Fake Slackers
Fake Slackers
Fake Slackers
Mu Gua Huang
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FAKE SLACKERS
伪装学渣
Mu Gua Huang
Translation notes:
[1] Putonghua: the standard Mandarin dialect
[2] An academically focused high school track, in contrast to ‘adult high school’ and
‘vocational high school’
Translation notes:
[1] ‘what street are you from?’: which gang are you with?
[2] ‘socialism with Chinese characteristics’: Chinese communism
Translation notes:
[1] In rural areas, oil containers were made of bamboo which was heavy. Because rural
areas were far from the towns, when a villager went to the market, his neighbors would
often ask him to buy things from the market, most often oil (which was needed for lights,
cooking, etc). The villager would thus end up dragging six or seven heavy oil containers
behind him. These oil containers were usually ‘someone else’s property,’ were tedious to
haul, and often picked up mud and dirt along the way (拖泥带水, an idiom which also refers
to picking up unnecessary fuss or work). Thus, ‘dragging an oil container’ gradually became
a phrase representing the burden of bringing up someone else’s illegitimate child.
[2] Gaokao: short form for the high school exams
[3] Tsinghua and Peking U: the best universities in China
[4] Refusing to back down until hitting the southern wall: Stubborn.
Translation notes:
[1] ‘do more’: do more questions.
[2] the CN expression for wasting one’s energy is ‘after eating one’s fill, one starts rowing [a
boat].’ Xie Yu is invoking the first part and assuming Zhong Jie will fill in the rest.
[3]’Grandson’ is a derogatory cuss here.
[4]‘greet the whole family:’ curse the whole family
Chapter 024a - All the other kids have gone to play basketball.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“Yo, Jie-ge!”
Very early in the morning, Wan Da gathered his things and headed to the cafeteria for
breakfast. When he turned, he saw Shen Jie holding a pack of soymilk heading up the stairs,
and waved and said hello.
He had met Shen Jie during an exam where they had forged a friendship through comparing
their answers and cheating together. Although they didn’t talk often, they always had an
inexplicable feeling of camaraderie when they met.
Shen Jie was about to reach the third floor landing when he heard a shout. “Hey, Know-It-
All.”
“Why are you at the dorms?” Wan Da walked over. “Looking for Zhao-ge?”
Wan Da saw the bag in Shen Jie’s hand swinging back and forth and felt the impulse to grab
it and spin around in circles. “Yes.”
Wan Da remembered that He Zhao had skipped morning classes and the subject teachers
were all very angry about it. He said in understanding, “Zhao-ge asked you to come get
him? Not a morning person, huh.”
“Comrade Know-It-All, what do you take Zhao-ge for?” Shen Jie asked. “Does he look like
the sort of person who would ask people to come get him in order to not be late for class?
You think too highly of him.”
Wan Da: “…Indeed, I was too naive.”
Shen Jie continued, “Your class’s new form teacher… he’s not bad.”
“Mr. Tang?”
“Ah, right, the one surnamed Tang.”
Class 2.3 had gone through the perturbations of changing form teachers together. When
they wrote the petition, a feeling of rising up for great justice had rippled through the
whole second year class. Wan Da smiled and said, “Old Tang is quite a good guy.”
Shen Jie: “Really formidable. Never seen anything like this before.”
Tang Sen had not only called He Zhao over to have a very long and ugly conversation, he
had even tried to understand He Zhao’s soul on a deeper level. Eventually, he had even
called Shen Jie over.
This was the first time Shen Jie had been called to the office by a teacher from a different
class. He drank two cups of piping hot tea and sat there, unsure what to do with himself.
“Sir, I’m from Class 2.8.”
Tang Sen said kindly: “I know you’re from class 8.”
“I quite like the students in my class. They’re cordial and friendly, and students and
teachers help each other, moving forward hand in hand. I’m quite happy and don’t have any
intention to change classes right now.” Shen Jie felt like the teacher was eyeing him
strangely and wondered if Tang Sen was trying to poach him.
In the end, Tang Sen explained that he had sent for Shen Jie in the hopes that Shen Jie could
help He Zhao.
“I looked into it and you have quite a good relationship with our He Zhao. I think that, in his
heart, he does want to come to class, but the difficulty lies in fighting the draw of his bed
and winning. He doesn’t have much self-control. If possible, would you invite him to come
to class with you? Sorry for the inconvenience.”
“……”
Shen Jie was a little shocked but still replied, “Sure, sure, sure, I will.”
Tang Sen continued, “I know that young people like you have rich night lives. I also want to
understand what video games you young people are playing these days. Do you know if He
Zhao has been playing any video games recently?”
“What games is Zhao-ge playing these days?” Wan Da asked.
“It’s a little hard to talk about.” Shen Jie stopped swinging the plastic bag in his hands. His
expression was complicated as he said, “…Miracle. Miracle Nikki.”
Wan Da: “…Hah?”
The two talked as they walked upstairs. Wan Da wasn’t sure why he was following along,
but by the time he realized what he was doing, he and Shen Jie were both standing in front
of He Zhao’s door.
Shen Jie’s mission today was to drag Zhao-ge from his blankets.
He happened to have a key to He Zhao’s room. He had bugged He Zhao on the first day of
school for half a day before getting his hands on it. The winds of fortune had blown his way:
when he wanted to skip class, he could go to the dorms and hide out in perfect comfort.
Shen Jie opened the door and said, “Let me release your seal, Zhao-ge! Although the bed
may trap your body, it cannot trap your soul.… Get up, and come with me…”
Shen Jie cut himself off halfway.
Wan Da urged him from behind: “Still sleeping? Just shake him awake.”
Wan Da walked up, glanced inside the dorm room, and was also stunned speechless.
“……”
“Can you hit me?”
“You… hit me, too.”
The beds in the dorm room were singles where more than one occupant would make for a
tight squeeze.
The thermostat was turned down low and a gust of cold air had rushed out the moment the
door opened.
Xie Yu’s head was pillowed on He Zhao’s arm. His back was to the door and it looked like he
was lying in He Zhao’s embrace from where Shen Jie was standing.
A corner of the blanket lay against He Zhao’s waist. Most of the comforter was covering Xie
Yu.
Half of Xie Yu’s face was covered by his hair, revealing only his nose and chin. Probably
disturbed by the noise, he frowned in his sleep and subconsciously burrowed deeper into
the blanket.
This movement, in turn, disturbed He Zhao.
Shen Jie watched as He Zhao, in a very natural movement, raised the arm Xie Yu was using
as a pillow. His hand moved, turned, and landed on the back of Xie Yu’s head, fingers
threading lightly into Xie Yu’s hair as he murmured, “…Don’t fuss.”
Wan Da calmed down. He wasn’t sure what to say and eventually just said, “Wo-ow.”
“Maybe it’s not what we’re thinking.” At last, Shen Jie closed the door and sat in the
stairwell with Wan Da, thinking hard. The soymilk was left on the floor. “We’re definitely
thinking too far in the wrong direction.”
Wan Da asked, “Does Zhao-ge let you lie in his bed, too?”
Shen Jie didn’t even need to think about it. “Impossible. The moment I lie down he’ll
certainly kick me off.”
“……”
The conversation died again.
Wan Da patted Shen Jie’s shoulder. “Your responsibility is heavy. Bro, I’m gonna go. Class is
about to start.”
Xie Yu’s circadian rhythm was very accurate and he slept lightly. Shen Jie opening the door
just now had already half woken him up.
He lay on the bed, intentionally dawdling for several minutes. When he opened his eyes, the
first thing he saw was He Zhao’s Adam’s apple.
Shen Jie was still sitting on the stairs in deep thought.
Then he heard something crash onto the ground behind him with a dull thud, followed by
Zhao-ge’s cursing: “Fuck it.”
Morning class was Tang Sen’s literature reading period. He Zhao was already more than ten
minutes late.
“Can you walk faster?” Xie Yu was supporting him and he was already frustrated by the
time they arrived at the base of the class building.
He Zhao, who was holding soymilk, shot back, “…Whose fault is this?”
Bright and early in the morning, he had been kicked out of bed by Xie Yu and his right ankle
had crashed straight into the chair.
When they reached the floor their classroom was on, they could see from afar that Tang Sen
was waiting outside the classroom doorway. He paced back and forth in the corridor,
something in his hand.
He Zhao had almost finished the cup of soymilk in his hand. He raised his arm and tossed it
toward the trash can, the cup making an elegant arc.
Thud.
It didn’t swerve or miss. It landed perfectly.
“The Spanish Inquisition is lying in wait,” He Zhao laughed. “Sorry. You might end up
standing in the corridor with me.”
For some unknown reason, the more Xie Yu interacted with He Zhao, the more he got the
impression that most of He Zhao’s smiles were a habitual facade. Right now, for example,
he didn’t actually seem all that happy.
He Zhao thought that Tang Sen had come to interrogate them, but Mr. Tang stopped the
stopwatch in his hand and patted He Zhao’s back. “Thirteen minutes and twenty-six
seconds. Classmate He Zhao, that’s a big improvement from yesterday.”
He Zhao: “…Ah?”
Mr. Tang put the watch away and said, “What’s the matter with your foot? Quick, go to the
nurse’s office to take a look.”
Before He Zhao could react, Tang Sen had already bent down to inspect He Zhao’s ankle. He
said, worried, “Xie Yu, you go to class first. I’ll take him to the nurse’s office.”
Xie Yu’s liking for Mr. Tang promptly increased quite a lot. He was about to agree when He
Zhao said, “Today, this guy has to be responsible for me till the end.”
Xie Yu: “…I should’ve broken your other leg, too.”
Liu Cunhao was halfway through reciting a poem. He stopped and whispered in Wan Da’s
ear, “Zhao-ge’s leg injury today looks very realistic.”
When He Zhao was late for class, he always had an excuse at the ready.
Class 3 was already guessing what excuse Zhao-ge would have for being late today.
[Eng Rep – Xu Qingqing]: Didn’t get it right. This time Zhao-ge’s excuse is really exciting.
[Class Rep – Liu Cunhao]: Do you remember the day school started, when he made Shen Jie
say he had something gastric? Shen Jie still gets dragged by Zhao-ge to the nurse’s office to
get medicine sometimes.
[Gym Rep – Luo Wenqiang]: Why?
[Class Rep – Liu Cunhao]: Zhao-ge says it’s to make a useless thing useful. Might need the
excuse next time. If he has to act, he’s gotta act to the very end.
[Eng Rep – Xu Qingqing]: ……
Liu Cunhao finished chatting, then secretively stuffed his phone away. The he discovered
that Wan Da, who was usually the King of Gossip, hadn’t moved. “What happened to you
today? Upset?”
Wan Da shook his head: “I suffered trauma this morning.”
Wan Da’s phone was vibrating constantly, but it wasn’t from Class 3’s private group chat. It
was from some Feng Feng or Yan Yan, whom he wasn’t sure he even knew. After being
single for seventeen years, who would’ve known that he’d also be surrounded by girls one
day.
–What’s the phone number for He Zhao from your class? Just give it to me, I promise I won’t
say I got it from you.
–Da Da, we’ve known each other for so many years. Help me out? I wrote a letter and want
to give it to Xie Yu. Could you give it to him for me?
–Damn you grandpa what’s taking you so long! Are we friends?! It’s taking you so much
effort just to bring He Zhao out. The lifelong happiness of your sisters is in your hands.
–Does He Zhao have a girlfriend? What kind of girls does he like?
Wan Da had a splitting headache.
Don’t ask! The two of them might not like girls at all!! Ahh!!
Note from the translator: As chapter 24 is 10K words raw, which is about 3 times the length
of an average chapter in this book, this chapter will be split into 3 parts.
Chapter 024b -All the other kids have gone to play basketball.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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In the school doctor’s office.
The school doctor was very familiar with He Zhao and even knew him by name. He wore a
white coat and sat at his desk, writing out a prescription. When he saw He Zhao walk
through the door, he said, “Yo, what’s the matter today?”
Half of He Zhao’s weight rested on Xie Yu’s body as he greeted the school doctor: “Morning,
Lu-ge.”
Xie Yu walked He Zhao over to the bed and helped him sit.
Tang Sen was the only one who looked worried: “Dr. Lu, you’d better take a look. Seems
like a serious sprain. Do you think it’s better to prescribe medicine or to go to the hospital
for a diagnosis?”
Dr. Lu looked gentle and scholarly, but he also wasn’t to be trifled with. Many students
faked sick every day and if he had been a pushover, the school doctor’s office would have
become a shelter for students playing truant.
He finished the prescription, tore it off, put it neatly to one side, then put down his pen and
stood up. “Don’t worry. This lot, especially this one from your class, He Zhao, are really
good act–”
Dr. Lu bent down as he spoke. When he touched He Zhao’s ankle he swallowed back the
words ‘good actors.’ “Really twisted it, have you.”
The injury didn’t reach the bone. After a cold compress to reduce the swelling, the school
doctor also sprayed some White Yunnan medicine on the ankle.
“Rest for a few days, no vigorous exercise,” Dr. Lu said. “If there are any complications or
you don’t feel well, come over. Be careful, and don’t dwell on it and go out and start a fight.
If you fight any more you’ll become a cripple.”
He Zhao’s ankle attracted a crowd the moment he returned to class.
Liu Cunhao lay on the table and looked He Zhao over from top to bottom, saying
thoughtfully, “…Looks pretty real.”
The gym rep, Luo Wenqiang, had also come to join in on the fun. He was a very enthusiastic
promoter of sports activities and was very familiar with common injuries. He could tell at a
glance: “It’s real. Class rep, he really twisted it.”
Recently, they had been practicing basketball in gym class. Luo Wenqiang was trying to get
a team together. Although there wasn’t a tournament coming up, his sports-loving heart
was constantly on the move.
The first person he had intended to invite was He Zhao.
It was rather a pity that He Zhao now had a twisted ankle.
Liu Cunhao said, “Ah, it’s real? What happened?”
Xu Qingqing came over to collect the English assignments from yesterday. He Zhao looked
for his paper as he replied, “You’ll have to ask my deskmate.”
Xie Yu said calmly, “I kicked him. Sorry.”
Xu Qingqing took the paper and was surprised. “You’re not handing in a blank sheet today?”
“That’s the work I did seriously,” He Zhao said. “I scare even myself when I get serious. It’s
definitely good.”
Xu Qingqing gave the first page a cursory glance, then flipped to the reading
comprehension questions in the back. “……” Based on what she knew of these questions,
none of his answers were right.
But she worried that saying this aloud would be a blow to He Zhao’s confidence, so she was
instead about to give some words of praise when she heard Xie Yu say in a lukewarm voice
from the side, “Good, my ass. You might as well have handed in a blank paper.”
Yeah.
Very well said.
Xu Qingqing almost applauded.
They had gym class in the morning. Dr. Lu had given He Zhao a note and Luo Wenqiang let
him stay in the classroom to rest.
He Zhao said rest, but he really meant sleep.
He Zhao lay on the desk and one could only see the back of his head from any angle.
Although he was wearing his school uniform neatly, he radiated a languid air. The corridor
was noisy and he couldn’t sleep well, so he turned his head and changed his position, his
arm lining up with the edge of the table.
“He Zhao and Xie Yu, this pair of deskmates… I don’t even know what to say.” When the
class dismissal bell rang, the English teacher returned to the faculty office and got water
from the cooler. “The English papers they turned in today had identical answers. Neat and
tidy. Don’t know who copied from who… but what’s the point of copying, anyway? Not a
single right answer. All wrong.”
The Math teacher was currently correcting assignments. Aside from the two words, ‘Xie Yu,’
written neatly on the cover of the workbook in big letters with a sharp and cold
handwriting, the contents were a terrible sight. He frowned and shook his head. “With
these grades, how did he even get into high school? Even his middle school knowledge is
wrong.”
Another older teacher counselled them, “As long as they don’t make trouble, it’s all right. If I
do say so myself, the two of them have actually improved some this term. They’re more
restrained. Looks like this seating assignment was actually quite useful. As for their
grades… grades can’t be rushed, anyway.”
The teacher continued, “Look at Old Tang. He’s so calm. Not worried at all.”
Tang Sen had transferred over from a top-tier school. Although he had taught for nearly
twenty years, they didn’t know him very well. They only knew that he was old friends with
Dean Jiang; they had over ten years of friendship between them.
Dean Jiang was an ‘overbearing’ person, but his friend, Tang Sen, had a good temper.
Tang Sen was looking down and fiddling with his phone, and seemed not to hear. He only
looked up when the teacher called him a second time. “What? Sorry, sorry, wasn’t paying
attention.”
“What are you doing?” The English teacher had gotten her water. As she passed by she
stopped, bent down, and looked. “…A game?”
On the screen was a long-haired cartoon girl wearing a dress. To the side was a list of
various types of clothes.
Tang Sen immediately exited the app and returned to the home screen, not sure how to
explain. “Ah… that…”
Thankfully, the English teacher had just taken a passing glance and hadn’t looked too
closely. The class rep knocked on the door, asking for the corrected exercise books from the
English teacher. She turned around, the little interlude from just now already forgotten.
“Class 8, right? The vocab exercises are marked. They’re on the table. The assignments from
three of the classes are all over there—find your class’s yourself.”
Gym class was basketball practice, as usual.
The girls had more academic class time in their schedules and, as a result, hadn’t
participated in this kind of activity before. When the ball flew over their first reaction
wasn’t to catch it, but to hide their faces in their hands and dodge or duck. The gym teacher
took them aside to practice on their own while the guys took the basketball and were
allowed free activity time.
Xu Qingqing wasn’t worried about getting hit. And after practicing for a while she felt bored
and ran over to the guys to play.
“Qiangqiang, I hear your team still needs players.” Xu Qingqing walked over, bouncing the
ball. “What do you think about me? Can I join?”
Luo Wenqiang was currently practising shooting baskets. His muscles were tanned bronze
and he looked like a bodybuilder. He jumped, tossed the basketball, wiped off his sweat,
and said, “Qing-jie, are you being serious?”
Xie Yu had his back to the chain-link fence of the basketball court. He sat under the shade,
an earbud stuffed in one ear.
Music drifted through his ear.
He suddenly lifted his hand to the volume control. The music grew quieter and quieter
until, finally, it was muted.
Xu Qingqing: “Very serious. Think about when our class joins a tournament.”
Before she finished, Wan Da came up from behind and took the ball from her. He ran off as
he laughed, “If that time really comes, our class will definitely be in last place.”
As Wan Da ran away, he crashed into Liu Cunhao and knocked the ball in Liu Cunhao’s hand
flying.
Liu Cunhao immediately exploded. “You get over here! I was preparing to shoot a three-
pointer, do you know?!”
As Xie Yu was watching them, he felt something ice-cold suddenly stick to his face. He
turned to see He Zhao at his side. At some point he had limped up next to Xie Yu, two
bottles of chilled soda in his hand.
“Little friend,” He Zhao stuffed the soda into Xie Yu’s hand and said, “All the other kids have
gone to play basketball. Why are you sitting around here on your own?”
The soda was peach-flavored and the condensation on the side of the can wet Xie Yu’s hand.
Wan Da caught sight of He Zhao. Wan Da, who was currently being pursued by both Xu
Qingqing and Liu Cunhao, yelled from afar, “Zhao-ge, why are you here?”
He Zhao said: “Came down to see my suave deskmate.”
Wan Da tripped and nearly fell.
He Zhao twisted open the bottle cap and the smell of peach emerged alongside a cold mist.
“It’s too boring in the classroom and that group of girls is chittering outside. Couldn’t even
sleep.”
“That lot wasn’t there to see you,” Xie Yu said.
“Why wouldn’t they be here to see me… I still don’t understand this logic. Wan Da said that
last time, too.”
The whole year knew about He Zhao’s twisted ankle. This group of girls was so worried
they couldn’t pay attention in class.
“What do you think they stand in the corridor every day during class to do?”
He Zhao lifted his head and took a drink of the cold and refreshing drink, then said, “How
would I know? To see the scenery? To get some sunlight and vitamin D?”
“……”
Going by EQ, this person was an idiot.
Now that Xie Yu was thinking about EQ, he paused for a moment. He poked He Zhao with
the sweating bottle. “Hey, cripple, have you been in a relationship before?”
He Zhao was currently watching Luo Wenqiang and the others play basketball. Aside from
Luo Wenqiang, who was passable, the others were, frankly speaking, terrible. It seemed like
they were only there to mess things up. But he wasn’t stingy with his praise: “Good throw!
Hao-zi, you’re damn good at the snake dodge.”¹
Liu Cunhao turned his head and made a ‘Cool!’ hand gesture, looking full of confidence.
He Zhao felt something cold against his forearm and then reacted to what Xie Yu said. “I just
twisted my ankle. Surely you don’t have to call me a cripple?”
“To be frank.” He Zhao rested his arm on Xie Yu’s shoulder and pointed to the basketball
court’s metal gate like he was bragging. “You could line up big bro’s exes back to back from
over there to Gold List Restaurant and back.”
Without a second word, Xie Yu smashed the soda into He Zhao’s face.
“I was joking! Joking.” He Zhao raised his hand to his face and it came away wet. “…Little
friend, your temper is rather hot.”
After gym class let out, they discovered that He Zhao and Xie Yu’s English practice papers
had been put up on a little noticeboard beside the blackboard. A public shaming.
Beside theirs was posted the paper with the highest score in the class, Xu Qingqing’s 120-
point paper, a stark comparison.
Class 2.3 trickled back from the basketball courts.
Liu Cunhao came over to rubberneck and was stunned speechless for a long time. “The two
of you… the two of you… why did you copy from each other?!” Even if they really had to
copy from someone, copying from each other of all things? Weren’t they aware of what
their grades were like?
“Because I believe in my deskmate.” He Zhao was sitting in the last row, very close to the
noticeboard. He turned around and sat with his legs to either side of the chair back,
extremely eye-catching. “And my deskmate believes in me.”
For a long time, Liu Cunhao wasn’t sure what to say. He wiped away the sweat from playing
basketball just now and said, “You two sure are brave.”
The reality was that Xie Yu hadn’t intended to write his paper like this.
But after observing last evening, He Zhao’s answering ability was frankly terrifying.
Xie Yu finally understood why, in his first year, although he had put in so much effort and
thought into lowering his score in order to fail all his subjects, he had still only been
second-to-last in the year.
The precious throne of ‘last in the year’ was claimed firmly by He Zhao.
So Xie Yu intentionally avoided picking the right answers while doing questions. He
resolved that he’d outdo He Zhao and take first place in the monthly exams.
First place from the bottom.
Translation notes:
[1] snake dodge: dodging side to side.
Chapter 024c - All the other kids have gone to play basketball.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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As the monthly exams neared, Wan Da and the others stopped telling ghost stories and
focused on revision during evening self study.
Mad Dog came around to check on them. Seeing Class 2.3’s enthusiasm for studying, he was
satisfied with what he saw, a rare occurrence. “Not bad. I’m giving you special praise. Keep
it up. Your class has worked very hard lately. Students should study like this. Very good.”
Tang Sen finished dinner and came over to see them. Even though it was a hot summer day,
he was still holding a hot beverage cup.
Mad Dog: “Old Tang. Good timing. I have something to talk to you about.”
Tang Sen left his cup on the podium and followed Dean Jiang out.
“Don’t you feel that Mad Dog has been coming to our class a lot lately?” Wan Da gossiped as
he did his math questions. “Our Old Tang is good friends with Mad Dog. Such good friends,
they even wear the same pair of pants.”
He Zhao’s books lay open on his desk while his hands messed with his phone in his desk
drawer.
Teachers rarely gave the two of them, He Zhao and Xie Yu, trouble, but Mad Dog was an
exception. Old ginger is more spicy and Dean Jiang was the spiciest of the bunch. When he
started trying to ‘cure’ people, he had no restraint and gave the impression that he could
start fighting with the students at any time. He wasn’t worried at all. He must have been a
tyrant who ruled over the land when he was young.
So whenever Mad Dog came around to check on the class, the two of them would pretend to
be studying along with the rest of the class, however reluctantly.
Xie Yu tossed a pen over and warned He Zhao. “Mad Dog.”
“Cover for me,” He Zhao said, not even lifting his head. “This is an important event and I
can’t be distracted. Love you.”
“Take those last two words back.”
“?”
“It’s disgusting.”
After throwing the pen, Xie Yu found that it was his only pen, so he reached out to get it
back.
And accidentally glimpsed He Zhao’s phone screen.
In Xie Yu’s memory, his deskmate had long since put the dressup game aside. He had even
gotten Xie Yu to play a ‘Men’s Romance’—a shooter game.
He had assumed that the dressup game was no longer popular in the little girls’ cliques.
Dean Jiang chatted with Old Tang for a while before leaving to check on the classes
downstairs. He Zhao straightforwardly took his phone out and used it in plain sight on top
of the desk.
The screen showed a cartoon girl with long hair, a floral dress, and a blush on her cheeks.
She stood under a tree, hands locked in prayer.
Then the screen gradually darkened and several lines of text slowly appeared:
Tomorrow… is my date with him…
Will he come?
Will he like the cherry blossom biscuits I made for him?
Xie Yu: “……”
Wan Da had said, ‘I want to revise, and I’ll show you all at the monthly exams, none of you
better come over and disturb me,’ but he was now halfway through his questions and,
frankly speaking, bored. He bit the end of his pen and glanced left and right. Finally, his
gaze landed on two heads pressed closely together in the last row.
He Zhao’s hand was on the back of Xie Yu’s neck, five fingers slightly bent, as if pulling Xie
Yu closer.
He had no idea what they were talking about.
“Why didn’t he go on the date with me?” He Zhao was close to breaking. “Bastard. He said
yesterday that he would come, and the affection meter is full.”
Xie Yu looked at the young girl crying sorrowfully in the rain on the screen and wasn’t sure
how to react.
In the lower right corner were several icons and one of them had a small red dot. Xie Yu
asked, “Did he send you a text just now?”
He Zhao said, “Tyrant CEO said something came up at his company and he’d be a little late.
Then there were three response choices.”
Xie Yu felt like he’d discovered something. “Which did you pick?”
He Zhao: “Of course I reprimanded him for being late.”
“……”
“Are you sick?” Xie Yu was getting a headache just from listening. “Who the hell would go
on a date with you like this?”
“What kind of guy is this?! Just because of that, he won’t date me?! This bastard CEO.” He
Zhao kept cursing, but he still shoved the phone into Xie Yu’s hands. “Then what do I do
next… fuck, the bastard’s affection for Little Cutie is going down.”
Xie Yu tapped on the screen lightly, following the narrative. “Apologize to the bastard.”
He Zhao: “……”
“Apologize.” Xie Yu shoved the phone back. “Do you want the bastard’s love or not?”
“…Fuck it.”
He Zhao hesitated for a long time without doing anything. Eventually, he held back his
humiliation and touched the choice, “Sorry about earlier today.”
He Zhao continued, “If He Xi finds a boyfriend like this, I’m killing him. Won’t even think
twice. What the hell do girls today even look for?”
It was almost the weekend.
Aside from the students for whom it wasn’t convenient to go home because they lived far
away, most of the students living in the dorms packed up every Friday and went home.
Parents always worried whether their kids were eating enough at school, so they urged
their kids to come back during the weekends.
Xie Yu got a phone call from Gu Xuelan as evening self-study let out. “Are you coming home
over the weekend?”
Xie Yu stood in the corridor. In front of him was pitch darkness, and behind him were the
sounds of Wan Da and He Zhao messing around. The desks and chairs were being shoved
around, making a terrible noise.
“Zhao-ge, do you want to join our basketball team? We’re very good.”
“It’s fine if I’m giving the compliments, but now you come up and personally brag to me…
that’s a bit too much. Liu Cunhao’s terrible dodge from earlier today… even I couldn’t bring
myself to say anything.”
“…You called him awesome!”
“…That was fake, couldn’t you tell?”
Xie Yu smiled slightly and replied, “I might not go back. We’ll see.”
Gu Xuelan held on to the receiver, sighing so lightly Xie Yu almost couldn’t hear it. Then she
said, “How many weeks has it been now that you haven’t come back?”
Xie Yu looked for a reason all parents under the sun would be happy to hear and shoved it
forward. “It’s almost the monthly exams. I have to revise.”
This term, Xie Yu’s grades were all right. He hadn’t gotten into trouble, and the new
homeroom teacher, Mr. Tang, told Gu Xuelan that Xie Yu followed the rules quite well and
that he hoped she would rest easy.
When this reason was offered, Madam Gu had nothing more to say.
“Then study hard,” Gu Xuelan said. “After the exams, come home. Whatever you want to eat,
Mom will make it for you. How can school food be as good as home cooking…”
Xie Yu said, “Mm,” several times and chatted a little while, then hung up.
He Zhao had already packed his things. He knocked Xie Yu’s head from behind as he
laughed and joked. Rather than knocked, ruffled would be more appropriate. “Little friend,
are you going home for the weekend?”
Xie Yu looked cold and harsh, but his hair was especially soft. He Zhao couldn’t help himself
and ruffled it twice more.
“Cripple,” Xie Yu called out. “I gave you a hard time today and now you’re opening a dye
shop, are you?”¹
Seeing Xie Yu was about to use his fists, He Zhao dodged. “Calm down. Peace breeds
prosperity, peace breeds prosperity.”
Wan Da left first to pack his things.
Xie Yu and He Zhao walked side-by-side out of the school building. After a very long time,
He Zhao said, “I’m not going back over the weekend, either.”
The streetlights cast long shadows behind them.
“What are you staying in school for?” Xie Yu asked. “Really testing the Exorcism Guide?”
He Zhao was first stunned, then wanted to say something but didn’t in the end. He didn’t
put on any of his colorful acts. He raised his hand to scratch at his head, then suddenly
laughed. “Yeah, I want to try it.”
After walking a little further, Xie Yu asked, “He Xi. Is that your sister’s name?”
“That damn girl.” He Zhao stared at the streetlights and grit out the words, then went silent
for a moment. “…Should I brag about how beautiful my sister is and how she obviously
takes after me? We haven’t seen each other in a few years. She’s probably quite pretty. Girls
change a lot when they grow up, right? She was so ugly when she was young. As round as a
ball.”
He Zhao said it lightly and Xie Yu felt that something seemed off, but it didn’t seem like the
right time to ask.
He Zhao, on the other hand, was fine with it and spilled his entire family history. Simple and
clean and especially calm. “Divorced. She’s with my mom.”
“It’s nice.”
He Zhao turned. “What?”
Xie Yu said, “Your sister’s name.”
“And what about me?” He Zhao asked. “At this point in the conversation you should
compliment me, too.”
Xie Yu walked toward the dorm building, ignoring him. “You? Get lost.”
Wan Da didn’t go home over the weekend, either. His reason was the same as Xie Yu’s—“I
need to revise”—but the believability of his excuse was much higher than Xie Yu’s.
“I’m serious. My mom makes very good food and my computer is at home and I spend too
much time playing.” Wan Da lay on the table and complained to Liu Cunhao about his
troubles. “The moment I get home, it’s like summer or winter break again. I can’t control
myself. How could I waste such a glorious life on studying?”
Liu Cunhao nudged him with a forearm, indicating to him to shut up.
Wan Da sat up straight and looked around, then lay back down. “What are you doing? No
teachers are around… even if there are, I’m not worried.”
There were no teachers around but Class 2.3’s respected, terrifying study rep was.
Xue Xisheng was famous in the year. He was every teacher’s pet and a holy man in the eyes
of students. “I hope everyone can fight, strive, and improve together.” His desk was full of
little notes, mnemonics, vocabulary words, sentence structures…
Xue Xisheng wore thick spectacles and he carried a stack of extra practice questions as he
walked in.
Xu Qingqing passed by. She bumped into him and jumped from shock. “…Study rep, your
eyebags.”
Xue Xisheng’s footsteps were silent and he looked extremely overworked. He pushed up his
spectacles with one hand and said, “It’s all right. I can keep studying. Good luck on the
monthly exams, Xu Qingqing.”
“Good… good luck.” Xu Qingqing wasn’t sure what to say and replied blankly.
Liu Cunhao: “Mad Dog has a phrase, what is it… You won’t die from studying, so study until
you die. I think our study rep is the representation of that.”
Wa Da was dazed: “So dark circles can become that dark.”
He Zhao wasn’t late today. He walked into class right after Xie Yu. “Good morning.”
Wan Da: “Good morning.”
“What are you looking at?” He Zhao had his bag slung over one shoulder as he went over.
Liu Cunhao said: “Looking at the study rep’s dark circles.”
“Damn, they’re dark.” Even He Zhao was shocked.
Xie Yu was walking around them, about to go to his side of the desk to sleep. Without even
looking back, He Zhao caught Xie Yu’s wrist and pulled him over. “Old Xie, look. Those dark
circles. How long has it been since he slept?”
Early in the morning, Xue Xisheng had brewed a cup of coffee. He drank it now as he
memorized English vocabulary.
Xie Yu had no interest in dark undereye circles. He just wanted to catch up on sleep and
reached out to pull He Zhao’s hand away.
He Zhao was still rubbernecking the ‘panda.’ But his thought processes weren’t quite like
an average person’s and as he looked, his train of thought shifted gears. “Did he draw them
on himself? When I was young, in order to pretend that I was studying hard, I did that to
hoodwink my mom.”
Xie Yu said sarcastically, “Do you think we can really find another you in this world?”
He Zhao: “You’re praising me so much that I even feel a little shy.”
Xie Yu said internally, Like hell I’m praising you.
He Zhao often didn’t read between the lines and kept on going, totally unaware of the
atmosphere. “In the entire world, there’s only one of your Zhao-ge.”
Wan Da applauded from the side. “Classy.”
Liu Cunhao also applauded. “A flower among flowers.”
Morning self-study was math.
The math teacher took advantage of everyone being more alert in the morning and made
everyone memorize the standard answer formats.
He found a chair and sat at the podium to correct today’s homework.
Xie Yu lay on the table and slept. The sun shone in from the window.
Xie Yu faintly felt the glare against his eyelids. He frowned, still half-asleep. After a while,
the annoying light, which seemed to come through a layer of paper, disappeared again.
“And about the homework returned yesterday. If you didn’t get it right, do corrections
quickly. You have to work out the questions you get wrong every day, otherwise it’ll pile
up.”
“If you don’t understand, bring them over and ask me or a classmate. When you’re done
correcting it, show it to me. I have to record these… don’t wait for me to come find you. If I
really come find you someday, you’re done for.”
The math teacher finished his spiel and looked down at the homework he was correcting
again.
The classroom was very quiet.
There were the small sounds of pages flipping, pencil cases knocking together, the sound of
correction tape, and the sound of students reading aloud in the other classes.
He Zhao rested one arm on the table, holding an exercise book in his hand. It was right
above Xie Yu’s face and blocked the light shining in from the window.
Xie Yu slept soundly and wasn’t aware in the slightest that someone was blocking the sun
for him.
“Ah, is there another deskmate as good as me in the world?” He Zhao’s arm was sore so he
switched to the other arm, murmuring as he did so, “…Even I’m touched by what I’m doing.”
Translation notes:
[1]‘I gave you a hard time’ in CN is ‘I gave you color (dye)’ – he’s saying He Zhao is
returning the teasing from earlier that day
Chapter 025 - Thrilling and joyous
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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He Zhao sunk into an emotional reverie and couldn’t extricate himself. He had moved
himself, but he hadn’t moved the math teacher.
The math teacher corrected about half the homework, then asked the class rep to retrieve
the set square from Class 5 so he could use it in class later. As he looked up he saw He Zhao
using his workbook to shield his deskmate from the sun.
He put down the red pen. He didn’t alert them directly; instead, he calmly watched them for
a while. Other students noticed something wasn’t right and followed his gaze.
“……”
This really was a scene full of love for a classmate.
So touching, it moved the sky and earth.
He Zhao considered switching the workbook for the textbook in order to provide more
shade. While he deliberated, a tiny piece of white chalk flew from the podium and hit his
head with perfect accuracy.
The chalk bounced off, landed on the ground, and leisurely rolled to a halt by the
wastepaper bin.
The math teacher wasn’t sure whether to be mad or to laugh. “The two of you in the last
row, do you think I don’t exist?”
On hearing this, He Zhao’s hand slipped. The exercise book fell and landed right on Xie Yu’s
face.
Xie Yu was jolted awake.
He had only just fallen asleep and his mind was still foggy so soon after being woken up. He
forgot that he was attending morning self-study. Without even opening his eyes, he cursed
at He Zhao, “Do you want to die?”
Another piece of chalk came flying in their direction.
Wu Zheng had taught for nearly ten years and his chalk-throwing skills were honed to
perfection. Students who shirked class or fell asleep were all awakened this way.
Every throw was perfectly accurate.
The effect was prominent, and it saved him time in class.
Xie Yu got hit twice before he figured out what was going on.
He Zhao dodged as he said, “Mr. Wu, I think we should all calm down…”
Calm down, my ass. Wu Zheng nearly cursed out loud but he tamped it down through sheer
will. He didn’t intend to keep talking nonsense with them and pointed at the doorway. “Get
out. You both get out and calm down. You want to calm down, right? Calm down nice and
good.”
It was early in the morning, and Xie Yu hadn’t gotten enough sleep. He and He Zhao leaned
against the window outside Class 2.3.
The first class period was also math. Wu Zheng’s temper was slow to cool and he made
them wait until the class bell rang before they could return to their seats when the class
bell rang. So, in between self-study and first period, they stood by the doorway like
bellhops.
In the corridor, people came and went.
“While I can still control myself,” Xie Yu said, “You’d better explain this.”
He Zhao: “I’m afraid that if I say it you’ll be too moved.”
Xie Yu really wasn’t in a good mood. Since a young age, the philosophy he had cultivated
was to avoid talking to idiots, and to just grab them and beat them up instead. He endured,
then endured some more, then decided to give He Zhao one last chance. “Are you
explaining or not?”
He Zhao hadn’t even the chance to speak before Wan Da stuck his head out the window and
tilted it. He said, “What a touching story with a tragic ending. Very impressive, Zhao-ge. You
even blocked the sun for Yu-ge, but in the end, this poignant gesture touched only you
alone.”
He Zhao: “Da Da, how can you say that? You can’t say that.”
Wan Da: “No—look at Yu-ge’s expression. I think Yu-ge really wants to take your head off
and use it as a soccer ball right now.”
He Zhao confidently said, “Not possible. Although my deskmate seems heartless, I believe
he’s really very kind.”
Xie Yu understood the gist of what happened via Wan Da’s rambling. He exhaled slowly,
rolled up his sleeves to reveal half his forearms, then grabbed He Zhao’s collar and dragged
him towards the toilets.
“What are you doing?” He Zhao was rather cooperative and followed Xie Yu some of the
way. “Asking big bro on a date to the bathroom?”
“Finding a different place to beat you up.”
Wan Da was overcome with joy. He leaned against the window and laughed out loud for a
long time.
Shen Jie was walking toward them from the far end of the corridor. He felt in his pocket for
a cigarette, preparing to hide in the bathroom for a smoke. He stopped as he passed Class
2.3 out of habit to say hi to his Zhao-ge. Glancing in, he saw that He Zhao’s seat was empty.
He leaned close to Wan Da and asked, “What are you laughing about? Where is Zhao-ge?”
Wan Da explained the situation to Shen Jie, whose desire for a smoke had vanished. “Damn
it, I’m going over there to watch.”
Xie Yu had said he was going to beat He Zhao up, but he was just posturing and didn’t really
show his skills.
They turned back before they even reached the bathroom door.
“All right, all right, I surrender.” He Zhao threw an arm around Xie Yu from behind, pushing
him ahead. He cajoled, as if he were speaking to a child, “Let’s not fuss any more.”
Xie Yu wasn’t really angry.
When Wan Da had said, “block the sun,” Xie Yu had been stunned for several seconds.
Then something strange had happened in his head. A strange feeling had emerged, and he
grew more and more frustrated the more he thought about it. He became so frustrated that
only one simple solution remained in his mind.
…Beat the person who caused it.
Shen Jie grew more worried the more he looked. “What the hell are they doing?”
He Zhao didn’t resort to violence easily, but his skills were still very good. Shen Jie had
initially thought he would get to witness a showdown between the ‘big bro of the year’ and
the ‘old big bro,’ something with a coolness factor so high it emitted its own special aura.
Wan Da, in recent days, had accepted that these two had a bromance so strong it shut out
any other friends, and now he spat out another word: “…Flirting?!”
Shen Jie: “……”
There were eight class periods today and all of them were going over their respective
chapter tests, solidifying the class content that had been taught over the last month in
preparation for the monthly tests, which would begin next Monday.
Extremely boring.
He Zhao lowered his head to look at his phone. When both it and his power bank ran out of
power, he took a break and folded origami.
After he folded one, he tossed it on Xie Yu’s desk.
He made a lot of things: roses, little jumping frogs, and everything else he could think of.
“My side of the desk isn’t a rubbish dump,” Xie Yu reminded him.
He Zhao didn’t say anything and continued to fold paper with his head bowed.
Xie Yu swept all the origami he threw over to the side.
He had to pretend he wasn’t listening, while simultaneously dividing his attention between
his phone game and the long problem question the teacher was explaining. He had no
attention to waste on He Zhao.
He Zhao was also very attentively folding origami. He held a piece of paper about the size of
a post-it between his fingers, folding it back and forth.
Compared to the things he folded, his slender, fine-boned fingers were better eye candy.
“So with the rules we established just now, we can eliminate one of the answers. Do you
know which one?” Wu Zheng held a long ruler in his hand. Every time he touched it to the
board it made out a loud clack. “If you didn’t understand it, then just give up. This question
is beyond what’s covered in the syllabus, so you actually don’t have to do it…”
None of the students were speaking. This type of complicated question, which required
comparatively more effort than the results it produced, wasn’t interesting.
Only Xue Xisheng raised his hand. “Teacher, which one do we eliminate? I still don’t really
get it.”
“Come to the office after class and I’ll explain it,” Wu Zheng explained. “That’s all for this
mock exam. Correct your answers, and class rep, collect the papers before the end of the
day.”
The class bell rang as Wu Zheng finished speaking.
“Hey.” He Zhao drew close to Xie Yu and spoke in his ear.
Xie Yu was looking down at his phone, deleting from his notes app one of the two answers
he had narrowed it down to. He deleted ‘negative one’ and kept ‘zero.’ “What do you want?”
The next period was gym. He Zhao was still injured and couldn’t play any sports yet, but
breathing in the fresh air at the basketball courts was still something he looked forward to.
It was better than staying in the classroom, anyway.
Xie Yu didn’t intend to go. He hadn’t slept well recently and was prepared to go back to the
dorm to sleep.
“You’re really not going?” He Zhao asked.
Xie Yu turned off his phone and reflexively concluded the conversation. “What business is it
of yours?”
“What’s the fun in staying in the dorm? Is there anyone as suave as your Zhao-ge to keep
you company?”
“……”
The instigator of the entire sequence of unfortunate events really still dared to speak.
The night he and He Zhao did the English paper, they had stayed up till two or three in the
morning.
When Xie Yu prepared to leave, He Zhao did everything he could think of to make him stay.
He even said he’d let Xie Yu take the bed and claimed he’d sleep on the floor. In the end, he
had still crept into the bed to sleep.
It was 4 a.m. by the time they went to bed. If not, with how light a sleeper Xie Yu typically
was, He Zhao wouldn’t have successfully crawled into the bed.
Wan Da and the others grabbed their gym clothes, waiting for He Zhao so they could go
downstairs together. “Zhao-ge, are you coming? I can’t hold back any longer. I think I’m in
top form today.”
He Zhao stood up, about to go to the basketball court. As he left, he bent and stuck his hand
in front of Xie Yu, a messily folded paper crane in his palm. “For you.”
Really ugly.
And loose and crumpled at that.
Xie Yu picked up the crooked-necked paper crane by the wing, and the crane came apart at
his touch. “…What the hell is this.”
Since it was falling apart, Xie Yu just took it apart and flattened it into a piece of paper. He
was about to shove it into He Zhao’s math book when he noticed the other side of the paper
had a very messy circle in black ink on it.
When He Zhao came back from gym class, his mood was worse than when he had left. He
stuck his hands in his pocket and strolled lazily into class.
Wan Da, on the other hand, was very excited. The moment he entered the room, he went to
the podium and said loudly, “Friends staying for evening self-study tonight, I have an
announcement to make. I just came up with an excellent idea for a thrilling and joyous
weekend!”
He Zhao returned to his seat, sat down, and didn’t say anything.
Wan Da felt like no one was listening to him and looked a little embarrassed. He turned to
look at the last row and pleaded for help: “Zhao-ge, won’t you applaud for me?”
Only now did He Zhao take his hands out and clap faintly a couple times. “Well said. Well
said.”
Something was off about He Zhao. Xie Yu tilted his head to the side and asked, “What are
you up to now?”
“That…” He Zhao didn’t want to say it.
“Ghost-hunting.”
“?”
He Zhao scratched his head. “Wan Da said he’d get everyone together on the weekend to go
ghost-hunting. For the ghost that’s been going up and down the dorm building and
knocking on doors.”
Wan Da had read a supernatural novel underneath his covers last night. The story followed
several students who went to an abandoned building and the ensuing adventures. The plot
was very exciting, the characters died one by one, and he couldn’t stop reading no matter
how hard he tried.
As he read, he came up with a daring idea.
The more he thought about it, the more thrilling he found it.
Xie Yu felt that these idiotic thoughts were certainly the sort Wan Da and the others would
come up with.
And Wan Da still said it would be both thrilling and joyous……
He Zhao was currently worrying. After a second, Xie Yu suddenly said, “Then, be quick.”
“Be quick to what?”
“Quickly read the Complete Guide to Exorcism again.”
“……”
Xie Yu thought about the book he had seen and couldn’t hold back his laughter. The
moment he started, he couldn’t stop. “Review a little. Maybe you’ll find a use for it.”
He Zhao: “…Fuck, are you really—”
Chapter 028 - Can’t accept it. High grades don’t suit me.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“My friend, what about language? What did you score?”
The guy with the best grades in the classroom scratched his head and said with
embarrassment, “About 80…”
Everyone in the slackers’ division seemed to have found their saving grace and rushed up
to him in a horde. Someone even shoved a cigarette into his breast pocket: “Big bro, a little
token of my regard. Please accept it and don’t stand on ceremony.”
“80 points for language! I’ve only seen it in my dreams. How does someone with grades
that good end up placed in this exam venue? You’re really a buried talent. An ace among
wastrels.”
“You’re really impressive. When I make eye contact later, throw me the answer.”
“Relax. I’ve walked the streets for a long time. Zero risk. I’ll swallow the paper before I let it
fall into the clutches of an invigilator.”
“……”
The boy, surrounded on all sides, was on cloud nine. He thought to himself that he must get
placed into this exam division again next time… the feeling of being a big bro was very nice.
He felt his whole body charge with energy!
No one had praised his failing grades like this before!
Xie Yu sat in his seat, twirling a pen, and waited for the invigilator to enter the classroom.
Three of his fingers were pressed around a black ink pen, twirling it negligently. Round and
round. His eyes slipped slightly closed; he was getting tired of waiting.
He Zhao tapped Xie Yu’s right shoulder with a pen. “Little friend, want the answers?”
The pen in Xie Yu’s hand fell to the table with a clatter. His hand, with its long and narrow
fingers and prominent joints, maintained its position without moving.
“You?” Xie Yu put one hand to his head and twisted his body to look back at He Zhao.
“Forget it.”
He Zhao knew that Xie Yu had misunderstood. He leaned back in his chair and held out one
hand with a smile, his index finger crooked. He lightly tapped Xie Yu’s forehead. “What are
you thinking? Not mine, of course. It’s that guy’s, the one who scored 60 in math and 80 in
language…”
It really was a light tap, barely touching Xie Yu’s forehead as it swiped across.
Xie Yu was viscerally repulsed by this contact.… Instead of ‘repulsed,’ perhaps ‘unused to’
might be a more suitable descriptor. He braced one hand against the desk and stood up,
body leaning forward, wanting very much to split He Zhao’s damn head open. “I told you
before. Don’t touch me.”
He Zhao sat in the very last row, but his seat was still some distance from the wall. He
moved back several paces, chair and all.
“Your temper’s pretty hot,” He Zhao said. “…All right, all right. I won’t fuss any more. Calm
down.”
Their quarrel had caused a stir, and others were glancing towards their corner, not sure
what they were doing. It didn’t quite look like they were fighting.
“What are those two doing?”
“I heard someone from Class 3 say that Xie Yu and Zhao-ge… the two of them are a little
bent.”
“Ah?”
“I didn’t really believe it at the time either…”
“Which person from Class 3, Know-It-All? What he says is maybe half true at best. Just take
it with a grain of salt.”
The bell rang again.
Dean Jiang’s voice came from the intercom: “Students, the exam starts in five minutes.
Please return to your designated exam room. The first exam will be language.”
Up to this point, the announcement had been very somber and delivered in a gentle tone,
probably intended to soothe the students’ exam anxieties. But Dean Jiang suddenly stopped
halfway and his tone changed. His voice suddenly got much louder: “Student, which class
are you from?! The exam is about to start and you’re still messing around here? Stop right
there! Get over here! You brat, stop running…”
“……”
The announcement cut off halfway. An alert student heard the sound of high heels clacking
in the corridor and warned everyone: “Shh. The invigilator is here.”
The noisy classroom quieted in an instant.
The word ‘quiet’ wasn’t in He Zhao’s vocabulary. He poked Xie Yu with the pen again: “I’ll
pass the answers to you later.”
Xie Yu calmly said, “No need.”
“Why not? 80 points for language.”
Xie Yu thought, Want the answers, my ass. I might accidentally score higher than you.
“Can’t accept it.” Xie Yu found a reasonable excuse. “High grades don’t suit me.”
The two invigilators were Tang Sen and Xu Xia.
What a coincidence: both of them had ties to Class 2.3.
Xu Xia was probably assigned to this classroom at the last minute. When she got to the
door, she even asked, “Is this the room?”
Old Tang replied, “It is.” He held a cup of herbal tea with medicinal properties, the same as
he always did. When he entered the classroom, he put down the cup, opened the sealed
package of examination booklets, and started to count them.
Xu Xia had brought a chair and a book. She glanced around the classroom. When she saw
He Zhao, her face froze into an unnatural expression for a second before she averted her
gaze.
“It’s Xu Xia.” Someone recognized her.
“Don’t know her. What’s she like? A strict invigilator?”
“She was the homeroom teacher for Class 3 before. Then she was transferred… Ask Zhao-
ge. He probably knows more.”
“Zhao-ge, Zhao-ge.”
Someone sitting close to Zhao-ge really dropped his voice and asked. After all, how strict
these two invigilators were was directly correlated to their fates. “Old Tang, I know him.
But this lady teacher, is she strict?”
He Zhao smiled and tossed his pen on the table. “She…”
He Zhao didn’t continue.
That guy rubbed his head, not understanding. But he did think He Zhao’s smile seemed a
little cold.
Regardless of whether the invigilators were strict or not, the requisite cheating still had to
be carried out.
This lot didn’t have respectable grades, but they all had a lot of courage and played for the
thrill of the game. When the time was right, they wouldn’t hesitate.
The action in this room really resembled that of a blockbuster movie.
“Half an hour left to the end of the exam. Use it well and answer the questions. If you
haven’t started on the essay, you need to manage your time better.”
Xu Xia made several rounds of the classroom, then stopped walking, sat down, and started
reading her book. Tang Sen held his cup and walked around the room. “Pay attention. In
school, we learn more than knowledge. More than doing questions, it’s more important to
learn how to live properly…”
As Tang Sen spoke, he turned around, and a balled-up piece of paper flew across the room
behind him.
“I hope none of you will cheat. Show your true ability. If you don’t know the answer, that’s
fine. It’s nothing to be ashamed of… as long as you work hard to learn it in future, that’s
fine…”
The wadded-up paper hit the corner of He Zhao’s desk perfectly.
No matter what subject He Zhao was studying, he followed his principle of ‘Give up and go
to the next question’—with the exception of language. With language, at least he
understood the question; he wasn’t illiterate, after all. So, during language exams, he always
completely filled the answer booklet to make up for his regrets of not being able to do
anything in his other subjects.
He finished the questions in front and started on the essay question. He wrote with
overflowing passion and his writing was so messy even the grid couldn’t contain it.
Seeing that Tang Sen was about to turn around again, He Zhao calmly reached out and took
the wad of paper.
Tang Sen did indeed turn around. He stared at He Zhao’s exam booklet for a long time with
a complicated expression, but didn’t say anything in the end. He held both hands together
behind his back and walked off, muttering as he went: “…basic requirement is legible
writing. These are the points you really shouldn’t lose. Please, pay attention to that.”
More than twenty people all shared the same set of answers. They had discussed it for a
long time and finally decided on a pipeline model of passing answers: the answers would
move from the front of the first vertical row to the end, and then from the end of the second
vertical row back to the front.
The classmate who passed the answer to He Zhao motioned to him to finish copying and
pass it along.
He Zhao leisurely made an ‘OK’ handsign to reassure him.
Xie Yu planned to score about 40 or 50 points in this language exam. He had left half the
booklet empty; for the questions he didn’t intend to get points for, he simply didn’t write
the answers in.
He Zhao’s incredible ability to blindly answer questions with his eyes wide open—he really
couldn’t do it.
In the language class before the exam, Old Tang had handed out two reading
comprehension mock exams to be collected at the end of class. Xie Yu had watched He Zhao
attentively answer the questions, but all his answers didn’t make sense. His answer sheet
had been passed around the class and became the laughingstock of Liu Cunhao and the
others who surrounded it and treated it as a big joke.
This time, the essay topic was ‘SilhouetteBackground.’
Xie Yu was doing his best to stray from the topic, and thinking about how to do it made his
head hurt. Now he heard He Zhao calling him softly from behind.
Then he felt something tap his back twice.
“Old Xie,” He Zhao whispered. “Hand. Underneath.”
“What?”
“The answers. Give me your hand.”
He Zhao held the wadded paper in one hand and leaned forward, his left hand under the
desk. Very subtle. If Xie Yu reached back, he’d be able to grab it.
Xie Yu calmly nudged his chair back. He held the edge of his desk with one hand and closed
the distance between them, lowering his voice: “I said, I don’t want it.”
“Even if you don’t want it, the guys in front are waiting.” He Zhao tapped the underside of
the desk with one finger and urged, “Their fates are in your hands. Do a good deed today.
Build your karma.”
The big fan suspended from the center of the ceiling creaked as it turned, covering the
sounds of their conversation. A breeze, slightly warm, swept in from the open window. It
was very quiet in the classroom and there were several extra exam booklets on the podium,
weighted down with a box of chalk. The corners of the pages lifted in the breeze, and the
booklets looked as if they’d fly away any second.
Xie Yu reluctantly lowered his arm and reached backwards, but after feeling around for a
while, he didn’t find anything.
“Where?”
“Under here.”
“Not there.”
“It’s there. Feel around a bit.”
Xie Yu wanted to discover his adversary’s secrets and as he felt around he asked, “Did you
copy them?”
“Me? I didn’t copy them.” As He Zhao spoke he remembered Xie Yu’s, “Can’t accept it,” and
continued, “…I thought about it, and I can’t accept it either.”
“……”
Xie Yu was frustrated beyond bearing. He leaned back another few degrees, thinking that if
he didn’t manage to get it this time, he’d just forget it. Leave the others to their fates; what
did he need to copy? If he didn’t know, he’d leave it blank… as he thought this, he caught He
Zhao’s fingertip.
Both of them froze.
The fan creaked as it turned.
The chalk box held only several stubs of chalk and it couldn’t hold the exam booklets on the
podium any longer. The wind swept them away and Xu Xia hurriedly closed her book to
pick them up.
Xie Yu didn’t let go. He Zhao didn’t retract his hand, either.
After several moments with both of them at a standstill, He Zhao moved his hand. He
crooked his index finger up slightly, in just the right position to touch Xie Yu’s palm.
Translation notes:
[1]about 42 US$ cents
[2]The words for ‘So, go’ when said with a gap in between can be interpreted as ‘Sure, I’ll
go’
Chapter 035 - Someone who’ll do your homework for you, got it?
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Xie Yu himself didn’t notice that the frustration and annoyance was disappearing from his
body little by little.
He folded the note up again. The trash can was just beside him; he hesitated for two
seconds but didn’t toss it.
There was something special about He Zhao.
His careless, casual attitude highlighted his colorful presence.
His grades were so bad it made people’s hair stand on end, and all the teachers got
headaches just looking at him and weren’t sure whether to laugh or cry. Even so, after class,
Wu Zheng would occasionally look for He Zhao to play soccer. “You, what did you say
during math class? Come to the courtyard at noon and I’ll teach you a lesson.”
This didn’t have anything to do with Xie Yu but he was implicated every time He Zhao was
reprimanded by name.
Wu Zheng then pointed at Xie Yu. “You come, too.”
So, at noon, after eating lunch, He Zhao dragged Xie Yu to the courtyard. Wan Da, Luo
Wenqiang, and the others also came to make up numbers.
Wu Zheng’s team was well-populated. Aside from Old Tang and the history teacher from
next door, even Dean Jiang was there.
Wu Zheng was talented at throwing chalk, but his soccer skills weren’t up to par. He sat in
the office every day and didn’t exercise, after all, and he was getting on in years, so his
physical skills couldn’t be compared to that of a young person.
“Let’s do this—in a bit, let’s play badly.” During half-time, He Zhao lowered his voice. “Let
Mad Dog and the others score a few more goals.”
Wan Da said, “Zhao-ge, that’s a tall order. Their skills really are terrible. I’m not like you.
This is too difficult of an act and I don’t think I can do it.”
He Zhao squatted and patted Wan Da’s head. “Difficult, my ass. I’ll teach you. When he’s
trying to score, do this… kneel down, got it? Then look very frustrated and punch the
ground to show your deep regret at making a mistake on the soccer field…”
Wan Da was a little stunned. “But that’s so exaggerated?”
“If you want to act, then do it yourself,” Xie Yu said as he squatted at the side, a bottle of
water in his hand. He capped it. “Don’t drag other people into it.”
“This needs everyone’s cooperation,” He Zhao said. “And you’re not other people. You’re my
deskmate.”
Before Xie Yu could reply, Luo Wenqiang was the first to stand up and refuse to cooperate.
“Playing fake ball goes severely against the spirit of P.E.! I won’t agree to this!”
He Zhao: “……”
Out of respect for Old Wu’s soccer experience, they let him off. Wan Da took a leaf from He
Zhao’s book and even did the fake fall. But Luo Wenqiang would rather die than play badly,
so He Zhao took the script for ‘Worst Teammate’ and did his best to suffocate Contestant
Luo Wenqiang’s performance.
Luo Wenqiang was in true pain. “Zhao-ge, what on earth are you doing? Which team are
you on? …Yu-ge, do something about him.”
Xie Yu: “Why me? It’s none of my business.”
Wu Zheng and the others had a great time playing ball. They were energized and
invigorated, and felt like they were 18 again.
They even made plans for the next game.
The noise in the study gradually grew fainter.
After listening to them fight for so long, Xie Yu had gotten the gist of it. In summary, Zhong
Guofei had accidentally knocked to the ground a fountain pen Zhong Jie had received from
his mother when he was young. The pen had broken and could no longer write.
And the problem which had remained unsolved for three years now exploded again.
Zhong Guofei thought that Zhong Jie was grown up now, so why was he still kicking up a
fuss?
“Both of you calm down. There’s no point keeping on like this.” Gu Xuelan followed them
out of the study.
Zhong Jie walked toward the door with the car keys in his hand. “Calm down? I’m very
calm.”
Zhong Guofei was also angry. When Zhong Jie had lost his temper, he’d said many terrible
things to him. But he still stood in the stairwell and said, “Come back. Where are you going?
Where are you going to live if not at home?”
Zhong Jie didn’t even look back. Clearly, he was going to become a good-for-nothing bar-
dweller who smelled of alcohol and loneliness.
There was no point in Xie Yu being at home. After meals he just went back to his room,
sometimes to play games with Dalei.
Like that message Wan Da had sent when he got home: Got home. Salted fish. Like I’m
drunk and dreaming.¹
“Don’t go over there! Help me out, will you?” Zhou Dalei was familiar with Xie Yu’s piss-
poor attitude to online gaming. He’d never met a gamer more suited to solo play than Xie
Yu. But knowing was one thing; after so many years, he still hadn’t gotten accustomed to it.
“Boss Xie, do you see that I’m about to die? It’s not you getting hit, so you don’t feel the
pain, do you? Ah, fuck, game over, game over.”
Xie Yu was unmoved. “You’re terrible at this.”
“……”
“I’m terrible at this?” Zhou Dalei said in a joking voice. “Who am I doing all this for? Who
else would tolerate a teammate who’s more cruel than an enemy, huh?!
Xie Yu played two rounds, glanced at the time, and said, “You go on. I’m going offline.”
Zhou Dalei felt like he’d forgotten something. Only when Xie Yu said he was going offline
did he hit his forehead and remember. “It’s Aunt Lan’s birthday today, isn’t it?”
“I almost forgot. Give my well-wishes to Aunt Lan for me—say I hope she gets more and
more beautiful and that all things go as she wishes,” Dalei said, then complained, “Why
didn’t you remind me?”
The guests downstairs still hadn’t left.
Although Madam Gu had made it very clear that she didn’t want any special birthday
celebration, many people still trickled into the house and gifts piled up on the table.
Zhong Guofei held a high position in the business world. Although no one thought very well
of Mrs. Zhong, they still presented the appropriate gifts.
“What for?” Xie Yu turned off the game and put one leg up on the edge of his chair. After
staring at the computer for so long, he was a little tired. “Are you going to give plastic
flowers again?”
Zhou Dalei said, “Don’t look down on plastic flowers. They’re fake, but they will never wilt.
All my gifts are very practical.”
“Giving a scarf in the middle of summer is practical?”
Zhou Dalei would not admit his gift-giving skills were lacking. He tried to explain himself:
“…Winter will come sooner or later.”
“Do I still have to compliment you?”
By six or seven in the evening, the visitors had mostly left.
The house finally quieted. The maid put away the fruit plates, mopped the floor, and wiped
down the tables. Zhong Guofei saw the visitors out.
Gu Xuelan was tired. She was about to go upstairs but when she passed by the kitchen she
saw Xie Yu inside, an apron around his waist, his sleeves folded up. He was holding a
handful of vegetables, washing them carefully under the tap.
The water in the pot had just begun to boil and emitted steam. Xie Yu reached out and
opened the lid, then put some noodles in. He did this with the ease of practice, without any
dawdling.
Xie Yu wasn’t a stranger to the kitchen. Before, when Gu Xuelan had been busy with work
and hadn’t had the time to take care of him, he had cooked for himself on days he didn’t go
to Aunt Lei or Aunt Mei’s houses for dinner. A simple bowl of noodles or fried rice.
Gu Xuelan didn’t make a sound. She stood in the kitchen doorway and watched.
He made a very simple bowl of noodles. Green vegetables, a sprinkle of spring onion, and a
fried egg.
He kept his head bowed, eyes attentive.
Gu Xuelan’s eyes filled with tears as she watched him. She turned around and covered her
eyes with one hand.
Xie Yu didn’t say much. Madam Gu finished the noodles one bite at a time, and only then did
he say, “Happy birthday, mom.”
Gu Xuelan nodded and made a soft noise of acknowledgement.
She couldn’t think of anything coy to say, either. In the end, she only replied, “It’s getting
late. Get some sleep. You still have to go to class tomorrow.”
Tomorrow was Monday again. Xie Yu lay on the bed and was about to turn off his phone
when the notification bar flashed with two messages. The timing was just right.
It came from QQ friend ‘He Zhao.’
Old Xie, I found something good.
Add Weixin 1502xxx7043, he’ll do your homework for you.
Xie Yu’s finger stilled on the screen. A second passed before he typed a question mark: ?
He Zhao: From our year. He specializes in doing your homework for you.
He Zhao: Shen Jie said this person is very capable. His prices are fair and he can even
imitate your handwriting. He’s so good at it even Dean Jiang can’t tell.
He Zhao: And if he gets one wrong, he’ll do ten to make it up.
Xie Yu: So?
Xie Yu felt that his knowledge of being a slacker was still too limited. He simply wasn’t good
enough.
Tell you via call. Is this a good time?
Although Xie Yu wasn’t interested, he still mustered up enough energy to reply, sure.
The next second, He Zhao sent an invitation.
Xie Yu didn’t look carefully at it and thought it was a normal voice call.
So, when he hit accept, He Zhao appeared in the middle of the screen wearing only a pair of
underpants.
He Zhao hadn’t even toweled his hair. He stood barefoot on the ground, bent over by his
bed going through his clothes. His shoulder blades and spine were drawn tight by the
movement, and the red string still hung around his neck. The vigor only a youth could
possess radiated from him.
Xie Yu was silent for two seconds, then said, “What are you doing? Showing off your damn
black underwear?”
“Fuck.” He Zhao jumped, too. He picked up his clothes and looked back. “…What the hell.”
He Zhao had been busy putting on clothes and had accidentally hit the video call button
instead.
The lighting on Xie Yu’s side wasn’t good—a little dark—but by the looks of it he was lying
on his bed. He Zhao put on shirt and pants in a few swift movements. “Hand slipped. Hey,
don’t look like that. Clearly you’re the one who benefited here. Your big bro’s body…”
“If nothing’s the matter, I’m hanging up.”
He Zhao stopped bragging about his body. “There was something. Right. The homework
person.”
Xie Yu wasn’t sure why He Zhao had to talk one-on-one with him about someone who did
homework for others. He asked, “Does he give a twenty percent discount for doing two sets
of homework?”
“No,” He Zhao said. “Do you still have the piece of paper I gave you? What homework is
there? Even I can’t tell what on earth I wrote on here.”
“……”
Xie Yu ‘greeted’ He Zhao calmly, with no trace of profanity. The general gist was to tell him
to go somewhere cool. Then he prepared to cut the video call.
“Just try it! Maybe you and my handwriting have a special connection.”
“You’d better ask the homework guy if he and your handwriting have a special connection,”
Xie Yu said. “Can he imitate this mess of yours?”
Xie Yu finished speaking and immediately hit end call. His phone screen returned to the
home screen, where the icon of the Apple of Knowledge—he had forgotten to delete it—
still lay quietly in the ‘Games’ folder. The patch of green was very eye-catching.
Before he knew it, night had fully fallen outside his window. Wind rushed in through the
window from outside, bringing with it a touch of cold.
Xie Yu shut his eyes and his consciousness grew fainter. But he was somehow aware that
summer was about to pass.
That hot and suffocating summer, when Zhou Dalei yelled through the phone, “F–king
damn it stealing my violet weapon,” when He Zhao had pulled aside his black mask and
smiled as he said, “I’m mixed blood from eight countries,” was about to pass.
Translation notes:
[1] ‘salted fish’ is a homophone for ‘lots of free time and bored’. ‘Like I’m drunk and
dreaming’: passing time in a daze.
Aside from mustering up a little energy when talking to Xie Yu, He Zhao either slept or was
on his phone all morning. Old Tang made him go up to answer a question and all he said
was, “I don’t know.”
“What’s up with Zhao-ge today?” Liu Cunhao and the others all looked forward to hearing
He Zhao answer questions: he always came up with unexpected surprises. Class was
boring, after all. “Something’s not right.”
Wan Da glanced backward and saw the back of He Zhao’s head. “Probably tired from the
all-nighter.”
He Zhao was bent at the waist, his forehead on the edge of the desk.
He held his phone in his hand, between his legs, and tapped into the chat window. I went to
look for Erlei.
Then he deleted it character by character and looked at the words Your Grandpa Jun in a
daze.
Lei Jun had gotten one thing right: no matter what he did, it was no use now.
It had already happened. Because of him. Nothing he could say would change anything.
After Erlei withdrew from school, he hadn’t kept in contact with anybody.
He was definitely angry, He Zhao thought. If it were him, he wouldn’t be able to bear it,
either.
He had asked many people, including everyone in the area Erlei used to live, and had
eventually arrived at his hometown.
He still remembered every word and every sound from Erlei’s mouth.
“Zhao-ge, this isn’t entirely your fault. But I can’t help resenting you.”
“But I don’t want you to do this, either. You… you’d better go back and study. Can’t just skip
class like this.”
“Me? I’m not studying any more, and I’m not going to look for a new school… My family
found a training course for me. I’ll start working and earn money.”
He Zhao threw his phone into his desk and shut his eyes.
During the midday break, Luo Wenqiang and Liu Cunhao carried a cardboard box through
the door. It was three blocks from the faculty office to the classroom, and class rep Liu
Cunhao didn’t exercise much so, by the time he reached the doorway, he was almost done
for. His breath came shallowly as he said, “Classmates, the prizes have arrived… the prizes
from the sports meet. Make way, make way.”
Erzhong was efficient. The sports meet had only just ended and the prizes had already
arrived.
“What prizes?” Some people crowded around curiously to see.
“Dean Jiang personally picked out the sports meet prizes. Very unique. You definitely…” Liu
Cunhao paused, then continued, “Won’t like it.”
Liu Cunhao cut the box open with a knife, revealing a neat stack of supplementary class
material. From After-Class English Reading to Entering the Wonderful World of Physics,
every subject was represented.
“Come on and pick what you want. Feel free,” Liu Cunhao said. “First place gets dibs. Who’s
first?”
The athletes who had participated: “……”
Liu Cunhao said, “Zhao-ge, stop sleeping. You’re our push-ups champion. Come over and
pick?”
“Don’t want to.” He Zhao didn’t even look up, his voice muffled. “Whoever wants it can have
it.”
Then Liu Cunhao asked, “Yu-ge?”
Xie Yu said, “Pretend I didn’t participate.”
Certainly worthy of last place and second-to-last place, respectively. They’d rather die than
read textbooks and do practice questions.
Eventually, Xu Qingqing picked two classic novels, Luo Wenqiang picked a book of physics
practice questions, and the other athletes were very put on the spot. Only Xue Xisheng
looked on with envy and said, “Gym rep, next sports meet let me join in too. Any event is
fine.”
As the class was in an uproar, Wu Zheng walked in with a stack of mock exam papers under
his arm.
“Don’t think that school has only just started! Count on your fingers! There isn’t much time
left!” Old Wu put the practice questions down and pulled out half a stick of chalk from the
box. As he spoke, the chalk landed with perfect accuracy on the head of a certain student in
the last row. “Midterm exams are coming up! Let me see what grades you can come up
with.”
He Zhao didn’t react to the blow. His fingers twitched, he shifted his position, and he kept
sleeping.
Xie Yu saw that Old Wu was giving out test papers and kicked He Zhao. “Pop quiz.”
In-class test—a more advanced form of the monthly exams as well as a preview of the
upcoming mid-term exams.
They didn’t have to split their desks for the pop quiz that lasted two class periods.
With several minutes to go, before handing out the papers, Wu Zheng said, “If you need to
go to the toilet, go now. Don’t complain about needing to go later. I won’t care. You can hold
it.”
The students filtered out to the toilet in groups, their spirits low. “Pop quiz? Why another
test? Endless tests.”
In the few minutes before the test started, Xue Xisheng came over and fervently explained
the important content to them, making use of every second. He was talking so much He
Zhao couldn’t sleep at all.
Xue Xisheng pushed up his glasses as he spoke, expression completely serious. “Do you
remember now? This question will definitely come up. Just use the formula I gave you just
now. Recite it back to me. These few points are very easy to get. If you get it right then our
class average will go up by half a point.”
He Zhao: “……”
Xie Yu: “……”
This nap would not happen.
He Zhao went to the bathroom and washed his face, preparing to face the test on his return.
When the papers were handed out, he discovered that he couldn’t find the black gel pen he
had used to write the note yesterday.
After hunting for a while, he gave up and asked his deskmate for one to borrow. “Old Xie, do
you have an extra pen?”
Since discovering that bad students had a habit of not bringing writing implements, Xie Yu
wanted to try it out once to show off his professional skill. Now, during this pop quiz, he got
his chance. He said, “I don’t have a pen either.”
The “so poor their house is empty” deskmates, who couldn’t produce a pen no matter how
they searched, stared at each other for a while. Then He Zhao tapped the shoulder of the
student in front of him. “Friend, can we borrow two pens?”
The student in front hunted through his pencil case. “I, I only have one.” He had a lot of
mechanical pencil lead refills, but only one extra writing utensil.
He Zhao thought about it, then said, “One is fine. That’s enough. Thanks.”
Xie Yu asked, “One is enough?”
“You use it first.” He Zhao handed the pen to him. “I haven’t found a question I can answer
yet, so I don’t need it for now.”
Xie Yu: “……”
Xie Yu blindly answered a few questions, thinking about He Zhao’s level and how he would
need to answer the mid-term questions in order to knock this idiot off last place.
Xie Yu adjusted his own score according to He Zhao’s answers and had no idea that his last-
place deskmate had also been observing him.
After completing the paper, Xie Yu estimated that he would score about the same as He
Zhao on this math test.
After finishing the paper, He Zhao put it under his textbook, then lay on the desk and
stealthily watched Xie Yu.
Xie Yu had no idea why He Zhao was staring at him. “What are you looking at?”
Perhaps he was exhausted from last night’s all nighter, but he did look a little tired. After a
pause, he said, “Bad mood.”
It’s a little better when I look at you.
If possible… I want to hug you too.
As He Zhao continued thinking, he suddenly very much wanted to ask the cripple next to
him, Do you want to climb the wall and go to the internet cafe again tonight?
He Zhao had the faint impression that his thoughts toward his little friend were going in the
wrong direction, and he jumped from shock at the thought ‘I want to hug you.’
The dismissal bell rang and Wu Zheng called out from the podium, “Turn in your tests. Stop
writing. Stop looking back and forth! …Too bad if you didn’t finish! Turn your papers in!”
“Big bro flirt, your paper.”
Xie Yu was checking his score again and held out his hand for He Zhao’s paper without
looking up, but He Zhao still hadn’t done anything after a while. He looked up and said,
“What’s the matter?”
He Zhao had already left through the rear door and proceeded to skip the next two class
periods at that.
But Shen Jie, attending class as usual, got a text from his Zhao-ge, an inexplicable six words.
Have you ever been in love?
Shen Jie thought hard for a while and really couldn’t discern the intent of the question. He
replied, Does a crush count?
Then his Zhao-ge went radio silent.
Shen Jie still didn’t understand. He scratched his head. He didn’t understand the world his
big bro lived in.
He Zhao went back to the dormitory, intending to catch up on sleep, but he couldn’t fall
asleep no matter how hard he tried. He endured till school let out, then couldn’t take it any
more, got up, and went back to the classroom for evening self-study. From afar, he saw Wan
Da leaning out of the window, peering left and right, looking terribly suspicious.
He Zhao walked over and stopped in front of the window. He crooked a finger and tapped
at the brick beneath the window. “What are you doing?”
“Beware fire, beware thieves, beware Mad Dog,” Wan Da said. “Qing-jie and the others are
playing Dou Dizhu and told me to keep watch.”
He Zhao looked in through the window and saw his little friend, toward whom he was
starting to have very strange thoughts, also in the Dou Dizhu lineup.
Wan Da summarized the battle situation. “Yu-ge is like the God of Gambling incarnate. He
won every round. 30 thousand bucks right now. Qing-jie is about to cry.”
He said Dou Dizhu, but the cards were all made from A4 paper with some ugly red and
black pips drawn on them. A thin stack was clutched in their hands, and it was difficult even
to draw cards.
It looked like a last-minute decision—someone had come up with the idea of a round of
Dou Dizhu so they had started playing. After Class 3 had gotten to know each other, they
got up to all sorts of mischief.
Xie Yu had the situation in hand.
He had indeed won 30 thousand. On a sheet of paper, in black gel ink was a 3 followed by
four zeroes.
He Zhao stood in the corridor, leaning against the windowsill, and watched with interest
for a while.
One of the players, Xu Qingqing, felt that she couldn’t keep playing. There was no fun at all
in playing cards with Xie Yu, only bitterness. She really wanted to go back in time half an
hour and strangle Wan Da to death before he could ask, “Yu-ge, in for this game?”
She looked at the cards left in her hand, then left and right. Seeing He Zhao outside the
window, her eyes lit up and she said, “Zhao-ge, come and take your deskmate away!”
Xie Yu: “……”
After the previous experience, the word ‘take’² seemed to have become a sensitive topic. He
couldn’t quite describe the feeling.
He Zhao didn’t even have time to react.
“Your deskmate is a walking Dou Dizhu hack,” Xu Qingqing said. “This is a terrible gaming
experience.”
Xie Yu put down the cards and tried to salvage his own dignity before leaving. “You play too
badly.”
Xu Qingqing wanted to send away this Buddha,³ so she admitted to her bad card skills. “Yes,
we suck.”
He Zhao said, “Then you’re missing one player now.”
“Me,” Wan Da raised a hand and said. “I want to play, too.”
Xu Qingqing was worried she’d just sent one menace away to have another take his place,
so she asked carefully, “How are your card skills?”
“I’m terrible. Played since I was little and never won money,” Wan Da said. “When I play
Dou Dizhu I only play on the low-level end. I don’t even dare think of playing with someone
with skills like Yu-ge.”
Translation notes:
[1] Oracle bone script: Chinese characters inscribed on bones used for divination, from
around 2nd millennium BC.
[2] ‘take’ = the ‘hold’ in holding hands
[3] Sending away a buddha: getting rid of an unwanted presence in one’s house
Madam Gu was even more excited than Liu Cunhao about this class birthday gathering.
Xie Yu’s previous friends were all from Black Water Street. She hadn’t noticed Xie Yu
making many new friends after moving.
Even falling in with Zhou Dalei and the others had taken Xie Yu a long time. Since the
accident when he was young, people had beat them while they were down. Friends and
family all chased them away. Now that Gu Xuelan thought about it, during those years when
she had taken Xie Yu here and there and suffered the judgmental gazes of others, she had
thought Xie Yu wasn’t old enough to understand, but he had seen and understood it all.
So Xie Yu had gradually grown quieter and subconsciously defensive when meeting people
for the first time. He was very wary.
“Your classmate, the class rep,” Gu Xuelan began with a smile. “Have you bought him a
present? You must be polite and wish him a happy birthday. Be sweeter. Isn’t this nice? Go
out with your classmates more often and take some photos… Do you have enough money
on you?”
Xie Yu was a little annoyed at getting a lecture before he went out. He changed his shoes
and walked outside. “All right, talk to you later. Mom, I’m going out.”
In school, everyone wore the school uniform and hairstyles were also regulated. They only
chatted about homework and exams. Now that they had a chance to go out, everyone went
a little mad.
Xu Qingqing wore a pair of overalls, long hair loose, a small shoulder bag over her shoulder.
When she appeared, everyone was surprised. “Wah, who is this? Are you from our class?”
Xu Qingqing smiled. “I’m your Qing-ge.”
He Zhao arrived early. He squatted by the side of the street, looking down at his phone.
Liu Cunhao and the others quickly found that with this person in their group, they turned
many heads. It seemed as if every girl that passed by would secretly take a second look.
When Xie Yu arrived later… it would be unimaginable.
Xie Yu’s phone exploded with messages before he had even left the train.
Are you here?
At the train station entrance. The north one.
Where are you?
Xie Yu glanced down and walked as he replied, Ask again and I’ll block you.
He Zhao didn’t reply.
Several steps later, Xie Yu received a message: I’m especially handsome today. You’ll see me
the moment you exit the station. The most eye-catching one in the group.
“……”
Wan Da had changed his hairstyle and was skipping about on the platform. When he
jumped, he glimpsed Xie Yu. “I saw Yu-ge! Wah, Zhao-ge, today you two, black and white, a
perfect match.”
Everyone glanced in the direction of the train station.
He Zhao was wearing a black jacket; Xie Yu was wearing a white one and glancing down at
something.
Xie Yu’s finger was currently on the block button. He hadn’t yet pressed it when he heard
cheering in front of him. When he looked up, all of Class 3 was waving at him. “Yu-ge, over
here——”
He Zhao was standing right in front, smiling as he yelled, “Old Xie!” He really was the most
eye-catching of the lot.
Not all of Class 3 was here—there were twelve people. The others were attending remedial
lessons and couldn’t make it.
“Shall we sing karaoke after lunch?” Liu Cunhao said as he collected his presents, arms
filling up so quickly he couldn’t take any more. “Ah, don’t give them to me yet. Give them to
me when we eat cake later, so it feels more ceremonial. And I don’t have to carry them,
either.”
Eating this meal was like fighting a war.
Every dish was fought over. Luo Wenqiang was upfront about the fact that he hadn’t eaten
dinner last night just so he could eat this meal.
Xie Yu frowned as he watched. He didn’t participate in the battle but he did open his
camera app to take a photo.
“…Bros, you’re too much.” He Zhao was also embroiled in the fight for food, almost getting
his whole sleeve soaked in oil as he snatched a piece of fish belly and put it in Xie Yu’s bowl.
“Are you trying to starve my deskmate to death?”
Xie Yu’s hand trembled and the viewfinder listed to one side.
The resulting photo contained no people, just six or seven pairs of entangled chopsticks
and the steamed fish in a sorry state in the middle of the table. “……”
He Zhao was just like a stray dog who had picked up some meat and was hiding it in its
nest, only the nest was Xie Yu’s bowl.
He Zhao snatched a piece of sweet and sour ribs from someone and put it in Xie Yu’s bowl,
saying, “Old Xie, don’t be so image conscious.² Children who care so much about
appearances won’t get food.”
He emphasized, “My chopsticks are clean… quick, eat. Do you see how the gym rep is eyeing
it?”
Xie Yu opened his mouth, unsure what to say, and eventually called out, “He Zhao.”
He Zhao was still fighting Luo Wenqiang for the last piece of corn pie and wasn’t paying
attention. He said distractedly, “Mm?”
Xie Yu paused, then said again, “Zhao-ge.”
Translation notes:
[1] Chinese online shopping website, like Amazon
[2] The phrase He Zhao uses is ‘idol baggage’
Translation notes:
[1] The three ingredients can be varied, but usually involve chicken, pork, and seafood.
Chapter 050 - You provoked me first
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Xie Yu kept his eyes shut.
The darkness before his eyes made his other senses even more acute.
For instance: his breathing, his heartbeat, and his fingers interlaced with He Zhao’s.
Xie Yu felt at peace. He didn’t feel any of the unidentifiable emotion from before. He didn’t
want to hit anyone anymore. He would let He Zhao keep his damn life a little longer.
The unidentifiable frustration now seemed to have found an outlet—an answer began to
take shape, barely noticeable.
Maybe it had been there all along.
The interior of the cab was nearly silent. Aside from Wan Da humming in his sleep in the
front seat, there were the sounds of other cars passing by and honking.
It was nearly evening and the sky was growing dark. When the cab turned onto a side road,
Wan Da smacked his lips and woke up again, asking in confusion and fear, “Where’s my
light? Lighting crew?”
Asking for music so he could dance, and now asking for lighting, too. He was probably
dreaming of being an international superstar.
When Wan Da finished speaking, Xie Yu felt He Zhao’s hand stiffen in his. He seemed very
anxious and even his breathing grew shallow.
Thankfully, Wan Da then closed his eyes and sank back into a deep sleep.
He Zhao moved his fingers, wondering whether to let go.
After a long time, he didn’t move. He couldn’t bear to let go.
The red light changed and the car kept moving forward. The number on the fare meter
steadily ticked upward from its base fare.
After an indeterminate amount of time the surroundings grew familiar. Then the cab
turned into a side street near Erzhong. Now they could see the classroom building, which
was the flagship building of Liyang Erzhong. It was the tallest in the school and had the
school’s motto written on the top.
“Up here, right?” The driver turned the cab. “Quite an impressive school. Which year are
you?”
“Second year.”
“Second year, huh… My son is in his third year, so one year above you. Students these days
have it hard. You have to do your homework late into the night, and I must say… studying is
important, but your health is important, too.”
Xie Yu was pretending to sleep, and this pretense was tiring. Especially for his neck, which
was twisted so his head could rest against the back of the seat.
Seeing they were about to arrive at school, He Zhao tried to let go and withdraw his hand
while his little friend wouldn’t notice. “It’s quite tiring. Hope your son does well on the high
school exams…”
He suddenly cut himself off.
He was just starting to let go when Xie Yu—initially passive, his fingers slack—suddenly
tightened his own hand, fingertips resting on the back of He Zhao’s hand suddenly gripping
it tightly.
“……”
He Zhao really was going to explode this time.
The cab driver was still discussing his son. “He lost so much weight, my heart hurts for him.
Third year is exhausting. Endure… everyone just has to endure. No one gets to escape,
wouldn’t you say? When you get into a university, things will be better. So being tired now
is worth it…”
No one listened to the driver’s ramblings.
In the few minutes they had left, the two remained as they were, fingers intertwined.
Neither of them spoke or looked at each other. When the cab stopped and the driver was
waiting to collect the fare, he discovered neither of his passengers in the back seat were
moving. “Erzhong, wasn’t it? We’re here. Erzhong.”
Xie Yu was calm. He looked at He Zhao and gently moved his hand. Only now did He Zhao
come back to his senses, and his thoughts whirled once before he suddenly let go.
Xie Yu watched as He Zhao hurriedly fumbled for his wallet and even failed to count his
money correctly. The fare was thirty yuan but he only pulled out a twenty.
The driver held the twenty and was a little worried. “Can you count?”
Xie Yu’s discomfort had now all but vanished and he couldn’t stop himself from cursing.
“Idiot.”
“Thirty, was it. Ah, thirty.” He Zhao fumbled for a long time before pulling out a ten. “Sorry.
Heard wrong.”
Xie Yu circled around to the passenger seat, bent down, patted Wan Da’s face, and pulled
Wan Da out of the seat.
Wan Da walked as if he were stepping on cotton balls. Unsteady on his feet, he asked, “Ah?
Is it my turn to go on stage?”
“Yes, superstar,” Xie Yu said. “It’s your turn to go on stage.”
Wan Da was very happy. Looking at the streetlamps lining the road, he felt like he was
standing center stage. “What song would you like to hear?”
Xie Yu caught hold of his collar, dragging him toward the school. “How about Loyalty to the
Country?”
Wan Da immediately paused.
Ever since Dean Jiang had made Loyalty to the Country a school-wide wake-up call, the
song had become a shadow in every live-in student’s heart that could not be wiped away.
He Zhao paid the fare and came over to help. The two helped Wan Da walk, one on either
side. Many times they wanted to say something, but the words died on their lips; nothing
seemed suitable.
Aside from that, they still had to deal with Wan Da’s intermittent drunken outbursts. For
instance, when they were going up the stairs, he suddenly shouted, “Friends in the
audience, let me see your hands!”
He couldn’t see their hands so he stood in the stairwell and wouldn’t move.
“That is the stairwell, not the audience stand. You normally aren’t this annoying, are you?”
He Zhao was thoroughly defeated. “Don’t make me take action.”
Wan Da clutched the railing, adamant on keeping his superstar dignity.
Xie Yu had washed his hands of the matter and sat on the stairs to watch the show.
He watched He Zhao retreat several paces and wave, fulfilling Wan Da’s wish.
Wan Da waved excitedly back at him. “My fans, my friends.”
Xie Yu covered his mouth with his hand, stifling a laugh. “This is what you meant by take
action?”
“Don’t laugh.”
He Zhao reminded, “…Don’t tell anyone about this. I get embarrassed, too.”
They had classes the next day, and students had been trickling back into school since noon.
Both Wan Da’s suitemates were back, so when they returned the ‘superstar’ to his room,
Xie Yu leaned against the doorway and said, “Take care.”
Wan Da’s two suitemates had no idea the depth of meaning “Take care” had until Wan Da
jumped onto the bed and started dancing. “Damn it, how much did he drink?”
“Hey, take care of him,” He Zhao said. “If you really can’t stand it anymore, get a stick and
knock him out.”
They walked out of Wan Da’s dorm room and headed toward the third floor.
That oppressive atmosphere which made it hard to breathe had returned again.
Xie Yu suddenly remembered when, around second year in junior high, Zhou Dalei was
chasing his crush. Rumor had it the girl liked guys with talent, so he learned to play the
guitar and wrote a song, singing day in and day out in the street, “Oh baby, you are the rose
with thorns…”
Every time he practiced he was able to collect the many presents thrown at him by the
residents of Black Water Street—pots, crockery, plates, and even some bricks.
Only Da Mei provided positive moral support. “Bro, actually, your song is quite okay. Have
some faith in yourself.”
“Really? Is it really okay?”
Zhou Dalei’s injured soul clearly needed more comfort, so he glanced at Xie Yu, who took
his earplugs out of his ears and said mercilessly, “Are you done singing?”
So merciless it was hackle-raising. In response, Zhou Dalei had said, unhappily as he held
his guitar, “Boss Xie, you’ve never liked anyone. You don’t understand love.”
Xie Yu was, in matters of the heart, very cold.
But just because he left things unsaid didn’t mean he didn’t know they were there.
He didn’t like dragging things out. If something was wrong, just spit it out. Don’t make
trouble.
Before, someone with a crush on him who didn’t dare confess had made such a scene that
everyone knew, to the point it was as if something of significance really had happened
between them. Even Dalei had come over and wink-wink-nudged-nudged. “I heard that,
who was it, about that, did you two really…”
The next day, Xie Yu had gone in search of that person and said only two things:
You like me?
Sorry, I don’t like you.
He Zhao was annoying, too. And a big annoyance who got him mixed up in shenanigans, at
that.
Now that things had come to this, they couldn’t both keep playing dumb.
Xie Yu’s thought process was very simple. If there was something to say, he’d say it.
However he thought, whatever he wanted to do.
Walking to his dorm room door, He Zhao’s mind was full of fireworks going off. Like when
he couldn’t properly count out thirty bucks, he had opened the door, walked in, then closed
the door by the time he came back to his senses.
Xie Yu watched the idiot enter his room. “……”
Is there something wrong with him?
Xie Yu walked over, but before he could knock the door opened.
He Zhao stood in the doorway. “I…”
Xie Yu cut him off. “Are you drunk.”
“No.” He Zhao was a little stunned, but he quickly figured out what Xie Yu meant. He
paused, then asked in return, “Are you… drunk?”
Xie Yu said, “Idiot, what do you think?”
He wasn’t drunk.
It wasn’t the alcohol acting up.
It wasn’t a momentary impulse, either.
“You called me Zhao-ge before. Why idiot again?”
“You are an idiot.”
“……”
From the corridor came the sound of luggage wheels and the noise of several people
making a racket as they came down the stairs.
With incredible childishness they bandied, “you’re the idiot,” back and forth several times.
Then Xie Yu stood still in the middle of the racket and said, “He Zhao, you provoked me
first.”
You provoked me first.
Invaded his life with so much noise.
Insisting on breaking past all of his defenses.
The moment Xie Yu finished, He Zhao grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the dorm
room. Xie Yu’s back hit the door with a jolt of pain. “Damn, are you crazy?”
They were very close together. He Zhao’s arm was on the door by Xie Yu’s ear, and he
finally couldn’t hold it in any more. Even if Xie Yu crippled him when he said it, he was
willing.
“I’ve… never liked anyone before.”
“The one in front of me, my little friend called Xie Yu, is the first.”
He Zhao wasn’t sure how to say it. He had no experience confessing, and in Shen Jie’s words
he was EQ-challenged. After a pause, he continued. “Even though my little friend is bad-
tempered and beats people up at the drop of a hat, I still like him very much.”
“……”
“It’s a very serious like. I’m happy when I see him. I want to date him. I love him like my
life.”
When He Zhao was done confessing, he asked, “Did my bad-tempered little friend hear
that?”
The bad-tempered little friend very much wanted to punch someone right now.
Who says such things?
Asking for a beating.
“I’ve never liked anyone either.”
Xie Yu held back his desire to punch someone and said, “The idiot called He Zhao in front of
me is the first.”
Translation notes:
[1] This phrase describes high school relationships, and carries a connotation of the
relationship being an ‘early’ one since both parties are adolescents.
[2] Refers to the end of chapter 19.
Chapter 053 - What's there to review? Might as well offer incense and
prayers.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
—
In Xie Yu’s seventeen years of living, he had never felt that he had very much youthful
ardor.
Before, Zhou Dalei and the others had secretly rented R-rated DVDs, hidden them from
Madam Gu and Dalei’s parents, and locked their doors, not even daring to breathe loudly.
The young Dalei had watched the tapes red-faced without averting his eyes. Xie Yu had
glanced at the screen twice, then booted up an old tube TV to the side and played on his
Famicom game console.
What had Dalei said back then? He had said, “Boss Xie, you aren’t asexual, are you?”
“What’s so special about it,” Xie Yu said. “It’s just sex, isn’t it?”
Zhou Dalei: “……”
Da Mei: “……”
But he was in a relationship now, right?
It was just drinking from the same bottle of water.
Why did his heart speed up?
A sharp whistle signalled the end of gym class.
The gym teacher walked out of the stadium and waved to Luo Wenqiang. Liu Cunhao, who
was holding the ball, used the last few seconds to jump and toss the ball into the basket.
“Class is over. Dismissed.” The gym teacher instructed the gym rep to pack up the
equipment.
Gym rep Luo Wenqiang couldn’t carry the whole class’s gym equipment, so He Zhao
jumped down from his perch next to the flowerbed and went to help. “I’ll take the rackets.
Old Xie, lend a hand?”
Xie Yu took half the rackets and the group walked in a line toward the equipment room. Liu
Cunhao was still holding the basketball, refusing to let it go.
“It’s all the fault of those two classes from last year. Idiots, the lot of them. They even
fought. What’s there to fight over?”
“I was there. It was really intense. In the end they just threw away the ball and started
fighting with their fists. Even the referees were stunned silly.”
The equipment room was big and divided into sections according to the types of sport. The
badminton rackets went on the innermost shelves. He Zhao lifted them up and stuffed them
in, then moved to one side to make space for Xie Yu. “I was at last year’s basketball match.”
Xie Yu said, “Oh, no wonder your class didn’t make it to the finals.”
“…..”
“Class 2 plays too dirty. No fun at all. We were eliminated in the first round.” He Zhao
thought back to how he had dragged the team down. “Compete on skill or not at all.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, you’re good.” Xie Yu put the rackets back, straightening them somewhat
obsessively, and said, “You’re very good.”
The space between the shelves was narrow and could barely fit two people. At some point
He Zhao had moved to occupy the space opposite him, so when Xie Yu finished and turned
around he was nearly in He Zhao’s arms.
He Zhao laughed. “Little friend, is this an offering?”
“Offering what?” Xie Yu said. “A good dog doesn’t block the way. Move aside?”
He Zhao’s hand rested on Xie Yu’s waist, gently pushing through the thin fabric, nudging
him into a corner. They were both tall, but the corner was secluded, and Luo Wenqiang and
the others were busy chatting over by the basketballs and didn’t notice them.
The incident with the water bottle on the basketball court surfaced again in his mind as a
result of their covert actions.
“I’m not a dog,” He Zhao said. “I’m not moving.”
The atmosphere was just right and they had picked a good location, too. Xie Yu slowly
closed his eyes and saw He Zhao’s face drawing closer to his when he opened them again.
He gave He Zhao’s head a slap in reply. “Idiot. Cameras.”
He Zhao: “…..”
There were cameras, more than one, in the equipment room. It was a lot to manage so the
school relied on the students being aware the cameras were there. When equipment was
borrowed and returned every class period the gym rep had to register it on a form.
Xie Yu looked over and found that there was one facing them.
He Zhao internally cursed ten thousand times.
Luo Wenqiang and the others filled in the form, then came over. “Zhao-ge, are you done?”
Aside from Luo Wenqiang’s loud voice, Xie Yu could still hear He Zhao cursing under his
breath. The gist was Screw young love, I’m in a right and proper relationship.
He Zhao kept cursing. The gym rep was nearly to their corner and He Zhao was about to let
go but Xie Yu suddenly leaned forward and kissed him at the base of his ear.
It was warm, and very soft.
From the camera’s vantage point, it would look like one of them leaned closer to say
something, and one wouldn’t be able to tell what they really were doing.
He Zhao had been about to curse but the words got stuck and he said ‘Fuuuuu–’ for very
long and didn’t continue.
Xie Yu stepped away again, leaning back, and narrowed his eyes at He Zhao.
Luo Wenqiang walked over to the equipment racks, not noticing anything out of the
ordinary. “Done putting the rackets back? Let’s go back to class? Hao-zi and the others are
waiting outside.”
Xie Yu kicked He Zhao, who said, “Ah, going back to class? Then shall we go?”
The mid-term exams were nearing. Class 2.3 got a lot quieter and stopped horsing around
in class. Everyone was hugging the Buddha’s leg,¹ clinging onto the hope that cramming in
these last few days would unexpectedly result in good grades.
A line had formed in front of Xue Xisheng’s desk to ask questions, so he had no leeway to
catch Class 3’s two repeat offenders.
Wan Da, at the end of the line, realized he probably wouldn’t get his questions answered
during this class break. He sat in the empty seat in front of Xie Yu and groaned and sighed.
“The two of you… even have the free time to be playing video games.”
Xie Yu was very calm in the face of Class 3’s unprecedented atmosphere of anxiety. “What’s
there to review? Might as well offer incense and prayers.”
He Zhao was even more calm. “A few days ago, I bought a few couplets that guarantee
passing the exam. They should get here before the mid-terms. A master has blessed them.
Shall I give you two when they arrive?”
Wan Da: ”……”
These two… weren’t human at all.
Even got goddamned couplets that had been blessed.
Wan Da kept these thoughts to himself. Out loud, he said, “Then… then give me two.”
He Zhao’s couplets arrived the day before the exam. There were ten in a packet, each with a
red paper base and bold words written in gold. They looked extravagant and in one of the
lower corners in small print were the words Master Ling Hui.²
All of Class 3 sighed with amazement at seeing them. They all thought their creativity was
too weak. To go to this extent…
It rained the entire day before the exam. The next morning, the roads were still damp.
There was no more time to prepare. They studied all night, but didn’t even have dark
circles to show for their hard work of the last few days before the exams.
“Students, the weather is getting cold. Remember to wear a jacket! Welcome today’s exams
with a warm heart.” Mad Dog freely gave care and concern during his normal daily
broadcast. “As the saying goes, an army will train for a thousand days for a single battle.
Don’t have any regrets! Fight hard, students!”
They had ten minutes to move between exam rooms. Tang Sen pasted a seating chart onto
the podium, and Class 3 used every last second to memorize poetry and formulas. When
the bell rang, everyone picked up their writing materials and went off to their respective
rooms.
Xie Yu and He Zhao were still in the last division, in the exact same classroom as the
monthly exams.
There was basically no change to the group of people who assembled at the poor students’
gathering grounds. Some students’ positions were swapped, but that was all.
Even if they had cheated in the previous exams, the student they had copied from was in
this exam venue, too, so their grades wouldn’t be much higher. Six of one, half a dozen of
the other. Climbing several places from the bottom was already worthy of celebration.
Xie Yu sat in his seat and He Zhao sat behind him. The two put their heads together. “Old
Xie, I feel like I’m in good form today. I feel like I’ll get a good score.”
“Keep feeling,” Xie Yu said. “Feelings are all you have.”
He Zhao said, “Second-from-last, you have a superiority complex?”
Xie Yu: “I’m better than you, at any rate.”
He Zhao lifted a hand and patted the top of Xie Yu’s head.
After a while, He Zhao asked, “What do you want to eat when the exam is over?”
“Anything’s fine. Don’t ask Shen Jie along.” Xie Yu idly twirled a pen and said, “Every time
he comes along we end up fighting.”
He Zhao remembered their previous two dinner outings, slid right past the thought of
reflecting on his own behavior and that of his little friend, and came straight to the
conclusion that Shen Jie was the problem. “All right, let’s not ask him.”
The mid-term exams were much more important than the monthly exams—they were a
matter of life and death. After the grades were released, their parents would be waiting for
them. This time, the students in the poor students’ gathering ground were no longer
content to copy from each other and came up with new and creative methods. “I’m… selling
answers. Take one less beating. Anyone need them?”
The others swarmed him. “What answers? How much are you selling for?”
“Two hundred a set. I’ll send it to your phone. Instantly.”
“Two hundred? Robbing a house while it’s on fire,³ are you?”
The student selling answers said, “Yeah, exactly.”
The students in the poor students’ gathering ground had backbone. Due to the expense, no
one bought it.
“The first subject is literature. Your handwriting should be neat and you must answer the
questions according to guidelines. The exam duration is 120 minutes.”
The invigilating teacher was Old Tang from their class and the history teacher from the
class next door. If not for Old Tang, probably no one would be willing to take on the task of
supervising this exam group.
In the words of the other teachers, even if they copied answers, no matter who they copied
from the result would still be about the same.
“Analyze the question carefully, and don’t stray off topic in your essay.” Tang Sen fixed his
gaze on He Zhao. He was really a little worried; he wanted them to do these two things
right, if nothing else. “And watch your handwriting. If we can’t read it, we can’t give you
points.”
Xie Yu looked at the essay question first. While he considered how to answer, he also
wondered how a certain idiot would run away with the topic.
The zero-point ‘Silhouette’ essay was, to this day, still circulating amongst the students in
their year.
Erzhong’s papers were not as difficult as those of other schools. The questions were usually
very conservative and followed the standard format. Xie Yu finished answering, estimated
he would score about 50-60 points, then slumped on his desk to sleep.
The moment he laid his head down he heard He Zhao calling him.
He Zhao called his name quietly twice more, then tapped the underside of the desk with a
finger. “Old Xie.”
Rain started to drizzle against the window outside. Wind blew in through the crack in the
window, slightly chilly.
Xie Yu remembered the monthly exams and stretched his hand out behind him. “Passing
answers again?”
He Zhao said nothing.
But the hand which Xie Yu had stuck under the desk hadn’t had time to more than grasp at
the air before He Zhao caught it. He grasped Xie Yu’s fingertips first, then moved upwards
to hold his hand.
Translation notes:
[1] ‘hugging the Buddha’s leg’: last minute prayers. Part of an idiom that tells a story of
someone who doesn’t bother burning incense during the day-to-day, but then when they
urgently need help, come to the Buddha statue and hug its leg while praying for help.
[2] Ling Hui: a name consisting of the characters for ‘spiritual’ and ‘wisdom’
[3] Robbing house while it’s on fire: taking advantage of a bad situation
Seeing Old Tang about to walk past them again, the idiot finally let go.
Old Tang stopped in front of He Zhao’s desk for several minutes, looking at He Zhao’s
answer paper, the creases in his forehead growing deeper and deeper. Finally, he sighed,
his expression complicated as he looked at the answer sheet which was full of writing on
both sides. “……”
When Old Tang had gone, He Zhao poked Xie Yu with a pen. “What was that about?”
“Zhao-ge, look downward at the answers you wrote down,” Xie Yu responded. “You really
don’t know?”
Xie Yu helplessly thought that this idiot probably truly wasn’t aware.
As a student with grades so bad even eight bulls could not pull his grades to the passing
line,¹ He Zhao likely even had full confidence that he had answered well.
The morning exams had ended and everyone compared answers during the midday lunch
break.
“Zhao-ge, your couplets didn’t work. I got many of the math questions wrong.” Wan Da
passed the ‘guaranteed pass’ couplets back to He Zhao. “Keep them for yourself.”
“I think they don’t work, too,” He Zhao said as he picked up his phone. “During the first
literature exam, Old Tang even sighed at my exam paper. I’ll go ask the seller.”
Xie Yu wasn’t sure what his boyfriend was doing. “Ask the seller about what?”
“Ask him if we used it right.”
“How else are they to be used? Burn them and drink the ashes?”
“Surely not that evil…”
The group discussed it for a while before the seller replied. ‘If your heart is true it will
work.’
‘If your heart is true it will work.’ He Zhao pushed the couplets into Wan Da’s hand again.
“Shall we work on our emotions again this afternoon?”
Xie Yu thought, Why does it seem like He Zhao is just messing with him?
But Wan Da actually took the bait. “All right, I’ll try again this afternoon.”
The exams lasted two whole days. When the last paper was finished, everyone felt only one
thing: exhaustion. To help everyone relax, Liu Cunhao put on a comedy film. The film was
halfway through, the classroom still silent, when Liu Cunhao finally asked anxiously, “Why
aren’t you laughing? Isn’t it funny? Cheer up.”
Wan Da said blandly, “Turn it off. I really can’t laugh. By the way, Master Ling Hui is
currently the person I hate most.”
“I’m going to die.” Luo Wenqiang slumped on his desk. “I need to carefully consider my
survival plan.”
Only He Zhao was very obliging and enthusiastic. “This movie is good! Aren’t you watching
it?”
Xie Yu went out to take a phone call.
Last night, Lei’s mom had asked him when his exams ended, and Dalei had immediately
called after the exams.
Zhou Dalei was squatting in an alley and stubbed out his cigarette when Xie Yu picked up.
He switched his phone to his other hand and said, “Boss Xie, you’re done with exams?”
“Mm.”
“Let’s get together. Aunt Mei learned some new recipes a few days ago and keeps going on
about cooking them for you when you come over.” Halfway through, Dalei turned and
clicked his tongue at someone at his side. “Bastard, you’re still messing around? Hold it
right there. If I don’t kill you today I’ll write my name Lei-zai backwards.”²
Something didn’t sound right. Xie Yu asked, “What’s up over there?”
“Nothing.” Zhou Dalei walked out of the alley and the commotion grew fainter. “Someone
stole something. Damn it, got the guts to steal in this neighborhood. I’ll show him the power
of Black Water Street when we get together.”
Xie Yu understood. “Don’t hit too hard.”
Dalei kept walking and seemed to think of something that lightened his spirits. “Boss Xie,
do you remember when Wang-ma got us all up in the middle of the night to chase the petty
thief? Damn, that was some night. Scared me to death wondering what the hell had
happened.”
Xie Yu leaned against the wall, gazing through the window into the classroom. He felt as
though he had returned to the familiar small street where the Community Environment
Review score was never high.
He was a little dazed.
It had happened quite a few years ago. One night, in the middle of the night, a thief had
broken into Wang-ma’s house.
The thief had crouched under the window outside, not daring to jump over the sill and into
the house. He stared up atWang-ma for a long time, never having guessed that a middle-
aged lady could be this powerful. Pots, pans, and dishes rained down on him and she
shouted loudly enough to wake everyone who lived on her street. “Thief! Thief!”
The petty thief also had not imagined that he would not be able to escape. He jumped down
along the pipe by the side of the house, but had not even regained his footing before a
slipper crashed into his face.
Lei’s mom, in her nightgown, took the slipper off her other foot and yelled from her
balcony, “Over there! I see you! Still running? I’ll beat you dead.”
A night of chaos.
They had chased the thief down three blocks.
Xie Yu and the other kids had been part of the group, too, running here and there.
That summer, even the night wind was warm.
Before handing the thief over to the police, they trapped him against the wall where he
begged for mercy. “I’m never coming here again.”
“What are you stealing for?” Aunt Mei stood right in front, rolling up her sleeves. “Chin up
and let’s talk. Don’t be afraid. I won’t really beat you to death. At most, half to death so I can
explain something to you.”
Madam Gu had not assimilated very well to life on this street. Her education and values led
her to not believe in beating people at the drop of a hat; they could send the thief to the
police station without needing to get violent.
Madam Gu had dragged him home by his ear. “What on earth are you joining in for?”
Xie Yu came back to himself enough to say, “Just for this weekend. I didn’t have anything to
do, anyway.”
“Sure.” Dalei generously accepted.
They chatted a while longer.
Xie Yu stood in the bend of the stairwell. He Zhao had slipped out of class at some point
and, while no one was looking, wrapped his arms around Xie Yu’s waist from behind,
leaning forward to ask, “What are you doing?”
Zhou Dalei was about to hang up when he heard that on the other end of the line.
The voice was very low and very close, as if right next to Boss Xie’s ear. The tone lilted at
the end, sounding nothing but flirtatious to his ears.
The voice also sounded familiar.
Zhou Dalei was shocked. “Who was that? Something sounded very inappropriate there!”
Xie Yu said, “Yeah, you got me.”
He Zhao, who had been called inappropriate out of nowhere, said, “Ah?”
“Oh, you’re that—I remember you, we met at the station.” Xie Yu gave him a quick
reminder. He Zhao had a good memory and had not forgotten the experience of squatting in
the police station and writing a reflection essay. He felt that he had to buddy up to his
boyfriend’s friend, so he thought hard and finally came up with, “Friend, you wrote a good
reflection essay. Brilliant style.”
Xie Yu: “……”
Zhou Dalei’s freshly lit cigarette almost fell out of his mouth. “……”
“Who on earth is this?!” Zhou Dalei then thought through the words ‘at the station’ and how
shameless this person was, then remembered. “Is it the… the handsome devil with the
mask?”
He Zhao was very close to the receiver and Zhou Dalei was speaking loudly. He answered
shamelessly, “Yes, that’s me. The most handsome guy in the station.”
He Zhao was a person who was easy-going by nature and could chat with anyone whether
he knew them or not. Xie Yu couldn’t bear to listen any more. “How shameless can you get?”
Zhou Dalei actually did want to keep chatting with this guy. “Ah, Boss Xie, what a
coincidence. You’re in the same school? Friends?”
Xie Yu paused, then said, “Mm, friends.”
Boyfriends, even.
Zhou Dalei didn’t think in that direction so Xie Yu didn’t mention it, either.
Although they had to be on the down-low in school, Xie Yu had no intention of keeping his
relationship under wraps. If Dalei really asked about them some day, he would probably
admit it. Boyfriend. Surprised?
After Xie Yu hung up the phone, He Zhao asked, “You’re going back home for the weekend?”
“Mm,” Xie Yu said. “Going to my godmother’s.”
He Zhao thought about it. “The ground snake godmother you met on the streets?”
Xie Yu hadn’t thought that He Zhao would remember his offhand remark. Although Aunt
Mei was a little hot-tempered and gave off the air of a mafia aunt, she was an upright
businesswoman after all.
The school dismissal bell rang and everyone packed up their things before trickling out of
class. Grades had not even been released yet but already people were happy or worried. Liu
Cunhao and the others stood in the classroom doorway and glimpsed them from afar, then
waved. “We’re going.”
One of He Zhao’s arms was resting on Xie Yu’s shoulder. In this position, he waved to Liu
Cunhao. “Bye.”
Liu Cunhao was no longer shocked by this scene. They had already held hands in class in
public and even had a dedicated CP thread on the school forum.
Xie Yu went back to his dorm room to pack his things and He Zhao followed closely behind
every step of the way.
He picked up several sets of clothes, then turned around, about to pick up his phone to
charge, but crashed headfirst into He Zhao instead. “Can you sit down somewhere quietly
for a while?”
He Zhao said, “Can’t be quiet when I think that we won’t see each other for two days. 48
hours. 2880 minnutes. 172800 seconds.”
Xie Yu was only concerned with pushing him onto the bed and didn’t realize something
wasn’t quite right, like how quick He Zhao’s mental arithmetic was.
“Sit down.” Xie Yu pushed He Zhao down onto the bed, then, holding back his anger, patted
He Zhao’s head and said angrily, “If you say something that stupid to me again, I’ll punch
you.”
He Zhao: “……”
Xie Yu didn’t go straight to Black Water Street. He went to the Zhong household first.
Madam Gu was currently preparing food and didn’t even remove her apron before coming
to the door. “You’re back? Why didn’t you say something?”
Gu Xuelan asked him a few more questions—something about how the cafeteria food was,
if he had gotten thinner, and how the mid-term exams had gone.
Xie Yu picked up an apple from a bowl of fruit and leaned against the kitchen doorway. “It
went fine.”
The word ‘fine’ was ambiguous, who knew what he really meant.
“What’s ‘fine?’” Gu Xuelan said. “Are you going to be second from last place again?”
Xie Yu said nothing and Gu Xuelan didn’t press the matter, either. Inexplicably, she started
talking about the last in the year. “Your deskmate. The one that gets last place every time?”
Gu Xuelan finished, then added an ‘Aiyoh.’
Actually, Xie Yu sometimes felt the same way Madam Gu probably felt now.
Madam Gu had originally intended to make two dishes, but now she cooked several more
and was busy in the kitchen.
Xie Yu sat on the sofa and waited for dinner. He looked down at his phone and typed out in
the search bar, character by character, what to do when boyfriend doesn’t study.
Translation notes:
[1] very bad grades
[2] The gist is ‘I’ll kill you today’, and the last part is just for emphasis.
Chapter 056 - “No time right now. We can talk when I’m done
fighting.”
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Dalei’s house was the same as before. Even the television set still had the same dent on top
with a crack running down the screen. Just looking at it gave Xie Yu a sense of familiarity.
Da Mei had broken it by accident. At the time, he had jumped from shock and said, “It’s not
broken, no way…”
Da Mei had even concocted a plan to sell himself to repay the debt.
But Dalei had waved a hand dismissively and said, “There’s no way it’s broken. Even if it
was, my mom would thank you. This television has a very strong will to live. Mom has been
waiting for it to break so she has an excuse to get a new one for a long time… look, it’s fine,
isn’t it?”
Xie Yu played for a while, then stopped. He pushed the pile of blankets on Dalei’s bed into
the corner, freeing up some space for himself, then sprawled with his back against the
headboard and looked down at his phone where he had pulled up the class group chat.
[Liu Cunhao]: I’m telling you, my dad came home drunk last night. He hugged the toilet
bowl, passionately called out my mom’s name, and my mom nearly kicked him into it.
[Wan Da]: Your dad’s a lot, isn’t he.
[Luo Wenqiang]: Is he still alive?
He Zhao had woken up early and Xie Yu had received a text from him. Before he could
reply, he saw He Zhao making his presence known in the group chat.
[He Zhao]: The two of you, stop messing around.
[He Zhao]: Compared to Hao-zi’s dad, you’re worse in every way. Do you want me to recite
all your heroic deeds here?
Faced with the threat of blackmail, Wan Da immediately sobered up.
[Wan Da]: …Ha ha ha, I… I just remembered I haven’t finished my homework. Friends, see
you later.
[Luo Wenqiang]: See you later.
Xie Yu watched as the two who had said ‘See you later’ surfaced again soon after,
complaining that there was too much homework.
In the time they had spent idly chatting, they could probably have finished a problem set.
Zhou Dalei got bored of playing video games alone and saw that his Boss Xie seemed to be
in good spirits. “What’s got you so happy?”
“Group chat,” Xie Yu explained succinctly. “Someone got drunk and thought the toilet bowl
was his wife. Too much homework.”
Zhou Dalei: “……”
Zhou Dalei: “Ah.”
If not for Zhou Dalei’s long friendship with this young master, he wouldn’t have understood
what on earth Xie Yu was talking about. Xie Yu hoarded his words like gold, and his
conversation partner had to fill in the blanks for himself. He told stories in a roundabout
manner, too.
After saying, “Ah,” Zhou Dalei noticed that something was wrong. What was it?
“Damn it… your class group chat?” Two minutes later, Zhou Dalei tossed away the red and
white controller and jumped up.
Xie Yu: “What kind of reaction is that?”
“A surprised reaction,” Zhou Dalei said. “I… I would’ve never guessed.”
Xie Yu thought about closing the chat, but He Zhao’s words from last night kept echoing in
his ears. About the class group chat, and about the study rep… Xie Yu hesitated for a while,
then decided to leave a mark of his presence before leaving.
He went through the emoji list and found a rather warm, smiling face.
All the students in Class 2.3 who were online at the moment now saw in the chat window
an expression that did not at all suit their youthful aesthetic sense of someone reserved,
chilly, and with a mocking gaze.
Xie Yu: [/Smile].
[Wan Da]: ……
[Liu Cunhao]: ……
[Luo Wenqiang]: ……
The chat instantly went silent.
Only their Zhao-ge wasn’t fazed at all.
[He Zhao]: Good morning, Old Xie. Had breakfast yet?
Xie Yu tapped on the screen. Before he could respond, He Zhao called. Xie Yu was still a
little sleepy, and when he answered the call he said, “I’ve eaten. What about it?”
He Zhao laughed and said, “Nothing. Just wanted to hear your voice.”
“The correct answer, again?”
“…No.” He Zhao thought that his little friend might have misunderstood. “Where are you?”
“At the house of the one who wrote a good reflection essay.” Xie Yu glanced at Zhou Dalei’s
bed, which resembled a dog’s nest. Although he judged it a little, he hadn’t had any other
place to sleep. He continued, “…Anything else? If not, I’m going back to sleep.”
Fuck. Still going back to sleep?
He Zhao connected the two thoughts and thought it rather serendipitous. “Where are you
sleeping?”
Xie Yu said, “On the bed. Where else?”
“Ah.” A moment later, He Zhao said quietly, “My little friend’s sleeping in some other man’s
bed?”
“……” Are you crazy?
Zhou Dalei was still sitting on the ground, playing the video game. Xie Yu suddenly felt a
little uncomfortable flirting with his boyfriend in front of his bro of many years. “I’m
hanging up.”
He Zhao had been joking. He only wanted to hear some gentle words, but now he thought it
was probably better that he didn’t. It was his little friend, after all, so anything was fine.
“Mm, sleep well, then.”
He Zhao hung up the phone, a lollipop in his mouth as he put his phone to one side. He
glanced back down at the mock paper he was doing, read the questions, then thought about
how to answer. His phone screen lit up again.
It was a text.
From the cutest little friend in the entire world: Other man my ass.
It was only a few simple words, harshly phrased, as chilly as always. But He Zhao stared at
them for a long time, and by the time he came back to his senses, he was in no mood to
think about practice questions at all. He wanted to go out and run a few laps around the
quad and yell at the top of his lungs.
Fuck!
Let’s read between the lines!
This is a confession!
He’s mine alone!
Xie Yu tossed his phone aside after sending the text and slept till noon when Zhou Dalei
woke him. “Boss Xie, look what time it is. Lunchtime is nearly over but Aunt Mei still isn’t
back? I’m starving.”
It was bright outside. Sunlight shone in through the balcony window. Noise filtered in from
the alleyway; it sounded like a couple arguing, and the whole street could hear every word.
Xie Yu sat up and looked outside. A woman on the opposite balcony was eating melon seeds
while listening, and every two seeds she muttered under her breath, “…arguing about what,
exactly? Just fight it out. You’ll be arguing till the cows come home.”
Perhaps Xie Yu had slept too much, or perhaps it was because he had been woken up, but
his left eyelid kept twitching. He lifted a hand to press on it lightly. “Ask her.”
Zhou Dalei called her but no one picked up.
It took several more calls before someone picked up. Xu Yanmei said that she was busy and
told them to get food from a restaurant and wait until she got home that evening… then the
call cut off.
“She said she was busy. Probably stuff to do over at Guang Mao.” Zhou Dalei stuffed his
phone back in his pocket and stood up. “How about it? Shall we go out to eat?”
There weren’t many restaurants in the area, just a few Shaxian² places, all empty. Aside
from the shops that clearly weren’t doing honest business, there were only roadside stalls
to visit.
“Lei-zai, long time no see.” The shopkeeper waved warmly at the familiar face. Zhou Dalei
had wanted to keep browsing, but now they couldn’t not go in and eat. “Have a seat. What
do you want to order?”
Zhou Dalei found a window seat, sat down, and said, “Two servings of the specialty dish,
then.”
Xie Yu picked up a pair of chopsticks. “You know him?”
“Not well, but if you say my name in this shop you get a 20% discount,” Zhou Dalei said. “…
When the boss gets to a level in a phone game he can’t beat, I help him beat it.”
Hearing the words ‘phone game’ now made Xie Yu think of dressup games and the like…
Zhou Dalei claimed that he was a pro who dared play any game that dared show its face in
the app store, but he probably hadn’t stepped into this realm of games before.
They chatted on and off, and the smell of oil and smoke wafted from the kitchen alongside
the sound of a gas stove. After about ten minutes, the boss brought out two plates of
gaifan.¹ “Two specials. Enjoy!”
After delivering the food, the boss walked back to the kitchen where there were two
workers wearing aprons.
Xie Yu had just touched his bowl and had yet to reach for his chopsticks when he heard the
workers talking, their voices leaking out through the door the boss had opened. “Guang
Mao? I heard… yes… a fight…”
They were chatting when the kitchen door suddenly opened again, revealing the chilly
expression of the boy who had only just now been sitting at the window seat. “What fight?”
Both of them were stunned, and recovered just enough to say, “Ah, a fight at… Guang Mao.
Someone’s causing a scene there. A whole group of them. There might be a brawl.”
Zhou Dalei had only taken two bites of his food before a rather angry-looking Xie Yu
dragged him outside by the collar. After leaving the shop, he looked extremely confused.
“What are you doing? Was there poop in the food?”
“What did Aunt Mei say to you just now?” Xie Yu didn’t let go. “What did she say?”
Down the street from here, after taking a left, was Guang Mao.
Zhou Dalei also could tell something wasn’t right. He recalled, “‘I’m busy right now, might
be late going back.’ Then nothing.”
Now, thinking about it, Comrade Xu Yanmei’s tone had been too gentle. Before, if a delivery
had been half an hour late, she would curse—without repeating a single word—for half an
hour. But today, not only was she not angry thather precious time had been wasted, she
was even very calm.
Xie Yu let go. “Let’s go.”
“Ah?”
“Let’s go take a look.”
He Zhao followed the route on his map application and changed buses twice before arriving
at a location which looked similar to the image from a certain person’s social media feed.
The moment he got off the bus, he almost tripped on the road full of potholes.
He Zhao had struck up a good conversation with a grandpa sitting next to him. When they
got off the bus, the grandpa had even invited him to go back to his house for a chat.
“Next time.” He Zhao was surprised at how welcoming the people here were, but he
refused. “I have something to do.”
The grandpa kept pressing. “What’s so urgent? Let’s just have a drink.”
He Zhao smiled. “Looking for someone. Someone very important.”
He Zhao couldn’t tell if he was being impulsive or not. After getting the text that morning,
he had managed to hold back the urge to run laps, but he hadn’t managed to restrain
himself from coming over here to look for a certain someone.
He wanted to see him.
He really wanted to see him.
But He Zhao made a few circles round the block and couldn’t find his destination. Not only
did he not know where his friend from the station lived, he didn’t even remember his name.
When Xie Yu got He Zhao’s call, he was still in Guang Mao’s doorway. They were on one
side, facing a group of angry-looking, heavily tattooed gangsters on the other. Swords were
drawn and arrows notched.
He Zhao didn’t have time to say anything before Xie Yu said, stick in hand, “No time right
now. We can talk when I’m done fighting.”
Translation notes:
[1] Gaifan: a simple low-cost dish, usually fish/meat and vegetables with rice.
[2] Shaxian: A country in west-central Fujian.
Chapter 059 - Thirty points, but to him it’s thirty points of happiness.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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They fell into silence for a long time.
Now, thinking back, He Zhao was shocked by the turn his own thoughts had taken. He had
even believed Shen Jie’s bullshit, to say nothing of the rest—to have been caught by the
collar, dragged up, and kissed by his little friend like that… he would have been willing to
do it a hundred times over!
A moment later, He Zhao cleared his throat and said, “That… let’s just forget this
happened.”
Xie Yu leaned back, the lights from the streets passing by outside falling onto his face. He
couldn’t help smiling. “No can do.”
“……”
“It’s too idiotic. I won’t forget. Zhao-ge.”
He Zhao had opened the window to let in the cool air to calm himself down, and now
several strands of hair were blown up by the wind.
He was very image-conscious. He would rather have his neck broken than let his hair be
messy.
Xie Yu watched as He Zhao took out his phone and used the front camera to check his hair.
Due to the poor lighting, the image on the screen was poor quality, so he could only reach
up and run his hand through it to smooth it down.
Xie Yu looked on for a while, arm resting on the windowsill, and complained, “No one’s
looking at you anyway.”
He Zhao kept running his hands through his hair, then said, “A hot guy must maintain
himself.”
Maintain. What nonsense.
It was too dark in the bus and He Zhao hadn’t noticed a single piece of hair still sticking up
on top of his head.
Xie Yu reached out, fingers winding gently into He Zhao’s hair. As if stroking a cat, he patted
his hair down, twice. He Zhao’s hair had grown out a little. Xie Yu remembered that when
they had just met, He Zhao’s hair had been very short, and even a little prickly to the touch.
“……”
He Zhao froze for a moment. When he came back to his senses, he noticed that the camera
app he had used to check his hair was still open, so he called out, “Old Xie.”
Xie Yu looked up at him. “Ah?”
He Zhao hit the camera button, capturing two indistinct shadowy blobs.
The image was still, but one could see from it the motion of the bus interior, the streetlights
that shone in from outside, and the faint silhouettes of two people, one in front and one
behind.
“Group photo.” After He Zhao took the photo—artsy-looking, never mind that no one would
understand it, anyway—he made it his home screen wallpaper.
The bus had stopped announcing the stops. It wound to and fro among the streets before
finally slowing to a stop on some street corner and opening its front door.
No one got on.
The driver yelled out the door, “No one? If no one’s there I’m driving off. This is the last bus
—”
He Zhao was done changing his settings. At the sound of the driver’s voice, he looked up
and glanced outside. He caught sight of the tchotchke store by the bus stop and thought it
looked familiar.
Xie Yu followed his gaze, too.
“I think I’ve been here before.” He Zhao put away his phone, got up, and sat back down in
the back seat. He leaned against his little friend and enunciated, “Jian… Jian Xing Store.
There’s an internet cafe near here, if I’m remembering right?”
This area was not far from Black Water Street. The bus had taken many turns and hadn’t
gone very far as it kept circling in this area.
There was indeed an internet cafe right behind the tchotchke store.
Xie Yu asked, “When were you here?”
“Summer vacation,” He Zhao said. “A friend asked me over, so I came. I was bored at home.”
He didn’t even remember where they had arranged to meet, just that he had looked for the
place when he got here.
The half-hour bus journey passed quickly in conversation.
Before getting off the bus, He Zhao thought he might want to keep riding the bus for
another couple rounds.
“Friend, this is the last bus.” Xie Yu pushed his boyfriend off the bus. “What are you
thinking?”
He Zhao stood in the doorway and said, “I want to stay with you a while longer.”
This time, Xie Yu didn’t kick him. The bus driver, on the other hand, wanted to. The bus
driver sat in his seat and waved them off. “Are you two getting off or not? Why are you
dawdling?”
Xie Yu: “……”
He Zhao: “……”
Once they got off the bus, the pick-up point was just around the corner. Xie Yu changed to
the 3 bus, and He Zhao took the Song Ting line; they were going in opposite directions.
After paying the fare, Xie Yu boarded out of habit.
The bus would not set off for another few minutes and the engine rumbled as it idled.
At this time of night, only a few buses were left at the interchange and several people were
trickling into the pick-up point.
Xie Yu leaned against the window and looked out. He saw a certain idiot get off the Song
Ting line bus, not even bothering with the final step and jumping right onto the ground.
Then the idiot boarded the 3 bus from the rear door and walked past the rows of seats to
stand in front of him.
Before Xie Yu could even say, “What did you get on here for,” He Zhao bent down and
kissed him possessively. Completely different from the previous kiss and a little rushed.
Brazen and unpracticed, with an uncontrollable impulse, violently drawing closer.
He Zhao moved quickly. Xie Yu wasn’t the only one who didn’t react in time; the other
passengers didn’t know what this boy had rushed onto the bus in a wild hurry to do, either.
They only saw them together for several seconds, then the boy stood up again and left
through the rear doors.
“Looking for someone, not riding the bus, sorry.” He Zhao waved to the driver before he
left, then he turned and said to Xie Yu, “I’m really going this time.”
“…Get lost faster.”
Xie Yu’s words were harsh, but after the bus had travelled several stops, he lifted a hand to
his ear and found that it was still burning.
The weekend passed quickly, and amidst the anguished complaints of ‘I don’t want to go
back to school and get my grades’ in Class 3’s group chat, Sunday was about to come to an
end.
Xie Yu packed his things and glanced at the class group chat before he went to bed.
[Liu Cunhao]: Why did the weekend pass so quickly? I haven’t fully enjoyed my last two
days alive on earth.
[Wan Da]: And our teachers are so hardworking, too. They even brought our papers home
to grade. Did you see Old Tang’s text? He said grades would be out by Monday. Hao-zi, have
you decided where you want to be buried after you’re dead? I want my ashes to be
scattered over the sea. Facing the ocean, where the springtime is warm and the flowers
blossom.
[Liu Cunhao]: I prefer burial. Dust returns to dust and dirt returns to dirt.
[Xu Qingqing]: You’re all sick, right? It’s just a midterm exam.
[v-=abc]: It’s never too late to study. One failure doesn’t count for anything. The important
thing is to correct your attitude towards studying.
[Luo Wenqiang]: Study rep, new formula again?
After a while, He Zhao popped into the group chat, too.
[He Zhao]: Quickly? What?
[He Zhao]: I think these two days have passed so slowly.
[Luo Wenqiang]: ……
[Wan Da]: This isn’t like you, Zhao-ge.
[Liu Cunhao]: Zhao-ge, you’re tired of living?
Their Zhao-ge not only didn’t look like he was tired of living, he even went against
character and arrived in the classroom bright and early the next morning.
“You’re very early today.” Liu Cunhao was on duty today and had to arrive early to face his
terrible fate. “So early it’s even a bit weird.”
He Zhao looked up and smiled. “You say it like I’m late every day.”
Liu Cunhao was shocked. He was about to say, ‘Aren’t you?’ but decided not to. He shook his
head, then took the washcloth to the bathroom to wash.
Xie Yu had gone to the breakfast place outside school and gotten a cup of soymilk before
coming to class. As he paid, he saw Mad Dog and Old Tang having breakfast in the shop.
Holding his drink, he couldn’t bring himself to leave just like that. “Dean Jiang, Mr. Tang.”
Old Tang nodded at him, swallowed his food, then waved him over. “You’re just drinking
soymilk? Is that filling? Come, sit down and eat a bun.”
“No need. I…”
“What’s this about no need? Come over.” Mad Dog dragged out the plastic stool next to him,
thoroughly demonstrating the principle of ‘abuse of power.’ “Or else you’re barred from
school.”
Xie Yu held onto the meat bun, listening to Dean Jiang complain about the school cafeteria
food. “What meat buns? Three bites in, there’s still no meat.”
Old Tang nodded. “The first time I ate there I thought there wasn’t any filling at all.”
Dean Jiang said, “It doesn’t taste good, either.”
Xie Yu: “……”
Outside school, Dean Jiang was quite reasonable. Even if this place was only one block away
from school.
He was different from the DJ Jiang who broadcast over the intercom and different from the
Mad Dog who was the headache of every student in Liyang Erzhong.
He was very ordinary.
He was so ordinary it seemed that it was only the burden on his shoulders and the title of
‘teacher’ that made him formidable.
When Xie Yu arrived at class, almost everyone had arrived. Wan Da rushed in from the
faculty office all agog. “Good news! The papers aren’t done being graded! Not! Done!
Grading! We can live one more day, brothers!”
Liu Cunhao tossed aside the washcloth and hearily embraced Wan Da on the podium. “My
good brother, we’ll have a good meal this afternoon. We must go out in a blaze of glory.”
“What’s all this,” Xie Yu said as he entered through the back door. He sat down and said,
“About living or dying.”
He Zhao had watched the ruckus all morning and his deskmate had finally arrived.
“Midterms. They’ve even written their last wills and testaments. Something about ‘if I am
unfortunately beaten to death by my mother…’ can’t remember the rest, but that’s the gist.”
The image of their classmates writing a will bright and early in the morning was too
beautiful and Xie Yu thought that, in comparison, eating meat buns with Dean Jiang wasn’t
much.
On the topic of food, Xie Yu remembered something else important.
He Zhao heard his boyfriend, whom he had been mooning over all weekend, now say a
second thing to him in the space of less than a minute since they had seen each other again.
“Did you eat the walnuts?”
Wan Da’s hearsay was not always accurate. He heard that the papers hadn’t been graded,
but he hadn’t heard all of it. Only some classes’ exam papers hadn’t been graded, and Class
3 was not among those classes.
So, when Wu Zheng carried a stack of exam papers into class, the whole classroom went
quiet.
He Zhao was quite happy. “Old Xie, look. I actually got this question right.”
Xie Yu thought, I don’t really want to look.
“Didn’t believe it, did you? These few papers… I finished grading them on Saturday.” Wu
Zheng picked several pieces of chalk out of the box and said, “Look at what you got. Wan
Da, what are you closing your eyes for? Eyes opened or closed, you scored eighty points…
Look at how happy He Zhao is. He scored thirty points, but to him it’s thirty points of
happiness.”
Wan Da: “……”
Chapter 060 - Can I kiss you?
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Whenever grades were released, some students would be happy and others worried. But in
all of Wu Zheng’s years of teaching, he had never met a student like He Zhao before. Even
though he had gotten ‘worrying’ grades, he situated himself in the ‘happy’ camp of his own
accord.
Wu Zheng was very impressed. A true talent.
Impressed to the point that he couldn’t keep himself from throwing chalk pieces one after
the other at the back row, saying as he did so, “He Zhao, your psychological constitution is
very strong… I can’t find any stronger across all three class years at this school.
“High praise, high praise.” Watching the chalk fly in his direction, He Zhao smiled and said,
“I’m just averagely good.”
“—You really think I’m praising you?!”
One of the chalk pieces had missed its mark. It landed on Xie Yu’s side of the desk with a
clatter before rolling to the floor.
Xie Yu, for his part, was worrying about his boyfriend scoring badly on exams and really
becoming an excavator operator in the future. Hearing this, he propped his head up on his
hands and smiled. “…Idiot.”
“That’s enough.” Wu Zheng, seeing that they’d had their fun and the class’s spirits had been
lifted, gestured for them to quiet down and started going through the exam paper. “One
exam doesn’t count for much. These questions weren’t that difficult, so why was the class
average so low? I went over the questions where you lost points…”
Exam paper in hand, Wu Zheng copied the questions onto the board and lifted his hand to
reveal a perfectly drawn cube.
Xie Yu glanced down and put his 40-point math paper under his desk. He had nothing to do,
so he slumped onto his desk and prepared to nap for a while.
The moment he lay down, his deskmate with the strong psychological constitution poked
his wrist twice with a pen.
Xie Yu moved his head slowly, pillowing his head on his arm as he turned to face He Zhao.
He Zhao was also slumped onto the desk in a similar fashion. They maintained this position
for a few minutes, just looking at each other.
There was silence between them, neither of them saying a word, but as their gazes met
something in Xie Yu’s heart began to sink.
He Zhao had his back to the sun, the picture of leisure, the corner of his mouth quirking up
gently.
Xie Yu watched him for a while, then moved first. He reached out and pulled the zipper of
He Zhao’s jacket up properly. “Ge, who do you think you’re seducing?”
“I wouldn’t dare.” He Zhao looked down at Xie Yu’s hand still resting on his jacket; who
knew his little friend was so possessive. He smiled and said, “For your eyes only.”
Class 3’s average was still the same. The first in the year—first from the bottom, that is.
The top scorers were Xue Xisheng and Xu Qingqing, but their scores didn’t do much for the
average.
The literature essay question had been an analysis essay. During lunch, the class rep
brought the literature essays over from the faculty office and was immediately swarmed by
students, but none of them were looking for their own paper. “…Where is Zhao-ge’s essay?
Our fount of happiness.”
Xie Yu had just woken up and glanced up on hearing this. He Zhao was standing at the
podium, protecting his exam paper. The scene at the podium was messy and several exam
papers had fallen on the ground and been stepped on.
Then Luo Wenqiang and Liu Cunhao each caught hold of one of He Zhao’s arms and
frogmarched him away, calling back to their classmates, “Quick, find it!”
He Zhao didn’t get violent with them and was marched straight out of the classroom. He
stood in the doorway, unsure whether he should laugh or cry. “You’re too much, aren’t you?
Can you leave a fellow human being some dignity? What’s so interesting about a zero-point
essay?”
For an analysis essay, even going off on a tangent so wide it veered away from Earth would
not produce anything as ridiculous as, ‘My silhouette is very suave.’ But He Zhao’s analysis
and evidence all had nothing to do with the topic, and the way he forced them all together
was an impressive sight to behold, too.
The paper made its rounds and was returned before the next class began. Wan Da didn’t
dare hand it back to He Zhao directly and tossed it on Xie Yu’s side of the desk instead,
laughing so much his stomach hurt. “Impressive, impressive. Very impressive. I’ve
witnessed the legend of someone talking like a blind person while his eyes are wide open.”
Xie Yu glanced at the essay and thought that it was much better than the Silhouette essay.
“You’ve improved, ge.”
He Zhao asked, “Really?”
Xie Yu’s grip tightened on the pen in his hand and he succinctly opined, “The contents of the
analysis aside, at least you knew you had to write an analysis essay.”
The first two paragraphs had been all right, although Xie Yu couldn’t tell how they were
related to the topic at all. Xie Yu had considered praising him as a form of encouragement,
but as he continued reading he caught sight of the line, ‘He Zhaovsky once said…’
Xie Yu was silent for a while before folding up the exam paper and handing it to He Zhao. “I
was lying. Take it and get lost. You deserve zero points.”
“……”
Almost every class period was spent reviewing the exam papers and everyone had sunk
into a stupor by the last class of the day. The day passed like a dream and for a moment no
one realized school had let out when the class dismissal bell rang.
Only when He Zhao stood up and called out, “Old Xie, let’s go eat,” did the other students
come back to their senses, pack up their belongings, and trickle out of the classroom. “Ah,
let’s go, let’s go. Let’s go home and receive our beatings.”
Liu Cunhao sighed sorrowfully. “Suddenly, I think living in the dorms is very good… you can
live four days longer.”
Xie Yu stood up and said, “You should seize the moment. Look up which crematoriums are
good and which are reliable.”
Liu Cunhao: “……”
He Zhao and Xie Yu both left school to get dinner. At the school gates, they discovered that
the restaurants had come up with a new marketing strategy. A banner even hung atop the
signboard of the Valedictorian House, a blinding bright red, drifting in the wind:
Congratulations to Erzhong Students on your Midterms! 20% Storewide Discount!
Welcome new and returning customers!
“They don’t understand the exams at all,” He Zhao said, shaking his head. “Did you see how
slowly Hao-zi packed up his things? He really wanted to stay behind for evening self-study
with us.”
“I saw. He looked like he was about to die,” Xie Yu said. “He still hasn’t left?”
He Zhao pulled out his phone. “Probably not. He’s still in class, picking crematoriums
maybe? Wait… I’ll send him a photo.”
Liu Cunhao had finally plucked up the courage to leave the classroom but he broke down
when he got the photo. These two big bros… one was cold and the other was mean, and
both were intent on giving him a hard time.
Wan Da, on the other hand, threaded his needles properly. He hit the voice recording
button and yelled, “—Zhao-ge, get me some milk tea!”
Parents surrounded the school gates and the air was full with the honking of cars. It was
too noisy and Wan Da’s voice wasn’t clear, so He Zhao listened twice and still wasn’t able to
decipher it. “What tea?”
Xie Yu couldn’t hear, either, but he could take a guess. “Milk tea, probably.”
Just as Xie Yu had never imagined that one day he would have a meal in the Gold List
Restaurant, he had never imagined he would stand in line in front of the Fudan Milk Tea
Shop, either.
“Boyfriend, let’s talk about this.” Xie Yu stood beside He Zhao, a group of girls around them
glancing their way from time to time. “You buy it. I’ll go back first.”
He Zhao had the order form in one hand and Xie Yu’s wrist in the other. He pulled Xie Yu
back. “Do you have a conscience or not? You’re really leaving?”
Xie Yu had really been going to leave, but at that very moment the group of girls behind
them took action and pushed the girl in the middle forward. She was quite pretty and took
two tentative steps in their direction before walking up to them. “Hi…”
Xie Yu’s eyebrow twitched and he stood still.
The girl looked directly at He Zhao as she spoke, but when he met her gaze, she averted her
eyes shyly. Her intentions were very clear.
Xie Yu thought, thank goodness He Zhao lives at school and doesn’t run around outside all
day…
Then he heard He Zhao apologizing to the girl. “Sorry, you can’t cut in line.”
“……”
It went silent for several minutes, so quiet you could hear a pin drop.
It was their turn in line. The girl stood in front of them, stiff-backed, blocking the entrance.
The milk tea shop employee shouted through the tense atmosphere, “Number 18, one
Fudan milk tea.”
He Zhao handed over his receipt very casually. “Here.”
If Shen Jie were here, he would definitely tell the ‘Not scanning’ story again.
Embarrassment on repeat.
He Zhao carried the milk tea back to school. After two flights of stairs, he discovered that
his little friend had fallen behind, so he waited on the landing. “What’s on your mind?”
Xie Yu said casually, “Wondering how you got a boyfriend.”
On the way back, He Zhao had thought about it, too. He scratched his head and said,
“Sometimes I’m quite… Shen Jie told me a few times, too.”
Not scanning and not cutting in line aside… In junior high, a girl had told him she wanted to
be friends. Out of shyness, she hadn’t said ‘boyfriend and girlfriend’ and only hinted at what
she wanted with ambiguous comments. He Zhao hadn’t understood and had replied, “All
right, we’re bros from now on.”
The girl had cried on the spot before he realized what kind of ‘friends’ she had meant.
There were two lights in the stairwell. He Zhao paused, then said, “But you’re not the same,
because I like you so much that… no matter how oblivious…”
No matter how oblivious he was, he could not overlook it.
He Zhao didn’t finish; even he felt that it was too sappy to say, especially in a public place.
He stopped mid-sentence, stood up, and walked in the direction of the classroom. “Let’s go.
Wan Da is waiting…”
He didn’t finish, but even an idiot could tell what he meant.
He Zhao had just turned around when Xie Yu said from behind, “Zhao-ge, can I kiss you?”
He Zhao nearly tripped.
After school hours, the classroom building was nearly deserted. Throughout their long
conversation in the stairwell, they hadn’t met a single person.
He Zhao dragged Xie Yu up the stairs, then turned left and pushed open the door of the
classroom nearest the stairwell.
Xie Yu only caught a glimpse of the empty, unfamiliar classroom before the world turned
upside down around him. By the time he had recovered, He Zhao had pushed him up
against the wall.
The door was wide open and both of them were stuck in the small space between the door
and the wall.
“This is thrilling.” Xie Yu bent close to He Zhao’s ear and asked, “Here, then?”
“……” He Zhao hung his head and said, “Here’s not the best place, but I couldn’t wait any
more.”
Wan Da put his things down, then dawdled about his dorm room for a while. He played two
rounds of a video game, and when he was ready to go back to class, he went upstairs to get
the two Big Bros to go with him.
When Wan Da went over and knocked on the door, he found that both of them had changed
their clothes, hair still dripping water. Wan Da swallowed back all the words he was about
to say. “You’re taking a shower at this time of night?”
He really could not answer. He Zhao was rendered speechless, a rare occurrence. He stood
in the doorway and glanced at Xie Yu in the opposite doorway, indicating for him to say
something.
So Xie Yu hesitated a while, then replied, “None of your business?”
He Zhao: “……”
Wan Da: “……”
Fiercely anticipated by everyone in second year, the day of the fall class trip finally arrived.
The itinerary was the same as always, like a School Fall Class Trip Classic Set Meal. The
venue was a public park near a theme park, with a good view. They could take pictures and
relax, and there was also an archery range and a mini-theater nearby.
In the morning, the whole school building was in an uproar. Dean Jiang came over to give a
speech, which brought about a temporary quiet, but when Dean Jiang left they continued
making a scene.
Liu Cunhao opened his bag in front of everyone, showing off what he had brought. “See all
of this? A bag of Lay’s potato chips, some bread, some chewing gum… I’ll share with
everyone later.”
He Zhao didn’t want to lose out. “Look at mine and Old Xie’s. See this? Green pepper flavor.
I bet you’ve never eaten this in your life.”
Xie Yu pressed a hand to his forehead and reminded him, “That’s yours. Don’t drag me into
it.”
“What’s mine is yours.”
“…Just forget it.”
Old Tang wore blue exercise wear, probably wanting to project an image of youthful vigor.
But on his slightly pudgy frame it made people think it would be better to give him a
rocking chair and let him slowly rock in it.
“Several important things first.” Old Tang pulled out an itinerary, then a piece of chalk.
“Everyone split into groups and pick a group leader. You all know my phone number, right?
If you don’t, here it is again… if anything happens, just call me, or look for the tour guide.”
There were about thirty people in the class and they were freely allowed to form groups.
There was only one objective in going out: to have a good time. Liu Cunhao had had enough
of managing the class as class rep, so this time he didn’t want to be the group leader. He
passed the position to He Zhao. “Zhao-ge, actually, since the first day of school I’ve thought
you were an impressive person. Your radiance, your leadership qualities—you’re a dragon
among people, and undefeatable—”
At this, Xie Yu let out a laugh.
He Zhao waved a hand dismissively, indicating for him to stop. “All right, all right, I get what
you mean.”
While He Zhao was rounding everyone up, Luo Wenqiang wanted to join their group but He
Zhao said, “You can’t. You eat too much.”
Liu Cunhao followed up, “I think you can’t, too.”
Luo Wenqiang was stunned. “Are you really going to be like that? What about love for your
classmates?”
Xie Yu was watching the excitement unfold. Luo Wenqiang had no recourse and Xie Yu got
to watch the beefcake say to him in despair, “Yu-ge, tell them!”
He Zhao said, “Don’t call Yu-ge. No use calling Yu-ge. Your Yu-ge is… my friend.”
Thankfully he reacted fast or he might have said “mine.”
Xie Yu heard him and, after thinking about it, decided to take his boyfriend’s side. “Mm. No
use calling me.”
Luo Wenqiang: “……”
Old Tang was still explaining guidelines. “When you go out, be careful to keep the place
clean. Don’t litter at the venue. Embody the spirit and good upbringing of our youth…”
Everyone nodded, hoping to get it over with. “All right, got it.”
Luo Wenqiang wasn’t ready to give up. He wagged a finger in the air. “All right, I finally see
your true colors. All this talk about friendship is just hot air.”
He Zhao added Luo Wenqiang’s name to his paper, then motioned for him to scram.
“Enough. If you keep talking, we won’t take you.”
The bus quieted when the tour guide entered.
The tour guide was a man wearing a red cap and with a megaphone in hand, and he waved
as he entered. “Hello, students. How are you doing?”
The groups handed their name lists to the tour guide. When he took He Zhao’s group’s list,
Xie Yu saw the confusion in the tour guide’s eyes, as if asking, What is this? Who are these
people?
Xie Yu tore a page from his exercise book and wrote down the six names again.
Amidst the noise, one of them moved first. The backs of their hands lay against each other
silently for a while, then He Zhao’s fingers entwined with Xie Yu’s.
Sometimes, contentment came very easily.
A touch, a glance, and the warmth that came with it.
Xie Yu was content.
The bus grew noisier and noisier. The moment Luo Wenqiang gathered the guts to take the
megaphone from Old Tang’s hand, the bus went wild.
“Let’s sing,” Xu Qingqing suggested. “Prizes for participating.”
Everyone clapped and agreed, then asked, “What prizes?”
Although there were no prizes, Class 3’s karaoke competition started up anyway.
Most of them didn’t sing very well and the music was more like noise, but the singers were
very caught up in it. Old Tang devotedly sang An Unforgettable Night.
He Zhao was a very obliging person, and no matter how the singer sang, he could turn his
back on his conscience and give praise. “Well done! You sang so well!”
Sang well, my ass.
Xie Yu didn’t understand this at all. He moved his hand, fingertips coming to rest on He
Zhao’s knuckles. “Is that sarcasm?”
He Zhao replied, “No, it’s encouragement.”
Old Tang was embarrassed from the praise, but he still waved at the audience and decided
to sing again. “Since you like it, I’ll…”
He Zhao had never imagined that their homeroom teacher would be a mic hog. “Ah?!”
The students in the front row were so mad they threw water bottles at him.
By the time Old Tang was done singing, the other students had changed their minds and
started calling out, “Zhao-ge, a song! Make it up to us!”
He Zhao agreed quickly. “Sure. I’m very good at singing. You’re in luck today—Old Xie, what
song do you want?”
Xie Yu had never heard He Zhao sing, but he felt that something wasn’t right with He Zhao’s
confidence. Mostly, it was because He Zhao often spoke of his handwriting the same way, as
if no one in heaven or on earth could measure up to it, but in the end it was still terrible.
But it was clearly written in He Zhao’s eyes: Whatever you want to hear, I’ll sing it for you.
Xie Yu had been about to say something but on his tongue the words turned into, “Anything
is fine.”
All of Class 3 thought that, based on He Zhao’s character, he would sing something
powerful.
Contrary to all their expectations, He Zhao picked a love song.
The song had originally been sung by a woman, and was gentle and slow.
The megaphone was passed back from the front. Before He Zhao turned it on, Xie Yu heard
him whisper, “They’re lucky this time… I’m singing this for my little friend.”
This was probably the one time He Zhao was not full of hot air.
He actually did sing quite well, his voice echoing softly in Xie Yu’s ear. The song seemed
different from the original, since it was a male voice singing it, but it was still gentle.
A restrained, masculine gentleness leaked from the words.
The interior of the bus suddenly quieted.
Away from the eyes of others, their hands were still secretly linked, as if they could feel
each other’s heartbeats through their interlaced fingers.
Chapter 065.1 - Z Y
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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They had picked a quiet spot not far from the rest area.
Old Tang and Mad Dog wheeled their bicycles by. They had ridden once around the lake
and were tired, and towels hung around their necks as if bike riding was strenuous
exercise.
Old Tang stood by the road and watched them for a while, smiling. “Have you all eaten yet?”
All of Class 3 sat up straight and replied in unison, “We have, we have.”
Old Tang was about to continue but Mad Dog dragged him away. “That’s enough. Don’t
think that just because they’re smiling… these brats can’t wait for us to get lost.”
Xie Yu was naturally lucky and had done well over the last few rounds with ease. Not only
did he not receive a single punishment, he had even drawn the king card twice.
Xu Qingqing recalled that round of Dou Dizhu before evening self-study with Xie Yu and her
fear of being soundly beaten. It was fine that he was lucky at Dou Dizhu, but how did he do
so well even with card games?!
This really was a terrible gaming experience!
The round ended. Xu Qingqing put the cards back and they started to draw again.
Xie Yu picked one at random and flipped it over to reveal another king.
Xu Qingqing: “……”
Up till now Xie Yu had found nothing to be very exciting about this game. He held the card
between two fingers, still sitting on the ground. “That’s all? This is boring.”
Xu Qingqing said, “You’re not human.”
Wan Da shook his head and said gravely, “Yu-ge, we’re not like you.”
Luo Wenqiang had been targeted by Xie Yu twice in a row. The dare punishments in the
Hard Mode edition were really twisted: he had nearly given his first kiss to Liu Cunhao, and
was now terrified. He turned and shouted, “Zhao-ge, control your deskmate!”
He Zhao, sitting beside Xie Yu, was amused. He smiled and said, “Control what? I can’t
control him.”
The voices of the people won out in the end and took away a certain star player’s game
privileges. Xie Yu was made to back out of the game.
Xu Qingqing took back the king Xie Yu had just drawn. Xie Yu blinked, unsure whether to
smile. “How can you do that?”
Liu Cunhao returned his card to Xu Qingqing and got ready to redraw. “Sorry, Yu-ge. You’re
too strong. Life is unfair.”
He Zhao patted his little friend’s head, then couldn’t keep himself from tousling his hair. He
consoled, “They’re not worthy of playing with someone as skilled as my deskmate.”
“What’s this about ‘them?’” The others didn’t like the way this sounded. “Zhao-ge, have a
heart. At least count yourself among us, can you?”
He Zhao said, “I’m not the same. I’m a strong player, too.”
Xie Yu had no opinion on being made to back out of the game. It was no fun, anyway. He
moved backwards a little, sitting behind He Zhao, and glanced down at his phone. If he
leaned forward several more centimeters he would touch He Zhao’s back.
He Zhao was worried Xie Yu would get bored and took several snacks from his bag. “Food?”
Xie Yu glanced at the several small packets of walnuts by his hand. “……”
Although Xie Yu wasn’t sure why He Zhao would have brought walnuts on a class trip, he
thought, Better you eat them yourself.
In reality, He Zhao was not as skilled a player as he made himself out to be. The only reason
he hadn’t been picked yet was that the king cards had all been in Xie Yu’s hand.
Each time Xie Yu picked a card, while the others were not looking, he would reach over and
He Zhao would write a number on his hand. Knowing what number He Zhao was, Xie Yu
would never pick him.
The gentle brush of his fingers over Xie Yu’s palm was a little ticklish, as if he was flirting.
At first He Zhao had just written numbers, but two rounds later he started writing words.
He wrote the same thing down several times before Xie Yu asked, “…What is this?”
He Zhao whispered, “Feel it with your heart”
Other people would write one stroke at a time, but this idiot wrote the whole word down at
once. Feel it, my ass.
Xie Yu really couldn’t feel anything. “Sorry, we assassins don’t have hearts.”
“Three words.” He Zhao decided to play coy, but a few minutes later he couldn’t keep
himself from saying, “I like you.”
Now that his high-level boyfriend was no longer in the game, He Zhao’s good luck had run
out.
Those who mess around in the streets must eventually pay the piper, and maybe He Zhao
had to pay his boyfriend’s share back, as well, because he got hit twice in a row. “……”
Xu Qingqing had drawn the king card for the first time and was euphoric. She asked
haughtily, “Which of you is number two?”
He Zhao tossed his ‘2’ card out.
The crowd exploded.
“Aren’t you a strong player, Zhao-ge?”
“Heaven has mercy on no one!”
“Qing-ge, don’t let him off! Give him a hard time!”
“Truth.” Facing the crazed crowd, He Zhao made his intentions clear.
Xu Qingqing wasn’t sure what to ask, either. In order not to sow discord and let everyone
remain friends in the future, she picked a truth punishment card. As luck would have it, the
question was quite tame. “How far have you gone with your girl/boyfriend?”
Xie Yu, the boyfriend: “……”
Shen Jie had bought some takeout at the rest area and phoned his Zhao-ge as he ate,
wanting to ask him where he was, but the call didn’t go through. Shen Jie turned off his
phone, got up, threw away the takeout box, then walked around looking for a place to
smoke.
Not long after leaving the rest stop, he heard people yelling. “Ooh—”
In a very strange tone of voice, too.
Shen Jie faintly heard the voice of Class 3’s class rep. His grip tightened around his pack of
cigarettes as he walked over. It really was Class 3.
“What are you doing?” Shen Jie squeezed through a gap in the shrubs. “I heard you from
way over there… Zhao-ge, I called you but you didn’t pick up.”
Shen Jie dropped by Class 3 all the time, and Class 3’s students often used him as an excuse
for being late, saying he got sick again. He was more or less one of them.
Wan Da made a space for him. “Sit down. We’re playing cards.”
Xu Qingqing urged, “Zhao-ge, can you answer the question?”
Amidst the crowd’s murmuring, He Zhao scratched his head and said, “How far, huh…
everything that needs to be done has been done.”
Xie Yu pinched him hard at the waist.
His answer was very vague and left a lot to the imagination, and the crowd got more and
more restless.
Xie Yu let go and asked, “What do you mean by ‘everything that needs to be done has been
done?’”
He Zhao calmly leaned backwards. “What did you want me to say? That we’re at the point
where they’re in bed, crying ‘gege?’”
Although no one had known that He Zhao had a partner, given his looks, it wasn’t
unexpected. His partner might even be someone from a different school.
Luo Wenqiang didn’t let up. “He’s dodging the question, Qing-ge! Does that count as
breaking the rules? What exactly did you do?”
Shen Jie, sitting and listening, had gotten the gist of the question, but the answer didn’t
seem quite right.
When Xu Qingqing started distributing the cards again, Shen Jie finally had an epiphany.
Then he thought in shock, Since when did Zhao-ge have a partner?
He Zhao was sitting opposite him and there were many people around, so he couldn’t ask
directly.
Shen Jie tapped furiously away at his phone.
Zhao-ge, you escaped the single life?
When did you get a partner?
Fuck, who is it?
Are we still bros?
He Zhao didn’t even look at his phone. After answering the punishment question, he saw
that Xie Yu had not yet touched the walnuts, so he opened a packet and handed it over.
Xie Yu’s feelings on receiving the walnuts were very complicated.
The unlucky victim of the next round was He Zhao again.
The question this time around was rather ordinary, the kind of truth question no one found
fun.
“What is your greatest regret?”
Everyone’s excitement dropped when the card was pulled out. The answer was probably
something inconsequential. What could they have be to regret?
Xie Yu waited for He Zhao to come up with an absurd story but He Zhao said nothing.
Class 3 had picked a spot close to the lake. When the wind blew, it skimmed the surface of
the water, bringing a chill with it.
He Zhao looked down, his eyelashes casting shadows over his face. Who knew what he was
thinking. After a while, he looked up and said, “In third year of junior high, because of me, a
friend of mine…”
He abruptly cut himself off.
He Zhao found that he still hadn’t overcome this obstacle.
The moment it was brought up he felt so stifled he nearly panicked.
He couldn’t go on.
Everyone else glanced around, unsure what had just happened.
Xie Yu suddenly remembered He Zhao sitting in the stairwell and smoking in the middle of
the night.
He Zhao, who caught him when he jumped off the wall and called him a cripple.
Liu Cunhao noticed that He Zhao had answered this question rather reluctantly and waved
a hand dismissively. “This is a boring question. Next, next, next.”
The others didn’t mind, either. They put the cards back and began to draw again.
Amidst the excitement and subsequent conversation, the question was forgotten.
He Zhao pulled out his phone to check the time, then saw that Shen Jie had called him a few
times. A dozen missed calls, and six or seven texts.
He gave them a cursory glance and was about to reply when something collided with his
back.
Xie Yu was still looking down at his own phone, but he had leaned forward slightly and his
forehead rested against He Zhao’s back.
Xie Yu moved his fingers, tapping on the screen.
The next moment, He Zhao heard his phone vibrate.
[Little friend]: ?
Xie Yu waited for a while but He Zhao did not reply. He lifted his hand again and lightly
touched He Zhao’s back.
After several rounds of cards, it was about time for the class to regroup. Xu Qingqing put
the cards away and Liu Cunhao reminded everyone, “Do you remember where we’re
meeting? It’s almost time. Don’t be late.”
There was half an hour left. They couldn’t do anything in that time except walk around.
There were just a few small stores around left to visit.
Xu Qingqing was collecting the cards. Xie Yu had just handed them over when He Zhao
caught hold of his other wrist, then pulled him to one side, away from the chaos.
“What’s gotten into you?”
“Can I hug you?” He Zhao said. “Just for a while.”
Shen Jie passed the cards back, then looked around for He Zhao but found his spot empty.
He froze for a while, then glanced at his phone. On it was He Zhao’s message, short and
succinct: Let me introduce you: this is Xie Yu, my boyfriend.
After the cards were collected, the group wondered aloud again where they should go.
Luo Wenqiang suggested, “Let’s buy some local souvenirs?”
Liu Cunhao said, “C City is forty minutes away. What local things? What does C City have
that we don’t?”
After discussing it, they decided to go to the souvenir store after all. It would be a waste not
to buy anything after coming all this way, after all. They were about to leave when someone
noticed the headcount wasn’t right. “Leader, let’s go—wait, where’s our group leader?”
“Yu-ge isn’t here, either?”
“……”
Chapter 065.2 - Z Y
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
—
It was impossible to find an isolated spot in a tourist destination.
After walking around for a while, they ran into Liu Cunhao and the others at the entrance to
the local specialty store, and He Zhao did not manage to fulfil his dream of hugging his
boyfriend.
“Zhao-ge, I really didn’t think you were this type of person.”
“Leaving your group behind and running off with your deskmate. What kind of group
leader are you?”
“Never mind, never mind. What were you two doing?”
Everyone tried to get in a word as if this were a public shaming session.
He Zhao said, “All right, that’s enough.”
Luo Wenqiang said, “No, I’m thirsty. If a certain irresponsible group leader could buy us
some…”
This was a fairly blatant hint.
He Zhao went off to buy drinks and the others sat on a bench and waited.
Xie Yu glanced at the bags in their hands, then looked up at the sign reading Northlake
Specialty Store. Through the doorway, he didn’t see any specialty goods at all. Just snacks
and desserts. “You bought souvenirs?”
“Yes, look, Yu-ge, I bought a scarf.” Liu Cunhao opened his bag and pulled out a red floral-
print scarf.
Xie Yu was a bit confused. “How is this local?”
“It’s called local goods, but the actual location of production isn’t important. It’s just a
psychological thing.”
This lot really was open-minded.
When He Zhao returned with drinks, the tour guide was already taking attendance. “Is
everyone back? Group leaders, take a headcount.”
There were four to five classes all assembled here and it was terribly noisy.
After taking the headcount, the tour guide confirmed no one was missing and they got on
the bus back to school.
On the bus, Xie Yu continued watching the movie from that morning, and He Zhao reached
out to take an earbud.
Not long after, He Zhao suddenly said, “Hey, can I give you something?”
Xie Yu was trying to remember what the first half of the movie had been about and didn’t
react immediately.
He Zhao pulled two bracelets from his pocket.
Red string with a red bean threaded through.¹
“I saw them while I was getting drinks.” He Zhao seemed a little embarrassed—it was the
sort of trinket a little girl might like, after all. He paused, then continued, “Let me know
which hand you want it on.”
Xie Yu looked at it and said, “It’s a bit girly.”
“It’s about who wears it, right?” He Zhao said. “I think neither of us are girly at all.”
“…Zhao-ge, can you be less shameless?”
“There’s something engraved on it?”
Xie Yu said it was girly, but took it anyway. On the back of the red bean was engraved a ‘z.’
A simple English letter but He Zhao had managed to write it messily anyway.
He Zhao had been drawn by the store’s signboard. Something about never separating, tying
you and your loved one together, and free engraving if you buy today. One-of-a-kind
couples’ bracelets.
As if inviting praise, He Zhao said, “Yeah, I engraved it myself.”
Xie Yu said, “I know. No one else would do it this terribly.”
On the way back, the bus was not as noisy as it had been on the way here.
Everyone was tired from the day’s excursion and had earbuds in, falling asleep while
listening to music.
At the front of the bus, the tour guide was giving a speech about his thoughts and happiness
at having passed the day with Class 3. “In the sea of people, it’s fate that we got to meet.
After today, you’ll go back to school and attend classes again, and I hope that the joy you
felt today will accompany you…”
Xie Yu hesitated for a while and when even He Zhao was convinced his little friend
wouldn’t wear it, Xie Yu said, “All right, because it’s you.”
The bracelet wasn’t too bad-looking. An ordinary red string, no frills.
The design was simple and it was not girly when he wore it, after all.
Xie Yu’s wrist was slender and fine-boned, and seeing the red string hanging off it made He
Zhao’s throat tighten.
The engraving on He Zhao’s bracelet was a ‘y,’ for the ‘Yu’ in Xie Yu.
After putting it on, Xie Yu glanced at He Zhao’s. They looked at each other for a long time,
then He Zhao caught hold of Xie Yu’s hand and pushed their wrists together.
The bracelets twined together as if they were one.
After giving his speech, the tour guide sat down and the bus went completely quiet.
All that remained was Luo Wenqiang’s snoring.
Xie Yu was in no mood to pay attention to the movie. After watching for a while, he felt
sleepy, too, and slowly shut his eyes. He laid his head on He Zhao’s shoulder and fell asleep.
All good things must come to an end.
In the future when they retrieved this day from their memories, they would remember it as
an ordinary, boring day.
Old Tang had taught many classes over many years but he never got bored of the spring
and fall class trips, even though they happened every semester.
He stood up and clumsily took a photo with his phone camera, angling it carefully,
capturing an image of a bus full of sleeping students leaning every which way.
They slept for a long time on this journey.
When Xie Yu next opened his eyes the bus had turned into a side street near Erzhong.
Xu Qingqing quietly made a phone call. “Hey, mom, I’m almost there. Mm, are you at the
school gates?”
Luo Wenqiang’s snoring was too loud and Wan Da woke him up. “Gym rep! Nearly there!”
Luo Wenqiang rubbed the corner of his mouth, and only when he was about to get off the
bus did he think of being sad that the trip was over. “Ah, we’re here already?”
“It’s fine. The class trip is over, but there’s still the weekend, and we can look forward to the
long vacation and the winter holidays,” Liu Cunhao said. “There’s still hope for us all. All
right, everyone, we gave out caps this morning, now pass them back. I need to collect them
for Old Tang.”
The caps were Erzhong school property. They were distributed because the school worried
the students would get lost, or perhaps because one could tell at a glance who was from
Erzhong. They were ugly and no one wanted to wear them, but they were handed out on
every spring and fall class trip.
When He Zhao passed his cap forward, Liu Cunhao caught sight of the streak of red on his
wrist. He asked, “Zhao-ge, when did you get that bracelet?”
When Liu Cunhao was done he saw that an identical one hung from Xie Yu’s wrist. He
paused, then said, “…Yu-ge, you got one too? It looks quite nice. Is this another exam good
luck charm? One that’s been blessed?”
He Zhao: “……”
Xie Yu: “……”
When the first and second from last students in the year wore couples’ bracelets they were
still mistaken for exam good luck charms.
“We’re back—everyone, wake up. Go home if you’re going home and go back to the dorms
if you live there. Be careful on the way back,” Old Tang reminded everyone. “Get serious
now and do your weekend homework properly.”
He Zhao remembered that Xie Yu had not yet answered his question from before. “Are you
going home this weekend?”
Xie Yu did have to go home that weekend.
He had gone to Aunt Mei’s last weekend so if he didn’t spend this weekend with Madam Gu,
she wouldn’t say anything but she would be quietly upset.
“I’m going back.” Then Xie Yu continued, “Have to go back to appease my mom.”
He Zhao said, “Ah.”
A while later, he asked, “Then when does my little friend Xie Yu plan to appease his
boyfriend?”
Class 3 got off the bus.
Many parents had gathered around the school gates. Xu Qingqing’s mother had a sunhat on
and sat in her electric car chatting with other parents. She pulled an apple from a basket in
front of the car, got out, and walked over. “Are you hungry? What did you bring on the class
trip? I told you not to eat so many snacks.”
The parents all knew each other. Liu Cunhao had mentioned tearfully in the class group
chat that his mom had somehow formed a friendship with Qing-ge’s mom at the school
gates.
Liu Cunhao and the others walked over and greeted each other’s parents.
He Zhao got off the bus and glanced across the road.
Xie Yu didn’t need to take anything home—he hadn’t brought back the few sets of clothing
he had taken last weekend—but he still followed He Zhao to the dorm buildings.
Xie Yu followed He Zhao all the way back to his dorm room before He Zhao realized
something was wrong. “You’re not packing?”
Xie Yu replied, “I don’t need to bring anything.”
He Zhao was about to ask, ‘Then what are you doing here?’ when he heard Xie Yu say, “I
came to appease my boyfriend before I go.”
He Zhao had wanted to hug him but hadn’t found a suitable location the entire trip.
Xie Yu had intended to just hug him for a while before leaving, to appease him, but when
they touched he found it was not so easy to leave after all.
He Zhao pressed close to him, hands reaching inappropriately through the hem of his
school trousers and lowering his head to bite Xie Yu’s neck. “Shall I take care of it for you?”
Xie Yu hummed low in his throat. The sound made He Zhao tighten his hand, almost too
hard.
Xie Yu’s hands tightened on his bedsheets, muscles taut. The red string on his wrist made
his skin look even paler in contrast, a vivid and evocative sight.
When He Zhao had bought it, he had never imagined it would look this way on Xie Yu’s
wrist.
Fuck. He really was going to die.
When it was over, Xie Yu let go of the bedsheets, raising a hand to cover his eyes. He Zhao
got up to pull a tissue from a box at the head of the bed. He pulled several sheets out and
handed them to Xie Yu.
The air was thick with the scent of a certain fluid.
Xie Yu took it. Cleaning up didn’t seem to be working, so he got up to go back to his own
room and change his pants, then remembered that He Zhao was still hard.
“I advise you not to touch me,” He Zhao said hoarsely. “…Or you might not get to go back
and appease your mom.”
“Ah…” Xie Yu was just about to touch him, but at He Zhao’s words he turned around,
holding onto the edge of the bed. He got up and said, completely disaffected “Thanks, then.
Take a cold shower to cool off.”
When Xie Yu walked out of school towards the bus stop, the school gates were nearly
deserted.
On the bus, he called Madam Gu, who happily said “Sure, sure, sure,” on the other end of the
line.
Then Madam Gu asked, “Did you have a good time on the class trip? Are you hungry? What
do you want to eat when you get back?”
“It was fine. Just as expected,” Xie Yu said. “Anything is fine.”
When Xie Yu hung up he realized that He Zhao practically never went home on weekends.
He Zhao’s mother was overseas but Xie Yu had never heard He Zhao mention his father.
How magnanimous did a parent have to be to not be worried when their child got grades
like He Zhao’s?
Xie Yu kept thinking about it, then sent a text to He Zhao who should have finished his
shower by now. Are you done showering?
He Zhao replied very quickly:
No.
It won’t go down while I’m thinking of you.
……
Xie Yu got to the station before He Zhao finished his shower. He toweled his hair dry while
calling Xie Yu. “Are you home yet?”
Xie Yu got off the bus and said as he walked, “You sure take long showers.”
He Zhao laughed quietly. “Mm. It was long.”
Ignoring the teasing, Xie Yu asked, “You aren’t going home?”
“There’s no one at home. What do I need to go home for?” He Zhao sat on his bed, pulling
the cap off a pen with his teeth. He flipped open a textbook and said, “My dad is overseas
for work. He’s rarely home.”
“He doesn’t worry about you?”
“It’s not that he doesn’t worry. He just wants me to think about it for myself, and whatever I
want to do, he won’t stop me.”
He Zhao thought his dad was someone hard to come by, too. When he had said he didn’t
want to take the high school exams, he had been allowed to do so. Then when he stayed at
home after quitting school, his dad hadn’t lectured him about it, either. He had just done the
cost-benefit analysis with He Zhao and then let him make his own decision.
All he said was, “He Zhao, your life is your own.”
“I’m here. Later.”
“Mm.”
He Zhao had said, “Mm,” but he didn’t hang up.
Xie Yu stood in the doorway, leaning against the wall, and was tickled. “If I don’t hang up,
then are you not going to hang up?”
“I’m hanging up,” He Zhao said. “Go in.”
Xie Yu had just entered and changed his shoes when Gu Xuelan pushed a plate of fruit into
his hands. She said gravely, “Go and sit on the sofa and eat this. Dinner will be ready soon.”
The fruits were cut up neatly, several varieties arranged on a glass plate.
Xie Yu speared two pieces with a toothpick and ate them, then walked over and leaned
against the doorway, watching her.
Gu Xuelan cut up the vegetables, washed her hands, then turned and caught sight of Xie
Yu’s wrist accessory. “When did you get that?”
Xie Yu followed her eyes downward to his wrist. He said, “Ah, this… I got it on the class
trip.”
Gu Xuelan didn’t think any more of it. She knew Xie Yu better than anyone. He didn’t
interact much with others. So she said, “When you were little I bought you a gold pendant
but you didn’t like wearing it, and when I put it around your neck you cried”
Xie Yu said nothing.
Zhong Guofei had come back early tonight and the three of them ate dinner together. The
dinner table was quiet, and Xie Yu had no interest in Madam Gu telling Zhong Guofei about
Madam Chen or Madam Lu. He ate a little, then got up to go upstairs.
Gu Xuelan asked, “Won’t you eat some more?”
Xie Yu said, “No need. I’m full. You all continue.”
Soon, Xie Yu found that when he was alone he kept thinking about a certain idiot’s
excavator-piloting future.
He had seen He Zhao’s midterm papers. It wasn’t completely hopeless. He Zhao had
answered several questions correctly, the ones which Old Wu had gone over multiple times
in class that if anyone still got wrong might have caused him to expire from anger.
Xie Yu thought about it, then turned on his PC and opened a Word document, then typed
out: Content summary for the college exams.
11 p.m.
He Zhao was in his dorm room doing mock exam papers when a notification popped up on
his phone screen.
—You have 1 new message.
Translation notes:
[1] A gift of a bracelet with a red bean means ‘I like you, and want to be with you’. Red bean
means ‘thinking of you’ and symbolize ure love, and are given as lovers’ gifts. One popular
depiction is in the poem ‘Thoughts of Each Other; by Wang Wei. Red thread bracelets are
often worn by couples and mean ‘together forever.’
He Zhao opened the email expecting it to be spam, but it was not quite the 80-day boot
camp advertisement he had expected.
—It really was an email containing study materials.
Without a single word of advertisement.
The email consisted of several sections organized by subject, covering the contents on the
main exam. The guides were very straightforward and logical, without a single unnecessary
word.
He Zhao glanced at it twice and didn’t notice anything complicated. It looked like a guide
for bad students to learn the basics.
In sum, this was a near-perfect foundational guide.
Xie Yu had stayed up all night compiling the critical points of each subject for He Zhao and
was about to go to sleep, but his head had just hit the pillow when the class group chat
exploded again.
At the head of his bed, his phone vibrated several times.
[He Zhao]: @v=s*h, study rep, what are you doing?
[v=s*h ]: I’m memorizing English words.
[Luo Wenqiang]: Study rep, what time is it? You’re still fighting?
[v=s*h ]: It’s still early. You sleep so early? I can’t sleep, and the more I read the more
energy I have.
[Luo Wenqiang]: All right, that’s enough. You’re the most impressive.
[He Zhao]: No, I mean what did you email me in the middle of the night for?
Xue Xisheng had no idea what was happening.
[v=s*h ]: What email?
[He Zhao]: Study guide?
[v=s*h]:?
[He Zhao]: What’s that question mark for? It wasn’t you?
The mysterious study guide incited a burst of enthusiasm in everyone from Class 3. It was
the middle of the night but they all didn’t sleep, looking instead at He Zhao’s screenshot and
letting their imaginations run wild.
[Liu Cunhao]: Might it be Old Wu?
[Xu Qingqing]: No, Old Wu wouldn’t make a new email. He would have just sent it.
[Liu Cunhao]: Shall we just ask him? @Mr. Wu Zheng
After ruling out the study rep and the math teacher, none of them knew who else in their
class would do such a thing.
[Wan Da]: Maybe it’s like this…
Eventually, they came up with a story of a besotted girl who had had a crush on He Zhao for
a long time. She couldn’t have him, but loved him to death and had watched him from afar.
[Xu Qingqing]: That’s definitely it. And from the study guide we can see that this girl gets
good grades. Very logical. For instance, the explanation for this example is very structured.
[Wan Da]: Yes, yes. Her love, usually repressed in her heart, finally bursts forth on a
thoughtful night like this!
[He Zhao]: Ah, is that so.
“……” Xie Yu, lying on his bed, put one hand to his forehead. He forced out, “Idiot.” He wasn’t
sure if he was cursing He Zhao or himself.
After Xu Qingqing and the others had analyzed it, this strange and twisted love story really
did sound like it could be true.
Xie Yu had not completed the study guide and had only sent He Zhao the basics. Although
Class 3’s imagination left him speechless, he continued to write the study guide.
The examples and facts in the basics version were not nearly sufficient. The college exams
were much more difficult than that.
The next day, after Xie Yu got out of bed, he made another guide.
As with the previous document, the guide was divided into sections. It covered several
common trap questions and the various ways a single content point could be tested.
“Don’t stay in your room all day.” Near noon, Madam Gu knocked on his door. “Come
downstairs for lunch.”
Xie Yu said, still typing, “Got it.”
Gu Xuelan sighed. “Got it, got it… I don’t think you get it at all.”
Madam Gu waited outside the door for a while. Xie Yu saved the document and used the
same QQ email account from before to send the file to He Zhao.
[Email sent successfully.]
At lunch, Gu Xuelan kept pressing the topic. “What are you doing in your room?”
Xie Yu took a piece of pork rib and put it in Gu Xuelan’s bowl, then said, “Studying.”
“As if.”
After passing over the pork rib, Xie Yu took some of a vegetable dish for himself and said
nothing more.
He was always like that. Although he never studied, he always made the excuse that he was
studying.
He always said that he wasn’t coming home on weekends because he wanted to focus on
studying in school. And then his grades were second from last in the year anyway. Who
knew what on earth he had been studying.
Gu Xuelan eventually concluded, Forget it. The meal would be ruined if they kept talking
about it.
Xie Yu finished his lunch, went back upstairs, and was about to log out of the QQ account
when he saw a little red dot next to his inbox.
He opened it and saw a new email.
The subject line was five words: Don’t love me. It’s pointless.
Sender: He Zhao.
The body of the email was even more of the same, something along the lines of, “I already
have a partner.”
I have a very close relationship with my partner.
Friend, I don’t know who you are, but I hope you understand that it’s impossible between
us.
Do you understand what I’m saying?
It seemed that He Zhao had absorbed every word Xu Qingqing and the others had said
yesterday.
Xie Yu sat in front of the computer staring at the rejection letter for a long time, unsure how
to react.
“Damn.” Xie Yu closed out of the page, then murmured to himself, “…I’m that partner.”
He Zhao was usually so annoying Xie Yu was very tempted to block him, but he was quieter
this weekend.
Xie Yu accompanied Madam Gu to a nearby park for a walk. They didn’t have much to talk
about, so he mentioned some things from class and Madam Gu seemed quite happy.
It was past 1pm when he next got a call from He Zhao.
“I held it in for very long before I called you.” It was noisy on He Zhao’s end of the phone—
he was probably outside. “Thought you mightn’t be up yet.”
Xie Yu stepped into his room and leaned against the door. “What do you think I am,
sleeping until this time of day?”
“A pig?”
“You’re the damn pig.”
“All right,” He Zhao said. “I’m a pig.”
They chatted for a while and Xie Yu heard someone on He Zhao’s end say, “68 yuan. Cash or
credit?”
He Zhao was holding his phone and couldn’t scan a QR code, so he reached into his pocket
and said, “Cash, and can I have a bag? Thank you.”
Xie Yu waited for him to pay before asking, “You went out?”
“Mm.” He Zhao stood in the bookshop, two copies of The Complete Guide to the College
Exams on the counter. He had shopped around for a long time before carefully selecting
this extra-curricular study material for his boyfriend. He said vaguely, “…Came out to buy
something.”
Xie Yu thought that He Zhao was probably at a convenience store getting something to eat.
Not many students stayed at Erzhong over the weekend and only one stall was open at the
cafeteria, offering a small selection of food. Probably incomparable to home cooking.
Students who stayed over the weekend usually went out to eat or bought some instant
noodles and snacks to tide them over.
The cashier counted out He Zhao’s change, put the books in the bag, and gave both to He
Zhao.
He Zhao pushed open the door, carrying the bags, and glanced down at the red string on his
wrist. He asked Xie Yu, “Are you still wearing the bracelet?”
Xie Yu glanced at his own wrist. The red string still hung there, the red bean with the Z
carved on it resting on his wristbone. “Yes. What about it?”
“Nothing, just asking.”
Although they weren’t physically together, strangely, linked by the red line, they both felt
that the other was near.
As if they were breathing the same air.
The weekend passed quickly and it was Monday again.
Xie Yu glanced at the time as he waited for the bus back to school. It was that time of
morning when ‘Loyalty to the Country’ would usually resound through the air. He then
thought of Dean Jiang’s daily encouraging speech which had never skipped a day and the
daily groans of misery that echoed through the dorm building.
Xie Yu thought about it, then called He Zhao.
“Are you awake?”
“How can I sleep?” He Zhao had been freshly woken by the broadcast and his voice was still
hoarse. He sat up and asked, “You’re on the bus? When do you get back?”
Before Xie Yu left, Madam Gu had pushed a can of milk into his hands and made him
promise to drink it on the bus to aid nutrition. The milk was still warm and he bit on the
straw as he said, “…Half an hour.”
Xie Yu’s voice was muffled and gentle, a little soft.
He Zhao asked, “Are you eating something?”
Xie Yu said, “Drinking milk.”
Thinking it sounded strange, Xie Yu added, “Cow’s milk.”
He Zhao cursed on the other end of the line.
Xie Yu asked, “Are you sick?”
He Zhao replied, “Does morning wood count as sick?”
As a guy, He Zhao was prone to specific biological reactions. He was imagining his little
friend quietly drinking milk and gave himself a hard time.
When Xie Yu got to the classroom, He Zhao had not yet arrived.
Wan Da and the others had arrived early and were huddled together, copying homework.
No one dared leave any questions blank, so even if they copied only the formula steps, they
still wrote something for every question. Wan Da glanced up, saw Xie Yu, and greeted him.
“Yu-ge, you’re early… where’s Zhao-ge?”
Xie Yu said, walking to the back row, “He’s taking a shower.”
Wan Da asked, “Showering at this time?”
Xie Yu was about to go on, but then he saw the two copies of The Complete Guide to the
College Exams on his desk and stopped. “……”
What the hell was this?
Chapter 069 - When you have problems in school, I can only watch
you get frustrated but I can’t help you at all.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
—
He Zhao was still reading the question, following each of the notes Old Wu had written in
red chalk. After doing the arithmetic, he considered several ways of approaching the
question.
The concept Old Wu had explained in class was quite straightforward, but even simple
concepts became more complicated when they were tested using functions.
He Zhao wanted to grab a piece of scratch paper and draft an answer.
Xie Yu glanced at He Zhao and noticed that he was looking at the blackboard even more
intently than he had been looking at his game.
He Zhao wasn’t very enthusiastic about gaming. He tapped here and there but didn’t get
invested.
Rather than liking gaming, it seemed more that he was bored and had nothing to do.
But he was good at the game and had a lot of tricks up his sleeve. During evening self-study,
Wan Da and the others often invited He Zhao to play with them, or asked him which server
he was on.
He Zhao always responded, “I’m not playing with you today. I’m playing a couples’
formation with my deskmate.”
Wan Da doggedly kept on inviting him, hoping to get a good player on his team. “Yu-ge?
That’s more like a solo suicide mission, right? Don’t you want to play in an actual team?”
Xie Yu finally reached out and tapped on He Zhao’s phone screen.
On the game interface, ‘Handsome He’ dodged an attack and swung his sword in a
counterattack before running off to the side, still trailing blood.
Xie Yu retracted his hand, then asked, “What were you thinking so hard about?”
“Look at these conditions to determine the boundaries of the question.” Old Wu laid out the
critical points and drew a diagram, then rapped on the blackboard with a ruler. “Take a few
minutes to think about this…”
Old Wu wanted to call someone up to the blackboard to solve the question, but glancing
around the class he found that only Xue Xisheng was actively trying to do the question. He
said, “Study rep, come up and solve it.”
Xue Xisheng pushed up his glasses, got up, walked to the blackboard, and wrote the word
‘Solution:’ practically tucked away in the upper left corner of the board.
He Zhao quickly gave his avatar a healing potion and fell silent.
Surely, he couldn’t say, Old Xie, this extension question is quite simple. In the last minute, I
thought of three different ways to solve it. Do you want to hear them?
Thankfully, Xie Yu didn’t keep asking.
Xie Yu wrote down several solution steps in his notes app, ordered his thoughts, then
deleted the note. He opened his calculator app and started to do the arithmetic.
Neither of them were well-versed in love, but many of their peers had gotten into
relationships early.
Based on Wan Da’s rumors alone, all the couples in school lined up might be able to
circumnavigate the school grounds twice. He went on about which students from which
class had just gotten together, but that person from that class had just split up with that
other person… there were all kinds of reasons for breaking up. They seemed to be dating
just for fun.
The biggest scandal had happened last year. Even Xie Yu, who didn’t listen to gossip, knew
about it.
There had been a girl with good grades, the literature rep of her class. The sort of girl who
gave speeches at the yearly parent assembly, and who looked well-behaved and demure.
But she had gotten into a relationship with a transfer student who led a messy life.
After a while, the transfer student had wanted to break up but the girl had staunchly
refused.
When they broke up, they made a big scene in the corridor. The transfer student said,
pained, “We’re not compatible. Forget it. When you have problems in school, I can only
watch you get frustrated but I can’t help you at all.”
“If I run into something I don’t understand, I can ask the teacher—”
“No, you don’t get it. This isn’t something that a teacher can solve. This is a communication
gap between us that we can’t bridge.”
“……”
This story was still making the rounds on Erzhong’s school forum to this day. The thread
was highlighted in red and pinned.
Xie Yu solved the math problem, then cleared his notes app again. He thought, No rush. We
can take our time.
But he had no idea that He Zhao was also thinking, No, if there’s too big a gap my little
friend might become self-conscious.
Xue Xisheng had picked a complicated solution, and his notes covered half the blackboard.
He had also made a mistake: while solving for x, he had forgotten to consider the range of
validity.
Near the end of class, Old Wu briefly went over the solution to the problem.
He Zhao was still on his phone game, and he glanced up at the blackboard while the game
was loading. During class, he had finished all the missions currently available to him when
he saw a team invitation from Shen Jie as he was about to go offline. Reflexively, he hit
accept.
Wu Zheng reminded the class rep to collect homework from the faculty office later on, then
packed up his things and went to the class next door.
Xie Yu had just put away his phone when he heard He Zhao curse.
Xie Yu initially thought he had lost a round, but when he moved closer and glanced at He
Zhao’s screen, he noticed that one of the characters on the screen was female, wearing a
skirt and with long hair.
He Zhao had earbuds in and had probably turned on team voice chat. Xie Yu reached out
and took one of the earbuds, putting it in his own ear, and heard a girl’s soft voice. “I don’t
really know how to play this game. Can you protect me later on?”
Xie Yu wound his finger around the cord. He drawled, “You’re living the good life, ge. Even
helping girls.”
He Zhao had his own difficulties.
When Shen Jie had invited him to join the team just now, he had asked him to help a new
player, saying this concerned his lifelong happiness but he had a stomachache and needed
to go to the toilet.
Before He Zhao could refuse, Shen jie had added the girl to the team and run off.
“No,” He Zhao immediately explained. Xie Yu’s jealousy was obvious, and although He Zhao
quite liked the look of his boyfriend being jealous, he still immediately turned off the mic
and explained. “I don’t know her. This is a girl Shen Jie is teaching. I really don’t know her.”
Xie Yu said, “If you don’t know her, then why did he ask you to help?”
“He went to the toilet and needed someone to hold the fort for a while.”
Xie Yu continued, “He asked you of all people. You do this a lot, do you?”
He Zhao was speechless.
Xie Yu didn’t keep picking at it, either.
Seeing that He Zhao was trying so earnestly to explain himself, Xie Yu continued talking for
a while but didn’t ask He Zhao to leave the team. In fact, he started up his own copy of the
game. “Add me, quick. Class is about to start.”
The girl was still talking, but He Zhao heard none of it.
His mind was full of, Damn, my boyfriend’s usually so cold but when he throws a tantrum
he’s too damn cute.
The girl’s handle was a string of emojis. She was clearly interested in He Zhao, even though
He Zhao hadn’t said much.
[Emoji]: “Gege, are you from Erzhong too?”
[Emoji]: “Do you have a girlfriend?”
After hanging around Xie Yu for so long, He Zhao had learned some of his mannerisms,
although he didn’t use them as harshly as Xie Yu did. Xie Yu would have said, “None of your
business,” so He Zhao said, “I have a boyfriend.”
A long time later, the round ended. He Zhao immediately exited the game, worried that
Emoji would ask him to start another round.
Xie Yu slumped on his side of the desk, looking at He Zhao. “You’re not worried she’ll tell
Shen Jie?”
He Zhao put away his earphones and looked at the timetable. There was one class period
left. “No need for her to tell him. He already knows.”
The classroom was very noisy.
Liu Cunhao and Wan Da were making a ruckus. When they passed Xie Yu and He Zhao, Liu
Cunhao collided with Xie Yu’s desk. The table shook and the sound of it moving reached Xie
Yu’s ears.
Xie Yu blinked. “He knows?”
“He found out on the class trip.” He Zhao flipped through his text messages. “I’m looking for
it and you can see it for yourself.”
Xie Yu took the phone and glanced at it. He saw Shen Jie’s anxious questions and He Zhao’s
reply.
He Zhao’s reply was very confident, and even had a hint of pride.
Xie Yu, my boyfriend.
Xie Yu had never imagined He Zhao would be so forthright.
It wasn’t convenient for them to spread the news of their relationship like other people
who might easily say, ‘I have a partner.’ Unlike other young couples, they couldn’t hold
hands openly around the school as long as they avoided the teachers.
Xie Yu considered it for a while. In He Zhao’s shoes, he might have done the same.
Shen Jie returned from the toilet. On the way back he slipped into Class 3 through the back
door, patted He Zhao’s shoulder and said, “How did it go? Are you done helping her?”
“Help her, my ass.” He Zhao kicked him. “I have a boyfriend and you pushed me into a fire
pit.”
Shen Jie dodged and said, “Yeah, I asked because I know you have a boyfriend… if it were
someone else I might not have trusted them.”
He Zhao tossed a bottle of mineral water at him.
“Okay, okay, I won’t ask you next time.”
Shen Jie picked up the water bottle and put it back on the desk. “I’ll ask Old Xie. I trust him,
too.”
He Zhao said, “…I think you’re tired of living.”
Over the last few days, Shen Jie must have properly processed the news of their
relationship, because he didn’t react oddly at all when he looked at them both.
He was quite calm.
“What would you ask me for?” Xie Yu said. “So you can experience solo play while on a
team?”
Shen Jie: “……” He had nearly forgotten Xie Yu was a lone wolf sort of player.
They chatted for a while longer, then the class bell rang and Shen Jie went back to Class 8.
Before Shen Jie left, he paused after noticing the red bands on both their wrists. He did a
double-take, then said out of nowhere, “It’s good. It’s nothing, and I wasn’t surprised at all.”
Going by his Zhao-ge’s EQ, he was doomed to be forever alone, so the fact that he had found
a boyfriend was already a miracle.
He Zhao smiled and said, “Get lost, now.”
The last class period passed. The people participating in the arts festival stayed for another
half an hour to practice.
The classroom was almost empty and only the students on duty remained behind.
Xu Jing played their selected song on the classroom computer. In the middle of the song
was a section where the performers had to pair up. They split up, two to a group. The dance
moves were rather intimate, and one of the pair had to hold the other’s waist.
Xu Jing and Xu Qingqing demonstrated.
He Zhao stood behind Xie Yu, his hands on Xie Yu’s waist pulling him closer. He didn’t want
to let go. “Are you coming to evening self-study later?”
Xie Yu, still thinking of what He Zhao had done, asked reflexively, “You’re not coming?”
“Not coming to class,” He Zhao said. “I want to be in the dorms coming on something else
instead.”
“……”
Xie Yu had noticed that that He Zhao’s mind was getting dirtier and dirtier lately.
Luo Wenqiang was tall, and his waist being held by an equally tall boy created a very
strange image. Xu Jing considered going up to help guide them, but nearly burst out
laughing.
Luo Wenqiang sighed stiffly. “Jing-jing, you didn’t say there was a section like this.”
Xu Jing replied, “Just relax. Look at Zhao-ge and Yu-ge, and how natural they are…”
Wan Da waved a hand dismissively. He had already noticed. “They’re different.”
After rehearsal, they made a chat group. They titled it Coolest Guy Group in the Universe,
and sent some instructional videos as well as notifications for their next rehearsal time.
Discussion in the chat group was lively all through evening self-study. Their phones kept
vibrating with notifications, like they were performers preparing for a debut.
All of them wanted to look impressive on stage and instantly become famous..
[Luo Wenqiang]: Last year, someone from the class next door played guitar and many girls
wanted to be friends with him afterwards.
[Luo Wenqiang]: I don’t need that many. Just one is fine.
“……”
Xie Yu showered, then walked out drying his hair. His notifications had hit 99+. He swiped
on his screen with a still-damp finger, dismissing them, then noticed a familiar green apple
notification at the bottom of the drag down list.
Question King Tournament.
Translation notes:
[1] Zhongshan suits, named after Sun Yat-sen.
The day before yesterday, Luo Wenqiang had been reading it in math class and Old Wu had
confiscated it, then penalized him with ten math problems. The class was too eager to read
the comics and, as a result, planned to sneak into the faculty office while Old Wu wasn’t
looking to take the comic back.
“Old Xie, are you a man or not?” He Zhao wanted to drag Xie Yu along, but Xie Yu wasn’t
very interested so he tried to taunt him. “Are you scared?”
Xie Yu said, “Scared, my ass.”
They paced outside the faculty office with Wan Da for a while and saw Old Wu flip the
comic open. He read all class period and gave them no chance to strike. “……”
Xie Yu had not flipped two pages before he heard He Zhao say loudly, “Teach, today
you’re… elegant. Dashing and handsome. You look ten years younger. Very good-looking.”
As He Zhao spoke he backed away, rocking backwards on his chair so it stood unsteadily on
two legs.
Liu Cunhao realized what he was doing and continued, “Truly, the Aaron Kwok¹ of
Erzhong.”
Now that all the compliments had already been given, Luo Wenqiang could only say, “Just
one word! Cool!”
The whole class started laughing and clapping in agreement.
Old Tang embarrassedly touched the top of his head. “What are you all going on about?”
As he finished speaking, he let his hand rest on the side of the podium and didn’t keep
tugging at his tie.
Xie Yu stared at He Zhao, who was still rocking in his chair, completely unbecoming.
It was nearly winter and the students who got cold easily had already started putting on
winter wear. He Zhao still dressed lightly but he looked like a human furnace. He had even
folded up his sleeves, revealing his wrists.
At one point, Liu Cunhao had mentioned that if he wasn’t to be class leader, He Zhao would
be the next most suitable choice.
He was indeed suitable.
He looked as if he didn’t follow rules, but he was only hiding his true abilities.
The school anniversary event had been scheduled for after school, during the time period
when evening self-study was usually held. The students involved in rehearsal had to be
there by the afternoon. After eating lunch, Liu Cunhao took his performance outfit out from
under his desk. “We’ll get to skip class for half a day! How nice!”
“Stop going on about that.” Xu Jing and Xu Qingqing both got their costumes and were
holding hands. “Change quickly and we’ll meet at the stairwell.”
They couldn’t change in class—it wasn’t good to show off one’s shoulders in public—so
they all headed for the bathrooms.
There were six stalls in the men’s room. Liu Cunhao and the others occupied one each,
moving as swiftly as if they were grabbing hot food. Finally, only the innermost stall was
left.
Luo Wenqiang stepped into the second-to-last stall and said as he locked the door, “Sorry,
Zhao-ge, Yu-ge, you’ll have to squeeze.”
Xie Yu stood in the doorway, holding his outfit, and considered kicking Luo Wenqiang into
the toilet bowl.
“Let’s go.” He Zhao, on the other hand, was very satisfied and threw an arm around Xie Yu’s
shoulders with a smile. “Squeeze?”
The stall was way too small and even without moving they were skin to skin. And they had
to take off their clothes.
He Zhao moved quicker and shed his clothes in a few swift motions. Xie Yu had just
unzipped his jacket when his arm brushed against He Zhao’s waist. It was firm.
His frame was lean, masculine and faintly defined, the unique youthfulness of a teenager
“Move over.” Xie Yu paused, then said, “Go on, move aside.”
While changing, the others chatted. The conversation came round to the thrilling comic
book series and Liu Cunhao said loudly, “I’m up to volume five. Who’s got volume six?”
“Volume six isn’t around any more.”
“It’s with Old Wu.”
“You still haven’t gotten it back?”
“……How could we have gotten it back?! Tell me how to get it back! Old Wu reads it every
class period! And he still hasn’t finished it!”
Aside from the people changing in the stalls, people flowed in and out of the bathroom.
Xie Yu put on his clothes, then did up his trousers. When he looked up again, He Zhao was
leaning against the stall door, watching him. “What?”
He Zhao had already changed. The white button-down gave him a careless and roguish air.
He had not done up the first three buttons and the shirt lay audaciously open.
“Looking at you,” He Zhao said. “How does my little friend look so good?”
Xie Yu tugged up the zipper of his pants little by little, then took two steps forward, lifted a
hand, and did up He Zhao’s shirt buttons for him. His fingers lingered on the buttons,
feeling He Zhao’s warmth through the material of the shirt. He said, “You… have a boyfriend
now. Don’t flirt so hard.”
He Zhao didn’t move. He let Xie Yu do up two buttons, then couldn’t stop himself from
moving closer.
“Zhao-ge, are you two done?”
Luo Wenqiang was strong and he knocked on the door as if he was going to break it down.
When his hand met the door, even the neighboring stalls shook.
He Zhao: “……”
Luo Wenqiang knocked on the door for a while before it opened. He had planned to twirl on
the spot to show off his new look and ask if he looked handsome, but then he saw that He
Zhao’s expression was dark.
They were in a hurry and they quickly assembled in the stairwell after they changed. Xu
Qingqing and the other girls took a while longer, so they waited around.
By the time the girls emerged, the guys had been waiting in the stairwell for about five
minutes.
Luo Wenqiang, Wan Da, and the others stood close to the doorway, standing in a row and
posing attentively. Wen Qiang had stuck one hand in his pocket and Liu Cunhao folded his
hands over his chest, a chilly expression and a distant look in his eyes.
Xu Jing’s gaze skipped right over this lot of crazies and landed on the two pretty faces of
Class 3.
They, unlike the others, weren’t making a scene. They sat side by side on the stairs.
Xie Yu’s legs were bent under him, his low-waisted jeans full of holes. His legs were long
and slender, and the hole at his knee revealed a large swath of skin, so pale it dazzled.
Xu Jing was mesmerized for a few seconds.
He Zhao had his phone in one hand, his other arm wrapped around Xie Yu’s neck. He looked
as if he was trying to take a selfie with him. Xie Yu didn’t seem willing and stared at the
camera with a blank expression.
He Zhao wasn’t good at photography and he had picked a bad angle. If not for both their
good looks, which carried the show, the photo would have been a trainwreck.
But He Zhao was still confident. “How is this? Look at my composition.”
“Composition, my ass,” Xie Yu said, standing up. “Wake up. Get real.”
The school’s great hall was not often used. Aside from school-wide celebrations like this
one, it was only occupied during the start-of-year assembly.
The stage had a wooden floor and dark red curtains hung to either side.
From the vantage point of the stage, the audience area was an endless sea of seats.
On the way here, Liu Cunhao and the others had been bragging about wanting to beat the
other classes down, but the moment they stood on stage their legs went weak.
Luo Wenqiang said, “How did I never realize the school hall was this big?”
Liu Cunhao asked, “Can this many people really fit in the hall?”
Wan Da asked, “Does anyone want to go pee?”
“Spineless, the lot of you.” He Zhao, who was standing right in the middle, kicked Luo
Wenqiang lightly in jest as he said, “What were we all saying on the way here?”
‘Coolest Guy Group in the Universe’ representative Luo Wenqiang replied, “Yes, we’re
spineless.”
Xie Yu had not participated much in their daily practices, but he had also never made a
mistake during practice. When he danced on stage he was not worried at all that he would
do the steps wrong. Even without the spotlights from the AV crew, he seemed to radiate a
brilliant light.
He was different from He Zhao, who wanted to entertain. Xie Yu did not want to express
himself, but he couldn’t help that other people looked at him.
People were unable to look away.
Xu Jing completed the final move to the last note of the song, and the weight in her heart
finally lifted. She thought, We’ve got it now.
At 6 p.m. that evening, the audience began trickling in and the empty hall began to grow
noisy.
The school administrators sat in the first row, a table in front of them bearing placards with
their names and positions.
The two emcees delivered a long opening address, then started to announce the
performances. “Now, let us welcome Class 1 with a reading of the poem ‘My School.’ A
round of applause, please…”
The performers were all sitting in the first few rows so that they would be able to get on
stage more easily.
There was nothing to watch for a poem recitation, so Xie Yu listened for a while then
turned and asked, “When are we up?”
“Didn’t you see the program? We’re after class 2. Eighth in line.”
“I didn’t look closely.”
The two girls on stage finished reading the last line of their poem and bowed to the
audience, then the lights in the hall went out. Several seconds later, when the lights came
back, the two reciters had already walked off stage and the two well-dressed emcees
emerged again. “Thank you, Class 1, for bringing this exciting performance to us. On this
special day, we’re sure everyone is as excited as we are…”
Class 2 ‘s performance was a comedy sketch. The audience all laughed wildly and the noise
woke Xie Yu up.
“We’re up.” Xu Jing passed the word down from the head of the line. “Get ready, and don’t
be nervous.”
Luo Wenqiang watched the stage, so nervous he could not blink, as each class performed.
He turned to say something to the person behind him, then saw that Xie Yu, on his right,
was still rubbing his half-closed eyes, looking sleepy. “We’re up—Yu-ge, you’re so calm.”
Rumors had spread that the two big bros of Class 3 would both perform on stage, and many
threads had sprung up on the school forum discussing it. Everyone was saying, “It’s worth
it! Damn, I’m happy to be alive to see this sight… it’s worth it.”
They had all imagined this scene countless times, but no one expected that seeing it with
their own eyes would be even more stunning.
Translation notes:
[1] Aaron Kwok: a Hong Kong actor and musician
“……”
Although they knew that no one in the audience could see anything, both their hearts still
uselessly skipped a beat.
Alongside that was a very faint pride, rising up from the bottom of both their hearts.
As if wanting to tell everyone: He is mine.
“Thank you, Class 3, for that dance performance. An extremely cool dance that made the
audience go wild.” The lights in the hall went on again and the emcees had walked out from
backstage to stand center stage. “Now, let us all calm down and enjoy, from Class 8, a little
comedy sketch—’Top Student.’”
“Shen Jie’s class.” He Zhao jumped down from the stage and ran to the seating area just as
the lights went on. The entire thing had taken less than two seconds. He sat down in his
seat, still shocked, and steadied himself before saying, “During rehearsal I saw a bit of it. It’s
very funny. They took a talent show and changed it up…”
Xie Yu said, “I didn’t see them rehearsing.”
“What could you have seen?” He Zhao said. “You’re always sleeping or playing video games.
When you sit to the side, no one even dares talk to you.”
Xie Yu said lightly, “Ah. So you had a good time talking.”
“……”
He Zhao had never imagined that his offhand remark would lead to his death.
During afternoon rehearsal, a group of senior girls had surrounded He Zhao, explaining
everything from where to stand on stage to how to exit the stage. Xu Jing, the dance lead,
and Liu Cunhao, the class rep, had stood idly by.
On stage, Shen Jie and the others were swiftly moving stools and setting up their props.
Aside from three students acting as ‘teacher-judges,’ the others wore their school uniforms.
He Zhao was trying to figure out how to explain himself when he heard Xie Yu say, “I can
see you.”
He Zhao froze.
Xie Yu repeated, “I can see you, so you’d better watch yourself.”
Class 8’s comedy sketch was as funny as advertised. It opened on the three teacher-judges
with their backs to the participants as the participants came on stage one by one to
introduce themselves. “Dear teachers and judges, hello. I’m Xiao Cai from Class 2.8 and I’m
here to participate in Super Student. My dream is to spread the charms of studying to
everyone, and my performance will be—reciting 30 English words in a minute.”
“He’s good!” the teacher-judges began to discuss, about to turn around. “I think he’s very
good!”
“……”
As Xie Yu finished speaking, He Zhao started laughing, his hand over his mouth as he grew
increasingly unable to hold it in.
He might have been laughing at the comedy sketch on stage, or laughing at Xie Yu’s words
just now.
A moment later, when Shen Jie swaggered off the stage with mock paper in hand, He Zhao
whispered, “Got it. I’ll watch myself.”
After Class 3 had finished the dance and left the stage, the heat over Xie Yu’s body had also
dissipated. He was only wearing a single layer and felt a little cold.
When Old Tang arrived, he had brought their school jackets with him, and put a little label
on each jacket, indicating whose it was. Now he called someone to go around and pass them
their jackets.
The boy carrying the pile of clothes now bent down. “Ah, pass these out. Everyone take
theirs. The names are written on the labels.”
“Pass it down,” Xu Jing said as she checked the labels. She turned and said, “This is Zhao-
ge’s.”
Liu Cunhao caught it and handed it to Luo Wenqiang.
Luo Wenqiang patted Xie Yu’s shoulder. Before Xie Yu could say thank you, He Zhao said,
“I’m not cold. You wear it first.”
He Zhao really wasn’t worried about the cold. Xie Yu, on the other hand… He Zhao had
accidentally touched him just now and found that his hands were cold.
Xie Yu saw Luo Wenqiang’s expression twist.
“……” Xie Yu put He Zhao’s uniform jacket on. It was a size too big and was loose on him,
and the jacket sleeves reached the backs of his hands. Luo Wenqiang was looking at him
oddly, so he turned and asked, “Is something the matter?”
Luo Wenqiang hurriedly waved. “No, no, no, no, nothing.”
“Gym rep, your clothes.” Xu Qingqing found her jacket, then tossed Luo Wenqiang’s over.
“Catch.”
Liu Cunhao stepped to the side and Xu Qingqing nearly hit him. “Qing-ge, can you learn
from Jingjing? Look how gentle she is. You, on the other hand, are you trying to kill
someone?”
Xu Qingqing threw another one.
The last performance ended, then the emcees gave a long closing speech. The school
principal went on stage. “Today is a special day for Liyang Erzhong, and a special day for all
you students here today…”
Xie Yu glanced at the time. Even if he went back now, he wouldn’t make it to evening self-
study.
He Zhao’s school jacket smelled of detergent, and something else Xie Yu couldn’t name, but
it was the same presence that always permeated the air when He Zhao was near. Without
needing to look back, Xie Yu would know it was him.
“Hao-zi, we’re leaving.” The school principal’s speech was concise and they didn’t have to
wait too long. The audience started filing out of the hall, the people in the back leaving first.
Soon, more than half the audience had left. He Zhao picked up his uniform and got up,
helping his half-dozing little friend up on the way. “Qing-ge, how are you all going home?
Shall Old Xie and I accompany you all to the bus stop?”
Xu Qingqing said, “No need to worry. My dad’s coming to get me. Are you going straight
back to the dorm? Remember to do your English homework. The teacher lectured me
yesterday because of your worksheets. Are you sure a human did those?”
He Zhao smiled and skipped replying completely. He patted Luo Wenqiang’s shoulder.
“Let’s go. What are you thinking about?”
Luo Wenqiang had been in a daze for a while.
He hadn’t recovered since leaving the stage after the performance.
He had been in a hurry to get off stage and had wanted to hurry the other two to go with
him, but when he turned, he had glimpsed something not quite right.
…Maybe he had seen wrong.
Uncertainty fermented in his heart.
Luo Wenqiang was forthright and did not like holding things in. When he, Liu Cunhao and
Wan Da had reached the multi-purpose building, he couldn’t help asking, “When you two
walked off stage just now, did you see something… like a dream?”
Wan Da was calm. “Actually, when we were walking off stage and you stopped in the
middle, I stopped with you.”
Liu Cunhao said, “Da-zi¹ stopped, so I stopped too.”
Luo Wenqiang: “……”
“I really wanted to tell them that although it’s dark in the hall, we can still see what’s in a
three-step radius around us,” they said, squatting by the road next to the classroom
building. “Could they be a bit more considerate?”
Translation notes:
[1] Da-zi: He’s referring to Wan Da.
Chapter 083 - Just try taking off your jacket again next time we play
basketball.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Winter was well underway. It didn’t snow often in A City, but the damp and chilly air still
pierced through his clothes.
Xie Yu put down his pen. He still wore the jacket He Zhao had passed to him over his
shoulders. He smiled faintly and said, “That’s all you want?”
Then, before He Zhao could reply, Xie Yu called him ‘ge’ without further thought.
Xie Yu had caught a light cold recently. After playing basketball and working up a sweat, he
had stripped down to his thin undershirt and run about in the wind for half the class
period. Now his voice was slightly hoarse and carried a hint of careless apathy.
But He Zhao was mesmerized by the simple, light word.
He buried half his face in his hand, leaned back in his chair, and sighed quietly, “Who’s
punishing who here, really?”
It was getting late. Xie Yu presed at his temple, then got up and started to leave. But before
he could take two steps, He Zhao tightly caught hold of his wrist from behind, and Xie Yu
heard him say, “Don’t go.”
He Zhao repeated, “Don’t go back tonight.”
Xie Yu stopped walking, letting He Zhao catch hold of him, and didn’t struggle to get free. “I
call you ‘ge’ and you’ll let me go. Which idiot said that, again?”
He Zhao said, “Yeah, which idiot?”
The brightly lit dorm building now had all its lights off. The security guard walked back and
forth downstairs, flashlight in hand, its light breaking through the darkness of night.
Outside the window, the light flashed by from time to time.
The single bed was too narrow. Xie Yu took off his sweater and was skin to skin with He
Zhao when he lay down.
He uncomfortably moved his leg, which was flush against He Zhao’s through the fabric. His
foot met He Zhao’s and He Zhao gave a hiss of pain, then warned in a low voice, “Don’t
move around.”
Xie Yu opened his eyes and turned to look at him.
They occasionally spent the night in each other’s dorm rooms.
At lights-out they would say they needed to go, and then not move, never leaving even if
they wanted to.
Erzhong’s dorm rooms were very well managed. A student need only put in an application
if they wanted to swap dorm rooms, and the procedures would be completed within three
days. But Xie Yu and He Zhao’s situation was different.
Before this, they had to worry about the pile of extracurricular study materials and mock
papers they kept hidden. If one of them really moved in with the other, would they need to
get up in the middle of the night to do practice questions in secret? Now, they no longer had
this worry and had thought about switching dorm rooms again.
But when Mad Dog received the application, he was so angry his head could have ballooned
to twice its size. He rapped on his office desk and said, “The two of you, what are you
planning? Are you going to play video games into the middle of the night? I’ve seen more
than my share of your kind of tricks, I’m telling you now.”
He Zhao tried to explain himself. “Actually, we’re going to study properly…”
Mad Dog threw the application straight into the trash can. “Forget that nonsense. Don’t
even think about it. There’s no room for discussion. Go on, get back to class.”
Xie Yu, having slept squashed in a single bed all night, was sore all over when he woke up
the next morning to Mad Dog’s announcement. He was supremely frustrated and nearly
kicked He Zhao off the bed.
There was a lot of homework. Not long after the school gates opened, Wan Da and the
others had already gotten to class and exchanged homework assignments while gobbling
breakfast.
Wan Da was halfway through copying an assignment when his sharp ears caught wind of
someone pushing open the door. He glanced up and let out a sigh of relief, then he did a
double take. Still with half a dough stick in his mouth, he said, “Good morning, Yu-ge…
what’s the matter, back pain?”
Xie Yu was in a bad mood and was still a little dizzy. He walked straight to the back row.
“No.”
“Ah, don’t turn the page.” Wan Da glanced back down and found that Luo Wenqiang had
turned a page of Liu Cunhao’s math exercise book. “I’m not done copying, wait a minute.”
The two continued copying homework for a while without further incident. Wan Da,
transcribing attentively, didn’t even look up when he reached for more breakfast. After a
beat, Luo Wenqiang finally couldn’t take it any more. “Can you stop eating my buns?”
Wan Da swallowed the bite in his mouth. “I thought something seemed amiss. I didn’t buy
beef mince buns…”
He Zhao held a paper cup and was getting water at the back of the classroom. When he
heard this, he couldn’t hold back a laugh.
As he laughed, he remembered the strange scene from gym class the previous day. He
asked, “What were you doing with those two girls yesterday?”
Wan Da paused mid-chew.
Luo Wenqiang was halfway through copying an answer. He stopped and met Wan Da’s eyes
for two seconds. “……”
Their class couple was now known throughout the school, and no matter how Class 3 tried
to make official announcements or explain things away, it was no use. After they had
stopped the two girls outside the basketball court, another thread popped up that day on
the class forum. Someone from Class 3 said they are upstanding best bros. Who on earth
believes that?
The comments below were nearly identical. Please, isn’t this a case of ‘there are no 300
taels of silver here?’¹
Nope, I don’t believe it.
Whoever believes it is an idiot.
There were too many responses to the thread and the three of them couldn’t even keep up
with replying.
He Zhao hadn’t paid much attention and was just asking off the top of his head, but now he
thought their reactions seemed amiss. After getting hot water, he pushed the paper cup
into Xie Yu’s hands and said, “You two… did something happen?”
Luo Wenqiang was so nervous he couldn’t even keep his tongue straight. “No, no, nothing
happened!”
Liu Cunhao was not there yet, so Wan Da had an idea and pushed all the blame onto their
class rep. “It’s… it’s like this. Hao-zi was on the student council, right? Someone came
looking for him for student council stuff.”
Luo Wenqiang let out a sigh of relief and gave Wan Da a thumbs-up on the down-low.
“Good idea.”
The explanation made sense, so He Zhao didn’t keep asking.
Xie Yu took the cup of hot water He Zhao handed over. His hands were half-hidden in his
sleeves, and his fingers poking out were faintly red from the cold. He held onto the cup and
asked, “What’s this for?”
“Pay more attention, all right?” He Zhao sighed. “You didn’t even realize that you got sick?
Just try taking off your jacket again next time we play basketball.”
Xie Yu really hadn’t been feeling well the last couple of days, but he hadn’t paid much
attention, thinking he had just caught a slight cold. A minor thing. Now that He Zhao had
spoken, he sat frozen, holding the cup.
In Zhou Dalei’s eyes, Xie Yu was someone who could accompany him to beat someone up
with a stick even while running a fever.
Once, when he was ill, Madam Gu had made Xie Yu eat fever medicine and then lie down to
sleep. Zhou Dalei wasn’t aware of the situation and came knocking. “Join a fight? The
bastard on the next street over…”
When they were done, Zhou Dalei had said excitedly, “Let’s go and have a drink at my
family’s stall.” Xie Yu had thrown down his wooden stick and declined with a hoarse voice.
Only then had Zhou Dalei noticed something was off. He had touched Xie Yu’s forehead:
burning hot.
It wasn’t a big deal.
But it was precisely the little details like this, which even Xie Yu himself didn’t notice, that
someone had taken very seriously to heart.
Xie Yu’s hand warmed little by little.
Even Xie Yu himself didn’t notice that, alongside the rising temperature, his frustration also
dissipated.
About half the class had arrived. Nearly everyone was copying homework, and the ones
who weren’t were comparing answers and correcting some of their own. Only when Xu
Qingqing came around to collect the worksheets did He Zhao start doing his homework.
“Zhao-ge, you didn’t do your paper again?” Xu Qingqing was not surprised at all. She stood
to the side with a stack of worksheets, watching him struggle. “Everyone else turns in a full
mock paper and you turn in half a mock paper. Might as well not turn it in at all, like Yu-
ge… Is that really what you’re going to write there? You don’t even have the first half of the
passage… how are you even doing these?”
Under He Zhao’s arm was half the mock final paper he had dug out of his desk with much
difficulty. Even if the entire reading comprehension passage had been printed on the
missing half that he had no idea of the whereabouts of, it wouldn’t affect his question-
answering abilities at all.
He Zhao said, “I do questions based on feel alone. If it feels right, that’s it.”
Xu Qingqing said, “…I just feel that you’re done for. The English teacher isn’t going to let
you off.”
As mock paper by mock paper went by, the weekend finally arrived.
Erzhong’s food street was filled with flying banners. The Valedictorian House was using the
end-of-term exams to host a ‘20% Storewide Discount’ event with great fanfare.
—Welcome the end of the semester! We heartily celebrate Erzhong’s final exams. During
exam week, 20% storewide discount!
“…One day I’ll wreck the Valedictorian House. They’re going too far.”
“Exams are painful, but after they’re over we can enjoy our vacation,” Liu Cunhao said,
directing the class as they moved chairs and tables. “Isn’t it more relaxing to think of it that
way?”
Xie Yu moved his chair and desk to the left. Before he could go very far with the chair, he
saw a girl in front having some difficulty moving things.
Her desk was full of books and study materials, so it was too heavy for her to push. She was
slow and blocked the way of the person behind her who was also trying to move.
He Zhao only had a single pen. He sat at the very end of the first column, spinning the pen in
his hand. He turned and saw his little friend help someone carry their desk and chair from
the beginning of the row to the end.
He looked the same as always. The weather was already chilly, but looking at Xie Yu, one
might feel that the surrounding temperature had dropped another few degrees.
The girl was worried Xie Yu was annoyed by her moving things too slowly.
“Here?” Xie Yu stopped and asked.
“Y-yes. Thank you.”
He Zhao, looking on from the side, couldn’t hold back a slight smile.
After sitting back down, Xie Yu noticed He Zhao staring at him and smiling about
something. He mouthed, “Are you goddamn sick?”
The end-of-term exams lasted three days.
The atmosphere of every examination hall was very tense, aside from the very last one.
The bad students’ gathering grounds still consisted of the same few faces. It was no use
cheating to get good grades; Mad Dog beat them back down here all the same. They all had
the air of grandmasters: strong psychological constitution, talking and laughing.
There were also some who worried a bit more about their grades. Before the invigilating
teachers arrived, they stood up and started rallying people, “This exam will determine if we
have a happy New Year.”
“Everyone, although we’re the last 30 students in the year, we can’t give up hope. If we all
strive hard, one question done is one question gained. If we put all our knowledge together,
and distribute it to every corner of this classroom…”
This group of students made cheating sound like they were spreading knowledge, but even
if they passed answers around, it was still the same old set of answers. Even if crib notes
flew all through the exam hall, they would all score about the same anyway.
Xie Yu glanced at He Zhao’s answer sheet. Over the last several exams, He Zhao had indeed
quietly scored a few more points on each subject test.
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Translation notes:
[1] 300 taels of silver: An idiom meaning ‘trying to keep something hidden but
inadvertently exposing it in the process.’ A man who had 300 taels of silver wanted to hide
them from robbers and evildoers, so he dug a pit and buried them. Still worried, he put up a
sign saying ‘There are no 300 taels of silver here.’ (Of course, they were stolen.)
Xie Yu had just showered and his hair was still wet as he listened to He Zhao talk about
what was going on in the class chat.
He Zhao still had a lollipop in his mouth and he smiled as he talked. He said, a little
languidly, “Hao-zi came over and asked me how I survived my parents all these years. I
bullshitted a bit and he actually believed it… He hasn’t logged into that MMO in a few days,
even when I ask him to.”
Xie Yu put his phone on speaker mode and tossed it to the side of his bed so he could put on
his clothes.
The heat was on so Xie Yu didn’t feel cold even though his feet were bare. He had pulled the
shirt half on, one hand on the hem, but before he could pull it down all the way, He Zhao
heard the rustling on the other end of the line. He asked, “Little friend, what are you doing?”
Xie Yu said, “Changing clothes.”
Xie Yu finished putting his clothes on, then noticed He Zhao’s end of the call had gone silent.
He bent closer to look at his screen. The call had not cut off, and the timer at the bottom
was still ticking. So he tentatively said, “Ge?”
They had not seen each other in nearly a week. Just hearing his voice alone, He Zhao
already couldn’t stand it and nearly hung up. He said helplessly, “You’re doing that on
purpose?”
Xie Yu could tell by his voice. The corner of his lips quirked: his smile was unexpectedly
bright. “Do you want to see? Video chat, ge.”
He Zhao cursed.
After a while, He Zhao steeled himself and swiped, sending a video call invitation.
He Zhao half-lay on his bed in his room, wearing only a thin sweater, the collar open and
loose, watching him with faux calm. “Yeah, I’m looking. Take off the top first or the
bottom?”
He Zhao couldn’t keep up his facade of calm for very long, seeing Xie Yu catch hold of the
hem of his shirt and pull it upward, bit by bit, along the line of his waist. Xie Yu’s frame was
slender and masculine, and his wrist still had the red string wrapped around it. Although
the lighting on Xie Yu’s side was bad, the image on the screen still fell straight into He
Zhao’s eyes.
Xie Yu teased a little bit and then couldn’t go any further, thinking: this is a little too much.
He was about to let go when He Zhao cut off the video feed.
The phone screen was now showing the chat again.
Fuck.
You win.
I’m going to shower.
Xie Yu tossed his phone aside and lay down on his bed, ignoring his wet hair.
While he was eating dinner with Zhong Jie downstairs just now, Zhong Jie had—
intentionally or not—led the conversation round to the end-of-term exams. The word
‘grades’ had been mentioned so often that Madam Gu really couldn’t listen any further and
said, to end the conversation, “Grades aren’t even out yet… let’s eat.”
Zhong Jie, the idiot. Even though he had done an extra semester of school, his intelligence
hadn’t changed and he said in a chilly voice, “If you ask me… we don’t need to wait for
grades to be released. It’s the same anyway.”
Xie Yu thought as he ate, Don’t quibble with idiots.
But a different thought also surfaced: But do beat idiots up until they can’t say another
word.
As Xie Yu continued down this line of thought, he picked up his phone and looked at his text
messages with He Zhao for a while. Then he opened the class chat.
The class group chat had discussed grades for a long time. Unexpectedly, Old Tang,
worrying for their psychological health during the break, had actually sent over a soft copy
of the grade sheet he had made a few days earlier.
[Old Tang]: [/Image]
Groans erupted in the class chat. They had only mentioned it offhand but Old Tang had
really given them the grade sheet to look at. None of them wanted to look.
[Xu Jing]: Teach, can you take it back?
[Luo Wenqiang]: About that, we… don’t really want to know our grades so badly…
[Liu Cunhao]: ToT, I thought I might get to live another two days.
The most attention-grabbing name on the grade sheet was not Xu Qingqing who scored
highest in the year in English, or Xue Xisheng who topped the class. It was a certain
grandpa who said he’d easily score 20 points.
He Zhao had said 20 points, but across all subjects he had gotten an average score of more
than 50. Everyone in the class chat was more excited than if they themselves had gotten
good grades.
[Liu Cunhao]: Zhao-ge, this is really a huge improvement!
[Xu Qingqing]: This is so touching I actually want to cry.
[Wan Da]: Quick, get in the game and I’ll throw you some grenades to celebrate!
[Luo Wenqiang]: Zhao-ge actually got a 49 on this math test! So high!
The group stayed excited for a long time and mentioned He Zhao several times, but He Zhao
remained silent throughout.
[Liu Cunhao]: @HeZhao, Zhao-ge? Where is he?
Then the whole class watched with wide eyes as a certain 10,000-year lurker, who made
the whole chat go silent when he appeared, sent a four-word text.
[Xie Yu]: He’s in the shower.
When Luo Wenqiang ordered his fifth cup of coffee, he was still unaware that Zhao-ge, who
had said self-righteously, “I’m not that sort of person,” was really going to leave them
behind.
Xu Qingqing and the other girls arrived late, and they couldn’t all fit around the table, so
they had to go to a different table. They put their heads together and talked. “I think this is
good. Looks fun.”
Luo Wenqiang was still enjoying his coffee, saying to Liu Cunhao, “This coffee is very good.
Fragrant and rich… but why is Zhao-ge not back yet? The bill’s due.”
He Zhao squatted by the roadside, face buried in his hands. Nothing was the matter. He had
just wanted to call Xie Yu to report in, but the moment he heard Xie Yu’s voice, the alcohol
went to his head and he couldn’t help… wanting to call out to him.
He Zhao had thought the matter would not go by so easily.
But when he had stood up, walked forward, and arrived in front of it, it had not been as
difficult as he had expected.
When they met, Erlei had sent a fist flying and then asked him, “All right? Do you feel better
now?”
That had not been a practice punch. He had used all his strength and He Zhao was struck
dazed for a second. He had put his back to the wall, then wiped his mouth and tasted blood.
Fang Xiaolei had not changed much from before. He had gained some weight and dressed
more maturely now. Compared to peers his own age, he did not have the air of a student.
— “Just forget about what happened before.”
— “Zhao-ge, the last time you came looking for me, I said it wasn’t your fault. I want to add
something to that now. I don’t blame you. I wanted to tell you that face to face.”
Erlei’s words echoed in his ears.
An indescribable weight laying on his chest seemed to lighten between one breath and the
next.
The feeling of vertigo came, then passed.
He Zhao watched traffic go by on the street. The headlights pierced through the night, so
bright they hurt his eyes.
“No,” He Zhao said, then got stuck. He blinked, his eyes slightly red. “Just a little.”
Your tongue is twisted in goddamn knots and you say ‘just a little.’
Xie Yu was so worried it was getting frustrating. While putting on his clothes, he asked,
“Where are you now?”
He Zhao was still near school.
Several hours ago, the three of them had met up. They had not said much but drank bottle
after bottle of beer.
Lei Jun had drunk the most.
He had not been directly involved in the incident. Erlei had left quickly and he had not been
able to clarify matters, so he had imagined the worst. He had grabbed He Zhao by the collar
and punched him, then held him down on the ground and beaten him up so badly the
school nearly called an ambulance. “Did you do it? Did you pin the blame—”
He Zhao had not explained and had not retaliated, and had even selfishly hoped Lei Jun
would hit him even harder.
Even harder.
Then Lei Jun stopped going to school and transferred to a trade school instead. It made no
difference whether he took the high school entrance exams, anyway. He had no desire to
know anything more about his ‘former good friend.’
The next time they had met was in the restaurant near Dian Ji.
Lei Jun had just been angry and had not thought about why this person was in Erzhong.
After going back, he had asked someone to look into it and found that not only the school,
but even the year did not match up.
Not only had he fallen behind one year, he was attending the most mediocre high school in
A City.
Erlei had not been able to hold his drink before, but in the past few years he had gotten a
lot of practice at business dinners, and finished a bottle in short order. “I’ve been busy and
forgot. I go overseas a lot… You haven’t met up with Zhao-ge at all, all these years?”
“We’ve met.” He Zhao also drank a lot. He leaned backward and put his empty beer bottle
on the table. “Several months ago we talked.”
Lei Jun said, “What the hell do you mean, talked? Fists talking to fists?”
By the end, the three of them were in a daze. They seemed to have returned to the old days.
Xie Yu wrote down the location. He was worried for He Zhao, still outdoors this late at night
after having drunk a lot. He picked up a jacket and put it on. He was out the door and on the
bus before he realized he had forgotten his phone.
He had left in too much of a hurry. While putting on his jacket, he had tossed his phone on
his bed, then left right after putting the jacket on.
He Zhao squatted by the roadside for a while and the alcohol-induced haze lightened a
little.
There weren’t many people on the street. A group wandered out of the restaurant across
the street, arms around each other’s shoulders, seemingly having had a lot to drink. They
looked young and there were several girls among them.
Even though night had fully fallen, the streetlights were lit and they could see the opposite
side of the street well. They nudged each other, “Eh, eh, eh, look at the guy across the
street.”
The boy was squatting, but they could tell he was probably tall. He had not even zipped up
his jacket. Although he was looking on the ground and they could not see his face, by his
figure and his bearing, he was probably extraordinary.
He Zhao had never expected that he would meet salespeople in the middle of the night.
What time was it?
He glanced up at the people in front of him. Before he could say, “I’m not buying anything,”
someone tugged at his collar from behind, pulling him up roughly.
“He’s taken.”
Xie Yu’s face was thunderous, annoyance written across his face. Seeing them frozen there,
he repeated gravely, “He’s taken.”
Chapter 089 - Show that idiot surnamed Zhong the huge gap between
you two.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“How much did you drink?”
“Five or six bottles?”
“…You can hold your liquor quite well.” Xie Yu frowned. He waited for the people to leave
before letting go. “I told you not to smoke, so you drank instead? Thinking outside the box?”
He Zhao looked at him and said nothing.
Xie Yu saw the bruise at the corner of his mouth and was about to say, “And you fought
somebody, too?” when He Zhao reached out and pulled him into a hug.
“Don’t move.” He Zhao pressed his forehead to the crook of Xie Yu’s neck and whispered, “I
won’t smoke. I just want to hold you for a while.”
The street was empty and silent, and the cold wind had mostly woken him from his
drunken haze. His little friend was wearing a puffy jacket, loose-fitting and thick, and it felt
soft under He Zhao’s hands. It was the complete opposite of the annoyed expression on his
face.
On both sides of the road, the streetlamps stretched into the horizon like pinpricks of
starlight that had shattered and dissolved into the night.
After a while, He Zhao asked, “Why did you come?”
Xie Yu said, “I came to claim my boyfriend’s corpse.”
He Zhao had recovered from his drunken haze, and now his bullshit flowed smoothly,
again. “Your boyfriend is so good at holding his liquor that another ten bottles wouldn’t be
a problem.”
“…You’re asking to get hit.”
He Zhao went on teasing for a while, then fell silent. He shut his eyes and only now did he
feel it sink in—it was over.
It was all over.
Was this finally an escape? He Zhao thought about it and decided it probably wasn’t.
But he gradually came to understand why his father had not stopped him, at the start. He
had left He Zhao to do as he wanted. He had watched He Zhao stuck to the spot, without a
plan, using the most extreme of methods to solve his problems.
Someone picking him up and him getting up on his own were two completely different
matters.
“Shall we go back?” The night was very cold, and if they kept standing here they might catch
a cold the next day. He Zhao let go and said, “We can’t get a cab here. Let’s go to the
intersection up ahead.”
Xie Yu hesitated for a second.
When he left the house, Madam Gu had already gone to bed and he had not told her he was
going out. It would be past midnight by the time he got home if he left now, and he wouldn’t
be able to explain himself easily.
He Zhao tilted his head and looked at him. “My place, then?”
He Zhao’s house was empty.
His dad had left several days ago. He was in the midst of a multi-country trip and had only
returned to rest for less than a week. He had looked at He Zhao’s end-of-term grades, said
nothing, tossed the grade sheet on the table, and invited He Zhao to play a game of chess.
“No matter what path you take and how you walk it,” Old He had said, his voice dropping
low on the last word. “I believe in you.”
Xie Yu napped in the cab and He Zhao woke him up when they reached their destination.
He Zhao got out, paid the fare, then circled around to the back seat and rested his hand on
the door. He couldn’t bear to wake Xie Yu. Eventually, he bent down and kissed the corner
of Xie Yu’s mouth, and said, “We’re here.”
He Zhao’s house was neat and tidy—the sort of neat where it didn’t feel lived-in. Aside from
a housekeeper who came once a week to tidy up, nobody came and went in this house.
Xie Yu sat on the sofa, eyes half-closed as he watched He Zhao tidy the guest room. After a
while, his patience had run dry. Without even wearing slippers, he stepped barefoot on the
ground and walked over, asking, “Which is your room?”
“……”
He Zhao had drunk a lot and was worried he couldn’t control himself. Never had he
imagined that his little friend would be even more daring. “You’re not worried I’ll take
advantage of you tonight?”
Xie Yu leaned against the doorframe and watched him, showing no trace of self-awareness
that he was a guest in this house. “I mean, you sleep in the guest room.”
Xie Yu had told He Zhao to sleep in the guest room, but he glanced at the time and saw it
was nearly 2 a.m. and didn’t make He Zhao spend even more time cleaning up the room.
It was so late at night he didn’t have the energy to think of anything else.
He Zhao took a quick shower. By the time he pulled the shower door open and walked out,
Xie Yu had already shut his eyes and fallen asleep. His hair covered half his face and his
breathing was light.
His little friend was lying on his bed, looking especially cute now that his usual dismissive
air was all tucked away.
He Zhao forced himself to look away and thought: the shower he had just taken was
pointless.
Xie Yu slept very lightly. The moment the running water from the bathroom shut off, he
moved a finger and subconsciously realized he had forgotten to do something.
…He had not sent Madam Gu a text telling her he was all right.
But then he thought: it was the middle of the night and the Zhong household was all asleep.
Likely, no one would notice.
Xie Yu had not made much noise when he left. But he had left in a hurry and A-Fang who
had gotten up to drink water had bumped into him.
The moment he set one foot out the door, several maids gathered behind him. A-Fang had
not seen his face clearly and thought it was Zhong Jie having a tantrum in the middle of the
night. “Eldest young master Zhong?”
“Surely not. The eldest young master hasn’t come back yet. It’s probably the second young
master. Ah yoh, going out at this hour—”
The Zhong household affairs were messy but Xie Yu had never gone out in the middle of the
night before. The maids all guessed that he had quarrelled with someone. “They were all
right at dinner. They quarrelled again?”
“Recently, Madam wanted to get Second Young Master a home tutor. Second Young Master
didn’t want to do it, right?”
“Second Young Master’s end-of-term grades…”
Several lights were on in the Zhong family’s living room. On redwood shelves all around the
living room stood antiques from various places.
The maids kept discussing it in low voices. As they were about to return to their rooms,
they suddenly noticed Gu Xuelan and jumped from fright.
Gu Xuelan wore a jacket around her shoulders and she looked tired. She stood at the base
of the stairs and tugged at the jacket, which was sliding downward. She asked, “What
happened?”
Gu Xuelan had not slept well over the last few nights. After hearing what had happened, she
suddenly felt a headache. She pressed at her temple with a hand and processed the
information for a while before saying, “All right. You all go and rest.”
Over the last few years, Xie Yu had done a lot of things to make her worry. But even though
he had a mind of his own now, he still was considerate of her when he talked or did things.
Even though he was frustrated when she kept asking him about things, he would always
inform her before he left the house.
This warm obedience, which showed itself subconsciously in the little things and was hard
to believe was true, sometimes made her imagine… that the person standing in front of her
was still the little Xie Yu who clung to her.
After returning to her room, Gu Xuelan could not sleep at all. Wild thoughts kept running
through her head. Suppressing her anger, she placed a call to Xie Yu, but even after dialing
several times, no one picked up.
The fiery ball of anger in her heart was quenched by the sound of, ‘The number you have
dialed is currently unavailable.’
“What’s the matter?” Zhong Guofei, still half-asleep, realized the space beside him was
empty. He opened his eyes and saw Gu Xuelan, dressed lightly, sitting on the side of the bed
staring at her phone. “…It’s late. Come to bed?”
Gu Xuelan lay on the bed for a while and still could not fall asleep. She got up quietly, and
without being quite aware where she was going, walked to Xie Yu’s room.
As she pushed open that bedroom door, even she was stunned by her own actions.
She never went through Xie Yu’s things.
Their living situation in Black Water Street wasn’t good and the locks on the drawers of the
second-hand desk might as well have not been there. One need only pull the drawer open
to see the diary placed inside. Even so, she had never considered reading it.
She had been educated since a young age to be calm and self-controlled about such matters.
But now—
Madam Gu thought to herself that she might do something out of line in order to
understand what Xie Yu was thinking.
Xie Yu’s room was very tidy. Gu Xuelan walked in and her glance swept over the desk and
chair, the computer, and finally landed on the slightly messy blankets on the bed.
Xie Yu’s phone was next to the bed.
Gu Xuelan hesitated. She reached out, then stopped.
Gu Xuelan tiredly sighed. She was about to retract her hand when the screen on the phone
suddenly lit up.
Boss Xie, I’ve thought about it a lot over the last few days. I think I have to tell your mom
about this. You can’t go on pretending like this. What are you going to do at the college
exams?
Zhou Dalei sat cross-legged on the sofa and sent a heartfelt text. Then, thinking he had not
yet finished saying his piece, glanced down at his phone screen and kept typing.
—-Lei-zai, who has always hated essay writing, has now written eight hundred goddamn
words to his best bro.
Even he was touched by his own gesture!
The last few days had been torturous for Zhou Dalei. With such a big secret weighing on his
heart, he couldn’t even concentrate on video games.
The day before yesterday, he had gone to Guang Mao to help Aunt Mei move things. He had
heard her complaining, “What happened to Xiao Yu’s grades? He even fell one place in the
rankings. The person who always scores last in the year should just stay where he is. Why
would he move up in the ranks…”
As Aunt Mei kept talking, Dalei almost lost his grip on the box of goods in his hands.
Zhou Dalei finished typing the message, then hit send.
You get good grades! Why would you hide it? Don’t hide shit! Show that idiot surnamed
Zhong the huge gap between you two! Show him what it means to get into Tsinghua or
Peking U with your eyes closed!
–
Xie Yu had no idea what had happened at home since his departure.
When he woke up that morning, He Zhao had pushed him down and had his way with him.
He had escaped a hangover but not morning wood. Xie Yu’s mind was completely blank and
after he climaxed, He Zhao bit down on his lips and asked, “You’ve had your fun so it’s my
turn, right? Use your thighs?”
Xie Yu suspected He Zhao had been planning to try this for a long time.
He Zhao wasn’t controlling his actions and Xie Yu’s eyes went red as he hissed in pain from
being bitten. He clutched onto the sheets under him and faintly tasted blood in his mouth.
As He Zhao reached downward with one hand, he whispered, “How are you going to
explain this to your mom? Have you thought about it?”
Xie Yu licked the wound at the corner of his mouth and said, “A fight.”
“A fight in bed?”
“……”
Xie Yu did not think any further about spending the night away from home. When he got
back to the Zhong household, before he could change his shoes, he saw that A-Fang’s
expression was not quite right.
A-Fang opened her mouth, about to say something, but in the end she only shook her head
and remained silent.
Xie Yu followed her gaze to the living room. Madam Gu sat on the sofa. It was close to noon,
but she still wore her nightgown from last night.
Madam Gu took care of herself. Even if she was not going out, she would not still be
wearing the previous night’s clothes around the house at midday.
Before Xie Yu could call out, “Mom,” Gu Xuelan had already stood up.
Gu Xuelan was very pale and her eyes were bloodshot. When she stood up she did so stiffly,
and could not even keep her balance without holding on to the back of the sofa. Xie Yu’s
gaze landed on the phone she gripped tightly. Although he did not know what had just
happened, his heart still suddenly skipped a beat.
The phone screen lit up.
In the notifications section were several previews of texts Zhou Dalei had sent.
Gu Xuelan asked him, her voice low and hoarse and angry, one word at a time, “What is
this? —Say something! What is this?”
Chapter 090 - Do you prefer Tsinghua or Peking U?
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Xie Yu’s mind rang, as though something had suddenly exploded.
All the blood in his body seemed to freeze, little by little.
He had set a passcode on his phone. Zhou Dalei’s texts, the notifications stacked together,
occupied half the lock screen. Even though the messages were not fully visible, the general
meaning could be discerned by piecing together what could be seen.
……
“Dalei, he…” Xie Yu’s fingers slowly curled into fists. Subconsciously, he had decided to go
on keeping his secret. “He’s joking. It’s nothing.”
Gu Xuelan had not slept all last night and had sat here from the middle of the night to
midday. She wasn’t sure how much time had passed. It seemed like a lot, but at the same
time, not. She had only watched the sky gradually grow lighter outside.
Xie Yu was about to tack on another, ‘Don’t think too much,’ when he heard Gu Xuelan ask,
“Then what is this about?”
Her throat was dry, and her tone was different from when she had begun this conversation.
She showed the sort of unnatural calm that came after violent waves of emotion. Her next
words stuck in her throat and she steadied herself for several seconds before continuing.
“—For how much longer were you going to lie to me?”
Seeing her reaction, Xie Yu surmised that Zhou Dalei had unthinkingly sold him out.
Just now, his thoughts had been in disarray and he had not considered this possibility. Zhou
Dalei was that sort of person. If one chased him down and asked him directly, he would
panic. He couldn’t hide anything.
In the face of Madam Gu’s questions, Xie Yu remained silent for a while and did not reply.
Zhou Dalei had not imagined that his text messages had blindly spilled the whole truth.
Last night, he had lazily sent the last of the texts, then tossed his phone down and gotten
ready for bed. Aunt Lan’s telephone call had nearly made him fall off the bed still entangled
in his blankets.
Before Gu Xuelan could say much, he had already told her everything, from things he was
supposed to say, to things he was not supposed to say.
“I haven’t known this for very long, either. Boss Xie told me not to tell, but holding it in is
painful.” Zhou Dalei opened a window for air and continued, “…Aunt Lan, he just wants you
to live better with the Zhongs. This way, one less person needs to deal with those terrible
things.”
The Zhong Corporation was a prominent family business in A City.
After Gu Xuelan married into the family, the pieced-together household was in an awkward
situation. The position of Madam Zhong was a hard one to fill and there was also Zhong Jie,
who took every chance he could to make trouble.
Xie Yu usually kept quiet and gave the impression of not caring.
Gu Xuelan had thought that he was still young and that she could deal with the pressure on
her own. But she had not expected that he was completely aware of how others looked at
them and talked about them.
Gu Xuelan’s hands trembled uncontrollably. She tried to lift her hand to tug at the jacket
over her shoulders, but she couldn’t use any strength at all.
Her mind went blank and weakness and vertigo overwhelmed her.
The last thing she remembered was Xie Yu’s panicked shout. “Mom—”
All around were the sound of footsteps passing.
After Gu Xuelan fainted, the Zhong household was in chaos.
The family doctor brought down the medicine box from the second floor, saying as he did
so, “It’s the old problem. I’ve told you before to watch out, so why were you so careless?
Remember to rest well, and don’t overwork yourself… take care of yourself.”
Xie Yu was still in a daze.
A-Fang saw the family doctor out. On her way back, she couldn’t hold it in any longer. She
stood in the doorway to the master bedroom and said, “Madam has been unwell for a while.
You live at school, so you might not know, but a few months ago she had to go to the
hospital… she didn’t sleep at all last night and sat downstairs waiting for you.”
A-Fang sighed. “No matter what happened, you can talk about it.”
Xie Yu sat by Madam Gu’s bed, the sounds of conversation from the first floor gradually
growing distant. He thought about nothing else but how much of a bastard he had been.
He paused, then lightly touched her hand.
When Gu Xuelan woke up, it was evening.
A-Fang was currently in the room tidying up. Seeing she had woken, A-Fang hurriedly said
to lift her spirits, “Second Young Master is in the kitchen brewing soup for you. He’s very
worried. I told him to go downstairs for dinner but he wouldn’t. If there’s something
between you, you can talk about it… He’s an understanding kid.”
Xie Yu busied himself in the kitchen.
While he was chopping ingredients, Zhou Dalei called. When the call connected, Zhou Dalei
clearly heard something crash on the other side.
Xie Yu’s hand lifted and the knife came down.
The knife made a thud as it landed on the chopping board.
Zhou Dalei swallowed. “…Boss, Boss Xie?”
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Translation notes:
[1] Red packets: virtual money. Sounds like Old Tang gave the class group some.
Chapter 091 - I didn’t make a wish.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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The 3rd solar term¹ approached and the weather gradually grew warm again.
The food street outside Liyang Erzhong hung banners even more celebratory than those
they had over New Year’s. From a distance, the whole street was filled with the words,
‘Welcome back to school.’
After having run wild all vacation, many people were hurrying to finish their homework
near the end of the winter break. With no regard to day or night, they did homework for
several days but still didn’t manage to finish. In the end, they had to accept their fate, and
planned to return to school early and struggle a little more.
Xie Yu had just walked up the stairs when he heard pained shouts from Class 2.3. “We need
to turn this in too?”
“There was English homework?!”
“Has anyone done their math homework? I’ll trade you the literature mock paper…”
When Xie Yu passed by the rear window, he crooked his finger and tapped on the glass
twice, neither forcefully nor gently.
Liu Cunhao, as the class rep, was leading the charge of copying homework. He was still
shouting and holding up several literature mock papers when he heard the tapping on the
window. He nearly jumped from fright. “Fuck!”
It was windy outside and Xie Yu had his hood up. He entered briskly, then remembered to
pull his hood off.
They had all thought it was Mad Dog come to inspect the classrooms. The class went silent
for two seconds, then continued like an exploding pot. “I was nearly scared to death… Yu-
ge, you’re not the Yu-ge I know any more.”
“That bit of mischief makes you happy?”
“How could you bully your weak, pitiful, and helpless classmates?”
“……”
He Zhao had gotten there early and was catching up on sleep in the classroom. He heard a
noise and half-opened his eyes.
He Zhao had returned to school a day early.
All the live-in students who came back early had underestimated Mad Dog’s enthusiasm for
broadcasting. Before six a.m., their esteemed Dean Jiang had already started shouting, “A
new school term! A new starting point!”
He Zhao sat up straight and watched his little friend walk over.
Mad Dog’s platitudes had not struck a chord with him. But when his gaze landed on Xie Yu,
he finally felt it. A new school term.
A new day.
He Zhao smiled and greeted him. “Morning.”
Xie Yu walked to the desk, bent down slightly, reached out, and pulled the zipper of He
Zhao’s jacket, currently situated at his chest, upward. “Morning.”
Sunlight shone through the window and brightened the classroom several degrees.
Liu Cunhao was still looking for someone willing to swap homework with him.
He Zhao pulled his math exercise book from under his desk. He had picked a few questions
from the book to do, but following his previous plan of steadily, gradually increasing his
score, he still had a high ratio of wrong answers. “Hao-zi, I’ll swap with you.”
Liu Cunhao looked at him for several seconds before silently turning away and asking
again, “Anyone else?”
He Zhao said, “What, you’re looking down on me?”
“I wouldn’t dare. You scored 49 points.” Liu Cunhao was worried he would damage He
Zhao’s confidence and awkwardly praised him, then couldn’t hold it back any longer. He
had to make him face reality. “But, Zhao-ge, you can’t be too sure of yourself either. Do you
get what I mean?”
“Hao-zi, you ignore me now.” He Zhao tossed the exercise book on the table. “—But in the
future, I’ll climb so high you can’t reach me.”
Liu Cunhao’s expression read ‘Who am I? Where am I? Our class big bro seems to have gone
mad.’ “……”
Xie Yu had just pulled out a gel pen from a side pocket on his schoolbag. When he heard
this, he nearly threw it.
The class bell rang and the classroom gradually grew quiet.
It was the first day of school and every subject teacher delivered the same lecture: ‘It
doesn’t matter if your end-of-term exam grades weren’t as good as you wanted. Start
working hard from this term onwards.’ The subject teachers hoped that the students would
clean up their acts after having played all vacation and correct their attitudes towards
studying immediately.
Their Old Tang did one better and made their literature class period into a lecture period.
He did not go over much new content and focused on counselling them instead.
Xie Yu was getting sleepy listening to it. He propped his chin on his hand and glanced at He
Zhao, who had been on his phone all class period. “Video games?”
He Zhao calmly exited back out to his home screen and said, ‘Ah,’ in reply.
Xie Yu didn’t mind. He closed his eyes and napped for a while.
Only now did He Zhao open his chat window with Shen Jie again and reply, What’s wrong
with you?
For the last few days, He Zhao had been racking his brains about how to celebrate his little
friend’s birthday. He thought about it over and over and didn’t know what to give him, so
he asked Shen Jie, but after waiting several minutes, he received the reply: No comment.
[Shen Jie]: I think that, the two of us… we should chat outside of class.
[Shen Jie]: Don’t think of getting me in trouble again!
[He Zhao]: …..
Shen Jie was still living under the shadow of the previous very awkward scene in the
faculty office. He remembered the blood, the tears, and the reflection essay he had to write.
After that, when he secretly played games in class, he never made make the mistake of
joining He Zhao’s team again.
In the same vein, he avoided chatting as much as he could.
Shen Jie propped up his textbook on his desk and hid his hands underneath. Halfway
through typing, he glanced up to make sure the teacher was still turned to the blackboard
writing notes, then continued tapping on his phone. Zhao-ge, please listen in class! Don’t
chat with me!
There wasn’t much time left until Xie Yu’s birthday in mid-March.
He Zhao had to catch Shen Jie during the ten-minute break between class periods and they
chatted for a while in the stairwell. “Do you have any ideas or not?”
Shen Jie wanted to say, If it were anyone else, I might be able to help brainstorm, but when
it comes to your Xie Yu…
Xie Yu was more unreadable than most, and even though Shen Jie was a little closer to him
now, he still didn’t know what he liked. He was still a mystery.
“What should you give him…” Shen Jie racked his brains and finally said, hesitantly, “…A
human head?”
He Zhao wasn’t sure whether to praise his bro for having such a vivid imagination. “Damn
it, something more normal, all right?”
Shen Jie was helpless. Even if he were to scratch his head bald, he couldn’t come up with a
second idea. “He’s your Old Xie, so you should know better than me. Think about it on your
own. What is he interested in?”
He Zhao sat on the stairs and thought for a while, then said, “Me.”
Shen Jie said, “…Ah?”
He Zhao said, “Me. He’s interested in me.”
Damn it, this conversation was going nowhere.
Shen Jie looked down and dragged his hands down his face in despair. “Anyway, there
definitely has to be a birthday cake, so we can start from there—”
The stairwell was very close to the corridor and Shen Jie had said the word ‘cake’ very
loudly. Wan Da was on the way back from the faculty office. He had not seen anybody in the
stairwell, but when he heard the sound, he stopped and backtracked several steps. “What
birthday cake? Who’s having a birthday?”
He Zhao: “……”
Since school had started again, He Zhao, Wan Da, and the others were always putting their
heads together discussing something. Xie Yu thought they were acting strange. Still, he
couldn’t put his finger on what it could be.
Every time he passed by, Wan Da would immediately change the subject awkwardly. “I love
my country…”
When Wan Da knocked on his door in the middle of the night and asked if he wanted to
take a walk around the dorm building, Xie Yu finally found a reason for how strangely Wan
Da was acting. “Are you sick?”
Wan Da stood in the doorway and said with some melancholy, “I can’t sleep. Been too
stressed lately. Could I chat with you?”
Xie Yu leaned against the doorframe and glanced down at his phone to check the time.
Half past eleven.
The lights had long gone out and the dorm was so quiet it was surreal.
Erzhong’s dormitories had six floors. The top floor, the rooftop, was locked year-round and
students were not allowed up. Wan Da, who had said he wanted to walk around the dorm
building, now took Xie Yu upstairs.
“I’ve been very confused recently,” Wan Da said as they walked. “I can’t find a direction in
life. I toss and turn in bed every night.”
Xie Yu: “……”
Usually, Xie Yu would say, ‘What business is that of mine?’
But Xie Yu thought of how Wan Da had been acting oddly recently, and in a short few
minutes, many thoughts went through Xie Yu’s mind. When Wan Da pushed open the iron
door to the rooftop, he was about to say ‘Don’t dwell too much.’ Then he was suddenly
hugged from behind and a hand covered his eyes.
Pitch darkness in front of his eyes.
—A bony, warm hand forcibly blocked his line of sight.
Xie Yu was led several steps forward and the rooftop wind blew in under the hem of his
clothes.
Then the hand slowly let go. In the pitch darkness, Xie Yu saw fragments of glittering light
through the gaps between the fingers.
Suddenly, everything lit up in front of Xie Yu’s eyes.
The rooftop was not large. Looking downward from the top floor, there were pinpricks of
streetlights like stars, the sound of cars honking from the surrounding roads, and wind
blowing noisily from all directions.
Someone had gotten a folding table from somewhere and a birthday cake was placed on it.
They had quickly decorated the rooftop and several bags of things lay to the side.
“Happy birthday.”
There was more than one voice.
Nearly everyone from Class 3 who lived in the dorms was there. They made a raucous
bunch. “Happy birthday, Yu-ge!”
Xie Yu didn’t remember his own birthday.
If not for Madam Gu reminding him every year and asking him if there was anything he
wanted, the concept of ‘his birthday’ would have been tossed to the back of his mind.
Several days ago Madam Gu had reminded him of it once. Xie Yu had been on a call with her
while doing practice questions and by the time he finished the big problem set, he had
already forgotten what Madam Gu had said on the other end of the line.
“You were joking with me just now? Where did you find the key?”
Xie Yu glanced at them and said, “Wan Da, what were you saying about the road of life and
losing your way and getting confused?”
He Zhao coughed lightly. “We forced the lock.”
Wan Da tried to change the subject. He lit the candles and urged Xie Yu to make a wish. “Yu-
ge, the wind… Damn it, hurry up and blow out the candles or they’ll all go out.”
Several of them made a circle, trying to block out the wind. “Hurry up! We can’t block the
wind much longer.”
The more they urged, the more Xie Yu’s mind went blank. The candles went out and he still
had not thought of a wish.
The others cheered and waited for the cake to be cut.
He Zhao rummaged around through the knives and forks in the bag, and discovered that
the bottom of the bag was all cans of beer. “Know-It-All, we told you to buy snacks. What
did you get so much beer for?”
Wan Da didn’t admit he wanted to drink it. “We’re all men here! When we gather on the
balcony…”
Beer cans lay haphazardly in every direction on the balcony.
A wind blew and the cans rattled around on the ground.
While everyone was drinking, He Zhao asked, “What wish did you make just now?”
Xie Yu said, “I didn’t.”
“Ah?”
Seeing he didn’t believe it, Xie Yu smiled and repeated, “I didn’t make a wish.”
He had not made a wish, but right now he felt that anything could become a reality.
Translation notes:
[1] Jingzhe: the 3rd of 24 solar terms in the East Asian calendar, when the Sun is at the
celestial longitude of 345°. Usually begins early March.
Chapter 092 - This time, he’ll really be touched! He’ll really cry!
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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The group chatted about everything. They had drunk a lot and no longer held back what
they wanted to say, and the conversation topic drifted from online games to their crushes.
Guys only ever chatted about these things.
In their world, which had not yet been dragged out by time and was not yet very wide,
these insignificant troubles were of utmost importance.
“The first time I saw her, she was carrying books out of the faculty office. She was looking
down as she walked and we nearly crashed into each other… there was nothing special
about it, but when she looked up, she smiled at me. Damn, I still remember it to this day.”
The rooftop was run down and it was hard to carry chairs up here, so they had spread a few
sheets of newspaper on the floor and weighed them down with the beer cans.
Xie Yu sat beside the iron door. He leaned backwards slightly against the door, reached out,
and pulled a can of beer from the plastic bag. He hooked a finger into the ring tab and
pulled it open, tilting his head back and drinking a few mouthfuls as he listened.
The cool beer slid down his throat.
Xie Yu put the can down by his side, and his palm happened to press onto the back of He
Zhao’s hand.
Wan Da was secretly carrying a torch for someone, too. He had drunk a little too much this
time around and under the influence of the people who had gone before him, he followed
up. “Yeah, don’t dare tell her I like her…”
Wan Da usually gossiped more than anyone. The moment he got to know something, he
couldn’t keep it to himself. Even if someone sewed his mouth shut, it would leak. But he had
kept his feelings for the girl in the class next door secret for such a long time.
Xie Yu turned and glanced sideways at He Zhao. “You’re quite daring. What were you
thinking? You weren’t scared you’d die?”
He Zhao could tell Xie Yu was referring to the day he had confessed.
He said nothing. He quietly flipped his hand over so his palm was facing up and wove his
fingers between Xie Yu’s, taking hold of his hand.
Then He Zhao said, “I was scared.”
Of course he was scared.
All those careful feelings and uncontrollable thoughts. He wanted to draw closer but didn’t
dare state his intentions out loud.
But, after the fact, he was glad he had had the courage to take that step.
And he was even more glad that this person next to him… had also walked towards him
without a qualm.
Wan Da and the others were still going on about their tragic unrequited loves.
The surroundings were very dark and nobody noticed the surreptitious things the two
were doing to the side.
Two or three cans rolled about on the ground, then crashed into the iron door after being
blown by the wind and landed next to Xie Yu. He reached out and picked them up, squashed
them flat, then threw them into the garbage bag. When he was done, he thought about He
Zhao saying they had forced the door open.
The door to the dorm building rooftop was locked year-round. There was a lock and a sign
in Mad Dog’s handwriting: ‘Access Forbidden.’
“How did you force the door open?”
He Zhao would never admit he had looked up a lock-picking tutorial online, but discovered
in the end that he really had no talent for it, and had fought several rounds with the lock. He
said, faux-casually, “With my mind. It was very easy for me to force the lock.”
“……”
Xie Yu thought, Look at you bullshitting.
Wan Da buried his face in his hands. He couldn’t bear to look at this gift-giving scene.
At the end of all the drinking, everyone had forgotten that they still had to go to class
tomorrow.
Wan Da knew he couldn’t hold his liquor and stopped drinking while he still could think
clearly.
Ding Lianghua, on the other hand, who usually was quiet and did not make a sound, talked
more than anyone after he had drunk some. He stood up and ran to the wall, yelling and
screaming, and no one could make him go anywhere no matter how hard they pulled.
“Damn, he’s ferocious.” Wan Da had caught hold of him with much difficulty. He pushed
open the door, walking downstairs with one arm around Ding Lianghua’s shoulders. “I’ll
take him back downstairs first—”
In twos and threes, nearly everyone had left.
He Zhao stood up, bent down, and stuffed the things they had left behind on the rooftop
into the trash bag.
Xie Yu watched him busy himself, then looked down again at the empty beer cans by his
foot. He tried to count the number of cans he had drunk, but his head was a little light and
he counted for a long time but didn’t come up with a number.
He Zhao cleaned up the rooftop. When he left, he pulled a new lock out of his pocket.
Xie Yu took two steps, bracing himself against the wall, then looked back at him. He Zhao
had not only forced the lock, he had remembered to buy a new one to lock the door back
up. “You’re very thoughtful.”
He Zhao said, “For the safety of the other students.”
It was 1 a.m. and everyone had returned to their dorm rooms. He Zhao opened his door and
was about to say, ‘Good night,’ but when he turned around his little friend ran straight into
his arms. “Where are you going?”
Xie Yu hadn’t restrained himself tonight and had drunk seven or eight cans of beer. He had
not felt anything at the time, but after a while, he felt the alcohol set in.
He felt a little warm.
He blinked, then realized that he had followed this person all the way to his dorm room
door before he knew it.
Xie Yu pressed his temple and was about to say, ‘Wrong room,’ but the next second, He
Zhao caught hold of his wrist and pulled him in.
Drunk Xie Yu looked unusually cute. His icy gaze had softened and when he looked at He
Zhao his gaze seemed clouded over.
“Close your eyes.” Under Xie Yu’s eyes, He Zhao nearly couldn’t restrain himself. “Be good
and close your eyes.”
Xie Yu closed his eyes, back against the door.
He Zhao kissed downward, starting from Xie Yu’s eyes. He Zhao still had Xie Yu’s wrist in
his hand and his grip was so tight it hurt. Their breathing gradually intermingled,
passionate and tangled, until Xie Yu yanked on his wrist and called He Zhao in a hoarse
voice, “…Gege.”
He Zhao cursed softly. He steadied himself, then let go of Xie Yu’s wrist, thinking Xie Yu
would open the door and go out.
But Xie Yu did not open the door. He slowly pulled the zipper of his uniform jacket
downward.
When Wan Da had knocked on his door and asked to walk around the dorm building, he
had not thought much of it and thrown on a jacket. Now that he had taken it off, he only
wore the thin T-shirt he had worn to bed.
Xie Yu tossed the jacket on the ground, then moved closer, caught He Zhao by the collar,
and pushed him onto the bed.
Xie Yu was burning all over, but his mind was surprisingly clear. He opened his mouth and
said, “Do you want to do it?”
“Don’t play games. You’ve drunk too much.”
“I’m not drunk.”
As Xie Yu spoke, he sat astride He Zhao’s lap and rocked backwards, intentionally or not. He
said again, “Do you want to do it, ge?”
The dorm room was dark.
By the light from the window, one could faintly see the messy covers on the bed, half fallen
to the floor.
He Zhao’s hands were tight around Xie Yu’s waist.
Xie Yu’s bare back was taut and formed an elegant curve. Above that was the jut of his
shoulder blades. He was looking down, half his face buried in the pillow, and only when he
felt pain did he let out a soft moan.
Suppressed, and like he was asking for mercy.
“Fuck.” Xie Yu gripped the bedsheets, the tips of his fingers growing white, and it was a long
time before he could make a complete sentence. “…Go goddamned slower.”
He Zhao answered hoarsely, “Fuck.”
Their movements were forceful and the bed creaked beneath them.
Inexperienced and hurried.
They clashed and tangled with each other, over and over.
He had heard He Zhao say that this team played dirty but he had not imagined they were
this shameless.
In front of Class 4, all the preparation Luo Wenqiang and the others had done for a month
for this basketball tournament now seemed like a joke.
“Ref, they broke the rules again! Who plays basketball like that? What are you trying to do?”
In just a short ten minutes, many of these occurrences happened. Luo Wenqiang tried to
endure it but he finally had enough.
Liang Hui spread his hands and said innocently, “Sorry, it really was an accident.”
Although Liang Hui was not especially good at making friends and many people didn’t like
him, a basketball tournament was a team event and played on group spirit. Class 4 all spoke
up for him and one girl was especially loud. “We didn’t break the rules…”
Xu Qingqing exploded on the spot. She turned and said, “Are you blind?”
Xie Yu couldn’t sit still either. But before he could get up, he saw He Zhao slowly screw the
cap back onto his bottle of mineral water before throwing it.
The bottle was still more than half full. When it landed on the raised edge of the stairs, it
made a loud bang, then landed on the rubber floor.
The classes, still fighting, were shocked by the noise and instantly quieted.
He Zhao’s face was thunderous. Ever since Luo Wenqiang had pulled the number 4, his gaze
had grown darker and darker.
After tossing the bottle, He Zhao stood up and stripped off his uniform jacket without
another word. Inside, he wore only a short-sleeved shirt. He tossed his jacket to the side.
“—Hao-zi, come back.”
“We’re substituting.”
The other people in the audience knew that Xie Yu of the West Building killed people
without batting an eye. He Zhao, in the legends, was a little easier to get along with. But
looking at him now, he didn’t seem easy to get along with at all.
The name of ‘school tyrant’ was not an empty title. He gave off an air so overbearing, one
did not even dare breathe too hard.
Liang Hui had hit Liu Cunhao very hard, and Liu Cunhao was still on the ground and had
not recovered. He clutched his eye with one hand and watched through blurry vision as He
Zhao climbed over the divider and walked onto the basketball court.
Liu Cunhao remembered He Zhao, with an aura of tyranny, holding Goody-two-shoes Yang
on the toilet and rubbing his face on the ground. But this time He Zhao’s aura seemed
completely different from before.
He Zhao took two steps, then stopped. Without looking back, he called out, “Old Xie, are you
coming?”
Then Liu Cunhao saw the grandpa from their class—who hated being bothered, who
refused point-blank to join the competition and who announced publicly that he wouldn’t
play support— also stand up.
Xie Yu folded up his sleeves and replied, “I’m coming.”
Looking at them, one might have thought they were going to a fight.
Class 3 was the first to react.
A rush of adrenaline and pride enveloped them. Their morale, which Class 4 had previously
beaten down, lifted again. Their hearts beat wildly.
Liu Cunhao took heart from the momentum and he yelled back as he left the court, “Class 4,
you’re asking for it.”
Translation notes:
[1] Liu Chuanfeng: CN name for Rukawa Kaede from the anime Slam Dunk.
Chapter 095 – If you’ve got the guts, when school’s dismissed
tomorrow evening, don’t leave.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“You like breaking the rules, right?” Halfway to the court, He Zhao bent down and picked up
the ball Wan Da had accidentally thrown out of bounds just now. He dribbled the ball
several times and his feelings were indiscernible from his tone of voice. He said, “Keep
breaking them.”
Xie Yu said nothing.
He jumped right over the guard rail, bracing his hands on the rail and pushing himself off
and over it. Amidst the shouting, he walked neither slowly nor briskly toward Class 3’s
team.
The two teams stood face to face.
He Zhao tossed the ball to Class 4 and it landed next to Liang Hui’s foot.
When Liang Hui said he was not afraid of the school tyrants, he was definitely lying.
Although he was a loud voice in his own class, he only dared be loud on his home ground.
Typical bully who picked on the weak and feared the strong. But under the audience’s gaze,
with so many pairs of eyes staring at him, his rapidly swelling pride and competitiveness
made him forget about all of that.
The referee blew his whistle another few times. He stood in between the two teams,
keeping them apart for fear they would start fighting. The audience was still fanning the
flames and blindly raving.
Class 4 was also completely riled up. They stood and yelled, “Hui-ge, go!”
The referee was getting a headache. “You all calm down. What are you doing? Are you
playing basketball or fighting? …The competition is secondary. Friendship comes first.”
At first, Liang Hui didn’t understand He Zhao’s words of, ‘Keep breaking them.’
But when He Zhao and the rest of the re-assembled team stood to the side, finished their
last-minute tactical discussion, and rejoined the court, he finally understood. So what if you
break the rules?
We won’t even give you a chance to break the rules.
He Zhao had watched for ten minutes from the audience stands and had gotten the gist of
the tricks Class 4 was playing. “Later, back uph Old Xie… He’s good at breaking through a
line, and he’s fast at offense, but he’s not a team player when he gets going so we can forget
about working together… Don’t get in his way or you might get hurt. Gym rep, you spot
No.6 and I’ll spot Liang Hui. We won’t let them get away.”
They couldn’t cure the referee’s blindness, so they had to prevent Class 4 from gathering
together to hide each other’s rulebreaking and earn their points back in the second half.
Luo Wenqiang was shocked by He Zhao’s acute observations of the match. He froze for a
couple seconds, then kept nodding. “Sure. I’ll keep an eye out. I won’t let Yu-ge hurt me.”
Xie Yu wasn’t too happy and frowned. “Me?”
“What about you?” He Zhao rested one hand on Xie Yu’s neck, drew closer, and said, “You,
solo player, eternal lone wolf… don’t think about it.”
Now that He Zhao was on the field, he put together an aggressive plan of attack. Xie Yu led
the show. Class 4 had never met such a powerful attack before and momentarily couldn’t
react.
He Zhao had his eye on Liang Hui, who could only watch with his eyes wide as Xie Yu got
the ball and passed two people, not giving anyone else a chance to get close at all.
His attack was so relentless even two people ganging up couldn’t block it.
“Hui-ge!”
No.6 from Class 3 had taken great pains to break free from Luo Wenqiang’s guard, but still
didn’t make it to Xie Yu in time to block him. In a panic, he yelled, “Block him!”
Liang Hui cursed and thought, Block, my ass. He Zhao was guarding him like he was
guarding a thief and he couldn’t get past at all.
The ball landed true. The moment it fell through the net, all of Class 3 in the audience stand
stood up and cheered.
Xie Yu wasn’t that bad of a team player.
Since they had started preparing for the basketball tournament nearly a month ago, he had
played several matches with them. In that time, Luo Wenqiang’s defensive tactics had
improved by leaps and bounds from training one-on-one with Xie Yu for several matches.
Xie Yu had landed a basket. He took two steps backward and ended up right next to He
Zhao, and they exchanged a high-five.
He Zhao pulled at his collar, fanning himself, and smiled. “My little friend is so cool.”
Xie Yu changed his position and prepared to go on the defense. He said, in a low voice only
the two of them could hear, “…My boyfriend is very cool too.”
Luo Wenqiang had nearly twisted his ankle. Now, standing beneath the hoop, he flexed his
ankle during the short break. He noticed his eyes were a little wet. Damn. This is a man’s
hot blood.
“Yu-ge! Cool!”
“You’re so cool! Go get them!”
Hearing these calls, Liang Hui silently sneered. His chest heaved and he bent over slightly,
dribbling the ball, his gaze dark. “Fuck.”
Class 3 was on the defense and Class 4 was starting to take the lead.
Liang Hui took the ball and attacked. He thought he could turn the game around, but he did
not expect Xie Yu to defend using offense and snatch the ball right out of his hands. Xie Yu
did not even bother with blocking him and skipped right past that step.
After this happened twice, Liang Hui gradually came to understand Class 3’s war tactics.
Two people could not block Xie Yu, so they would try three. “Block him! Fucking damn it!
Block Xie Yu and we can deal with everyone else.”
Liang Hui had calculated well. He wanted to handle Xie Yu and maintain the current point
disparity between the two teams. This way, he could suppress Class 3 and they would not
catch up too quickly.
But this landed him square in He Zhao’s trap.
Class 4 had thought Xie Yu was the main offense and He Zhao was the rear guard who
directed the team. But after they guarded Xie Yu, He Zhao took over this round of offense.
He Zhao was good at feinting and tactics. He played like he was toying with them and, over
several rounds, he brought their score back up.
“……”
In the audience stand, only Class 3 was cheering now. Class 4’s morale was dropping lower
and lower.
“Good play.” Xie Yu was sweating and he pulled the zipper on his jacket low, the zip getting
stuck at his chest. Then he remembered to look at the scoreboard on the sidelines. “Still
short one point.”
He Zhao said, “Just need another minute.”
There was half a minute left on the clock and they were short just one basket.
Class 3 picked up the pace.
Nobody noticed that while Liang Hui was defending, he also threw a weird glance at the
person in the No.6 jersey. No.6 quietly nodded. He had still been blocking Xie Yu, but now
he screamed, backed away, and fell onto the floor.
From the ground, No.6 yelled, “Referee, he ran into me!”
Liang Hui said, “He ran into him holding the ball!”
Xie Yu had not imagined they really would be this shameless. “You fucking…”
“So you stopped breaking the rules and started playing fake injuries instead. You all fake it
pretty well, huh.” He Zhao took the ball from Xie Yu and then stopped. ”Say it again? Who
ran into you?”
The situation was out of control. Both classes came down from the audience stand and
joined the group, pushing and shoving each other.
“Don’t fight! Don’t use force! Friendship first!” The referee blew his whistle several times
but couldn’t regain control over the chaos. Whistle in mouth, he yelled again, “—Friendship
first!”
Twenty minutes later.
The two classes stood outside Mad Dog’s office, two long lines in the corridor.
“What happened with you two classes, huh?! Basketball is so exciting that the whole court
isn’t enough for you to show off? What is the meaning of this? Do we have to set up a boxing
ring for you all? Organize a free-for-all fighting tournament?”
“……”
Mad Dog had been on his way to a conference room for a meeting and had all his things
packed up. He had not expected something to happen at the basketball tournament again.
This time, it wasn’t just a conflict between two teams. It was two whole classes, 40-odd
students, fighting.
After Mad Dog had gotten in a few words, Class 4, dissatisfied, started yelling, “They started
it first…”
Xie Yu was annoyed beyond belief by this lot and was about to retort when He Zhao nudged
him with an arm. “Don’t say any more.”
“You haven’t had enough?” Mad Dog’s face was thunderous and he brought out the words
he had used many times last year. “Basketball tournament? To hell with it. You can forget
about it from now on. Go on, run off and kick shuttlecocks now—”
The two of them stood at the end of the line. Xie Yu finally realized what He Zhao had
meant by, ‘Don’t say any more.’
Mad Dog had taken great pains to bring back the basketball tournament for them, but now
this had happened.
Several gusts of wind blew through the corridor and the breeze made Xie Yu very alert.
Class 3 all kept their heads bowed and stayed quiet while Mad Dog kept yelling at them,
getting fiercer all the time, as if they were really in the wrong.
Mad Dog nearly had an aneurysm. Next class period was about to start and he did not want
to keep the two classes from attending lessons, so he steadied himself and eventually said,
“You all reflect on yourselves. Go back and write a reflection essay each. Turn it in
tomorrow morning at my office. Two thousand words. If even a single word is short you
can carry your heads in your hands when you come to see me.”
Mad Dog left. The two classes had also gotten sick of staring at each other. Xie Yu was about
to go back downstairs when he heard Liang Hui sneer behind them.
Xie Yu’s footsteps paused.
He Zhao held on to him, worried that with his little friend’s hot temper he would throw
Liang Hui on the ground without another word. “That’s enough. Old Tang’s class is next.”
But Liang Hui drawled in a weird tone, “Your Old Tang, who got fired from a prominent
school for harassing a student.”
“……”
He Zhao let go. “What the hell are you bullshitting about?”
When Old Tang had transferred to Erzhong last semester, it had been a hot discussion topic
that spawned all kinds of rumors.
Some said Erzhong had paid a lot for him to come over but there was also a version of the
story where he had done something wrong at his former school. That version had been
popular on the school forum for a while, then the moderators deleted it. The story had
come and gone like the wind and nobody thought it was true.
Liang Hui tossed this dirty water, but once he was done, he didn’t have the backbone to
really fight them outside the student affairs office.
Just now, he had already suffered on the basketball court. Xie Yu’s flying fist had caught him
in the stomach and he was still in some pain. “If you’ve got the guts, when school’s
dismissed tomorrow evening, don’t leave.”
Xie Yu raised his eyebrows. The way Liang Hui picked a fight sounded very familiar, and he
was about to reply, ‘Where?’ when Liang Hui rattled off the name of a game, a place, and a
time.
“—Genesis, 9 p.m. at night! Cliff of Lost Love! See if your class has the guts to show up!”
All of Class 3: “……”
Genesis was an MMO that had gotten popular over the last couple of years. It spread
through all the schools like wildfire and nearly everyone had an account.
Xie Yu remembered that during summer vacation, Zhou Dalei had been obsessed with
Genesis and had gone out to pick a fight with someone over a violet weapon. He had
accidentally met He Zhao there and they had sat face to face in the police station writing
reflection essays.
Looking at Liang Hui’s face, Xie Yu found himself growing more and more unsure what kind
of shit was contained in this idiot’s head.
Chapter 096 – Say that one more time and I’ll go offline.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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The next day happened to be Saturday.
Although Liang Hui’s suggestion was idiotic, one had to admit it was fairly ‘civilized.’ After
all, if they really fought, it would be Old Tang and Mad Dog who would have to clean up
their mess.
So Luo Wenqiang took the lead and accepted this war declaration on behalf of Class 3.
“You’re on! We’re not afraid of you!”
“……”
As they had caused a disturbance, Classes 3 and 4 were both eliminated from the
tournament and their progress was invalidated. During literature class, Old Tang took some
class time to educate them. “In all things, don’t be rash. Not all problems have to be solved
by rushing up and using your fists. You’re not children any more and you have to take
responsibility for your actions…”
The class was dead silent.
Old Tang thought they were silent and furiously looking down intoat their lapspants as a
display of shame, and he could not help but soften his tone. “Consider this incident a lesson,
and I hope this will not happen again.”
Xie Yu had had no time to sleep during lunch break. Now he pushed a thick stack of books
to the middle of his desk and hid behind them to nap.
He Zhao elbowed him. “Check the class group chat.”
“What?”
Xie Yu did not open his eyes, his face still buried in the crook of his elbow. He felt around
under his desk for a while before finding his phone. Without changing his posture, he
reluctantly opened his eyes and tapped on the unread notification.
[Luo Wenqiang]: Who’s joining? Put your name down and join our class guild. I just got
someone to set it up. It’s called ‘Class 4, kneel down and cry uncle.’
[Xu Jing]: Good name! Simple, violent, and aggressive. It fits our class spirit very well.
[Xu Qingqing]: Count me in.
[Wan Da]: I went to eavesdrop. The class next door has 5 clerics, four mages, and the rest
are all assassins. I don’t know what class Liang Hui’s going to play. He has three accounts…
Seeing Class 3 raring to go online and fight, Xie Yu was getting a headache. “They’re
serious?”
If they fought face to face, the warzone wouldn’t be that big. But now that the format had
been changed to a game, they would have universal participation. Everyone who had an
account was itching to rub the faces of the class next door into the ground.
During the four afternoon class periods, everyone’s minds were clearly elsewhere. All of
them just wanted to go home and play video games. When the class dismissal bell rang, Liu
Cunhao was the first to pack up his things, pick up his bag, and rush out. “Bye, bros! I have
to rush home and practice my combos. See you online—”
Xie Yu was leaning on the railing in the corridor, on a phone call. Madam Gu said a few
more words on the other end. The corridor was noisy and he didn’t hear properly, and only
said, ‘Mm,’ several times.
Liu Cunhao waved as he passed him. “See you, Yu-ge!”
Liu Cunhao was going very fast and the water bottle he had stuffed in his bag’s side pocket
was pushed out. It wobbled and He Zhao braced his arms on the windowsill and called to
him, “Hao-zi, your bottle.”
Gu Xuelan was saying something when she heard the noisy footsteps over the phone. It was
the noise of a school: clamoring, racket, and the sound of boys talking, full of life.
Xie Yu waited for a while and didn’t hear Madam Gu say anything more. “Mom?”
“It’s nothing.” Gu Xuelan recovered, then reminded him, “Take care on your way back.”
For the two weekend days he would spend at home, Xie Yu took several exercise books,
then thought about it, and put another mock paper into his bag. He was about to zip up his
bag when he felt a cool sensation at his neck.
He Zhao had worked up a sweat playing basketball earlier and he felt uncomfortable, so
after school he had gone back to the dormitory and taken a quick shower.
He bent slightly at the waist and rested his chin on Xie Yu’s shoulder. His hair dripped
water. “I won’t see my little friend for two days and I miss him already.”
Xie Yu pulled his zipper up and turned as he spoke. “I haven’t even left—”
His words were cut off halfway.
When he turned around, He Zhao was already in position to lean down and kiss him.
He brought with him a faint chill as he drew closer, catching Xie Yu off guard.
It had just been a kiss with no other intent behind it. He just couldn’t bear to let his little
friend go. He had completely forgotten that the moment he touched Xie Yu he would lose
control.
The sensation of losing control was even more intense than it had been on the basketball
court that afternoon. When Xie Yu opened his eyes again, the edge of the desk digging
painfully into his back. His school pants were pulled down to his tailbone and hung there
loosely.
“You’re hard.” He Zhao deliberately touched him through the fabric. “Beg me?”
Xie Yu hummed softly. His fingers threaded lightly through He Zhao’s hair, getting a handful
of wetness.
He Zhao had told Xie Yu to beg him, but he still reached out to loosen Xie Yu’s waistband
and reached in to help him. Xie Yu realized that He Zhao was going to finish him up and
then go, and his half-lidded eyes flew open. In a low voice, he asked, “…you’re not going to
do it?”
Since Xie Yu’s birthday, they had not gone too far. Even though He Zhao was so hard he
couldn’t bear it, at the very last step he would still force himself to let go of Xie Yu.
He Zhao was worried Xie Yu would be in pain, and worried he had not yet recovered, and
his little friend still had to ride the bus home, so it wouldn’t be right. “You’re not going
home? You’re going to stay the night here with me?”
Xie Yu let go of the back of He Zhao’s head and braced himself against the side of the desk.
Putting that distance between them made him a little more clear-headed.
He Zhao asked, “Tomorrow night, Lost Love Cliff. Are you going?”
“Going, my ass. I’m not going.”
Xie Yu didn’t dare imagine what it would be like. “It’s too stupid.”
A certain someone had said it was stupid and he was not going, but after he got home, he
saw that the time of the showdown between the two classes was growing closer. He
hesitated for a while, then logged into his old game account, the one called ‘X.’
Xie Yu had no extraordinary interest in games like Genesis. He had only registered an
account because Zhou Dalei had staked his life on it. I guarantee on my worthless life that
it’s really fun! If it’s not, you can cut my head off and kick it like a football!
But Xie Yu had not played for very long. His account was still on level 46 and most of the
skill tree was still locked.
Xie Yu looked down and texted He Zhao. Do you have a spare account?
He Zhao replied very quickly. Yes. Hold on a sec.
Xie Yu exited the PM interface and found that the class group was still discussing tonight’s
battle. They were much more fervent than when they discussed studying on a usual day.
Class 3’s group chat was full of activity for a while before an incomprehensible @ suddenly
emerged.
[a=(Vt-Vo)/t]: What game is this?
Xue Xisheng asked twice. After getting an answer, he moved his mouse, found the official
Genesis site, and clicked download.
When He Zhao sent the account username and password over, he also commented, Our
class rep is actually breaking his record of 17 years of not touching online games.
Xie Yu thought: not only is he breaking a record, the study rep once said that online games
are the most pointless things, like emotional opium for teens, and would only hinder his
studying time.
He Zhao had given him a max-level warrior with a melee focus.
It was good in every way, but…
“What kind of name is this?” Xie Yu placed a call and before He Zhao could get a word in he
continued to say, “Are you sick?”
On his computer monitor was a berserker tattooed from his chest to his shoulders, an
impressive appearance with a green dragon saber in its hand. But atop its head was a name
that could not possibly get more idiotic: ╰→ I’ll get addicted to thinking of you.
He Zhao had not noticed what was amiss. He was never serious when he named his avatars.
When Xie Yu had asked him for one, he had only just remembered to change the name
quickly. “Couple names. Look at mine.”
He Zhao’s avatar was an assassin, dressed in black from head to foot, only a pair of eyes
showing through the hood. Over its head: ﹏Enchanted with love for you 〆
Xie Yu: “……”
Most of Class 3 was already online, using every last bit of time to practice co-op. More and
more members of the guild came online.
When the study rep appeared under the handle ‘PleaseDontGetAddictedToGames,’ Class 3
went silent.
Soon after, the idiot pair of lovers appeared in the guild member list and all of Class 3 went
silently mad.
Everyone had different online handles and for a while they couldn’t tell who was who, so
they swapped back to the class group chat to talk. It was easier to strategize like that later,
too.
Xu Qingqing’s house was noisy—they were probably still eating dinner. When she got
online, she said, “Forget about the study rep. Who are these two idiots?”
Wan Da put on his earphones and said, “Probably joined the wrong guild.”
Liu Cunhao asked, “Are they dumb dicks?!”
“Me and Old Xie,” He Zhao said. “Anyone have issues?”
“……”
“No, no, we wouldn’t dare.” Liu Cunhao had thought it wasn’t someone from their class.
When he heard He Zhao, he tried to rescind the words ‘dumb dicks.’ He racked his brains
and said awkwardly, “Actually, those names… they sound kind of high-class.”
Xie Yu tamped down very hard on the impulse to kick He Zhao from this end of the corridor
to the far end when he saw him on Monday, and joined the team fight with the idiotic
handle ╰→ I’ll get addicted to thinking of you.
Liu Cunhao had been class rep for two years and brought his natural leadership charisma
into the game. He had not practiced his game skills much, but he led everyone around in
formation for half an hour.
“No matter our skill level, we must put up a strong front. We have to suppress them from
the beginning.” Liu Cunhao spoke confidently into the mic. “Warriors, stand in front. Mages
stay back, and clerics in the rear. Form up. I’ll count down, 3, 2, 1. Everyone walk
forward…”
The 20+ people made a 4×6 rectangular formation.
To one side of the formation, a warrior with the handle ╰→ I’ll get addicted to thinking of
you was not moving. Through the visor, his avatar’s gaze seemed to be a little cold.
Liu Cunhao kept repeating, “3, 2, 1.” In the chaos, He Zhao called, “Old Xie, let’s go.”
Xie Yu turned on his mic. “Say that one more time and I’ll go offline.”
Class 4 had named their guild ‘Class 3 are our grandsons.’ At 9 p.m. sharp, a crowd had
amassed on Lost Love Cliff.
The so-called fight had no finesse to speak of. There were too many people. It was just a
brawl.
But when Class 3 showed off their 4×6 formation missing one person, Class 4 was still
shocked.
“The mage on that side is hurt! Someone stab him!”
“Cleric, heal me! I’m about to die! Cleric, look at me!”
“Someone go and block that idiot! Someone guard him!”
Everyone was yelling in the group chat and no one noticed that a new Level 5 account with
the handle ‘PleaseDontGetAddictedToGames’ had taken a few skill hits from the enemy and
his health bar was almost empty.
Until Xue Xisheng turned on his mic and asked, “How do you heal?”
The exam bell rang. The invigilating teacher passed the exam papers down column by
column, from the head of the column to the end.
The bell finally woke the snoring student, who rubbed his mouth and forced his eyes open.
This room did not feel like an exam venue at all and did not have an atmosphere of tension.
But Xie Yu felt his throat go dry.
He took the paper and immediately rested his elbow on the paper to write his name. With
his other hand, he passed the remaining exam papers backwards.
Two strokes into the word ‘Xie.’
He Zhao reached out and took the exam papers from Xie Yu’s hand.
Chapter 099 – What is going on with the students in this exam room?
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“The exam starts now. You have 120 minutes.”
“Students, please take note. You cannot have tools not relevant to the current exam with
you…”
The invigilating teacher paced slowly around the classroom to the sound of the
announcement.
Xie Yu wrote his name and glanced through the paper.
He had thought that the exam would be about as difficult as the monthly exams, but now he
noticed two new question types.
Then he noticed the box containing the paper-setters’ names included several names of
teachers not from Erzhong.
Erzhong took this exam quite seriously. Four schools had banded together to create this
exam and how their students did would directly correlate to how each school looked in the
eyes of others. …Although Erzhong did not have much of a reputation to begin with and
their average refused to increase no matter what.
Even on the final subject-specific grade sheets, not many students were able to break
formation and move up to a higher row.¹
“So?” After Xie Yu finished a few questions, He Zhao poked him in the back with his pencil.
“How many points are you getting?”
“As many as I want.”
Xie Yu calmly leaned backwards in his chair. “Worried? Beg me and I’ll give you a two-point
head start.”
Many people were playing little tricks in the exam. Someone’s paper wad didn’t land right
and fell into the space between the desks.
He Zhao held his pen in his left hand, and tapped lightly on the back of Xie Yu’s head. “…
You’re very arrogant, little friend. Beg me and I’ll give you a 20-point head start.”
The students in the last exam room were all busy passing answers and had no idea what
the two bottom-of-the-year students were saying in the corner. It was an insane
conversation that would make men go silent and women cry.
This lot only ever wrote their names and class designations without an issue. After that,
they would begin to chew on their pen caps and stare at the questions, unable to absorb a
single word.
Very quickly, they discovered that a certain bottom-of-the-year student, who was usually
right there complaining with them about the difficulty of the questions, was being very
quiet.
With one less complainer, they felt like the exam was missing something. The student at the
side slept for a while, then woke up and saw He Zhao still answering questions. He asked
uncertainly, “Zhao-ge, you seem to be in pretty good form today…?”
He Zhao flipped a page on his exam paper and said, “Yeah, quite good. Erzhong will be
proud to have a student like me.”
“……”
The invigilating teacher had intended to turn a blind eye and not bother with this exam
room, but the students were getting rowdier and rowdier. He put down the book in his
hand and coughed. “Everyone, quiet down.”
The student swallowed back his words of complaint.
Looking at He Zhao, he really couldn’t understand his blind self-confidence.
Xie Yu answered each question succinctly and to the point. When he was done, he checked
the paper from beginning to end, then turned to look at the clock on the wall. He estimated
he could still sleep for half an hour or so.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that He Zhao was still writing the essay portion and was
currently finishing the conclusion.
He Zhao usually didn’t answer the question properly and his handwriting would float off
the ruled lines. Everything he wrote made people think he was bullshitting. This time, he
had reined in all his casualness and his eyes were lowered as he wrote seriously.
After the invigilating teacher’s warning, the exam room was quiet for a few minutes before
the students who needed to pass answers began passing them again. “Give me the answers
and my life will be yours from now on. Bro, I beg of you, do a good deed…”
“Don’t cut in line. Don’t snatch. In this exam room, we need to copy in order—no, wait, bro,
I’ve never seen you before. Are you new?”
“……”
Xie Yu had not paid close attention to what He Zhao had written for his essay, but when he
put his head on his hands and closed his eyes, he heard the neighboring row chatting and
he suddenly remembered He Zhao’s essay, Silhouette, from last semester.
They’d passed answers in this exam room.
They’d racked their brains for how to write a perfect zero-point essay that stayed as far
from the essay prompt as possible.
They’d also held hands.
It was like a wondrous yet absurd dream.
Xie Yu fell asleep while thinking. He faintly heard Dean Jiang announce over the intercom,
“Fifteen minutes left till the end of the exam. Students, watch the time.”
The answers that needed to be passed had all been passed. The 120 minutes they spent in
this exam room dragged on. In the poor students’ gathering grounds, everyone gradually
quieted down and tossed down their pens, leaving their fates to the heavens as most of
them fell asleep.
The invigilating teacher shook his head at this incredible sight.
The midterms were much more difficult than the questions they usually did in school.
After the exams were over, everyone was despondent and exhausted. They had no idea
how they would do.
“We’re done for. This time, we’re really done for.” The bell rang after the last exam and
papers were collected. Liu Cunhao turned his paper in and walked out of the exam room
with one hand braced against the wall. He returned to Class 3 with great difficulty and
immediately called out, “Brothers in arms, come and report the war situation.”
Luo Wenqiang said, “I was forced into a corner with nowhere to go.”
Xu Qingqing said, “I couldn’t fight destiny and I couldn’t change my fate.”
Wan Da said, “I died in battle.”
Out of the whole class, only Xie Yu and He Zhao looked unperturbed.
He Zhao was moving his desk back to its spot when he heard Liu Cunhao, and he raised a
hand too. He leaned against the desk, supporting his weight with one hand, and said, “Did
better than usual!”
“……”
Liu Cunhao felt his heart, already shot through with a thousand wounds, thoroughly
shatter.
Xie Yu half-sat on his desk, waiting for Wan Da to move his desk forward. It was blocking
the way so he couldn’t move his. He reached out, caught hold of the back of He Zhao’s collar,
and dragged him over. “Don’t you remember anything? If you keep talking, Hao-zi might
jump off the balcony.”
All the subject teachers were also worried about how their students’ exam grades would
be. Ater invigilating the various exam rooms, they expected the average might hit a historic
low.
Several teachers gathered in the faculty office to discuss grades. “I’m quite worried. Before,
we were just two or three points shy of the other schools. This time it might be five or six
points.”
“Especially math. The questions this time were very difficult. We usually drill them on the
foundations and they don’t usually do questions like these.”
Halfway through the conversation, the teachers seemed to remember something and called
out, “Old Tang, aren’t you going to Shisizhong this weekend to grade papers?”
When the four schools set exams together, each school would send several teachers to the
other schools to help grade papers.
This time, the second-year teachers’ group was sending Tang Sen and Wu Zheng to grade
the papers. Old Tang had just packed up his things and was about to go to class. On hearing
this, he said, “Yes, Mr. Wu and I.”
Grading was hard work and a full day of grading strained the eyes. No teacher wanted to
grade on the weekends.
“It’s hard on you two.” The other teachers shook their heads, then exclaimed quietly, “I
wonder how those two from your class did…”
‘Those two’ from Class 3 had been mentioned.
The faculty office sank into silence, then everyone sighed in unison.
Near dismissal time.
When Madam Gu called saying she was at the school gates, He Zhao was earning the ire of
his classmates with the words ‘Did better than usual.’ Liu Cunhao and Luo Wenqiang had
joined forces to chase him down and beat him up.
Seeing that class spirits were low, He Zhao very obligingly let them chase him around to
lighten the mood.
After being chased for a while, He Zhao changed course mid-run and leaped out of the
window, hands braced on the windowsill. His feet caught air. “—Is this how you treat a
classmate? With violence?”
After He Zhao jumped out, he sidled up to Xie Yu. “Old Xie, save me.”
Luo Wenqiang stopped and asked Xie Yu’s opinion as he rolled up his sleeves. “Yu-ge, can I
punch him?”
On the other end of the line, Madam Gu had said a lot but Xie Yu hadn’t paid close attention.
He said, “Mm,” to appease her.
Luo Wenqiang said, “Thanks, Yu-ge! Then I’ll go all out!”
He Zhao: “……”
Xie Yu: “……”
Old Tang left the faculty office carrying a thick stack of homework. Seeing them causing a
ruckus in the corridor, he heaved a sigh of relief. He was worried that these kids might have
been in low spirits due to the exam, but to his surprise they all had strong psychological
constitutions. “All right, everyone go back to class and sit down. Don’t run about like that.”
Liu Cunhao stopped in his tracks. “Sir, when will grades be out?”
“If nothing unexpected happens, we’ll finish grading the papers over the weekend.”
Old Tang thought for a while, then continued, “You’ll have to wait a few more days for
grades to be out.”
Tang Sen left very early the next morning to catch the train to Shisizhong to grade papers.
And he would never have thought that something unexpected would happen, just like that.
“Teachers, thank you for your hard work.” A bespectacled female teacher passed the exam
papers out to the dozen or so teachers packed into a classroom. They fell silent and the only
sound remaining in the classroom was that of turning pages.
Shisizhong was the premier school among A City’s public high schools.
Their graduation rate was not as good as the top-tier high schools, but it was solid.
Shisizhong had prepared several empty classrooms for the teachers to grade papers. Wu
Zheng was next to Tang Sen.
Wu Zheng graded two papers, then took out his spectacles case and put on his glasses. He
looked down and continued filling in points in the score boxes next to the questions.
The process of grading was tedious, but sometimes the teachers would come across some
wrong answers that left them unsure whether to laugh or cry, and they would discuss it.
“This student draws very creative solid geometry figures. All in all… let me count. He drew
13 of them?”
The teachers bowed their heads and graded the exams.
One among the 14 of them was a very respected math teacher. He had taught for several
decades and was one of the question setters for the combined exam. He finished grading a
stack, then took another stack from the side.
But grading this new stack made him frown deeply.
“Mr. Wang, what’s the matter?“
”What is going on with the students in this exam room?”
Mr. Wang flipped over another sheet. He was even more certain now that in this stack of
exam papers, the answers were all copied from each other. Even the mistakes they made
were identical. He was left speechless by these shenanigans. “They’re quite united. In
sharing answers and cheating as a team.”
They weren’t just united. Their teamwork was beyond imagination.
Mr. Wang had run out of patience and quickly graded more than half the papers.
There were two papers remaining. He flipped them over with zero care, wanting only to
leave this ‘united’ exam room as soon as he could. But when he saw the writing on the
answer sheet his hand froze.
The tip of the red pen stopped in midair.
—It was a rather promising answer sheet.
Translation notes:
[1] The grade sheets are ranked by score.
Everyone knew that the Big Sis of Guang Mao was scared of neither heaven nor earth, but
the one thing she feared was her godson. Everyone else had the self-awareness to walk out.
“We’re going, Mei-jie. We’ll go settle the score with you. If there’s anything, just call and
we’ll be there.”
Xu Yanmei had nowhere to hide the cigarette. “About this, I can explain…”
Xie Yu frowned. He had no patience to listen. “Hand over the cigarette.”
Xu Yanmei shut up.
Xie Yu stubbed the cigarette right out.
They hadn’t seen each other for a while. The kid seemed to have grown again.
Xu Yanmei was now a head shorter, and Xie Yu had claimed the moral high ground the
moment he arrived. She paused for a while, then remembered the matter of grades. “Wait a
minute, brat. I haven’t settled the score with you. If Lei-zi hadn’t told me—”
Xu Yanmei grabbed the plastic clothes rack at her side and brought it down, and Xie Yu
endured several hits.
Xie Yu said, “Of course you’ve settled it. How many times have you settled this with me?”
Over winter vacation, Xu Yanmei had exploded in the Weixin group chat. Then she had
called and sent him videos. If he had not stopped her, she might have gotten a cab and come
over from B City overnight.
“You’re still talking back?”
“Fine, it’s my fault.” Xie Yu pushed open a window for air and put the medicine he held on
the table. Then he said, “I’ll score first place in the mid-term exams for you.”
The top places on the grade sheet for each year were always the same people. Everyone
else wished that grades would never be released, only this group wanted them to be
released quickly so they could see who had scored first place this time.
But this time, the people waiting for grades to be released quickly consisted not only of
these good students, but also the dozens of people in Class 3.
Monday.
All of Class 3 arrived early. After entering the classroom, they didn’t even wait to put down
their schoolbags before getting together and discussing grades.
Occasionally, someone from Class 4 next door walked by.
The two groups stared silently at each other for a while. Class 3 had no confidence, but they
wouldn’t lose in attitude. They quietly straightened their backs.
“Do you think grades will be out by today?”
“Probably. All the papers were graded over the weekend, right? Everything else about
Erzhong aside, our school is top-notch at grading things quickly. During the last monthly
exam, I hadn’t even prepared how I was going to meet my death and the grades were
already out.”
“Old Tang said before it might be a few more days.”
“Wan Da, how about you go to the faculty office and suss out the situation?”
Wan Da, bearing a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, crouched at the door of the faculty
office for several minutes.
The atmosphere in the faculty office felt slightly amiss, but he couldn’t put his finger on
what it was. Perhaps it was too quiet. But he still hadn’t found out anything and was
wondering if he should keep listening when Old Tang pulled the door open and walked out.
Wan Da swiftly sneaked toward the toilet.
Old Tang said in a low voice, “…Stop hiding. Come here for a minute.”
It was rush hour and people thronged through the school gates. The whole street was jam-
packed with parents’ cars so tightly even water couldn’t flow through.
Xie Yu leaned against the bus window, the cord of his earphones snaking out from his
uniform pocket. The English listening comprehension test he was listening to was just
wrapping up and entering the answer phase. But it was drowned out by the sound of cars
honking from the intersection up ahead.
He glanced down to adjust the volume and saw several texts He Zhao had sent.
Little friend.
Are you on the way?
I’m waiting for you at the bus station.
He Zhao sent the text and waited for a while, then someone unexpectedly tapped him on
the shoulder from behind.
Xie Yu had one hand stuck in his pockets and hadn’t removed his earphones. People milled
about and the street was a sea of school uniforms. Xie Yu was wearing the same thing as
everyone else, but he was still eye-catching. “Let’s go. What are you just standing there
for?”
He Zhao had not seen the bus come this way. He asked, “You walked over here?”
Xie Yu said, “The front way was too jammed.”
“Was it jammed or did you want to see me?”
“Please, be less shameless.”
“I’m going to give my boyfriend one last chance.”
“It was jammed.”
Xie Yu was walking in front, but now he slowed his footsteps and replied again, “I came to
see you, all right, ge?”
They walked to the base of the classroom building and had just rounded the corner into the
stairwell when they bumped into Wan Da.
It was early in the morning but he was already up to something. He was squatting in the
stairwell entryway and he gave He Zhao a fright. “Fuck, what are you doing?”
Wan Da had squatted in the stairwell entryway for nearly ten minutes precisely so he
would be able to catch them.
“Old Tang told me to wait here for you.”
Wan Da had squatted for so long his legs were numb. He pulled himself up using the railing,
then said, “He told me to tell you to go to the office immediately. Did you two do
something?”
They hadn’t done anything, per se.
At most, they had given the subject teachers each reasons to take a few Quick-Acting Heart
Reliever pills.
Wu Zheng was standing by the water cooler. He got his water, but still felt like he couldn’t
catch his breath. “Mr. Tang, do you still have any? Give me two more…”
In front of Tang Sen were placed Quick-Acting Heart Reliever pills and several exam papers.
These exam papers all hadperfect scores, or near-perfect scores.
He flipped open each exam paper again and took a second look. At the upper right corner,
where the name box was.
Student’s name: Xie Yu.
Student’s name: He Zhao.
When the papers were done being graded, he and Wu Zheng stayed in the Shisizhong
classroom and sat face to face in silence for more than half an hour.
In all the years since Erzhong had been founded—the school had never seen such grades.
Not only did they easily beat out the rest of the four schools, this was a rare sight even in
the top-tier school Tang Sen had taught at before.
Xie Yu and He Zhao left and didn’t return for a long time.
Wan Da was so unbearably curious he couldn’t sit still. “Does this count as skipping class in
broad daylight? Where on earth did they go? What are they doing?”
Liu Cunhao, whom Wan Da had nagged at all morning, was getting a headache. “Instead of
sitting here, why don’t you go and do your professional duty during lunch?
Wan Da said, “Hao-zi, that’s a good idea.”
The whereabouts of the two big bros were still a mystery, but Wan Da unearthed an
unexpected piece of news.
Wan Da had many friends and knew people in every class. When he went to Class 7,
someone was carrying a stack of homework on the way back from the faculty office. He
tapped Wan Da’s shoulder and said, “Do you know what your class average is?”
Wan Da looked back, hands still on the windowsill. “Ah? Our class average?”
“Yeah. Fucking impressive. I wondered if my eyes had gone bad.”
The guy hadn’t seen the details, but he had glanced at the class averages on the teacher’s
screen. He was still in shock now. “Higher than the year average by 4-point-something
points.”
Wan Da said, “…Your eyes are bad, surely.”
After thrice-verifying that this piece of information was accurate, Wan Da walked on cloud
nine all the way back to class. In his mind, all that remained was the thought, I must have
done very well this time around!
No! Our Class 3 surely all did very well this time around!
We’ve changed our fate!
“His eyes are bad.”
When Wan Da returned to the classroom, his terrible grades for every subject were there to
welcome him. The subject reps had distributed the exam papers. Liu Cunhao’s face was
pale as he slammed down the papers Wan Da had failed. “His eyes are definitely bad. Look
for yourself. Four-point-something, with scores like this? You’re dreaming.”
Wan Da refused to give up. Staring at his awful grades, he sank into thought. “…What about
everyone else in class?”
Liu Cunhao waved his own papers. “About the same.”
Luo Wenqiang said, “My ability is average and my performance is the same.”
“……”
“It’s true.” Xu Qingqing passed the English papers out and heard them discussing the class
average. After hesitating, she said, “It’s true. 4.6. I saw it, too.”
Right up until the class bell rang, Class 3 couldn’t make heads or tails of where the 4.6 had
come from
No one discovered that two exam papers had been held back and not distributed.
Luo Wenqiang’s horizons had been broadened and he decided he was now a believer in
mysticism.² “Did my good luck reblogs really work miracles?”
“Think more rationally, will you?” As Liu Cunhao spoke, he immediately began a new train
of thought. “Can we think about how badly the other classes did this time?”
The two people whose whereabouts Wan Da was unbearably curious about were currently
re-taking the exam in an empty classroom.
Xie Yu wasn’t surprised by this turn of events at all. Anyone would find it hard to accept
that the two students with the lowest grades in the year suddenly scored highest in the
year, and that their total score across all subjects was far ahead of all the exam-taking
students in the four schools, forming an uncrossable gap.
When they were told to retake the test, Xie Yu didn’t outwardly react much. He said, “Sir,
there’s one issue.”
Old Tang was considerate of them and feared that their young souls had been hurt. He
hurriedly explained, “It’s not that we don’t trust you. This is because…”
“The exam duration is too long.”
“Ah?”
Xie Yu said, “I don’t need that much time. Half an hour is enough.”
“……”
He Zhao had no objections to retaking the test, but he had one concern. “Why did I only
score 148 on the math paper?”
Wu Zheng quietly grasped the bottle of Quick-Acting Heart Reliever pills tighter.
“The two points deducted were for handwriting.”
Wu Zheng steadied himself, then said, “…Brat, you criticized the question-setter on the
paper itself for not setting good enough questions and you thought you’d score a 150?”
Translation notes:
[1] Cure a dead horse as if it’s alive: Make a last-ditch attempt
[2] Xuanxue: A philosophy from the Wei-Jin era with roots in Taoism and Confucianism.
Also called ‘New Taoism’.
Xie Yu ran down the stairs, taking two steps at a time and jumping down the last few steps
onto the landing. Next class period was gym, anyway, so after leaving the classroom
building they ran straight for the courtyard.
“Fuck?”
Xue Xisheng couldn’t outrun them and after taking two steps he threw the broom. It landed
next to He Zhao’s foot.
“How aggressive.” He Zhao nearly tripped. “Is he really the study rep I know?”
It was an impressive sight, majestic and prominent, so shocking that even the people who
had been making a scene in the corridor now had the self-awareness to return to their
respective classes.
The two infamous school tyrants were hounded by their classmates from the fourth floor
all the way to the ground floor. By the looks of it, they were going to switch venues to the
courtyard and continue the beating. It was pretty much a live brawl.
The other classes simply didn’t dare to make a sound. Only when the main army had gone
downstairs did they all lean over the railings to peer down at the ground floor. They
exclaimed in unison, “How exciting. They’re so formidable.”
“Stay right there! Don’t run!”
“Brothers, go around and cut them off at the track!”
“Qing-ge, you take the girls and ambush them from the left!”
After these strange battle formations were decided, Xue Xisheng yelled across the field,
anger rising sharply, “You purposely dragged the class average down—you’re too much!
You have no team pride at all!”
“……”
This was the first time in Xie Yu’s life being chased multiple rounds around the quad. No
matter where he ran, people surrounded him and he felt both perplexed and pathetic.
As he ran, he nudged the person beside him with his forearm. “Do we keep running?”
Over the course of several rounds, Class 3 changed their battle tactics several times. Like
zombies in the game Dead Rising, they threw themselves at the two from all directions.
He Zhao was scared of this lot, too. He took a breath and stopped. “Let’s stop running then.
We could run all class period and not get away.”
Soon after they stopped, Liu Cunhao pounced on Xie Yu from behind. Xie Yu was thrown off
balance by the tackle and fell forward onto He Zhao.
He Zhao didn’t have time to do anything other than catch hold of Xie Yu’s waist.
The next moment, he lost his balance too.
“Brothers,” Liu Cunhao yelled, having caught hold of Xie Yu, “We got them—”
Luo Wenqiang swiftly ran over from the other side of the track. As he ran, he majestically
took off his jacket and tossed it into the grass, then leaped to firmly land sprawled on Liu
Cunhao. “If you don’t explain yourselves, neither of you better even think of running away.”
One by one, the guys piled firmly on top of them like stacking Luohan¹ and kept them firmly
pressed to the track.
It was very noisy by Xie Yu’s ear.
Xie Yu looked down and saw only his boyfriend’s Adam’s apple. He glanced further down
and saw He Zhao’s open uniform collar.
He Zhao was about to say, ‘That’s enough, don’t pile on any more,’ but before he could get
the words out he met Xie Yu’s eyes.
They were too close.
Both caught unaware, they stared at each other for several seconds, stunned.
Liu Cunhao had only intended to pin down the class’s two big bros. When Luo Wenqiang,
the heavyweight, pounced, he too was squashed till he couldn’t breathe. “Gym rep, how
much do you weigh? Couldn’t it have been someone else?”
Luo Wenqiang was aggrieved. “Hao-zi, you don’t want me?”
Xie Yu and He Zhao looked at each other for a moment. Who knew which of them started
laughing first, but the laughter was contagious, passing between them through the
vibration of their chests.
Xie Yu, still laughing, averted his eyes, and propped himself up on his arms on the rubber
track surface. Without looking back, he said to the people on top of his back, “Are you sick?
Get off.”
Several bright whistle sounds cut short the ‘Stacking Luohan’ activity.
The gym teacher walked out of the office holding a stopwatch. “That pile over there—yes,
that’s you all—get in a line. Don’t all crowd.”
Hearing this, Luo Wenqiang and the others hurriedly stood up.
Xie Yu felt the weight on his body lift and was about to get off He Zhao, but before he could
lever himself up He Zhao called him. “Xie Yu.”
“Ah?”
He Zhao said nothing.
He Zhao lifted his upper body. With this movement, his uniform jacket slid downward
slightly, making his clothing look mussed. His lips lightly grazed the side of Xie Yu’s face
before landing lightly at the base of Xie Yu’s ear.
It was soundless, but it tickled.
By now several classes had arrived at the courtyard and there were also a few groups who
hadn’t left from the last class period.
He Zhao leaned backward. While no one was looking, he pulled further apart and smiled as
he said, “Kiss me.”
Once everyone had fallen in line, the gym teacher waved the stopwatch in his hand and
said, “We’ll try out long distance today. I was watching you from the window and saw you
already did a few laps to warm up. Not bad. You’re very enthusiastic. So let’s start now.
Boys, follow me first.”
1000m.
Everyone complained.
They had already expended a lot of energy in the ten minutes between classes so when the
gym teacher yelled, “Ready—run!” everybody flat out couldn’t muster the energy. They
slowly jogged forward and the runtime they scored was right at the passing mark.
After running 2 and a half laps, everyone else collapsed on the floor aside from the two big
bros who had superhuman stamina.
The gym teacher finished recording the times, then let them remain in their state of group
paralysis and went over to the girls’ group to time the 800m. “Girls, prepare.”
Xie Yu bent at the waist, hands on his knees, and breathed deeply.
He Zhao sat to the side of the track and someone jostled him from behind.
“What’s the matter with you two?” Wan Da retracted his hand, but two seconds after sitting
up he nearly lost his balance and lay back down. He asked the key question. “…I really want
to know your secret to getting better grades.”
He Zhao motioned for him to come over.
With his last shred of strength, Wan Da nudged himself a few centimeters closer to He
Zhao’s side.
“Extra-strength brain-enhancing pills. Improves memory. No matter how complicated the
formulas and concepts, you need only read them once and you won’t forget them.” He
Zhao’s voice dropped lower and lower as he spoke, and it really sounded true. “Look for TB
shop xxx. It has good reviews and a return policy and you can even redeem 1 yuan cash
back.”
Wan Da quietly made a note of the Taobao shop name. “Is that true, Zhao-ge?”
He Zhao said, “You believed that?”
Wan Da: “……”
Xie Yu was the closest and he thought to himself that He Zhao’s skill at bullshitting with his
eyes closed had improved by leaps and bounds again.
After running another two laps, Liu Cunhao and the others were tired, but they were also
now unexpectedly clearheaded.
This issue was difficult to ask about. And regardless of what their real reasons were, Class 3
shouldn’t use them as idle entertainment. Besides, having made a scene just now, Class 3
had more or less vented their feelings.
Liu Cunhao slapped the back of Wan Da’s head and tried to change the subject. “Do you
think Class 4 should kneel down and call us father?”
“I nearly forgot.” Luo Wenqiang tilted his head back and drank water, then said, “When
class lets out later, I’m going to stand outside Class 4 and walk around. Give them a hint.
Anyone want to go with me?”
Go, my foot. Xie Yu didn’t quite want to imagine what ‘standing around outside Class 4’
would look like.
This was idiotic.
Xie Yu said, “Don’t look at me. I’m not going.”
Xie Yu and He Zhao had been Class 3’s pillars in terms of good looks before, and now they
were the class’s pillars of grades. Even though they didn’t want to go, Class 3 dragged them
to Class 4’s entrance and walked around a few times.
“Think about how you treated us,” Luo Wenqiang said as he walked. “You have the cheek
not to go?”
“Of course we do.”
“……”
Liang Hui had been trying to digest this matter since noon and still couldn’t. He couldn’t
concentrate at all in class and all he could think of was the heaven-defying ‘744.’
The next class period, he turned and saw Class 3 all standing in a line in the corridor,
looking in through the window at Class 4.
Everyone in this line wore a colorful expression except for Xie Yu, whose face was blank.
All of them looked down at Class 4 with impossible pride and arrogance.
Especially Class 3’s class rep. He could have been looking at Liang Hui with his nostrils.
Since noon, when grades were released, till school let out in the evening, the school forum’s
hottest and most popular thread was no longer a certain two big bros’ CP thread, but the
two heaven-defying grade sheets.
All kinds of rumors emerged and discussion ran wild.
Evening self-study ended.
Xie Yu showered, pulled open the private bathroom door and came out. He heard his phone
ring on his desk and went to look at his notifications while still towelling his hair.
In the notification list was a link from Wan Da leading to a forum thread. Several words in
large font made up the headline: Shocking! The two top students may have been in an
accident that injured their brains!
“……”
[Wan Da]: This is your and Zhao-ge’s image now.
[Wan Da]: They even want you two to go to the hospital to have your brains checked…
Xie Yu glanced at it. The more he read, the more ridiculous it got. There were posts about
high-tech brain transfer technologies, genetic mutation, and even topic drifts such as
‘transmigration’ and ‘rebirth.’
When He Zhao knocked on the door and entered carrying a mock paper, Xie Yu had just
closed out of that very imagination-rich thread.
His little friend was wearing only a thin, loose-fitting vest and his hair was still dripping
wet.
He had rubbed it nearly dry and now he pulled off the towel, then ran his fingers lightly
through his hair combing it backwards. As he brought the wisps of hair covering his
forehead backwards, his features seemed even more defined, cold and clean-cut.
He Zhao had brought practice questions with him but he completely forgot about them
after seeing Xie Yu. “What are you looking at?”
“Idiotic forum posts.”
“The one Wan Da made?” He Zhao shut the door and continued, “The novel someone wrote
in there is quite good. Did you see it? It was called… Reborn as an Erzhong Top Student.”
Xie Yu said, “I read some of it.”
He Zhao put the mock paper on the desk, then sat on the side of the bed watching Xie Yu
bent over picking up his clothes.
Xie Yu stuffed his discarded clothes into the laundry hamper, thought about something,
then went to pick up the jacket at the foot of the bed. As he touched the piece of clothing, He
Zhao caught hold of his hand.
“Leave the tidying,” He Zhao said. “Come and deal with me instead?”
Translation notes:
[1] Stacking Luohan: Human pyramid formation, usually seen in gymnastics or
performances. Named after the 18 Luohan, whose story was sometimes used by
performing troupes in their shows which also featured human pyramids.
Chapter 103 – Get over here. Didn’t you want me to deal with you?
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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“You need dealing with?”
“That’ll depend on how you want to deal with me. For instance, if it’s fighting on the bed…”
Xie Yu didn’t retract his hand, leaving it trapped under He Zhao’s.
Then he lowered his eyes and leaned down without a second word. Different from the
furtive kiss earlier that day on the courtyard under everyone’s eyes, this kiss was harsh
without any attempt to hide it.
All remaining words were extinguished between their interlocking lips and teeth.
Xie Yu opened his mouth a little, revealing a row of small teeth. As if in revenge, he bit the
corner of He Zhao’s mouth.
He Zhao had been teased to the point of losing his rationality. He moved his hands upward
along the waist of the person in his arms, his hand half-hidden by the hem of Xie Yu’s vest.
At the bite, he couldn’t hold back a hiss.
Outside, in the corridor, people were walking to and fro.
Someone seemed to have lost something. There was a commotion.
“Is it over there?”
“I didn’t see it. Look over there again. Quick, before the lights go out.”
“……”
The footsteps continued intermittently.
Separated from it by the door, Xie Yu couldn’t help his breathing growing shallower, all the
nerves in his body dialed up to their highest sensitivity. He Zhao held onto his waist and
moved upward and Xie Yu felt his temperature rise where the hands touched.
“You’re hard.”
Xie Yu half-opened his eyes. Seeing that he had bitten a suggestive mark on the corner of He
Zhao’s mouth, he said hoarsely, “You’re not much better off.”
Last time hadn’t gone so well.
It had been both of their first times. He Zhao hadn’t known how to treat his partner and he
hadn’t been completely relaxed, either.
But they were both at the age where their blood ran hot. Often they couldn’t control
themselves and as they messed around, sparks turned into fire.
He Zhao was still worried. He had filled in the gaps in his knowledge by looking online, but
putting it into practice was another matter. “Did it really hurt?”
Ever since he was young, Xie Yu did not let out a frown even when he got injured. He had a
high pain tolerance and previously when he had said it hurt, it was mostly because he
hadn’t slept well all night and was more frustrated than anything. “It wasn’t so bad.”
“Actually, I hurt too.”
He Zhao coughed awkwardly and said, “You were too tight.”
By the time He Zhao had finished speaking, Xie Yu had taken off his shirt. His hand rested at
He Zhao’s waist and he reached for his waistband.
Xie Yu’s upper body was bare and beneath his narrow, exquisite collarbones the V-line of
his pelvis disappearing into his waistband. As Xie Yu moved, the red string on his wrist slid
downward a little, the red bean coming to rest on the jut of his wristbone.
It was nearly summer, but the nights had still been on the cooler side.
Xie Yu had intended to undo He Zhao’s waistband, but now his hands wandered
inappropriately through the material, touching a certain place. He raised his eyes and said,
“Get over here. Didn’t you want me to deal with you?”
He Zhao supported himself against the side of the bed and felt his throat grow tight.
Xie Yu caught him off guard by taking initiative and all his self-control crumbled away.
…One day he would die at this person’s hands.
Lights out.
The whole building went dark and the only remaining light came from the streetlamps
outside.
Xie Yu was held down under He Zhao, one arm braced on the edge of the bed. Unwilling to
show weakness, he levered himself half up to kiss him.
“Zhao-ge.”
The tail end of his voice went a little hoarse. He called again, “Ge.”
Xie Yu had already gotten He Zhao’s jeans mostly undone and they hung loosely at his
waist.
He let go of Xie Yu’s chin and leaned down, following the line of his waist downward.
Xie Yu gave a muffled groan and was rendered completely speechless.
Xie Yu rarely submitted. Even in bed, even being held down and touched, he was very
stubborn. He Zhao’s hand had been lightly holding the back of his neck, but now he gasped
and moved it upwards several inches, landing in Xie Yu’s hair.
It was soft.
And there was also the low moan, stifled, bitten back and held down, that belonged to him.
Eventually, in the pitch darkness before his eyes.
Xie Yu heard He Zhao repeat his name several times, very close by, right next to his ear. The
voice mingled with the overwhelming pleasure.
……
Xie Yu, who had recovered his ‘top student’ status less than 24 hours ago, walked into class
the next day and immediately lay down on his desk to catch up on sleep.
He didn’t pay attention to class all morning.
He sat in the last row, head pillowed in the crook of his elbow, looking very languid. His
hair fell over his face, which was only half-visible. His features were chilly and even asleep
he gave off an aura that made people afraid to get close to him.
The stack of textbooks on his desk seemed to be brand new and showed no signs of having
been used. Anyone who looked at him would not have associated him with the top scorer in
the 4-school combined exams.
If not for the grade sheet from the combined exams, which had been put up on the
noticeboard, the teachers and students who looked at the familiar back of his head might
have thought that everything that happened yesterday had been a dream.
Every class period, after the dismissal bell rang, there would be students from other classes
outside the window who snuck over for a look.
Before, they had come to see the school tyrants, but now they had another thought: This
was a walking 744 points. 744 points they wouldn’t see even in their dreams.
He Zhao reflected on himself, wondering if he had lost control and been too rough again
last night. But he concluded he had not. Last night, this guy had clearly been overcome and
even asked him to go faster. “Does it still hurt?”
“Tired.”
“Then how were your ge’s skills? I think your last assessment was not very objective.”
Xie Yu did not want to bother with him. “Can you get lost?”
He Zhao now understood that Xie Yu was the sort who would pretend he didn’t know you
after getting out of bed.
He reached out and ruffled his deskmate’s hair. “All right, sleep then.”
Classroom 2.3 was relatively quiet.
After midterm grades had been released, nearly every class period was spent going over
the exam papers, and after going through the papers, they did corrections for the questions
they got wrong.
When the homework deadline approached, Xu Qingqing looked up from her math paper
and counted the English homework next to her. She found that two people had not turned it
in and called across the walkway between desks, “Zhao-ge, where’s your homework?”
He Zhao put a finger to his lips, indicating to her to be quieter, then answered honestly. “I
didn’t do it.”
Xu Qingqing walked over carrying the stack of homework. She glanced at the sleeping first-
place, then at the second-place watching his deskmate sleep. She really did not understand
the world they lived in.
“Can I ask why you didn’t do it? If the teacher asks later, I won’t know what to say.”
“About that,” He Zhao said, “You can tell her the homework she set was too easy.”
Xu Qingqing: “……”
When Xu Qingqing turned in the English homework, her legs were shaking. She had never
thought that she would say the words, ‘Your homework was too easy,’ to a teacher while
she was alive.
Clearly, in the ten years or so the English teacher had been teaching, she hadn’t
encountered such an issue before either.
The English teacher was silent for a moment, then she put her mug of tea down and said,
“All right, I understand. Leave the papers here.”
“The homework was too easy?”
“Mr. Tang, what on earth is going on with these two from your class?”
Since the day grades were released, the Year 2 group of teachers had not had a moment of
calm while they were in the office.
When Dean Jiang had gotten the news, he had put his pants on backwards and ran over
from the faculty dormitory. “What? How many points?”
Not only Dean Jiang but the rest of Erzhong’s school administration came one after the
other to look at the papers. The principal had stared at the papers for a long time,
speechless, and finally forced out the words, “Good… good job! I’m proud that they are
students of Erzhong! Put this in the school history! Write that Erzhong’s students worked a
miracle, went against the odds, and beat all the four schools!”
Aside from being curious, the other homeroom teachers also couldn’t hide their envy. One
class had produced two students who might score first place in the A City college exams…
“They… have special circumstances.”
Tang Sen didn’t know the details, either. He repeated, “Special circumstances.”
Several teachers were currently discussing it in the faculty office when someone pushed
open the door. The teacher currently getting water from the cooler called out in surprise,
“Miss Xu?”
Xu Xia stood in the office doorway, a document in hand. Her expression was frozen. “I’m…
here to look for Miss Wang. I have a document for her.”
“Miss Wang isn’t here. You can put it on her desk.”
Xu Xia made a soft noise of assent.
She had worked in this office before.
Although it had not been for very long, she was still familiar with the office layout and
decor.
She looked around and eventually, as if possessed, her gaze landed on the desk she had
occupied. Tang Sen was grading homework and felt something. He looked up and met Xu
Xia’s eyes.
Tang Sen wasn’t aware of all this. He smiled at her and considered that a greeting.
Xu Xia smiled too, but her smile was a little forced. “Mr. Tang, I heard that your class
produced two…”
Tang Sen had been deluged by the topic of grades for two days. He had long overcome his
original shock and now just wanted this matter to blow over as quickly as possible so it
wouldn’t disrupt the two kids’ everyday lives. “Ah, no, no. It’s not worth mentioning.”
“……”
Xu Xia would be lying if she said her feelings weren’t complicated. In that complexity, what
remained was mostly regret and dissatisfaction. The two high scores from Class 3 were not
only so shocking it could make one’s glasses fall off, all the subject teachers who taught
Class 3 also shared in the glory.
If she… if she was still teaching this class.
That was what she thought, with some anger.
But she wasn’t sure who she was angry at, either.
Now she suddenly remembered various little details from before. From the first time she
saw them at the start of school to the day of the monthly exams when He Zhao had stood in
the stairwell and asked her, Just because I get bad grades?
Xu Xia didn’t dare keep thinking along those lines. Her face was growing warm.
If she kept thinking, she wouldn’t be able to keep up an appearance of calm.
She didn’t stay any longer. She placed the document on Miss Wang’s desk, turned, and left.
“Xu Xia’s face… you didn’t see it. It was so satisfying.”
Wan Da had slipped back from the faculty office and immediately caught hold of Liu
Cunhao. One of them played Old Tang, the other Xu Xia. They took dramatic footsteps and
yelled, “Ah, I heard your class—”
Liu Cunhao waved a hand calmly. “It’s not worth mentioning.”
Class 3 was in an uproar.
Xie Yu shifted positions but still couldn’t sleep for the noise. He sat up, but he couldn’t get
angry at Wan Da and the others when they had expressions of such silly happiness. He
steadied himself and asked, “What are you doing?”
Seeing he was awake, Wan Da was about to act it out again. Share the joy.
But when he walked over he felt that something was amiss.
Xie Yu had not done up his collar properly and he had been lying down, so after he got up,
his collar had fallen open. Wan Da wondered what his Yu-ge had been up to last night. Such
a rich night life. Now he was so tired he didn’t seem to have any bones in his body.
As Wan Da kept thinking, he glimpsed a very obvious red mark under Xie Yu’s collarbone.
But he only glimpsed it for a moment.
“Yu-ge, didn’t you close your dorm window properly?”
Xie Yu tugged his open collar closed. “Window?”
Wan Da remembered last time and thought Xie Yu probably had type O blood and attracted
a lot of bugs and mosquitoes. He said, “It’s nearly summer. Check your window screen.”
“……”
Xie Yu had no idea what he was talking about.
Chapter 104 – Best-case scenario, I can see him when I open my eyes
every day.
Fake Slackers
Translator: Jury
Editor: NomNom
First Published on Chaleuria
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Class 3 gathered around the back row.
Xie Yu reached for the bottle of water at the corner of his desk and watched Wan Da
dramatically act it out again.
He Zhao was obligingly supportive, as always. “Very good, very good. You act well.”
“Thank you.” Wan Da gave a fist salute. “All thanks go to my countrymen for supporting
me.”
Xie Yu initially thought it uninteresting. He took a sip of water, then flipped his hand and
screwed the bottlecap back on. But they were laughing so hard that in the end he couldn’t
help but laugh along with them. “…You all have nothing better to do?”
Actually, before pulling his grades back up, Xie Yu had hesitated a little.
But he gradually came to realize that whether his grades were good or not—whether his
grades pulled the class average down so low it made people want to shut their eyes and
jump down from a high floor or pushed the class average ‘4.6 points higher’ like now—this
lot’s attitude towards him didn’t change much.
At first, he had wanted to beat them all up, but after a while he had more or less processed
his feelings.
When Liu Cunhao came to look for He Zhao to ask him how to do a problem, he even
laughed. “I really have to give in to you two. You really are the first of the big bros of our
school… whether counting from the top or from the bottom.”
“What does that mean? Is that praise or an insult?”
He Zhao was looking at the problem—Liu Cunhao had brought a question assigned by his
home tutor—and he said, pen in hand, “I’ll give you two minutes. Rephrase that statement.”
Liu Cunhao now understood the meaning of ‘what goes around comes around.’ Before, he
had acted like he had seen a ghost when He Zhao volunteered his homework for him to
copy, but now he understood what He Zhao had meant by ‘beyond your reach.’
He shut his eyes and started ass-licking. “You’re awesome! A man among men! The pride of
Erzhong! So how is this question solved?”
When Liu Cunhao was done, he heard He Zhao say, “There are a few ways to solve this. Do
you want the short and blunt way or something a little more creative…”
“……”
Liu Cunhao thought, Big bro, spare me. I just want to solve the question.
Xie Yu couldn’t take it any more. He plucked the exercise book straight out of He Zhao’s
hand. “Which question?”
Xie Yu did not waste a single word when explaining the question. His logic was clear and
within a few sentences, Liu Cunhao seemed to have been struck by lightning and all his
trains of thought suddenly ran clear.
He Zhao pointed to himself. “Did I explain so badly?”
Xie Yu retorted, “Badly or not… don’t you already know?”
Liu Cunhao listened to the explanation, then looked up at the two of them quarrelling as
they always did.
What he nearly said was: Whether counting from the top or from the bottom, you’re still
the two big bros we know—He Zhao, who took blame he didn’t need to shoulder in order to
protect a girl, and Xie Yu, who rolled up his sleeves without a word and went down to the
basketball court.
From Class 3’s point of view, what they thought of the two of them had long gone beyond
grades. When class placements had first been announced, all they had known from rumors
were that these two were school tyrants who intimidated everyone who heard of them, did
every possible evil, and killed people without blinking.
But after interacting with them, this wasn’t the case at all.
Xie Yu closed the exercise book and handed it back to Liu Cunhao. Out of the corner of his
eye, he saw Xue Xisheng watching them without blinking.
His gaze was complicated and he stared them down until their hair stood on end.
Every day, Xue Xisheng persistently tried to talk to them about studying methods and they
couldn’t avoid him no matter how they tried. “It’s fine that you deliberately pulled the class
average down, but can’t you just talk to me a little about how you study?”
He Zhao had also noticed the study rep’s predatory gaze. He suggested, “Let’s go to Shen
Jie’s to hide out for a bit?”
Xie Yu asked, “You sure?”
“……”
Xie Yu continued, “That madman… better not.”
Shen Jie had gone mad since about when the midterm grades had been out.
Within a single day, his bro who usually only scored a few points on any exam had shot up
into the clouds. He even stood ahead of Shen Jie telling him, ‘Sorry, actually I’m just that
good.’
The guy who sat in front of Xie Yu during every exam was also in Class 8 and he and Shen
Jie ranted at each other all day in a daze.
That guy had always been in the last exam venue and no matter how he did in the exams—
no matter how badly he did—there were always two people behind him, silently backing
him up, so that he didn’t fall into the bottom of the abyss. When exam grades were released,
he could say to his parents with confidence, “I’m not the worst! Dad, Mom, look, there are
two guys even worse than me!”
Now the two men behind him said goodbye and left just like that.
He had lost all his will to live. The world had faded from color to black and white.
As they were talking, someone knocked twice on the glass.
Mad Dog’s face appeared at the window like in a scary movie.
He Zhao, who often used his phone in secret during evening self-study, had bad memories
of being quietly observed by Mad Dog standing at the window. Now he felt a chill at his
back.
But this time Mad Dog didn’t say much. He beckoned to the two ‘Hopes of Erzhong.’ “The
two of you come out.”
The whole way, Mad Dog kept saying, “Don’t be anxious later. Relax,” and, “Show the best
face of Erzhong.” It was getting more and more confusing.
Instinct told him it wasn’t anything good.
They followed Mad Dog all the way to the door of the principal’s office. Facing the plaque
on the door, Xie Yu’s left eyelid kept twitching. He had a bad premonition and had a faint
guess as to what Mad Dog had dragged them over here for.
“Hold up the exam paper and stand straight. All right, the two of you get closer together…”
“Principal Chen, please move a little to the side.”
“Chest out, chin up. I’ll count down. Three, two, one. Yell eggplant.”
Six or seven people stood in the principal’s office. Members of the school administration
stood in two rows, wearing sharp suits.
Erzhong’s principal had a bald patch on top of his head, but he had stubbornly and
meticulously applied hair gel to his few remaining strands of hair until they shone. He
placed his hand on Xie Yu’s shoulder and smiled, warm and genial. “Eggplant.”
He Zhao said, “Eggplant.”
Xie Yu: “……”
“Smile, student over there, could you smile a little?”
“Don’t be so…” The photographer was half-squatting and was about to say, “Don’t be so
gloomy,” but halfway through he thought the word wasn’t quite fitting, so he changed his
words. “Don’t be so serious.”
Erzhong’s principal had said he wanted to record them both in the school’s history. Xie Yu
had thought he was joking but the school administration had really hired a photographer to
take photos of them.
The moment he had walked through the door, before he could even assess the situation in
the office, the school principal had hung a sash over his shoulder.
The sash was red with yellow words, bordered on both sides with gold. On it was written:
Top Student.
“Record it in the school’s history! This photo must be right in the middle!”
“Erzhong’s students have worked a miracle. Let’s write a headline…”
“They’re just very happy.” After the photo shoot, Dean Jiang couldn’t take it, either, and
brought them out. “You still have afternoon classes, right? Go back quickly.”
Xie Yu pulled the sash off his chest without another word.
He Zhao shut the door and was about to go downstairs, then stopped in the doorway of the
stairwell. “Dean Jiang?”
Dean Jiang looked back. “Was there something else?”
He Zhao smiled and said, “I did all right on the exams.”
“Mm?”
“My deskmate did quite well, too.”
This was a fairly deep ruse, and Dean Jiang still didn’t understand what He Zhao was
saying. “Mm.”
Then He Zhao said, “So, can we change dorm rooms now?”
Before, when He Zhao had applied to change dorm rooms, Dean Jiang had been
unbelievably mad. The two bottom-of-the-year students wanting to room together—they
must have gone mad from playing too much. He kicked them out without even thinking
about it.
Who would have known they were still thinking about it.
Dean Jiang hesitated. “You two…”
He Zhao said, “We’re helping each other. We’re studying together and improving together.”
Xie Yu leaned against the railing in the stairwell. As he listened to He Zhao bullshitting, he
lifted a leg and kicked him lightly.
Dean Jiang thought about it for a while. He thought about their grades this time around and
fell for He Zhao’s bluff that they were ‘improving together.’ Eventually he relented and said,
“All right. Fill in the application form and turn it in at my office before school’s dismissed.”
Erzhong was very efficient.
After turning in the application form, the procedures were completed in short order.
That evening, after self-study, the occupant list next to Xie Yu’s door had an additional
name on it.
Xie Yu had gotten used to living alone. Several mock exams lay spread out on his desk and
he sat in his chair with one leg bent as he watched He Zhao run about. The other half of his
room, which had been empty, was now being filled, and he wasn’t yet used to it.
He tried to turn his attention to the question he was doing, but he only looked briefly
before putting down his pen again. He discovered that He Zhao had already packed up the
few things he had into cardboard boxes. “When did you start packing?”
“A few days ago.”
“I wanted to be closer to my little friend.” He Zhao had made several trips to move his
things and he was sweating a little. As he took off his jacket, he continued, “Best-case
scenario, the sort of close where I can see him when I open my eyes every day.”
Xie Yu was stunned.
By the time He Zhao had set up the bed, he belatedly realized that he had forgotten the
requirements of those questions from just now.
He Zhao didn’t have many things and was able to move them all with just a few boxes. He
also moved over the ‘Preparing for the college exams’ notice that he had had up on his door
for a long time.
He Zhao had just finished unpacking and had taken a change of clothes to the bathroom to
shower when Aunt Mei called.
Xu Yanmei was so emotional she couldn’t speak clearly. “You really scored first?”
Listening to the running water in the bathroom, Xie Yu distractedly said, “Mm.”
“That one at home, that idiot guy, he didn’t give you trouble, did he?” Xu Yanmei calmed
down, then followed ‘idiot guy’ up with another barrage of curses.
Xie Yu’s mind went in a few circles before he matched the name ‘idiot guy’ to Zhong Jie.
“No, so don’t worry about nothing.”
Xie Yu had no idea what reaction Zhong Jie might have had. Madam Gu said not to worry
about it. Grades had been out for a few days and he had not received a call from Zhong Jie.
They chatted for a little while and Xie Yu worked out the last problem sum at hand while he
talked.
“All right, I won’t go on any more. Take care of your health…”
Xie Yu waited for Aunt Mei to finish nagging before he hung up the phone and tossed it
aside. Then he saw a certain person, who had finished showering but had not properly put
on his clothes, pull open the door and walk out.
He Zhao’s hair was still wet. He wore only a button-down and he had not done up many of
the buttons.
Xie Yu thought that sharing a dorm room with this guy was probably not a wise decision.
He Zhao waited for Old Tang to walk out, then dropped his hand and knocked on Xie Yu’s
desk. “I didn’t finish it. Where’s yours? Can I borrow it?”
At the mention of homework, Xie Yu frowned and said, “You think I did mine?”
He Zhao said, “You didn’t?”
How could I have done it.
How dare you ask.
Xie Yu internally cursed.
It had been very late by the time they finished watching the film yesterday. He Zhao had
closed the door and gone on about ‘sleeping together,’ and Xie Yu had eventually relented
since he couldn’t out-talk him. “All right, let’s sleep. Don’t make a fuss.”
His boyfriend’s approval wasn’t enough. He Zhao waited outside the bathroom door the
whole time Xie Yu was in the bathroom and showering.
It was too dark in the dorm room.
The 1.85m tall boy turned on his phone’s flashlight, his back to the bathroom door.
“Are you done showering?”
“How about this? Can I go in and wait for you?”
“……”
Xie Yu was exasperated. He shut his eyes, water flowing down his face.
Then he turned his head and forcefully pressed the showerhead lever down. He reached for
the dry towel he had put to one side and said, “Come in. Just try coming in and see if you get
out alive.”
He hurried him so much just for a shower. Xie Yu, on the other hand, wanted to finish his
homework before going to bed.
But had the idiot given him the chance?
He Zhao clearly remembered what he had done last night. He coughed lightly and changed
the subject. “How about this? Let’s split the work. You do math and I’ll do the rest.”
Xie Yu had no objections to this division of labor.
They both did the homework quickly. By the time the first chemistry period was half over,
they had finished most of the homework for the various subjects.
He Zhao was left with two English passages to translate and he still tried to explain himself
as he wrote. “Ge is still a strong man, but there are many unexpected things in life. Maybe
Heaven didn’t want me to be too perfect…”
Xie Yu was erasing his diagrams, about to start over with a new approach.
Old Wu had given them difficult questions recently, as if trying to give them a hard time. Xie
Yu had been stuck on the last question for nearly ten minutes. When he heard He Zhao, he
turned and threw the eraser. “Perfect, my ass. Can you shut up?”
The moment the chemistry teacher packed up his things and left at the end of the period,
the last row of the classroom broke out in a fight.
“Fighting again?” Liu Cunhao was about to get up and collect homework, but when he heard
the commotion he glanced at the back row. “Our two big bros are so passionate today?”
Luo Wenqiang folded up his mock paper and fanned himself. “Aren’t they warm?”
Liu Cunhao said, “Why don’t you go and turn on the fan for them, then?”
Near June, the weather was gradually growing hotter.
Another year, another summer.
He Zhao often really wanted to strip naked in his own dorm room, and walked about in
front of Xie Yu all the time with his clothes in disarray. At first, Xie Yu had commented on it,
but eventually he let him be.
He couldn’t beat him in shamelessness.
When Gu Xuelan occasionally called Xie Yu, she discovered that her son’s dorm room had
grown much rowdier.
Before they could exchange a couple sentences, she would hear her son say, tone frustrated
but also accommodating, “Don’t make a fuss,” or “Can you go away.”
Gu Xuelan paused and couldn’t keep herself from asking, “Who is that?”
“Roommate. My deskmate. He moved here a while ago.” Xie Yu lifted a hand to press at his
forehead; he felt a headache coming on. Seeing Gu Xuelan still had no reaction, he
continued, “—The one who always scored bottom of the year.”
Now Gu Xuelan remembered, somewhat.
He Zhao had finished sunning his clothes and walked back from the balcony.
He Zhao wasn’t shy around strangers at all. He opened his mouth to greet her and hearing
Xie Yu call her ‘Mom,’ he nearly followed suit. Only when his waist was pinched did he
change what he was about to say. “…Hello, Aunt.”
Gu Xuelan chatted with Xie Yu’s ‘roommate’ through the phone line.
He Zhao’s voice was bright and he was a good conversationalist, so people quickly warmed
to him.
Xie Yu said, “Mom…”
Gu Xuelan was currently chatting up a storm with He Zhao and ignored her own son. “Let
He Zhao come to the phone. I want to chat with him. You can keep doing your homework.”
Xie Yu: “……”
He Zhao stood behind Xie Yu, one hand on Xie Yu’s shoulder. When he heard this, he took
the phone and said quietly, “Don’t be jealous. Your ge used to be famous for being friends
with all the middle-aged ladies in a ten-mile radius.”
“Tsk.”
Xie Yu ignored him.
With people his own age, He Zhao’s EQ was negative.
But he could establish a presence among middle-aged women.
Gu Xuelan took the rare opportunity to chat with someone Xie Yu’s age. “Xie Yu has a bad
temper. If he’s offended you, you don’t have to take it… I know what he’s like.”
He Zhao glanced at him and smiled. “His temper is a little quick.”
Gu Xuelan said, “Yeah. I don’t know who he took after.”
It was not yet hot enough to need the air-conditioning, so Xie Yu got up to open the
window.
Wind blew in through the cracks, gust after gust, and he felt much more clearheaded facing
the breeze.
“All right.” Xie Yu snatched his phone and said, “Are you done?”
Before Gu Xuelan hung up the phone, she continued, “When are the end-of-term tests?
Soon, right? Although your grades weren’t bad last time, you can’t get cocky…”
Counting the days on one’s fingers, the end-of-term exams weren’t far away.
Rumor had it the end-of-term tests would be even more formal than the midterm tests. A
combined exam of all four schools was child’s play. This time, all the high schools in A City
might be taking the same exam.
Early in the morning, to the sound of the fan turning in the broadcast room, Dean Jiang
added to the hot summer heat. “Students, the end-of-term exams are upon us. Are you
prepared? Competition is cruel and those who do not strive hard will be eliminated. You
have to fight your hardest! Fight! Burn, like the sun!”
Groans filled the dormitory building. “I really have to thank you.”
“The weather is terrible. Even if I don’t move I might spontaneously combust…”
Xie Yu felt a headache coming on.
He stayed in bed for a while, then got up, about to go and wash up. He only got up halfway
before a certain person still lazing in bed stretched out an arm and pulled him over.
“Sleep a while more.” He Zhao didn’t open his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, “…Don’t
move so much.”
Mad Dog’s broadcast could be heard all the way from the dorm building to the classroom
building.
“After the last exam, there were many changes to the exam venues. And the two students
who massacred your way out of the last exam venue, continue with your momentum and
rush forward! Work miracles! Nothing is impossible!”
The two students who had massacred their way out of the last exam venue were currently
in a life-and-death fight on the bed.
At first, Xie Yu just wanted to push him away, but He Zhao refused to let go and, after a little
back-and-forth, the struggle changed its tone.
He Zhao’s chest was half visible, the look in his eyes dark and indiscernible. His shirt fell
downward and Xie Yu could see the outline of He Zhao’s abs hidden beneath his clothes.
“I said don’t move.”
“Then stop rutting.”
“……”
He Zhao sighed before levering himself up and off his boyfriend’s body.
Erzhong placed a lot of importance on the upcoming end-of-term exams.
In summer, the weather was hot and dry. On the food street outside school, the banners
were burned beneath the sun, the gold words flashing.
They were still the same old phrases. The restaurants had gotten their exam banners all at
the same time, and they brought them out and hung them up at the same time every year.
—Get good grades!
—Welcome the end of term! 20% storewide discount!
The pressure of the looming exams lasted until exam day. On the day itself, everyone
silently arranged their tables and chairs and went to their assigned exam venues, to their
deaths.
The process of moving seats was fairly calm and organized.
Xie Yu flipped through the questions he had gotten wrong before and considered it
revision. It took no more than five minutes.
Over the intercom, the exam announcements were played twice.
“Hello, everyone. Before I go, I’ll read out my will.” Liu Cunhao had his exam materials with
him as he stood at the podium saying weakly, “If I unfortunately pass away, my max-level
mage in Genesis will be given unconditionally to my good bro Wan Da.”
Wan Da said, “Hao-zi, although you’re being ridiculous, I’m actually a little touched?”
Liu Cunhao continued tragically, “My No. 24 basketball jersey, my religion—will be given to
my good bro Luo Wenqiang.”
Luo Wenqiang got up and bowed to the podium, getting deep into character. “…I’ll keep it
safe!”
“What about Old Xie and I?”
He Zhao looked at the scene for a long time and was amused. He raised his voice. “We’re not
bros?”
Liu Cunhao’s initially faint voice now increased 80% in volume. He exploded on the spot.
“You, from the first exam venue, in seat No. 2, have no right to anything I bequeath! And the
guy next to you, too! Neither of you have inheritance rights!”
He Zhao: “……”
Xie Yu: “……”
Liu Cunhao wasn’t the only person whose emotions were in upheaval. Everyone in the first
exam venue felt that they were dreaming.
The first exam venue… the people in it were always the same, none of them cheated, and
they faced every exam venue solemnly and sincerely. But this time they warily welcomed
the two school tyrants.
The first exam venue was already full of people, aside from the first two seats in the first
column, which were still empty.
The other students looked at the two empty spots and whispered, “It’s really the two of
them?”
“My hands are shaking a little.”
“Students, take note. The exam will begin in five minutes. Please return to your exam
venues…”
As the broadcast began, the sounds of chattering suddenly stopped.
Year 2, Class 1.
Xie Yu walked in front. When he got to the venue, he glanced at the sign on the door.
—Then he reached out and pushed open the door to the first exam venue.
Translation notes:
[1] Xie Yu’s exact words are ‘I’ll give you a ‘Hur hur’, where ‘hur hur’ is a laughing phrase
(like haha/lol) but is usually used online to mock and jeer or end a conversation.
[2] Zhi yuan: Far-reaching knowledge.
He Zhao walked down the stairs, taking them two at a time. He hooked an arm around Xie
Yu’s neck and leaned in close. “Do you have a conscience… They chased me for so long and
you just stood here watching the show.”
Xie Yu looked at him and leaned close to his ear without any hesitation. “Count your
blessings. Actually, I wanted to hit you too.”
“……”
A line of people walked out of the school dorms. Green foliage surrounded the road, but it
did little to block out the sun.
A hot, dry wind rushed up to meet their faces.
Only the Year 3 students had supplementary lessons during the school holidays so the
other classroom buildings were empty. They weren’t used to how quiet it was.
Old Tang started his lecture before they even reached the classroom door, his voice drifting
through the window. “I won’t assign you new seats. Go back to your original places. The
weather is very hot today. Everybody, please bear with it. Let’s try to finish our first round
of revision early so you all can have a few more days of vacation.”
About half of class 3 had arrived and were cleaning the classroom.
Xie Yu got to the door and glanced inside the classroom, then at the sign by the door.
Year 3, Class 3.
Classroom cleaning duties had been divvied up so there wasn’t much left for Xie Yu to do by
the time he entered. In the end, he and He Zhao each took half the blackboard. “This half is
mine. You scram over to that side.”
Even though the division of work was clear, Xie Yu came back after washing his cloth and
found that his half of the territory had been occupied by He Zhao.
“Snatching my territory?”
He Zhao said, “In this world the strong prey on the weak.”
Xie Yu still had water on his hands. He nearly threw the cloth on He Zhao’s head in
response.
They were both boys, and tall, and squeezed in front of the blackboard, they fumbled
around for a little. Xie Yu reached out to grab the cloth in He Zhao’s hand, but He Zhao
turned around and looked downward at him. “All right, I won’t mess around with you any
more.”
Old Tang had said all he needed to say. He stood by the side, drinking water, and found
these two very funny. Then he shook his head and his gaze landed by the window.
Xu Qingqing was cleaning the window, but her mind was clearly elsewhere.
She rubbed the same section several times and only came back to herself after a while.
“I know you all are very interested in your end-of-term exam grades. The rankings have
been compiled and our class did quite well this time around, better than expected.
Everybody, have confidence in yourselves.”
Old Tang got the grade sheet from his office and got ready to go over the exams with them.
Before he started going over them, he couldn’t help mentioning something else.
All of Class 3 heard Old Tang’s slow words, “This time, our school took two of the top five
places in the city.”
“……”
The room went silent.
Even though these two big bros from their class, who might have hit their heads and
broken their brains, had made their name in a single night during the 4-school combined
exams, that had only been 4 schools and there was still a great distance from the top-tier
schools.
Now that the news of ‘Top 5 in the City’ emerged, they were so shocked their spirits might
have left their bodies. For a long time, nobody could say anything.
It wasn’t only Class 3 who couldn’t digest the news.
The day Old Tang finished recording grades, the office phone didn’t stop ringing for the
whole afternoon. Not only did the members of the school administration come over to ask
about it, the top-tier schools were all surprised by these two who had massacred their way
in to the rankings and wondered what trickery was afoot.
Liu Cunhao was the first to recover. He felt around in his pockets for a long time and came
up with a 5-yuan bill. He slapped it onto his desk. “I bet the one who ranked higher is Yu-
ge.”
Wan Da said, “I… I bet on Yu-ge too. Zhao-ge is too volatile. Not a man I can get a hold of at
all.”
Luo Wenqiang said, “I’ll bet my dignity today. I pick Big Bro Xie, too!”
Xie Yu initially hadn’t cared at all about the rankings and flipped past two pages of the new
study material. But now that he found them already betting, and one-sidedly at that, he
found it funny. “What’s there to bet on?”
This lot probably just wanted to make it feel ritualistic.
He Zhao waited for a long time and no one bet on him. He couldn’t sit still. “Are you all still
human? Even if we only say we’re brothers, you should at least make a show of it. You’re
not considerate at all.”
Liu Cunhao said, “Sorry, we don’t want to show anything.”
“……”
He Zhao got up and walked to the front row, about to bet on himself, but he felt around for
a while and couldn’t find any spare change. He bent down and knocked on Wan Da’s desk.
“About that, can I borrow some change?”
Before Wan Da could refuse, He Zhao continued, “This is your chance to strike it rich. Think
about it carefully. You’ll only get one chance. Lend me ten bucks today and in future I’ll—”
Wan Da said, “No! I refuse!”
Xie Yu smiled and leaned back.
But contrary to everybody’s expectations, the ‘acting suave, made some mischief and lost
two points for handwriting’ bad stock whom nobody was willing to bet on actually
managed to turn the situation around this time.
Old Tag looked down at the grade sheet as he said, “This time, classmate He Zhao with a
total score of 743 ranked second in the city, 2 points short of first place…”
Wan Da nearly lost his grip on the stack of cash in his hand, and thought, I really did lose
the chance to strike it rich.
They had witnessed the prowess of the top students from the top-tier schools before. They
were quite terrifying and just looking at the released grades would make people shake
from fright.
The top 5 were only a few points short of each other.
Besides, there was still a year until the college exams. Who knew who would be ahead of
whom in the next exam.
This time, Xie Yu had scored two points less than anticipated in the essay component of his
literature paper and ranked third. But the essay component included the grader’s personal
viewpoint and biases, so it was normal to get one or two points less or more.
After hearing the grades announced, Xie Yu felt a headache coming on. He was foreseeing
another section in Erzhong’s school history about them, possibly something about
‘Suppressing the whole city and creating a radiant legend together.’
He didn’t even dare recall the scene in the principal’s office from last time.
He Zhao ruffled his hair. “What is my little friend thinking about?”
Xie Yu’s expression was blank. “What dumb antics of yours will end up in school history
this time.”
Old Tang kept nagging. “Children…” He Zhao listened for a while, then reached for his
phone.
Just now, his phone had vibrated in his pocket for a long time but he hadn’t looked at it.
Xie Yu asked, “Who is it?”
“Shen Jie,” He Zhao said. “He asked if you had time later to draw two cards for him.”
Xie Yu didn’t even think about it. “I don’t have time.”
He Zhao put his phone back under his desk. The screen flickered off, then flickered on
again. He glanced down at it and said, “…Can’t I draw them? My luck of the draw is good,
too.”
From the dressup game to the bad boy in the dating game, Xie Yu really couldn’t tell from
where He Zhao’s so-called ‘luck of the draw’ manifested.
Clearly his good bro Shen Jie had never witnessed it, either.
[Shen Jie]: Zhao-ge, be more self-aware.
[He Zhao]: I think my understanding of myself is very clear and accurate.
Shen Jie was getting a headache.
[Shen Jie]: Don’t say any more! How could you be the same as your Old Xie? He’s the true
God Ou.¹ Did you get amnesia? Do you need me to help you awaken your memories?
He and He Zhao had known each other for many years. This guy never played cards
according to expectations. Even if he originally had good luck, it would be completely
frittered away by this guy,
Shen Jie was about to offer up his sordid history like bbq on a stick, but before he could
form his words he saw the reply:
[He Zhao]: But Old Xie’s mine.
Shen Jie: “……”
He Zhao sent the text and Shen Jie’s avatar turned grey in a single second, like magic.
He didn’t even say goodbye and straight up disappeared.
How rude.
Old Tang finished talking about the two shocking pieces of news, then started reporting the
grades of the other people in class according to the ranking.
He had said their class did fairly well in this exam. This was not just consolation. Although
they had scored fewer points, the difficulty of this exam was higher and, on the whole, they
had improved.
Usually, after Xue Xisheng’s name was announced their Qing-ge’s name would be right
after. Who could have expected that Xu Qingqing’s grades had dropped her class ranking by
several places?
“What’s the matter?” He Zhao said quietly. “Qing-ge didn’t do well?”
“I don’t know.”
Xie Yu glanced over and only saw Xu Qingqing’s straight-backed silhouette and the braid at
the back of her head.
They had initially worried that Xu Qingqing would feel bad, but she didn’t act any
differently the whole class period and continued to listen to the lesson as she should. After
studying her for a while, Liu Cunhao let down his guard after class ended. He slapped Wan
Da’s shoulder and said, “Look, our Qing-ge is our Qing-ge. A man—”
Before Liu Cunhao finished speaking, Xu Qingqing’s initially straight back suddenly curved
over and she buried her face in the crook of her elbow.
“…You—you’re crying?”
Xu Qingqing crying left everyone around her helpless.
Xu Jing lightly patted her back and said, over and over, “It’s fine. It’s just an exam.”
He Zhao dragged Xie Yu over to Class 8 to draw the cards, then went back to class. This was
the scene they saw: Xu Qingqing sitting, red-eyed, and Liu Cunhao and the others standing
in a line in front of her, taking turns. “I’ll tell a joke. There was a little penguin…”
For many people, the pressure brought on by Year 3 was hard to accept immediately.
Cruel competition, uncertainty about the future, and the hopes of their family…
Anyone could see what had happened here.
Through the window, He Zhao joined the group too. He said loudly, “Qing-ge! I’ll do a
miraculous magic trick for you.”
This guy’s crappy magic—who knew where he had learned it from—needed someone to
work with him, so Xie Yu took the temporary position of magician’s assistant.
In the end, He Zhao lost the plot with his first line. He pointed at his assistant and said, “I’ll
introduce you. This is my shill.”
Xie Yu said, “…Do you actually know how to do this or not?”
Xu Qingqing: “……”
Xu Qingqing was speechless, but she also felt her eyes prickle and quietly blinked. “Are you
sick? Go, get lost. Go cool off.”
This lot of boys was really clumsy beyond belief. They had no idea how to console people at
all and each of their plans was more bizarre than the last.
But, for some reason, she felt a little better.
Translation notes:
[1] God Ou: netspeak for someone with very good luck.
Xie Yu remembered the autumn school trip and thought, Forget it. It’s annoying with too
many people.
After Old Tang mentioned splitting into groups, Liu Cunhao subconsciously turned to look
for the two school tyrants and happened to catch sight of their departing silhouettes.
Both of them were wearing school uniforms and made a compatible match when they stood
side by side. Before walking very far, He Zhao reached out with no hesitation and took Xie
Yu’s hand.