SPRING 2003 Recovery Becomes Reality

Pia Mellody, RN, CAC

Senior Fellow of The Meadows

Pia Mellody is known and respected as

a preeminent authority, lecturer and
educator in the fields of addictions and
relationships. Her work in codependence,
boundaries, and the effects of childhood
trauma on emotional development has
By Pia Mellody, RN, CAC,
profoundly influenced the treatment
of addicts and people with problems
& Lawrence S. Freundlich

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forming and maintaining relationships. elationships provoke our deepest emotions of joy and
She is the author of several extraordinary fulfillment as well as pain and loss. When we are secure
books, including Facing Love Addiction. in our knowledge of ourselves and are unafraid of com-
municating to our partners the truth of who we are, our sense
As one of the pioneers in the field of of personal power and contentment makes life worth living and
recovery, her development of theories our place in it comfortable. We don’t have to disguise our motives
on the effects of childhood trauma
“Maintaining respect in or to make up lies or to attack or to defend because we imagine
that the expression of our true selves will reveal us as being inad-
became the foundation of The Meadows’ the face of relational equate. We are willing to be seen in our faulted and wonderful
programs and is, in large measure, the difficulties requires the humanity, and we expect that this presentation of our humanity
reason for its success. is just what our intimate partner wants. Achieving this kind of
practice of boundaries self-esteem-building confidence is what maturity is all about.

that gives us the gift of When people fail at relationships, it is because the model of
relationality that they take into adulthood was formed for them in
controlled vulnerability.” childhood by immature parents who passed on to them their own
relational dysfunction. They taught their children every lesson
but the lesson of inherent worth. In order to be “successful”
children in such a family, the children were assigned roles,
which were aimed at serving the parents, not the children. They
became Little Miss Perfect, the Abandoned Child, the Heroine

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Lawrence S. Freundlich is the president On Loving Yourself . . . . . . . . . . . .
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of Freundlich Communications, a New The Meadows Workshops . . . . . . . . . .
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York book packager. He is the author,
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with artist George Rodrigue, of Blue Dog
and of a biography of the great restau- Alumni Retreat . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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or Hero, Mommy or Daddy’s Little Girl or Man, the Scapegoat, the Family without some sort of permission from the other person. Seeking permission
Counselor, the Caretaker, the “6-year-old grown-up,” “the 14-year-old infant.” is an act of respect and love, and centers us in the truth of our wanting to
These roles are where they looked for their value. Self-esteem was not part be physically intimate with this other person.
of the equation.
The receiver of affection must practice containment, also. As the other
These roles either disempowered them when they couldn’t live up to their person approaches us, we think of containing his affectionate offer so that
parents’ expectations or falsely empowered them when they learned to what is offered matches what fits us. Protecting yourself and evaluating the
esteem themselves for playing roles that had little or nothing to do with their content of an incoming offer is an act of self-esteem. You are centering on
childhood needs and robbed them of their spontaneity. the truth of who you are and the kind of physical intimacy that fits your
authentic feelings.
Having a good relationship is such a tricky business—this business of shar-
ing truth with another—of talking and listening. The voices of our falsely Let us consider the sexual boundary. I have a responsibility as I am
empowered and disempowered childhoods still fight for a place in the script. approaching somebody sexually to contain myself sexually in the interest
They try to take over our vocal chords when we seek to share our adult of the comfort of the other person. This action involves the establishment
truths and drag us back to the familiar roles of Mama’s Boy, the Scapegoat, of the external sexual boundary. The boundary statement that sets up the
Abandoned Child, etc. healthy exercise of the sexual motive is: “I have a right to control with whom,
when, where and how I am going to be sexual. And the same is true for
It takes authentic self-esteem to give those abusive voices closure. When you.”
they are silenced or under control, relationships happen. Then we receive
communication from our partners without the shame or fear or panic that If I concentrate on the first part, this boundary empowers me to make my
drives old voices to command us to attack or to defend or to flee. From this own decision about whether to be sexual with someone, and, if I agree to
place of self-esteem, we present our truth with love for our partner—or at a be sexual, I still have the responsibility and the right to determine when, where
minimum, with respect. and how I want to do that. When I protect myself this way, I am in an act of
self-love. I am dealing with the truth of my sexual motive and my partner’s.
Maintaining respect in the face of relational difficulties requires the prac-
tice of boundaries that gives us the gift of controlled vulnerability. Personal Our physical sexual boundary must be in place when someone is
boundaries protect us from incoming, disturbing emotion while still keeping approaching us with sexual motives. We have to be respectful of what they
the possibility of intimacy alive. Personal boundaries enable us to contain our are saying to us about when, where and how. We cannot just demand our
own emotions while we are on the giving end, so that we remain respectful, way. As we are being physically or sexually intimate, we either signal our
but not so guarded that we wall-off or blockade ourselves from intimacy. availability or discourage it, but with respect.

There are two kinds of boundaries that relate to physical and sexual con- When you have a functional boundary, you protect and contain yourself
tact or sharing. One refers to non-sexual closeness and touching and is while remaining vulnerable enough for intimacy, but not so vulnerable that
called the non-sexual physical boundary. The other is about sexuality and is you can be easily damaged.
called the physical sexual boundary.
The two boundaries we exercise when we are relating intimately in the
There is also an internal boundary that we use when we share intellect areas of intellect and emotion are the internal listening boundary and the
(ideas) and emotions. To function intimately in relationship, we work both internal talking boundary. Almost all troubled relationships suffer from partners
our external physical and sexual boundaries, and our internal boundaries of who have boundary failures that damage their ability to listen or talk without
mind and emotion. interference from their trauma histories.

Physical boundaries become relevant when we physically approach some- Our internal listening boundary protects us from the thought and emotions
one with the intention of getting physically close or when we invite someone of our partner as he reaches out for intimacy with us. We exercise our internal
to be physically close to us. These kinds of non-sexual approaches and invi- talking boundary in order to protect our partner as we reach out for intellectual
tations are in the realm of the affectionate. Generally, whether being and emotional intimacy with him.
approached affectionately or approaching affectionately, we relax.
When someone is talking to and emoting at us, our internal listening
These affectionate approaches require controlled containment, because it boundary allows us to remain sensitive and engaged, while at the same
is abusive to engage someone in physical intimacy, even if it is non-sexual, time protected from painful, false or irrelevant data and emotion.

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New 2003 Workshop

“There are two kinds of boundaries that relate
to physical and sexual contact or sharing.
Facilitated by Pia Mellody
One refers to non-sexual closeness and This workshop is based on Pia Mellody's new
touching and is called the non-sexual physical book, The Intimacy Factor.
boundary. The other is about sexuality
and is called the physical sexual boundary.” Developing the Full Potential
of Your Relationships
Through the Use of
Personal Boundaries
Monday through Friday
Exercising the listening boundary empowers us to sort through the ideas and
9:00 a.m. to 4:30 p.m.
emotions that are being directed at us, allowing inner access only to ideas and
emotions that we deem appropriate. This selection process is controlled by July 28 - August 1 and August 18 - 22
what we know of our authentic self—with how intimate we are with our own Wickenburg, Arizona
truth. Our desire to protect our authenticity from damage is, therefore, self-
esteeming—an act of self-love on the behalf of our authenticity.
Lectures will include the following concepts:
We use the talking boundary when we approach our partner with our intel-
lect or with our emotions. We focus on containment so that our truth is neither • The nature of boundaries;
too explosive nor offensive. Our essential goal is to communicate our truth
without manipulation, inserting a covert agenda into the information we are • How relational trauma in childhood interferes with being
sharing. Manipulation is controlling and toxic and destroys intimacy. We need to
intimate;
remind ourselves that we are talking to be known and not to control or to
manipulate.
• How to speak from a place of humility;
In order for us to learn the truth, we have to get ourselves into the right position
to receive it. We cannot be caught up and distracted in defending ourselves or • How to listen from a place of curiosity;
in attacking. We have to learn what it means to be contained. Whenever we
contain during intimate communication with our partner, we are in the act of • Overcoming the urge to control or manipulate a partner;
loving him or her and in the act of loving the truth of who we ourselves are.
Whenever we exercise our boundaries to protect the truth of who we are from • Stopping the blame game;
someone who is approaching us intimately, we are in an act of self-esteem,
while simultaneously esteeming the truth of who the other person is. Both acts • Moving from a place of defensiveness to a place of intimacy;
are acts of love: love of self and love of other.
• Emotional accountability; and
Boundary work within the reality issue enables us to tell the truth about who
we are; that activates the principle that God is truth. The self-care-dependency • Boundaries as a form of spiritual practice (energizing a
issue automatically activates a sense of self-esteem in which we learn to accept relationship by moving from negative to positive energy).
the truth of our own neediness. That activates the principle that our needs will
be met and that God is love. When we have learned how properly to moder-
ate ourselves, our containment boundary encourages us to protect the truth of The experiential work will include learning how to be
self and trustingly honor the truth of other selves; automatically we activate intellectually and emotionally intimate through the use
those two principles: that God is truth and that God is love. So all core work is of internal boundaries.
learning how to live in truth and, in living in truth, learning to love self and others.
All trauma work around core issues is deep spiritual work.
This workshop is designed to help people to become more
Being spiritual tunes us into the energy of our authentic self. Call it remem- skilled in using boundaries. A therapeutic or recovery back-
bering. Like tuning a knob on the radio, it puts you onto the right wavelength, ground is preferred for this workshop.
and you communicate with God’s energy and you find solace and guidance,
peace, grace, and love. ∞
Initially this workshop will be facilitated by Pia Mellody.
The Intimacy Factor: The Ground Rules for Overcoming the Obstacles
to Truth, Respect and Lasting Love by Pia Mellody and Lawrence S.
Freundlich will be available in hardcover from Harper SanFrancisco $2800 Maximum of four pairs in group,
in May 2003. This is the latest in a series of books by Mellody that $2800 per pair
cover her work and her treatment philosophy. Mellody shows how the PER PAIR ($1400 deposit to hold your space)
successful exercise of containment and protective boundaries creates
the conditions in which true relationships flourish and which lead to
the spiritual path. For more information, call
800-632-3697
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