My heart doth whimper,
No lachrymatory to hold the gush of eyes.
So much to say,
Will I be able to hear what 'I' have to say.
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I treasure my sorrow as I treasure my joy;
As they are exclusively mine.
My sorrow, no match to some one else's;
As it is mine.
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Once I was caught at that state of being so bizarrerie;
With none to call an ally.
At that state of being melancholy;
Sneered by the mirthful, calling me so silly.
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What Is My Dilemma
My heart doth whimper,
No lachrymatory to hold the gush of eyes.
So much to say,
Will I be able to hear what 'I' have to say.
My inner drive so stabile,
How do I take any stand.
Am I scared of being responsible;
Or being thought as responsible.
Am I scared of the expectations I have for myself;
Or expectations others have for me.
Am I scared of a heart-break;
Or breaking a heart.
Am I dreaming.
Well its good.
But am I dreaming some one else's dream..
What about my dreams?
Am I restraining myself from achieving something.
Or am I restraining myself fom achieving something I dont believe in.
Then what is stopping me to achieve what I believe in..
Is it the dream which I never saw.
Is it the expectations I never had.
Is it the responsibility I was not meant for.