Describe yourself in as much elaborate detail as possible (that still renders you anonymous, or to a

level of acceptable comfort)

So… I am Matt, Poland, 16 yo.. Sorry for my bad English, I mostly read in this language. I am
interested in whatever picks my interest at a time, although I don’t feel passionate about anything, I
sometimes feel this temporary hypermotivation, superpassion, it is like a gust of wind. I quickly find
out that I only love the idea of doing something and not really executing it. I often feel like I am not
competent enough to start something, so I rarely learn by experience, rather I accumulate
knowledge from random sources on the internet. But if I had say what I currently do in my free time,
that would be: reading Nietzsche, watching anime (Monster series if you ask), playing CS:GO,
minecraft, watching movies, playing table tennis, football, watching youtube lectures on various
topics and casually scrolling through the internet. Yeah..

Why are you interested in knowing your type?

I think it is now more of an obsession rather than *just fun*. I read Micheal Pierce book, I have
watching dozens of hours of mbti content on youtube, also Vultology which I find interesting. I feel
ashamed that after this long time I still lack the insight into people minds and especially my own. I
was stuck in my head for way to long, I don’t even trust my estimations about my type, I have had
many, many arguments for like every cognitive function, I am looking for objective evalutation of my
type, someone to clear my mind.

Do you go to work and/or you in school? If so, what field/occupation/subjects?

I am currently a high school student, my *polish high school major* is mathematics and physics.

Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you
respond to it?

So I had a wonderful childhood, I have two older sisters, few cousins my age, so we had quite a nice
time together growing up. My parents were always paying attention to us, family and balance are
really respected as a values in my family. I also think that my mum was overprotective, but I always
kept in mind that I can’t depend on her my whole life, I have to be self-sufficient in the future,
creating my own path. My whole family are Christians, I was indoctrinated since my youngest, and
currently I see myself as nonbelieving, but I don’t truly know since I might be deluded or just
ignorant idk..

Do you need logical consistency in your life?

I don’t know if I understand the question, but I can try. I always try to make logical and long-term(I
think) decisions when it comes to my life. I rarely express any emotions, although I think I have some.
I don’t really know how to elaborate on this point.

How curious are you? Do you have more ideas than you can execute? What are your curiosities
about? What are your ideas about?
It is hard to say. I don’t know if my knowledge comes from my self-discipline or pure curiosity. I think
it is both. I always try to seek new interesting information to absorb and have something to think
about. I definitely have more ideas that I can execute. My ideas are mainly impressionistic, If I find
something interesting to do, like seeing some intriguing shit on youtube, I then put it into my inner
to-do list. I sometimes synthesize those ideas and I feel this short passion breeze, when I actually
want to do the very thing, execute my vision. Seeing an idea in a different context than usual also
gives me motivation, example: I was playing Portal 2 when I thought to myself: “why not to make it a
multiplayer fps game with antichamber graphics where each player have a grapple gun”. I don’t have
many creative ideas, I don’t know if that one is somehow creative, but it still looks good in my head.

If money was not an issue, what career/job would you have?

It is hard to say. My thinking processes were developed in a money world, I am soaked with concept
of money. But I would guess: unemployed junkie. Other option would be still entrepreneur because I
like the concept of growing bigger and creating my own product, (over-idealized businessman
image).

Are you a free spirit or do you play by the rules? If so, why?

Enough of my constant uncertainty, I think I will write in a more confident manner from now on. Yes,
I see myself in between, but reality is different, I don’t rebel against most of the rules because I
simply don’t care, I don’t value that much my freedom, I often feel unworthy to use all my time, I like
to have some parts of the day schedules for me. However I don’t like illogical rules.

If I asked you to take a shot with a football how would that make you feel? Would you be able to
do it well? Would you enjoy it?

If no one was looking I would feel great, I like physical activity as well as competition. However I hate
critical eyes looking at me when I move my body, that feel awkward.

If I asked you to write me an essay, would you enjoy it? What would it be about? How would it
make you feel?

I don’t think so. I am too tired to think, but if you gave me more time, then maybe... If so, that would
probably be about iq tests, their specificality, misunderstanding and their errors. I don’t know I would
probably just write down my inner monologue and make it more clear on paper. I would be more
satisfied than excited.

Is it okay to crack a few eggs? If it makes an omelette? Do the ends justify the means?

I can’t honestly answer this impartially. Anyways I think yes.

Do you put things back in their proper place?

How do you behave around strangers, acquaintances and friends?

Strangers- normal, serious

Acquaintances – normal

Friends, family – goofy, playful, seeking stimuli.

Do you have exquisite tastes that you would expend effort or money for?

No

How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to
help them, why would you do so?

I generally help people when they have problems. Why? Because I can do the thing that they can’t, I
can show off my skills and provide peace.

How long do you take to make an important decision? How would you go about it? And do you
change your mind once you've made it?

I am very indecisive. I generally do a lot of research before making decision, it usually leads to
overthinking. I often change my mind.

If I asked you to design a plan of action, would it be easier to work alone or in a group? Do you ask
for others opinion? or stick to your own guns?

Alone, definetly alone.

A weekend best spent looks like ...?

Gaining knowledge and accomplishing goals I set to myself. Also spending time with my family and
friends.

My biggest fears are ...

Not living up to my potential, loneliness, not feeling appreciated in any means, feeling useless and
incompetent. My parents getting older.

How much do you express yourself and what mediums do you do that through? Art? Writing?
Talking?
None, I have an inner monologue.

Generally where do you lean politically? Is it every man for himself? Should people be pragmatic?
Does the government need to step in and help people?

Right I guess. I don’t have a strong preference. I think people should be pragmatic in their own
means. Government shouldn’t help people this much.

Does it matter if something is factually correct for you to believe in it?

No, I don’t think so, I usually don’t judge things quickly as factual or not, I enjoy tinkering with them,
like vultology, there is basically no reliable evidence that this thing works, but I like using it out of
curiosity.

Are emotions/feelings an important aspect of your life? If so, then why?

Nope. I realized that even when I *do what I want to do*, I don’t rely purely on my guts and feelings,
but I rather use them as an important factor in my analysis.

How attached are you to reality?

When I don’t have to focus I am pretty detached, but I can focus on a moment when I don’t feel
anxious ex. When I play table tennis, cs:go etc.. Competitiveness always brings my awareness to the
highest.

How thick skinned are you? Are you sensitive to criticism?

I am really sensitive to criticism.

My guess would be ISTP.