Deep Water
Deep Water
Deep Water
SUMMARY
The story has been taken from the author’s autobiography- ‘Of Men and Mountains’.
In this piece, he tells about his fear of water and how he conquered it by determination and
willpower.
As a child, when he was 3 or 4 years old, he would go to the beach in California with his father. He
would get scared by the might of the huge waves which swept over him and it instilled fear in his
subconscious mind.
A few years later, in his eagerness to learn swimming, he joined a swimming pool where an incident
further increased his terror. He was pushed into the pool by another boy and experienced death
closely.
Many years after that incident, he stayed away from water but the desire to go fishing and swimming
in nature was strong enough to motivate him to overcome his fear.
He learned swimming with the help of an instructor who ensured that William knew swimming well
enough to be able to swim in huge lakes and waterfalls also.
Still, when he would swim, the fear from his childhood experiences, embedded in his subconscious
mind would grip him over and over again. He wanted to conquer that fear.
He faced it sarcastically, thinking that now, as he knew how to swim, what harm could it do to him.
He challenged his fear in the face of it and finally, it would vanish.
It was a baseless fear instilled in his subconscious mind. This experience was valuable for him. He
had experienced terror and death. He overcame it and finally conquered it.
William realized that death is peaceful and it is the fear of death that is terrorizing. His will to live life
grew intensely as he had overcome his fear and started living fearlessly.
Q2. What were the series of emotions and fears that Douglas experienced when
he was thrown into the pool? What plans did he make to come to the surface?
Ans. Douglas was frightened when he was thrown into the pool. However, he was not
frightened out of his wits. While sinking down he made a plan. He would make a big
jump when his feet hit the bottom. He would come to the surface like a cork, lie flat on it,
and paddle to the edge of the pool.
Q3. How did this experience affect him?
Ans. This experience revived his aversion to water. He shook and cried when he lay on
his bed. He couldn’t eat that night. For many days, there was a haunting fear in his
heart. The slightest exertion upset him, making him wobbly in the knees and sick to his
stomach. He never went back to the pool. He feared water and avoided it whenever he
could.
Q3. How did Douglas make sure that he conquered the old terror?
Ans. Douglas still felt terror-stricken when he was alone in the pool. The remnants of
the old terror would return, but he would rebuke it and go for another length of the pool.
He was still not satisfied. So, he went to Lake Wentworth in New Hampshire, dived off a
dock at Triggs Island and swam two miles across the lake. He had his residual doubts.
So, he went to Meade Glacier, dived into Warm Lake and swam across to the other
shore and back.Thus, he made sure that he had conquered the old terror.
Q3. Why does Douglas as an adult recount a childhood experience of terror and
his conquering of it? What larger meaning does he draw from this experience?
Ans. The experience of terror was a handicap Douglas suffered from during his
childhood. His conquering of it shows his determination, will power and development of
his personality.
He drew a larger meaning from this experience. “In death there is peace.” “There is
terror only in the fear of death.” He had experienced both the sensation of dying and the
terror that fear of it can produce. So, the will to live somehow grew in intensity. He felt
released- free to walk the mountain paths, climb the peaks and brush aside fear.
Q2. Find and narrate other stories about conquest of fear and what people have
said about courage. For example, you can recall Nelson Mandela’s struggle for
freedom, his perseverance to achieve his mission, to liberate the oppressed and
the oppressor as depicted in his autobiography. The story ‘We’re Not Afraid To
Die,’ which you have read in Class XI, is an apt example of how courage and
optimism helped a family survive under the direst stress.
Ans. In his autobiography ‘Long Walk to Freedom’, Nelson Mandela tells the
extraordinary story of his life. He brings vividly to life the escalating political warfare in
the fifties between the African National Congress and the government, culminating in
his dramatic escapades as an underground leader and the notorious Rivonia Trial of
1964, at which he was sentenced to life imprisonment. He recounts the surprisingly
eventful twenty-seven years in prison and the complex, delicate negotiations that led
both to his freedom and to the beginning of the end of apartheid. Mandela also
struggled against the exploitation of labour and on the segregation of the universities.
He persevered to achieve his mission and to liberate the oppressed and the oppressor.
In 1990, he was freed from prison. The apartheid laws were relaxed. Mandela became
the champion for human rights and racial equality. He also became the first non-white
president of the Republic of South Africa.