Expansive Intimacy: How "Tough Guys" Defeat Burnout
By Jim Young
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Jim Young served 23 years in the Army and after retiring, he became an ordained minister. He has been a pastor and a hospice chaplain. Jim and his wife Kathy live in Show Low, Arizona. They have 3 children, 7 grandchildren, and 1 great-grandchild.
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Expansive Intimacy - Jim Young
Expansive Intimacy
Expansive Intimacy
How Tough Guys
Defeat Burnout
Jim Young
New Degree Press
Copyright © 2022 Jim Young
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Expansive Intimacy
How Tough Guys
Defeat Burnout
Cover Design by Donna Cunningham of Beaux Arts Design
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979-8-88504-563-6 Paperback
979-8-88504-888-0 Kindle Ebook
979-8-88504-679-4 Ebook
To improv.
Contents
Author’s Note
Introduction
Part 1.
The Dilemma of Men’s Burnout
Chapter 1.
The Expansively Intimate Life
Chapter 2.
Shining a Light on Burnout
Chapter 3.
It Spreads Like Wildfire
Chapter 4.
You Can’t Solve Burnout
Chapter 5.
The Trash Man Hero
Part 2.
The Double Bind of Shame
Chapter 6.
Insidious Bedfellows
Chapter 7.
The Lengths That We Will Go To
Chapter 8.
Shame as a Barrier to Intimacy
Part 3.
Bringing Expansive Intimacy into Our Lives
Chapter 9.
Defining Expansive Intimacy
Chapter 10.
A Range of Intimacies
Chapter 11.
Intimacy Beyond the Bedroom
Chapter 12.
The Power of Risk
Afterword
Acknowledgments
Appendix
Author’s Note
As I began writing this book, I realized that I was attempting to take on some big topics. I was also clear that I have done so from a particular perspective—that of a privileged, straight, white American man. I’ve purposely chosen to write from that vantage point for two reasons.
First, it’s the experience of this culture that I know firsthand, its benefits and its drawbacks alike.
Second, it’s my ardent belief that the best way for our society’s power imbalances to realign safely comes when those in power (who are largely in my demographic) take proactive measures to create more space for others. It’s too hard and dangerous when leaders are forced to change. I hope I have carved an enticing path with this book that helps leaders find new ways for us to come together as a society.
This book may tend to resonate more with men whose experiences are a lot like mine. Nonetheless, I sincerely hope that people of all genders will find this book useful. For readers with different life circumstances, please know that I intend for the lessons contained in these pages to be as inclusive as possible. When I fall short of that standard, please know that it is an issue of content, not intent. I will always be learning—and making mistakes along the way. If you see an opportunity to point out a growing edge for me, would you kindly email me at jim@thecenteredcoach.com?
I also want to take a moment to note that my story centers around a pivotal moment in my life; when I decided to end a long career and forge a new path. Changing jobs or leaving your career behind is not for everyone. There are no prescriptions in this book. If you’re ready to create a change in your life, your own path awaits.
Last, but certainly not least, I always have a soundtrack going in my head. The power of music to help us understand the world is strong. As I wrote this book, numerous artists and songs served as my guides. I have included them in a playlist that I hope you’ll enjoy.
QR code for Expansive Intimacy playlist on Spotify. Description automatically generatedIntroduction
Jim, I need you to get out of bed and fix this! The Attorney General is gonna be on my doorstep tomorrow morning and I’m gonna lose everything!
I had barely taken in these words. I was in some wild time warp; my senses fogged up by a cocktail of NyQuil and four hours of sleep that had started around 7:00 a.m.
Oh man…
I murmured, hoping like mad that this was one of those dreams that sometimes hit me when I have the flu and am detoxing from whatever freaky magic they put in cold medicine.
It was not a dream.
My client, the CEO of a multimillion dollar financial services firm, was losing his freaking mind.
His most critical IT system was dead in the water. He had serious legal obligations to his clients that were getting closer to going kaput with every passing moment. Me reviving that IT system was his only hope.
He was screwed.
Somehow, I felt worse than he did.
For starters, I had just pulled back‐to‐back all‐nighters trying to fix his system—not to mention pulling every damn trick I had out of every sleeve I owned—without any success. I was physically and mentally toast.
On top of the exhaustion from forty hours of work in just over two days, I had come down with some nasty bug just as this all started.
Oh, and my grandmother, who was like a second mother to me, was lying on her deathbed as this was all happening.
And I was six months into being divorced, living on my own for the first time in fifteen years, and trying to figure out how to be a single parent.
I was pretty sure I was headed for either a straitjacket or a pine box. To be honest, both of those options sounded better than what I was living through.
I had a major problem, and I needed a solution. Fast. So I decided to use the best strategy I had: outworking the problem on my own until either it was resolved or I collapsed. It was an easy choice, really. Up until this point, I had a 100 percent success rate in winning those battles. Besides, failure wasn’t an option. I’m a man. We don’t fail, and we don’t need help.
This time was different. I knew that because of the carpeting.
Until that point in my life, I had never spent time inspecting the nuances of the flooring of my tiny, two‐bedroom condo. But there I was, planted face down in the middle of my living room floor, drenched in sweat, tears streaking down my face, anguished groans occasionally escaping my writhing body. The abrasiveness of the matted Berber carpeting felt harsh on my nose, forehead, and cheeks. Its aroma, stale and slightly chemical in nature, reeked of atrophy. It was not a pretty scene.
As I lay there uncontrollably sobbing, shaking from waves of stress pulsing through my depleted body, it was clear that I wasn’t okay.
After weeks of trying to gut through this knotted swarm of challenges, I finally had to give in. The next day I walked into my CEO’s office, told him I needed to go home and that I didn’t know when I’d be coming back. I was burned out.
Today’s Burnout Landscape
My burnout occurred in 2016. I have since found that my situation was neither unusual nor uncommon. In fact, burnout continues to affect a wide swath of the global population. Several high‐profile studies from 2021 present an alarming view of the modern workplace.
Deloitte performed a survey with one thousand US corporate workers that showed extreme levels of burnout. Seventy‐seven percent of all respondents reported experiencing burnout in their current job, with 83 percent of them saying workplace burnout negatively affected their personal lives (Deloitte Touche Tomatsu Limited 2021).
McKinsey & Company ran a larger study. They looked at burnout among five thousand corporate and government employees across the globe. Their results showed that 56 percent of US workers were experiencing burnout, which was higher than any other region except for Australia at 61 percent (McKinsey & Company 2021).
Infinite Potential ran a global study, as well, polling over three thousand individuals from thirty countries. Their results were slightly more optimistic, but still troubling. They found an aggregate burnout rate of nearly 35 percent for their 2021 Workplace Burnout Study, more than a 5 percent increase over their 2020 results (Infinite Potential 2021).
So, what is the actual burnout rate? Are a third of people really burned out? Or half? Or—holy hell—three out of every four people?
Frankly, it’s tough to know due to burnout’s complex and poorly understood nature. Besides, McKinsey, Deloitte, and Infinite Potential all provide services to the corporate world that include offerings to help combat burnout. So let’s acknowledge that reporting burnout as a catastrophic problem could potentially benefit their bottom lines.
Personally, I am hitching my wagon to the reporting from Infinite Potential’s Workplace Burnout Study for one critical reason: Their reporting is based on a formal burnout assessment, while the others’ sources are unclear. As we’ll discuss in Chapter 2, reliable scientific assessments exist to measure burnout. The use of such instruments provides an unambiguous and meaningful diagnosis for a malady that seems mysterious to many.
That lack of understanding of what constitutes burnout is confounding. Because the term is often used loosely, without a solid definition, we end up treating it like a mystery. Or worse, we consider it to be fake. Or even taboo.
And in the face of its perplexing nature, the corporate world, which is the primary source of burnout, seems to have thrown its hands up.
Listen, I get it. As a former executive who oversaw an organization in which numerous people were burning out, I know the risks of confronting the issue. Admitting the reality of organizational burnout can invite guilt. Or it might trigger feelings of failure. It’s really hard as a leader to admit that things aren’t going well. So instead of digging through the uncomfortable layers of truth about how people are suffering, the typical responses from corporate leaders often tend toward either denial or lip service.
Consider for a moment the set of strategies that have emerged as common wisdom to deal with burnout:
Take better care of yourself through diet, exercise, mindfulness, and rest.
Set better boundaries, especially regarding your work hours.
Upgrade your job skills to improve your ability to handle your stressors.
Utilize productivity hacks, like time-blocking your calendar, to improve focus.
Take time off from work, whether for a few hours or (gasp!) by taking an actual vacation.
These are all sound strategies for living well. In fact, once I had my burnout under control, I began to incorporate many of these practices into my life to maintain more balance and better health.
The problem is that these strategies do not work when you’re dealing with an always‐on, productivity‐first, leave‐your‐life‐at‐the‐door burnout culture.
Now, let’s stop and consider burnout from a clinical standpoint for a moment. According to the 11th revision of the World Health Organization’s International Classification of Diseases (ICD‐11) published in 2019:
[Burnout] is characterized by three dimensions:
feelings of energy depletion or exhaustion;
increased mental distance from one’s job, or feelings of negativism or cynicism related to one’s job; and
reduced professional efficacy.
These are the exact symptoms that I was experiencing back in 2016.
Working sixty or more hours a week for months on end had worn me down physically and mentally. On top of that, I was emotionally drained from managing clients and employees at work, the impending death of a loved one, and the demands of being a newly divorced single Dad.
Unable to figure out a way to resolve my client’s business crisis, I felt like a failure. My sense of accomplishment had completely vanished.
Under the weight of my exhaustion and sense of ineffectiveness, I even lost my typically positive outlook on life. I couldn’t see how or when things would get better. I became cynical.
Worst of all, I felt weak for stepping away to care for myself. I felt like I wasn’t man enough.
These three elements of burnout—exhaustion, cynicism, and decreased accomplishment—each make men feel bad in different ways. They take away our energy, our optimism, and our confidence. They can make our situation feel intractable. And they are an open invitation to shame, a dangerous force that we’ll explore in detail later on.
The impact of burnout on men in American culture is unique in that we have been raised to believe that we should be able to handle everything life throws at us without any help—we should just Man up!
With so many men (and their ingrained beliefs about manhood) in charge of defining workplace cultures, it’s no wonder we have so many workplaces that promote burnout.
We need a new answer—and we need it from our leaders.
A New Way to Man up!
The Man up!
mantra that tells men they need to get to the top, and go it alone, is a dead‐end path of isolation that leads to burnout. I have seen this not only in my own life but also in the lives of hundreds of other men with whom I’ve worked as a leader, colleague, and coach.
For men, in particular, burnout is a brutal feature of a culture that tells us we must constantly achieve more and more. Our historical provider and protector roles, which men have claimed for ages, create a narrative for us. Our success is measured by our ability to accumulate the wealth, power, and status that proves we are man enough. Of course, enough is never enough. The mountain grows as we climb it.
What gets left behind in that race to the top? Over and over again, I’ve found that it’s the essential human needs and desires we have for connecting with others. When disconnected from spouses, children, friends, family, and our communities for extended periods of time, men become disconsolate. They lose their joy for life.
Yet the shame they bear for not living up to the cultural standards we’ve set causes them to redouble their efforts, further widening the chasm between what they should be doing
and the ways they truly want to be living.
For generations, our culture has defined success for men around accomplishment, material acquisition, and a warped sense of strength that shuns relationships in favor of rugged individualism. Over the course of twenty‐five years, I experienced firsthand that trio of external expectations. As I slogged through job after job in the corporate world, constantly trying to climb the proverbial ladder, I was encouraged by mentors and managers to continually aim higher.
I got that same message from other, more subtle forces too. My peers were constantly talking about their next big career move, eagerly promoting their successes on social media when they achieved some new, loftier status. On top of that, the blanket environment of our celebrity culture consistently reinforced that, to be seen as a success, I had to be wealthy, powerful, and strong.
For all those years, I never challenged the game I was playing, preferring to go along to get along. Crucially, I didn’t want to be ostracized by the men around me. Until one day, a few years after my first burnout episode when I found myself lying on the floor of my dimly lit living room, tears streaming down my face, stunned by the realization of how dead I felt inside. It was time to start over and do it my way.
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