Nombulelo From Poverty To Gangster Queen
Nombulelo From Poverty To Gangster Queen
Nombulelo From Poverty To Gangster Queen
Lerato Maletjane
Prologue
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from me and I had to step up to the plate I knew then
that He was cruel. If He so much gave up His son for
our lives – why do we have to suffer so much? I knew
then that I was not meant to be just a measly wife.
After my very first heartbreak I vowed to myself that
I’d not be like my mother – ever.
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married to Nomcebo who had only bore sons but she
was not enough for him for some reason. After 5
sons he met my grandmother Zandile who was the
light of his life. She was not only younger than
Nomcebo but she also had no idea he was married
since he was working in Johannesburg where they
met. My grandmother was a streetwise 20 year old
Law student doing her second year at the University
of Johannesburg. She just wanted to make her
parents proud being the first one to actually go to
varsity from her family. Two years into the
relationship she fell pregnant – right before
graduation. Of course her parents were livid so much
so that she was disowned by them. My grandfather
then confessed that he was married and ensured that
she would have a good and comfortable life despite
her having to be the second wife. What did she
expect from a man though? They are all the same.
My grandmother being a 22 year old Zulu girl from
Kwa-Zulu Natal who knew nothing about Xhosa
culture although she could pick up the linguistics
easily was in love and naïve. She thought that life
would really be in her favour.
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Despite my grandfather wanting to do right by her
and pay lobola – her family wanted nothing to do with
a man who defiled their daughter and their only hope
for the future. After graduation she packed her bags
and joined her taxi-mogul husband in the Eastern
Cape. They travelled back to his home with a 7 day
old infant – my mother who became the apple of his
eye. When they arrived everyone went ballistic as
expected more especially his wife Nomcebo.
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Solomon: “You know why I married you in the first
place so let’s not even go there. You wouldn’t want
me to choose between the two of you now would
you?”
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She had no say; Solomon was happy and she became
envious of my grandmother. She chose to stay but
still received little to no attention from him at all. My
grandmother had an even bigger house built for her
despite having only one daughter. It was as if the
more Nomcebo insulted her for having only one child
and a female at that the more he went all out to show
her that she meant nothing to him. He was happy
and ended up spending all of his time with my
grandmother. Two years in he retired and chose to
run his businesses from home. By then he had
countless taxis in the Eastern Cape and Johannesburg
with a lot of livestock as well. He was the wealthiest
man in Mtatha and everyone envied Nomcebo. She
could do nothing wrong in his eyes and he barely
wanted her to lift a finger. My mother was only two
years old at the time and Nomcebo had finally
decided that if she couldn’t have my father – no one
could. She made a decision that would change
everyone’s lives.
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Nomcebo found my grandmother washing the tripe
she was planning on cooking that evening.
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Zandile: “Sol you are getting worse. Perhaps we
should get you to a hospital.”
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He pulled her hand.
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found out about Solomon’s death. Before she could
even scream Nomcebo made her way into her house
and found her crying with the unresponsive Solomon
in bed.
Nomcebo: “We all know that you are the only allowed
to cook for him. You poisoned him! You killed my
husband!”
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Even Gugu woke up feeling scared due to the hysteria
but they all didn’t care. Nomcebo had made it seem
like Zandile was a killer.
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was a very respectable man so let us return the
favour.”
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outside and got into one of the taxis. Solomon had
taught her how to drive in case of emergencies. She
started the taxi and drove out of the yard in the speed
of light. She had no idea what was being planned for
her life and thankfully she left before then.
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Chapter 2
Philippians 4:6 – “Do not be anxious about anything
but in everything by prayer and supplication with
thanksgiving let your requests be made known to
God.”
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She could not practice as a lawyer just yet as it would
be hard for anyone to hire her as one without any
experience but she was okay with starting at the
bottom. The good thing in her favour was that she did
write and pass her Bar Exam and served a few articles
of clerkship just before she went to the Eastern Cape.
She may have been in love but she was intelligent.
She saw an ad online for a candidate attorney and of
course the most opportunities are always in
Johannesburg. She knew a lot of people there and
would easily get her life back on track but then she
thought of a million possibilities such as Nomcebo.
What if they had spread the news that she had killed
one of the most well-known taxi owners there? She
couldn’t risk it – not when Gugu was so young. She
had no one to fall back on – no family. So she found a
suitable small law firm in Boksburg Benoni. She most
probably would struggle at first but if she could
survive in Johannesburg as a student what harm
could Benoni possibly do? She sent them her CV via
email and packed her bags and was determined to get
that job no matter what. She was off to Watville a
township in Benoni. Once she was there she
immediately went to the nearest licensing
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department and pulled the vehicle ownership papers
of the taxi and went to the nearest garage. She was
married to him legally and in community of property
which was an advantage. She managed to sell the car
for a good deal and got a smaller car for herself
instead a Hundai i10. She had found a room in
Watville and bought a few items of furniture. She was
lucky enough to find that the owner of the yard she
was renting in was a middle-aged kind woman named
Regina. She was instantly taken by her seeing how
young she was with a two year old baby girl.
Regina: “You look like you have traveled from very far.”
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Regina: (frowning) “You don’t sound very Xhosa to me
– no offence.”
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Rather take the risk and leave your child with the
crazy-looking lady than a crèche full of women you
have barely met right?”
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age. She waited and said her prayers silently. She was
a praying woman although she would skip prayer a
night or two. Despite it all God doesn’t forget His
children.
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food to celebrate. All elderly people enjoy KFC and
not burgers that’s for sure. Zandile was not a drinker
nor a smoker and neither was Mam’Regina. When
she got home she found her playing with little Gugu.
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As sad in 2 Peter 3:9; “The Lord is not slow in keeping
his promise as some understand slowness. Instead he
is patient with you not wanting anyone to perish but
everyone to come to repentance. I trust in You Lord
and I ask that you create light in Zandile’s life from this
moment onwards. For You never forget your
children. I thank you once again in Jesus’ mighty
name. Amen.”
They celebrated her win with the lovely meal and had
a good conversation onwards. It was very interesting
for Zandile to learn about God all over again. Much
like many of us she too grew up going to church and
learning about God but somehow along the way
church didn’t become very important to her family.
They were more cultural than anything much like
Solomon. When she went to bed that evening she
struggled to sleep since she started having nightmares
about Nomcebo coming after her and killing her. It
was her subconscious but after what happened to
Solomon she just could not be too sure of anything.
The dreams continued for a good week before they
started affecting her badly and thankfully
Mam’Regina noticed. She saw her sitting in deep
wonder on the porch outside her room one day.
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Regina: “You have a lot on your mind don’t you?”
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something – to get richer. He was ordered by my
father to spill blood for money. Instead of doing
whatever he was told he slit his wife’s throat in the
middle of the night. When one of his children saw
the entire thing he killed him too. That was when the
other one managed to escape and alert the rest of
the community. The community was so angry that
they came to our house and set him alight while
inside. It was as if he knew it was coming because he
told my mother to take my brother and I and run as
far as we could. We ran and never looked back. It
happened when I was only 14 years old but the
memory is perfectly etched into my mind. We didn’t
even get the chance to bury him. Life just had to go
on.”
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All was well you know. He loved me very much and
did so much for me. His mother on the other hand
didn’t love me at all. You see I never told anyone that
I could see things that no one else could see. It
started when I was; right after my father died. I
panicked and thought that he was passing on his gift
to me. I had sleepless nights and the hallucinations
started. I could see dead people and even the evil
that people were doing. At school it became harder
to concentrate when I could see all the evil
surrounding me. I nearly went mad and that is when
my mother took me to church. It got better for a
while but then it still didn’t go away. That’s when she
took me to another church; where they pray for you
using water and there are seers there. They clarified
my gift to me and that I could not run away from it.
My father indeed gave it to me but I was assured that
I would not become a witch. I can use water to see
your future and heal you if need be. I can also do
palm readings. I have hid that from people for a very
long time simply because people will always use you if
you have a gift. When my husband found out about
my father he wanted nothing to do with me. He went
as far as marrying another woman while I was in the
picture. Things became worse when I couldn’t have
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children and she bore him 8. When she too found out
about my gift she exposed me and told my in-laws
that I was a witch.”
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his bank account. Doctors couldn’t find out what was
wrong with him. He went to every church you can
name but no one could help him. He was told that he
needed me to heal; my forgiveness and my power to
heal but he refused. On his death bed he called out
my name. I didn’t even go to his funeral. He became
a monster towards me but he started being such a
nuisance to me after his death.”
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They both laughed out so loud. Mam’Regina might
have been a church lady but she was most definitely
hilarious.
Zandile: “What did you say to her when she asked you
for money?”
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Regina: “Ke mo jweditse gore a gutlele go Pieter pele
(I told her to go back and ask Pieter first). I might be
kind hearted but I am not stupid. I know very well
what people can do to your money if you give them
by hand. That is one dangerous thing to do my child.
Black people are cruel.”
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She gave her her right hand and Mam’Regina looked
attentively at her palm.
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Regina: “How can he be when his love was chased out
of his home like a peasant? He hasn’t even been
buried yet and he will be buried like a pauper because
they cannot access his money.”
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Zandile: (sigh) “I see. I don’t want anything to do with
Solomon’s fortune however. I don’t want to die like
he did. I am even thinking of changing my surname
back to my maiden name.”
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As Colossians 3:12 says; “Therefore as God’s chosen
people holy and dearly loved clothe yourselves with
compassion kindness humility gentleness and
patience.”
Chapter 3
Micah 6:8 – “He has shown you O mortal what is
good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act
justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your
God.”
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them to ‘voetsek’ and come back bearing something
serious if they wanted to marry her daughter. She
enjoyed fooling with them; they would bring
countless gifts but Zandile was not interested in any
relationship. It had been 6 years since she set foot in
Wattville. Gugu was 8 by then and in school. Zandile
would always stay swamped in work with no time for
any relationship but Regina tried to open her eyes.
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And then the hairs would tickle your inner thighs until
you block out the feeling.”
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hours to get ready before he comes and takes you on
a date.”
Regina: “Just like I said; for you to get your sexy back.”
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She still loved short hair and wore wigs occasionally.
She rushed to her room to get ready while Gugu was
playing outside with some of the other children. She
was quite short in height but very feisty. They had
received a few complaints from the teacher regarding
her behaviour but it was nothing Regina couldn’t
handle at that time. Once Zandile was done she
looked as beautiful as always. Regina encouraged her
to wear heels instead of pumps or flat shoes and
assisted her with her make up. By the time she was
done she looked like a million dollars.
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David: (clearing throat) “Dumelang (Greetings).”
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Regina: (sigh) “Gugu that temper of yours will get you
into trouble one of these days. Pay no mind to them.
Children mimic what they see and hear at home most
of the time. You are anything but useless.”
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a posh restaurant. He pulled out all the stops. He
bought her flowers on the way and ensured that they
got the best seat in the entire restaurant. Halfway
through their meal he decided that time waits for no
man.
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of endurance so that when you have done the will of
God you may receive what is promised.”
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David: (chuckling) “I go for what I want. I mean who
knows what tomorrow holds?”
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takeaways for Regina and Gugu. Such a true
gentleman he was. Solomon was loving but
romantic? He was not. It was a brand new
experience for her. The entire date went well leaving
David’s heart beating right out of his chest. God
proved to David indeed that His timing is not ours.
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to have a father-figure in her life. Soon after marriage
Zandile moved to a new home with David along with
Gugu. As much as Regina loved Gugu she allowed her
to bond with Gugu and David but she only went to
live with them full time a few months after they were
married. Gugu had become a very fiery 13 year old
with a unique dress sense. She didn’t take any
nonsense from anyone – not even those who raised
her. By then Zandile was pregnant with her first child
with David and that was where the problem slowly
started escalating. Gugu was being bullied at school
and in the neighbourhood being constantly told that
David was not her real father. She was told that
Zandile would love the new baby more than her and
she would be forced to go live with Mam’Regina. It
didn’t sit well with her and she wasn’t a very good
communicator. She was rebellious but a firm believer
in God and never missed a day of church otherwise
Mam’Regina would have her head. On one particular
afternoon after she came back home from school she
was having a rather unpleasant day. She found her
mother singing to the unborn baby and got instantly
annoyed. She didn’t even greet Zandile.
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Zandile: (frowning) “Hawu (goodness) Gugu. Since
when do we not greet one another?”
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baby is born”; “David is not your real father if you
don’t believe us ask your mother and grandmother”;
“you’re going nowhere with a surname like that –
you’re not even Xhosa like your surname suggests”.
She had grown to be tough and was involved in a few
fights. Her not speaking to her mother or
grandmother about what she was experiencing was
starting to torment her emotionally. The moment
they noticed her staring David was glad to see her.
Gugu: “Out.”
She just took her bag and a light jacket and stormed
out. She was never worried about who her father
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was. She never really bothered until she got older
and everyone was always saying something. Envy
stems from deep rooted hatred; everyone around her
was broken. Even if they had both parents in their
lives they still envied Gugu. What’s the best way to
break someone confident? You break them by
pinpointing all the wrong in their lives and if there
isn’t any – you simply create them. Gugu started
going down the wrong road on that particular day.
She was still short and had her mother’s structure
that involved her having a very curvaceous body for
her age. She took out some money from her purse
and walked into the nearest bottle store.
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Gugu: (annoyed) “Wa nrekisetsa or bjang (are you
going to sell to me or what)?”
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The boy was very intrigued by Gugu’s perseverance
and feisty attitude.
Gugu: “R50.”
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He went in without taking her money making Gugu
rather annoyed. She was about to insult him as soon
as he walked out when he came out holding two
bottles of Savanna quarts.
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Gugu: (sigh) “Fine. But if you kidnap me I swear my
grandmother will hunt you down. She is really feisty.”
Gugu: “No I’m not. Now drive before people see me.”
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Gugu: “Oh relax would you? I just want a drink.”
The boy opened one beer bottle for her and she took
it in her hands. She didn’t hesitate to take her very
first sip. It tasted very sour the first time.
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Gugu: “You surely seem very excited about that.”
Gugu took another sip and the further she sipped the
less sour it tasted.
Gugu: “Oh you man that spoiled little brat who likes
getting all the attention? I should have seen the
resemblance.”
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Thoriso: “Are you always this amusing?”
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Thoriso: “Media. I want to be a big presenter one
day.”
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She could not even get to the second bottle by the
time she was done with the first. She was beyond
wasted which really worried Thoriso.
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Gugu was dropped by the corner but Thoriso was so
worried about her that he asked for her number.
Before she walked out he made a request.
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Gugu: “I changed my mind. Is that a problem?”
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David: “Yes my love I did. She is a teenager. They all
turn out like this at some point.”
David: “Tell her that she didn’t want to leave and she
is sleeping. We will deal with all this tomorrow
morning.”
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the moment she fell on the bed. Her phone rang and
it was Thoriso as promised. It took her a while to
reach her phone.
Gugu: “Hello.”
Gugu: “Bye.”
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what Rosina taught her. She forgot to pray and trust
in the Lord. She was going through a tough time like
many teenagers but she lacked nothing. Her parents
loved her and so did her grandmother. She had no
reason to doubt David being her father since he was a
loving and consistent father figure to her. It is only
when she began feeding on the poison she was being
fed by members of the community and peers that she
started derailing from all her teachings. Things were
about to get worse because even family members
don’t ever want to see anyone happy – not even
children.
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was not enough to get her up. When it was time for
school Zandile attempted to wake her up for school.
When she entered her room the smell of vomit was
enough to anger her even more. She went back to
the kitchen and called out to David.
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Gugu was tossing and turning. Although she could
hear his voice she didn’t attempt to wake up. Zandile
got mad all over again and went to the bathroom.
She took a bucket and filled it with cold water and
headed straight to Gugu’s bedroom yet again.
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wives! You are going to get in that bathroom and
clean yourself up! I expect you to be at school in an
hour!”
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Gugu: “Change your route and pick me up at the bus
stop. I will be waiting for you in my uniform.”
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Thoriso went to run some errands while Gugu was
hiding herself in the car. He came back with a bottle
of water and a grandpa.
Gugu: “Thanks.”
Thoriso got back into the driver’s seat and drove off.
Gugu slept for a while in the car. It is amazing what
teenagers can do. She chose to trust a boy she didn’t
even know. A boy that was much older than her. He
stopped by a friend’s house and gently woke her up.
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and no one could see what was happening inside of
the yard. The yard itself looked a bit filthy while the
inside of the house looked even worse. There were
dishes everywhere and the floor was not clean at all.
One could tell that a boy was living there; an untidy
boy that is. Thoriso knocked on the door.
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Gugu: “Eish (Oh) Thoriso are we going to go in or
what? I just need to take a nap for a few hours.”
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the kitchen door being unlocked. Thankfully it was
the two of them.
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Thoriso: “Back off Thapelo won’t you? I mean why
are you acting like you weren’t with your baby mama
when she was only 15 years of age?”
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Thoriso: (shaking head) “No weed is not for kids. You
saw what the alcohol did to you. I never should have
given you any.”
Thoriso: “Nothing.”
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Thapelo: “Well maybe it is time to disappear baby
girl. You wouldn’t want us to get arrested do you?”
She chilled with the two of them for a little while and
all she could think of was what her grandmother and
parents would say. Perhaps she went a little
overboard with the entire activities of the day prior.
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She was getting more anxious as the minutes went
by. When 1 o’clock finally struck she couldn’t wait any
longer. She jumped up from the couch.
Gugu: “Sure.”
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She got out hastily and made her way to her
grandmother’s house. She found Regina sitting under
her favourite tree reading a book.
Regina: “Mmm.”
Regina: “Mmm.”
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turn out. She took her phone with her and headed
outside. She was so nervous that she didn’t bother to
observe what was around her. She found
Mam’Regina still reading her book sitting in the same
position.
Regina: “Go get a chair for yourself and come sit right
next to me.”
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Regina: “Which friend? Last time I checked you didn’t
really have friends.”
Regina was boiling from the inside. Lies was her pet
peeve. She grabbed Gugu’s arm firmly with one hand
and started whipping her with the reed using her
other. She was big bodied so she had a lot more
power than Gugu had. The moment she started
whipping she was scolding her at the same time.
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Regina: (angrily) “Did I raise you to lie to me like this
huh?! I just asked you three simple questions and you
lied to my face! You are thirteen years old Gugulethu
thirteen! How the fuck did you end up drinking
alcohol?! Who sold it to you?!”
Gugu felt like she was dying. She was being beaten on
every part of her body.
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Regina: “Let them laugh if it will beat some sense into
you!”
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Gugu: “No I was just… I was just going through a lot.”
Regina: “You can lie really. If you can lie at this age
imagine what you would be capable of when you’re
16. You were with a boy and I am taking you to a
doctor to determine if you are okay and safe. Boys
can make you sick. They will give you want you want
let me tell you that.”
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Gugu: “Yes I was with Thoriso. I begged him to buy
alcohol for me. I didn’t do anything with him. I
swear. This morning I wasn’t feeling too well so I
asked him to come fetch me. We spent the day at his
friend’s house. I swear all he did was get me food.
Nothing happened.”
She took her car keys and locked the house. They
both got into her car and she drove out. Gugu was
afraid thinking that she was indeed being taken to the
doctor but her grandmother had other ideas. She
drove for about 15 minutes and stopped outside a
house Gugu had never been to. She could feel that it
was about to go down.
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Gugu: (teary) “Where are we Gogo?”
She knew better than to wait for her to ask twice. She
got out of the car and Regina opened the gate hastily.
She found a woman a bit older than Zandile in the
kitchen along with Tshiamo who was helping the
woman peel while she was cooking. She assumed she
was her mother since they looked alike. Gugu knew
she was never going to hear the end of it from
Tshiamo and her friends at school.
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Regina: “Not really. Do you mind calling him? I won’t
say much until he gets here.”
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Tshiamo’s mom nodded while she couldn’t help but
think of the worst. She thought that Thoriso probably
impregnated Gugu or something. Judging by the
bruises she saw on Gugu’s body she could tell that she
was in trouble with her grandmother. They sat out
there for about 15 to 20 minutes until Thoriso parked
his car just outside the gate. When he approached
the gate his heart nearly dropped as he saw
Mam’Regina with the worried Gugu sitting outside. It
was too late to turn back; it would have raised
suspicion. Tshiamo went right outside when she
heard his car park.
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Thoriso: “Dumelang (greetings).”
Tshiamo: “Okay.”
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her parents’ house drunk as a bloody skunk. She was
so drunk that she even vomited all over her
bedroom.”
Thoriso: “Yes.”
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rape against your son. Maybe we should wait for your
father and see how he would react to this news.”
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Regina: “From now on please stay away from my
granddaughter or else I will get you arrested. I hope
all is clear now Mme (Ma).”
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the time. She made them dinner and cooked for
Gugu. They had a pleasant meal and prayed together
as usual before bed time. The following morning
Gugu swallowed her pride and went to school.
Anyone who attempted to speak of her and the entire
Thoriso situation she promised to beat them up. She
had peace for a few days despite those who wanted
to gossip behind her back. She didn’t go home for the
rest of the week and Mam’Regina reassured her
parents that she was fine and full of remorse. They
too felt a bit bad that they hadn’t spoken to her in a
while but Mam’Regina suggested that they meet at
church the coming Sunday.
Gugu: “Okay.”
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She hadn’t spoken to Thoriso ever since that day and
he hadn’t called either. Regina was glad that Gugu
was sort of back to normal but she knew it wasn’t
going to last very long. Sunday morning came and it
was church day as always. Gugu was dressed in a
dress and no matter long or short her curvaceous
figure would always stand out. She decided to speak
to David and Zandile a few days prior most probably
to ease her conscience and to make everything easier
for Sunday. David came by the house with Zandile to
fetch both Regina and Gugu. It was a bit awkward at
first and she noticed slight swelling in her mother’s
face. It must have been from the growing pregnancy
with her being 6 months pregnant. They spoke briefly
and tried to keep the conversation going even though
Gugu could barely look at her parents. They went to
church and the service was a lot more awkward for
her when she spotted Thoriso along with his parents
and Tshiamo right across them. He looked like he was
forced to be there. Church is a really big event
amongst black families so it made sense that they
were all there. They were the ideal family; with both
mother and father and successful parents. He looked
so out of place though most probably because he got
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a tongue lashing from his parents. It couldn’t have
been easy for his father to find out he was wasting
their money by drinking and smoking all day. The
pastor preached about something very close to
Gugu’s experience that week ‘The importance of
disciplining your children’.
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commandments. I say unto you; even the most
perfect parents who follow God’s rules who love
unconditionally who discipline without fear and weary
can still produce atrocious children. The Devil works
overtime and attacks even the Godliest children. I say
unto you parents; protect your children at all costs.
Pray for your children and most importantly pray with
them. Teach them to fend for themselves should the
Devil strike when you are not there. The world is full
of evil; drugs have overtaken our youth and alcohol
has become their number one goal in life. Too many
of them have children they don’t even want and that
they are not even ready to care for.”
It felt like the pastor was just adding fuel to the fire for
Gugu but little did she know that he was speaking of
something that she was bound to experience and
choose. After the service they headed straight to
David’s family home which was not very far away.
David was a loving man and most of his family was
also great – until Zandile was expecting David’s first
biological child. They hid their true feelings very well
but they created the iceberg by poisoning a child. His
mother was very sweet and loved Gugu much like her
own but his bitter sister – not so much. She would
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pretend whenever David was around because he was
assisting her quite a lot financially. She had three
children and was never married. That is enough to
cause bitterness and unhappiness in a broken black
woman. While the rest were preparing for the lunch
Gugu was sitting nearby the patio playing with her
phone. David’s sister Deborah decided to take it upon
herself to traumatize the poor child.
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Deborah: “I mean you will no longer be the one who
gets all the attention. And since it will be David’s very
first child I can only imagine what will happen to you.”
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you saw with my children. They all belong to one
man. It is just a thought hey.”
David: “What did you say to her? And why were you
all alone with her?”
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David: “You appreciate nothing Deborah. We all know
that you hate my daughter with a passion.”
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tense. Gugu barely said a word and neither did
David. He just had a hunch that Deborah got to her.
He felt guilty for letting them spend the day with his
family knowing very well how Deborah felt about his
daughter. Once they got to Regina’s house Gugu was
the very first one to open the door.
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David: (sigh) “I don’t know but I suspect Deborah said
something very unpleasant to her.”
Zandile: “Ma!”
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lack anything. All I have ever asked for is that they
respect and love my family.”
David: “Okay.”
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Zandile: “Bye Ma.”
Regina: “Goodbye.”
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Gugu: “Good night.”
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Gugu: “I’m so sorry. I have no idea where she got that
information from.”
Gugu: “I’m just afraid you know. I mean you never get
to deal with anxiety about your father’s love for you.”
Gugu: “No.”
David: “I’ll make some calls and get back to you. For
now Zandi has to rest.”
She took a bath and got ready. They had to get her
uniform and had to show her around the school. She
met her new teachers and even saw Nessa there who
was going to be her classmate. She was the same age
as her while Rea and CJ were older. When she met
the headmaster of the school the rules were made
clear to her; no fighting no stealing no bunking
amongst all others. What stood out for her was the
policy against bullying they had.
Nesssa was not blown away. She didn’t buy the act at
all.
Nancy’s blood was boiling but she tried very hard not
to show her annoyance.
Gugu: “Sure.”
Thoriso: “Hey.”
Gugu: “Cool.”
David: “How did you get here? I can take you home.”
Gugu: “Okay.”
Regina: “Yes I just got off the phone with her now. I
will pray for her and the baby. They will be alright.”
Gugu: “Okay.”
Gugu: “Cool.”
The following day came and all went well. Nancy was
overly friendly with Nessa and Gugu making Rea
overtly envious. Her plan backfired badly.
Immediately after school Nancy called out to Gugu
and Nessa.
Gugu: “Bye.”
Gugu: “Sure.”
Gugu: “I see.”
Nancy scoffed.
Gugu: “What?”
Nancy: “Sure.”
Gugu: “Sure.”
Nancy: “No why would it? She was going to make our
life a living hell. Do you think my dad would have still
taken care of us had he continued fucking her? What
Gugu: “Thoriso?”
Gugu: “Cool.”
Gugu: “Thanks.”
Gugu: “Cool.”
Gugu: “Sure.”
Gugu: “I suppose.”
Gugu nodded.
She visibly took the pills from the table and put them
back in her bag. That was the perfect reverse
psychology strategy. Gugu was left uneasy from that
moment onwards. They went back to Nancy’s house
and instead of studying for the upcoming test cycle
they chose to have some champagne with fancy
finger food accompanied by weed.
Gugu: “Why?”
Little did Gugu know that they already knew all that.
Karabo knew she was a virgin because Nancy couldn’t
keep her mouth shut. While they were smoking
weed Karabo decided to make his grand entrance into
Nancy’s room. His cologne was enough to send any
girl into hypnosis mode.
Nancy: “Sure.”
Gugu: “Thanks.”
Nancy: “It’s alright. I mean she will see that this is not
your blesser’s car.”
Regina: “I see.”
Gugu just nodded and went into the house. She was
about to take out her phone from her back pack
when she noticed the very same pill container that
Nancy showed her earlier on at the restaurant. She
panicked and felt herself shiver as she was holding the
container. She texted her a picture of it immediately
only to receive a very casual response.
Gugu: “Oh okay. I will wait for you then. I can go get
something to eat and get Mama something too while
I wait.”
Thoriso: “Hey.”
Thoriso: “Cool.”
She was not even joking at all. She was dead serious.
Thoriso: “Gugu…”
Thoriso: “Home.”
Gugu: “But – “
She was about to text her back when she heard the
kitchen door being opened and getting shut closed.
She knew then her grandmother was home by then.
Her body was trembling briefly as she saw her door
open.
Gugu: “Nancy.”
She felt a sharp pain stab her in the gut as Regina said
that.
David: “You could have killed her you know. You gave
her over 30 pills. Why on earth would you do that to
your own mother?!”
Thoriso: “Gugu.”
Gugu: “Yes.”
Mr. Medupe: “Oh well why didn’t you just say so?
Look at this place. It is such a mess.”
Driver: “He is firstly too old for you and secondly his
family will never approve of you. There is absolutely
nothing wrong with you but just take my advice.”
Gugu: “Cool.”
Gugu: “Well…”
She paid the bill and left Gugu right there. Gugu tried
to contact Karabo after her brief breakfast with Nancy
but he too told her where to get off. Her entire life
turned messy within just a few weeks and it was all
her fault. Everyone has a choice and she chose to
make a stream of bad choices. She kept trying to call
her parents throughout the entire day but they didn’t
respond. She became angry and felt so alone with no
one to talk to. She went to the nearest bottle store
and got herself a few beers and locked herself in her
bedroom. She stalked both Karabo and Thoriso’s
Gugu got the shock of her life the moment she heard
that.
Gugu: “Nothing.”
Deborah: “Stepdaughter!”
Regina: “You made your bed now you have to lie in it.
Now get up we have things to do.”
Regina: “Hello?”
Bongani: “She has been waiting in the car all this time
and besides I did tell you what time you had to arrive
here. No one told you to arrive an hour before the
time.”
Gugu: “It’s easy I can do that for us. All I need is your
card and the card details.”
Regina nodded and gave her the bank card. Little did
she know what Gugu had in mind.
Gugu: (angrily) “If you two had raised your son right
he would know that taking responsibility for his mess
is the right thing to do. He refuses to acknowledge
that he impregnated me and I surely hope that he
doesn’t live to regret it one day!”
Regina sat in the waiting area and prayed like she had
never prayed before.
Gugu: “I told you from the very start that I didn’t want
her! Why do you think I did what I did?”
One could tell that all that make up was hiding a really
serious Phuza face. Mam’Regina went into the house
with her church friends as she couldn’t handle the
way Gugu was handling herself along with her
friends. To say she was embarrassed was an
understatement. After a few hours Regina heard no
more noise. When she went outside she found Gugu
and her friends were gone and had left tons of empty
bottles lying around in her yard. She was irritated.
Gugu was truly playing with her grandmother. She
called her to no avail and had to spend the rest of
Nombulelo’s birthday babysitting a baby she had no
knowledge of until that very day. A day turned into a
week and then into a month. Gugu was nowhere to
be seen but her social media was buzzing. Regina
thought to herself that if she had continued to look
after Millicent as well who knew just how many
babies she would have brought home? So she packed
little Millicent’s bags and went to the police station. It
She was enjoying her life living off Veuve Cliquot like it
was water without a care in the world when she
heard a stern knock on the door. It actually took her
very long to hear it because of all the noise she was
making with all the music playing. She was with her
so called three friends Martha Nothile and Brenda
who were basically living off Gugu and who were
significantly older than her. They too didn’t have
much education although they did reach Matric
except for Nothile. They at least had jobs though they
weren’t very ideal. They never contributed a single
cent for anything from drinks to food to even outfits
and hair. Whenever you have money you have a lot
of friends out of nowhere all of a sudden but when
you need a true friend – the number decreases
drastically. Nothile was in the kitchen making food
when she heard the distinct and unyielding knock on
the kitchen door. She opened the door
unsuspectingly only to find two police officers
standing right outside.
Nothile: “Sure…”
Beverly: “She says she had no idea that you were even
pregnant and you suddenly reappeared on your
daughter’s birthday with a newborn. Is that true?”
Gugu: “Hello.”
Gugu: “Oh okay. You can come any day – even today.”
For the very first time in her life she felt like God didn’t
have her back. She truly felt like she was fighting a
losing battle. She knew what was going to happen
and as she sat there crying with Beverly she saw a
vision of Nombulelo being taken away from her. Gugu
was digging one big hole for herself and also hurting
Mam’Regina in the process. It was going to get ugly
and we all know that ugly produces results far from
the best. It felt like a road toward an absolute win for
Gugu but she had no idea that she was slowly killing
the one guardian angel she had left on planet earth.
She got into her car and hurried to the hospital. The
last time she was at the very same hospital she had
just done a horrific deed. She felt as if all eyes were
on her yet again.
Gugu could see that there was no way out. She had
clearly dug one big hole for herself. She never forgot
the day she had to pick up Nombulelo from
Mam’Regina’s house. She was crying hysterically for
her grandmother it was as if she knew that she was
Masabatha: “And?”
While the nurse took the baby out and handed her to
Gugu both her and Craig were horrified.
Michelle: “Cool.”
Nombulelo
Gugu: “Ag you know people talk Lelo. That’s just how
they are.”
Gugu: “If that is the case then why don’t you leave her
for me? I mean I changed for you. I stopped drinking
a lot and I am more involved in my children’s lives like
you asked. I make sure that I cook for you – even
when I am tired. I support you – always. What is it
about me that won’t make you make an honest
woman out of me?”
Police Officer 1: “Take this and make sure you stay out
of trouble from now on.”
Nombulelo: “Let that be the first and the last time you
ever do such a thing to me or any other girl.”
Thapelo: “Lelo?”
She could read the room very well and very quickly.
When she saw the look on both Thapelo and I’s faces
she knew something was definitely wrong.
Betty: “Oh you mean that? Why don’t you ask your
mom’s boyfriend over there? He is oh sorry was their
father though right?”
With that said I walked out and I could tell that was
not the reaction they were hoping for. I walked out of
that yard so fast that I had no idea how I ended up at
the park. Once I stopped I could feel my heart beating
out of my chest. I cried so hard and let out all the
feelings I had been hiding. It felt like my entire body
was burning and my throat became constricted. Pain
was ravishing my body like a famished animal. During
those few minutes my emotions were consuming
me. It felt so unbearable but I had to get up and dust
myself. I walked back home slowly so that the
redness on my face could slowly subside. Once I got
home I headed straight to bed and dozed off. I slept
right through the night without hearing my alarm
clock go off. All I heard was a constant bell being rung
outside. When I moved my bedroom curtains I was
surprised to see Thapelo’s taxi right outside. He must
have parked at that particular angle deliberately
because I saw him waving at me. I quickly put on my
Nombulelo: “Sure.”
I didn’t sense any bad vibes from him other than the
fact that he was indeed a criminal so I agreed. I
walked with him to his car a very nice VW Polo
Trendline. It was gray in colour how could I forget? It
smelled so nice inside and was really clean. I could
tell he was a very neat guy.
Alfred: “Well?”
Alfred: “Let me ask you this are you going to put your
siblings first always and not think of your own self?”
I knew then that Alfred was not just a pick pocket kind
of guy. He drove a Polo for crying out loud.
They both nodded. The food was too nice for them. I
went to my bedroom with the rest of my paper bags.
I stared at myself in the mirror one last time. I looked
like a real million dollars. I might not have had my
mother’s body but so what if I didn’t have a big ass or
even an ass at all? I looked good with my big afro. I
Gugu: “Where did you get all the money for those
groceries? Are you fucking men for money?!”
Nombulelo: “Let that be the very last day you ever try
that on me Gugu. Stay out of my way and stay out of
my life just as you have been doing for the past year.
If I ever see you in my room again I will not hesitate to
make you regret it.”
Nombulelo: “Yes?”
Nombulelo: “Cool.”
Nombulelo: “Because…”
I got into the car and we drove to the nearest mall all
over again. He bought me a few more items just like
the previous day. I felt so bad because he was
Kea: “Why don’t you come sit right next to me, hun.
Ignore her. Let’s give the guys a chance to talk about
business, shall we?”
Alfred: “Lelo isn’t just anyone, she has skill and guts –
which is more than I can say for some of you here.”
She wasn’t exactly fat – just chubby. She just had such
a big mouth, though and wouldn’t stop talking.
Nombulelo: “Oh
I’m from Watville.”
Kea: “Ai (oh), baby. I told you to lay off the meat. You
have to lose a little. O shiyana bjang ge o ya rounding
(how will you run while out on a job)?”
Nombulelo: “Hi.”
Nombulelo: “Out.”
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Nombulelo: “Tomorrow?”
Nombulelo: “Bye.”
Nombulelo: “Hey…”
Biggie: “I heard that you jumped all the way from your
side of the table, girl. You have skills.”
Alfred: “Have fun with the girls and let me know if you
need more money, okay? I’ll see you in a bit.”
Kea: “Yes, and today is just a shopping day for us. You
don’t get to call the shots.”
Puse: “And?”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
I got off and went into the yard. Thanks to Alfie, I was
way behind on schedule, so I had to ask my sisters to
assist. They could not eat nice food for free and reap
the benefits of my hard labour. They assisted me with
the chopping and everything else I needed – except
touching the food. I was always very particular with
my food and I didn’t want nonsense. I loved having
my food prepared a certain way. It took me an entire
4 hours to prepare my entire meal. Throughout the
preparation, Alfie was calling me endlessly and I was
just not interested. I didn’t respond to his calls. All I
had in mind was the meal I had to prepare and the
New Year ahead. I tried by all means to put whatever
happened that day on a back burner. The entire time
I thought if Zoro could do that to Puse, the mother of
his children, then they all were capable of doing that
to the rest of us, right? My sisters helped me with
setting the table and finally getting the food on the
table. Not once in my mind did I wonder why my
Nombulelo: “Sure.”
She went to the taxi and got his beers for him and
even put the rest in the fridge as she handed one to
him. He dug in and couldn’t stop praising my
cooking. He then started getting to the real reason
why he was there.
Nombulelo: “Oh…”
I nodded anxiously.
That was a bit of a shock. That was not what Alfie told
me. He could probably tell from the shock written on
my face that I was unaware of the entire situation.
I nodded anxiously.
I sighed in relief.
Alfred: “Please.”
Alfred: “Okay.”
Alfred: “I’ll tell you all about it after I eat. Is that okay
with you?”
I truly felt at that given point that Alfred was the ideal
man for me. He seemed perfect; he was attentive,
transparent and very supportive of my dreams.
Despite what brought us together, he truly wanted
the best for me. At least that is what I truly believed
at that time. I had no idea at the time that I was
unwittingly glorifying and justifying him being a
gangster. I had become part of some sort of culture
that was intensely approving the wrong things which
in turn made me the person I grew up to be. No one
is proud to be a criminal unless they are totally
insane. We had a really peaceful time together as we
watched some tv. Somehow we dozed off and I found
myself in bed next to him a few hours later when he
woke me up. I actually jumped up a little in fear
because I didn’t know how I got there.
Nombulelo: “Friend…”
Nombulelo: “No…”
Michelle: “Okay.”
Nombulelo: “No
I am not hungry. Thank you.”
She rushed to take her food from the kitchen and sat
right next to me. The aroma of the food awakened
my taste buds and made me want to eat, so we
shared a spoon and ate together in one plate. We
had a long silence and we were communicating to
one another without saying a word to each other.
Halfway through our meal, Alfie called.
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Alfred: “I’m fine. You didn’t sound too good over the
phone. Do you want to talk about it?”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
Nombulelo: “Please.”
Alfred: “I told you, you can’t drink too fast – too soon.
Sit down.”
Alfred: “Believe me, I really want to, but not this way.
You’re drunk and – “
I felt so bad for leaving her behind for dealing with all
the mess but she was one I could always count on.
I shook my head.
Gugu: “It’s because of the rebel I was and the way you
were conceived. You know, you might think that I
never wanted you nor that I don’t love you, but the
truth is, Nombu, my baby, I had you when I was just
15. I had so much guidance around me yet I chose to
walk amongst the Devil’s path. Do you know who
gave me this necklace?”
She had this necklace that she always wore and never
took off – no matter what.
Nombulelo: “No.”
Alfred: “No, it’s us and the gang but if you don’t want
to be around people I can tell them I am not coming.”
Nombulelo: “Millicent!”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
Puse looked like she had her heart right in the palm of
her hand.
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Priscilla: (frowning) “You panicked? That doesn’t
make sense, babe. You are not one to just panic.”
Zoro: “Lelo, we’re glad you are okay and back home
unharmed.”
Zoro: (angrily) “This poor girl even went the extra mile
and put herself in danger. She didn’t snitch on
anyone here nor did she snitch on you and you still
don’t want to tell the truth?!”
Puse: (crying) “It’s not like that, Zo. I didn’t mean to.
I… I’m sorry.”
Nombulelo: “I see.”
I went into the house and Millicent was busy with her
YouTube make up tutorials.
Millicent: “Yes.”
Nombulelo: “Okay.”
all alone.”
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Kea: “Not really, they just really love their kids more
than anything. They wouldn’t hesitate getting rid of
you for the sake of their own children.”
Kea: “She loves him for what he can do for her hence
he just always cheats on her. As far as we’re
concerned – she’s dead to him and has started
becoming a liability.”
Kea: “Let her be. Let her throw all these little
tantrums on her own. She’s not our priority right
now.”
He chuckled to himself.
I nodded and the girls finally came back to the car and
noticed my tenseness.
Zoro got into the front seat and Biggie got in the
driver’s seat.
Zoro: “Bigs?”
Diesel was the first one to open the door and put his
hands up, while the rest of us slowly followed pursuit.
My heart was racing, thinking of the so called bag of
cocaine they found in Zoro’s bag. What if there were
drugs planted in our car as well? We were in a rented
car but who knew what these guys had in their bags?
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Once we were all out, they instructed us to face the
car with our hands behind our heads. It felt like a
documentary for sure. Once we all faced the car, they
came rushing towards us with K9 dogs sniffing all over
us and in the car. I tried my best not to panic while
Alfie was looking at me with such a broken look on his
face. I was not a fan of dogs, and the thought of it
biting me just made me nauseated. The rest of the
crew seemed so normal; they were clearly used to
that. The dogs kept sniffing and about three minutes
in (yes, I was counting) the dogs couldn’t find
anything. The angry police officer kept yelling at the
others to try again and the was told the very same
thing that there was nothing. We still had no idea
what they were looking for, but one thing was for
sure; Puse was surely behind it all.
With that said, he took his entire team and they drove
off. I could feel Alfie hyperventilating like a blood
thirsty animal. He squeezed my hand and I could feel
his anxiety vibrating through my entire body.
They all agreed and it was party mood all over again. I
thought we were going back home immediately, but
no, we found a nearby lodge halfway home and
booked ourselves in for the night. Bongani went back
to his house immediately after Zoro was released. We
were to deal with the rest the following day.
Thankfully, we were booked into separate rooms and
we each went to bed with our partners. I assumed
Zoro would take that evening as an opportunity to
reflect, but I was wrong. Alfie left me in our room for
a while when he went to get some alcohol for himself
and some snacks for me. I decided to check up on
Millicent and Masabatha, but they were doing just
fine and told me that my mom was quite peaceful
that day. I was worrying about them but at the same
time I tried to enjoy myself. I couldn’t help but think
of Nairobi. Sure, she was one spoilt brat but she was
still my sister. I contemplated calling her and thank
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goodness I didn’t call her because I started hearing
loud sex noises from the room next door. Zoro was in
that room – how unfortunate of me. I heard Alfie
walk in.
Most of the time when men say that, they don’t really
mean it.
Nombulelo: “I see.”
Alfred: “Yes.”
Nombulelo: “I see.”
Alfred: “I promise.”
Diesel: “Nah, it’s all that pussy they fed him last night.
Nigga could hardly even breathe. He was basically
choking on it.”
She was still so calm and didn’t worry about the fact
that I was yelling at her.
Gugu: “Let me rest for a bit. We will talk later.”
Regards.”
Alfred: “Hi.”
Nombulelo: “Hi.”
Nombulelo: “Nothing.”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
I was a bit taken aback at the fact that she was there
yet she didn’t bother to let me know or bother to
stay. I let Millicent go back to her bedroom and cry it
out there while I called that bitch Nairobi. She didn’t
answer the first three phone calls but only picked up
on the fourth. I could hear that she was in a loud
place, a party maybe.
Nairobi: “Yes?”
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
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2 Corinthians 5:17 – “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ,
he is a new creation. The old has passed away;
behold, the new has come.”
She felt bad apart from how I had been treating her
really. Imagine that.
Once she said that and blew the candle out, Isaiah
and Hannah started crying and became restless for a
good few minutes. I became so emotional. I was
never one to cry in public, but seeing my baby sister
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like that broke my heart entirely. Her breathing tube
was removed and I saw her tiny, lifeless body right
there. I never got to witness her first smile, first walk,
first everything. That was the part that really messed
me up really badly. I found myself crying heavily as
Masabatha comforted me like a mother needed to. I
cried and let go of that little piece that was ripped out
of my heart as I said goodbye to little Rachel. We
were now a family of 5. It was a huge adjustment but
the other two weren’t given the all clear as yet.
Private hospitals are just like that. I personally saw
nothing wrong with Isaiah and Hannah but they
claimed they still needed to be there for a while. I felt
quite bad for Alfie who had to pay all those bills and
for my mother’s funeral – not forgetting Rachel’s. I
was a real mess. When we got out of there, I was
probably red in the face because Alfred stood up with
genuine concern.
Alfred: “Lelo, she’s not worth it. You still have to finish
your matric. What would your mother say if she were
here right now?”
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I had no idea what she meant nor why she was even
talking like that. She had a tendency of being a bit
silly at times so I let her be. Alfred was of course too
excited to take me home with him. When we got
there he ran me a bath and cooked for me while I was
in the bathroom. It felt like I really needed that bath.
I spent over an hour in the bath tub until the skin on
my fingertips became a bit wrinkled. Once I was done
he came to tell me that dinner was ready. I headed
downstairs and we had a pleasant meal. I didn’t know
why, but that oxtail was so tender and delicious. I
wasn’t really a fan of meat but I enjoyed that meat
that evening. I even went for a third helping much to
both our surprise.
Kea: “Oh, yes and way more. He said that and I quote
‘My future wife cannot suffer alone yet be a part of
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this crew. You owe her your presence and a lot more
support’.”
She went to sit in the car while Alfie took a smoke just
outside the car while waiting for us.
Nombulelo: “Okay.”
Man: “Yey!”
Man: “My child, I will prepare the bath for you but I
unfortunately cannot give you anything to drink as
you are – “
Man: “It’s okay. Are you sure you don’t know what is
wrong with you?”
Alfred: “No, it’s just one of those things I’d like to add
on our memory list, you know. You shouldn’t feel
embarrassed about that. I love you either way, babe.”
Alfred: “You can have all the sleep in the world. I’ll go
get us some food.”
Nombulelo: “I will.”
Alfred: “Did she say what our kids will look like?”
Chapter 43
Ecclesiastes 3:11 – “He has made everything beautiful
in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man's heart,
yet so that he cannot find out what God has done
from the beginning to the end.”
We decided to do things the untraditional way and let
my mother’s coffin and Rachel’s be delivered after the
service. I actually had no idea why Masabatha chose
to do that, but I was okay with it. The service started
early – around 4pm and by 5pm, he was done with
the service. The coffins were delivered and that very
same evening just after 5pm. It was as if the mourning
process had just started. From the moment I saw the
hearse driving into the yard and I heard the people
singing a church song, I just broke down. Alfred was
right by my side, while Millicent was on my other side.
Masabatha kept it all together as she said clan praises
for my mother and Rachel. I was not even aware that
she even knew it all. She spoke to the coffins just
before they were let into the house.
Masabatha: “Gugulethu, wena le (you and) Rachel, le
seke la belaela (don’t be doubtful), it is time for you to
He grabbed the boys and got into the car with them.
To my surprise, Alfie’s sons looked at me and smiled.
From there, they both hugged me so tightly, obviously
annoying Pulane even further.
Nombulelo: “If you don’t stop the car I will fly out this
fucking window! Stop the car!”
Alfred: “Sure, you are going to get your cut from the
heist any ways.”
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Alfred: “Sure.”
Alfred: “Let’s go, you can see that these people aren’t
home.”
Nombulelo: “No.”
Alfred: “My baby love. How are you? Are you ready
for your first day of school?”
Nombulelo: “Yes
I am. What’s the problem?”
Nombulelo: “I will.”
The day went ahead and I still felt even more sleepy
than I was in the morning. I tried my best to stay
awake, though. Matric is not like any other year. We
had an extra hour and a half every day for extra
classes to catch up and prepare ourselves for the
upcoming exams. I was not one to mind hard work
but it felt like I was doing more than I actually could
on the very first day of school. When 3:30 hit, I just
couldn’t wait to get home and sleep. When we
walked out of the gate, Alfie was right there to fetch
me.
Michelle: “It was fine, thanks. Your girl here has been
so sleepy today. I hope you’re not keeping her up,
Alfred. She needs to study.”
Alfred: “And?”
She had the twins in their car seats right before her.
Alfred: “But, I – “
Nombulelo: “Leave.”
I felt so weak.
Nombulelo: “No.”
Alfred: “My baby love. How are you? Are you ready
for your first day of school?”
Nombulelo: “I will.”
The day went ahead and I still felt even more sleepy
than I was in the morning. I tried my best to stay
awake, though. Matric is not like any other year. We
had an extra hour and a half every day for extra
classes to catch up and prepare ourselves for the
upcoming exams. I was not one to mind hard work
but it felt like I was doing more than I actually could
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on the very first day of school. When 3:30 hit, I just
couldn’t wait to get home and sleep. When we
walked out of the gate, Alfie was right there to fetch
me.
Michelle: “It was fine, thanks. Your girl here has been
so sleepy today. I hope you’re not keeping her up,
Alfred. She needs to study.”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
One thing I did gather for the past week was that they
did discuss everything – literally everything despite us
girls thinking that they didn’t. What I couldn’t
understand was why Diesel did what he did to Priscilla
and how Kea got to know about it while Priscilla
remained clueless. I was still yet to find out. I was in
my pajamas and I didn’t bother to change. That’s just
how bored I was of them already. When he arrived
he called and said that he was outside. I got out and
he was a bit taken aback but he was truly happy to
see me. Man, he still looked as handsome as ever. He
smelled so good and there were no traces of cigarette
scent. He tried to hug me but I declined.
Nombulelo: “Thanks.”
Diesel: “P, ever since you came into my life it has been
nothing but pure bliss. You have loved me for who
and what I am regardless. You even dropped out of
Varsity just to join this crew and make it a success.
You have nursed many of my wounds – both physical
and emotional. You have given me two gorgeous girls
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and for that I am forever grateful. You have been
there even when I kept fucking up, you just never lost
hope and faith in me.”
Nombulelo: “But?”
Nombulelo: “Fine.”
The guys let out huge sighs of relief while I could tell
that Kea and Tshidi were going to be a problem. The
crew meant basically everything to them. I could
have left right there and then but they used money to
lure me in even deeper, I just didn’t know it at that
point. When you grow up amongst very unpleasant
circumstances men can smell it. They always know
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who to target to get their way. Their appreciation
towards me made me feel a sense of belonging
despite what they had done to my sister and to me.
That made me feel a little important, like I had a
purpose and meant something to someone. I was
guilt-ridden by what I had done, Masabatha made her
feelings clear and I failed to repent. Instead, I went
ahead and dug a deeper hole for myself with the
wrong people.
Nombulelo: “Okay.”
Nombulelo: “What?”
Nombulelo: “Where?”
Alfred: “Ladies
you know I have all day, but can we go now? I don’t
want you to be late.”
Nombulelo: “Michelle?”
He kept quiet.
The wait felt like eternity that day. I had to wait in the
curled position I was in right under Michelle while the
emergency response team were trying to cut out the
car. I could hear them say that it was a miracle I
survived because they couldn’t open the door. The
car was so smashed at the back, that it was actually
supposed to kill everyone seated there. Alfred walked
out without a scratch so they said. He kept calling out
to me and asking me if I was okay and if I could see
any blood. I mean sure, we all knew that Michelle
was gone but did he have to sound so heartless and
not ask about her? He was just asking about me but
deep down I knew he was too concerned about the
baby. After about 3 hours or so, they finally managed
to cut out the car and quickly removed Michelle’s
body. I felt so cramped up and Alfred alerted the
response team to take a quick look at me since I was
pregnant. I didn’t even realize just how badly soaked I
was in blood. My entire uniform and my hair was
soaked in her blood. When I took a closer look at my
hands and noticed how blood red they were, I could
I cried silently, for the fact that I was still pregnant but
even more so because my best friend was gone. I
truly felt at fault. If she hadn’t been in that car with
me that day she would have been alive.
Diesel: “I agree.”
Tshidi: “What are you saying, Zo? Are you saying that
our wedding is not preoductive?”
Yep
the nerve and audacity. She was planning her own
wedding while he was engaged to the mother of his
children. Alfred was not too pleased with Tshidi’s
attitude.
That was the very second sign I saw that Alfred and
Zoro were going to drift apart because of that girl.
She was seriously getting in the way of years of
brotherhood. None of the other guys were
impressed with her either. Zoro felt like he was put on
the spot especially since everyone was staring at the
two of them.
Priscilla: “Hey.”
Nombulelo: “I will.”
Priscilla: “I understand.”
Nombulelo: “See?”
Millicent: “Sure.”
Doctor: “I’m very sorry for your loss. The nurses will
be with you shortly to get you cleaned up and draw
some blood for further tests.”
Michelle: “Nombulelo.”
Alfred: “Yes.”
Alfred: “I heard.”
She didn’t even take her doggy bag. She walked away
flipping her Brazilian weave and deliberately walked
Pulane: “Hello?”
Nombulelo: “What?”
Tshidi: “Oh, no, I don’t buy your act. What are you
planning?”
Alfred: “She told you, these things are not her scene.
It is way too sophisticated for her.”
Sure, they all had nice houses but that thing of always
having meetings and parties at his house had to
change and I made a mental note of it all. We spent
nearly 6 hours mingling with those people. They
drank all the expensive alcohol and hardly touched
the food, though it was good food. I was just happy
that we were getting somewhere. We got into the car
and halfway to Zoro’s house, I received a call from
Pulane. She was so drunk I could hear how slurry her
speech was.
Alfred: “I told you not to invite her over and you did!”
Alfred: “I told you not to let her come here and you
deliberately defied me! You tried to force her to
come to the event the entire day and what for?!”
That was right where I wanted her, but they were a bit
taken aback that I didn’t say anything after she said
that.
With that said, she walked out and closed the door.
Priscilla just had my back all the time. I walked
towards the balcony and as she said, Pulane was
standing right before the irritated Alfred. I couldn’t
really hear what they were saying but he was asking
her to tone it down and leave him alone, but she was
pleading her case.
Alfred: “Anything.”
Zoro: “We all need to get our story straight – she fell
down the balcony after drinking a little too much.”
Alfred: “So?”
Jerry: “Well, then, let’s get right to it, shall we? I bet
you all have so much to do. The first person to be
interrogated is the man of the house, which is you,
Steven.”
Nombulelo: “I am fine.”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
Jerry: “Yet.”
Alfred: “Are you okay? Why did they take so long with
you?”
Chapter 53
Ephesians 1:11 – “In him we have obtained an
inheritance, having been predestined according to the
purpose of him who works all things according to the
counsel of his will.”
Gugu: “We’ll talk the day you are ready to admit you
are messing up.”
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
Alfred: “Okay.”
Baba: “Hmm, now that that’s out of the way, what are
you two planning on doing about the two dead
sisters?”
Nombulelo: “Yes?”
Alfred: “What?”
Alfred: “He’s not the boss. I will text them and tell
them to come over to my house. Is that okay with
you?”
She let out a faint smile and took the entire bottle
away with her. I could tell baby girl was not going to
be alright any time soon. Meanwhile, Alfred was just
too happy. He played music for them outside using
his Bluetooth speakers while he was assisting me with
cooking without fail. He even wore his apron.
The first thing Tshidi did was look around and analyze
the entire house from where she was standing.
Meanwhile Zoro was greeting the two of us.
Zoro: “Hey, it’s finally good to have one of you host for
a change.”
Biggie: “And when I got shot the very first time at age
16, you sang it to me during a prayer session at the
hospital. I was unconscious – in a coma but I could
hear you.”
Everyone: “Cheers.”
Priscilla: “Yes.”
We both laughed.
She was not playing when she said that. She had
more experience and I knew I could trust her more
than any other crew member – even Alfred.
We both laughed.
We both laughed.
Alfred: “You’ve been in there for far too long. Are you
plotting a murder against me?”
I nodded in agreement.
The two might have been close friends but Kea didn’t
take too lightly to someone trying to botch any
mission.
Nombulelo: “Yes.”
Biggie: “Eh, mon (hey man), Zo. She’s not the first
woman in the crew to be pregnant le gona why ne o
sa bolele before (why didn’t you say anything
beforehand)?!”
Zoro had the final say and I could tell Tshidi was
annoyed that he wasn’t going to back her up. We got
the signal to light the sirens and right after we just
passed the original cash in transit van, it exploded.
Tshidi did the unexpected, she rushed towards my
window, opened it and vomited right there and then.
What surprised me was that her legs and feet were
up in the air which caused her to kick me right in the
face. My head went down temporarily so I couldn’t
even see if she was vomiting or if it was all just a trick.
I didn’t even know if I could trust those two though
Kea looked more pissed than supportive.
Zoro was bewildered and all this while Tshidi was not
even part of the conversation. She only appeared
right after the truck was opened and the money was
taken out.
Each one was rejoicing with his lover, while Zoro was
just downright depressed. It seemed as if he too had
just found out about Tshidi’s impromptu pregnancy.
He rushed into the house without saying a word
furher to anyone while Tshidi followed him. While
Alfred and I got the champagne out, we saw Zoro
walking towards one of the bedrooms with Tshidi
following him.
We all laughed.
Zoro: “Tshidi?”
Kea: “But, Tshidi, are you sure you’ll fit in that dress,
though friend? It seems a little too tight around the
tummy area.”
That if hit hard – even I felt it. I saw Kea’s face drop to
the ground while Tshidi was unapologetic about it.
Everyone: “Cheers.”
Alfred: “Here, let me hold them for you and you can
hold your bouquet.”
Jerry: “Greetings
Jerry: “Detective!”
Jerry was done taking shit from all of us. He was not
very gentle with any of us but he was quite rough
with me particularly, angering Alfred.
She was the first one to be called in, which was a relief
for me because I needed to get my facts straight with
Priscilla.
Jerry: “Right, let’s get right to it. State your name and
surname, please.”
Tshidi: “What are you saying, Zo? What the fuck are
you saying to me?”
I heard him slam the door behind him and that was
the end of that recording. I could feel the nerves
getting to me. That guy had Zo’s house bugged, most
probably the evening after Pulane died but what I did
know was that it could not be used in court. It was
against the law to record someone without their
knowledge or consent. I wasn’t too worried about
him using it in court, I was worried about what else he
had on recordings and whom he was set to use it
against. He stopped the recording and looked me
straight in the eye with his sly smile. He then played
the second one without asking me anything. It was
yet another recording between Tshidi and Zoro, but
on one of their rather happier days. They were
giggling at first and then they started talking.
Zoro: “She didn’t kill them, she took a pill and had no
idea that it would affect her pregnancy like that. I told
you that in confidence so why do you still feel the
need to repeat it?”
Biggie: “Ah wena (oh you). Your sins are finally eating
at you. You shouldn’t have impregnated Nairobi in
the first place.”
Diesel: “At least she can carry your children for you.
Priscilla will most probably blame me for eternity.”
Biggie: “Fuck.”
She knew I wasn’t kidding and so, she sat right across
us and tried to listen in on whatever she could.
Bongani: “If you confess and say that yes, you were
part of the heist but had nothing to do with the
murders and you had no idea that the two sisters
were going to be killed, you could get a plea bargain
of about 6 months.”
Kea was the only one who was happy yet she too had
no idea what Biggie even said about her implications.
I honestly doubted that any of those guys protected
us. One thing was for sure; if I went down – I was
most definitely taking them down with me. Priscilla
was the only one I was trying to save out of that
situation. It was at that moment I regretted every
moment of meeting Alfred. He gave me a soft life but
at what cost? My freedom was at stake and my life
was never going to be the same again – ever. I could
not even eat the horrible food they tried to serve us. I
was thinking about my horrible choices the entire
time. I could not even sleep, I sat there with my eyes
wide opened until I saw the sunrise appear through
that small window of that jail cell. Throughout the
Alfred: “Yes.”
Alfred: “Guilty
my lord.”
Warder: “This one is nice and fresh, you can tell she
just tasted a man not so long ago. My skat (love), I
hope you have some fire in you because this place
chows pretty girls like you.”
Priscilla: “You two are bound for life. He will hunt you
down even if you leave prison. As far as he is
concerned you belong to him unless he leaves you.”
Warder: “Makeba.”
I stood up.
Nombulelo: “Yes?”
Nombulelo: “Who?”
She nodded and also walked out. I was scared for the
very first time since I walked into that prison.
Nombulelo: “Okay.”
Nombulelo: “Anything?”
Jerry: “It will be really hard to get you off scot free you
know. Besides, I doubt Bongani will be loyal to you.”
Jerry: “I will see what I can do. Now, are you ready to
speak?”
I was too busy with my own life, that I didn’t take note
of Kea until she came walking towards the two of us.
She nodded.
With that being said, she just stood up and left leaving
me surprised as the rest of them looked at me in total
disbelief.
Nombulelo: “Why are you guys looking at me like
that?”
Just like that, she left the cell and let me be. I held
that Bible but didn’t feel any power that most people
who believed in it would feel. I opened it trying to
search for the verse but surprisingly I landed straight
iin the Book of Deuteronomy. I looked for it and
found it, Deuteronomy 32 verse 35; “Vengeance is
mine
and recompense, for the time when their foot shall
slip; for the day of their calamity is at hand, and their
doom comes swiftly.” I must have read it about five
times and I still didn’t understand what was meant by
it or why I had to read it. I put the Bible right on
Priscilla’s bed and just as I was about to walk out, I
bumped straight into Mam’Rachel. The aura around
that woman was just incredibly strong. She was quite
old, most probably in her 60s or early 70s. I could tell
she was a very pretty woman back in the day. Her
eyes just had this hypnotic aura. You would listen to
I shook my head.
Tshidi: “We both know that you did what you did and
if it weren’t for you and your plans, we wouldn’t have
gotten the big break we got.”
Bella: (smiling) “You did so well, did you see his face?
He didn’t see this one coming. Now it is back to the
drawing board for him.”
His grip tightened and I felt like it was nearing the end
for me. How dare he say that to me when he was the
one that sold me out in the first place? I felt myself
become weaker by the minute. He had placed his
entire body and strength right in between my legs. I
thought to myself if I didn’t fight then, it was going to
be the end for me. I don’t know how I did it but I
managed to kick him right in his crotch. I kicked him
so hard that he managed to fall down and loosen his
grip around my neck. I gasped for air and felt my soul
return right to my body. Seeing him right on that floor
wincing out in pain made me feel a bit at ease, but I
saw him try to get up most probably to finish me off. I
had to think fast. Once again, my fear turned into
rage. I had an advantage over him; he was on both
knees so I had access to attack him wherever I wanted
to. I kicked him right in the jaw using my knee. I
wasn’t aware how hard I kicked him until I saw some
Alfred: (softly) “I… I did it for you. I did it all for you.
We are meant to be together, why can’t you see
that?”
Warder: “Do you think you’re the only one who has a
family to feed? You are not going to make me go
down for this. We’ll think of something, otherwise, I
will tell your wife where you spend your late nights.”
Warder: “Look, it’s not like that, okay? It’s not like
that at all. I was just making extra money on the side.
Besides, how was I to know that he would try and kill
Cell mate: “No, there are too many eyes and ears.
Let’s meet in the yard outside a bit later.”
A week later, the trial date was set and was about to
begin. Bella had come to coach me for a while just
before the trial. She told me to brace myself because
the prosecutor was quite brutal and that with my
given statement, the guys were not happy at all. With
the latest developments involving Alfred sneaking into
the female prison to attack me, it gave my story some
sort of credibility but added more woes for Alfred.
With all the allegations I made against Bongani, he
was forced to step down as their lawyer and gave one
of his associates the case. They were not very
pleased with me about that. That morning, befoe I
left I remember Mam’Rachel wishing me good luck
along with all my other cell mates. Bella had brought
me a nice outfit to wear for the start of the trial. My
Afro was starting to suffer due to my new
Just like that she was just made to sit down like a
toddler who had done wrong.
Nairobi: “I do.”
Bella: “Please give me the real reason why you say so,
I mean I doubt she would be so upset with you
attending at a private school when she herself has
obtained so many distinctions in all her subjects from
when she started attending school.”
Jerry: “I do.”
Jerry: “Yes.”
Jerry: “Yes.”
I was smiling all the way. I could tell just how spite
Diesel was and he most probably wanted Bella to be
his lawyer instead of Bongani’s useless partner. The
light seemed quite bright at the end of the tunnel. I
had hope. We had a short recess and Bella got me
some food and alerted me that things were looking
Nkuna: “Yes, the first time I had to take her into the
station as there was a charge of assault made against
her.”
Bella: “Hey, look it’s not over yet. I can try and get an
appeal in a month or two. You can be out of here in
less than a year. I just need you to understand why
the judge reached that verdict.”
I could tell she was very sad about the entire situation
but she couldn’t possibly win every single case
assigned to her. I had to serve my time, as hard as it
really was for me. She said her goodbyes but
promised to keep in touch. At that point I had learnt
Nombulelo: “Wait.”
We both laughed.
I nodded.
Nairobi: “What?!”
She could see I was calm yet she tried by all means to
aggrevate me. It was literally the first day of the New
Year and my very first day out of prison. Why on
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
Nairobi: “Yes.”
Nombulelo: “Millicent.”
Millicent: “Okay.”
Doctor: “Oh, you are here. I was just about to ask the
nurses to call you.”
Alfred: “That’s not the point. I can get rid of him for
you, better yet I can bring him over to you – on a
silver platter.”
Priscilla: “We literally have about R10 000 left from all
our money. We could go out and spend it all today
and regret it all tomorrow.”
She pulled out two ID’s of fake names but the pictures
were that of us.
Millicent: “Bye.”
She parked the car and I got out and walked alongside
her. I was quite nervous, even I didn’t know why.
He seemed so impressed.
Nombulelo: “Who?”
Thato: “Everything.”
Thato: “Alright.”
It was quite fat and I felt bad for doing that to him, but
I was desperate to make some more money.
Priscilla: “It won’t end well because they will know us.
Our faces will be a lot more prominent since we’d be
visiting campus quite often.”
Nombulelo: “I do.”
Tman: “When?”
Nombulelo: “I don’t.”
Priscilla: “Okay then. Just call the guy when you get
the chance.”
It’s amazing how much one can learn from just being
observant. Our eyes were set on her the entire time,
and we noticed how she quickly spiked him without
anyone else noticing. By then Priscilla had found out
just about enough for us to get that girl right where
we wanted her. He was a Tycoon from Cape Town
amd he was married with three children. She was an
Instagram slay queen and an aspiring influencer and a
high school drop out. At least we had something in
common. We knew her name and where she was
from and it was understandable why she was hustling
like that. Coming from a poor background is no joke
at all.
Priscilla: “Do you see that? She put that powder right
under her nail while in the bathroom. I saw her.”
I chuckled in disbelief.
We left her standing just like that and drove off. She
looked like she was really at a loss for words.
Priscilla: “She will agree, no doubt. It’s not like she has
a choice.”
Tman: “No, he’s not, well, not that I can tell. He only
complained of pain in his right arm.”
I answered it.
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
Nombulelo: “Hi.”
Nombulelo: “Yes?”
Thato: “We will deal with that when the time comes.
I am not asking you to marry me, I mean you would
most definitely run away. All I am asking for is a
chance to get to know you.”
Nombulelo: “I can tell. Are you the one who told him
about my real name?”
I shook my head.
Millicent: “I am.”
Nombulelo: “Sure.”
Nombulelo: “Millicent – “
Bus driver: “Askies sesi (excuse me, sis), but this bus is
only for learners.”
I took out a R50 note and shoved it right into his hand.
PA: “I tried to tell her not to come in, but she forced
her way past me.”
She left while I looked at her. The blasé look she had
on her face made me even angrier.
PA: “Okay.”
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Priscilla: “Sure.”
She made a few calls and within half an hour, the car
arrived. We gave her some cash.
Grilla: “Sure.”
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
I felt a little bad about that and to top it all off he was
soaked from the rain.
Nombulelo: “Sure.”
Thato: “This.”
She said that with such verity, I couldn’t help but feel
contented.
Gemma: “Oh, no. You just sit back and relax. Thato
has it all covered, my dear. I insist.”
Thato: “You are the only one to blame for your own
demise. No one asked you to defend criminals and
eat from the same plate with them.”
Nombulelo: “Wait.”
She just knew me too well. I got out of bed and was
so stunned to see a big gift wrapped in gift paper in
Thato: “I am.”
Priscilla: “I’m out here right now along with Grilla and
Aeysha.”
Grace: “You will, once you realize the gift you have.”
Grace: “Hang in there and you will see. You are not
like your mother – believe me, you’re not. She has
blocked so many of your blessings and despite it all,
she is still angry at you. Here I am, peaceful more
than ever before yet she chooses to be angry at you.
She killed my husband and I yet I forgave her. I refuse
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to let you go down the same path hence I keep
blessing you.”
Nombulelo: “Wait.”
I just nodded.
Thato: “If she really gives you so much grief, I can get
her taken to another hospice. I called the one she
was at and they simply told me that they wouldn’t
take her back even if I doubled the money. She is
impossible to nurse. Just say the word, and I will take
her back.”
Thato: “You are not the reason she keeps making bad
choices in her life, Nombulelo. She has made her
bed, now let her lie in it. I won’t let her cloud your
judgment like this. You have our child to think about.
Just think about it.”
He smiled at me so proudly.
Nombulelo: “No.”
Thato: “It’s okay, it’s not your fault. You were still
unconscious at that time.”
Thato: “I get you. Well, you should wait for me. I’m
coming with you.”
Tony: “I sure do. I’ll make a few calls. Thato still has
his phone with him so it will be easier to track him like
that.”
Diesel: “That was not part of the plan and you know
it. Bongz won’t be happy man.”
Diesel: “I totally get it, but come on, man. Let it go.”
Tony:” Listen to me, I’ll ditch the cops. Grilla and I will
find backup transportation. I will track the car and
meet you there. It might take a while but I will get
you all out of there, okay?”
That entire week was hell for me. I could barely eat or
sleep. Tony had been gone to care for Thato and his
mother. I did try to contact her though, but she
specifically begged me not to keep contact for a while
in a polite manner, though. I couldn’t force her to
speak to me. Thato was still recovering that was for
sure hence he wasn’t contacting me either. I had to
slowly let go of him and all the pieces of him that I
knew. Whenever I thought of food, I felt full though
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my body was weakening by the minute. I would cook
his favourite food and play his favourite music but the
more I did that, the more I just set myself up for
failure. The fact that his clothes were still in the house
made it all worse for me. When I texted Gemma to
ask when she would like to come fetch the clothes, I
received no response. When I tried calling her, I
realized I had been blocked. Something within me
told me she didn’t hate me, she was just doing it for
the right reasons. I mean, I most probably would
have done the same. I wasn’t angry at her
whatsoever, but I was quite wounded. After exactly 7
days of moping around and feeling sorry for myself, I
realized I needed to get up and be the person I
needed to be. Life wasn’t going to stop because I was
going through a crisis. I got up that morning around
10am. I took a shower and got out the best outfit I
could find. I was feeling a lot less pain from the
stitches and they were due to be removed soon, so I
decided it was time for a major change in my life. I
grabbed my car keys and drove to the mall. Yes,
Gemma was kind enough to schedule repairs on my
car. Though they were fully bullet proofed before, the
bullets still managed to get through the wind screen
and hit Tony, so they upgraded that part and ensured
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that the entire car was bullet proofed. I wasn’t too
sure if it was her idea or Thato’s. I just missed his
voice. It would have helped knowing that he was
okay at least. I decided to do a little wardrobe
change, though we were approaching winter season.
I needed to look different and try out different things.
I had my natural hair all my life so a new hairstyle
wouldn’t hurt anyone. After my shopping spree I
went to the salon and found a lovely hair dresser. I
still have no idea why the best ones are gay.
Nombulelo: “Sure.”
Chauke: “Keep the tip, you do seem like you need it.”
What I did know was that the church could have been
a setup for money laundering but someone had to be
his sponsor, right?
I showed her the article and with each word she read
she couldn’t stop gasping in shock. When we showed
it to Grilla, she wasn’t very surprised.
Nkuna: “Sharp.”
Grace: “At what cost? Do you think it’s right what you
did to that girl? Why are you trying to play hero?”
Grace: “Not now, now is not the time. You are playing
with fire and it will get you noticed really quickly.”
Nombulelo: “Wait.”
Nombulelo: “What?”
Grilla: “Bongani.”
She shed probably the last bit of tears she had left
within her body. She was so broken, that I too nearly
cried. The fact that she came to me with money they
borrowed from someone probably even worse than I
was, broke me. So, I slowly returned the money to
her.
Grilla: “It’s not what they want – it’s who they have
come with.”
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
Grilla: “Boss.”
Man: “If I’d known you were this beautiful I’d have
come for you long ago.”
Yep, he was not afraid to blow his own horn – the first
turn-off I noticed about him.
Nombulelo: “Hello.”
The other end of the line went dead quiet for a few
seconds.
Nombulelo: “Hello?”
Voice: “Nombulelo.”
Nombulelo: “I see.”
Nombulelo: “Yeah.”
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Nombulelo: “Hey.”
Mason: “I get it, you’re still hung up over the guy, but
do you ever think you’ll give me a chance to prove
myself to you?”
Mason: “Cool.”
She was quite wise for her age but it was just
something I wasn’t willing to hear. I don’t know, I just
didn’t want anything to do with Thato at that time. I
just wanted him to stay in my past no matter how
painful it was for me.
Millicent: “Goodbye.”