it blinds and burns

Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at http://archiveofourown.org/works/47702026.

Rating: Explicit
Archive Warnings: Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
Category: M/M
Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
Relationships: Dan Heng/Trailblazer (Honkai: Star Rail), Caelus/Dan Heng (Honkai:
Star Rail)
Characters: Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail), Caelus (Honkai: Star Rail), Stelle
(Honkai: Star Rail)
Additional Tags: Stelle is the major character death, but we never get to know her in this
story so it's okay i guess?, Extremely Dubious Consent, Manipulation,
Rape/Non-con Elements, Bottom Caelus (Honkai: Star Rail), Top Dan
Heng (Honkai: Star Rail), Caelus Has A Vagina, Caelus Needs a Hug
(Honkai: Star Rail), Dragon Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail), Dan Heng is
Mean and I love it like that, Overstimulation, Cervix Penetration, Forced
Pregnancy, Eggs, Forced Bonding, And Probably some other stuff, but
i've added the worst of it, Dan Heng has two cocks
Language: English
Stats: Published: 2023-06-06 Words: 8,661 Chapters: 1/1
 it blinds and burns
by especiallynotme (Sermina)

Summary

His trembling fingers brush against soft, ashen hair, watching vacantly as the strands
delicately slip from his grasp.

“Why would you do this…?” His voice is barely above a whisper and it’s only because of his
acute sense of hearing that the being behind him can hear him.

Notes

lack of smut drives me mad, obviously

See the end of the work for more notes

His trembling fingers brush against soft, ashen hair, watching vacantly as the strands
delicately slip from his grasp.

“Why would you do this…?” His voice is barely above a whisper and it’s only because of his
acute sense of hearing that the being behind him can hear him.

“Why?” He laughs haughtily, shifting closer. Each step resounds in the deadly silent room, a
sound that would announce impending doom for anyone else but Caelus, who is frozen to the
spot, his empty gaze never wavering from the rapidly cooling body in front of him. The one
person he swore to protect, the one person he would have given his life for.

Yet he failed, miserably.

She lays in unrecognizable stillness on the cold, hard floor; ivory tiles turning crimson,
almost black beneath the glowing moonlight. It feels incredibly wrong seeing her that way
when he’s so used to her almost hyperactive self, laughing and running around the place
without a care in the world.

But even in that state, she is breathtaking, her formerly white and golden gown fitting her
perfectly while her face remains slack, her fading golden eyes wide open. She looks horrified
and still, she looks as beautiful as ever to him.

It was supposed to be her coronation today.

By now, she should have been sitting on her rightful throne and him standing by her side like
it always has been, shadowing her, protecting her from any and all evil.

Like it always should have been.

Like it never will be again.

The loud steps stop and booted feet appear in his line of sight. He doesn’t raise his head. He
has no wish to do so, his eyes seemingly stuck on his sister’s cold body.

“Why, you ask?” the other man leans down, an almost delicate hand grabbing his chin to lift
his head until he can do nothing but look into deep blue eyes. “Because it amuses me.”

He sets one knee on the floor, mindful of the blood pool, so their faces are on the same level,
barely a breath away. “Because I can.”

A thumb caresses his lower lip, pushing against the plush flesh until it gives and the
appendage slips leisurely into his slack mouth. The dark haired man moves closer still, a
small smile growing on his pale lips.

“Because she tried to steal something from me. Something that should be mine and mine
only.” Cold lips brush against Caelus’ but he’s too numb to react and he barely feels it when a
greedy mouth latches on his own. After what feels like an eternity, Dan Heng pulls away.
“And now, I will claim you back so no one else can even dream of taking you away from me
ever again.”

In the blink of an eye, they find themselves a few feet away, in front of the altar on which
Stelle’s crown lies untouched. It comes tumbling down the ground, loud and unpleasant to the
ear as Dan Heng gets rid of it without a second thought.

Something in Caelus ticks offensively at the action but it’s gone in an instant. He feels
drained, as if he hadn’t slept for weeks on end and had become sluggish and drained of all
energy.

He feels himself being hoisted then pushed down on the hard marble before the dragon’s face
comes into view.

It is unfair how good-looking he is. His long, black hair floats exquisitely behind his back
with the wind coming from the large hole he created at his arrival.
It happened in a flash, a bright blue, almost white light illuminating the room before the
ceiling collapsed, killing more people in one blow than Caelus had ever seen before. Before
any guard could react, they were all decimated, as if they were nothing more than playthings
for the celestial being who then set his sights on Caelus and his stunned sister.

He barely had the time to lift his sword before he was gently but firmly moved aside. And he
had always thought of himself as strong and capable, but the moment he tried to drive the
other back, it felt like he was pushing against a hard and unmoving wall.

He could do nothing as the dragon lord mauled his sister before his unbelieving eyes.

“Shhh, come back to me, Caelus.” A low voice calls to him but it’s hard to hear with the loud
sobs coming out of his mouth and it’s only now that he realizes his vision is blurry as tears
stream down his face.

Dan Heng takes him into his arms, rocking him back and forth in comfort and Caelus has no
choice but to cling to him, seeking refuge in the arms of the man who killed his sister. His
heart twists in his chest and he chokes, gulping in breaths when his lungs feel like they can’t
expand anymore. Dan Heng feels warm and strong around him and he wishes he could just
let it go and sink into him until he feels nothing more than his comforting heat.

Like it used to be a long, long time ago.

But he can’t. Everytime he closes his eyes, his sister’s terrified face flashes in his mind and
he wants to scream and hurt Dan Heng back for what he’s done and all the pain he’s making
him live through.

But even that much he’s incapable of doing, it seems.

Dan Heng is still whispering sweet nothings into his ears and eventually his sobs die down
until nothing more than miserable sniffles can be heard around them.He falls lax into the
warm embrace, too exhausted to move back.
“That’s it, pretty, just surrender to me.” Dan Heng smiles against his neck, inhaling deeply
before releasing a relieved groan. “You smell intoxicating, love.”

The dragon leans back until they face each other, his nose brushing against Caelus’ cheeks as
he keeps on breathing into his scent, only stopping when his mouth brushes against Caelus’
once more.

“You’re mine, all mine.” he mumbles against his plush lips before taking the lower one
between his fangs, mindful of his elongated canines. “Tonight you’ll see, Caelus. I'll make
you see.”

With that, he tugs at Caelus’ armor, trying to find the straps and buckles to take it off until he
lets out a frustrated growl. The metal bends beneath his hands and he rips it off viciously,
letting it clatter to the ground heavily.

Caelus whimpers, half-heartedly trying to push those wandering hands off without success.
He's still too deep into his own mind, stuck in his anguish to really understand what’s
happening.

However when Dan Heng lowers him back onto the altar, the freezing marble coming into
contact with his naked skin, he jolts back to consciousness.

“W-wait!! Dan Heng, what are you doing?” his voice is still a bit weak from all the crying
he’s done earlier, but he’s slowly starting to come back to his senses. His eyes widen at the
sight of his own naked body and he scrambles back, trying to put as much distance as
possible between him and the other being.

He doesn’t go far though, with merely one hand around his arm, Dan Heng holds him still
while the other is busy taking off his own clothes.

Clicking his tongue in annoyance when the task proves too difficult, Dan Heng drags Caelus
back to him and straddles his waist, effectively keeping him in place before shrugging off his
clothes rapidly, only keeping his dark pants on.

“D-Dan Heng please, please don’t…” Caelus begs, uncomfortable against the hard stone but
unable to move beneath the dragon’s heavy weight. “Please I don’t-”

“Shhh, you do want it, precious, I’ll make you remember, don’t worry.”

“No, p-please don’t do that, n-not that…”

But his begging falls to deaf ears and Dan Heng steps back on the floor, his hands circling
Caelus’ ankles to drag him forward until his bottom half nearly hangs in the air, legs placed
on the tall man’s shoulders.

Without a word, Dan Heng leans down and takes one of the silver haired man’s nipples into
his mouth, his serpentine tongue flicking the little nub until it stands hard and wet. Caelus
shivers, hands on the dragon’s shoulders to push him back in vain. Dan Heng's lips trail back
up his chest, kissing and biting on his collar bones before attacking his neck, leaving behind
large bruises and hickeys.

Caelus hears him inhale again before licking on a particular spot. “You'll bear my mark, right
here.” he hears Dan Heng mutter against the raw skin of his throat before he sighs with
contentment, “I'm going to mate you, Caelus, right next to the body of the woman who tried
to steal you from me.”

Caelus flinches, dread rushing through him when he lets his head fall to the side and sees his
sister’s corpse. She's staring unseeingly through the large hole in the ceiling, the bright moon
reflecting on her pale body in an almost ethereal way.

“S-stop, you can’t…” he starts saying in a hushed tone, his eyes frozen on his sister. He feels
disgusting, how can he let this happen when she’s laying right here?

But he can’t do anything against Dan Heng’s indomitable strength.

He's so laughably weak. How could he ever think he would be strong enough to ever protect
her?

How arrogant of him, he thinks, when beings like Dan Heng roam this earth. Humans are so
weak. Useless. Puny compared to the likes of the dragon currently pinning him to the altar.

And yet, Dan Heng's touch is tender, his hands caressing his sides lovingly while he lays
fluttering kisses all over his face. As if he truly is something precious and worth taking care
of.

He doesn’t want to like this, he doesn’t want any of this.

But it doesn’t seem to matter to his weak heart that is beating loudly and sensitive body that
is shivering uncontrollably. He can feel how hot and wet he is growing down there too and
shame rushes through him.

He's filthy, repulsive.

He wants to close his eyes, as if that could erase the feeling of arousal coursing through him
or simply forget where he is and what happened and is currently happening.

But even that much he doesn’t deserve. Because Stelle, his little sister, is lying a few meters
away in her cold blood, because he was unable to do his duty and protect her from harm. She
trusted him, and he failed her, betrayed that trust by doing absolutely nothing while Dan
Heng killed her.

It’s a vicious circle that he can’t seem to get out of; the thoughts repeating in his head again
and again.
A powerful hand forces his head back towards Dan Heng who looks at him with furious
eyes.

“Even dead and bathing in her filthy blood you would choose her over me?” He hisses
angrily, his fingers tightening painfully around Caelus’ chin. “I have been so good to you, but
still, you choose to deny me?”

The dragon lets him go before strolling towards Stelle's corpse. Terror rushes through Caelus’
body and he finds himself in front of Dan Heng before he knows it, his hands pushing against
his strong chest as he shakes his head.

“P-please, Dan Heng, I’m sorry, leave her alone, I’m s-sorry!” he cries, the words coming out
in a rush.

But Dan Heng keeps on walking and Caelus is pushed backwards along the way, trying his
hardest to take the other man’s attention off his sibling’s defenseless body. “Dan Heng!
Please, stop this, I'll do what you want! anything you want but please stop…!”

The dragon’s sharp eyes flicker back to him and he halts, his head cocking to the side as if
deep in thoughts.

“You will do anything I ask?” he repeats slowly.

“Anything, I swear.”

Because what else can he do, really?

Dan Heng narrows his gaze but eventually smiles and it is cold and sends shivers down
Caelus’ spine, but at least, he seems content enough now.

“Very well. Get on your knees for me.” he murmurs avidly.

Caelus closes his eyes and obeys, uncomfortable at the knowledge that his sister’s body is
only a few feet behind him. He tries to ignore it and looks back at Dan Heng when the man
orders him to do so.

With a gentle hand, the dark haired man caresses his cheek before his thumb forces Caelus’
lips apart. “Open wide.” he demands and with his other hand, he loosens his pants and lowers
them just enough to get his rapidly engorging cock out. Caelus gulps at the size, his eyes
widening in slight apprehension.

It isn’t even fully hard yet and it’s still the largest cock he has ever seen by far.

Dan Heng guides the tip to Caelus’ mouth, brushing against his rosy lips until they’re shiny
with precum. The dragon teases himself, pushing the bulbous head slowly inside before
taking it back out. He does that a few times, his breath growing ragged at the arousing sight
before it becomes too much to bear. With one hand gripping soft hair, he tugs Caelus’ head
back while slowly feeding him his cock with the other.

“That's it…” he breathes, eyes wide and greedy so he can take in every little shift Caelus' face
makes. He stops halfway there when he hears Caelus choke a bit and licks his lips. “Suck it a
bit and mind your teeth.”

Caelus complies and starts sucking the head further in, mindful of his gag reflex, fisting his
hands on his knees to stop himself from pushing the other away. He closes his eyes tightly
and gets to work, licking the protruding vein on the underside of Dan Heng’s cock. He feels
the large hand on his head push him closer before moving him back until Caelus follows on
his own the slow rhythm Dan Heng wants him to set.

Slurping and vulgar sounds start to resound in the otherwise silent space but Caelus tries not
to focus on it and does his utmost to bring Dan Heng to his completion. One of his hands
slowly comes up to grab the part he’s unable to get into his mouth and strokes it along his
bobbing head. Dan Heng is too big for him to take him in completely, he’s barely halfway in
and already he can feel his cock in the back of his throat.
He swallows clumsily around the heavy length, hearing Dan Heng groan appreciatively
above him and moves back until only the tip remains inside his mouth. He sucks on the
mushroom head, lapping on it before dipping his tongue into the slit, collecting the precum
leaking there and swallowing without a thought. Gradually, he takes that monstrous cock
back into his mouth and goes back to bobbing his head.

But Dan Heng must be growing bored because Caelus feels his hand return to the back of his
head before it helps feed him more of his cock. Caelus chokes, his eyes widening as he feels
his mouth expanding uncomfortably around the girthy member.

He moans plaintively, eyes watering as he tries to push back against Dan Heng’s tensing
stomach.

The dragon growls, frustrated when he can’t push fully inside but he eventually relents,
letting Caelus push him back enough to gulp in for air.

“It's okay, love, someday you’ll be able to take all of me.” he sighs in disappointment,
pushing Caelus’ hair back so he can look at his flushed and teary-eyed face.

Caelus whines, his throat is sore and his lips are red and raw, shining with his own spit and
Dan Heng’s precum. It's only because of Dan Heng's hand in his hair that he doesn’t fall
forward, his body aching and exhausted.

Dan Heng smiles at the cute sight, bending down to gather Caelus in his arms. With one arm
around his back and the other supporting his legs, he walks them back towards the altar
where he lays Caelus down.

He's beautiful like this, an offering worthy of the superior being he is and he will gladly feast
on it.

Taking his pants off, Dan Heng grabs Caelus’ ankles, spreading his pretty legs wide enough
for him to stand between. Caelus is still panting, his head involuntarily lolling to the side, too
tired to hold it up and he catches sight of his sister’s body once more. This time he doesn’t
allow himself to stare and weakly turns his face the other way, tears slowly streaming down
his face for a completely different reason this time.

But the feeling of Dan Heng’s hands on his inner thighs makes him flinch and forces his
attention back to him, flushing with shame at the position he’s forced into.

“W-what are you-” he stops, gaping when Dan Heng lowers his face into his crotch until the
feel of a rough tongue on his pussy lips makes him squeak. He immediately tries to rise up,
his hands pushing against Dan Heng’s head, mindful of his horns. “S-stop this, don’t t-touch
there!”

Dan Heng chuckles and looks at him. “You have no need for embarrassment here, love, and
you would do well to let go of this feeling now, because I intend to do far more than simply
eating you out.”

Caelus’ breath hitches at those filthy words, his face now a crimson red as he tries to protest
again. “I, I don’t like-”

“Don’t lie to me about that when you’re dripping with slick.'' Dan Heng takes his clit
between his lips, sucking it into his mouth and smiles at his love’s loud moan. “At least, your
body is being honest.”

With that, he goes back down, licking against the velvety skin of Caelus’ labia, the tip of his
serpentine tongue brushing teasingly against the tiny hole hidden there. Flickering it up and
down, he finally pushes against the opening until it widens enough for him to slip a few
centimeters inside. Caelus is a gasping and whimpering mess beneath him, his hands shaking
into Dan Heng’s hair, unsure what to do with himself and these unknown feelings.

With deft fingers, the dragon pinches his clit and Caelus squeals out in pain mixed with
pleasure, overwhelmed with sensations he’s never felt before. That agile tongue is still
working him open from the inside, sinking deeper little by little and he can feel it flutter
against his sensitive walls.

It feels so fucking good…

He absolutely hates it.

Unable to hold himself upright anymore, he falls back down against the hard stone of the
altar and presses a hand against his mouth in order to stifle out the weird sounds he can’t
seem to stop making. He moans loudly when Dan Heng's tongue pushes against something
spongy and tightly closed deep inside of him, his thighs clenching against the dragon’s head
as waves of pleasure course through him.

The other doesn’t seem to care, thrusting in and out of his drenched cunt until he feels it
spasm and tighten around his tongue as Caelus comes, a large amount of slick dripping into
his mouth before he retracts with a satisfied groan, licking at his lips with a glazed look on
his face. “You taste so good, my mate, I just want to devour you.”

“Unf... ah, please, s-stop, please-” he pleads breathlessly, going back to pushing against Dan
Heng’s head with one hand while the other covers his watery eyes.

He can't take much more of this, it’s too much and he feels too vulnerable beneath the
powerful being, a feeling he isn’t used to feeling. He doesn’t like it and he just wants
everything to stop so he can rest.

He wants to fall asleep and never wake up again so he can forget what happened today, his
failure both in protecting his innocent sister and in resisting Dan Heng’s advances.

“Shh, I’m going to take such good care of you, my treasure.” the dragon whispers against his
open mouth and Caelus blinks back his tears. His eyes widen when he feels the pressure
against his pussy, Dan Heng’s heavy cock rubbing against his soaked labia up and down.

“D-Dan Heng, we-”

“It's okay, I'll be gentle, my love.” Dan Heng reassures, caressing his sides with both hands as
if soothing a frightened animal and Caelus’ breath hitches when he feels the large tip
occasionally catching against his opening.
It will never fit.

He trembles in fear. “Dan Heng, w-wait, it’s too big!”

He wants to shove the other back but Dan Heng’s hands suddenly go from gentle to firm and
unshakeable, and Caelus can do nothing but let his mouth open in a shocked and silent gasp
when the dragon pushes slowly but resolutely inside.

“O-oh f-fuck wait, D-Dan Heng…” he’s hyperventilating, incapable of doing anything but
shakily look as that enormous cock pushes further inside. “P-please wait, ah…!”

“It's okay,” Dan Heng murmurs, eyes intense and hungry as he watches too. His cock
twitches from arousal and he knows the stretch must be unbearable to Caelus, but it feels so
good to him, tight and warm and welcoming and despite his earlier vow of being gentle, he
can’t stop his hips from relentlessly pressing closer. “It’s okay, Caelus, you can take it, I
know you can.”

“No I c-can’t, I can’t, I can't-” he’s fully panicking now, it almost feels like he’s going to be
torn apart from how stretched he feels and he sees black spots form in front of his eyes. Is he
going to black out? It feels like it but just when he feels like he’s about to slip into
unconsciousness, Dan Heng stops.

He's looking at him now, shushing him and wiping off the tears from his cheeks. He didn’t
even notice he started crying, only able to focus on the impossible length firmly sinking
inside. The overwhelming pressure into his too tight pussy.

He’s panting for breath, staring almost unseeingly at Dan Heng while the other tries to help
him relax. He’s too full, it’s too much and it feels like it’s crushing his insides. He tells Dan
Heng who merely hums, kissing his closed eyelids reverently.

“It's gonna be okay, love, but you have to loosen up or it will really hurt onceI'm fully
inside.” he tells him gently, taking one hand to his lips to kiss Caelus’ knuckles.
He whines dejectedly at his words, tears starting to stream down his face all over again.

“It’s not c-completely inside y-yet?” he laments, shaking his head from side to side. “Dan
Heng… please, I’m b-begging you, s-stop, I can’t take it.”

“No matter what, you will take it, Caelus, you have to.'' His voice is gentle but firm. “I don't
want you to hurt more than necessary, my love, but I will have you bred and mated before the
sun rises.”

Huh? For a second, he forgets the heavy weight in his guts and stares at the dragon's face in
disbelief.

“W-what are you talking about? Y-you can’t breed m-”

Narrowing his eyes, Dan Heng huffs, his patience thinning by the second. Hasn’t he been
patient enough already? He’s been trying to calm his love down, to make it pleasurable for
him too, taking care of his pleasure before his own, but still, Caelus refuses him?

The thought enrages him and with a vicious snarl, he snaps his hips forward, forcing the last
half of his cock inside Caelus’ pussy.

The younger man chokes on a silent scream, eyes large with surprise and pain.

It hurts. It hurts so fucking bad.

Dan Heng grunts above him, his forehead thumping against Caelus’ shoulder as he pants
loudly. “F-fuck, you need to loosen up a bit… you’re too fucking tight.”
Caelus doesn’t even hear him, he’s shaking uncontrollably, gulping for air as deeply as
possible while he tries to focus on something other than the throbbing pain in his pussy. He’s
been hurt before, he’s had his bones broken, he’s been cut and stabbed, but somehow this
feels so much worse.

He feels raw and used and he wonders if he started bleeding from the inside. He wouldn’t be
surprised if that was the case.

His previously raised hands flop back on his sides limply, his body slowly getting used to the
intrusion even if he feels like Dan Heng’s cock is sitting in his throat. He thoughtlessly lifts a
hand to his stomach, hoping to rub off some of the pain but freezes when he feels the large
bulge there.

“O-oh my god, w-what is-” his voice dies down in a croak when he looks down and sees the
way his stomach is protruding from the inside. “Dan Heng, Dan Heng, f-fuck… You’re g-
going to break me!”

His hand hovers shakily above his belly, too scared to touch but the decision is made for him
when one of Dan Heng’s own hands caresses his stretched skin with reverence. Caelus
inhales sharply when he feels that hand press harder and harder against the bulge, expecting
excruciating pain but instead a shot of pleasure makes his whole body seize and he can’t
swallow back his high pitched moan.

He gulps heavily and watches Dan Heng's amazed face, the way his wide blue eyes glow in
the dark room as he observes Caelus’ stomach intensely.

“You’re perfect,” he says in a hushed tone, still caressing that same spot, “You were made for
me, weren’t you? From the very beginning I knew it.”

He leans back up, believing that Caelus’ pussy has grown loose enough for him to start
thrusting at a sluggish pace. Everytime his cock pulls out, the bulge on Caelus’ belly
disappears only to come back a second after. With every push, Caelus feels Dan Heng’s
heavy cock bump against something inside and while it used to hurt a few minutes earlier,
now he’s getting increasing pleasure from the hard length inside of him and he can’t stifle his
moans anymore.
“See?” Dan Heng says after a while, a victorious smirk on his face. “I told you, you could
take it. Before long your body will be so used to having me inside it’ll only become second
nature for it to open up for my cock.”

Caelus pants, letting his head fall back against the altar. He's completely forgotten where they
are and what transpired earlier, now he can only focus on the pleasure and the way Dan
Heng's large cock slides in and out of him fast and hard.

“I-it’s r-really good…” he admits in between mewls, twisting his lower body to weakly push
back against Dan Heng’s vigorousthrusts.

The dragon smiles triumphantly once more. “That's it, love, it does feel good, hm? Someday
I'll stretch you enough so you can take both at the same time… You were made for this, you
were meant to belong to me, with me, right Caelus?”

Caelus hums in agreement, completely drunk on pleasure. He never would have thought sex
could feel so good. Had he known, he may have tried it out earlier, instead of merely focusing
on his training and his guard duties. He drives those thoughts out of his mind though, he
doesn’t want to think about the past, not right now.

For now, he observes Dan Heng, the way his muscles shift with every roll of his hips, his
handsome face twisted in ecstasy.

He hadn’t seen him in so long.

He never would have thought their reunion would happen this way though. And he certainly
wasn’t expecting to find himself in such a position with the dragon anytime soon.

He doesn't remember much from those times they used to spend together when they were
younger, but Dan Heng has changed so much.
He has certainly grown.

He used to be smaller than Caelus, with short black-hair and looking completely human.

Today, he’s the taller one, his long hair black with blue tips flowing behind his back, blue
horns glowing on top of his head. He looks different, but still the same and Caelus finds it
confusing. He remembers a boy who seemed a bit rude and cold at first sight but who was
actually very cute and sweet when you got to know him.

Now though, Dan Heng seems back to his cold self. Acting ruthless and cruel with anyone
that isn’t Caelus.

He will never be able to forgive the way he savagely murdered every single person in this
room.

They were Caelus’ people.

But deep down, he really wishes he was able to do so because the Dan Heng he knew would
never have done something like that. And it confuses him because it just doesn’t add up and
surely there is a reason– even though no matter what, it will never be a good one– for him to
have acted this way.

He wants to ask, wants to beg the other to please explain and make things right because
Caelus doesn’t want to feel the hate he feels now towards him.

He wants his friend back.

He wants his sister back too, and every last person that was killed so unfairly tonight.

A sharp thrust brings him back to reality and he moans, high pitched and weak.
Ah. But there’s no going back from that. He can’t turn back time.

And while Dan Heng is currently making him feel good, Caelus doesn’t really want this.

He has asked him to stop enough times for that to be clear. Yet Dan Heng doesn’t care.

He takes, and takes until Caelus has nothing left to give. his body is weakened and unable to
fight the stronger being off. Not that he really had a chance to begin with.

“What is going on in that pretty little head of yours?” Dan Heng huffs above him, his gaze
searching. He stops thrusting, bending down until he can kiss Caelus breathlessly. Their lips
separate with a wet sound but Dan Heng doesn’t move back, looking deeply into Caelus’
golden eyes. “Am I not making you feel good enough? I want you here, with me .”

He grinds harshly into Caelus, the tip of his cock crushing against the tightly closed opening
deep inside him.

“But I suppose it’s fine, I’ve been losing myself in pleasure,” he says, his hand traveling to
Caelus’ stuffed belly. “But I do need to hurry things along if I want us to be fully mated
before dawn.”

Caelus looks up at him confusedly when Dan Heng straightens, hands circling his thin waist
in a tight hold while the dragon withdraws until only the bulbous head remains inside. He
pushes back in unbearably slowly, grinding into Caelus once more before taking one of the
silver haired man’s hands and dragging it between them.

“Here, feel that?” Caelus’ fingers come into contact with Dan Heng’s cock, and he frowns
when he realizes there are still a few inches that can’t enter him. Dan Heng smirks at his
tense face. “It does look like I may be a bit too big for your tiny hole, after all.”

He makes Caelus’ fingers massage the hot flesh before removing his hand and instead
intertwining their fingers together. He brings his face closer to Caelus’, kissing his cheek
lovingly before dragging his lips to the side of his face, licking up his neck back to his ear.

“But there is still one place inside of you that I have yet to breach” he whispers teasingly,
fangs catching on his earlobe almost painfully. “and I need that place to open for me so I can
breed you properly, hm?”

He pulls back with a small smirk, amusement oozing from his every pores at the curious look
Caelus sends him.

“Your womb, beloved.” he clarifies with a hand pressing gently against Caelus’ lower belly.

“H-Huh?” Caelus’ face falls, stiffening beneath the other’s touch. “That’s not… You’re not
supposed to be able to g-get into that place, r-right? Y-You can’t!”

Dan Heng smiles, falling back into position, his hands gripping tightly on caelus’ hips to
keep him in place while he plants his feet on the floor.

“Can't I?” His voice is playful and Caelus gapes.

However he doesn’t let Caelus answer this time and thrusts sharply, once, twice, before he
starts pounding into him harder than before. With each slam of his hips, Caelus’ breath
stutters and his hands scramble on top of the sleek marble uselessly as he tries to find
something to hold onto.

The entrance to his womb is relentlessly battered by Dan Heng’s cock and it can do nothing
but start to yield little by little to the aggressive onslaught. Caelus whimpers at the
uncomfortable feeling. He wants to ask Dan Heng to slow down but he can’t find his voice.

Dan Heng grunts between gritted teeth, feeling the way Caelus’ cervix starts to open up to
him. His cock throbs in arousal, and he has to make a conscious effort not to cum right then
and there. He can’t wait to breach that forbidden entrance and fill it with his eggs and cum
until Caelus looks unmistakably pregnant.
The thought makes him shiver with want and he renews his effort, grinning as Caelus’ sweet
whines and mewls reach his ear. The tip of his cock doesn’t feel like it’s hitting into the
spongy wall anymore and he knows that he’s slowly but surely getting there.

Caelus yelps, bowing his back at the now kinda painful feeling and tries ineffectively to drag
himself away again, his hands managing to catch the ledge of the altar he’s being violated on.
But it doesn’t matter because Dan Heng's grip is too strong and he doesn’t even budge in
spite of how hard he tries to get away.

“W-wait Dan Heng, s-slow down -AH!” he shrieks before sniffling loudly, shaking his head.
“It hurts! It hurts, it hurts, stop!”

“Shh, I know, sweetheart, but we have to.” Dan Heng says in a falsely sorry voice before his
face twists back in a snarl as he keeps on pushing faster and stronger. It’s going to let him in,
no matter what. “It'll be over soon, I promise.”

Caelus starts sobbing uncontrollably, hands clenching and unclenching. Oh god, he thought
taking Dan Heng into his pussy earlier was painful but this is much, much worse.

Even the slight flares of pleasure he feels when Dan Heng’s cock drags against his g-spot
isn’t enough to alleviate the terrible pain he feels when his womb starts to open.

It's like with every push, Dan Heng is crushing his organs. He takes too much space inside,
space that shouldn’t be filled with anything external. Yet the dragon doesn’t relent, they’re
both sweating profusely, gasping for air and still he doesn’t stop.

And then he feels it, a hot and searing pain deep in his guts. It muffles every sound around
him and he barely hears Dan Heng’s victorious snarl when his cock finally breaches his
cervix, the bulbous head filling the small space almost entirely.

Letting out heavy gasps, Caelus forces himself to remain absolutely still, stiff and hurt as
dread overwhelms him. Dan Heng really is inside his womb, he can feel it in some weird
kind of way. There's a heavy weight inside of him, something foreign in a place he previously
thought unbreachable.

He can’t explain the feeling better than that. The only relief he has now is that, still as they
are, it stops hurting.

“There we go,” Dan Heng huffs against the crook of his knee, Caelus’ legs resting on top of
the dragon’s shoulder. He didn’t even notice him putting them up. “Now, I'm going to start
moving again, my treasure.”

“No! Wait, wait please! J-just a few minutes, please…” Caelus begs quickly, one hand
latching onto Dan Heng’s, the one still clutching his hip. The dragon hesitates but decides to
listen and wait a bit as he takes in his love’s terrified eyes.

“I suppose I can let you adjust a bit.” he agrees softly, leaning forward to steal a kiss from
those delicious lips.

Caelus winces and hisses as it makes his cock shift inside of him and Dan Heng shushes him,
peppering his face with gentle kisses in apology before licking up his drying tears as if it was
ambrosia.

“I love you.” he whispers between each brush of his lips, “I love you so much, I missed you,
all those years… I can't bear the thought of being away from you again.”

Caelus lets him, unable to respond in kind and too weak to say anything else. It doesn't matter
to Dan Heng who glances briefly at the forgotten corpse on the other side of the room, a
satisfied grin growing on his lips. He hides it into Caelus’ collar bones, kissing the soft skin
amorously. Soon they’ll be mated and Caelus’ human nature will slowly fade away until he
too, becomes something more, something better.

Dan Heng will take him back with him and make him his bride, his empress and nothing will
be able to tear them apart ever again. So maybe Caelus doesn’t feel the same way right now,
maybe he might even detest him a bit. Even then, it doesn’t matter to him.
Because Caelus belongs to him now, and he’s never letting him go. He'll have all eternity to
make him fall in love with him, they’ll be mated after all, and his instincts will naturally
make him attracted to Dan Heng. As it should be.

As it always should have been.

Thinking about their imminent future together turns him on and with his face still buried into
Caelus’ throat, nibbling and biting on his skin to distract him, Dan Heng grinds slightly
forward, growling at the feeling of the tight ring of muscle squeezing the tip of his cock.

“A-ah! Wait!” Caelus whines, his arms circling around Dan Heng's neck tightly.

“Haven’t I waited long enough?” he replies with annoyance, voice muffled into Caelus’ hot
skin. “Years I have waited for you to come back to me and still you would ask me to wait
some more?”

Caelus swallows heavily, suddenly feeling like he’s treading on thin ice. “I, I'm sorry I made
you wait s-so long for me… but p-please, if you really love me, just give me a few m-more
seconds.”

Dan Heng smirks against his neck amusedly, his fangs closing dangerously close to Caelus’
pulse point in a playful manner. “Do you think you can manipulate me that way, beloved?”

“N-no I’m not trying to-”

“Shh, it is rather adorable.” Dan Heng confesses, his tone fond and full of love. “But you had
your rest, my treasure, and dawn is nearly upon us. I have to complete our mating whether it
pleases you or not.”
With that, he takes Caelus’ arms and brings them down against the cold marble before
withdrawing his hips agonizingly slowly, both their breath hitching at the feeling of Dan
Heng’s cockhead popping out of Caelus’ cervix. He pushes back inside, rolling his hips in
order to loosen him up a bit more before starting to thrust in and out of his womb slowly. His
cock remains mostly inside Caelus’ tight pussy. For now he just wants to make sure that the
deepest part of his lover is open wide enough to let him breed him.

Caelus’ heart is pounding in his chest, expecting torturous pain at any moment, and while he
feels a small twinge of discomfort every time Dan Heng's cock slips into his womb, it doesn’t
hurt that bad any more and he unknowingly releases a sigh of relief.

They go on like that for a few more minutes and Caelus lets himself enjoy the feeling now
that the pleasure trumps the pain but then, there’s a shift in the air and suddenly, Dan Heng
pulls out.

He adjusts his hold on Caelus’ forearms before slowly pushing back in. Except this time it
feels different and the silver haired man gasps in pain at the intrusion.

Oh god, what now?

“W-what is-” he tries to ask in a choked voice.

Dan Heng's cock feels so strange compared to earlier. It feels bigger and wider around the
head and it feels like he’s just been penetrated for the first time all over again.

“Shh, it’s not that much bigger than my other cock, you can take it.” Dan Heng merely says,
pushing steadily inside until the flared head pushes against his cervix. Damn. It seems he
didn’t open Caelus enough. The large tip of his cock bangs against the opening, unable to
push inside completely.

“O-other cock?!” Caelus screeches, struggling into Dan Heng’s grip with renewed vigor.
The dragon growls, his lips forming a nasty snarl as he tightens his hold on his future mate’s
arms and tries to push his cock further inside.

“Stay still! You’re still a bit too tight…” he winces, feeling the tight muscle clench
unpleasantly around the tip of his cock but he doesn’t ease up and instead starts pushing
harder into Caelus’ cunt until he exhales in relief once the head finally pops inside.

“O-oh fuck…! Ah!” Caelus recoils, the movement tugging on his painfully stretched pussy
and he hisses in pain.

“I told you to stay still!” Dan Heng repeats warningly, giving a harsh tug on Caelus’ arms
that makes his hips slam harder into him.

“Fuck! Stop, b-be gentle, please, you said…!” Caelus sobs shakily, his huge eyes looking at
the enormous bulge distorting his stomach. However, just above it, he sees the tip of Dan
Heng’s cock, its bulbous head weeping precum steadily on top of his skin. He whines in
disbelief, eyes moving back and forth between the cock outside of him and the one tearing
him apart from the inside. “W-what the hell…W-what is…?”

“Didn’t I tell you before? I'm here to breed and mate you." Dan Heng lets his head hang
backwards, staring absently at the stars above them as he enjoys the tightness around his
sensitive tip. Taking a deep breath, he lowers his head, catching Caelus’ disoriented stare
with his own amused one before smirking lightly. “This cock is for breeding.”

He doesn't wait for Caelus to answer before pulling out, his breath growing short at the tight
squeeze around his cockhead every time he pushes in and out of the now gaping cervix.
Chasing his release, he starts hammering his cock in and out at a fast pace, his other cock
rubbing against the soft folds of Caelus now raw and sore labia in a pleasurable way.

The altar is dripping with both their juices, Cealus’ slick sticking to their legs as it
continuously streams out of his cunt with each of Dan Heng’s thrusts.

“Now relax, my love… Here it comes.” he warns in a low voice, panting heavily as he feels
his cock expand and immediately pushes inside as deeply as he can go.
Caelus doesn’t know what to expect at Dan Heng's words. Is he going to cum then? But he
doesn’t feel anything and wonders just what the other meant until he feels the beginning of
something stretching against his pussy. Something big and round is slowly pushing inside of
him, forcing apart his already stretched to the limits cunt and he chokes on his breath.

“W-what the hell is that?!” he howls in pain, twisting around wildly until Dan Heng flattens
him against the altar with his own body.

“Don’t. Move.” he growls between gritted teeth, his eyes closed tightly with a concentrated
look on his face.

Caelus wonders briefly if it hurts the dragon as much as it does him, but the feeling of that
round thing traveling up Dan Heng’s cock farther and farther inside of him makes him squirm
despite the other’s warning.

In the blink of an eye, Dan Heng’s jaws tighten around Caelus’ fragile throat, another
warning growl vibrating up his spine and Caelus instinctively freezes despite the increasing
pressure growing in his lower belly.

After what feels like hours, the round thing passes through the tighter ring of muscle inside
him and finally plops into his womb, heavy and large. Just when he thinks it’s over, the exact
same feeling starts spreading from the entrance of his pussy and he knows he’ll have to go
through it all over again.

Tears gather slowly in his eyes before flowing down his face in a steady stream. “D-Dan
Heng, Dan Heng…What is that, w-wha-?”

“Our eggs.” the reply comes out choked but it sounds loud and overwhelming in the
otherwise silent space.

“... What?”
Dan Heng laughs breathlessly against his bruised skin, his mouth wide open in loud pants as
he answers meanly. “What did you expect, Caelus? I am a dragon.”

He doesn’t say anything else, as if everything should make sense with that simple sentence.

“Y-you're laying your eggs inside of me?!” Caelus feels faint and nauseous.

How did he let this happen? He winces before letting out a hiss and a pained gasp when the
second egg finds its place within his womb too. He feels like he’s going to burst from how
stuffed he is. “F-fuck, please, enough a-already!”

“I can't stop it, Caelus, even if I wanted to.” Dan Heng tells him sluggishly. he inhales deeply
against Caelus’ hair and releases a pleased sigh. “You smell so good. Like you’re finally
mine.”

Another egg gets shoved into his womb and Caelus is sobbing quietly against Dan Heng’s
head, boneless as he feels another one pushing into him. Just how much is he meant to take?

“Shh, it’s the last one, my mate. You’re doing great.” Dan Heng presses gentle kisses against
his pulse. “You’re so perfect for me, I love you so much.”

Now that Caelus is too exhausted to struggle against him, Dan Heng lifts himself on his
elbows until their faces are separated by a few inches only. As the last egg breaches into his
future bride’s womb, Dan Heng kisses him deeply, his tongue pushing into his mouth, easily
dominating its counterpart. It’s dirty and messy, saliva dribbling down both their chins.
Breaking the kiss, Dan Heng licks around Caelus’ mouth, cleaning him off before sagging
against him from his own tiredness, his lips still seeking Caelus’ so they can lazily make out.

His other cock is still throbbing in the cold air, the tip glistening beneath the slowly receding
light of the moon and he moans into the younger man’s mouth with want. He breaks the kiss
and begins to pull out of Caelus’ gaping pussy, ignoring how the young man tenses beneath
him. His cock slumps against his thighs and even completely limp, the size would put to
shame most men. The flaring head is now much smaller than it was earlier, having fulfilled
its purpose.

“Now, for the last part.” he says, grabbing his other aching length tightly, hissing at the
feeling before he guides it back into Caelus’ drenched pussy.

“N-nooo, no more, please…” Caelus protests, his voice barely above a whisper. He doesn't
even have the strength to try pushing Dan Heng away this time and it makes the dragon smirk
with satisfaction.

He fucked and bred his mate so thoroughly.

"But I haven't released yet, beloved and our eggs need to be fertilized. So just stay still and
let me do this one last thing." Dan Heng pushes his cock inside to the hilt despite Caelus’
complaints.

He's exhausted too, but the feeling of Caelus’ searing pussy tightening sporadically around
his hard length turns him on too much and he wants the sweet release that he knows
cumming and filling his lover to the brim will feel like.

The more he thrusts into the velvety heat, the more aroused he feels and it’s not long before
he’s back to hammering into Caelus as hard and as fast as before.

Looking at the silver haired man below him makes him salivate, his fangs eager to taste the
delicious flesh of his throat once again and he knows he’s coming close to the end. Caelus is
jostling upwards with every thrust, his head lolling from one side to the other. He doesn’t
seem that conscious anymore and only lets out breathy whimpers from time to time.

The sight is too appetizing and even with his cock deep inside he feels like he’s too far away.
Effortlessly, he climbs atop the altar too, adjusting Caelus now limp legs on his shoulders
before bending him in half until he has the other in a mating press, his full belly making the
position slightly difficult to maintain, but Dan Heng is nothing if not persistent.
Caelus’ mouth hangs open, his eyes glossed out from pleasure and Dan Heng feels, from how
utterly drenched it feels inside his pussy, that he has come once again.

Now that they are as close as they can possibly be, Dan Heng resumes his thrusting, his
heavy cock pushing in to the hilt with every slam of his hips and he can feel the way the tip
pops in and out of Caelus’ swollen cervix, sometimes brushing against the soft shells of the
eggs he laid there a few moments before. The thought couldn’t be more arousing to him.

“You’re beautiful, Caelus, fuck, i love you,” he professes breathlessly, speeding up his thrusts
when he feels his release approaching fast. “You’ll be such a good mother, my beautiful
queen, my perfect empress… fuck!”

His hips slam inside as hard as possible, grinding his cock as deep as he can while he drags
Caelus back into him until not even one inch separates them. Finally, his cock pulses inside
and his thick and potent cum floods his lover’s womb, burying his eggs into liters and liters
of semen. At the same time, he buries his face into Caelus’ already bruised neck, opening his
jaw wide before biting hard into the soft flesh until he feels the skin breaking beneath his
fangs.

He hears nothing more than a plaintive whine coming from his mate’s lips before he carefully
slips his fangs out, his long tongue licking the bloody bite until it stops bleeding before
kissing it gently to ease the pain he’s sure his love must feel.

Once he’s done with his mating bite, he lets his head fall against Caelus’ rapidly rising and
falling chest, kissing it briefly before nuzzling into him.

He sighs in satisfaction, focusing on the feeling of Caelus’ pussy milking him dry. A low
rumble starts from deep within his chest when his cock spurts its last drop of cum and he lets
himself bask in the contentment of having successfully bred his mate.

When he lifts his head from Caelus’ chest and sees him fast asleep, completely worn out
from their lovemaking, he can’t stop a fond smile from rising on his lips. His heart beats
loudly inside his chest, bursting with absolute love for the man he holds in his arms.
He’ll let him rest long enough for Dan Heng to regain enough strength to carry Caelus back
home with him.

Listening to his beloved’s steady heartbeat, his eyes fixate on Stelle’s decaying body.

Another twisted grin appears on his face, uncontrollable and wide.

“He was never meant to belong to anyone else. Let this be a lesson to those who would dare
try to take him from me.” he tells her venomously, eyes crazed with possessiveness.

Caelus lets out a small and plaintive little sound and Dan Heng immediately focuses back on
him, his demeanor shifting from vicious to careful and loving as he soothes his mate back to
a peaceful sleep.

No need to focus on what used to be anymore.

Now, his pretty little mate is back into his arms and he never intends to let him go again.
End Notes

thanks for reading bbs, i posted twice in a week, don't get used to it :(
i hope you liked it, sorry for being a twisted little gremlin, but it's purely self-indulgent.
thanks for the support as always and see you soon, hopefully! <3

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