of looking at the world which “belong together.” Or, as the
rational principle of individuation and the emotional urge for fusion or
immersion of self in nature, Apollo and Dionysus “need each other.” The
same is true for Shiva and Vishnu, as Louis Renou observes: “Vishnu and
Shiva have developed by successive modification until they have been
sufficiently deprived of their personalized aspects so that, not without
reason, they have at times been called ‘social principles’” (1963, 20-21).
Nietzsche may have also been the first to distinguish an imbalance in
the West’s logos-dominated worldview based on the “demonization” of the
Dionysian impulse by Greek philosophy and Christian theology and its
categorical dismissal by science. As I have shown elsewhere (1994),
beginning with the Olympian myths and ending with the “value-free” myth
of science, Nietzsche describes and vociferously attacks ways in which
Western morality has eulogized reason, order, and control while banishing
the ecstatic Dionysian drive from acceptable human behavior. Although
his work is filled with pro-patriarchal, anti-Semitic, and anti-feminist
elements, his insistence that Western culture desperately needs to
incorporate Dionysian proclivities related to instinct, ecstasy, and nature
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helps account for the contemporary revival and relevance of his work.
Dionysian-Shivan spirituality remains a link to ancient Earth wisdom
traditions that are, though forgotten, still part of the Western ethos. As
Alain Danielou submits, “A rediscovery of Shivaism-Dionysism would
allow an effective return to the source and the re-establishment of that
almost-broken link with a multi-millenarian knowledge of which we are the
unwitting and ungrateful heirs” (1984, 7-8).
Although part of Goddess worshipping cultures, Shiva and Dionysus
are male gods and lack a purely feminine impulse, a fact that must be taken
into account when assessing the nature of balance in each tradition.7 The
lack of a feminine impulse in Hindu culture is not meant to incriminate the
Aryans, but India’s Earth wisdom tradition is heavily pre-Aryan. Often
depicted as half male and half female, Shiva remains one of the strongholds
of the Mother Goddess impulse in Indian civilization. The Vedic alliance
of Shiva and Vishnu, though tenuous, helped ameliorate and unify the
worldviews of the distinct cultures, and led to a unity-in-diversity that is
uniquely Indian. The overlay of Aryan and Harappan cultures, on the
other hand, may have something to do—at least in part—with reasons that
practices such as sati, female genital mutilation, and female infanticide can
exist in land known as Mother India (Bharat-ma), where rivers, such as
Mother Ganges, are worshipped for their feminine, nurturing powers.
Western civilization’s lack of a divine feminine principle is
exacerbated by its eulogy of sky gods and vilification of earth gods. Not
only is the relationship between Dionysus and Apollo more tenuous than
their Hindu counterparts, but the West has also glorified the Apollonian
and demonized the Dionysian. As forces such as logos, Apollo, and the
divinely ordained human spirit evoked the light as right and separate from
the “dark side,” it followed that the Mother Goddess, Eros, Dionysus, and
all other “primitive,” animistic notions necessarily embody evil and attempt
to defile the souls of humans. The moral distinctions between spirit and
matter, God and the Devil, and control and ecstasy are part of the West’s
heritage, which is why the affirmation of and reverence for Shivan-
Dionysian powers has been traditionally lacking, and why there exists such
a need for an integration of the spiritual dimensions of the body, the earth,
and the feminine.
To find the feminine in the earth gods Shiva and Dionysus and to
reconstitute their true value, one must not only look to the original
traditions in which the gods served as consorts of a Mother Goddess figure,
but also refine the principles in accordance with contemporary culture.
That, I believe, is precisely what is happening today. The renewed interest
in Asian religions, Native American Earth wisdom, Wicca and other
Goddess traditions, like the mainstreaming of yoga, feminism and
environmentalism and the advent of holistic health and green politics, all
bespeak an attempt to integrate a distinctly sacred feminine impulse into a
dominantly masculine tradition. That integration could help procure a
place for Earth wisdom in a contemporary worldview.
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Taken from The Book of Dharma, translated and edited by Nissim Amon
Commentary on the Tibetan Book of the Dead
Brendan Connell
beating skull drums, waving flags of human skins and burning seared flesh
incense. One deity is described as having three faces, six arms, and four legs,
with ‘fangs that gleam like new copper.’ His body is adorned with black
snakes and a freshly severed head garland. His consort offers him sips of
blood from her skull bowl. The text goes on to describe ghouls of ever
increasing morbid ferocity, and all the while admonishes us not to panic or
be afraid of these visions as they are self created and do not actually
objectively exist.
“Your form is voidness itself,” the text says, “so you have nothing to
fear. The death deities are your own hallucinations and themselves are
forms of the void . . . Voidness cannot harm voidness.”
Yet the whole thing is alarming. It can also all be rather confusing,
especially when we consider how it pertains to our own selves. It reminds
us, through every phrase we read, that we ourselves are going to die. It
makes us think about this undeniable fact, a fact that is extremely hard to
face, yet certainly beneficial. Sogyal Rinpoche says that by reflecting on
death, realising you could die at any moment, life becomes very precious.
One important aspect of the text is the movement from death to
rebirth. To be able to make a conscious choice in your rebirth is in fact a
goal for much of tantric Buddhism. A person’s fate depends on their karma,
and if one is not in control of the situation, it is said that one could be
reborn in any state, even in that of a hungry ghost or an animal, a dog, pig
or even a worm! The Tibetan Book of the Dead describes how Yama, the god
of death, holds up before his victim the shining mirror of karma, in which
all the person’s deeds are reflected. It then goes on to say that it is you
yourself who pronounce your own judgement, which in turn determines
your own rebirth. So really, the book is as much about birth, or rebirth, as it
is about death.
Its message is both frightening and uplifting. It essentially says that we
reap what we sow. The problem is of course, that very few of us are totally
confident that we have planted nothing but virtuous seeds, and no one
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reach of most of us. Even so, we can all practice the relatively simple yoga of
meditating on the impermanence of life.
In the Lam Rim tradition of Tsong Khapa, there is a yoga called The
Nine Point Meditation on Death, which is relatively simple and excellent
for anyone to practice. The points to meditate on are A) Death is definite:
1) everyone must die, 2) the span of our lives is constantly diminishing, 3)
the amount of time we can devote to spiritual practice is very small. B) The
time of death is uncertain: 4) the life-expectancy of a human being is
uncertain, 5) there are numerous causes of death, 6) the human body is
extremely fragile. C) Only spiritual insight can help us at the time of death:
7) our possessions and wealth cannot help us, 8) our family and friends
cannot help us, 9) our bodies cannot help us.
Pabongka Rinpoche said that we should conduct ourselves like visitors
who are about to return to their homeland. Such individuals avoid any of
the activities that persons who are planning an extended stay might
undertake.
The Tibetan Book of the Dead is attributed to the great eighth century
yogi Padmasambhava, who is said to have been miraculously born from a
lotus that sprung up from Lake Danakosha, in Afghanistan. According to
tradition, he hid the book on a mountain in Tibet where it was discovered
some five hundred years later by the famous mystic Karma Lingpa. It is a
book written specifically for practitioners of the Nyingma branch of
Buddhism. It was not meant for casual reading, but to serve the specific
purpose of providing death instructions for followers of their sect.
Though the book was not written for the uninitiated, it doesn’t mean
that we cannot all gain something by reading it. True, it’s hard to make
sense of much of it; but it does give us insight into the dying process. It
shows us what we might expect when we die, and in that sense, the book is
invaluable. It does, after all, shed light on one of the truly great mysteries.
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Brendan Connell was born in Santa Fe, New Mexico, in 1970 and
currently lives in Ticino, Switzerland, where he teaches English and writes.
He has had fiction published in numerous magazines, literary journals and
anthologies, including The Journal of Experimental Fiction, McSweeney’s,
Adbusters, Leviathan 3 (The Ministry of Whimsy 2002), Album Zutique
(The Ministry of Whimsy 2003) and Strange Tales (Tartarus Press 2003).
His first novel, The Translation of Father Torturo, was published by Prime
Books in 2005; his novella Dr. Black and the Guerrillia was published by
Grafitisk Press the same year. He also translates.
A World Divided
Zen Master Gudo W. Nishijima, Japan, b. 1919
In fact,
Our usual understanding of the world
Is rooted in duality.
Taken from The Book of Dharma, translated and edited by Nissim Amon
The Savage Buddha: Notes on Gautama & the
Kāpālika-vrata
Sritantra
Question: But how can anyone be so sure what was going on more than
two thousand years ago?
First of all, one needs to discern between history and legend. One then
needs to make some private, in-depth, ethnographic studies. However, in
the end it is up to everybody’s own interpretive and/or re-creative
imagination.
These were the places where Gautama’s earliest protégés flocked and
established their provisional yogic encampments. They begged through the
silent streets of dawn with bowls likely fashioned from human skulls. Some
wore matted hair Rastaman-style while others pulled their hair out strand
by strand. Some engaged in arcane rituals that involved the eating of human
flesh... They kept to the woods and undisturbed places conducive to ecstatic
technology. When rarely emerging from their no-man’s lands, these
wayward characters were sure to inspire revulsion and awe in the delicate
hearts of the civil population. For it was tacitly inferred that such a class of
men who dared to transgress all social restraints became privy to the
magical force of chaos.
We have talked about the “savage” nature of early Bauddha asceticism. The
picture becomes increasingly clear as we gather more data on the distinctive
mold of early generic Indian asceticism,2 which stems from the little known
Kāpālika religion.
MODERN REMNANTS
5 Robert Mayer 1990. “The Origins of the Esoteric Vajrayna,” a seminar paper for The
Buddhist Forum, London School of Oriental and African Studies, Centre of Religion and
Philosophy, October 17, 1900.
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These questions are key. For the all-important fact that nearly everyone
ignores is that many of those early, far-wandered disciples of the Buddha
never returned to the Teacher at all.
Q: So where did they go, and with whom did they eventually mix?
It was during my search for answers to such questions that I came to regard
my own yogic quest as analogous to a sentiment stemming from strata that
predate the advent of the codified bhikkhu. We are talking about a savage
expression of asceticism that is essentially shamanic in structure.
Now as time went on the Kāpālika penance was adopted by both the
Śaiva and Bauddha orders as their central religious observance. But why this
happened I barely have a clue. For it is actually quite hard for me to fathom
the extreme morbidity of the early Indian ascetic customs. However, Mayer
has a very clear idea. For Mayer the strange Kāpālika observance expresses a
kind of ‘intensification of the Indian ascetic’s predilection to perform his
own funerary rites at the time of his initiation (dīkshā).’ In other words,
according to Mayer, it is the intention of the Indian tantric ascetic to
ritually perform his own murder. Allow me to quote the distinguished
author:
Now most would consider this pretty weird stuff. Indeed, this is freak
asceticism at its most extreme. We are fathoming the life of a serial
Brāhmicide, these very annotations inscribed on human parchment, corpse-
ash ground with blood for pigment, a sharpened bone for cryptic stylus. It’s
the charnel ground method, what do you expect.
Q: But what exactly is the writer’s point then? Does this have any
relevance in the Twenty-first century?
Well, perhaps it takes strange historical tid bits such as these to wake up all
you Bauddha-monk worshippers to a sensible perspective on the objects of
your worship. Or maybe the writer simply has an axe to grind. I’m in no
position to say. But to me such facts lend a priceless glimpse into the
character and life of the quasi-historical Buddha who, once again, during
his lengthy monk’s career was apparently not known as “The Buddha” at
all, but rather, the śrāmana, that is, something on the order of a “shaman.”
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We have to be prepared to
recognize “Buddha” primarily as a
literary device; as either a
shorthand allusion to the dressed
up protagonist of the Pali texts on
the one hand, or a code-word for
the “authors” of the scriptures
themselves on the other.
Obliquely conceding this tacit
qualification, along with the urge
to suspended disbelief, one then
becomes privy to a quasi-
historical data-source that avers
to the ‘fact’ that the ‘mythical’
Buddha took part in the ritual
disciplines known widely in India
as śavavāda. Śavavāda literally means “corpse-way.” The practice involved
certain extreme necrophilic beliefs that were common to ‘Hindu’ and
‘Bauddha’ Tantric cults. Its practitioners were notorious for their deep
involvement with scatological matters, death and the dead. It entailed
erotic attraction to corpses and eating the putrefied flesh of semi-cremated
and exhumed cadavers. The śavavāda discipline was also distinguished by
yogins’ repeated performance of their own symbolic funeral rites. The
cemetery thus became a fundamental iconographic motif that underpinned
the role of “initiatory fear.” This was typically symbolized by the terrible
appearance of Goddess Kālī.
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As “the black one,” Kālī, represents not only fear of death, but more
importantly the death of fear. For fear is that over which the yogin must
triumph in order to cut through the fraudulent mass of ego-consciousness.
Such death is followed by the birth of liberation. This is why Kālī is black
and naked. Icnographically her face is terrifying. She wears several wreaths
of skulls around her neck. Every detail is significant—the snake or nāga that
serves as her sacred thread, the thousands of amputated hands about her
hips, her bloodstained body, the two infant corpses in place of earrings. The
Goddess also treads upon a naked Śaivite ascetic. He seems to be a Nātha or
a Kānphatā yogin, as the huge wooden earrings inserted through the split
cartilage of his ears would indicate. He wears nothing but two nāgas, one
around his neck the other around his waist. His facial expression is that of
spiritual illumination. His third-eye is opened. In his right hand he holds a
small damaru or ritual hourglass-shaped Indian drum.6 The setting of these
rituals is a smoldering śmśāna or “charnel ground” It is littered with a
child’s severed head and other body parts upon which birds and jackals
feed.7 The scene thus illustrates the fundamental aspects of the śavavāda or
“corpse-way” sacrament, distinguished by extreme necrophillic beliefs and
by the repeated performance of the ascetic’s own symbolic funeral rites.
6 F.B.J. Kuiper treats domba [retroflex d] together with other words for drum in his Proto-
Munda Words in Sanskrit (1948: 84-87). See Domba, 87, under the heading (Rigvedic), and
dundubhi, ‘drum,’ 43. In regard to these listings, Witzel mentions “a comparison to many
other words for drum with similar shape: Skt. dunduma, DiNDima, tumbukin, ADambara
(Vedic), lambara, Dimbima, Pkt. heramba, Pali dudrabhi.... Finally,” writes Witzel, “Kuiper
connects [Munda] Santali DoDom DoDom ‘sound of drumming,’ and with a slightly
different -o-, DoDom DoDom ‘sound of Doms drumming when arriving in a village,’ with
the word Dom designating a ‘certain low Hindu caste...small agriculturists and...drummers’
= Hindi Dom(b), Skt. Domba, [and] Pkt. Dumba (who cook dogs!).” See Michael Witzel,
Re: .dombii as scavenger woman, Archives of Indology, 23 Apr 2000, online post. Bracketed
words mine. For more on the Doms see my “Digression-Loop: The Sacred Dombi” in my
Mystical Eroticism (revised 2002).
7 It may also be the case that “jackal” is the right or wrong translation for Hindi gdar, “wild
dog.” The Latin name for gdar is likely Canis aureus. There is great similarity between the
wild gdar and certain domesticated dogs, but the gdar does not look at all like what one
thinks of as a jackal. See Jaap Pranger, cooking dogs [was: .dombii as scavenger woman],
Archives of Indology, 26 Apr 2000, online post.
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Q: But why have ascetics so long carried out these bizarre procedures
while living in the fiery environs of cremation grounds?
8 Mircea Eliade 1958. Yoga: Immortality and Freedom, trans. W. Trask (London: Routledge
& Kegan Paul) 1958: 296. First published in French as Yoga: Essai sur l’origine de la mystique
Indienne in 1933.
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9 Majjhima-nikāya, 12. It has been brought to my attention that the title of the discourse is
actually associated with the culture of Śiva, Mahā-Sī = Mahā-Shiva. See Maha-sihanada
Sutta (“The Great Discourse on the Lion’s Roar”), trans. from the Pāli by Ñanamoli Thera
1993, ed. and revised by Bhikkhu Bodhi.
10 Richard F. Gombrich 1996. How Buddhism Began: The Conditioned Genesis
of the EarlyTeachings (London and Atlantic Highlands, N.J.: Athlone) 1996:
78-9. See also Axel Michael's review in Numen, vol. 45 (1997): 222-23.
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there is a certain string it will not put up with anymore. Such “wars” are
usually waged against religion, education, work, marriage, or anything else
that we are bound to. In most cases, we tie ourselves to other strings that
pull us toward the opposite extreme.
Whether we accept our strings or resist them with other strings—
either way we are still bound. The Buddha did not speak about accepting
our karma or about fighting it. The Buddha spoke about freedom from
karma.
But this freedom is not so easily attained. You can renounce
everything and travel to the farthest corners of the globe, yet still carry
within you the bondage of your strings. To be free from your karma, first
you must be aware of it. Luckily, karma is not a theoretical thing at all, we
can actually see it with our own eyes. Take a close look at your parents and
the family you came from—they are your karma.
Being aware of this karma will help us start distinguishing some of the
strings that bind us. However, there are so many of them that it would be a
never ending task trying to untie them one by one. Some of them are so
delicate and hidden, that it is impossible to know if we are aware of them or
not. If we wish to remove them one by one, it would be extremely difficult
to know where to begin. The Zen approach to this tangle of strings is a
wholesale one, not retail. A Zen teacher will help you go deeper, to the very
root of this multitude of strings.
That which binds us to our karma is not its grip on us, but our grip on
it. It is our unconscious insistence on holding on to the strings that bind us.
The way to freedom is simply to release this grip, and thus let them all go at
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once. To be more precise, we are not holding all our karmic strings. We are
in fact holding only one—we follow our Minds. We believe them, obey
them, and moreover, identify ourselves with them.
To let go of this grip, we need to accumulate moments in which we are
free from thinking about ourselves, free from our memories, free from our
personalities. Moments in which past and future are at total rest, and only
pure presence remains. This is where meditation aims. When a critical
amount of such moments is accumulated, we can suddenly realize that we
are much more than our minds, and will eventually be able to master them.
be an Inner Radio inside your head which continuously broadcasts, and the
space between the thoughts is very difficult to enter, much less rest in.
You sit motionless, but your mind cannot stop working: What is the
purpose of doing nothing? How can you get wiser by sitting in front of the
wall in a quiet room? Isn’t doing nothing a complete waste of time? What
can be gained by such an autistic pastime?
From its own standpoint, Reason is right. You could have used this
time more effectively—to water the plants, do the laundry, or read the
weekend magazine. If it was up to your Reason, the rich cream cake,
dancing madly at a party, or peacefully sitting by yourself—are all
unreasonable.
When you put aside both desire and thinking, some of the benefits of
“just sitting,” doing nothing, start to be revealed; and a gateway is opened,
leading to a pleasant feeling of happiness.
The Taoist symbol of Yin and Yang describes two complementary
opposites that balance each other into one circle. According to this
teaching, the two contrasts we need to balance are “Outside” and “Inside.”
“Outside” includes our home, work, family, friends, arrangements,
problems, pleasures, and everything that occupies us during the week.
“Outside” is the role that we have in the theater of life, the role which
repeats itself daily and thus gives us a feeling of stability. And yet, this is just
one role out of an infinite of others that we could also have taken on.
Meditation will take you “inside,” to the actor itself, regardless of the
role he or she is playing on the stage. It is a journey to strengthen your inner
core, a journey to touch something which is neither your head nor your
body. These two are only temporary costumes that you wear, and they are
part of the general setup of your environment. They are not who you really
are.
So you buy yourself a plane ticket, say goodbye to everyone, arrive in
Japan, and get accepted in a Zen monastery. For the first two weeks, you sit
in the meditation posture on a black cushion, and your head keeps showing
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you scenes from the play you wish to leave behind. Meditation is an inner
exploration, but before you can have a pleasant time on the black cushion,
surfing freely above time and space, there is one great difficulty to face and
one great fear to overcome.
People fear that by going in, they might uncover memories that they
normally attempt to forget, dreams that they have given up on, and
anxieties they might usually prefer to overlook. It might be like opening
Pandora’s Box. This is a fear one should overcome.
The big difficulty is in trying to mute your Inner Radio’s voice. Every
one has his own Inner Radio, and usually it is fixed on a station which does
not broadcast many optimistic programs, and it is almost impossible to
switch the radio off. The Indian yogis have investigated this issue deeply,
and the conclusion they reached was that if you cannot switch the radio off,
you can at least change the station. According to the Yogi method, all you
need to do is to play a mantra disk on the inner recorder. The meaning of
the mantra is irrelevant; but by doing it repeatedly, eventually you will
achieve a more relaxed station.
The mantra technique is widely in use, both in Hinduism and in
Buddhism. Usually, it has a very open meaning and a very abstract message.
This way, it offers a gateway to places which are beyond words, sentences,
or daily thoughts. The modern “positive thinking” methods
(autosuggestion) are a development of the old Indian trick. The modern
idea is that the content of the disk you are playing in your mind can make a
difference. You can include clear messages that will support your self-
confidence and remind you of your recent important spiritual decisions.
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Taos-Greece
Nissim Amon
Nissim Amon
Dedicated Shepherd
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Priest In Abstract
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Just because this never happened does not mean it is not true. I have lived
it thousands of times in my mind, force blooming it to reality. This iron
lung keeps me breathing but the journey keeps me alive. It is the truest
thing I know: truer than polio, truer than loneliness, truer than love. It is a
teeming drop of life plopped into a well slide, properly lighted and
longingly catalogued. It is a personal mythology of root, stem, bloom and
seed; a morphology of becoming. It is truth in full blossom.
I spent my youth preparing for it, rambling the back woods until I got
down, then reading and rereading the odd selection of books relegated to
the county’s lending library. Many of these were the gift of a retired
biologist, old college texts with micrographs of dinoflagellates, photos of
Africans with elephantiasis, and a favorite about Gregor Mendel’s plant
research.
You may think genetics would be of little use to a man encased in a
breathing machine, but you would be wrong indeed. I self-selected out of
the gene pool—yes I say “self-selected” because I went swimming despite
Mother’s grave warning. But I was nine then, what did I know of
pheromones, pair bonding, the unrelenting hunger for intimacy? What did
I know of biology’s imperative: procreate, procreate, procreate?
And now that I know these things, I’m in rather a narrow niche of the
singles market, more hardware than most women crave. A talking head, all
“Have you heard a radish singing after warm spring rain? Did you know
that moss dreams in color? That rocks are light at heart? The blinders your
kind wears – so literal, so linear! The mosquito’s hum is sweeter to a rock
than to an itching warm-blood!
“Seen through the eyes of a leaf, what color is the sky?
“Humans are so fond of classifying and categorizing, so proud of
believing you invented writing and history. But history is written every day
in dirt, in air and in eggshells thinned by DDT. Insect intaglio script under
log tells no less than your dusty tomes. Scout bees dance, ‘Lots of food forty
meters northwest of the hive.’ A dingo sprays his updates on the landscape
for his brethren to read.
“You are tiny expressions of a vast completeness, bit players in a cast of
billions, and the only one of them all so presumptuous of your own
superiority. Robbing yourselves of your place in the wild continuum,
you’ve traded your birthright away. Only a few still dance with creation;
you are the still-fertile seed.
“What you know in your bones began lifetimes ago, before bones,
before brains, before lungs. It has been accreting through the eons. Unless
you reclaim your vision, your access to the timeless will expire.
“Bipeds are a sprout at one tip of an unimaginably grand family tree, a
sprig of consciousness that could be snapped by a freeze or a bomb or a
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virus, by war or pollution or greed. But the tree goes on; its roots are deep.
As long as a drawerful of roaches survives, nature has a fighting chance.
“Humans gasp at geysers and bioluminescent tides, but equivalent
amazements occur every second. The gentle vibration of earthworms rocks
you to sleep every night. You miss so much, but you do have wonder, and
therein lies your hope.
“And you, child, are one of my live wires. So choose: tell me what you
miss the most and it will be yours for the night.”
“Playing otter. Spinning myself dizzy. Laughing ’til I cannot breathe.”
“You shall have them all. Close your eyes and hit that mud slide
flying.”
And so I was granted release. Stillness is a blessing, but so is
extravagant physical freedom. I’m one of the few who has been given both.
After I wore out my childhood favorites, the surprises began.
Awakening inside an endless black opal, the sky flashing curtains of color;
the journeys of fire and of dust; a season as a gecko; a river soak with the
hippos.
When I tried to thank her, the earth said simply, “I want to keep
feeding your roots.”
I had forgotten the sacred smell of dirt from decades of living three
feet off the ground, and that ground almost always disinfected. It revived
me to awaken on the forest floor. The aromas of life and rot and
regeneration reminded me that I am a slowly unfurling seed. I gained faith
in the dirt I belonged to, which I had never left, just hovered above in
suspended animation. My fledgling roots burrowed in and anchored me to
my source.
“What do you think embers are for? And deep sea vents and
lightning? They are the ways I call out your dreams.”
She gave me a turn as the cambium in an ancestral chestnut tree, to
record its history ring by ring. Tree time is unhurried. It is an incremental
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respiration through drought, flood, heat and cold, faithful to one green
task.
“Stillness is the precursor to flight. Glory rests in the commonest
things. Every strand is integral to the whole. Sometimes the threads shine
through, as when a manta ray enfolds you in its pulsing wings. Listen! The
enchantment is worth the terror.”Now that my wings are clipped, I surge
with an oyster’s dream of flight. When I was a dust spore surfing the
updrafts, I clung to the goal of post-touchdown peace. In my orbit ’round
the sun I have changed from wriggling larva to sessile polyp, than bloomed
into pulsing argonaut. Freedom and stillness, bimorphic amazement: two
lives for the price of one ride!
“For all your foibles, there is something about you as hopeful and
brave as frog eggs. So vulnerable! So improbable to believe you will grow
into tadpoles and later sprout hopping legs. You are forever just beginning.
“Ancient seeds germinate after centuries in storage. DNA is a magical
beanstalk. You humans may yet reclaim your wildness and exult, like kelp
strands stretched by the current, like maple wings spinning through air.”
I next awake as a basil flower, tickled by the attentions of a foraging
bee. I give up my nectar and swoon in the breeze, adrift in the honeybee’s
song. Months from now, crunching his toast and honeycomb, my neighbor
will start at the wildness infusing his bones, transmuting his ballast to
wings.
In the way that wind carves stone and water carves stone and roots carve
stone I sculpt the course of time by simply outdancing the obdurate.
Stranded like a fossil cast in rock, I am a breathing geode, all my treasure
hidden inside. Here in my stainless cocoon, I sing like a flute in prevailing
winds. Within my alien pod, this glistening carapace my receiver-
transmitter, I listen to the music of the spheres.
What better protective coloration in a high-tech world than a
gleaming iron lung? In my dreams I am a feathery tubeworm waving my
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fronds in the warm salt sea, fomenting beauty and rebellion from my
burrow. Waking, just another hermit crab, straining to drag my shell with
me everywhere I hope to go.
Even rooted in my tin can, there are wildernesses to explore. Most
plants never move far, but watch the world through wild, wide eyes. But for
one component or two, chlorophyll and hemoglobin are the same. Seen
through the eyes of a leaf, what color is the sky?
A childhood friend once did an electronics project that seemed to
transform music into a flashlight beam. When the light came on, the music
played across the room.
Without lifting a finger, we twirl about at a thousand miles each hour.
Not bad for a planet still becoming, and for all of us star struck motes of
being, turning in the light. Motes? Notes? We are musical dust:
simultaneously humble and celestial. And every day the sun comes up, the
music starts again. We are astroplankton, looking for a place to bloom.
If ever I have a child I shall name her “Cnidaria” for that phylum’s
primordial splendor. Unconstrained by bones, they invented multicellular
motion, Terpsichore’s art, and gave it to us all. They sting, but the pain’s a
small price for the joy of the dance.
Sarah Knorr works, dreams and votes for a place at the table for all. Her
stories and poems have appeared in Tough Times Companion, Streetlight,
Moondance and the [forthcoming] anthology Sisters Singing: Incantations,
Blessings, Chants, Prayers, Art and Sacred Stories by Women.
The Acoustic Hajj
David Keali’i
So onward I went
The 8 Immortals my companions
Each one shimmering with razor sharp light.
At the mouth of the Ganges River we stopped
All 8 motioning for me to step into the
Running waters
Camelopardalis
David Keali’i
For Rane
valuable we are?
Do you believe that all of this is enough?
I hope that question is not too
Platonic.
Take your time answering,
and
wake me
when we crackle the indigo cathedral of midnight.
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Invocation
David Keali’i
David Keali’i has been the host of a weekly poetry open-mic for about 4
years. He has been published in the November 3rd Club. He lives in
Springfield, Massachusetts. His book, Komohanaokala: Entering In of The
Sun, was published in June 2006.
Cultural Engineering With Eyes Wide Shut?
Playback/Feedback Magicks And The Archaeology Of
The Now
Tristram Burden
1 Four numbers which add up to eleven, the number of the Great Work.
2 Info garnered from http://www.eeggs.com/items/29092.html
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3 In the actual true sense of the word: cause, effect and the interdependence of phenomena.
Not the popular simplification of reward and punishment.
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4 See the Fotemicus project, well documented in Now That's What I Call Chaos Magick by
Gregg Humphries and Julian Vaine from Mandrake of Oxford Press. And Orryelle
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through after death detailed in The Tibetan Book of the Dead—to rebirth.
Brennan brings his other knowledge and interest to his approach to his
Tibetan subjects. He draws comparisons to the work and theories of such
Western mystics as Aldous Huxley and Aleister Crowley. Tibetan Magici
and Mysticism stands a solid introduction to an extremely complex science
of complimentary techniques—one enmeshed in Tibetan Buddhist legend.
Brennan’s book provides an overview from whence the inquitive reader can
jump and explore Tibetan commentaries and source texts, such as the
Tibetan Book of the Dead or Tenzin Wangyal’s Yogas of Dream and Sleep.
into aids along the meditator’s path. Each verse consists of two couplets
imparting a simple practitioner’s truth. Dilgo Khyentse then extends this
verse through a lively discussion of a delicate page or two. “If you wander in
distraction, you’ll waste the freedoms and advantages of human life; People
of Tingri, make a resolute decision now,” advises Padampa in verse twenty-
eight. “If there is one constant tendency of our fickle and ever-changing
minds, it is our strong predilection for ordinary distractions,” begins
Khyentse’s explication. “Until we learn to master our thoughts and attain
true stability of mind,” he continues, “our commitment is bound to be
hesitant and we run the risk of being distracted by activities with little true
meaning, wasting our life and the precious opportunities for the Dharma is
has brought us. To postpone the practice of Dharma until tomorrow is
tantamount to postponing it till we die.” With such clarity, these two great
teachers provide a timeless wisdom that is universally valuable to all
spiritual seekers.
9 at the bottom of the tree or had strayed into the ‘path direct’ and was
actually on 3 to 2.
In a sense all classificatory system have an arbitrary quality. It’s like
astrology, many swear by the use of the tropical Zodiac—despite the fact
that it hasn’t quite be in synch with the actual constellations for a while
now. It’s a conventional system, where the relationships between the parts
is maybe more important than the underlying reality.
Well that’s just to discuss the issues raised in one of the many hundred
of seminal tables presented in this crucial book. Although at its strongest
when dealing with the material related to High Magick, the Grimoires,
Alchemy and the Kabbalah, I was glad the author had ditched that piece of
cultural imperialism, that reduced Kabbalah to a mere filing system then
‘used’ to bury every other system under a semblance of false knowledge.
Kabbalah is far from the last refuge of the lazy thinker. I’m glad to see the
message is getting through at last—that all belief systems need to be
embraced in their own context.
Skinner’s revisionism is extended to the Tables, which ditch the
clunky and confusing system adopted by Crowley, whereby everything was
mapped onto a 33 row table (10 spheres, 22 paths and a couple extra for the
awkward ones that don’t fit.) Skinner instead returns to the older more user
friendly ZEP system whereby everything is classified according to either the
Zodiacal, the Elemental or the Planetary attribution.
—Mogg Morgan, Mandrake Speaks
(mandrake-subscribe@yahoogroups.com)
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