I am thirty six years old and have a beautiful wife, an amazing son and two step kids that I love as my own. I struggled with addiction for over ten years. I never held a job for very long and hurt...view moreI am thirty six years old and have a beautiful wife, an amazing son and two step kids that I love as my own. I struggled with addiction for over ten years. I never held a job for very long and hurt many people along the way. In 2013 the Drug Task Force came in my home and arrested me, as well as my wife and I lost custody of my son. While sitting in jail awaiting trial, after being offered fifteen years to serve, I started writing. My feelings are written in these pages , and if one person walks a different path after reading this, then my book has served a purpose.view less