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certain careful courtesy very attractive. Altogether, you would say, a
man of limited, but not narrow mind, gentle and amiable. His passion
was genealogy, and if he was ever querulous, it was when inevitable
antiquaries connected him with the first Waddy, well known to all
American pedigrees, cook of the Mayflower and victim of Miles
Standish.
“Do I look,” he would say, “like the son of a sea-cook, even in the
sixth generation?”
And, indeed, he did not resemble a descendant of the caboose, but
rather a marquis of the Émigration, such as we behold him at the
Théâtre Français. This somewhat faded élégant had another passion:
it was for his lovely daughter; nor was he the only man thus
affected.
Mrs. Waddie was wifely, motherly, and a little over-energetic, as
became the spouse of so mild and unpractical a gentleman. It was
she who devised and carried out that purchase of real estate by
which their comfortable property became a handsome fortune. It was
she who officered the campaign which ended in giving him the civic
crown of Member of Congress, and when the bad cookery of the
American snob’s paradise had impaired his health and compelled his
resignation, it was again his energetic wife who suggested to General
Taylor that she wished the embassy to Florence. It was obtained, of
course, and was one of the most creditable acts of that President’s
brief career. His successor did not venture to recall Mr. Waddie,
although he knew the scorn with which that gentleman, usually so
amiable, regarded those ridiculously unsuccessful makeshifts and
cowardly compromises of 1850. Mr. Waddie’s fortune, high social
position, formidable wife, his serene worth and merited popularity,
made him a person whom an accidental President could not presume
to offend; and if he were already an enemy, at least it were wiser to
keep him in a foreign land.
So his wife and the ambassador remained at Florence, where her
balls crushed the Grand Duke’s. She instituted a subscription for
fronting the Duomo and introduced into Florentine life Buckwheat
Cakes, Veracity, and Sewing Machines—of which only the first-named
are still popular in that beautiful city.
It was the last year of the embassy when they thought proper to
send for Miss Clara, who, with Diana, Mr. Waddie’s ward, had been in
charge of Miss Sullivan at home. This was the first year of Mr.
Pierce’s administration, and while he was hesitating whom to appoint
in Mr. Waddie’s place. He did appoint, in time, a tobacconist from the
South-west, who viewed the world only as a spittoon.
Everybody has been in Florence or will go. It is not necessary,
therefore, here to describe what Clara and Diana saw under the
superintendence of Miss Sullivan, instinctive discoverer of the best.
They were devout beneath the dome of Brunelleschi, rapt beside the
tower of Giotto, critical in the galleries, gay in the Cascine. The
Florentines adored Clara, the fair. Strangers worshipped Diana, the
dark. This was not Diana, pale queen of night, but the huntress deity,
bold and clear of eye, of colours rich and warm, with vigorous, fiery
blood, hastening, almost fevering, a living life of passionateness. An
Amazonian queen was Diana, who could do the dashing deeds of an
Amazon with fanciful freedom. The Actæons dreaded her. No man of
feeble manhood was permitted in her presence. Soldierly men and
travellers she liked, and deep-sea fishermen, and blacksmiths and
architects and heroes and lyric poets. And when any of these told her
of his ambitions, large as life, or the dangers he had passed, and
while he told, looked in her unblenching eyes and saw through them
a soul that could comprehend any great ambition, or dare any
danger; he, the strong man, always loved her madly. But she, the
strong woman, the master-hero of her own soul, could not find her
hero. There were ideal men in history for her to adore—at least, they
seemed so, as history painted them—and as she read of them, she
felt that strange thrill of despair for their absence that later she knew
to be the passion of love—the passion of the woman longing for the
fit, appointed mate.
The friendship of Clara and Diana was fore-ordained. Its historic
beginning dates back to the college intimacy between young Waddie,
refined, timid, studious, and Diana’s father, a bold and ardent youth
of southern blood and foreign race. This gentleman, being afterward
unhappy in his home, wandered away into Texas. There he acquired
immense estates by the purchase of old Spanish grants, and dying
early, bequeathed his only child to his friend, Mr. Waddie, for care
and nurture. The two girls grew up as sisters, and it was not until
Diana’s womanhood that the serious consideration of her orphanage
was forced upon her. Mrs. Waddie, the kindest of mothers, was
immersed in business, speculating for her husband, urging him
forward to posts of responsibility he shrank from. She was therefore
ready to yield her two daughters entirely into the hands of Miss
Sullivan.
It was to Miss Sullivan that the task fell of telling Diana the sad
history of her father and her mother, and how the mother, after a life
worse than death, was now in a madhouse. It was a terrible
revelation for this pure and brave young girl. In an agony of tears,
she threw herself into Miss Sullivan’s arms and prayed her to be a
mother to the orphan. Miss Sullivan must have been of a nature
singularly sympathetic, or herself have felt the loneliness of bitter
grief, so deeply did she know the only consolations—endurance, and
long-suffering faith, and hope in other lives, eternal ones.
Clara was present at this interview, and, after this, the relations
between the elder and the younger women were closely sisterly. The
elder sister, hardly older in appearance, except of paler and more
thoughtful beauty, formed the younger minds.
Clara Waddie had inherited all her father’s grace and refinement of
face, form, mien, manner, and thought, and withal had gained from
her mother judgment and strength of character, which underlay
without diminishing her delicate sweetness. You might have known
this fair young person for months and have given only a mental
assent to her reputation of exquisite beauty; but one day, when
some changing charm of emotion cast an evanescent flush upon her
cheek and your sudden inspiration of eloquence had roused a look of
interest in her lambent listening eyes, you would become conscious
of more than mental assent to her unclaimed claim of perfect
loveliness; your soul itself would thenceforth be cognisant of her
beauty.
At the end of that delightful year in Florence, now rich with
memories of the art and poetry of Italy, Diana was suddenly
summoned to America. A most favourable change had come over her
mother’s malady, and with sanity returning, she was praying for
kindly companionship and love. Her life, at best, was to be but brief,
but it was thought that a residence in the dry, elevated regions of the
interior might prolong it and allay the pangs of her desperate
disease. Diana did not hesitate; she saw her duty clearly and
accepted it, rejoicing.
Mr. Waddie went over with Diana. She found a mother with the
saddened relics of a feeble beauty. Married hastily, out of silly school,
she had been ignorantly, in her husband’s absence, bewildered in the
toils of a great villainy, which death to the villain and madness to the
victim had sufficiently avenged. Rejecting Mr. Waddie’s kind offer of
escort, Diana took her mother to their estates in the up-country of
Texas. In that most beautiful region, the Amazon could carry out her
huntress fancies. She could gallop with her Mexican master of the
horse over vast reaches of prairie, all her own. She could encamp in
those belts of timber that sweep like rivers across boundless plains of
Western wildness. At noon, when the deer she chased were hid in
forest court, she, too, could seek such sylvan shelter, and lying there
beneath an oak, all grey with mossy drapery, could take delight of
dreamy contrast, and, with closed eyes, narrow her horizon with
remembered palaces and rebuild under broad blue heavens the
wonderful domes of Italy. Then she would study in some shady pool
of the forest her face nut-browned to warm and healthy hues and
fancy Clara, more palely beautiful, suddenly appearing, like Una from
the ancient grove, and standing beside her at this softening mirror,
as they had often stood in loving sisterhood before. In this existence,
free and fresh, she learnt what so few women ever know, the pure
physical joy of living.
The Texas postmaster was puzzled with strange stamps on Diana’s
constant letters from Europe; she was as constant in her replies. At
last, she had sadly to tell her friend how her mother, after a sudden
and fearful access of madness, had died. If there were any
circumstances accompanying this death that made it doubly painful,
and if, far away from the civilisation of towns, she had made other
friends from whom this death was the cause of bitter parting, of this
she said nothing to Clara. There are some secrets which honourable
women do not impart to anyone more distant from their hearts than
God. As to Endymion, it was certainly not probable that she had
found him among Santa Fé traders, or Dutch emigrants, or rude
cattle drovers whose best hope was a week of debauch in San
Antonio.
She rejoined the Waddies and they did Europe. Mankind stared, and
jealous women scoffed wherever Clara and Diana, charming pair,
were seen. Diana was in mourning and very sad—sadder than
seemed wholly natural for her mother’s relieving death. The only
gentleman to whom she allowed any intimacy was Belden. She told
Miss Sullivan that she distrusted him and was displeased with the
little she heard of his deeds, but that he was a bad imitation of an
old friend of hers and she liked to be reminded of a favourite, even
by a poor copy. I think upon this there must have been some very
close confidence between these ladies; there certainly was a long
interview, with tearfulness.
Are the Waddies of New York sufficiently introduced? We certainly
know them better historically than Major Granby could, when,
presented by Ambient, he had passed his first afternoon in their
society. Not so well personally; one look of a practised eye discovers
more than all description or all history can reveal.
Granby was a wide-worldling of the best type, and the ladies and Mr.
Waddie found him charming. Sir Com Ambient, that pleasant pinkling
of hesitant utterance, was also a favourite; indeed, Diana had quite
petted him on the voyage, for she liked travellers, even verdant ones.
Freshmen, when they are honest and ardent, are pleasant to meet.
So she had petted him—poor Sir Com! He was not at all blasé, a
fresh and susceptible youth; and of course he lost his heart utterly.
Granby spoke of his friend Ira. Mr. Ambassador Waddie had heard of
this gentleman; in fact, who had not?
“We suppose Mr. Ira Waddy to belong to a younger branch of our
somewhat ancient family,” he explained. “Indeed, I have already
written him to inquire our relationship. We shall be happy to meet
him as a kinsman and as a friend of Major Granby.”
The young ladies were interested in the major’s account of his friend.
He was not, Granby said, a misogynist, though he always avoided
women if he could. He was a cynic of the kindest heart. Utterly
careless of money, but possessed of a Pactolian genius for making it,
he dashed at a speculation as a desperate man rides through a front
of opposing battle. It seemed that he valued success so little that the
Fates were willing to give it him.
“Perhaps,” said Diana, “the Fates took an antecedent revenge.
Perhaps they are lavishly compensating him with what he does not
value for the fatal loss of what he did.”
Granby looked hard at her, studying the hieroglyphs of her expressive
face. What experience had this young person had, enabling her to
divine such secrets of his own life and what he had divined in his
friend’s history? A sham Champollion would have given his
interpretation that she was generalising from some disappointment
of the wrong man and not the right one having offered her a
bouquet. Granby, looking deeper, perceived that to this maiden,
whom the gods loved, they had given some early sorrow, which she
was endeavouring to explain to herself.
Granby went on with the character of Mr. Waddy. He was a man who
concerned himself not much with books. Having his own thoughts,
he did not hungrily need those of other men. He could exhaust the
books by a question or two from those who took the trouble to read
them. But if generally not a believer in the works of men or the
words of women, he was a child of nature.
“During the long and excursive pilgrimage from India to London,”
explained Granby, “which we have made together, there is hardly one
oddity, one beauty, one fact or phenomenon in nature, not human,
that we have not investigated. We’ve shot and bagged everything;
we’ve fished and fished up everything.”
And then, the major, who liked to talk—and who does not?—to
beautiful women, told them snake stories and tales of crocodiles, and
how, in the primary sense, he and his friend had seen the elephant
and fought the tiger. Then he passed to the Crimean campaign,
where Mr. Waddy had joined him and gone about recklessly to see
the fun of fighting and relieve its after agony. On the side of fun,
there was a story how Mr. Waddy and Chin Chin had surrounded a
picket-guard of a Russian officer and four men and brought them in
prisoners at the point of their own bayonets—a pardonable violation
of the neutrality laws. On the other side, was the account of Major
Granby’s own rescue by his friend. Granby told this last with an
enthusiasm that showed the earnestness of his friendship.
The two girls, who would have given up life or a lover, one for the
other, felt a romantic interest in the alliance of these men, both
apparently isolated, and erratic for some good cause from tranquil
happiness. Diana’s interest was that of a comrade in these
adventures; Clara’s was an almost timorous sympathy. Ambient
listened and blushed pinker with excitement. He was a little cut out
by a man who had done what he only hoped to do; but Sir Com was
a good fellow, and while the first fiddle played, he put up his pipe of
tender wild oat in its verdant case and applauded the solo heartily.
By Mr. Waddie’s invitation, Granby and Ambient joined his party at
the Tremont House. The ladies also suggested Newport, whither they
were all going. Granby mentioned his half-engagement with Mr.
Waddy to drop in at that watering-place on their tour, and said that
the pleasure of their society, etc., etc. In short, if he could persuade
his friend, they would drop in, and “we’ll give you a plunge, too,
Ambient,” he promised.
This conversation took place at the breakfast table, the morning after
they landed. The ladies presently disappeared and, when they
reappeared, were resplendent with results of unpacking. The proud
and brilliant Diana was still in half-mourning. I think this Amazon
must have beheld Clara’s loveliness with almost masculine admiration
and have expressed it with manly compliments, for Clara seemed a
little conscious as they stepped into a carriage, not quick enough to
avoid the two gentlemen. These knightly squires were eager for a
glimpse at brightened beauty. Granby assumed the privilege of
handing them into their go-cart, while the humbler Ambient
defended skirt from wheel.
“We are going,” said Diana, “to pass the morning with our friend,
Miss Sullivan, in the country.”
“Adieu the eagle and the swan!” cried Granby, as they drove off. “By
Imperial Jove! Ambient, she is worthy to be the consort of a god. If I
was ambitious, as you are, I should aspire as you do and as much in
vain. I suppose this is your first love, eh? You’re luckier than most
men. A man’s first is generally either a grandmotherly old flirt
become dévote, or some bread-and-butter, sweet simplicity,—oh,
bah!”
“Lucky!” echoed Ambient. “I’m confoundedly unlucky and unhappy.
She’ll never have anything to say to me—except in that infernal
condescending de haut en bas style, as if I was a boy. I’d like to
pwove it on somebody that I’m not!” and Sir Com looked around with
a quite fierce expression upon his pleasant countenance.
“Well, I’m not at all sorry for you,” said Granby cheerfully. “It never
does anyone any harm to be desperately in love with a woman who
is worthy. You may be sure that Diana will never flirt with you.”
“She fluriot!—she would never care enough for anyone’s admiration
to twy to gain it. I only wish she would fluriot with me; then I could
be angwy—now I’m only wetched.”
“It will not help you to know that everybody must go through it,” said
Granby, his face grave again—even a little bitter. “I have, my dear
fellow—and worse. For my part, I admire the goddess immensely;
but I think I could love her friend more—that heavenly mildness
gently soothes my soul. The nose,” continued the major, waxing
eloquent, “is man’s most available feature—it may be tweaked. The
mouth in woman is delicately expressive and available when we are
allowed to”—and he raised his fingers with courteous reverence to
his lips. “But the mouth is external merely. Who wishes to look down
it, even though heart may be in throat and panting at the parted
lips? It is the eyes—eyes like Clara’s, where there is soul beneath the
surface and down in the deep profound of those wells of lightsome
lustre is truth—these we may dreamily gaze in for life-long
peacefulness.”
Ambient stared at this rhapsody, not quite certain whether his
companion was in earnest. But before he could decide, a carriage
drove up, and Granby gave a distant view-halloo as Mr. Waddy
stepped out.
“Punctual to a tick,” said Ira, holding up his watch and producing the
rhinoceros-horn match-box and his case of cheroots.
Granby took one, presented Sir Com, and they entered the hotel
together.
I T was about this time that Mr. Waddy received the following letter
from Mr. Tootler:
“The Shrine, August, 1855.
“Dear Ira:
“I have leased your store, No. 26 Waddy Buildings, to
Godfrey Bullion & Co., for five years at $5000 a year.
“Wool is up and fleecing prospers. I am glad, for Mrs. T.
asked me the other day what I thought had better be the
name of our boy. How would you like to be N. or M. to
him—Ira if it’s he, Irene if it’s a girl? Ira and Irene—Wrath
and Peace—that’s just the difference between boy and
girl.
“But this is not what I am writing about. You know, my
dear old boy, that I was never inquisitive about your
affairs. Still, you can’t suppose that I have not divined
something with regard to you and a certain old friend of
ours. I don’t ask information now, because I believe if you
had the right, you would have given it long ago.
“Of course you remember Sally Bishop. The day after you
bought Pallid, Cecilia went over to see her. (The dear girl
is always going to see people that have diseases. I
wonder she don’t take the smallpox and yellow fever twice
a month the year round.) It seems old Bishop had spoken
of you, and when my wife arrived, Sally, who is dying fast,
was very curious to hear more. Cecilia was surprised to
find that Sally knew you, but would have supposed her
inquiries only the ordinary interest of a neighbour in the
return of a neighbour, except for something very singular
in her manner. Sally asked if you were as fine-looking as
ever. Mrs. T., of course, gave the proper reply. Were you
married? Did you look happy? Cecilia thought it a strange
question—but said that though you were cheerful and
very amusing, she found you sometimes very sad—she
had observed, in fact, as I had, that there seemed to be
some unhappiness at the bottom of your indifferent
manner. Sally Bishop burst into tears, in such a distressed
and almost agonised manner that my wife feared she
would kill herself with weeping. Cecilia prayed her to say
what this meant, and she answered in a frightened voice,
‘Remorse!’—she would not or could not say anything
more, and has always refused to see Cecilia since.
“I have good reason to suppose that Sally had at one time
the most intimate relations with Belden. She may have
been his mistress. I only much suspect, without being able
to fully prove. There was a child, a filius nullius, who died,
and it was the feeling of shame at this, though I believe
that not five people knew it, that drove her father to hard
drinking.
“Ira—what cause can she have to feel remorse at the
mention of your name? Is it possible that she may have
been drawn by Belden into some devilish plot against you?
And against someone else?
“I can make no conjectures, as I do not know facts
enough. Cecilia, who seems to have her own theory,
which she will not impart, will endeavour to learn more
from Sally.
“Meantime, do you watch Belden! I know that he went
several times to see Sally, and each time she was more ill.
He is capable of anything, the rotten villain!—as two of my
family know, Cecilia and myself. Is he disposed to be
friendly with you now? Something may appear in
conversation, if you have a clew. Watch him!
“Yours,
“Thomas Tootler.”
Mr. Waddy read this letter very carefully twice. He folded and filed it
with a bundle of old yellow letters, written in a hand like his own,
with so much difference only as there may be between writing of
man and boy-man. He then, with the same extreme deliberation,
took from a portmanteau a mahogany box. In it were two eight-inch
six-shooters, apparently fired only once or twice for trial. Both were
loaded in every barrel of the cylinder with conical ball. The caps
were perfectly fresh, but Mr. Waddy changed them all.
While he was thus engaged, Major Granby came in.
“At your armory, eh?” he asked. “You were always a great amateur
in shooting-irons. What’s in the wind now? You look like an
executioner. What do you intend to slay—beast, man, or devil?”
“If I shoot, it will be to slay all three in one,” said Waddy gravely.
He had a manner of intense and concentrated wrath, quite terrible
to see. The Ira of the man’s nature was dominant.
Granby understood that this meant mischief.
“Do you want me?” he asked, quick but quiet.
“Not yet,” replied his friend; “perhaps not at all. I don’t like to talk of
shooting until the time comes to do it. Aiming too long makes the
hand tremble. You can understand, Granby, that the world becomes
a small and narrow place to walk in when we meet an enemy deadly
and damnable. Now, without nourishing any ill-feeling, I begin to
half perceive that there may be a person whose life and mine are
inconsistent. You said I looked like an executioner—it may be that I
shall be appointed executioner of such a person.”
“I know you too well,” said Granby, “to suppose you capable of any
petty revenge—this is grave, of course.”
“It is grave. Personal revenge is necessary for the protection of
society. There is crime that laws take no notice of. Public opinion—
public scorn—is never quite reliable. Nor does public opinion protect
the innocent ignorant. There may be such an absolutely dastard
villain that, for the safety and decency and habitableness of the
globe, he must die—and it is fortunate for society when he outrages
anyone to the point of deadly vengeance.”
“Do you begin to see any light on the part of your life that we have
talked over by so many campfires? Fifteen years is long to wait.”
“No years are lost while a man is learning patience. I remember that
it took thirty years of my life to teach me to regard my moral and
mental tremors and stumbles and falls with the same unconcern that
in my fifteenth year I did my childish physical weaknesses. I suppose
that one hour of actual happiness now, which I am certainly not
likely to have, would explain my dark fifteen years. Patience!”
“You expect to win happiness by killing your man, eh?” questioned
Granby.
“No; if I kill him, it will merely be from a quickened sense of duty.
Don’t think I’m going to lie in ambush like a Thug. I wait information
and entertain a purpose.”
Here, Sir Comeguys knocked at the door. They had an appointment
for a sailing party.
As they passed the parlour, Belden was sitting with Mrs. Budlong. It
was as much contact as was possible in public, and some women
allow liberal possibilities.
“How much that Belden looks like your friend Dunstan,” said Granby.
“No compliment to Dunstan, who is just the type American,
chivalrous, half-alligator, not without a touch of the non-snapping