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The Worst five years of my life
The Worst five years of my life
The Worst five years of my life
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This book is a coming-of-age book about the life of a young woman and her struggle to make sense of her calling. She has survived and endured an attempted murder, a kidnapping, and domestic violence as she finds her way back to her purpose. Join her through her journey.

 

LanguageEnglish
PublisherA. C. Ware
Release dateAug 1, 2024
ISBN9798227507907
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    The Worst five years of my life - A. C. Ware

    Acknowledgment-

    I want to first acknowledge God for being the head of my life and thank Him for giving me this project.

    In Loving Memory of Willie Ware, Willie Ephron

    & Jennifer Hall

    ––––––––

    This book is based on actual events happening between 1989-1994

    Chapter 1-Introduction

    I was born in February which some say is the month of love and relationships. You have Ground Hound Day, Valentine’s Day, and then me.

    I am an only child and hated it, but I was afraid to ask for more siblings. I found out later she could not have anymore.  I guess that was it. Or shall I say, I, was it?

    I had everything money could buy you, what I needed money could not buy me.

    When I was a child, there was a disconnect. I could not put my finger on it. But I could never get along with any other kids. Not sure if it was the fact that they heard only children get all the good gifts, OR!!! I do not know. I always felt uncomfortable being around other people. Not my family, but just other people.

    Kids had no idea what I had to deal with being an only child.  I was pretty much hated in school. I was often judged for being an only child. It was automatically assumed that I was a brat.

    People would make fun of me, and I was often the butt of everyone’s joke. That caused me to retract. I ended up with few friends because of this. My high school years were not very eventful.

    Growing up alone would be a banner that I would wear for most of my life. Not fitting in and being lonely. It is like a coat that’s worn. It overtakes you and becomes a symbolic badge of dishonor. Predators can see this a mile away as I had a huge target on my back. I grew up with both parents in my life. So, I dreamed that my adult life would be the same way. Two parents. And a whole bunch of kids with a white picket fence. And a big yard.

    I grew up believing and knowing that I wanted exactly 5 kids. I would take pride in being a mother and I would love my children. I would not leave them or abuse them. Like I saw others do to their children.

    But that never happened for me.

    Instead, I found myself with countless failed relationships and broken promises. Not a child in sight. So, I decided that if I could not be a mother, then I would be a winner at something else. I found myself working harder and harder, chasing the imagination of success that cannot be obtained, measured, or even seen.

    That mentality led me into trouble most of my life. It took God to save me from a lot of mishaps.

    I remember crying myself to sleep at the age of 5 when I was left at grandma's.

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