Gaura Vani 14-02 - en
Gaura Vani 14-02 - en
Gaura Vani 14-02 - en
Saranagati – Surrender
Srila Bhaktivinod Thakur
Atma-nivedana – Self Surrender
(Third Prayer)
with
Sri Laghu-candrika-bhasya
Gentle Moonlight Commentary
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
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to consider such qualities insignificant. By his push I could
understand that there was no person as fallen and wretched as
myself. I understood my actual position.
Here was a great soul who placed no value on qualities
such as learning and moral character—qualities I esteemed
highly. I understood what an invaluable object this great
personality must possess! I concluded that he was either
extremely merciful or extremely proud. Thereafter I took
shelter of the Supreme Lord with humility. By the Lord’s
mercy I realized that
without the service
and mercy of such an
akincana, I could not
achieve spiritual success.
When I developed that
good intelligence, I
received the shelter and
unlimited mercy of my
spiritual master and my
life became successful.
Here I am speaking
about that most
auspicious personality
whom I have realized
by the mercy of the Srila Gaura Kishora Das Babaji Maharaj
Supreme Lord, my own – spiritual master of Srila Prabhupad
spiritual master. Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati
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The shock I received from my spiritual master made me
realize that unless people are similarly shocked they will not
come to their senses. Therefore I declare that I am the most
foolish person in the entire world. Do not become foolish like
me! Do not try to measure the spiritual master or Krishna.
Discuss kŗşņa-kathā and you will certainly become a great
personality.
Learn To Die
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
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are dying. That temperament, false temperament, has grown
within us, and that is a foreign element which has covered
the jiva proper. It is a bitter pill to swallow.
So what is service proper? Hegel’s philosophy is “Die to
Live” dissolve your ego as it is at present. Dissolve it mercilessly:
die! Die means to dissolve, mercilessly. Throw yourself into the
fire and you will come out with a bright self. Learn to die as
you are: that mental concocted body, that concocted energy.
Take the Name of the Lord and die. Bhakativinoda aj apane
bhulila (Saranagati 2.7). Forget yourself as you are at present
and you will find your proper self there that does not die.
Death is ordained for our existence so give to the death that
part of you that is ordained to die, and the eternal part of you
will remain.
But Mahaprabhu has discouraged the physical death. He
told Sanatana Gosvami,
“sanātana, deha-tyāge kŗşņa yadi pāiye
koţi-deha kşaņeke tabe chāďite pāriye”
(Caitanya Caritamrta, Antya 4.55)
“I am ready to die millions and crores of times in a second
if that would give me Krishna, but that dying is nothing.” This
physical death is tamasik, it is a very much lower bait. Not only
physical death, but real death, the wholesale death, is necessary.
Then also I may only get that tatastha, boderline stage. But
Mahaprabhu says, “Die or not die, go on cultivating Krishna
consciousness with the company of a sadhu. Go on with the
company of a devotee of Krishna. Try to accumulate that
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internal wealth by whatever means it is possible.”
The internal capital can be had only from the sadhu.
Wherever you can get it and with whatever price you must pay,
try to secure that innermost wealth. Not mere physical death
or mental death has the reach to take you to that higher stage.
You are to dive deep into Krishna consciousness. Wherever and
whenever you find someone with such strong attachment for
Krishna you must try to secure it from him at any price and that
will be the best utilization of your life and energy. You are to
purchase the higher thing and that is also at the sacrifice of the
higher type of substance within you. You are to have innermost
hankering and the transaction will be by the surrendering of
your innermost existence.
The encasements: the physical encasements and mental
encasements of different types are many: Bhur, Bhuvah, Svah,
Mahah, Janah, Tapah, Satya. There are so many varieties and
types of physical and mental encasements. The many subtle
encasements from gross to finer do not end only in Viraja
and Brahmaloka but even consciousness has its gross portion
in Vaikuntha. But more subtle within you is that Krishna
consciousness where the dedication is intense to its highest
capacity, and that is dedication to the Autocrat. Dedication
there is to the Autocrat, not to a constitutional king where
there is justice, but dedication to Krishna, to that Autocrat:
anything can happen!
The highest degree of dedication is necessary there. The gain
is also similar: it is of the highest type. As much as you can risk,
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so much you can expect to gain. That is, Mahaprabhu gives
the direction: “Don’t be a miser, but surrender yourself to the
Autocrat, the Absolute Good, and you will be the best gainer!”
That is His recommendation. So don’t be too calculative and
don’t be a miser. If you find a proper place then give yourself
totally (atmaniksepa).
“Throw yourself into the fire and you will come out
with a bright self. Learn to die as you are: that mental
concocted body, that concocted energy.
Take the Name of the Lord and die.”
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
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Jīvera 'svarūpa' haya
— guru 'nitya-dāsa'
Srila Bhakti Kumud Santa Maharaj
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That force, that power, that energy entered into their hearts
and they realized it, because they are the atma. This sound is
related to the atma. But the atma-jnanis cannot do that. They
cannot convert all these beasts. They have no power. They can
perceive some happiness within themselves, but now this same
happiness was distributed to the beasts and the birds. Not to
human beings, but to beasts and birds. Caitanya Mahaprabhu
has done it through the sabda-brahma. Hare Krishna is sabda-
brahma. Mahaprabhu has united and mobilized everyone.
Can this stage be obtain by any jnani at any time? A jnani
can practise some jnanam for his own benefit. But here
Mahaprabhu did not apply this, He did only Nama-kirtana.
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Commentary by Srila Prabhupad Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati:
As the greatest teacher of the science of Krishna, devotional
service to Krishna, and renunciation of everything unrelated
to Krishna, Sri Advaita Acarya preached the glories
of pure devotional service to the Lord. He manifested
pastimes like those of Sri Rudra, who is the principle acarya
for broadcasting devotional service and the inaugurator of
the Visnusvami-sampradaya. Just as Sri Sankaracarya, the
incarnation of Sankara, scattered and covered the devotional
service of the Lord through his philosophy, arguments,
and scholarship in order to bewilder the demoniac people,
Sri Advaita Prabhu exhibited the true identity of pure
knowledge, devotional service, and renunciation in the
course of explaining the devotional service of Krishna by
His uncommon endeavors and activities. The acaryas of the
Sri Rudra-sampradaya are known as Visnusvami, because
they preach pure devotional service. A few disciples of the
Rudra-sampradaya gave up subordination to their spiritual
master, or the process of accepting knowledge through
aural reception, and practiced adulterated devotional
service. They then created a new sampradaya known as
the Sivasvami-sampradaya. Sri Sankaracarya appeared in
this Sivasvami-sampradaya and vigorously preached
adulterated devotional service in this world. Since less
intelligent people considered both pure and adulterated
devotional service as the same, they were cheated from
achieving eternal benefit.
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Śrīmad Bhāgavatam
Sārārtha-Darśini-tikā
Commentary by
Srila Visvanath Cakravarti Thakur
na pārameşţhyań na mahendra-dhişņyań
na sārvabhaumań na rasādhipatyam
na yoga-siddhīr apunar-bhavań vā
mayy arpitātmecchati mad vinānyat
One who has fixed his consciousness on Me desires
neither the position or abode of Brahma or Indra, nor an
empire on the Earth, nor sovereignty in the lower planetary
systems, nor the eightfold perfection of yoga, nor liberation.
Such a person desires Me alone.
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if we approach him from our level? We have to be very careful.
If we want to get the real benefit, we have to follow the
teaching of our Guru Maharaj, of our Param Gurudev.
Devotee: How to uproot this attitude towards pure devotees?
Srila Muni Maharaj: When we hear these things, we should
do more then just hear it, and then go out and do speak all
kinds of nonsense, concerning only the external world – the
weather, our bodily conditions, all discussed in detail. We must
think, “What is the interest of Krishna in these things? Is He
pleased if I talk to Him like this?”
There are many topics being discussed, but there is no
topic concerning what we have read – for example, about
Mahaprabhu’s pastimes. In this way there is not a continuous
flow, you know? After hearing hari-katha we leave the temple
room, and the flow is interrupted. Why is it like this? Because
actually we don’t have any taste for hari-katha. We have the
taste for it only if we are speaking about it, because we like to
hear our speaking, and we like the attention others give us,
“Oh, he is speaking so nicely!” We get taste for these things:
pratistha. We like to be in the position of speaker. But this is
not pleasing to Krishna. This is for our pratistha. Very subtle
impurity.
When I am speaking I have to also take a lot of sacrifice.
When I speak that Krishna consciousness is a 24-hours process,
then I have to practice it, I have to live it as much as possible.
Spiritual consciousness is something different from mundane
consciousness – it is beyond mundane. So if we come from these
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high spiritual talks and immediately jump into the material
topics, talking all kinds of nonsense, then we are committing
offense actually.
We have no faith in what Prabhupad Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati, sastra and Mahaprabhu said. We have no faith.
We are egocentric and so much involved in our “I and my”
thinking that we are not able to let the universal consciousness
work in us. We are not able to meditate about Krishna, because
it is always contaminated with this “I and my”. Basically we are
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only doing things that are for us, for our comfort.
Deceptively we put up a big billboard and write Hare
Krishna on it, but our real interest is only in ourselves. When
this habit changes, we become a real devotee – there is no
“I and my”, there is only “my Lord, let me do something for
Your satisfaction. What can I do? I am not able to manage
“I and my.” I offer my everything to You.” And then when He
comes a little closer to test us, we get scared and start crying.
We should understand that we are very far away from
Krishna. As long as we think we know something, that we
are close to Him, that we are Krishna conscious – we will be
deceived by maya. Our interest is only “I and my” interest.
And we sell it very expertly, with many tricks. We try to fulfill
our interest and sell it as Krishna’s interest. We cheat ourselves
very expertly. We find various ways for how to cheat ourselves
and think it is Krishna consciousness. But what is Krishna
consciousness will be decided by Krishna, and those who are
more advanced then we are.
So, real surrender, real Krishna consciousness means big
sacrifice. We have to cross this border, otherwise we will only
live in the imitation of Krishna consciousness.
To make it easy, to make compromises, doesn’t mean
this is the real thing. Our Guru Maharaj did not make any
compromise. Many times he reacted like a thunderbolt. Half-
truth is more dangerous than falsehood. So either you tell the
truth or don’t, but never half, otherwise you will be cheated.
Srila Gurudeva ki jay!
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We think that if we render service
then we are dying.
That temperament,
false temperament,
has grown within us,
and that is a foreign element
which has covered the soul proper.
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
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