My head is an echo
Everything said is repeated
Words that have come out to be heard are taken back in to be pleaded
Repeatedly
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I opened the door to my bedroom
With a kitchen knife in one hand
All my calls had been denied
Nobody cares to understand
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I owe nothing
I am just here
I think i need to start up my liquor addiction
This isn't the last time i buy lone star beer
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Oh how saying things to you feels so nice
I like all your different outcomes
Sometimes you like to say sweet things too
How could i not love this boy? Who couldn't? Who?
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Sweet sweet flower
Your beauty so strong
But sadly everything your doing is wrong
No one loves what your doing
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I just wanna be good enough for someone
I just wanna be good enough for you
I think im gonna find a way out
Stomp my bloody organs out
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What do you want
Do you want to watch me shake?
Do you want to watch as i get dryer and dryer over your sake?
Well its working
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A way to cope
A way to heal my addiction
Run my nails down my throat
Hoping i'll get some sort of restriction
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Why Did It Have To End?
Something
Someone
Somewhere
This was who i was to you
Something
I made you feel something
From the first time we met to the last time we spoke
I made you feel something
You made me feel something too
Someone
To you i was special
To you i was someone who you could just not stop thinking about
That was until I messed you up
Somewhere
I was now somewhere
Somewhere you wouldn't know
And after everything, wouldn't care
I know I messed us up
But look what we gave each other
So from here i feel sorrow and pain
When i say
'You were my favorite lover'