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zT" ;a;r l ,nk i;sfh ynfjhsz tfyu lshka ir;a
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Tyqg .sfh ;mamrhhs'
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tfyu lshka ir;a thdf. m%dKj;a YsYaKh wkq,f. ;g
w;rg ;o lf,a wehf.a fhdaks isr fidhka'
zwfka" Tfydu tlmdrg l,du ug fokjfk' tfyk fmdvla
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fnda;,hla f.kdj'
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a fha fydog
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h,s fhdaksh we;=f, ir;af. yeoe mqreI ,s.=j tyd fuyd .sfha
wkq,g fokdjla i i;=gla ,ndfoka fkdfjhs'

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ok.yf.k boaos ir;a msgqmiska ok.yf.k wkq,f. fhdakshg
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zb;ska Wn oelmq tAj .syska .f f.df hdjkag;a lSjoz wkq,
weyqf ys;g wdmq ,ecdjguhs'
zwfmda kE' ug tpr hdfjd;a kE' wksl tA jf.a foaj,a lshkak
,echsfkz fld,a, lsjd'
zfudkjf.a foj,aoz wkq, weyqjd' wkq,g fk jqfka uQ fudkjo
oElafl lsh, oek.kak' fld,a, wenrekd ila l;dlf,a kE' wkq,
W!j lla ,.g weo, .;a;'

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zb;ska lshmkafld u,a,s" Wn fudkjo oelaflz wkq, W!g u,a,s lsh,

lSfj W!j im lrf.k W;a;f .kak' tA;a W! wkq,g l;d lf,a
kekao lsh,'
zuu ;dfm Wka biais,d n,kfldg kekao ,sx f, y;r.df;ka
ok.yf.k lE..y ysh' udu kekaof. msmiafika ok.yf.k
kekaog lrkj oelalz fld,a, fl,skau lsh, oeu' wkq,g fl
wy, fmdf,dj m,df.k hkak jf.a' fufyu ,so ,.
tl;=fjkfldg fokaku bkafk wuq fyje,af,ka' zuQ uf.
Tlafldu olskak we;sz wkq,g ys;=kd' wkq, tlmdrgu isysk
f,dalhlg .shd'
tA ojiaj, biafldaf, idudkH fm, Wiia fm, mka;sj,os
fld,af,d;a tlal lrmq mqx mqx foj,a''''' Th jhfi fld,af,d
b;ska fl,a,kaf. foaj,a olskak wdihsfk' f fld,a, os.gu
biafldaf, .shdk oeka Wiia fm, mka;sj,' tfyk W!g
biafldaf, fl,af,d;a tlal tl tl tAj lrkak ynfjkj' mjq"
uQg b;ska oeka tfyu fohla j;a kEfk '''z wkq,f. ,ecdj lska
l wkqlmdjlg yerekd'
zuQ tfyk Bg miafi uu ,sog tk ojiaj,g we;a fydfrka n,ka
bkak we;s' fmfo isoaosh;a jqfka tfyu fjkak we;s' uQ b;ska fj
n,, .syska ;kshu w;ska lr.kakj we;sz wkq,g ys;=kd'
tA;a tAlalu f jf.a .egjr fld,af,d;a tlal tA ojiaj, lrmqj
ys;g tkak .;a;d' ir;a fldpr fydo ksfyla jqk;a biafldaf,
hk ojiaj, wkq,g ,enqkq wdor ye.Su" iquq" fldu," fnd,o
jev''' tAjf.a foaj,a ir;af.ka ,enqfk kE' wkq,f. ys;g mqx
wdidj,a .,dtkak .;a;'
zkekafo" ux hkaako' uu wdfh tkafk kE' iudfjkafkz fld,a,
fufyu lshkfldghs wkq, isysk f,dalfhka fk'
zkE u,a,sfh Wn Tfydu fmdvla ysgmkafld' Wn oj,ag ld,oz
wkq, weyqjd'

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zT kekafo" fydog ld, bkafkz fld,a, lSj' zuQj fmdvla l;dlr

lr ;shd.kak W!g lsh, lrj.kak jevlaj;a ;shkjkz wkq,g
ys;=kd' wkq,g tA;a tlalu fydo oyila wdjd'
zWn wdmq tl;a tl w;lg fydohs' wo wfma uy;a;h;a gjqug
.syska' ug f msg w;=,a,.kak flfkla ke;=j ysfh' u,a,sg
mqjkao uf. msg lla w;=,,
a kakz wkq, weyqj'
zmqjka kekafoz fld,a, mek, W;r kak ;df,g wkq,g ysky;a
.shd' bnf.ka osfha kako lsh, weyqj jf.a" wkq,g ys;=kd' uQ uu
fupr u,a,s lsh, l;d lroaos wehs ug kekao lshkafk' wkq,g
mqx ;ryl=;a wdj'
zug wlal lshmka" ug ;du is myhs" Wng lSho@
zoy wghsz fldj lSj' zlryv r fj,d" /jq, lla je, ;sng
W!g tpr jhilak lshkak nEz wkq,g ys;=k'
zb;ska tAlfk" uu Wng jvd wjqre y;fk jeu,az wkq, lsj'
zkekao lSfj flfkl=g .relr, l;dlrkak fk yskaoz fld,a,
tfyu lshkfldg zuQk mam;a mjq,l jqk;a fydog yeosp
tfllaz lsh, wkq,g ys;=kd'
wkq, fld,a, tlal l;d lr lr ,so fj; mshuekak' wkq, ,sx
,g tkfldg fldj;a wkq, miafika wdj'
zfmdvla ysgmkafld uu ;j j;=r fol ;=kla .kakl' Wn;a
tfy fufy le,E .dfk x., Th ls,sgq w;aj,ska uf. msg
w;=,a,kafk ke;=j w;a fol fmdvla fydao.kskaz tfyu lshmq
wkq, gexlsfhka j;=r lSmhla kd.;a;' Th w;fr fldj ,sfoka
j;=r weof.k w; fydao.;a;'
zu,a,sfh" Th inka lla ,u w;a fydao.kskaz wkq, lSju fldj;a
Bg wjk; jqkd'
osh froao kej; ilia lr, weo.;a;= wkq, ztfyk u,a,sfh ;ry
ke;=j fmdvla f msg w;=,a,mkaz lSj' fldj;a leue;af;kau
wkq,f. msgqmi ysgf.k jef mgka .;a;' fldj flgq jqkdg

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wkq,g;a jeh lla Wihs' tA ksid W!g ysgf.k bkak wkq,f. msg
w;=,a,k tl tpr m%YaKhla jqfka kE' Th w;fr wkq, fndrejg
tl tl l;d weo, .;af; fudkjy l;dlrkak fk ksid'
fldj bmos,d ;sfhkafk f .fuhs' tA ksid wkq, fldjf.ka
.f j.;=. wy.;a;' l;dj w;fr wkq,f. msg mqrd osjhk
fldjf. w;aj, myi wkq,g oekqk' wkq,f. h ys;g wdfju
biair biafldaf, hk ldf, fld,af,d;a tlal fj fmd fmd
isoaos'
oeka tA ojiaj,g;a jvd ksoyila wkq,g oekqk' tAldf, f,dl=u nh
;snqfk lkHdNdjh wdrlaIdlr.kak tl .ek' tA ksid je hula
lrkak ksoyila ;snqfk kE' wkq, hdfj,d ysgmq fld,a, Tyqf.
YsYaKh wkq,f. l,j w;fr ysrlrf.k l,du;a wkq,g yu
nhhs" nefj,dj;a Y=l%dKq fhdakh
s u; ;ejfrhs lsh,' oeka tfyu
nhfjkak lsisu fya;=jla kE'
fjf.a rd.dosl is;=,s hysf;a k,shk ksiduo fldfyo jef
bjr lr, fldjj f.or hjkak wkq,g ys;kafk kE' tA ksid
wkq, lf,a osh froao biairyska l l nqre,a lr lr msg ;j
;j;a ksrdjrKh lrk tl' wkq,f. fn,a," Wrysi w;=,a,mq
fldj flka l my,g we;a oeka msg ueo yh w;=,a,kafk'
zu,a,s" Th me;af;kq;a lla w;=,a,kakz wkq, tfyu lsfj tl
w;lska ;rla osh froafo biaigyska w,a,f.k wksla w; Wiaik
.uka' Wiaimq wf;a lsys,a, hka yh w;=,a,kfldg nqre,a jqk osh
froao ksid Nd.hla ksrdjrKh fjp wkq,f. mshhqr fldjg
fydog fmak nj wkq,g oekqk' tA me;a;g w; whjka fldj
wkq,f. me;a; we;s,afj wkq,g ;j;a ,xfjka'
,mhlaj;a fkdue;s wkq,f. msg wdidfjka w;=,a,k fldjg Bg;a
jvd ,iaik mshhqf oYKfhka weye wylg wr.kak wudrehs'
wkq,g iq;a kE" l;a kE lsh, lshkak mqjka" ;,t, ,iaik
we.la ;snqkd' yeu;siafiu wej,g jeys, ;=nqkq mshhqre" ;g"
l,jd" wef.a wfkla fmfoiaj,g jvd meyem;a' wkq,f. we. yu
yevhs' mshhqre jf.au ;g t,shg fkr, we;a ;=nqkd' tA

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;j, ;ukaf. iru ueoska boshg b,smams,d we;a ;snqkq

YsYaKh fkdjoaokak fldj j.n,d.;a;d'
zWn fydog jef lrkj' wfma w;a jf.a fkfjhs" Wn,f. w;a
fydog yhshhsfk' uf. f w;l lelal=ula ksid myq.sh flau
we. yhg w;=,a,.kak nejqkdz wkq, tfyu lSfj fndrejg'
zTh wksla me;a;;a w;=,a,mkaz wkq, tfyu lsfj wfkla me;af;
mshhqr;a Ndf.g ksrdjrKh lrka' fldj tAme;a;g we;a we.
w;=,a,oaos wkq, Tj my;g kj, fyd/yska nefj fld,a,f.
iru osyd' iru ueoska biairyg fkr, we;a ;snqkq fldjf.
mqreI ,s.=fj ;ru oelmq wkq,f. we. ls,sfmd,d .shd' zfl f
lef,a fldf,a mek mek yshg .c b,kafhlafkz wkq,g ys;=kd'
fldj tAa yh;a w;=,a,, bjr fjk nj wkq,g oekqk' fldj
wkq,f. wef.ka w;a bj;alr.kak l,ska ykslg oshfroao ;j
lla msgqmiska my,g jefgk oshg nqre,a lrmq wkq,
zWng hkak yosiaishla kefk" Tfydu ;jlla my,g w;=,a,mkaz
lSj' fldj wkq,f. msg ueo boka my,g my,g w;=,a,f.k
tkfldg wkq,;a l l froao nqre,a l,d' oeka fldj wkq,f.
bfkkq;a my,g w;=,a,kj'
fldjg wkq,f. ;g w;r rh;a fmak ;rug oeka osh froao
my,g we;a' froao flka l nqre,a lrmq ksid biairyska
tl;=lr, w,a,.kak wkq,g oeka wudrehs' tAksid fldjg
fkdfmkqk;a wkq,f. we. bosmi ksrdjrKh fj,d'
;jrg;ak wkq,f. miqmiska ;j;a my,g ksrdjrKh lrkak
oshla kE' fldjf. w;aj, myiska iy Wf.a m%dKj;ajqkq
ryif.ys oYKfhka wuq;=u f,dalhla lrd hka ;snqkq wkq,f.
ys;g B,. mshjr .kak ohshhla wdjd'
zu,a,s" Wn g l,ska fufyu .EKsfhlaf. msg w;=,a,, ;sfhkjo@z
wkq, weyqj'
zkEz fldj flfhka W;a;r fk jef os.gu lrk .uka'
zWn .EKsfhlaf. fyje,a, oel, ;shkjo@z

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zTz fld,a, osmq W;a;f wkq, wfmalaId fkdl, tlla' wkq, ys;=fj
uQ meysp tflla lsh, fkfjhs'
ztA fldfyoso@z wkq, mqfuka weyqfj fld,a, osyd ye, n,ka'
zTh kekaof.z fld,a, mqx yskdjla tlal tfyu lshkfldg wkq,g
wuq;= ,ecdjla wdjd' zwe;a; fkakak" uQ ojia folla n,df.k
ysh lsh, ms,s.;a;fkz wkq, ;kshu ys;=jd' wkq,g lrkak Wjukd
fj,d;snqkq foag fld,a,f. f W;a;f rel=,la jqkd'
ztfyk b;ska Wng wdfh yx.kak fohla uf. wef.a kEfkz tfyu
lshka wkq, tljru osh froao imQKfhkau .,j, whska l,d'