First 3 Chapters of Blood of Hercules

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‭“Fides est periculosa ludum”—trust is a dangerous game.

She didn’t know who was‬

‭hunting her until it was too late.‬

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‭“‬‭At this centuries turn,‬

‭all of Sparta applauds;‬

‭The Federation Falls,‬

‭to the Exposer of Gods.‬‭”‬

‭—Fates‬‭, 2050‬

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‭1. The Great War‬

‭Softly it began.‬

‭The‬‭illustrious‬‭state‬‭of‬‭Sparta—a‬‭hundred‬‭immortal‬‭Spartans‬‭and‬‭Creatures‬‭with‬

‭dark abilities—civilized islands, eons before humanity was born.‬

‭They called these isles: Greece.‬

‭Highly‬ ‭sophisticated,‬ ‭Sparta‬ ‭was‬ ‭an‬ ‭art‬ ‭and‬ ‭agricultural‬ ‭state‬ ‭ruled‬ ‭by‬ ‭an‬

‭oligarchic‬ ‭Federation.‬ ‭Its‬ ‭immortal‬ ‭citizens‬ ‭were‬ ‭content‬ ‭to‬ ‭live‬ ‭quiet,‬ ‭slow‬ ‭lives‬ ‭of‬

‭island luxury. They knew nothing of conflict, greed, or jealousy.‬

‭All was peaceful.‬

‭Then, humans arrived.‬

‭Humanity‬ ‭was‬ ‭in‬ ‭immediate‬‭awe‬‭of‬‭the‬‭immortal‬‭people,‬‭who‬‭looked‬‭like‬‭them,‬

‭but were better in every way.‬

‭Thus, the citizens of Sparta learned about power.‬

‭They became humanities Gods.‬

‭Sparta‬‭taught‬‭humanity‬‭art,‬‭agriculture,‬‭and‬‭governance,‬‭and‬‭humans‬‭worshiped‬

‭them.‬

‭A symbiotic relationship was born.‬

‭Centuries‬‭later,‬‭Spartans‬‭and‬‭Creatures‬‭migrated‬‭with‬‭the‬‭humans‬‭to‬‭modern‬‭day‬

‭Italy, still enjoying the wealth and status of godhood.‬

‭The Roman empire was born.‬

‭But the affairs of man were not to be taken lightly.‬

‭The‬ ‭mortal‬ ‭population‬ ‭exploded‬ ‭in‬ ‭size‬ ‭as‬ ‭conflict‬ ‭escalated‬ ‭between‬ ‭rival‬

‭humans‬‭from‬‭the‬‭North.‬‭In‬‭contrast,‬‭Sparta‬‭struggled‬‭with‬‭fertility—its‬‭numbers‬‭stayed‬

‭around one hundred.‬

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‭Then, the power shifted.‬

‭Humans‬ ‭discovered‬ ‭that‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭weren’t‬ ‭completely‬ ‭immune‬ ‭to‬ ‭death—they‬

‭could‬ ‭be‬ ‭chopped‬ ‭into‬ ‭tiny‬ ‭pieces‬ ‭and‬ ‭scattered,‬ ‭or‬ ‭starved‬ ‭and‬ ‭tortured‬ ‭into‬ ‭comas,‬

‭from which they never recovered.‬

‭Humans increasingly became more violent.‬

‭The Federation grew wary.‬

‭Then‬ ‭one‬ ‭day—humanity‬ ‭fully‬ ‭turned‬ ‭on‬ ‭their‬ ‭gods—Emperors‬ ‭declared‬ ‭war‬

‭against‬ ‭them.‬ ‭The‬ ‭new‬ ‭age‬‭of‬‭human‬‭rulers‬‭wanted‬‭all‬‭the‬‭power,‬‭prestige,‬‭and‬‭wealth‬

‭for themselves.‬

‭But humanity forgot, it was dealing with a race more intelligent than themselves.‬

‭Sparta disappeared.‬

‭Completely.‬

‭Spartans‬ ‭and‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭migrated‬ ‭to‬ ‭Northern‬ ‭Italy,‬ ‭and‬‭went‬‭into‬‭hiding‬‭in‬‭the‬

‭Dolomites. Never to be seen or heard from again.‬

‭Before‬ ‭they‬ ‭left,‬ ‭they‬ ‭destroyed‬ ‭all‬ ‭the‬ ‭advancements‬ ‭they’d‬ ‭shared‬ ‭with‬

‭humans—the library of Alexandria burned.‬

‭Without Sparta’s guidance, Rome fell.‬

‭As‬‭the‬‭centuries‬‭passed,‬‭the‬‭living‬‭gods‬‭who‬‭steered‬‭humanity‬‭towards‬‭greatness‬

‭became nothing but myths.‬

‭Time trudged forward.‬

‭Protected‬ ‭by‬ ‭anonymity,‬ ‭advancing‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭shadows,‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭and‬ ‭Creatures‬

‭amassed unfathomable wealth creating superior technologies.‬

‭But Sparta wasn’t as peaceful as it seemed.‬

‭There were two divisive factions of Spartans:‬

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‭Chthonic Houses.‬

‭Olympic Houses.‬

‭Each‬ ‭House‬ ‭was‬ ‭a‬ ‭separate‬ ‭family‬ ‭bloodline‬‭of‬‭power,‬‭named‬‭after‬‭its‬‭founding‬

‭leader—a Spartan more powerful than the rest.‬

‭The differences between the two groups became more prominent over the years.‬

‭All‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭from‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭had‬ ‭powers‬ ‭that‬ ‭enhanced‬ ‭themselves,‬ ‭e.g.,‬

‭making‬‭themselves‬‭faster‬‭and‬‭stronger.‬‭They‬‭didn’t‬‭hurt‬‭others,‬‭and‬‭instead‬‭focused‬‭on‬

‭self improvement and the sciences.‬

‭Olympics were also the most common Spartans.‬

‭There were fifty different Olympic Houses, with dozens of members.‬

‭Olympics‬ ‭kept‬ ‭their‬ ‭numbers‬‭strong‬‭by‬‭having‬‭children‬‭with‬‭humans,‬‭and‬‭these‬

‭half-humans, half-Spartans were called—Mutts.‬

‭Most‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭of‬ ‭Sparta‬ ‭also‬ ‭sided‬ ‭with‬ ‭the‬ ‭olympics.‬ ‭They‬ ‭forged‬

‭alliances with them, in return for protection against the‬‭other‬‭Spartans.‬

‭The chthonic Houses.‬

‭The Spartans with blood red eyes.‬

‭Chthonics had powers that‬‭only‬‭hurt others, e.g.,‬‭torture, mind control, pain.‬

‭Only‬ ‭four‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭families‬ ‭had‬ ‭ever‬ ‭lived,‬ ‭they‬ ‭called‬ ‭the—the‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭of‬

‭darkness.‬

‭Born‬ ‭at‬ ‭the‬ ‭dawn‬ ‭of‬ ‭Sparta,‬ ‭unlike‬ ‭the‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭that‬ ‭rose‬ ‭and‬ ‭fell,‬ ‭they‬

‭remained the same. Always.‬

‭The infamous four:‬

‭The Houses of Hades, Aphrodite, Artemis, and Ares.‬

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‭Each‬‭only‬‭had‬‭a‬‭handful‬‭of‬‭members,‬‭since‬‭they‬‭rarely‬‭procreated‬‭with‬‭the‬‭weak‬

‭humans who couldn’t handle their powers.‬

‭A‬ ‭few‬ ‭Creatures,‬ ‭those‬ ‭with‬ ‭the‬ ‭darkest‬ ‭of‬ ‭abilities,‬ ‭sided‬ ‭with‬ ‭these‬ ‭chthonic‬

‭Houses.‬

‭Throughout‬ ‭history,‬ ‭the‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭and‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭kept‬ ‭an‬ ‭uneasy‬ ‭truce.‬

‭Peace was maintained by the Federation, which was ruled by olympics.‬

‭But at the turn of the twenty-first century, the peace shattered.‬

‭The Great War started.‬

‭The‬‭four‬‭chthonic‬‭Houses‬‭attacked‬‭the‬‭fifty‬‭olympic‬‭Houses‬‭in‬‭a‬‭bid‬‭to‬‭overthrow‬

‭the Federation and seize power over Sparta.‬

‭While‬‭chthonics‬‭were‬‭vastly‬‭outnumbered—hundreds‬‭of‬‭olympics‬‭fought‬‭against‬

‭twenty-four‬ ‭chthonics—because‬ ‭their‬ ‭abilities‬ ‭were‬ ‭so‬ ‭heinous‬ ‭and‬ ‭powerful,‬ ‭conflict‬

‭raged for decades.‬

‭The‬ ‭weaker‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭fell‬ ‭first‬‭as‬‭chthonics‬‭mercilessly‬‭hunted‬‭them,‬‭and‬

‭scattered their pieces across the globe.‬

‭In‬ ‭2045,‬ ‭there‬ ‭were‬ ‭only‬ ‭eight‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬ ‭strongest‬ ‭and‬ ‭oldest‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭families‬ ‭left‬

‭standing:‬ ‭the‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭of‬ ‭Zeus,‬ ‭Hera,‬ ‭Athena,‬ ‭Hermes,‬ ‭Poseidon,‬ ‭Demeter,‬ ‭Apollo,‬‭and‬

‭Dionysus.‬

‭The‬ ‭war‬ ‭was‬ ‭locked‬ ‭in‬ ‭a‬ ‭stalemate‬ ‭with‬ ‭numbers‬ ‭dwindling‬ ‭on‬ ‭all‬ ‭sides‬ ‭and‬

‭Sparta was at risk of collapse.‬

‭The‬ ‭four‬ ‭overpowered‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭house‬ ‭leaders‬ ‭remained,‬ ‭but‬ ‭all‬ ‭twenty‬ ‭of‬ ‭their‬

‭chthonic children had been captured and chopped into pieces.‬

‭If‬‭the‬‭war‬‭continued,‬‭there‬‭would‬‭be‬‭nothing‬‭left‬‭to‬‭rule,‬‭so‬‭the‬‭two‬‭sides‬‭signed‬‭a‬

‭cease-fire.‬

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‭Peace was re-established.‬

‭Barely.‬

‭A‬ ‭few‬ ‭years‬ ‭later‬ ‭in‬ ‭2050,‬ ‭Titans—immortal‬ ‭monstrous‬ ‭creatures—inexplicably‬

‭appeared on earth and started slaughtering humans.‬

‭The Federation saw an opportunity to re-introduce themselves to humanity.‬

‭The gods rose again.‬

‭They also seized the chance to punish chthonics.‬

‭As‬‭reparations‬‭for‬‭the‬‭war‬‭and‬‭its‬‭crimes,‬‭the‬‭Federation‬‭ruled‬‭that‬‭all‬‭remaining‬

‭chthonics—and‬ ‭any‬ ‭sons‬ ‭they‬ ‭bore,‬ ‭as‬ ‭well‬ ‭as‬ ‭the‬ ‭dark‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭who‬ ‭sided‬ ‭with‬

‭them—were in charge of handling earth's Titan problem.‬

‭They called this new organization: the Assembly of Death.‬

‭But that wasn’t all.‬

‭The‬ ‭chthonics‬ ‭and‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭were‬ ‭also‬ ‭forced‬ ‭to‬ ‭hunt‬ ‭Titans,‬ ‭and‬ ‭each‬ ‭other‬

‭across‬ ‭the‬ ‭globe,‬ ‭in‬ ‭a‬ ‭disturbed‬ ‭broadcasted‬ ‭competition‬ ‭known‬ ‭as‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartan‬

‭Gladiator Games.‬

‭The‬ ‭SGGs‬ ‭quickly‬ ‭became‬ ‭the‬ ‭most‬ ‭violent‬ ‭contest‬ ‭to‬ ‭ever‬ ‭grace‬‭the‬‭face‬‭of‬‭the‬

‭earth.‬

‭It ushered in a new era of brutality.‬

‭Nearly‬‭half‬‭a‬‭century‬‭later,‬‭Titans‬‭still‬‭roamed‬‭the‬‭earth,‬‭chthonics‬‭were‬‭starting‬

‭to rebuild their numbers, and olympics were increasingly bearing less powerful children.‬

‭Once‬‭again,‬‭the‬‭Federation‬‭struggled‬‭to‬‭retain‬‭its‬‭power,‬‭and‬‭the‬‭tides‬‭of‬‭History‬

‭pointed towards war.‬

‭Sparta was more fractured than ever.‬

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‭To‬ ‭address‬ ‭the‬ ‭growing‬ ‭divide,‬ ‭the‬ ‭Federation‬ ‭enacted‬‭a‬‭controversial‬‭marriage‬

‭law.‬

‭Chthonics immediately sought to undermine it.‬

‭That is where our story begins.‬

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‭2. Monster Friends‬

‭Year 2090‬

‭“‬‭Who are you‬‭?” a female voice whispered in my ear.‬

‭I sat up with a start and blinked groggily.‬

‭Grasses‬ ‭and‬ ‭pink‬ ‭summer‬ ‭flowers‬ ‭rustled‬ ‭as‬ ‭a‬ ‭warm‬ ‭breeze‬ ‭blew‬ ‭through‬ ‭the‬

‭emerald field I was napping in.‬

‭Rural‬ ‭Montana‬ ‭was‬ ‭a‬ ‭quiet,‬ ‭eerie‬ ‭place—located‬ ‭two-hundred‬ ‭miles‬ ‭North‬ ‭of‬

‭Helena’s city lights—we might as well have been in a different world.‬

‭The power grid barely sustained our crumbling town.‬

‭Patched‬ ‭metal‬ ‭glinted‬‭through‬‭the‬‭tree‬‭line.‬‭The‬‭decrepit‬‭trailer‬‭park‬‭was‬‭barely‬

‭standing.‬

‭But‬‭then‬‭again,‬‭by‬‭any‬‭standard‬‭of‬‭civilization,‬‭most‬‭everything‬‭in‬‭the‬‭world‬‭was‬

‭in ruin.‬

‭The‬‭monsters‬‭had‬‭arrived‬‭in‬‭the‬‭year‬‭2050‬‭and‬‭the‬‭world‬‭had‬‭crumbled.‬‭Kids‬‭at‬

‭school called it apocalyptic core.‬

‭I called it hell.‬

‭Humanities harbingers of doom—Titans—were brutally efficient.‬

‭No‬ ‭one‬ ‭knew‬ ‭where‬ ‭the‬ ‭humanesque‬ ‭immortals‬ ‭with‬ ‭razor‬ ‭sharp‬ ‭teeth,‬ ‭long‬

‭claws,‬‭and‬‭super-speed,‬‭came‬‭from.‬‭All‬‭we‬‭knew‬‭was‬‭that‬‭they‬‭had‬‭black‬‭veins,‬‭mutated‬

‭features, and one unique personality quirk: they tore humans apart for fun.‬

‭It was their‬‭thing‬‭.‬

‭Which‬ ‭was‬ ‭unfortunate,‬ ‭if‬ ‭you‬ ‭wanted‬ ‭to‬ ‭live‬ ‭(I‬ ‭didn’t,‬ ‭maybe‬‭,‬ ‭I‬ ‭had‬ ‭yet‬ ‭to‬

‭decide).‬

‭Father John said the Titans appeared to “teach humanity a lesson.”‬

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‭Since‬ ‭humans‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭do‬ ‭anything‬ ‭but‬ ‭perish‬ ‭dramatically‬ ‭and‬ ‭gruesomely‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬

‭strange lesson. But then again, these were strange times.‬

‭At‬‭the‬‭end‬‭of‬‭the‬‭day,‬‭it‬‭was‬‭the‬‭godlike‬‭beings‬‭who‬‭emerged‬‭and‬‭saved‬‭humanity‬

‭(unfortunately).‬

‭The gods of this new age: Spartans.‬

‭Powerful,‬ ‭disturbingly‬ ‭attractive‬ ‭people‬ ‭with‬ ‭abilities,‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭came‬ ‭into‬

‭immortality at the age of twenty, and emerged from hiding just in time to rescue us all.‬

‭When‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭revealed‬ ‭themselves‬ ‭to‬ ‭humans,‬ ‭dozens‬ ‭of‬ ‭Creatures,‬ ‭other‬

‭immortal races with powers, also stepped forward.‬

‭I‬‭missed‬‭the‬‭time‬‭when‬‭humans‬‭were‬‭the‬‭only‬‭monsters;‬‭I‬‭was‬‭melancholic‬‭for‬‭a‬

‭world I’d never even known.‬

‭“‬‭Can you hear me‬‭?” the unknown voice asked louder.‬

‭I‬ ‭whipped‬ ‭my‬ ‭head‬ ‭around‬ ‭and‬ ‭searched‬ ‭for‬‭the‬‭speaker,‬‭groaning‬‭as‬‭the‬‭quick‬

‭movement made my wrists throb.‬

‭There‬ ‭was‬ ‭nothing‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭field.‬ ‭The‬ ‭only‬ ‭thing‬ ‭present‬‭was‬‭the‬‭unbearable‬‭pain‬

‭radiating through my limbs.‬

‭Think positive thoughts. What would Emmy Noether do‬‭?‬

‭Sadly,‬ ‭I‬ ‭was‬ ‭not‬ ‭sure‬ ‭what‬ ‭my‬ ‭hero—the‬ ‭female‬ ‭mathematician‬‭widely‬‭credited‬

‭with creating abstract algebra—would do in my situation.‬

‭Foster‬‭father‬‭and‬‭mother‬‭were‬‭making‬‭their‬‭“special‬‭drink”‬‭in‬‭their‬‭bathtub‬‭again‬

‭to‬ ‭deal‬ ‭with‬ ‭hunger—a‬ ‭combination‬ ‭of‬ ‭cleaning‬ ‭supplies,‬ ‭water,‬ ‭and‬ ‭the‬ ‭moldy‬ ‭bread‬

‭yeast‬ ‭they‬ ‭handed‬ ‭out‬ ‭for‬ ‭free‬ ‭at‬ ‭the‬ ‭food‬ ‭bank—and‬ ‭their‬ ‭behavior‬ ‭had‬ ‭become‬

‭increasingly erratic.‬

‭Starvation (and poison) turned humans into beasts.‬

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‭Point‬ ‭in‬ ‭case,‬ ‭last‬ ‭week‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭looked‬ ‭“wrongly”‬‭at‬‭father,‬‭so‬‭he’d‬‭acted‬‭completely‬

‭rationally and tied me up with rough rope, then he’d left me outside for days.‬

‭Punishment for being a “lazy, good for nothing, spoiled ten year old bitch.”‬

‭Are adults okay?‬

‭Is anyone okay these days?‬

‭I groaned aloud with misery.‬

‭The harsh rope had left raised red welts across both of my aching wrists.‬

‭This‬ ‭morning‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭gotten‬ ‭tired‬ ‭of‬ ‭being‬ ‭chained‬ ‭like‬ ‭a‬ ‭dog,‬‭and‬‭had‬‭hit‬‭my‬‭arms‬

‭down against a rock while pulling until I’d gotten free.‬

‭Both wrists were definitely fractured.‬

‭At least you’ve escaped‬‭.‬

‭The‬ ‭good‬ ‭news:‬ ‭father‬ ‭was‬ ‭so‬‭stupid,‬‭he‬‭probably‬‭wouldn’t‬‭even‬‭remember‬‭that‬

‭he’d tied me up.‬

‭The bad news: he needed medication (death), but he couldn’t afford it.‬

‭He‬ ‭should‬ ‭probably‬ ‭get‬ ‭on‬ ‭a‬ ‭waiting‬ ‭list‬ ‭for‬ ‭fancy‬‭Spartan‬‭Federation‬‭drugs,‬‭or‬

‭someone‬ ‭should‬ ‭take‬ ‭care‬ ‭of‬ ‭his‬ ‭mental‬ ‭health‬ ‭the‬ ‭common‬ ‭human‬‭folk‬‭way—hit‬‭him‬

‭over‬ ‭the‬ ‭head‬ ‭with‬ ‭a‬ ‭shovel‬ ‭(that’s‬ ‭what‬ ‭they‬ ‭did‬ ‭to‬ ‭neighbor‬‭Paul,‬‭they‬‭whacked‬‭him‬

‭when he wasn’t looking).‬

‭Mental‬ ‭health‬ ‭resources‬ ‭were‬‭expensive‬‭and‬‭hard‬‭to‬‭come‬‭by‬‭in‬‭these‬‭desperate‬

‭times, but shovels, they were accessible.‬

‭Unfortunately, he wasn’t the only one who needed a whack.‬

‭Foster‬ ‭mother‬ ‭was‬ ‭no‬ ‭better,‬ ‭and‬ ‭I‬ ‭had‬ ‭suspicions‬ ‭that‬ ‭she‬ ‭was‬ ‭the‬ ‭devil‬

‭incarnate.‬

‭Which was a real shame.‬

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‭For me.‬

‭“‬‭You can, can’t you . . . what—are you‬‭?” the voice‬‭said next to my ear.‬

‭I‬ ‭squinted‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭looked‬ ‭around,‬ ‭but‬ ‭nothing‬ ‭was‬ ‭out‬ ‭of‬ ‭place.‬ ‭There‬ ‭was‬ ‭no‬ ‭one‬

‭else in the meadow.‬

‭I was all alone.‬

‭Barbed‬ ‭wire‬ ‭fence‬ ‭glinted‬ ‭off‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬ ‭distant‬ ‭treeline‬ ‭that‬ ‭surrounded‬ ‭the‬ ‭trailer‬

‭park‬ ‭and‬ ‭a‬ ‭tattered‬ ‭white‬ ‭flag‬ ‭hung‬ ‭off‬ ‭a‬ ‭branch‬ ‭displaying‬ ‭the‬ ‭crest‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬ ‭House‬ ‭of‬

‭Hades—a horrifying skeleton dog with burning crimson eyes.‬

‭It was a hellhound.‬

‭Below‬‭the‬‭flag‬‭a‬‭sign‬‭warned‬‭in‬‭blood‬‭red‬‭letters,‬‭Spartan‬‭Federation‬‭Militarized‬

‭Protected Zone, Titans Beware‬‭.‬

‭I glared with disgust at the grotesque skeletal beast.‬

‭It glared back.‬

‭The‬ ‭symbol‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬ ‭House‬ ‭of‬ ‭Hades‬ ‭was‬ ‭the‬‭creepiest‬‭of‬‭Spartan‬‭insignia,‬‭but‬‭in‬

‭truth, I hated‬‭all‬‭the Houses.‬

‭They‬ ‭just‬ ‭had‬‭to‬‭step‬‭in‬‭and‬‭“save‬‭us”‬‭(doomed‬‭us‬‭all‬‭to‬‭living‬‭in‬‭starvation‬‭and‬

‭constant fear).‬

‭They should have just let the Titans kill us, it would have been more humane.‬

‭Instead,‬‭Spartans‬‭provided‬‭“guidance”‬‭to‬‭all‬‭vestiges‬‭of‬‭human‬‭governments‬‭that‬

‭had barely survived the Titan attacks.‬

‭Aka, Spartans ruled the earth.‬

‭Twelve‬‭Spartan‬‭families,‬‭dozens‬‭of‬‭dangerous‬‭Creatures,‬‭and‬‭one‬‭state‬‭of‬‭Sparta,‬

‭led by the Federation.‬

‭Eight olympic Houses.‬

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‭Four chthonic Houses.‬

‭The‬ ‭olympic‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭were‬ ‭the‬ ‭good‬ ‭guys,‬ ‭in‬‭the‬‭sense‬‭that‬‭some‬‭monsters‬‭were‬

‭kinder than others. Allegedly.‬

‭The chthonic Spartans were pure evil.‬

‭Point‬ ‭in‬ ‭case—a‬ ‭film‬ ‭of‬ ‭blood‬ ‭covered‬ ‭the‬ ‭whites‬ ‭of‬ ‭their‬ ‭eyes‬ ‭when‬ ‭they‬ ‭used‬

‭their powers—and sometimes, it glowed.‬

‭The bright eyes of the devil‬‭.‬

‭If‬‭you‬‭were‬‭unlucky‬‭enough‬‭to‬‭happen‬‭upon‬‭one‬‭of‬‭them,‬‭you‬‭shot‬‭them‬‭on‬‭sight,‬

‭then prayed to god to have mercy on your doomed soul.‬

‭Cthonics‬ ‭were‬ ‭mass‬ ‭murderers,‬ ‭everyone‬‭knew‬‭that‬‭they’d‬‭attacked‬‭olympics‬‭in‬

‭the infamous Great War. It was widely taught in schools.‬

‭A coup-d'etat, just monsters doing monstrous things.‬

‭Just Spartans chopping each other up into tiny pieces.‬

‭I‬‭stared‬‭up‬‭at‬‭the‬‭sun‬‭and‬‭laughed‬‭weakly,‬‭the‬‭entire‬‭process‬‭was‬‭hilarious‬‭if‬‭you‬

‭thought about it. That is, if you found gruesome dismemberment humorous.‬

‭I did (pain was making me lose my mind).‬

‭Breathing‬ ‭roughly‬ ‭through‬ ‭my‬ ‭teeth,‬ ‭I‬ ‭tried‬ ‭to‬ ‭focus‬ ‭on‬ ‭anything‬ ‭but‬ ‭the‬

‭throbbing pain radiating up my forearms.‬

‭It didn’t work.‬

‭The hellhound whipped back and forth faster as my will to live steadily declined.‬

‭The age of gods and monsters sucks‬‭.‬

‭The‬ ‭Assembly‬ ‭of‬ ‭Death‬ ‭ruled‬ ‭and‬ ‭their‬ ‭symbols‬‭(creepy‬‭hellhound‬‭flags‬‭that‬‭no‬

‭one‬‭asked‬‭for)‬‭were‬‭strung‬‭across‬‭the‬‭protected‬‭zones,‬‭a‬‭warning‬‭to‬‭Titans‬‭and‬‭humans‬

‭alike that even amongst monstrosities, there were Goliaths.‬

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‭Earth was crawling with savages.‬

‭Yay.‬

‭Not.‬

‭The‬ ‭worst‬ ‭beasts‬ ‭of‬ ‭all—starving‬ ‭middle-aged‬ ‭humans‬ ‭with‬ ‭receding‬ ‭hairlines,‬

‭vulgar vocabularies, and a penchant for drinking bleach to cope.‬

‭Who can really blame them‬‭?‬

‭I could.‬

‭A wave of dizziness hit.‬

‭I‬‭laid‬‭down‬‭in‬‭the‬‭lush‬‭grass,‬‭gingerly‬‭supporting‬‭my‬‭ruined‬‭wrists‬‭as‬‭a‬‭prickling‬

‭sensation‬‭burned‬‭the‬‭back‬‭of‬‭my‬‭neck,‬‭like‬‭I‬‭was‬‭being‬‭watched.‬‭I‬‭ignored‬‭it‬‭and‬‭focused‬

‭on calming my racing heart.‬

‭Sleep would be nice.‬

‭So would death.‬

‭For‬ ‭now,‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭settle‬ ‭for‬ ‭re-reading‬ ‭the‬ ‭public‬ ‭library's‬ ‭autobiography‬ ‭of‬ ‭Emmy‬

‭Noether for the hundredth time.‬

‭Who didn’t love abstract algebra?‬

‭I‬ ‭hadn’t‬ ‭yet‬ ‭progressed‬ ‭to‬ ‭studying‬ ‭it,‬ ‭but‬ ‭reading‬ ‭about‬ ‭the‬ ‭theory‬ ‭was‬ ‭like‬ ‭a‬

‭gentle hug.‬

‭At least, I assumed that's what an embrace would feel like.‬

‭I’d never been hugged.‬

‭Not yet.‬

‭I’m‬ ‭sure‬ ‭it‬ ‭would‬ ‭happen‬ ‭for‬ ‭me‬ ‭one‬ ‭day.‬ ‭Or‬ ‭maybe‬ ‭not,‬ ‭considering‬ ‭that‬ ‭I‬

‭loathed‬‭being touched.‬

‭It was probably for the best.‬

‭15‬
‭“‬‭You‬ ‭smell‬ ‭familiar‬‭,”‬ ‭the‬ ‭bizarre‬ ‭voice‬ ‭whispered‬ ‭louder.‬ ‭“‬‭I‬ ‭wonder‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬‭.‬‭what’s‬

‭your name, kid?‬‭”‬

‭I‬‭sat‬‭up‬‭with‬‭a‬‭gasp‬‭and‬‭sniffed‬‭my‬‭armpit,‬‭but‬‭I'd‬‭used‬‭the‬‭cold‬‭garden‬‭hose‬‭this‬

‭morning so all I smelled was sun and grass.‬

‭“Who’s‬‭th-there?”‬‭I‬‭looked‬‭around‬‭warily,‬‭then‬‭hummed‬‭in‬‭the‬‭back‬‭of‬‭my‬‭throat,‬

‭a self-soothing action I always did in times of stress.‬

‭Silence.‬

‭Are they waiting for me to give my name‬‭?‬

‭“I’m‬‭A-Alexis‬‭H-Hert,”‬‭I‬‭said‬‭tentatively,‬‭wishing‬‭I‬‭didn’t‬‭stutter‬‭so‬‭much‬‭when‬‭I‬

‭got nervous. The raised scar on my sternum prickled, the one I’d had since I was a baby.‬

‭“You‬ ‭can‬ ‭understand‬ ‭me,‬ ‭human?‬ ‭You‬ ‭can‬ ‭speak‬ ‭to‬ ‭me?”‬‭The‬‭voice‬‭was‬‭louder‬

‭and I jumped. “Also, what a‬‭strange‬‭last name.”‬

‭Great, just like everyone at school, even an invisible voice bullies me‬‭.‬

‭“Yeah?”‬ ‭I‬‭asked,‬‭cradling‬‭my‬‭throbbing‬‭hands.‬‭“Who‬‭are‬‭you‬‭.‬‭.‬‭.‬‭why‬‭can’t‬‭I‬‭see‬

‭you?”‬

‭“My‬‭name‬‭is‬‭Nyx,‬‭and‬‭I’m‬‭invisible,”‬‭the‬‭voice‬‭said.‬‭“Why‬‭is‬‭your‬‭name‬‭so‬‭idiotic‬‭,‬

‭girl? It sounds like a made-up name.”‬

‭I looked around wildly, but didn’t see anything.‬

‭“The‬ ‭state‬ ‭shortened‬ ‭the‬ ‭weird‬ ‭label‬ ‭on‬ ‭the‬ ‭baby‬ ‭clothes‬‭that‬‭I‬‭was‬‭found‬‭in,”‬‭I‬

‭answered the voice named Nyx. “Also p-people aren’t invisible—”‬

‭“Humans‬ ‭are‬ ‭so‬ ‭close‬ ‭minded,‬ ‭plenty‬ ‭of‬ ‭creatures‬ ‭are‬ ‭invisible,‬ ‭you‬ ‭idiotic‬

‭youth,” Nyx hissed. “Open up your mind.”‬

‭My mind is open.‬

‭To death, and advanced mathematical theories‬‭.‬

‭16‬
‭Sweaty‬ ‭gold‬ ‭curls‬ ‭stuck‬ ‭to‬ ‭my‬ ‭neck‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭looked‬ ‭around‬ ‭warily.‬ ‭“I’m‬ ‭n-not‬ ‭an‬

‭idiot.”‬

‭People‬‭always‬‭assumed‬‭I‬‭was‬‭stupid‬‭because‬‭of‬‭my‬‭stutter.‬‭I‬‭hated‬‭it.‬‭It‬‭was‬‭why‬‭I‬

‭kept to myself and tried not to talk as much as possible.‬

‭“Yes, you are,” Nyx said immediately like she knew me.‬

‭I‬ ‭frowned‬ ‭and‬ ‭raised‬ ‭my‬ ‭voice.‬ ‭“I’m‬ ‭advanced‬ ‭for‬ ‭my‬ ‭age—I’m‬ ‭going‬ ‭to‬ ‭be‬ ‭a‬

‭m-mathematician‬ ‭like‬ ‭Emmy‬ ‭Noether‬ ‭and‬ ‭Carl‬ ‭Gauss‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭or‬ ‭maybe‬‭a‬‭doctor,‬‭so‬‭I‬‭can‬

‭help people.”‬

‭Nyx made a chuffing noise that sounded suspiciously like a laugh.‬

‭If Emmy was my hero, then Carl was my secret crush.‬

‭What‬ ‭can‬ ‭I‬ ‭say,‬ ‭I‬ ‭found‬ ‭a‬ ‭brilliant‬ ‭eighteenth‬ ‭century‬ ‭German‬

‭scholar—nicknamed the literal‬‭Prince‬‭of mathematicians—sexy.‬‭Arrest me‬‭.‬

‭They didn’t arrest people anymore, since the only crime prosecuted was murder.‬

‭I’d read about it though.‬

‭A‬ ‭citizen's‬ ‭arrest‬ ‭would‬ ‭be‬ ‭cool—randomly‬ ‭attacking‬ ‭someone‬ ‭because‬ ‭you‬ ‭saw‬

‭them doing something wrong.‬

‭I giggled as I tried to imagine it.‬

‭“A doctor? That’s lame,” Nyx said snootily, and a part of me agreed.‬

‭I‬‭should‬‭have wanted to be a doctor, since they were‬‭the good guys—but I didn’t.‬

‭I‬ ‭wanted‬ ‭to‬ ‭solve‬ ‭math‬ ‭equations‬ ‭by‬ ‭myself‬ ‭in‬ ‭a‬ ‭darkly‬ ‭lit‬ ‭room‬ ‭with‬ ‭classical‬

‭music playing on a radio, and an endless supply of food stocked in my desk.‬

‭That was the dream.‬

‭I sighed.‬

‭It wasn’t good to have dreams these days.‬

‭17‬
‭“How‬‭old‬‭are‬‭you,‬‭twelve‬‭years‬‭old?”‬‭Nyx‬‭asked.‬‭“It’s‬‭so‬‭hard‬‭to‬‭tell‬‭with‬‭humans,‬

‭you all die so quickly. It’s‬‭so‬‭awkward.”‬

‭“Ten,” I whispered.‬

‭I‬ ‭was‬ ‭tall‬ ‭for‬ ‭my‬ ‭age‬ ‭and‬ ‭was‬ ‭already‬ ‭in‬ ‭tenth‬ ‭grade‬ ‭with‬ ‭fifteen-year-olds.‬ ‭I‬

‭wanted‬‭to‬‭warn‬‭the‬‭voice‬‭that‬‭I’d‬‭already‬‭begun‬‭to‬‭master‬‭calculus,‬‭but‬‭it‬‭was‬‭too‬‭many‬

‭words and I didn’t want to get laughed at for stuttering.‬

‭“You’re very young,” Nyx said. “Why are your wrists bloody?”‬

‭The air left my lungs.‬

‭I‬‭deflated‬‭and‬‭ducked‬‭my‬‭head‬‭so‬‭curls‬‭covered‬‭my‬‭face.‬‭“My‬‭foster‬‭p-parents‬‭are‬

‭trying to kill me.”‬

‭A‬ ‭fresh‬ ‭cigarette‬ ‭mark‬ ‭stung‬ ‭my‬ ‭stomach.‬ ‭Burns‬ ‭were‬ ‭my‬ ‭least‬ ‭favorite‬

‭punishment because they always hurt worse the next day.‬

‭“What do you mean?” Nyx hissed like I’d said something confusing.‬

‭I‬ ‭gently‬ ‭picked‬ ‭a‬ ‭flower–wincing‬ ‭as‬ ‭the‬ ‭movement‬ ‭hurt.‬ ‭“They‬ ‭say‬ ‭I‬ ‭stutter‬ ‭to‬

‭mock them. Also, they’re starving and bemoan that they have to feed me too.”‬

‭Nyx scoffed, “It doesn’t look like they feed you at all.”‬

‭A petal crumpled.‬

‭It blew away in the wind.‬

‭“Sometimes‬ ‭they‬ ‭do,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭whispered.‬ ‭“But‬ ‭at‬ ‭this‬ ‭r-rate,‬ ‭I‬ ‭won’t‬ ‭live‬ ‭to‬ ‭take‬ ‭the‬

‭Spartan merit test.‬

‭Every‬ ‭nineteen-year-old‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭world‬ ‭took‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartan‬ ‭test‬ ‭to‬ ‭determine‬‭if‬‭they‬

‭could‬‭attend‬‭one‬‭of‬‭the‬‭three‬‭Spartan-run‬‭higher-education‬‭universities‬‭that‬‭were‬‭left‬‭in‬

‭the‬‭world.‬‭Naturally,‬‭acing‬‭the‬‭test‬‭and‬‭becoming‬‭a‬‭famous‬‭reclusive‬‭mathematician‬‭was‬

‭my dream—one I’d most likely never experience.‬

‭18‬
‭A lone cicada screamed.‬

‭“Kid,‬ ‭do‬ ‭you‬ ‭really‬ ‭think‬ ‭your‬ ‭kin‬ ‭will‬ ‭kill‬ ‭you?”‬ ‭Nyx’s‬ ‭voice‬ ‭had‬ ‭a‬ ‭strange‬

‭inflection.‬

‭“We’re not related,” I corrected. “And yes.”‬

‭“I‬‭hate‬‭humans,” Nyx said.‬

‭I frowned. “That's not nice.”‬

‭“You’re‬ ‭a‬ ‭strange‬ ‭human,”‬ ‭Nyx’s‬ ‭voice‬ ‭sounded‬ ‭closer,‬ ‭like‬ ‭she‬ ‭was‬ ‭extremely‬

‭close.‬ ‭“You‬‭speak‬‭of‬‭death—but‬‭you‬‭don’t‬‭smell‬‭of‬‭fear—there‬‭is‬‭something‬‭wrong‬‭with‬

‭you.”‬

‭I looked around but the field was still empty.‬

‭“There probably is.”‬

‭Nyx hissed. “Your attitude is unsettling.”‬

‭I shrugged.‬

‭All‬ ‭that‬ ‭mattered‬ ‭in‬ ‭life‬ ‭was‬ ‭numbers‬ ‭and‬ ‭music.‬ ‭People‬ ‭were‬ ‭equations‬ ‭that‬

‭didn’t add up—they simply didn’t make sense.‬

‭“I’ve‬ ‭met‬ ‭immortal‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭who’ve‬ ‭feared‬ ‭death‬ ‭more‬ ‭than‬ ‭you‬ ‭do,”‬ ‭Nyx‬

‭sounded offended.‬

‭Goosebumps‬ ‭pebbled‬ ‭my‬ ‭skin‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭thought‬ ‭about‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭who‬ ‭walked‬ ‭the‬

‭same earth I was sitting on, untouchable, strong, psychotic.‬

‭Yet, I was helpless against my parents and starving. How different our lives were.‬

‭Well, at least the the psychosis was a universal experience.‬

‭Dark times and all.‬

‭“Are you just in my head?” I blurted.‬

‭“No,” Nyx said.‬

‭19‬
‭“Liar.”‬ ‭My‬ ‭stomach‬ ‭rumbled‬ ‭loudly‬ ‭so‬ ‭I‬ ‭gingerly‬ ‭picked‬ ‭a‬ ‭piece‬ ‭of‬ ‭grass‬ ‭and‬

‭chewed on the end, pretending it was food. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d eaten.‬

‭Hunger was making me delusional.‬

‭It did that a lot to people in the trailer park.‬

‭“Of‬ ‭course‬ ‭you‬ ‭don’t‬ ‭believe‬ ‭me—you’re‬ ‭a‬ ‭stupid‬ ‭human‬ ‭child,”‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭said‬ ‭with‬

‭annoyance.‬

‭“Sure,” I harrumphed.‬

‭“I‬‭do‬‭exist.”‬

‭I‬ ‭chewed‬ ‭harder‬ ‭on‬ ‭the‬ ‭grass.‬ ‭“And‬ ‭th-the‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭Houses‬ ‭aren’t‬ ‭evil,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭said‬

‭sarcastically.‬

‭Nyx‬ ‭made‬ ‭another‬ ‭strange‬ ‭clicking‬ ‭noise.‬ ‭“You‬ ‭speak‬ ‭of‬ ‭matters‬ ‭you‬ ‭don’t‬

‭understand, idiot child.”‬

‭I looked up at the bright sun. “I know evil when I see it.”‬

‭“Do‬‭you‬‭really‬‭.‬‭.‬‭.‬‭or‬‭do‬‭you‬‭just‬‭think‬‭that‬‭you‬‭do?‬‭I‬‭bet‬‭you’d‬‭have‬‭no‬‭idea‬‭if‬‭you‬

‭were around it for real.”‬

‭“No, I‬‭know‬‭it,” I said, eyes burning as I stared‬‭directly into the glow.‬

‭“I can prove that I exist,” Nyx said.‬

‭The‬ ‭sun‬ ‭was‬ ‭suddenly‬ ‭obstructed‬ ‭by‬ ‭a‬ ‭dark‬ ‭object—it‬ ‭hovered‬ ‭inches‬ ‭from‬ ‭my‬

‭face.‬

‭Light slowly focused.‬

‭The grass dropped from my mouth.‬

‭Split‬‭pupils‬‭were‬‭stark‬‭against‬‭neon‬‭purple‬‭and‬‭a‬‭slippery‬‭forked‬‭tongue‬‭dragged‬

‭across my cheek.‬

‭“I told you‬‭I was real,” Nyx hissed.‬

‭20‬
‭A‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭a‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭colossal‬ ‭snake—as‬ ‭long‬ ‭as‬ ‭one‬ ‭of‬ ‭my‬‭legs,‬‭with‬‭twin‬‭fangs‬‭gleaning‬

‭razor sharp and purple eyes—hovered inches in the air in front of me.‬

‭She looked dangerous.‬

‭Predatory.‬

‭“‬‭What are you‬‭?” I whispered.‬

‭Her‬ ‭black‬ ‭shiny‬‭head‬‭swayed‬‭back‬‭and‬‭forth‬‭on‬‭the‬‭summer‬‭breeze‬‭like‬‭she‬‭was‬

‭trying‬‭to‬‭hypnotize‬‭me.‬‭“I’m‬‭an‬‭echidna,‬‭an‬‭ancient‬‭race‬‭of‬‭invisible‬‭snake‬‭creatures.‬‭Of‬

‭course you wouldn’t know—humans know nothing of the ways of beasts.”‬

‭I swallowed thickly. “Are you venomous?”‬

‭Razor‬‭sharp‬‭fangs‬‭flashed‬‭as‬‭the‬‭snake‬‭head‬‭nodded‬‭up‬‭and‬‭down.‬‭“Extremely‬‭so.‬

‭Just a graze from one of my fangs would kill you in seconds.‬

‭I forgot how to breathe.‬

‭“‬‭Wicked‬‭,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭said‬ ‭with‬ ‭awe.‬ ‭“Want‬ ‭to‬ ‭be‬ ‭friends?”‬‭Excitement‬‭bubbled,‬‭I’d‬‭never‬

‭had such a dangerous friend before.‬

‭Purple eyes glowed.‬

‭Black scales glimmered in the sun like a shadow come to life.‬

‭“Fine,”‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭hissed‬ ‭her‬ ‭jaw‬ ‭opening‬ ‭as‬ ‭she‬ ‭spoke,‬ ‭“but‬ ‭only‬ ‭because‬ ‭your‬ ‭life‬

‭seems miserable, and I’ve been misplaced in this barbaric land with no one to speak to.”‬

‭“Cool,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭whispered‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭reached‬ ‭out‬ ‭and‬ ‭patted‬‭her‬‭head,‬‭the‬‭shiny‬‭scales‬‭were‬

‭warm. I shivered at the unique smooth texture.‬

‭Nyx‬ ‭snapped‬ ‭the‬ ‭air‬ ‭with‬ ‭a‬ ‭click.‬ ‭“‬‭Never‬ ‭touch‬ ‭me‬ ‭like‬ ‭that‬ ‭or‬ ‭I’ll‬ ‭bite‬ ‭you‬ ‭to‬

‭death‬ ‭girl—I’m‬ ‭not‬ ‭a‬ ‭common‬ ‭dog.”‬ ‭She‬ ‭sniffed‬ ‭haughtily.‬ ‭“This‬ ‭is‬ ‭only‬ ‭a‬ ‭temporary‬

‭arrangement.”‬

‭We were definitely going to be best friends.‬

‭21‬
‭“Sounds good.” I got to my feet. “Want to race?”‬

‭“No, I do not want to‬‭race‬‭? Why would you even ask‬‭such a—”‬

‭“Losers‬ ‭finish‬ ‭last!”‬ ‭I‬ ‭called‬ ‭over‬ ‭my‬ ‭shoulder‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭sprinted‬ ‭through‬ ‭the‬ ‭field‬

‭humming. Talking to her felt easier now that I knew she was an animal.‬

‭She was safe.‬

‭Not like other people‬‭.‬

‭Pretending‬ ‭to‬ ‭run‬ ‭away‬ ‭and‬ ‭live‬ ‭with‬‭the‬‭forest‬‭animals‬‭alone‬‭in‬‭the‬‭mountains‬

‭was my favorite game.‬

‭Nyx‬‭raised‬‭up‬‭to‬‭an‬‭impressive‬‭height‬‭and‬‭hissed‬‭loudly,‬‭“I’m‬‭going‬‭to‬‭catch‬‭you‬

‭and‬‭eat you‬‭kid.” She flung herself forward in a violent‬‭flash of fangs.‬

‭I laughed as I ran faster.‬

‭Hours‬‭later,‬‭after‬‭frolicking‬‭about‬‭all‬‭day‬‭and‬‭trying‬‭to‬‭ignore‬‭the‬‭throbbing‬‭ache‬

‭in‬ ‭my‬ ‭wrists,‬ ‭the‬ ‭sun‬ ‭set‬ ‭in‬ ‭a‬ ‭fiery‬ ‭pink‬ ‭sky.‬ ‭If‬ ‭I‬ ‭didn't‬ ‭get‬ ‭back‬ ‭to‬ ‭the‬ ‭trailer‬ ‭before‬

‭nightfall I’d be locked out and forced to sleep in the dark.‬

‭I‬‭hated‬‭the woods at night.‬

‭Every tiny noise sounded like a Titan.‬

‭After days tied up in the dark, I was determined to sleep inside tonight.‬

‭“Let’s‬ ‭go‬ ‭back‬ ‭together,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭whispered‬ ‭and‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭mumbled‬ ‭in‬ ‭disagreement,‬ ‭but‬

‭turned invisible and slithered next to me. Her head brushed against my feet as I ran.‬

‭We made it back with pink still in the sky—not that anyone noticed.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭and‬ ‭father‬ ‭were‬ ‭sitting‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭yard,‬ ‭emaciated‬ ‭and‬ ‭glassy‬ ‭eyed‬ ‭as‬ ‭they‬

‭sipped on dirty cups full of their “special drink.”‬

‭They were unaware that I was leading an invisible creature into the trailer.‬

‭From their expression, I’d be surprised if they even remembered I existed.‬

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‭Their‬ ‭pupils‬ ‭were‬ ‭blown‬ ‭wide,‬ ‭heads‬ ‭tipped‬ ‭back‬‭at‬‭an‬‭unnatural‬‭angle,‬‭as‬‭they‬

‭stared up at the clouds.‬

‭There was nothing worse than someone who was alive, but not present.‬

‭Living corpses.‬

‭I hummed to soothe myself.‬

‭“They‬‭look—sick.”‬‭Nyx’s‬‭wet‬‭tongue‬‭slicked‬‭across‬‭my‬‭ear‬‭as‬‭she‬‭raised‬‭up‬‭behind‬

‭me‬ ‭and‬ ‭followed‬ ‭me‬ ‭into‬ ‭the‬ ‭trailer.‬ ‭“Do‬ ‭you‬ ‭want‬ ‭me‬ ‭to‬ ‭kill‬ ‭them?‬ ‭My‬ ‭bite‬ ‭is‬

‭poisonous.”‬

‭“No,” I whispered as I led her down the hall. “That’s wrong.”‬

‭The‬ ‭lamp‬ ‭on‬ ‭the‬ ‭wall‬ ‭flickered‬ ‭weakly‬‭with‬‭green‬‭light,‬‭the‬‭electricity‬‭humming‬

‭as‬‭it‬‭struggled‬‭to‬‭power‬‭the‬‭decrepit‬‭trailer—a‬‭mix‬‭of‬‭metal‬‭and‬‭wood‬‭parts‬‭from‬‭a‬‭time‬

‭before the titans.‬

‭The‬‭singular‬‭fan‬‭that‬‭pointed‬‭at‬‭the‬‭foster‬‭parents‬‭bed‬‭did‬‭nothing‬‭to‬‭cool‬‭the‬‭rest‬

‭of the space, and the muggy summer heat was oppressive.‬

‭Maybe‬‭my‬‭life‬‭would‬‭have‬‭been‬‭different‬‭if‬‭I’d‬‭been‬‭born‬‭before‬‭2050‬‭to‬‭parents‬

‭who actually wanted me, but I wasn’t.‬

‭The year was 2086 and power ruled.‬

‭I had none.‬

‭Nyx clicked her fangs. “Fine—but someday kid, I’ll kill them for you.”‬

‭I‬‭huffed.‬‭“‬‭You‬‭can’t‬‭,‬‭killing‬‭is‬‭a‬‭sin.‬‭It’s‬‭morally‬‭the‬‭worst‬‭thing‬‭you‬‭can‬‭ever‬‭do.‬

‭Your soul will be corrupted. Father John says so.”‬

‭“Father‬ ‭John‬ ‭sounds‬ ‭like‬ ‭a‬ ‭stupid‬ ‭idiot—you’re‬ ‭too‬ ‭young‬ ‭to‬ ‭know‬ ‭what‬ ‭you‬

‭speak of,” Nyx said. “When you’re older, you’ll think differently.”‬

‭Well, she’s definitely going to hell for saying that‬‭.‬

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‭Can snakes even go to hell‬‭?‬

‭Wait—didn’t‬ ‭Father‬ ‭John‬ ‭say‬ ‭snakes‬ ‭are‬ ‭evil‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭am‬ ‭I‬ ‭going‬ ‭to‬ ‭hell‬ ‭for‬

‭befriending her‬‭?‬

‭I sighed.‬

‭Eternal damnation it was.‬

‭I‬‭tripped‬‭over‬‭the‬‭clutter‬‭that‬‭filled‬‭the‬‭trailer,‬‭moaning‬‭as‬‭my‬‭wrists‬‭clipped‬‭the‬

‭rusted old fridge.‬

‭“I will‬‭never‬‭kill someone,” I promised, chest burning‬‭with sincerity.‬

‭Nyx hissed in disagreement.‬

‭Memories clawed at me.‬

‭Unseeing‬ ‭eyes;‬ ‭cigarettes‬ ‭against‬ ‭skin;‬ ‭garbled‬‭speech‬‭that‬‭didn’t‬‭make‬‭sense;‬

‭punishing‬‭fists;‬‭sleepless‬‭nights‬‭curled‬‭up‬‭in‬‭pain‬‭and‬‭fear‬‭tethered‬‭to‬‭a‬‭rope;‬‭sobbing‬

‭and pleading; starvation; terror‬‭.‬

‭Gingerly,‬ ‭I‬ ‭settled‬ ‭into‬ ‭the‬ ‭cardboard‬ ‭box‬ ‭that‬ ‭functioned‬ ‭as‬ ‭my‬ ‭bed.‬ ‭It‬ ‭was‬

‭hidden in the corner behind piles of old junk and it gave me privacy.‬

‭It was my favorite spot in the trailer.‬

‭I‬‭smoothed‬‭my‬‭fingers‬‭over‬‭the‬‭small‬‭white‬‭fabric‬‭at‬‭the‬‭bottom.‬‭It‬‭was‬‭the‬‭onesie‬

‭I’d‬ ‭been‬ ‭wearing‬ ‭when‬ ‭the‬ ‭orphanage‬ ‭found‬ ‭me‬ ‭as‬ ‭a‬ ‭baby—the‬‭only‬‭possession‬‭in‬‭the‬

‭world that was mine.‬

‭My‬‭fingers‬‭trailed‬‭across‬‭the‬‭eight‬‭letter‬‭word‬‭engraved‬‭in‬‭gold‬‭across‬‭the‬‭front.‬‭It‬

‭was‬‭too‬‭strange‬‭to‬‭be‬‭a‬‭name,‬‭so‬‭it‬‭must‬‭have‬‭been‬‭a‬‭designer‬‭label,‬‭but‬‭something‬‭about‬

‭it called to me.‬

‭There‬ ‭was‬ ‭a‬ ‭strange‬ ‭gliding‬ ‭sensation‬ ‭as‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭repositioned‬ ‭her‬ ‭heavy‬ ‭weight‬

‭across my lap and I released the fabric.‬

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‭Her head tucked against my chin and I carefully laid my fingers against her.‬

‭“Can you talk to all people?” I whispered to Nyx as I got comfortable.‬

‭“No‬‭kid—”‬‭Nyx‬‭said‬‭softly“—it’s‬‭unusual‬‭that‬‭you‬‭can‬‭hear‬‭me.‬‭I‬‭can‬‭only‬‭talk‬‭to‬

‭my own kind, and there aren’t a lot of us.”‬

‭I whispered, “Is it because there’s something wrong with me?”‬

‭Nyx‬‭huffed.‬‭“It’s‬‭probably‬‭because‬‭all‬‭humans‬‭are‬‭weird,‬‭creatures‬‭don’t‬‭interact‬

‭with humans for a reason—strange things tend to happen.”‬

‭“Well,‬ ‭I‬ ‭think‬ ‭it's‬ ‭nice,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭mumbled‬ ‭with‬ ‭sleepiness.‬ ‭“Now‬ ‭you‬ ‭can’t‬ ‭leave‬ ‭me‬

‭because we can talk—I’ve always wanted a blanket. . . just no killing . . . promise?”‬

‭“I‬‭don’t‬‭make‬‭asinine‬‭Spartan‬‭oaths.‬‭Enough‬‭chatter,‬‭weird‬‭human‬‭girl‬‭child‬‭who‬

‭can talk to me,” Nyx hissed. “We sleep.”‬

‭Only‬‭later‬‭would‬‭I‬‭realize‬‭that‬‭my‬‭stutter‬‭disappeared‬‭completely‬‭when‬‭I‬‭talked‬‭to‬

‭her.‬

‭Animals didn’t scare me.‬

‭People did.‬

‭That was how a thirty-pound invisible creature became my closest companion.‬

‭Yes, I befriended the first monster I ever met.‬

‭No, it wasn’t the craziest thing to happen that day.‬

‭Bang bang.‬

‭I jolted awake.‬

‭There was a loud banging noise at the front of the trailer.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭and‬ ‭father‬ ‭swore‬ ‭loudly‬ ‭as‬ ‭they‬ ‭staggered‬ ‭out‬ ‭of‬ ‭bed‬ ‭towards‬ ‭the‬

‭obnoxious repetitive sound.‬

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‭I‬ ‭peeked‬ ‭out‬ ‭of‬‭the‬‭corner‬‭of‬‭my‬‭box.‬‭Nyx‬‭mumbled‬‭against‬‭me‬‭and‬‭shifted,‬‭but‬

‭didn’t wake.‬

‭A‬‭short‬‭elderly‬‭woman‬‭with‬‭pure‬‭white‬‭hair‬‭and‬‭shocking‬‭purple‬‭eyes‬‭stood‬‭at‬‭the‬

‭door.‬

‭Her expression was grave.‬

‭A skinny figure in a hood stood hunched low beside her.‬

‭“What‬ ‭the‬ ‭fuck‬ ‭is‬ ‭the‬ ‭meaning‬ ‭of‬ ‭all‬ ‭this?”‬ ‭Mother‬‭asked‬‭as‬‭she‬‭stared‬‭down‬‭at‬

‭the‬ ‭intruder,‬ ‭much‬ ‭more‬ ‭sober‬ ‭than‬ ‭earlier.‬ ‭“We‬ ‭ain't‬ ‭selling‬ ‭our‬ ‭drink‬ ‭door‬

‭front—you’ll‬ ‭have‬ ‭to‬ ‭just‬ ‭wait‬ ‭till‬ ‭Monday‬ ‭and‬‭get‬‭it‬‭in‬‭the‬‭woods‬‭like‬‭everyone‬‭else‬‭in‬

‭the park.”‬

‭Beside‬ ‭mother,‬ ‭father‬ ‭opened‬ ‭his‬ ‭mouth,‬ ‭and‬ ‭slurred‬ ‭out‬ ‭illegible‬ ‭sounds.‬ ‭He‬

‭wobbled like he could barely stand.‬

‭“Thank‬‭you—a‬‭very‬‭generous‬‭offer,”‬‭the‬‭elderly‬‭woman‬‭said,‬‭her‬‭tone‬‭insinuating‬

‭it was anything but.‬

‭She cleared her throat.‬

‭“I’m‬ ‭actually‬ ‭here‬ ‭because‬ ‭the‬ ‭United‬ ‭States‬ ‭Government,‬ ‭led‬ ‭by‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartan‬

‭Federation,‬ ‭has‬ ‭allotted‬ ‭you‬ ‭responsible‬ ‭for‬ ‭a‬ ‭second‬ ‭foster‬ ‭child.‬ ‭Monthly‬ ‭food‬

‭vouchers will be sent accordingly to cover his expenses. His name is Charlie.”‬

‭That’s‬‭strange,‬‭I’ve‬‭never‬‭heard‬‭of‬‭foster‬‭kids‬‭being‬‭delivered‬‭to‬‭doors.‬‭I‬‭thought‬

‭they‬‭stayed‬‭at‬‭the‬‭orphanage‬‭and‬‭people‬‭picked‬‭them‬‭up?‬‭That’s‬‭what‬‭happened‬‭with‬

‭me‬‭.‬

‭Before‬ ‭anyone‬ ‭could‬‭react‬‭the‬‭elderly‬‭woman—with‬‭surprising‬‭strength—shoved‬

‭Charlie up the steps into the trailer, then slammed the door shut.‬

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‭Mother‬‭scoffed‬‭at‬‭the‬‭child.‬‭“They’ll‬‭be‬‭hearing‬‭from‬‭us,‬‭this‬‭is‬‭fucking‬‭ridiculous.‬

‭We can’t even feed the‬‭other‬‭fucking thing.”‬

‭Nice, I’m an object now.‬

‭A thing‬‭.‬

‭Father stumbled over to the ratty couch, collapsed on it faceforward, and snored.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭ignored‬ ‭him‬ ‭(I‬ ‭don’t‬ ‭know‬‭how—he‬‭snored‬‭louder‬‭than‬‭an‬‭avalanche,‬‭it‬

‭was highly concerning).‬

‭She‬‭grabbed‬‭Charlie‬‭by‬‭the‬‭scrawny‬‭arm‬‭and‬‭dragged‬‭him‬‭toward‬‭my‬‭cardboard‬

‭box. I closed my eyes tight and pretended to sleep.‬

‭“Boy, you can sleep next to . . . Alex—there’s enough room.”‬

‭From‬‭the‬‭long‬‭pause,‬‭she’d‬‭struggled‬‭to‬‭remember‬‭my‬‭name.‬‭I’d‬‭been‬‭living‬‭with‬

‭her for almost ten years.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭stomped‬ ‭away‬ ‭loudly,‬ ‭broken‬ ‭springs‬ ‭creaked‬ ‭as‬ ‭she‬ ‭got‬ ‭into‬ ‭her‬ ‭bed,‬

‭then her snores also echoed loudly.‬

‭I squinted through my lashes.‬

‭Charlie was kneeling in front of me.‬

‭I gasped.‬

‭His eyes were an unnatural shade of yellow.‬

‭He‬ ‭had‬ ‭impossibly‬ ‭high‬ ‭pale‬ ‭cheekbones.‬ ‭Greasy‬ ‭blonde‬ ‭hair‬ ‭hung‬ ‭around‬ ‭his‬

‭face.‬‭There‬‭were‬‭dark‬‭circles‬‭under‬‭his‬‭eyes,‬‭and‬‭his‬‭face‬‭was‬‭hollow,‬‭just‬‭like‬‭everyone‬

‭else's in the trailer park.‬

‭“I’m‬‭A-Alexis,”‬‭I‬‭whispered‬‭cautiously,‬‭holding‬‭out‬‭my‬‭hand.‬‭My‬‭fingers‬‭trembled‬

‭as I waited to see what he would do.‬

‭Is he going to mock my stutter‬‭?‬

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‭He stared at my hand, but didn’t take it.‬

‭If‬ ‭his‬ ‭eyes‬ ‭weren’t‬ ‭open,‬ ‭I‬ ‭would‬ ‭have‬‭struggled‬‭to‬‭believe‬‭he‬‭was‬‭alive.‬‭He‬‭was‬

‭unnaturally still.‬

‭I‬ ‭put‬ ‭my‬ ‭hand‬ ‭down‬ ‭and‬ ‭shifted‬ ‭so‬ ‭there‬ ‭was‬ ‭room‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭cardboard‬ ‭box.‬ ‭We‬

‭were both small, we could fit.‬

‭Discreetly, I shifted Nyx to my other side so he wouldn’t touch her.‬

‭“I’m ten,” I offered softly. “Are you—also ten?”‬

‭Charlie‬ ‭shook‬ ‭his‬ ‭head‬ ‭no,‬ ‭then‬ ‭gingerly‬ ‭lowered‬ ‭himself‬ ‭into‬ ‭the‬ ‭space‬ ‭beside‬

‭me. He still didn’t speak.‬

‭“Are you younger?” I asked.‬

‭He nodded, yes. As we sat next to each other in the dark.‬

‭“Nine?”‬

‭He nodded again.‬

‭“So I guess—you’re my younger brother now,” I said.‬

‭His‬ ‭yellow‬‭eyes‬‭widened,‬‭the‬‭shade‬‭was‬‭so‬‭bright‬‭that‬‭they‬‭almost‬‭glowed‬‭in‬‭the‬

‭dark.‬

‭He swallowed thickly.‬

‭“I’ll‬ ‭be‬ ‭a‬ ‭good‬ ‭sister,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭promised‬ ‭him‬ ‭quickly.‬ ‭“I‬ ‭know‬ ‭all‬ ‭about‬ ‭the‬ ‭foster‬

‭parents, just follow my lead and you’ll be okay. I’ll protect you.”‬

‭“You—don’t have to,” he whispered softly.‬

‭I‬ ‭nudged‬ ‭him‬ ‭with‬ ‭my‬ ‭elbow.‬‭“I‬‭know‬‭I‬‭don’t‬‭have‬‭to—but‬‭I‬‭want‬‭to.‬‭I‬‭promise,‬

‭I’ll take care of you.”‬

‭His eyes got impossibly wide and he stared at me.‬

‭“What is it?” I asked with concern.‬

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‭He shook his head, like it was nothing, but a small smile curved his lips.‬

‭Warmth‬‭unfurled‬‭in‬‭my‬‭chest‬‭and‬‭I‬‭smiled‬‭back,‬‭for‬‭the‬‭first‬‭time‬‭all‬‭the‬‭day,‬‭the‬

‭throbbing in my wrists was completely forgotten.‬

‭I’d started the day with zero friends.‬

‭Now, I had two.‬

‭Things were looking up.‬

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‭3. The Monster‬

‭Year 2091‬

‭Things were looking down.‬

‭Wind howled outside as snow dumped flakes furiously.‬

‭The‬ ‭February‬ ‭storm‬ ‭cast‬ ‭everything‬ ‭in‬ ‭shadows.‬ ‭The‬ ‭green‬ ‭light‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭corner‬

‭flickered‬ ‭weakly,‬ ‭barely‬ ‭sustained‬ ‭by‬ ‭the‬ ‭small‬ ‭amounts‬ ‭of‬ ‭electricity‬ ‭allotted‬ ‭to‬ ‭the‬

‭trailer.‬

‭It‬ ‭was‬ ‭the‬ ‭dead‬ ‭of‬ ‭night,‬ ‭which‬ ‭was‬ ‭why‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭was‬‭outside‬‭hunting.‬‭She‬‭said‬‭the‬

‭dark made it easier to kill.‬

‭I took her word for it.‬

‭“We need to act now,” mother whispered to father in the trailer kitchen.‬

‭What‬ ‭are‬ ‭they‬ ‭talking‬ ‭about‬‭?‬ ‭My‬ ‭stomach‬ ‭twisted‬ ‭as‬ ‭a‬ ‭bad‬‭feeling‬‭scoured‬‭my‬

‭chest.‬

‭They thought they were the only ones still up.‬

‭Charlie was asleep beside me.‬

‭I was wide awake.‬

‭Charlie‬‭had‬‭been‬‭with‬‭us‬‭since‬‭the‬‭summer,‬‭and‬‭he‬‭was‬‭already‬‭the‬‭best‬‭brother‬‭I‬

‭could ever have asked for.‬

‭He‬‭was‬‭quiet‬‭and‬‭shy,‬‭but‬‭I‬‭didn’t‬‭mind‬‭since‬‭he‬‭hung‬‭out‬‭with‬‭me‬‭every‬‭day‬‭and‬

‭let‬‭me‬‭help‬‭him‬‭with‬‭his‬‭math‬‭homework.‬‭He‬‭never‬‭made‬‭fun‬‭of‬‭my‬‭stutter‬‭or‬‭called‬‭me‬

‭stupid.‬

‭Actually,‬ ‭he‬‭hadn’t‬‭spoken‬‭a‬‭word‬‭more‬‭than‬‭the‬‭single‬‭sentence‬‭he’d‬‭said‬‭when‬

‭we first met. But I didn’t mind.‬

‭For the first time ever, I wasn’t lonely.‬

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‭Eleven years old was going to be my best year yet.‬

‭Mother whispered something inaudible and her tone was dark.‬

‭The only problem was—things were‬‭not‬‭great with the‬‭foster parents.‬

‭There‬‭were‬‭less‬‭provisions‬‭than‬‭ever‬‭at‬‭the‬‭local‬‭food‬‭bank.‬‭Half‬‭the‬‭food‬‭stamps‬

‭they‬‭received‬‭for‬‭Charlie‬‭and‬‭I,‬‭weren't‬‭redeemable‬‭since‬‭there‬‭was‬‭no‬‭meat‬‭and‬‭dairy‬‭to‬

‭be had in the winter.‬

‭We were all starving.‬

‭Even worse than usual.‬

‭The‬ ‭icy‬ ‭conditions‬ ‭also‬ ‭meant‬ ‭fewer‬‭neighbors‬‭left‬‭their‬‭trailer‬‭to‬‭buy‬‭the‬‭foster‬

‭parents “Special Drink.”‬

‭Mother spoke softly and I strained to listen.‬

‭“We‬ ‭need‬ ‭to,”‬ ‭she‬ ‭whispered.‬ ‭“Get‬ ‭rid‬ ‭of—Charlie.‬ ‭No‬ ‭one‬ ‭will‬ ‭know.”‬ ‭Father‬

‭grunted in agreement.‬

‭I froze with fear.‬

‭No.‬

‭They can’t.‬

‭But they could.‬

‭We‬‭hadn’t‬‭had‬‭school‬‭in‬‭weeks‬‭because‬‭the‬‭roads‬‭were‬‭too‬‭icy‬‭to‬‭drive‬‭on,‬‭which‬

‭was probably why they were making plans now.‬

‭A few kind teachers gave us their scraps of food. It was what kept us alive.‬

‭They leaned closer and made a plan.‬

‭Out‬ ‭here‬ ‭in‬ ‭Northern‬ ‭rural‬ ‭Montana,‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭middle‬ ‭of‬ ‭winter,‬ ‭you‬ ‭could‬ ‭do‬

‭anything‬‭to anyone, and no one would know until Spring.‬

‭Gently, I shook Charlie awake.‬

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‭Bright‬ ‭yellow‬ ‭eyes‬ ‭stared‬ ‭up‬ ‭at‬ ‭me‬ ‭with‬ ‭confusion.‬ ‭He‬ ‭shivered,‬ ‭condensation‬

‭from our breath lingered in the air. His pale skin was almost translucent.‬

‭“Go hide in the bathroom—now,” I mouthed silently. “Lock the door.”‬

‭Charlie’s eyes widened with horror as he took in my tense expression.‬

‭“Whatever‬ ‭you‬ ‭hear,‬ ‭do‬‭not‬‭leave‬‭the‬‭bathroom,”‬‭I‬‭whispered‬‭quickly.‬‭“If‬‭things‬

‭get‬‭.‬‭.‬‭.‬‭serious—and‬‭there’s‬‭no‬‭other‬‭option,‬‭only‬‭then‬‭do‬‭you‬‭use‬‭the‬‭phone‬‭and‬‭call‬‭the‬

‭first responders. Dial 777. ”‬

‭The‬ ‭phone‬ ‭was‬ ‭attached‬ ‭to‬ ‭the‬ ‭bathroom‬ ‭wall‬ ‭in‬ ‭a‬ ‭glass‬ ‭case‬ ‭labeled,‬ ‭“For‬

‭Emergency Use Only.” Every house was mandated to have one in case of a Titan attack.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭had‬ ‭installed‬ ‭ours‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭bathroom‬ ‭because‬ ‭she‬ ‭said‬ ‭she‬ ‭didn’t‬‭want‬‭to‬

‭“see the ugly fucking thing every day.”‬

‭She also said the same thing about me.‬

‭Charlie’s breath caught as he realized what I was saying.‬

‭The‬‭phone‬‭line‬‭connected‬‭to‬‭local‬‭first‬‭responders,‬‭but‬‭they‬‭dealt‬‭with‬‭crises‬‭after‬

‭they unfolded.‬

‭The‬ ‭Titans‬ ‭were‬ ‭the‬ ‭only‬ ‭threat‬ ‭that‬ ‭warranted‬ ‭immediate‬ ‭intervention,‬ ‭for‬

‭everything else, everyone was on their own.‬

‭Afterall,‬ ‭there‬ ‭were‬ ‭only‬ ‭ten‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭in‬ ‭existence,‬ ‭and‬ ‭only‬ ‭five‬ ‭were‬

‭currently qualified to hunt down‬‭dozens‬‭of monstrous‬‭Titans.‬

‭The Assembly of Death was short staffed.‬

‭Since‬ ‭the‬ ‭Great‬‭War,‬‭only‬‭five‬‭chthonic‬‭children‬‭had‬‭been‬‭born.‬‭Everyone‬‭knew‬

‭who they were.‬

‭Augustus, Kharon, Patro, Achilles, and Helen.‬

‭Technically, there was another child—Medusa—but she’d disappeared.‬

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‭There‬ ‭were‬ ‭also‬ ‭a‬ ‭handful‬ ‭of‬ ‭Creatures,‬ ‭who‬ ‭fought‬ ‭for‬ ‭the‬‭Assembly‬‭alongside‬

‭the‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭leaders.‬ ‭The‬ ‭most‬ ‭famous‬ ‭Creature‬ ‭was‬ ‭Erebus,‬ ‭who‬ ‭was‬ ‭nicknamed‬ ‭the‬

‭Primordial God of Darkness.‬

‭Not a name that inspires comfort.‬

‭But‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭rarely‬ ‭had‬ ‭children—since‬ ‭half-human‬ ‭Mutt‬ ‭Creatures‬ ‭were‬

‭extremely rare.‬

‭Also‬ ‭since‬ ‭chthonics‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭join‬ ‭the‬ ‭Assembly‬ ‭until‬ ‭immortality‬ ‭at‬ ‭twenty‬ ‭years‬

‭old,‬ ‭there‬ ‭was‬ ‭only‬ ‭one‬ ‭chthonic‬ ‭male‬ ‭Heir—full‬ ‭blooded‬‭chthonic—who‬‭was‬‭of‬‭age‬‭to‬

‭fight with the leaders.‬

‭Augustus, Heir to the House of Ares.‬

‭He was the 23 year old son of Ares and Aphrodite.‬

‭The‬ ‭next‬ ‭child‬ ‭to‬ ‭come‬ ‭of‬ ‭age‬ ‭would‬ ‭be,‬ ‭Kharon‬ ‭the‬ ‭18‬‭year‬‭old‬‭son‬‭of‬‭Artemis‬

‭and Erebus.‬

‭Augustus’s‬ ‭half-sister‬ ‭Helen,‬ ‭was‬‭also‬‭the‬‭eight‬‭year‬‭old‬‭Heiress‬‭of‬‭the‬‭House‬‭of‬

‭Aphrodite.‬

‭Not‬ ‭much‬ ‭else‬ ‭was‬ ‭known‬ ‭about‬ ‭them‬ ‭because‬ ‭Heirs‬ ‭and‬ ‭Heiresses‬ ‭were‬

‭infamous for being reclusive.‬

‭They‬ ‭were‬ ‭modern‬ ‭day‬ ‭Spartan‬ ‭elites,‬ ‭more‬ ‭important‬ ‭and‬ ‭powerful‬ ‭than‬ ‭any‬

‭human royal could ever have dreamed to be.‬

‭The‬ ‭last‬ ‭of‬ ‭the‬‭chthonic‬‭children‬‭were‬‭two‬‭rare‬‭half-humans‬‭called‬‭Mutts:‬‭Patro‬

‭and Achilles.‬

‭Patro‬‭of‬‭the‬‭House‬‭of‬‭Aphrodite‬‭was‬‭thirteen‬‭years‬‭old,‬‭and‬‭Achilles‬‭of‬‭the‬‭House‬

‭of Ares was fourteen.‬

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‭They‬‭were‬‭the‬‭future‬‭of‬‭the‬‭Assembly‬‭of‬‭Death,‬‭but‬‭until‬‭they‬‭came‬‭of‬‭age,‬‭there‬

‭were barely enough monsters to fight Titans.‬

‭Humanity was still in grave danger.‬

‭The‬ ‭Federation‬ ‭kept‬ ‭civilization‬ ‭running,‬ ‭but‬ ‭everything‬ ‭that‬ ‭wasn’t‬ ‭a‬‭necessity‬

‭fell through the cracks.‬

‭Charlie and I were‬‭below‬‭the cracks.‬

‭We were rolling in the dirt.‬

‭“Go—now,”‬‭I‬‭whispered‬‭to‬‭Charlie,‬‭then‬‭leaned‬‭forward‬‭and‬‭gave‬‭him‬‭a‬‭big‬‭hug.‬

‭“It’s going to be okay.”‬

‭Both of us were shaking as we embraced.‬

‭When‬‭I‬‭pulled‬‭away,‬‭Charlie‬‭nodded‬‭and‬‭crawled‬‭silently‬‭into‬‭the‬‭bathroom‬‭next‬

‭to where we slept.‬

‭Emmy‬ ‭and‬ ‭Carl‬ ‭were‬ ‭pioneers‬ ‭of‬‭their‬‭time.‬‭They‬‭fought‬‭and‬‭became‬‭titans‬‭of‬

‭mathematics. Emmy dealt with evil in her time and stayed strong.‬

‭Be like her Alexis.‬

‭I wanted to pretend I hadn’t heard mother, but I had.‬

‭I can’t do this‬‭.‬

‭There‬ ‭were‬ ‭two‬ ‭of‬ ‭them‬ ‭and‬ ‭one‬ ‭of‬ ‭me.‬ ‭I‬ ‭was‬ ‭tall‬ ‭for‬ ‭my‬ ‭age,‬ ‭but‬‭not‬‭that‬‭tall.‬

‭They were still much bigger than me.‬

‭Yes you can‬‭.‬

‭I took a shaky breath and stood up.‬

‭Wrists‬ ‭tweaking‬ ‭with‬ ‭phantom‬ ‭pain,‬ ‭I‬‭rubbed‬‭at‬‭the‬‭hair‬‭ties‬‭which‬‭covered‬‭the‬

‭raised skin of old scars.‬

‭There would be consequences if I acted—there always were in hell.‬

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‭You need a plan‬‭.‬

‭Slowly,‬ ‭I‬ ‭walked‬ ‭out‬ ‭into‬ ‭the‬ ‭kitchen‬ ‭where‬ ‭they‬ ‭were‬ ‭standing‬ ‭sipping‬ ‭their‬

‭drinks, and I spread my legs wide.‬

‭I had no plan.‬

‭“If‬‭you‬‭t-try‬‭and‬‭h-hurt‬‭Charlie,‬‭you’ll‬‭have‬‭to‬‭g-go‬‭through‬‭m-me,”‬‭I‬‭announced.‬

‭“I’ll tell e-everyone what y-you tried to do, and they’ll l-lock y-you up f-forever.”‬

‭No‬ ‭matter‬ ‭how‬ ‭much‬ ‭I‬ ‭concentrated,‬ ‭my‬ ‭stutter‬ ‭was‬ ‭always‬‭at‬‭its‬‭worst‬‭when‬‭I‬

‭spoke to them—Charlie and Nyx were the only ones it completely disappeared around.‬

‭As if in slow motion, they turned towards me.‬

‭Their eyes were wide and unfocused, black pupils fully covered their irises.‬

‭Liquid clung to their lips.‬

‭Shadows covered the emaciated planes of their wrinkled faces.‬

‭“What the‬‭fuck‬‭, did you just say to us girl?” Father‬‭asked slowly.‬

‭Mother‬‭smiled,‬‭flashing‬‭rotting‬‭gums‬‭and‬‭three‬‭teeth,‬‭she‬‭threw‬‭down‬‭her‬‭empty‬

‭glass. It shattered loudly across the cracked tile floor.‬

‭I jumped and swallowed a scream.‬

‭“How‬ ‭about‬ ‭we‬ ‭just‬ ‭kill‬ ‭you‬ ‭both?”‬ ‭Mother‬ ‭laughed.‬ ‭“We’ve‬ ‭got‬ ‭nothing‬ ‭to‬

‭lose—we’re fucking starving to death anyways.”‬

‭Sweat streaked down the side of my face, then froze in the frigid temperatures.‬

‭Every bone in my body wanted to turn and run.‬

‭I‬ ‭held‬ ‭my‬ ‭ground,‬ ‭turning‬ ‭frantically‬ ‭for‬ ‭a‬‭weapon—I‬‭grabbed‬‭the‬‭busted‬‭metal‬

‭toaster off the counter, and chucked it at them.‬

‭Father groaned as it hit him and he stumbled back.‬

‭There was a shocked moment of silence.‬

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‭Bad plan‬‭.‬

‭He kicked it aside.‬

‭“How‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭fucking‬ ‭dare‬ ‭you?”‬ ‭mother‬ ‭demanded.‬ ‭Then‬ ‭they‬ ‭charged‬ ‭at‬‭me‬‭in‬‭a‬

‭blur of screams and fists.‬

‭Faraway,‬ ‭glass‬ ‭shards‬ ‭bit‬‭into‬‭my‬‭soles‬‭as‬‭mother‬‭shook‬‭my‬‭shoulders‬‭back‬‭and‬

‭forth while screaming obscenities. Her breath reeked of chemicals.‬

‭I felt father slam his fist into my left eye, but I didn’t‬‭feel‬‭anything.‬

‭Time distorted.‬

‭After‬ ‭a‬ ‭lifetime‬ ‭of‬ ‭pain,‬ ‭the‬ ‭brain‬ ‭learns‬ ‭how‬ ‭to‬ ‭suffer.‬ ‭I‬ ‭knew‬ ‭how‬ ‭to‬ ‭stay‬

‭conscious through a beating. I’d had years to perfect my technique.‬

‭The key was tensing your core and buttocks.‬

‭Humming.‬

‭And nihilism.‬

‭Also‬ ‭role‬ ‭playing‬ ‭as‬ ‭a‬ ‭tortured‬ ‭nineteenth‬ ‭century‬ ‭musical‬ ‭prodigy‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬

‭imaginary throes of writing a violent opera helped.‬

‭Allegedly.‬

‭I‬ ‭dodged‬ ‭and‬ ‭Mother‬ ‭clipped‬ ‭my‬ ‭left‬ ‭ear‬ ‭with‬ ‭a‬ ‭punch.‬ ‭“‬‭You‬ ‭lazy,‬ ‭ungrateful‬

‭whore,‬‭threatening‬‭us‬‭after‬‭everything‬‭we’ve‬‭fucking‬‭done‬‭for‬‭fucking‬‭you‬‭.‬‭.‬‭.”‬‭A‬‭loud‬

‭ringing sensation cut-off her words (a shame, she was making some intriguing points).‬

‭I staggered and turned.‬

‭Another punch caught the left side of my head.‬

‭The kitchen was narrow and father took a step back as mother took over.‬

‭In‬‭my‬‭scramble‬‭to‬‭avoid‬‭the‬‭violence,‬‭her‬‭fist‬‭hit‬‭the‬‭same‬‭spot—everything‬‭went‬

‭blurry and I couldn’t hear or see.‬

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‭Classical music (delusion) filled the darkness.‬

‭Dim‬‭light‬‭filtered‬‭through‬‭my‬‭abused‬‭corneas—half‬‭the‬‭field‬‭of‬‭vision‬‭was‬‭black,‬

‭and in the other half—I clawed blindly at mother’s face and neck with bloody nails.‬

‭I clutched at her shirt.‬

‭She screamed something I couldn’t hear.‬

‭Her‬ ‭fist‬ ‭caught‬ ‭my‬ ‭mouth‬‭and‬‭my‬‭blood‬‭sprayed‬‭across‬‭mother’s‬‭scratched‬‭face‬

‭as I held on for dear life, desperate to stop them from getting to Charlie.‬

‭Just keep them occupied, they’ll get tired, then go for an opening.‬

‭“Let‬‭me‬‭in,‬‭Alexis—let‬‭me‬‭in‬‭NOW!”‬‭Nyx’s‬‭voice‬‭hiss-screamed‬‭from‬‭outside,‬‭she‬

‭must have returned from her hunt and heard to commotion.‬

‭She can help me protect Charlie‬‭.‬

‭I‬‭lunged‬‭for‬‭the‬‭door‬‭to‬‭let‬‭her‬‭in,‬‭but‬‭father‬‭lunged‬‭with‬‭me.‬‭He‬‭dragged‬‭me‬‭back‬

‭into the kitchen (hell) and threw me back towards mother.‬

‭Her‬ ‭punishing‬ ‭blow‬ ‭caught‬‭the‬‭side‬‭of‬‭my‬‭head—everything‬‭burned‬‭.‬‭I‬‭clawed‬‭at‬

‭her as she grappled.‬

‭“‬‭Kid, let me in right now!”‬‭The trailer rocked as‬‭Nyx slammed against it.‬

‭Her‬ ‭fist‬ ‭once‬ ‭again‬ ‭caught‬ ‭my‬ ‭left‬ ‭eye‬ ‭and‬ ‭lights‬ ‭exploded.‬ ‭Black‬ ‭ringed‬ ‭my‬

‭vision.‬

‭Blood was everywhere.‬

‭She‬‭screamed‬‭in‬‭my‬‭face—I‬‭screamed‬‭back.‬‭Oh‬‭look,‬‭we’re‬‭harmonizing‬‭.‬‭Mozart‬

‭would have loved this.‬

‭Another‬ ‭blow‬ ‭slammed‬ ‭against‬ ‭the‬ ‭side‬ ‭of‬ ‭my‬ ‭head‬ ‭and‬‭my‬‭fingers‬‭loosened‬‭as‬

‭everything spun faster.‬

‭Stay focused, you’re losing it Alexis. Concentrate.‬

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‭Panic‬ ‭welled,‬ ‭sharp‬ ‭and‬ ‭hot,‬ ‭like‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭been‬ ‭stabbed‬ ‭straight‬ ‭through‬ ‭the‬ ‭heart.‬

‭Charlie’s in danger, don’t you dare pass out‬‭.‬

‭CRASH!‬

‭The world exploded—the window next to us shattered‬‭into a million pieces.‬

‭Glass rained in a crescendo.‬

‭I‬ ‭staggered‬ ‭backwards,‬ ‭slipping‬ ‭on‬ ‭blood‬ ‭and‬ ‭glass‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭struggled‬ ‭to‬ ‭catch‬ ‭my‬

‭bearings.‬

‭Shards were everywhere.‬

‭The‬ ‭trailer‬ ‭was‬ ‭painted‬ ‭in‬ ‭streaks‬ ‭of‬ ‭red‬ ‭because‬ ‭something‬ ‭had‬ ‭come‬ ‭through‬

‭the window from the outside.‬

‭Father‬ ‭pointed‬ ‭at‬ ‭me,‬ ‭then‬ ‭he‬ ‭was‬ ‭pointing‬ ‭at‬ ‭the‬ ‭mother‬ ‭and‬ ‭they‬ ‭were‬

‭screaming at each other—I pointed at the sink and screamed.‬

‭They‬ ‭shrieked‬ ‭and‬ ‭jumped‬ ‭back,‬ ‭pushing‬ ‭at‬ ‭each‬ ‭other‬ ‭to‬ ‭get‬ ‭away‬ ‭from‬ ‭the‬

‭imaginary‬ ‭sink‬ ‭monster.‬ ‭Their‬ ‭pushing‬ ‭turned‬ ‭into‬ ‭shoving,‬ ‭then‬ ‭a‬ ‭fist‬ ‭was‬ ‭thrown.‬

‭They fought each other.‬

‭That diversion was more successful than anticipated‬‭.‬

‭Chest pain randomly skewered my sternum.‬

‭Great,‬ ‭I’m‬ ‭having‬ ‭a‬ ‭heart‬ ‭attack‬ ‭at‬ ‭fourteen‬‭.‬ ‭Any‬ ‭other‬ ‭day,‬ ‭and‬‭I‬‭would‬‭have‬

‭welcomed‬ ‭a‬ ‭cardiac‬ ‭embolism‬ ‭with‬ ‭open‬ ‭arms.‬ ‭But‬ ‭not‬ ‭now.‬ ‭Not‬ ‭when‬ ‭Charlie‬ ‭was‬

‭depending on me.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭grabbed‬ ‭a‬‭knife‬‭off‬‭the‬‭butcher‬‭block‬‭and‬‭swung‬‭it‬‭wildly‬‭and‬‭she‬‭yelled‬

‭something‬‭garbled‬‭about‬‭a‬‭red‬‭devil.‬‭Her‬‭expression‬‭was‬‭completely‬‭unfocused,‬‭like‬‭she‬

‭was somewhere else entirely.‬

‭She’s lost it completely.‬

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‭Her mind was poisoned.‬

‭I‬‭tripped‬‭over‬‭something‬‭solid‬‭on‬‭the‬‭floor‬‭as‬‭I‬‭dodged‬‭her‬‭swings,‬‭and‬‭landed‬‭on‬

‭my butt.‬

‭Father‬ ‭screamed‬ ‭something‬ ‭as‬ ‭he‬ ‭pointed‬ ‭at‬ ‭me,‬ ‭but‬ ‭the‬ ‭ringing‬ ‭in‬ ‭my‬ ‭ears‬

‭drowned it out.‬

‭Mother swung widely and he turned towards her.‬

‭Shards‬‭bit‬‭into‬‭my‬‭palms‬‭as‬‭a‬‭frozen‬‭object‬‭slapped‬‭against‬‭my‬‭leg‬‭and‬‭I‬‭stilled‬‭in‬

‭horror—I lunged forward and groped the space, grabbing onto an invisible body.‬

‭“‭I‬ will protect you‬‭,‬‭” Nyx hissed.‬

‭Nyx‬ ‭had‬ ‭thrown‬ ‭herself‬ ‭through‬ ‭the‬ ‭window‬‭to‬‭save‬‭me.‬‭She‬‭was‬‭the‬‭reason‬‭I’d‬

‭gotten away.‬

‭The‬‭panic‬‭in‬‭my‬‭chest‬‭tripled.‬‭No,‬‭she‬‭can’t‬‭get‬‭hurt‬‭.‬‭I‬‭groped‬‭blindly‬‭at‬‭my‬‭best‬

‭(and only) friend, wrangling her icy scales with every ounce of strength I had.‬

‭“Stay‬‭beside‬‭me,”‬‭I‬‭whispered‬‭desperately.‬‭“We‬‭need‬‭to‬‭protect‬‭Charlie.‬‭Not‬‭me.”‬

‭I gasped.‬

‭She hissed.‬

‭I hummed a frantic tune inside my head.‬

‭Steel glinted as a knife was swung.‬

‭Evolutionists‬ ‭were‬ ‭wrong,‬ ‭humans‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭evolve‬ ‭from‬ ‭primates—we‬ ‭devolved‬

‭from them.‬

‭With‬ ‭my‬ ‭hands‬ ‭tangled‬ ‭around‬ ‭Nyx’s‬ ‭icy‬ ‭scales,‬ ‭I‬ ‭dragged‬ ‭us‬ ‭both‬ ‭backwards‬

‭across the floor.‬

‭Grabbing‬ ‭at‬ ‭the‬‭bathroom‬‭handle‬‭for‬‭purchase‬‭I‬‭started‬‭to‬‭haul‬‭us‬‭up—the‬‭door‬

‭opened and we fell inside.‬

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‭He left the door unlocked for me‬‭.‬‭He was supposed to lock it‬‭.‬

‭I locked it behind me quickly.‬

‭Inside the cramped space, Charlie was curled up in a ball in the corner.‬

‭His‬‭emaciated‬‭body‬‭was‬‭wedged‬‭between‬‭the‬‭toilet‬‭and‬‭the‬‭wall.‬‭Overly‬‭large‬‭tear‬

‭stained‬‭eyes‬‭looked‬‭at‬‭me‬‭with‬‭horror,‬‭then‬‭he‬‭shook‬‭harder‬‭and‬‭ducked‬‭his‬‭head‬‭like‬‭he‬

‭was trying to hide.‬

‭Nyx‬‭yanked‬‭in‬‭my‬‭hands.‬‭“‬‭Release‬‭me,‬‭”‬‭she‬‭hissed.‬‭“‭I‬ ‬‭need‬‭to‬‭kill‬‭those‬‭bastards‬

‭for hurting you‬‭.”‬

‭Charlie‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭react‬ ‭and‬ ‭I‬ ‭wasn’t‬ ‭surprised,‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭long‬ ‭ago‬‭accepted‬‭that‬‭I‬‭was‬‭the‬

‭only one who could hear Nyx.‬

‭Everyone just assumed I was a loser who talked to herself.‬

‭The‬ ‭loser‬ ‭part‬ ‭was‬ ‭still‬ ‭up‬ ‭for‬ ‭debate‬ ‭(it‬ ‭wasn’t,‬ ‭I‬ ‭authored‬‭Emmy‬‭Noether‬‭and‬

‭Carl Gauss fanfiction in my free time).‬

‭I‬‭gasped‬‭shakily‬‭as‬‭the‬‭pain‬‭in‬‭my‬‭sternum‬‭intensified.‬‭“Let’s‬‭protect‬‭Charlie‬‭from‬

‭here—let them hurt each other first.”‬

‭The symphony played faster.‬

‭She‬ ‭slithered‬ ‭up‬ ‭my‬ ‭body‬ ‭and‬ ‭wrapped‬ ‭herself‬ ‭loosely‬ ‭around‬ ‭my‬ ‭neck‬ ‭and‬

‭shoulders like an invisible scarf.‬

‭Charlie sobbed harder in the corner.‬

‭I would have cried too, but I was too amped up on adrenaline.‬

‭Also, I was dead inside.‬

‭So there was that.‬

‭Heaving‬ ‭for‬ ‭breath,‬ ‭I‬‭staggered‬‭over‬‭to‬‭the‬‭toilet‬‭and‬‭took‬‭off‬‭the‬‭heavy‬‭ceramic‬

‭top. Repositioning beside the door, I raised my makeshift weapon and closed my eyes.‬

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‭When they walked through, I’d bludgeon them and Nyx would bite them.‬

‭No‬‭one‬‭will‬‭hurt‬‭Charlie.‬‭No‬‭one‬‭will‬‭take‬‭him‬‭from‬‭me.‬‭Ever.‬‭He’s‬‭safe.‬‭I’ll‬‭keep‬

‭him safe‬‭.‬

‭Pain stabbed my chest.‬

‭A panic attack had never felt so sharp.‬

‭G sharp at a crescendo‬‭.‬

‭With‬ ‭labored‬ ‭breaths,‬ ‭I‬ ‭forced‬ ‭my‬ ‭shaking‬ ‭arms‬ ‭to‬ ‭stay‬ ‭raised‬ ‭while‬ ‭Charlie‬

‭rocked back and forth in misery.‬

‭For him, I can do anything‬‭.‬

‭We‬‭might‬‭not‬‭be‬‭related,‬‭but‬‭as‬‭Father‬‭John‬‭preached—“the‬‭blood‬‭of‬‭a‬‭covenant‬

‭is thicker than the water of any womb.”‬

‭Day‬‭and‬‭night,‬‭Charlie‬‭and‬‭I‬‭survived‬‭in‬‭this‬‭hellish‬‭trailer‬‭together.‬‭We‬‭shared‬‭a‬

‭cardboard‬ ‭bed.‬ ‭We‬‭starved‬‭together.‬‭Besides‬‭Nyx,‬‭he‬‭was‬‭the‬‭only‬‭person‬‭that‬‭I‬‭had‬‭in‬

‭my life.‬

‭“What’s your plan?” Nyx asked, her invisible tongue brushed against my cheek.‬

‭“If they enter,” I said, cracking my neck. “We kill them.”‬

‭Cymbals crashed inside my head.‬

‭Agony skewered my sternum.‬

‭Charlie sobbed louder.‬

‭A‬‭lot‬‭was happening.‬

‭“Great plan,” Nyx hissed.‬

‭The foster parents had won, they’d made a murderer out of me.‬

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‭On‬ ‭the‬‭other‬‭side‬‭of‬‭the‬‭door,‬‭mother‬‭let‬‭out‬‭an‬‭unholy‬‭scream‬‭and‬‭the‬‭hairs‬‭on‬

‭the‬ ‭back‬ ‭of‬ ‭my‬ ‭neck‬ ‭stood‬ ‭up.‬ ‭The‬ ‭sound‬ ‭was‬ ‭so‬‭heinous‬‭that‬‭my‬‭panic‬‭quadrupled.‬‭I‬

‭gasped with dizziness.‬

‭Heavy footsteps pounded.‬

‭My‬‭arms‬‭shook‬‭with‬‭exhaustion‬‭as‬‭I‬‭raised‬‭the‬‭yellowed‬‭ceramic‬‭higher—ready‬‭to‬

‭fight.‬

‭Father's‬ ‭voice‬ ‭was‬ ‭close‬ ‭as‬ ‭he‬ ‭screamed,‬ ‭“Kids‬ ‭help—quick‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭something‬ ‭is‬

‭hurting her!”‬

‭I stilled.‬

‭What‬‭did‬‭he‬‭just‬‭say?‬‭Did‬‭he‬‭just‬‭ask‬‭US‬‭for‬‭help?‬‭The‬‭ones‬‭he‬‭was‬‭planning‬‭on‬

‭killing?‬

‭Charlie whimpered and curled tighter in on himself.‬

‭I closed my eyes and didn’t move.‬

‭The wails crescendoed.‬

‭“Children‬ ‭call‬ ‭1313,‬ ‭a‬‭titan‬‭has‬‭your‬‭mother!”‬‭The‬‭bathroom‬‭door‬‭rattled‬‭like‬‭he‬

‭was trying to get in. “‬‭Alex‬‭, do something.”‬

‭I hated that nickname.‬

‭We didn’t have a mother.‬

‭Not really.‬

‭A stomach-curdling wail sounded in the kitchen.‬

‭Titans‬ ‭were‬ ‭drawn‬ ‭to‬ ‭blood‬ ‭and‬ ‭violence,‬ ‭but‬ ‭the‬ ‭misery‬ ‭in‬ ‭this‬ ‭trailer‬ ‭was‬ ‭an‬

‭almost‬ ‭daily‬ ‭occurrence.‬ ‭Why‬ ‭would‬‭one‬‭suddenly‬‭attack‬‭now‬‭?‬‭It‬‭doesn’t‬‭make‬‭sense,‬

‭unless‬‭. . .‬

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‭I‬ ‭gasped—the‬ ‭window‬ ‭was‬ ‭wide‬ ‭open‬ ‭after‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭had‬ ‭broken‬ ‭through‬ ‭it,‬ ‭so‬ ‭the‬

‭trailer wasn’t locked up like usual.‬

‭A beast had gotten in.‬

‭The‬ ‭lid‬ ‭in‬ ‭my‬ ‭hand‬ ‭shook‬‭unmercifully.‬‭Icy‬‭scales‬‭slid‬‭against‬‭my‬‭neck‬‭like‬‭Nyx‬

‭was re-positioning herself to attack.‬

‭“Something‬ ‭invisible‬ ‭is‬ ‭tearing‬ ‭her‬‭apart—it’s–it’s—it’s‬‭one‬‭of‬‭them‬‭.‬‭.‬‭.‬‭it‬‭has‬‭to‬

‭be . . . please call . . .‬‭please help‬‭!” Father pleaded‬‭through the door. “I see it moving!”‬

‭The door creaked as he slammed against it and tried to get in.‬

‭I doubled over with chest pain.‬

‭Mother‬ ‭screamed‬ ‭louder‬ ‭and‬ ‭father‬ ‭sobbed‬ ‭as‬ ‭he‬ ‭clawed‬‭at‬‭the‬‭bathroom‬‭door.‬

‭“‬‭Please,‬ ‭call‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartans‬ ‭now.‬ ‭Please‬ ‭children.‬ ‭Her‬ ‭mouth‬ ‭is‬ ‭foaming,‬ ‭it’s‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬

‭horrible‬‭.”‬

‭She‬ ‭was‬ ‭being‬ ‭attacked‬ ‭and‬ ‭he‬ ‭was‬ ‭at‬ ‭the‬ ‭door.‬ ‭It‬ ‭was‬ ‭really‬ ‭happening—‬‭the‬

‭Titans were here.‬

‭I squeezed my eyes tighter.‬

‭Charlie sobbed louder.‬

‭Fists‬‭banged‬‭against‬‭the‬‭door,‬‭a‬‭desperate‬‭man‬‭pleaded‬‭brokenly,‬‭and‬‭my‬‭hands‬

‭trembled harder.‬

‭Blood rolled down my face and dripped onto the floor.‬

‭The door rattled and the dying screamed.‬

‭Haunting classical music played.‬

‭“You‬ ‭are‬ ‭strong,”‬‭Nyx‬‭whispered.‬‭“‬‭You‬‭are‬‭brave‬‭.”‬‭Scales‬‭slid‬‭across‬‭the‬‭side‬‭of‬

‭my‬ ‭face‬ ‭like‬ ‭she‬ ‭was‬ ‭nuzzling‬‭me.‬‭“You‬‭can‬‭handle‬‭anything—the‬‭universe‬‭is‬‭yours‬‭to‬

‭command.‬‭”‬

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‭Tears joined blood and dripped down my face.‬

‭I didn’t move and didn’t open my eyes.‬

‭The phone on the wall remained untouched.‬

‭There‬ ‭was‬ ‭an‬ ‭awful‬ ‭gurgling‬ ‭noise‬ ‭then‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭.‬ ‭silence.‬ ‭The‬ ‭only‬ ‭sound‬ ‭was‬‭father‬

‭sobbing brokenly.‬

‭I‬ ‭held‬ ‭my‬ ‭breath‬ ‭as‬ ‭I‬ ‭waited.‬ ‭Waited‬ ‭for‬ ‭him‬ ‭to‬ ‭start‬ ‭making‬ ‭the‬ ‭same‬ ‭sound‬

‭mother‬ ‭made.‬ ‭Waited‬ ‭for‬ ‭the‬ ‭door‬ ‭to‬ ‭break‬ ‭down.‬ ‭Waited‬ ‭to‬ ‭fight‬ ‭a‬‭Titan.‬‭Waited‬‭for‬

‭death.‬

‭Time stretched.‬

‭I kept waiting.‬

‭“I‬ ‭think‬ ‭it’s‬ ‭gone,”‬ ‭father‬ ‭said‬ ‭despondently,‬ ‭then‬ ‭there‬ ‭was‬ ‭a‬ ‭crash‬ ‭like‬ ‭he’d‬

‭tripped.‬‭The‬‭front‬‭door‬‭slammed,‬‭his‬‭voice‬‭was‬‭muffled‬‭as‬‭he‬‭screamed‬‭and‬‭begged‬‭the‬

‭neighbors for help.‬

‭I didn’t lower my weapon.‬

‭Charlie sobbed quietly.‬

‭The‬ ‭excruciating‬ ‭sensation‬ ‭in‬ ‭my‬ ‭sternum‬ ‭slowly‬ ‭drained‬ ‭away‬ ‭and‬ ‭everything‬

‭blurred.‬

‭Noises, sounds, movements, it was all a jumbled haze.‬

‭Time warped‬‭.‬

‭Charlie nuzzled sleepily against my side—I blinked into awareness.‬

‭Dim‬ ‭green‬ ‭lights‬ ‭flickered‬ ‭above‬ ‭and‬ ‭a‬ ‭familiar‬ ‭ratty‬ ‭couch‬ ‭was‬ ‭beneath‬ ‭me.‬

‭Night had fallen in the trailer and snow fell softly outside in the darkness.‬

‭The storm had passed.‬

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‭Charlie‬‭was‬‭asleep‬‭under‬‭my‬‭arm‬‭and‬‭Nyx‬‭was‬‭wrapped‬‭tightly‬‭around‬‭my‬‭torso‬

‭invisible‬ ‭beneath‬ ‭my‬ ‭sweatshirt.‬ ‭The‬ ‭trailer‬ ‭was‬ ‭full‬ ‭of‬ ‭strangers‬ ‭buzzing‬ ‭with‬‭energy.‬

‭One of them said something about the neighbors calling it in.‬

‭Two of the strangers turned to me.‬

‭I flinched and tried to scoot back on the couch, to put distance between us.‬

‭The‬ ‭male‬ ‭and‬ ‭female‬ ‭medic‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭care,‬ ‭they‬ ‭leaned‬ ‭closer‬ ‭and‬ ‭invaded‬ ‭my‬

‭personal space, the gold lion of the House of Zeus flashed their I.D. badges.‬

‭If I had any energy I would have stabbed them and screamed.‬

‭They‬ ‭dabbed‬ ‭something‬ ‭along‬‭the‬‭largest‬‭cuts‬‭on‬‭my‬‭face,‬‭hands,‬‭and‬‭feet‬‭and‬‭I‬

‭grunted.‬

‭“Stay‬ ‭still,”‬ ‭the‬ ‭female‬ ‭medic‬ ‭snapped.‬ ‭“This‬ ‭is‬ ‭extremely‬ ‭expensive‬ ‭Spartan‬

‭healing‬‭gel,‬‭there’s‬‭only‬‭a‬‭small‬‭amount‬‭left,‬‭once‬‭it’s‬‭gone—you’re‬‭out‬‭of‬‭luck.”‬‭Her‬‭lips‬

‭pursed with disgust.‬

‭The problem isn’t the medicine, it’s that you’re touching me‬‭.‬

‭“You‬‭should‬‭be‬‭grateful‬‭we’re‬‭using‬‭it‬‭at‬‭all,”‬‭the‬‭male‬‭medic‬‭scoffed.‬‭“This‬‭bottle‬

‭is‬ ‭expired,‬ ‭otherwise‬ ‭we’d‬ ‭never‬ ‭waste‬ ‭it‬ ‭on‬ ‭you.‬ ‭Olympic‬ ‭Spartan‬ ‭laboratories‬ ‭take‬

‭years‬‭experimenting and designing to create these‬‭miracle drugs.”‬

‭I wished it hadn’t expired.‬

‭With‬ ‭a‬ ‭deep‬ ‭breath,‬ ‭I‬ ‭hummed‬ ‭a‬ ‭classical‬ ‭tune‬ ‭and‬ ‭focused‬ ‭on‬‭the‬‭positives—a‬

‭few‬‭feet‬‭away,‬‭mother‬‭was‬‭being‬‭zipped‬‭into‬‭a‬‭body‬‭bag‬‭by‬‭people‬‭in‬‭white‬‭hazmat‬‭suits‬

‭and father was outside in the snow arguing as he was questioned.‬

‭Good times‬‭.‬

‭The trailer door slammed.‬

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‭“Stay‬‭still,”‬‭the‬‭male‬‭medic‬‭snapped‬‭as‬‭he‬‭squeezed‬‭my‬‭cheeks‬‭and‬‭dabbed‬‭at‬‭my‬

‭left eye.‬

‭He’s‬‭probably‬‭never‬‭taken‬‭math‬‭above‬‭calculus.‬‭Carl‬‭Gauss‬‭would‬‭never‬‭speak‬

‭or touch me like this‬‭.‬

‭A‬ ‭tall‬ ‭policeman—dressed‬ ‭in‬ ‭black‬ ‭with‬ ‭fancy‬ ‭Spartan‬ ‭guns‬ ‭on‬ ‭both‬

‭hips—kneeled‬ ‭in‬‭front‬‭of‬‭me‬‭and‬‭the‬‭wild‬‭horse‬‭of‬‭the‬‭House‬‭of‬‭Artemis‬‭flashed‬‭on‬‭his‬

‭I.D., it glared with feral blood red eyes.‬

‭The‬‭policeman‬‭clicked‬‭on‬‭a‬‭recorder‬‭and‬‭spoke‬‭in‬‭a‬‭low‬‭voice‬‭like‬‭he‬‭was‬‭talking‬

‭to‬ ‭a‬ ‭skittish‬ ‭animal.‬ ‭“We‬ ‭just‬ ‭need‬ ‭you‬ ‭to‬ ‭tell‬ ‭us‬ ‭what‬ ‭happened—did‬ ‭you‬ ‭get‬ ‭these‬

‭wounds from your father? Did he hit you?” He asked softly like it mattered.‬

‭We both knew it didn’t.‬

‭Battery‬ ‭and‬ ‭assault‬ ‭weren’t‬ ‭prosecuted‬ ‭anymore—there‬ ‭was‬ ‭only‬ ‭one‬ ‭crime‬ ‭the‬

‭Spartan system expanded resources to combat.‬

‭“Not‬ ‭my‬ ‭father,”‬ ‭I‬ ‭corrected‬ ‭and‬ ‭my‬ ‭voice‬ ‭sounded‬ ‭strange.‬‭“Foster‬‭father,‬‭and‬

‭yes. He hurt m-me.”‬

‭The‬ ‭policeman’s‬‭eyes‬‭narrowed‬‭with‬‭interest.‬‭“And‬‭who‬‭hurt‬‭your‬‭mother?‬‭Who‬

‭killed her, do you rem—”‬

‭“Tell‬ ‭them‬ ‭what‬ ‭happened‬ ‭Alexis!”‬ ‭Father’s‬ ‭voice‬ ‭bellowed‬ ‭from‬ ‭outside.‬ ‭“Tell‬

‭them it was the titans, you know I was—” He grunted like someone had hit him.‬

‭My‬ ‭brain‬ ‭finished‬ ‭the‬ ‭sentence‬ ‭for‬ ‭him,‬‭sobbing‬‭at‬‭the‬‭bathroom‬‭door‬‭begging‬

‭you to call the Spartans‬‭.‬

‭“Ignore‬ ‭him,”‬ ‭the‬ ‭policeman‬ ‭said.‬ ‭“Who‬ ‭killed‬ ‭your‬ ‭foster‬ ‭mother?‬‭You‬‭can‬‭tell‬

‭me the truth. She was . . . drenched in blood . . . it was a particularly . . .‬‭brutal attack‬‭.”‬

‭I opened my mouth to say it must have been a Titan, but the words didn’t escape.‬

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‭Charlie‬ ‭could‬ ‭have‬ ‭died‬ ‭tonight.‬ ‭Nyx‬ ‭could‬ ‭have‬ ‭gotten‬ ‭hurt.‬ ‭I‬ ‭rubbed‬ ‭at‬ ‭my‬

‭wrists and looked the policeman dead in the eye.‬

‭“Father killed her,” I said calmly.‬

‭Red‬ ‭devil‬ ‭eyes‬ ‭flashed‬ ‭accusingly‬ ‭on‬ ‭his‬ ‭badge,‬ ‭but‬ ‭I‬ ‭didn’t‬ ‭flinch‬ ‭as‬ ‭the‬ ‭Wild‬

‭Horse glared.‬

‭The policeman clicked off the recorder.‬

‭“Thank‬ ‭you,‬ ‭that‬ ‭was‬ ‭all‬ ‭I‬ ‭needed.‬ ‭The‬ ‭system‬ ‭will‬ ‭handle‬ ‭this‬ ‭quickly,‬ ‭he’ll‬‭be‬

‭transferred‬ ‭tonight‬ ‭to‬ ‭the‬ ‭Spartan‬ ‭Federation‬ ‭penitentiary—he’ll‬ ‭serve‬ ‭life‬ ‭with‬ ‭no‬

‭parole.” He nodded at me. “He’s out of your hair.”‬

‭He stood up and walked out of the trailer.‬

‭Outside‬ ‭father‬ ‭started‬ ‭shrieking‬ ‭obscenities‬ ‭about‬ ‭killing‬ ‭me‬ ‭(greedy‬ ‭if‬ ‭you‬ ‭ask‬

‭me, since he already had his shot), but a car door slammed shut and he was silenced.‬

‭The‬ ‭female‬‭medic‬‭stared‬‭down‬‭at‬‭me‬‭with‬‭disgust,‬‭her‬‭voice‬‭warped‬‭as‬‭she‬‭said,‬

‭“‬‭There‬‭was‬‭nothing‬‭we‬‭could‬‭do‬‭about‬‭your‬‭eye‬‭or‬‭ear,‬‭you‬‭aren’t‬‭qualified‬‭for‬‭hospital‬

‭treatment‬‭.”‬

‭I had no idea what she was talking about.‬

‭She walked away with her partner.‬

‭Distantly,‬ ‭I‬ ‭was‬ ‭aware‬ ‭that‬ ‭someone‬ ‭was‬ ‭tracing‬ ‭yellow‬ ‭tape‬ ‭that‬ ‭read‬

‭“contaminated zone” along the walls of the trailer.‬

‭People shuffled out.‬

‭I blinked.‬

‭Time passed in a daze.‬

‭The‬ ‭trailer‬ ‭was‬ ‭empty‬ ‭and‬ ‭reeked‬ ‭of‬ ‭sterile‬ ‭disinfectant.‬ ‭It‬ ‭reminded‬ ‭me‬ ‭of‬‭the‬

‭“special drink.”‬

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‭Neon‬‭green‬‭lights‬‭cast‬‭shadows‬‭over‬‭the‬‭walls‬‭as‬‭the‬‭line‬‭of‬‭white‬‭electric‬‭Spartan‬

‭trucks drove away into the storm. Snow gathered gently on the windowsill.‬

‭The three of us were alone.‬

‭It was a dream come true; it was a nightmare.‬

‭Shaking,‬‭teeth‬‭chattering,‬‭I‬‭pulled‬‭Nyx‬‭off‬‭me‬‭and‬‭jerkily‬‭repositioned‬‭Charlie‬‭on‬

‭the couch, then I staggered over to the trailer door.‬

‭It took me multiple tries to turn the three locks.‬

‭With‬‭trembling‬‭arms‬‭I‬‭dragged‬‭the‬‭old‬‭arm‬‭chair‬‭across‬‭the‬‭floor‬‭and‬‭shoved‬‭it‬‭in‬

‭front‬‭of‬‭the‬‭door‬‭as‬‭a‬‭barricade.‬‭Hobbling,‬‭I‬‭pulled‬‭down‬‭the‬‭shutters‬‭on‬‭every‬‭window,‬

‭then dug through a drawer.‬

‭It took me a dozen tries to light a match.‬

‭Finally, a single candle burned in the darkness.‬

‭Only‬ ‭after‬ ‭I’d‬ ‭dragged‬ ‭the‬‭worn‬‭patched‬‭blanket‬‭off‬‭the‬‭bed‬‭that‬‭none‬‭of‬‭us‬‭had‬

‭ever slept in, did I lay down beside Charlie on the couch and pull Nyx into my arms.‬

‭A high pitched ringing burned my ears and I winced.‬

‭When‬ ‭the‬ ‭flickering‬ ‭digital‬ ‭clock‬ ‭said‬ ‭5:00‬ ‭am,‬ ‭I‬ ‭gave‬ ‭up‬ ‭trying‬ ‭to‬ ‭sleep‬ ‭and‬

‭stumbled into the bathroom.‬

‭The‬‭pipes‬‭groaned‬‭as‬‭well‬‭water‬‭sputtered‬‭out‬‭of‬‭the‬‭tap.‬‭Splashing‬‭freezing‬‭water‬

‭on my face, I looked up into the small mirror above the sink.‬

‭My mouth opened in an “o” of horror.‬

‭Curls‬ ‭stuck‬ ‭out‬ ‭around‬ ‭my‬ ‭head‬ ‭in‬ ‭every‬ ‭direction‬ ‭and‬ ‭my‬ ‭golden‬ ‭skin‬ ‭was‬

‭covered in welts, bruises, and cuts.‬

‭That wasn’t the problem.‬

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‭Slowly,‬‭I‬‭closed‬‭my‬‭right‬‭eye—the‬‭world‬‭went‬‭fuzzy‬‭and‬‭dark‬‭even‬‭though‬‭my‬‭left‬

‭eye was still open—I opened my right eye and vision returned.‬

‭Pink water dripped slowly down my face.‬

‭Mismatched‬ ‭irises‬ ‭stared‬ ‭back‬ ‭at‬ ‭me‬ ‭in‬ ‭the‬ ‭mirror—it‬ ‭wasn’t‬ ‭an‬ ‭illusion—I‬ ‭no‬

‭longer had two dark brown (midnight black) eyes.‬

‭The left iris was white.‬

‭The right iris was black.‬

‭The best part—that wasn’t all.‬

‭Feeling‬ ‭like‬ ‭I‬ ‭was‬ ‭under‬ ‭water,‬ ‭I‬ ‭lifted‬‭my‬‭shaking‬‭hand‬‭up‬‭to‬‭my‬‭right‬‭ear‬‭and‬

‭spoke‬ ‭aloud—the‬ ‭sound‬ ‭was‬ ‭warped‬ ‭and‬‭staticy—I‬‭dropped‬‭my‬‭hand‬‭and‬‭repeated‬‭the‬

‭action. This time, I could hear my voice.‬

‭Marvelous‬

‭I was blind and deaf on my left side.‬

‭Whelp.‬‭This‬‭is‬‭either‬‭going‬‭to‬‭make‬‭me‬‭mysteriously‬‭sexy‬‭(in‬‭an‬‭angsty‬‭preteen‬

‭way—not a pervy adult way)‬‭or highly uncoordinated‬‭.‬

‭With‬ ‭a‬ ‭deep‬ ‭breath,‬ ‭I‬ ‭splashed‬ ‭more‬ ‭freezing‬ ‭water,‬ ‭patted‬ ‭down‬ ‭my‬ ‭hair,‬ ‭and‬

‭pushed my shoulders back.‬

‭Mysteriously sexy it is.‬

‭The‬‭girl‬‭in‬‭the‬‭mirror‬‭looked‬‭calm.‬‭Covered‬‭in‬‭cuts,‬‭with‬‭eerie‬‭mismatched‬‭eyes,‬

‭she‬‭was‬‭intimidating.‬‭Powerful.‬‭To‬‭her‬‭right,‬‭the‬‭emergency‬‭phone‬‭hung‬‭untouched‬‭on‬

‭the wall.‬

‭“Who‬ ‭is‬ ‭she?‬ ‭I‬ ‭must‬ ‭know‬ ‭her‬ ‭name‬‭,”‬ ‭Carl‬ ‭Gauss‬ ‭would‬ ‭say‬ ‭if‬ ‭he‬ ‭saw‬ ‭her‬

‭walking down the street in Brunswick Germany.‬

‭She smiled.‬

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‭Her abusers were gone.‬

‭She was free.‬

‭In‬ ‭those‬ ‭early‬ ‭hours,‬ ‭the‬ ‭girl‬‭in‬‭the‬‭mirror‬‭befriended‬‭the‬‭second‬‭monster‬‭she’d‬

‭ever met—herself.‬

‭At least she‬‭thought‬‭she did.‬

‭Later‬‭she’d‬‭come‬‭to‬‭understand‬‭that‬‭she‬‭was‬‭both‬‭very‬‭right‬‭and‬‭very,‬‭very,‬‭very‬

‭wrong‬‭about‬‭that‬‭assessment.‬‭Monsters‬‭were‬‭tricky‬‭like‬‭that,‬‭by‬‭the‬‭time‬‭you‬‭saw‬‭them‬

‭for what they truly were, it was already too late.‬

‭Later that day, there was a loud knock on the trailer door.‬

‭A middle-aged man with deep mouth wrinkles stood outside in the snow.‬

‭“The‬‭Federation,”‬‭he‬‭spat‬‭out‬‭a‬‭thick‬‭wad‬‭of‬‭mucus.‬‭“Has‬‭identified‬‭this‬‭trailer‬‭as‬

‭a crime scene, and thus uninhabitable.”‬

‭He pointed to a large white truck with a fancy silver rig on the back.‬

‭“I’ve‬ ‭been‬ ‭ordered‬ ‭to‬ ‭take‬ ‭it‬ ‭away.”‬ ‭His‬ ‭voice‬ ‭was‬ ‭warped,‬ ‭and‬ ‭the‬ ‭high‬ ‭pitch‬

‭ringing in my left ear worsened.‬

‭Snow flurried, his eyelashes frosted over.‬

‭“Where are w-we supposed to live?” I asked on numb lips.‬

‭“Not‬ ‭my‬ ‭problem,‬ ‭all‬ ‭inhabitants‬ ‭need‬ ‭to‬ ‭evacuate—now,”‬ ‭he‬ ‭said,‬ ‭expression‬

‭blank.‬‭“I’m‬‭authorized‬‭to‬‭use‬‭force.”‬‭His‬‭hand‬‭rested‬‭on‬‭a‬‭riot‬‭stick,‬‭which‬‭was‬‭strapped‬

‭to his belt.‬

‭A‬ ‭few‬ ‭minutes‬ ‭later,‬ ‭Charlie,‬ ‭Nyx,‬ ‭and‬ ‭I‬‭stood‬‭on‬‭the‬‭empty‬‭patch‬‭of‬‭dead‬‭lawn‬

‭with‬‭the‬‭parents‬‭blanket‬‭wrapped‬‭around‬‭our‬‭shoulders.‬‭A‬‭few‬‭measly‬‭possessions‬‭were‬

‭in a box at our feet.‬

‭The truck towed the trailer down the ice covered road.‬

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‭“Let’s‬‭find‬‭shelter,”‬‭I‬‭whispered‬‭and‬‭led‬‭my‬‭family‬‭towards‬‭the‬‭nearest‬‭trailer,‬‭to‬

‭beg for help.‬

‭We were officially homeless.‬

‭That was the thing about living in dark times—life got progressively worse.‬

‭Always.‬

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