Human Experience Process
Human Experience Process
Human Experience Process
Volume 11, Number 1, 69-111 ISSN: 0553-206X, New York, NY, USA
Suzanne V. Brown
Exceptional Human Experience Network
Portions of this paper were presented as a poster session and invited workshop, with
Rhea A. White at “Tucson III: Toward a Science of Consciousness” in April, 1998. I
would like to thank Steven Rosen, Jenny Wade, and Rhea White for their most helpful
suggestions on an earlier draft of this essay; and Carlos Alvarado, Fred Gurzi, Ed
Pickens, Dick Richardson, Steve Rosen, and Charles Tart for their careful review and
stimulating comments that served greatly to enrich this publication. As always, I am
indebted to Rhea for sharing her courageous vision with me over the years. Please
address correspondence to Dr. Suzanne V. Brown, at 5801 Ganymede Place, Charlotte,
North Carolina, 28227, USA, or via email at drsbrown@concentric.net.
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White’s general EHE theory is far-reaching in scope and thus spans
and interacts with several fields of academic endeavor, most notably
transpersonal psychology, and she is currently enjoying some degree of
recognition. Yet the EHE theory is rooted in the field of parapsychology,
a field in which White first ventured to better understand her own
near-death experience. This experience occurred in 1952 and catapulted
her directly into the experiential paradigm of the EHEer and back to the
difficult work of finding answers to questions raised by the experience
(White, 1997d). She took her questions to parapsychology because she
noted that anomalous perceptions similar to those of her own direct
experience were being investigated by those academic researchers. She
apprenticed, and later mentored, in the field, being directly involved with
the field for over 35 years.1 During that time, however, she came no
closer to answers to the questions that had brought her there in the first
place. Instead, the engine that came to drive research parapsychology
had limited its range and influence over the years, and by the mid-1980s,
centered almost exclusively on methodological issues, event-centered
proofs, and the investigation of truth-claims. The experiencers — and
the sheer variety of their types of experiences — had been left on the
sidelines to fend for themselves.2
This gathering insight kindled and fused to become a critical juncture
for White. It marked a crossroads, a pivotal point, in her own EHE
process. It was at this point that she founded the EHE Network in 1995.
The Network was designed to offer a centralized vehicle for experiences
and scholars alike to report and discuss their findings about exceptional
experiences, exceptional human experiences, and their aftereffects.
The central message of the EHE Network was that by going beyond
the phenomenological, event-centered issues into questions of personal
meaningfulness of the whole experience (before, during, after), experi-
encers could become more aware of who they are, and the “More” they
can be. Thus, White set out to uncover new insights as reported by actual
experiencers rather than taking the word, words, and professional inter-
3. Many thanks to Dr. Alexander Imich for sponsoring his essay contests in conjunction
with Rhea White and EHE Network over the years. His contests have helped greatly
to gather quality reflective, detailed narratives of EEs and EHEs.
4. White has revised some of these classes in 1999 to add two new ones, and will be
describing them in various publications in 2000.
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spiritual concomitants, and their aftereffects (Brown & White, 1997).
Together, these qualitative TCA data, first observed and then later
extracted in analytical detail from scores of narrative reports, were
synthesized across potential classes of defining characteristics and further
classified into type. In essence, the experiencer narratives with their
embedded attributive characteristics form the original structural base of
EHE theory and the body of our early work.
For many hard-core parapsychologists, emphasis on experience
rather than on proving and/or modeling staged (laboratory or field)
events will still hold no luster. Too, the inclusion of a wide range of
anomalies (perceived anomalies) such as déjà vu, serendipity, encounters
with otherworldly “aliens,” sacred places, and things that go bump in the
night, “peak” mystical experiences, and even precognitive psi when it
holds only pieces of a puzzle to solve (rather than researcher-required
elements), can easily be dismissed as out-of-range to the proper focus
and current methods of parapsychology. As such, the baby continues to
be thrown out with the bath water, and admittedly, counting, recounting,
and defending counts of a particular type of baby’s toes over several
decades brings us no closer to understanding the baby as a whole living
system, nor to discovering the environmental (contextual, related) fac-
tors vitally important to its overall health and potential for a thriving
development.
On the other hand, hard-core experimental psychologists (I was
trained in the behaviorist tradition) summarily dismiss the notion that
there even is a baby to study. Exceptional experiences, part and parcel of
any type, belong to the realm of clinical study, or in the hands of those
“other” soft-core psychologists across the great divide who may be able
to “help” the experiencers when confronted with aberrations of faulty
learning, inaccurate perception, and non-rational cognition. Instead,
research samples are selected from homogeneous populations of “nor-
mal” college students (ages 19-22) to ensure minimal statistical variance
or error, and to maximize potential for the replication of “positive”
results across similar colleges and norms.
On the other side of the great divide of psychology are the majority
of developmental, existential, humanist, and transpersonal psychologists
who do consider the living health and well being of the baby and
recognize the qualities of the bath water as essential to overall develop-
ment. Yet, for many of these psychologists the baby under study follows
a predictable “normal” developmental life span, peppered with recog-
nized and recognizable perceptual-cognitive shifts, existential life-crises,
and adaptation to mainstream consensual values, truths, and realities.
This leaves little room for EEers/EHEers who consider themselves
“normal,” are recognized as “normal” by family, friends, and colleagues,
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and who perform, on a daily basis “normally.” Yet, these perceptions,
even whole paradigm shifts of cognition, and the experiential crises they
can engender are likely to be initially depotentiated (i.e., ignored, dis-
missed, rationalized, forgotten) by experiencers and society at large. If
or when they are recognized and questions are raised, then expert
authorities entrained in contemporary cultural, consensual, common
values typically can offer a variety of resources specifically designed to
adapt experiencers back into the fold.
Needless to say the illustrations above are caricatures of worn stereo-
types (as are sensationalist media portrayals of most EEers and EHEers)
and the baby-bath metaphor is an overused cliché. However, if I caught
your attention then the illustrations will have been well worth the
editorial space. The sad truth is that most scholars consider their field
the only field of valid knowledge and have drawn ever-tighter circles
around acceptable content, methods, and hypothesis testing to serve as
representations of that field. A maturing field may divide several times
over its history (e.g., psychology currently includes over 100 recognized
branches as defined by the American Psychological Association) and that
is taken as a sign of growth and prosperity. Most scholars lose sight of
their originating roots (philosophy, including all inquiries of science and
religion) in the zeal to define the boundaries of a field’s territory and
branches. At some point we (as individuals and as a culture) reach a
critical juncture: Do we continue to fragment, erect rigid boundaries,
and increase the number of partitions in ever-tightening attempts at
analyses, or do we begin to (re)connect, allow “fuzzy” boundaries, and
to communicate across disciplines in ever-opening attempts at synthesis?
Or (there is always another “or” to consider when we begin to triangulate
either/or into both/and options) do we search to discover and receive the
insight of a novel perspective? One that honors both analysis and
synthesis — a cross-pollination of fresh seeds of information — one
firmly grounded in trial and error “facts” in order to create and produce
hybrids of alternative hypotheses, methods, possible new vistas to ex-
plore?
This was the dilemma presented to White when she ventured out
(and inward) to create and then formalize her own solution — the theory
of EHE, and the establishment of the EHE Network as a vehicle to
express EHE theory. Her story is an exemplar of the overarching EHE
process. It always begins with an EE of some type, and in some sensa-
tional cases these are spontaneously transmuted to EHEs, as hers was.
Yet, the transmutation of EE to EHE, and the dramatic transformative
shift of world and life view that it may instigate (i.e., engender the
experiential paradigm) is only one key part of the whole of the longitu-
dinal EHE process.
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Too many people are having too many experiences that fall outside
the statistically-generated Bell Curves that depict and illustrate the
“norms” of everyday life experience. Both personal and cultural defini-
tions of reality (that is, personal experience nested within cultural expe-
rience) are limited and insufficient to capture the unique predicament of
the EEer and the EHEer. Yet, it is these very exceptions to the rule that
open new paradigms and, if potentiated, add remarkably to the quality
of life. Exceptional human experiencers, one by one, are discovering the
value of quality as well as the quantitative rule (ruler) that reveres and
venerates safety in numbers alone. This marking of renewed balance
between qualitative and quantitative experience is best measured in the
words of experiencers who have repeatedly visualized, in one form or
another, a new dawning of conscious awareness — an evolution of
humankind, so to speak. Based on these individuals’ symphonic notes,
the collected (and collective) words have been shared, analyzed, and
synthesized across individual narrative accounts. As such, they provide a
source of real-life human exploration, highlighting and underscoring the
insights and discoveries of EHEers and the evolutionary process of EHE.
This paper presents an integrated, dynamic synthesis of findings gath-
ered across EEer and EHEer reports. It is a map of the largely- uncharted
territory of anomalous worlds as they have been experienced, uncovered,
and of the conclusions drawn by individual explorers, as described in
their own words.
The EHE process is but one cornerstone of overall EHE theory.
White first discussed the possibility of a progressive, developmental
process unique to EHEers in 1993 (White, 1998a). Soon after submitting
my own essay narrative at the end of 1994 (Brown, 1995), I joined the
EHE Network to first assist in refereeing a variety of journal papers, and
soon after to become a contributing editor for the “Synchronicity
Connection,” a featured column of EHE News. After talking with scores
of friends and colleagues over the previous two to three decades about
our experiences (typically shared in confidential secrecy), I began corre-
sponding in earnest in 1995 with experiencers around the globe using
the technological miracle of Internet e-mail. These more casual email
discussions, together with the large number of the EHE Network’s more
formal narrative reports I had read by 1996, and with my own experience
of over four decades of EEs and EHEs, I could no longer deny these
experiencers nor their experiences, nor continue to try to rationalize my
own away. I volunteered for the post of the EHE Network’s Director of
Research and Development, offering my collective background in hu-
man information processing, experimental psychology, motivation, and
individual differences (personality) studies, and as an EHEer. From the
beginning, the EHE process with its inherent dynamic flow as evidenced
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by the narrative reports I had read, and its implied multidimensional,
interweaving puzzle captured my attention. It was a personal challenge
for me, both as a researcher and as an experiencer. How were we to bridge
the gap between our ineffable experiences (including “simple” creative
insight) and the formal logic/feedback flow of sensation-perception-cog-
nition processing that allows little or no variance in interpretation?
As White had already determined by exploring and adopting methods
from transpersonal psychology, field anthropology, and interdisciplinary
studies, a solution for this puzzle might best be pieced together by close
inspection of the data submitted by the experiencer “introspective re-
searchers” themselves. For those readers who recall the origins of West-
ern experimental psychology, both classical perception and
psychophysics began with researchers from adjacent academic fields
using introspective methods to formulate null hypotheses (Boring, 1957;
Peters, 1965). In fact, almost all innovations in science and technology,
the arts and humanities begin with an EEer’s insight. This fact did not
escape us in our early discussions regarding the relative value of intro-
spective and retrospective reports (Brown, 1997b; White, 1998b).
Using this rationale, each narrative report is viewed as a research
(case) study onto itself with the experimenter and the experiencer being
one and the same. Introspective analysis and retrospective synthesis (i.e.,
“Tell us what happened in your own words, what did the experience[s]
mean to you?”) are methods of a lost science, perhaps, but also of a lost
art. White quickly learned that experiencers wanted, even craved to tell
their own stories in their own words — often divulging for the first time
in their lives to another human being one or more experiences which
may have laid fallow for years, even decades. Because experiencers were
further challenged to view their experiences in the context of personal
meaningfulness, more often than not, simply dwelling on this task alone
would fuse the direct experience, thus catalyzing and sparking far-rang-
ing new insights (Brown, 1997c; 1997d; White, 1997b). In contrast to
amassing narratives that simply recount the facts of direct exceptional
experiences, the EHE Network’s introspective-retrospective method
often enlivens and revitalizes the relatively flat, dormant event experience
into the dimension of meaningful experience. Importantly, for both
researchers and experiencers, direct experiences could thus be viewed
differently, no longer perceived as existing solely in a vacuum, where each
represented an independent stand-alone (statistical point or case) event,
or a collection of similar events.5 Instead, these direct experiences when
5. See also Eugene Gendlin (1997); or check his website, http://www.focusing.org, for
substantial efforts to define and apply a “first person science of meaning.”
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we take them at face value “exist” within whole human contexts, includ-
ing baselines which mark life streams of steady state everyday experiences
(i.e., the experiencer-defined status quo) for which we could then begin
to define a relative Ground Zero.
Mature disciplines of science already have their methods, procedures
and preferences for testing and analyses well entrenched. But EHE
theory, including the subject matter of EEs and EHEs, and gathering
pieces of a huge puzzle called anomalous experiences (labeled as such by
both experiencers and Western culture) had virtually no precedent in
research, or in interdisciplinary, collective, cohesive scholarship. For our
exploratory research with EHEs it was vitally important to see first just
what we were dealing with before jumping to any a priori conclusions
based on preferred procedures, comfortable research methodologies, or
experimenter expectations for the data and how they should work.
6. As White describes her original epiphany of the EHE process: “[T]he idea was based
on my reading of 139 essays submitted to the 1994 Imich contest in a brief period of
time so that I was able to catch the drift of the overall pattern as well as [confirm it within
myself because] I had already begun to own and live from my own experiences since
1993, and observe what happened as a result. I was completely surprised. … [it] was
totally unexpected, not rationally anticipated [or derived].” (White, personal commu-
nication, December, 1999.)
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1. The initiating event/experience
2. Search for reconciliation
3. Between two worlds
4. In the experiential paradigm
5. A new way of being in the world.
7. Several additional variables were extracted for potential further analysis and publica-
tion including: experiencer’s age, span of time between experience and submitting essay,
changes in occupation, religion/beliefs, lifestyle; writer’s tone; process stage before/af-
ter; and class/type defining characteristics.
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were few and far between when compared to the inordinate number of
single experience EE/EHE accounts that the EHE Network had re-
ceived over the years. At that point we surmised that advanced EHEers
were simply getting on with the business of Stage 5 (i.e., a new way of
being in the world) and did not have the desire to necessarily talk about
it nor explain to others how an initial EE got them “there” in the first
place. To do so would mean writing a full EHE autobiography describing
several or many EHEs over a life time and tying these together in some
personally-meaningful way, typically called the EHEer’s “calling” and its
longitudinal import (see White, 1997c). These essays can be massive
undertakings for EHEers, and yet anyone who has written an EHE
autobiography will tell you, the creative formulation effort in itself is a
richly-rewarding experience packed with additional insights often en-
gendering new EHEs (Brown, 1995). We also understood that the
various modes of expression, including the language, symbols, and
metaphors used by EHEers are not easily translated to non-EHEers (that
is, to those who have not at least once visited Stage 4 in the experiential
paradigm).8 For the purposes of sharing our initial findings with other
scholars and experiencers, five stages were sufficient to communicate the
dynamics of a potentiated EHE, including gradations of experiencer-
perceived shifts of conscious awareness and some of the more prominent
characteristics of subjective meaningfulness and objective behaviors. The
original 5-stage model continues to serve well as a columnar backbone
for a general developmental EHE process. Yet, for anyone who has
studied EHE narratives in any scope and depth, it becomes apparent that
within each of the stages there are qualitative sets of attributive charac-
teristics that could be used to distinguish (more or less) one stage from
the others.9 I subsequently attempted to capture, identify, and label some
of those characteristic qualities.
8. See Wade, 1996, and Rosen, 1994, 1997, for examples of extraordinary efforts of
EHEers to express the experiential paradigm and its perennial philosophy over the ages
and across cultures.
9. In any dynamic process “something” shifts. That “something” is different in some
way (i. e., some form) at each stage of a series of (progressive) developments over
perceived time, and yet also that “something” stays the same at its core descriptive level
and can be used to compare and contrast dynamic shifts of form across the stages. For
example: The cake in the box is also perceived as (the same, yet somehow different) cake
in the mixing bowl, the cake baking in the oven, the cake served, the one tasted and
enjoyed for dessert. In essence, we could say that a label “cake” is the lowest common
qualititative denominator that dynamically changes in form over time and can still be
called “the same yet different cake.” In questioning what “something ” is shifting along
the stages of the EHE process, we could answer “the experiencer” is. In questioning
how experiencers dynamically change, we can only surmise the “facts” by nature of
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In selecting qualifier labels, it was important to identify not only sets
of particularly distinctive and distinct qualities, but also to arrange them
such that they suggest the approximate dynamic progression of those
qualities — from first entry to stated awareness — within a hypothetical
stage. Further, the labels selected should be generic enough to serve for
simple comparison and contrast of sets of characteristics across the
stages. To this end, the original five-stage model was expanded ortho-
gonally to include twelve classifiers common across stages. The result
was a 5-column by 12-row matrix model design structure into which I
could then begin to map key characteristics for each of the 60 resultant
cells. The twelve qualifier labels selected are:
General Discussion
Before moving on to the individual stage by stage discussions to
highlight, and flesh out some of the key characteristics and pivotal points,
and the dynamics between them, I would like to alert readers to some
general observations that may add to their review of the matrix model
and exploratory map:
10. MBTI resources for testing, research, and application are available from the Center
for Applications of Psychological Type, Inc., 2815 N. W. 13th Street, Suite 401,
Gainesville, Florida, 32609, or from their website at http://www.capt.org.
11. See Krippner (1984) and Rosen, (1994, pp. 167-178) for an illuminating look at
parapsychology as a research community, that is, as a cultural entity comprised of four
diverse operating styles based on a topology of perception and judging preferences.
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Yet, in some cases, one or more preference factors may dramatically
shift along either perception or judging continua when measured over
the lifetime of an individual or pre- to post-crisis episodes (McCaulley,
1981; also see Arcangel, 1997; Van Sant, 1999). In very rare cases, up to
all four of the primary preference factors may have shifted when meas-
ured in test-retest (longitudinal) reliability studies. This brings Jung’s
theory of the individuation process into consideration, and general
comparisons to the EHE process — again highlighting the questions
raised earlier and underscoring the value of longitudinal data. At that
point we must ask, what kinds of experiences can shift a person’s prefer-
ences so dramatically? One further note, the majority (75%) of individu-
als in Western culture prefer apprehending and perceiving “the world”
via their 5 classical (tangible) senses (Keirsey & Bates, 1984). This
disposition can create quite a cognitive dissonance for many experi-
encers, particularly those who have been catapulted into the heights and
depths of outer/inner space (that is, into a seemingly mystical or “cosmic”
experience), or those who have encountered otherwise non-tangible
people, places, and things. Perception of reality’s solidarity may also be
rocked to its very foundation when experiencers register a particularly
powerful insight, “distant” (time/space) recollection, or a numinous
visceral “feeling sense” that something is not quite the same, somehow,
in some way. Note here that exceptional experiences are exceptional, not
because they are odd or bizarre events occurring in a vacuum, but because
they are exceptions to “normal” everyday expectations of an orderly,
predictable reality as defined by the individual in context of the main-
stream. I hypothesize that individuals with a strong preference for
classical 5-sense perceptual input anchored deeply in the consensus of
tangible reality would be the least likely to apprehend and potentiate an
EE — and engage the EHE process — unless the initiating experience
literally ejects the experiencer off his or her moorings.
Because White’s theory of the EHE covers a wide-range of experi-
ences from the simply odd to the incredibly bizarre (as defined by both
experiencer and culture), the questions of type of experience, attention
and response thresholds, and individual differences are particularly per-
tinent to Stage 1. We do not presume that the EE highlighted in a
narrative account is necessarily the first EE the individual has experi-
enced. Indeed, advanced EHEers’ more detailed retrospective reports
often cite several different types of EEs having occurred prior to the one
that is highlighted in the narrative, some of those stretching back into
childhood. All we can say is that there is some quality or potency of a
particular EE that, for a particular experiencer, has initiated a search for
answers about the EE (the mark of Stage 1 potentiated) and thus engaged
the EHE process. As students of EHE, we can thus begin to look at the
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complex factors that contribute to the indefinite concepts of meaning,
what is meaningful, and personal meaningfulness that are key compo-
nents to the EHE process at any stage.
Very simply speaking, all EEers and EHEers begin at a hypothetical
Ground Zero, the status quo, a relatively-steady state of a personally-
functional life view nested within a shared reality of culture’s consensual
world view. The dynamics of Stage 1 focus on fitting the experience (and
the experiencer) into an inviolate cultural framework. Activity centers
around seeking out respected cultural authorities and their resources.
For particularly bizarre EEs, there may be no authority nor the authori-
tative resources to provide an intrinsically-satisfactory answer. At this
point, either the EEer honors his or her experience and stretches the
envelope of what is construed as acceptable authority, or they depoten-
tiate the experience in one way or another, returning to the consensual
fold. At the crossroads of Stage 1 and Stage 2 (“in between”), the EEer
once again is faced with a critical decision as a result of insufficient or
unsatisfactory information gathered from their search in Stage 1. To
progress to Stage 2, experiencers must elect to question the norms of
culture and of what constitutes an authority rather than consciously
denying the EE or their personal comprehension of it.
Although all EHEs technically begin with the experience of an
anomalous event, for those experiencers who have already encountered
several EEs, and especially after having had transmuted these to EHEs,
the intensity and even the necessity of Stage 1 quickly become more or
less automatic. In essence, more seasoned experiencers may quickly
mitigate, or totally bypass this stage altogether to return to more inter-
mediate stages (processing levels) with which they are already familiar.
This too may be viewed as a variation of the learning process for those
scholars who prefer to look at the EHE from the contexts of classical
psychology, cognition, and development theory.
13. As Jenny Wade (1996, p. 277) writes eloquently about levels of functioning: “This
indiscriminate relegation of all nonordinary [non-Newtonian, non-“para”-normal]
states to some retrograde status must be recognized as axiomatic for people with
mainstream levels of functioning, since developmental theories are epigenetic. That is,
higher stages are inaccessible and incomprehensible to people functioning at lower
levels of development, but the reverse is not true. Furthermore, higher stages do not
appear to be higher to people functioning at a given level, but lower.”
14. For an insightful discussion into the missing link of EHE within divisions of
mainstream psychology, see Reed (1997). See also the books by Cortright (1997) and
Wade (1996) for recent developments in the field of transpersonal psychology, including
the introduction and discussion of innovative, holistic models.
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experiencer. In effect, I suggest that this drive to attach to a teacher,
organization, and/or belief structure is similar to that of newly-hatched
chick who indiscriminately imprints on the first “parent” (e.g., dogma,
ideology, guru) to come along. For the remainder of Stage 2 (and
subsequent iterations of trial-and-error testing) activities are centered
around the issue of authority in general, and more specifically who speaks
“the truth” about these types of experiences and from where the truth
stems. Healthy potentiation of the process becomes a conscious sampling
of a variety of alternatives as the experiencer learns to sort the wheat from
chaff. By the critical juncture of Stage 2, experiencers have realized that
there may be some truth to be gleaned from any or all of the myriad
presentations of truth encountered to help identify and explain excep-
tional experience(s). The EE has brought the experiencer out into the
world in order to explore and investigate alternatives. In the process of
“going out” the experiencer finds he or she “goes in” to sort, to make
value judgments and refinements that are intrinsically satisfying, and to
reset the comfort zone. At the crossroads between Stages 2 and 3, the
experiencer becomes more or less aware that he or she may be the best
authority on his or her particular direct experience. The experiencer has
absorbed — and to some degree been absorbed by — the experience and
can therefore effectively choose to define self by the nature of the
experience. The experiencer-self identity has emerged and been realized.
It is also at this point at which we may observe EEers radically adopting
their experiencer identity more or less exclusively, and sometimes to the
detriment of the whole-self personality.15
15. For example, those who have had one or more psychical experience may announce
that they are consequently “a psychic,” or those who have had a mystical experience may
write an authoritative book on the personal steps to enlightenment. In such cases,
experiencers may have reconciled their Stage 2 experiencer-self, recognized their inner
sense of authority, and therefore, claim to be an authority.
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especially in Stage 2. Stage 3 is characterized by intense inner world work
to arrive at a form of resolution. This stage is perhaps the best studied
by post-modern existential psychologists and philosophers who may
mark the dilemmas that roil within and the individual’s need to do battle
with life crises.
Yet, there is an additional battle that, at least in the early steps of Stage
3, is specific and unique to most EEers and newly-emergent EHEers.
After the experiencer has more or less come to terms with, reconciled
and honored the experience in some personally-meaningful way, the
experiencer-self must choose to return once again to the culture at large
(or not). The individual’s life view has been significantly altered to
accommodate the experience, but it and the experiencer continue to
remain at odds within the mainstream view. The experiencer is aware of
the source of the alienation that he or she feels, and has come to grips
with it in the best way he or she can. Yet, this is not felt as the nebulous
anxiety of being different, “an outsider” in search of a way to fold back
into the mainstream of life. At this point, the experiencer understands
very well that he or she is an outsider and the reason is because of an
experience that has already proven itself to be a source of “meaning”
somehow, having been validated in some personally-meaningful way.
The onset of Stage 3, more than any other stage, is the point at which
experiencers are most likely to depotentiate their experiences, resort to
one or more defense and return (often with a vengeance) to the safe haven
of everyday life. The objective of this stage, as with all stages and their
reiterations — and to continue on with the process — is a return “to life.”
The challenge this time is that the experiencer-self has been enriched by
the experience(s) to such a degree that he or she cannot go back to the
old world as it was without sacrificing a significant part of him or herself.
In recognizing that they cannot totally revert to the old, once again
coming face to face with the need to relieve the cognitive dissonance
between the old and new, experiencers feel compelled to discover a
higher-order integral form that can better accommodate both. This
deconstruct-reconstruct dynamic is key to all EHE stages (and all life
stages) in which the experiencer desires “more” resolution, an aug-
mented return (based on the Gestalt tenet that “the whole is greater than
the sum of its parts”) to homeostasis, to one’s center of meaningfulness.
In essence, advanced EHEers reiterate that it is this stage (and sub-
sequent returns to it over their lifetime) more than any other, that is
crucial to the overall EHE process. It is the crossroads of the crossroads,
and as such, is absolutely necessary for physical, emotional, mental and
spiritual integration, regeneration, and survival.
Many EEers will never get to, nor feel compelled to move into this
stage as a conscious choice. Entry into Stage 3 is accessed directly from
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either Stage 2 or Stage 4; yet to navigate it successfully experiencers will
have felt the full strength of both Stage 2 and Stage 4. To make this
particularly strong statement, let us return again to the questions of
relative EE strength and individual preferences for apprehension and
decision thresholds discussed in Stage 1. White (personal communica-
tion) recognized early on that even in the recognized universe of EEs
(and their potential transmutations into EHEs) there were varying
degrees of “anomaly” along a hypothetical psychological and cultural
continuum called everyday experience. These statistical outliers to the
norm might in themselves be measurable (ordered, perhaps ranked) by
their aftereffects. For example, few would disagree that a fleeting note
of nostalgia, a short burst into the sports zone, or a remarkable coinci-
dence would carry the same inner-sense of weightiness and import of a
full-blown NDE, an OBE vision of a disaster, contact with otherworldly
beings, or the spontaneous healing of a morbid disease. I suggest that the
short-term (residual) aftereffects of such experiences provide clues into
these differentials by marking EEers’ entry stages. Further, the long-
term aftereffects provide clues as to the extension, the staying power, of
these direct experiences over the whole of the EHE process — to the
extent that it (the EE nested within the process) has been potentiated.
We have noted in our exploration that points of entry do indeed vary
(Brown & White, 1997, both reported and unpublished data). In general,
for the majority of EEers and EHEers, the questing begins with Stage 1
and proceeds more or less linearly to Stage 3 in the progressive develop-
mental pattern described above. Of course, this process proceeds only if
and when the experiencer consciously decides (potentiates) that the
experience is worthy of being investigated beyond the answers and
solutions provided by “the other” authorities. In Stage 3, the assimilat-
ing, testing, and integrating continue at deeper levels (i.e., inside, well
below the surface in the psychic “underground”), and is represented by
the dilemmas and challenges common to EEers and EHEers alike in the
process of creative reformulation of the nested self within a new world
view. On the other hand, experiencers of particularly bizarre (alien
abduction), sensational (transcendental), repetitive (similar type), fre-
quent (dissimilar types), and/or “long-lasting” EEs may literally be
transported into outer space and directly into Stage 4 — the experiential
paradigm — with little to no conscious forewarning. Individual differ-
ences seem to play a key role in how the experiencer reacts to the
experiential paradigm (EP); these differences are best captured in the
short-term (direct experience residual) and long-term aftereffects. As we
will see in Stage 4 the EP is so diametrically different from the everyday
steady state of being that the first order of business for the experiencer
is to attempt to anchor, compare and contrast in some way the EP world
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with that of the everyday. Thus direct entry or initiation into the EHE
process via Stage 4 will reverse the “typical progressive developmental,”
quasi-linear stair-step process we have observed with Stages 1 to 2 to 3.
Instead, entry to 4 reverts to 3, and Stage 3 becomes the (inner) battle
between the worlds ranging across a much wider gulf than for those
experiencers who have already worked “up” to Stage 3 — and already
have had familiarity with, or a history of, EE assimilation and integration.
Simply speaking, the gulf (and the EEer’s level of shock) may be repre-
sented as that distance (dissonance) between consensus Ground Zero and
Stage 4 apprehended in an instant, and contrasted to the relative subjec-
tive ease of graduated shifting between Stages 1 to 2 to 3 over many years.
As stated previously, entry into Stage 3 is contingent upon, and may
come from, either the crossroads of conscious awareness that occur in
either Stage 2 or Stage 4. At Stage 3, the “work” of the crossroads of
crossroads (the crucible) begins in earnest and continues throughout an
individual’s lifetime. Neither the initial trial-and-error, the reconcili-
ation efforts of Stage 2, nor the one transcendental, unitive experience
of Stage 4 is sufficient to successfully continue beyond the full challenges
of Stage 3. To catch the whole meaning of this stage, to honor the inner
depths of this stage, a minimum of experience with navigating both
Stages 2 and 4 is necessary for even the first pass. For those who have
entered via Stage 2, they will need to experience, at least once, the EP of
the unitive transcendence of Stage 4. For those who have been catapulted
into Stage 4, they will need to experience the wider search for reconcili-
ation of the locus of authority and the acceptance of the experiencer-self
of Stage 2.
During Stage 3, the before and after worlds dynamically converge to
meet, collide, and conform within “the tangible body of” the experiencer.
A metamorphosis occurs: the EEer becomes a first-time EHEer; and
repeat EHEers establish within themselves yet another (triangulated,
hybrid, gestalt, new) world that has been explored, conquered, claimed,
and mapped. For repeat EHEers with much experience with the staging
area challenges, critical junctures, and crossroads of Stage 3, returns to
this stage become more or less automatic as novel EEs are quickly
integrated into EHEs.
16. One’s essence may also be described as soul; Self and essential spirit as living
consciousness, God, Universe, Nature, and so on, depending on individual preferences.
17. The language at this point is incredibly varied. Experiencers’ (prior) backgrounds,
belief structures, and familiarity with the Stage 4 Experiential Paradigm seems to play
a large role in the form of expression used. I have endeavored to select (synthesize,
translate) words and phrases across experiencer reports that might be a more familiar
language to readers of this Journal.
18. Steve Rosen’s transcultural (multi-dimensional) approach to the evolution of the
“body” of wholeness via questions of science and perceived anomaly, ambiguity, and
paradox continues as a major theme for his new book in progress, Phenomenological
Quantum Topology. As he explains: “‘Phenomenological’ because it works with the kind
of grounded intuition offered by people like Merleau-Ponty and Heidegger, ‘topologi-
cal’ because it features paradoxical dimensional structures like the Klein bottle and the
Moebius strip, and ‘quantum’ because these structures are quantized (i. e., discontinuous
with regard to classical space,” [Rosen, personal communication, August, 1999]).
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return to the inner mixing bowl of Stage 3 in order to formulate, rarefy,
and blend a new coherence of self and world view.
Over time, trial and error life experience with the transmuting of
anomalous events to exceptional experiences to exceptional human ex-
periences, and with increased familiarity of the EHE process overall, the
passageway between 3 çè 4 may become itself a seamless flow of
dynamic, reiterative, “inner/outer” operations. For those EHEers who
are relatively comfortable and familiar with integrating the seams of
(seemingly) paradoxical worlds, and with incorporating new inner and
outer worlds as they are apprehended, navigating the passageway(s)
between the worlds may become yet again more or less an automatic,
functional response. Thus, each iteration between Stages 3 and 4
strengthens the passageway (mode of operation) between them and
refines the movement above (4) and below (3) through the center point
of being — that is, through the body of the experiencer (Rosen, 1996).
In essence, the resolution process becomes (is reduced to) second nature.
Metaphorically-speaking (and metaphysically-speaking), the EHEer at
that universal moment and at the center of Universe, is the quintessential
perfect point of singularity between heaven and earth.19
Stage 4 is understood among EHEers as the “knowing” space. First
time visitors with no prior apprehension (perception) of EEs, and sea-
soned EHEers alike, are easily recognized by this simple expression in
their narratives: “I know.” This verb is usually typed in capital letters or
highlighted in quotation marks to indicate that this particular mode of
apprehension was not arrived at or caused by logical deduction of the
intellect, nor did it stem from a conscious desire to direct the will (intent,
willfulness) toward a particular outcome (e.g., a transcendental experi-
ence, a miracle, a psychical vision on demand). To know is not to believe,
to understand, to feel, to sense, to have figured-out, to desire to the point
of esctasy about that desire. Nor is knowing equated with intense
scholarly training and study, participating in intensive psychic or mystical
awareness workshops, performing psi or mysterious feats, or selling the
masses or one student on “the way of truth and reality.” “To Know”
simply is to “Know.” Often it is easier to translate the experiential
paradigm by what it is not, rather than attempt to describe what it is.
19. Readers at this point may note the sequencing of 5 to 4 to 3 to 2 to 1 are now
representing nominal qualities to demonstrate both consensual usage of meaning/di-
rection as well as experiential usage of symbolic levels of meaning (functioning). In
effect, number has enjoyed multiple meanings/interpretations over the ages and across
cultures. Relative quantity is only one form of expression and is the most dominant form
in contemporary Western culture.
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The word “ineffable” today is commonly used, and yet that too is
describing the difficulty the experiencer has in translation. It is not a
remark that signals direct knowledge conveyed through the body of the
experiencer, or through the experience itself.20 For the experiencer,
being in the experiential paradigm is truth, is reality, is evidence, and is
most tangible — wholly tangible — the one pure essence.
For some transpersonal psychologists and noetic scientists (including
parapsychologists who study “survival” issues) direct experience of tran-
scendental awareness is the whole story, the causal reason for, and
reasoning behind, the paradigm shift. It is the dynamic that speaks to the
notion of before and after a particular pivotal point. Further, for many
first-time mystics, new age sojourners (and for the popular culture
depicted in the media), the grail of transcendence is the ultimate discov-
ery, the goal. Metaphorically, mystics retire to the mountain to live
outside of the world, and grail seekers/explorers celebrate their thanks-
giving “upon arriving” to the new world. Both responses depotentiate
the EHE process if and when (a glimpse of) the experiential paradigm
alone is made to serve as the goal. Advanced EHEers (and only upon
their arrival to the Stage 4/5 crossroads of awareness) will have discov-
ered the supreme cosmic joke, the secret coded message, which has been
told over the ages in many forms: That the lauded hero’s journey out is
only “half” of the journey. The rest of the story, the flip-side, the requisite
fulfillment of the explorer’s journey is equally if not more treacherous —
to carry the mountain, the new world discoveries, the “Knowledge” back
to the beginning, to the starting point, bringing Paradise back “home.”
20. Many thanks to EHEer Dick Richardson for sharing his clear insights over several
e-mail discussions and his willingness to help me better define the words “ineffable”and
“to know” as they might be expressed within the experiential paradigm and context.
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likewise reside “out there.” The initial EE has brought the experiencer
out into the world of the weird, the curious, even the bizarre, and in that
process of stepping out the experiencer learns that he must choose,
discover a (re)solution to cognitive dissonance, in order to regain a steady
state center of operation. Once the experiencer makes a choice, he or she
is personally involved with the EE and it is no longer out there but has
to some degree become an integral part of the experience “in here.” In
effect, the EHE process has been engaged. One way or another (poten-
tiated or not) the experience has gotten under the experiencer’s skin and
cannot be erased as if it had never happened. Questions raised become
transformed into conscious choices made to dig and stretch, to discover
and find answers about the self, reality, and meaning. Whereas the EE
brought the experiencer out into the outer world, the search for meaning
brings the experiencer relatively deeper inside into the inner world. At
each critical juncture (staged or reiterative) the experiencer has been
challenged, and exists on the horns of another dilemma. For not only are
the everyday and the exceptional worlds at odds, so too is the presentation
of self (the persona) at odds with the inner self who has since accepted,
integrated, and evolved to the role of exceptional experiencer.
At every critical juncture the experiencer must decide which world to
value, which self is more authentic, in which direction to move, and how
to regain a sense of balance between all of the worlds that present
themselves dynamically, organically, including those of the perceived
past, present, and future. Each decision made is an effort to close the gap,
to resolve a cognitive dissonance between the worlds (world views), to
patch a hole in the fabric of one’s life and perspective of reality. As we
have seen, EEs by their very definition can create a mighty big hole in
that fabric to mend. Yet EEs may become more easily recognized as one’s
attention-perceptual threshold for EEs in general is lowered with repe-
tition and intensity, and as the evaluative-decision threshold to potenti-
ate, to make conscious choices about them, moves likewise. Together
these lowering thresholds can allow the experiencer more room to
navigate the challenges of EEs, more or less as needed. By itself this and
reiterative feedback loops, may be viewed as a form of creative resolution,
a triangulated higher-order gestalt constructed between the choices of
the matter(s) presented. In this case each of these gestalts become a
hybrid form of EE transmutation of the experience (i.e., an eureka
insight) complete with narrative reports of new realizations and aware-
ness gained. But even for the evolved EEer, the worlds discovered and
represented thus far continue to remain a patchwork, a world of attempts
to fill the holes and knit the fabric of life, meaning, reality back together.
As long as the experiencer attempts to fill in and patch the holes, one’s
ongoing creation will still build “up” from a series of either/or choices
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in which the EEer weighs one world against the other, as the challenges
of each new EE are perceived and met. Theoretically, the farthest
distance an experiencer can travel in this scenario is Stage 3; perpetually
choosing one of two worlds and dynamically creating a patchwork
representation of an intricately-patterned hybrid world, ad infinitum,
until the next EE or life challenge appears tantalizingly within reach.
As we have seen, the human story requires, at minimum, one experi-
ence that transports the experiencer into the experiential paradigm in
which the “whole” fabric of reality is “Known” all at once, seemingly,
and seamed in a cosmic flash. At this juncture of realization and aware-
ness, the experiencer and the experience merge and unite, and the EHE
process dynamically switches direction. Rather than building “up” to
something based on an EE or a series of EEs, the EHE moment of the
experiential paradigm is apprehended, conveyed back home, “down” into
the experiencer’s center of internal operations, Stage 3. The “Known”
more than fills any remaining holes in the constructed fabric and then
some more. That “more” is the gift of the experiential paradigm in which,
from that point on, “Home” and “home” are known to be the same at
any moment in spacetime on which the experiencer chooses to focus.
From there/here on out and back, the challenge for the experiencer will
be to keep (paradoxically, by not keeping) “Home” and “home” aligned,
in phase, and in process, continuing to dynamically move and adjust as
needed. The EE that engaged the “call” has become transmuted, an EHE
“entity” in its own right, and the EEer has been transformed into an
EHEer “entity” in his or her own right. Paradoxically, there is no
difference between them, nor between the EHE process (“entity”) that
had conveyed or conveys them. Thus Stage 5, a new way of being in the
world perpetually becomes, and is the EHEer’s embodied answer to the
call that, in retrospective narrative reports, he or she now clearly recog-
nizes had been the one calling all along.
Summary
One-by-one experiencers from all walks of life are exploring the
depths of inner space and the heights of outer space and have come back
home to tell about it — to live and embody what they have found for
themselves to be true, truth, reality. Each finds his or her uniquely
individual way, and although the initiating EEs do vary, the stories and
the narrative “maps” taken together are remarkably more similar than
different, particularly in the case in which we compare (overlay) narrative
detail and major themes submitted by EHEer-explorers.
When we consider that Exceptional Experiencers and Exceptional
Human Experiencers are our present-day explorers, discovering un-
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charted land forms (staging areas), and navigating routes (processes)
between them, then each narrative serves as a map of these new territo-
ries, as well as a detailed captain’s log chronicling events of the journey.
Even meticulous study of only 50 EE/EHE accounts and autobiogra-
phies can yield well over 1000 pieces of characteristic detail that can then
be collated and overlaid onto a preliminary map. As such, the distin-
guishing features of each of the land forms (the prevailing themes) and
the processional events as experienced are taken together as patterns, and
begin to take on an aggregate shape, to refine contours, and to offer a
manifest record for other explorers who may choose to follow.
The matrix model and explorers’ map presented here is but one effort
to gather and illustrate these charted landmarks and routes of the EHE
process. Regardless of an individual EEer’s originating port of call (the
initiating EE, the perceived anomaly), any of over 100 different types
could serve as a potential entry point into an EHE. Based on White’s
general EHE theory, exceptional experiences can range from the simply
odd to the incredibly bizarre, from the sacred to the profane, and indeed
cover all the points and routes in between when viewed across the
extensive array of experiencer narratives. These individual reports re-
main a rich, largely-untapped resource. They offer incredible depth and
breadth into the mysteries of human potential and the evolution of
conscious awareness.
From all cultures and across all times, the perennial story of EHE has
been told and passed down in various forms through generations of
explorers curious enough to ask questions beyond the status quo. I
sincerely hope that readers will discover something of value within these
pages, and feel free to add, subtract, or modify the preliminary EHE
process model and map by virtue of their own unique talents and
explorations.
References
Abstract
The Exceptional Human Experience (EHE) process is a unique, dy-
namic, progressive, reiterative, evolving pattern of human consciousness
development initiated by an anomalous experience and evidenced by expand-
ing levels of reported inner and outer transpersonal awareness. This paper is
based on a review of hundreds of experiencer first-person written narratives
solicited by Rhea White and the EHE Network over the past decade. It
presents an orthogonal expansion of our original 5-stage EHE process
outline. The expanded model highlights a 5-stage x 12-classifier matrix
design, including 60 unique cells into which characteristics synthesized
across, and detailed within, experiencer narratives can be captured and
mapped. The matrix model offers both a tool for researchers, in the form of
a classification grid, as well as a map of key features noted and synthesized
across, and within, each of the stages of the EHE process. The discussion
fleshes out some of the key issues for each of the stages. In addition, the
discussion speaks to the overarching processional interactions between stages
with a focus toward furthering exploration, research, and application.
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Résumé
Au début des années 90, Rhea White a entrepris d’étendre et de docu-
menter sa théorie compréhensive intitulée Expériences Humaines Excep-
tionnelles. Le développement théorique, l’état des lieux des écrits et les
nombreuses références et articles scientifiques, cherchent à soutenir la thèse
selon laquelle les Expériences Exceptionnelles (EEs) peuvent être expéri-
mentées et puis intégrées dans une nouvelle vision du monde. Ce moment
d’illumination transpersonnelle agit tel un catalyseur: l’événement n’est plus
perçu comme distinct de l’expérience de l’événement, et la personne se rend
compte qu’elle fait complètement partie de la création et du déploiement de
l’EE, ce qui transmute et humanise l’expérience, la transformant en une
Expérience Humaine Exceptionnelle. Les deux expériences — exception-
nelle et humaine-exceptionnelle — font partie du même processus. Néan-
moins, ces expériences sont distinctes : l’individu qui a eu une EHE complète
a aussi agi sur l’expérience. En activant et transmutant le «dehors», ils sont
eux même transformé «dedans».
Zusammenfassung
Dieser Aufsatz beruht auf einer Durchsicht von Hunderten von
Berichten, die von den erlebenden Personen in der IchForm verfaßt und von
Rhea White und dem EHE Netzwerk während des letzten Jahrzehntes erfaßt
worden sind. Er bietet eine rechtwinkelige Erweiterung unseres originalen
Entwurfes des 5 stufigen EHE-Prozesses. Das expandierte Modell hebt die
Gestaltung einer Matrix von 5 Stadien sowie 12 Klassifikatoren hervor, somit
60 einzelne Zellen, in denen die Erlebnisberichte erfaßt und dargestellt
werden können: bis in die Einzelheiten beschrieben, aber die Charakteristika
übergreifend synthetisiert. Dieses Matrix-Modell bietet sowohl ein
Werkzeug für Forscher, in der Form eines Koordinatennetzes der Klassifi-
kation, wie auch eine Abbildung der Hauptmerkmale, die festgestellt und
über die Stadien des EHE-Prozesses hinweg, aber auch innerhalb eines jeden
derselben synthetisiert worden sind. Die Diskussion hebt einige der Kern-
hemen für jedes der Stadien hervor. Weiters spricht die Diskussion die
überspannenden prozeßhaften Interaktionen zwischen den Stadien an, mit
dem Fokus auf der Förderung von Erforschung, Untersuchung und Anwen-
dung.
Sommario
Questo lavoro si fonda su una rassegna di centinaia di testimonianze
scritte, fornite negli ultimi dieci anni dietro sollecitazione di Rhea White e
dall’EHE Network, e presenta un’espansione ortogonale del nostro modello
originale a 5 stadi del processo EHE (Esperienze Umane Eccezionali). Il
modello ampliato consiste in una matrice di 5 stadi per 12 classificazioni, nelle
cui 60 celle individuali si possono includere e mappare le varie caratteristiche
sintetizzate da più esperienze o estratte in dettaglio dalle singole narrazioni.
Il modello a matrice si offre come uno strumento per i ricercatori, nella forma
di griglia di classificazione, ma anche come mappa delle caratteristiche-chiave
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notate e riprese in forma sintetica sia dall’insieme delle varie fasi sia all’interno
dei singoli stadi del processo EHE. La discussione dettaglia alcune questioni
di primaria importanza per ciascuno degli stadi e illustra le interazioni tra i
processi dei vari stadi, nell’ottica di ulteriori esplorazioni, ricerche e appli-
cazioni.
Resumo
Este artigo baseia-se na revisão de centenas de narrativas escritas por
pessoas que vivenciaram as experiências solicitadas por Rhea White e pela
EHE Network na última década. Apresenta uma expansão ortogonal de nosso
primeiro esboço de 5 etapas do processo de experiências humanas excepcio-
nais (EHEs). A nova versão do modelo destaca um esquema de 5 etapas x 12
classificadores, incluindo 60 células de características nos diferentes níveis.
Nesse esquema, as narrativas das experiências são apresentadas e ordenadas.
Esse modelo oferece uma ferramenta para a pesquisa na forma de uma grade
de classificação, e um mapa de características-chave entre e dentro de cada
uma das etapas do processo das EHEs. A discussão traz maiores detalhes a
respeito dos principais aspectos de cada etapa. Além disso, o artigo também
discute as interações dos processos entre as etapas, dando ênfase à exploração,
pesquisa e aplicação dessas idéias.
Resumen
Este artículo está basado en una revisión de cientos de narrativas de
experiencias escritas por las personas que tuvieron las experiencias solicitadas
por Rhea White y el EHE Network durante la década pasada. Se presenta
una expansión ortogonal de nuestro sistema de cinco etapas del proceso de
experiencias humanas excepcionales (EHE). La nueva versión del modelo
enfatiza un diseño de cinco etapas x 12 clasificaciones, incluyendo 60 celdas
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de características en los diferentes niveles, en el cual se exponen y se ordenan
las narrativas de las experiencias. El modelo ofrece una herramienta para la
investigación, en forma de un marco de clasificación, y un mapa de las
características principales entre y dentro de cada una de las etapas del proceso
de EHEs. La discusión ofrece detalles de los aspectos principales de cada
etapa. También se discuten las interacciones de los procesos entre las etapas
con énfasis en asistir la exploración, investigación, y aplicación de estas ideas.