PROJECTOR EMPOWERMENT

PART II: ANALYSIS

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

Projector Empowerment | Part 2: Analysis ......................................... 1

Day 1 .....................................................................................................................................1
Conditioning Is Powerful for Projectors ........................................................................................... 1
Projectors Need Distance ......................................................................................................................... 2
Recognizing When You’re Being Conditioned ........................................................................... 2
Conditioning Is Part of Our Lives ......................................................................................................... 3
Change Interpretations, Not the Person ........................................................................................ 4
Free Others; Free Yourself ........................................................................................................................ 4
Recognizing Mechanics and Surrendering .................................................................................. 5
Student 1 ........................................................................................................................... 5
1st Color View: Survival ................................................................................................................................. 5
Distraction to the 4th Color: Wanting ................................................................................................ 6
Distraction Is a Counterpoint ................................................................................................................. 6
5th Color Motivation: Guilt ......................................................................................................................... 7
Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope ................................................................................................... 7
Recognizing and Understanding Your Relationships ............................................................ 7
Student 2 ...........................................................................................................................8
4th Color View: Wanting ............................................................................................................................. 8
Distraction to the 1st Color: Survival .................................................................................................... 8
2nd Color Motivation: Hope ....................................................................................................................... 9
Wait and Know the Answer Will Come ........................................................................................... 9
Watch for Distraction and Transference....................................................................................... 10
Student 3 ......................................................................................................................... 10
2nd Color View: Possibility ........................................................................................................................ 10
Distraction to the 5th Color: Probability ............................................................................................11
2nd Color Motivation: Hope .......................................................................................................................11
Student 4 ........................................................................................................................ 13
2nd Color View: Possibility ......................................................................................................................... 13
Distraction to the 5th Color: Probability ........................................................................................... 13

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6th Color Motivation: Innocence .......................................................................................................... 14

Transference to the 3rd Color: Desire................................................................................................ 14
Just Watch the Pull to Transference ................................................................................................ 15
Student 5 ......................................................................................................................... 15
3rd Color View: Power .................................................................................................................................. 15
Distraction to the 6th Color: Personal................................................................................................ 15
Keeping Score ................................................................................................................................................. 15
3rd Color Motivation: Desire .................................................................................................................... 16
Student 6......................................................................................................................... 17
1st Color View: Survival ................................................................................................................................17
6th Color Motivation: Innocence ...........................................................................................................17
Distraction to the 4th Color: Wanting .............................................................................................. 18
Innocence ......................................................................................................................................................... 19
Student 7........................................................................................................................ 20
5th Color View: Probability ...................................................................................................................... 20
Distraction to the 2nd Color: Possibility .......................................................................................... 20
5th Color Motivation: Guilt ...................................................................................................................... 21
Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope .................................................................................................. 21
Projectors Are Here to Provide a Service to Others ................................................................ 21
It’s Powerful for a Projector to Say No ............................................................................................ 22
Emotional People Think They’re Missing Things ..................................................................... 23
An Emotional Wave Brings Depth ................................................................................................... 23
Student 8 ....................................................................................................................... 24
1st Color View: Survival .............................................................................................................................. 24
4th Color Motivation: Need..................................................................................................................... 24
Student 9........................................................................................................................ 26
5th Color View: Probability .......................................................................................................................26
4th Color Motivation: Need......................................................................................................................26
The Necessary Probability Person.....................................................................................................27
Accepting the Limitation ....................................................................................................................... 28
Student 10 ...................................................................................................................... 28
6th Color View: Personal .......................................................................................................................... 28
3rd Color Motivation: Desire ................................................................................................................... 28

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Simply be Aware of Distraction ..........................................................................................................29

Desire Motivation: Here to Lead .........................................................................................................29
3rd Color: Natural Leaders....................................................................................................................... 30
Our Leaders Are in Transference ...................................................................................................... 30
Student 11 ........................................................................................................................ 31
2nd Color View: Possibility ......................................................................................................................... 31
6th Color Motivation: Innocence ........................................................................................................... 31
The 6 Is the Role Model and Our Future ....................................................................................... 32
Student 12 .......................................................................................................................32
3rd Color View: Power ................................................................................................................................. 32
6th Color Motivation: Innocence .......................................................................................................... 32
Scorekeepers Show Us What’s Happening in the World .................................................. 34
Student 13 .......................................................................................................................35
4th Color View: Wanting ........................................................................................................................... 35
3rd Color Motivation: Desire .................................................................................................................... 35
Transference to Fear .................................................................................................................................. 35
Student 14 ...................................................................................................................... 36
5th Color View: Probability .......................................................................................................................36
2nd Color Motivation: Hope .....................................................................................................................36
No Fixed Expectation ................................................................................................................................37
Bring Hope into Other People’s Lives .............................................................................................37
Student 15 ...................................................................................................................... 38
3rd Color View: Power ................................................................................................................................ 38
Student Comment (inaudible) ............................................................................................................39
Distraction to 6th Color: Personal .......................................................................................................39
5th Color Motivation: Guilt ...................................................................................................................... 40
Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope ................................................................................................ 40
A Quantum Phenomenon .................................................................................................................... 40
Listen to Your Voice.................................................................................................................................... 41
Student 16 ...................................................................................................................... 42
6th Color View: Personal .......................................................................................................................... 42
Everyone Needs the Unbalanced Construct ............................................................................. 42
2nd Color Motivation: Hope .................................................................................................................... 43

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Transference to Fixing ............................................................................................................................. 43

It’s Easy to be Aware ................................................................................................................................. 43
Student 17 ...................................................................................................................... 44
4th Color View: Wanting .......................................................................................................................... 44
6th Color Motivation: Innocence ......................................................................................................... 44
Innocence: Perfection of the Role Model .................................................................................... 45
Student 18 ...................................................................................................................... 45
3rd Color View: Power ................................................................................................................................ 45
1st Color Motivation: Fear......................................................................................................................... 46
Transference to 4th Color: Need ......................................................................................................... 46
3rd Color Perspective Needs to Connect with the World ................................................... 47
Student 19 ...................................................................................................................... 47
6th Color View: Personal .......................................................................................................................... 47
3rd Color Motivation: Desire ................................................................................................................... 47
Here to See What Other People Don’t See ................................................................................ 48
The Cross of Service................................................................................................................................... 48
The Magic Carpet for Projectors........................................................................................................ 49
Projector Auras............................................................................................................................................. 50
Student Comment: ...................................................................................................................................... 51
Intellectual Transformation of the Planet ..................................................................................... 51
Ignorance Is Dangerous for Projectors .......................................................................................... 52
Awareness Is the Key ................................................................................................................................. 52
Student 20 ......................................................................................................................53
1st Color View: Survival ............................................................................................................................... 53
2nd Color Motivation: Hope ..................................................................................................................... 53
The 2nd Tone..................................................................................................................................................... 53
Transference to Being a Fixer ............................................................................................................. 54
Watch Your Mind ........................................................................................................................................ 54
Try Being Who You Really Are ............................................................................................................ 54
Day 1 Extra—Break Talk ............................................................................................ 56
Student Question ........................................................................................................................................56
Student Question: Mental Projectors..............................................................................................56
Student Question: Timing Frequency ............................................................................................56

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Student Question: We’re Here to Experience the Diversity of Life ..............................57

Student Question: Healing by the Way You Communicate with Others ............... 58
Student Question: Outer Authority ..................................................................................................59
Student Comment: A Question About Survival........................................................................59
Student Comment: Dependencies ..................................................................................................59
Student Question: Projectors and Relationships ................................................................... 60
Exhaustion ....................................................................................................................................................... 61
Student Comment: Energy Connection .......................................................................................62
Student Question: Split Definitions Need the Other.............................................................62
Two Kinds of Partners ...............................................................................................................................63
Student Comment: Unconscious Bonding .................................................................................63
Student Comment: Others Project onto Projectors ............................................................. 64
Day 2: Families/Penta ................................................................................................ 65
Families Are Distorting.............................................................................................................................65
Projectors Are Best One-On-One ..................................................................................................... 66
Mechanics Is a Tool .................................................................................................................................... 66
Student 1 ........................................................................................................................ 67
Broad Split Definition ............................................................................................................................... 67
63-4 Definition .............................................................................................................................................. 67
The 44-26: Channel of Surrender ...................................................................................................... 67
No Direct Connection to Being Involved in Groups ............................................................. 68
Student 2 ........................................................................................................................ 68
Single Definition, Channel of Leadership .................................................................................... 68
Self-Projected Authority ......................................................................................................................... 69
Strong Penta Definition.......................................................................................................................... 69
Student 3 ........................................................................................................................ 70
Triple Split ........................................................................................................................................................ 70
Three Ways Your Recognition Operates ........................................................................................71
The Design Points to What Is to be Recognized ......................................................................71
How Your Definition Gets Recognized Correctly.....................................................................72
Student 4 ....................................................................................................................... 72
Groups Try to Guide Projectors ...........................................................................................................72
Projectors Lose Power and Recognition in Groups ...............................................................73

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Student 5 ........................................................................................................................ 73
The 18-58: The Channel of Judgment .............................................................................................73
The 41-30: The Channel of Recognition ........................................................................................ 74
Minor Activations between Throat and Sacral ......................................................................... 74
Losing the Power to be a Projector..................................................................................................75
Accept What You are ............................................................................................................................... 76
Student 6........................................................................................................................ 76
Unconscious Initiator ............................................................................................................................... 76
Gate 4: Expectation of Answers ..........................................................................................................77
Projectors Lose Recognition in Pentas ..........................................................................................77
Student 7........................................................................................................................ 79
An Organizing Thinker ............................................................................................................................ 79
The 17-62: Articulate Organization ................................................................................................... 79
No Recognition in Any Kind of Group Aura ............................................................................... 79
Student 8 ....................................................................................................................... 80
An Individual Transmitter ...................................................................................................................... 80
Bridging Gates............................................................................................................................................... 81
Anything Is Possible with Strategy and Authority .................................................................. 81
Student 9........................................................................................................................ 82
Judgement and the Community ..................................................................................................... 82
Groups Only See What’s Inside the Penta Channels ........................................................... 83
The 29th Gate: The Glue Holding the Auras Together .......................................................... 83
Projectors Suffer When Not Recognized..................................................................................... 83
Generators Belong in Groups ............................................................................................................. 84
Student 10 ...................................................................................................................... 84
Emotional Projector .................................................................................................................................. 84
Rejection Is Powerful ................................................................................................................................ 85
No Truth in the Now.................................................................................................................................. 85
Time Is on the Emotional Being’s Side ......................................................................................... 86
Student 11 ....................................................................................................................... 87
The Channel of Struggle Is Struggle for Purpose................................................................... 87
Deeply Experiential ................................................................................................................................... 87
The 31-7: A Penta Channel ..................................................................................................................... 87

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Projectors: The Top of the Hierarchy .............................................................................................. 88

Penta Is a Generator Entity .................................................................................................................. 88
Student 12 ...................................................................................................................... 89
A Hanging 45th Gate.................................................................................................................................. 89
The 33-13 ........................................................................................................................................................... 89
Generators with Penta Definition Belong in Groups ........................................................... 90
Projectors Are to Guide from the Outside .................................................................................. 90
Student 13 ...................................................................................................................... 90
Groups Are Seductive .............................................................................................................................. 90
The 40-37: An Emotional Bargain Person .................................................................................... 91
Student 14 ...................................................................................................................... 92
Unconscious 11-56: Recognized for Ideas......................................................................................92
Projectors Are Managed in the Penta ............................................................................................92
Ideas Are for the Others...........................................................................................................................93
Generators Do Not Want Guidance from Projectors ............................................................93
It Is Essential for Projectors to Guide.............................................................................................. 94
Student 15 ...................................................................................................................... 94
The 40-37 Recognizes Deals ................................................................................................................ 94
Very Weak in the Penta .......................................................................................................................... 94
A Hanging Unconscious 46: A Harmonizing Gate ..................................................................95
Be Aware ...........................................................................................................................................................95
Hanging Gates in the Penta Channels...........................................................................................95
Pentic Expectations .................................................................................................................................. 96
Student 16 ...................................................................................................................... 97
A Thinking Transmitter ........................................................................................................................... 97
The Desire to Escape ................................................................................................................................ 97
Projectors and Family Pentas ............................................................................................................. 98
Human Beings Are Not Expected to Wake Up ....................................................................... 99
Penta Children in Families.................................................................................................................... 99
Student 17 .................................................................................................................... 100
Recognized for Making Sense Out of Things .......................................................................... 100
An Experiential Guide ..............................................................................................................................101
An Unconscious 33-13...............................................................................................................................101

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Bitterness ........................................................................................................................................................102
Student 18 ..................................................................................................................... 102
Fantasy .............................................................................................................................................................102
The Importance of Challenge ............................................................................................................102
The 18-58: Challenge Patterns ...........................................................................................................102
The Family Dinner Table Is a Place of Enslavement ............................................................ 103
No Blame; No Fault.................................................................................................................................. 104
Begin to See the Traps .......................................................................................................................... 104
Projectors Are Consultants ..................................................................................................................105
Meet People One-On-One ...................................................................................................................105
Aware Projector Parents ...................................................................................................................... 106
Teach Your Children to Ask for Guidance ..................................................................................107
Educate Your Children About Who You Are ............................................................................107
Student 19 .................................................................................................................... 108
Cross of Consciousness ......................................................................................................................... 108
Open Throat ................................................................................................................................................. 108
Mental Projector ........................................................................................................................................ 108
Definition Shows the Potential for Being a Guide ............................................................... 109
Be Seen for What You Are................................................................................................................... 109
The Projector Promise .............................................................................................................................110
The Projector’s Aura ..................................................................................................................................110
Open Throats Look for Attention ....................................................................................................... 111
The Projector’s Job Is to be a Guide ................................................................................................ 112
Projectors Are Needed ............................................................................................................................ 112
Student 20 ..................................................................................................................... 112
The Channel of Talent .............................................................................................................................. 112
The Discipline of Living Life Correctly ............................................................................................ 113
Wait for the Invitation ..............................................................................................................................114
Love Yourself..................................................................................................................................................114
The Signature of Success ....................................................................................................................... 115
The Need to Study...................................................................................................................................... 115
Replace Bitterness with Success ...................................................................................................... 116
Student Question: The Penta Alpha ............................................................................................... 116

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Student Question: Being a Consultant in the Wa.................................................................. 117

Student Question: Ra Teaching Projectors ................................................................................ 117
Student Question: When Your Authority Says Yes to Being in a Group .................. 118
Life Is Not Perfect Even When You’re Correct .......................................................................... 118
Live a Projector’s Life ................................................................................................................................ 119
Trust Your Strategy and Authority ................................................................................................... 119
Live and Discover Who You Are ........................................................................................................ 119

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Projector Empowerment |
Part 2: Analysis
Day 1
These workshop sessions in the afternoon go as long as it takes me to get
through everybody’s chart, and that’s a journey because there are a lot of you,
so I’ve got to take you through a lot of sets of information. It’s a way in which
you’re going to get the way the information impacts other people as you’re
going along, so it’s part of your nice recognition process. I will do it in the order
that I have it in terms of all the charts that I have stored.

Conditioning Is Powerful for Projectors

Remember what is important here about the premise because the premise is
so important for you as Projectors. The fact is, as a Projector, you don’t have
the same kind of capacity to be able to recognize nuance changes in those
connections that you have with others. As I described to you, because of the
nature of your aura, because the aura is so focused, you take in this very deep
conditioning level. It means that all of that conditioning can be very powerful.

So, when somebody gives you an invitation, and the invitation is correct
according to your Strategy and Authority, all you’re getting is a sort of a larger
surface entry point. This is something that says, “This is ok. You can go in here,
this is all right,” however it’s going to turn out.

But in terms of the tools that you need to measure that as you go along, if
you’re a Generator and somebody says, “Would you like to have dinner?” you
go “Uh-huh,” you go to dinner, and they say, “Do you want this?” and you go
“Uh-huh or un-un,” it’s an ongoing process of affirmation of whatever your
Authority is.

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As a Projector, it doesn’t work that way. As a Projector, that invitation simply

opens you up to that connection, and if you don’t have tools you can’t tell, really,
where that’s going, and you can’t tell when it’s not correct for you.

Projectors Need Distance

This is one of the things to understand about what it is to be a Projector and

what it is to be with other beings. You’re not here to be with somebody all the
time. This is something really to grasp about being a Projector. You need your
distance. You can have a nice long-term healthy relationship with a friend, a
lover, a child, whatever the case may be, but you need to see you need to have
your space. And you need to be able to pull back because if you don’t pull back,
you’re pulled deeper and deeper into the conditioning field.

Again remember, you don’t necessarily have the tools to be able to distinguish
when those relationships are getting to a point where you need to pull back.
For example, the first thing that I was discussing with you that I will share you
as I go through your individual charts is perspective, the way you look at things.

You get an invitation from somebody, you enter into that correctly, but the
reality is if you’re watching your process, during the course of the time you’re
with them, you’ll notice that there will be a shift to your distraction. You’re
suddenly being pulled away from what is correct for you.

Recognizing When You’re Being Conditioned

It’s in those moments where you need to recognize and watch that you’re
being conditioned because this is what it’s all about. Being able to see the
conditioning gives you a way out. It’s very hard for Projectors to say, “I need
your generating and manifesting, but not now.” There is this fear that you don’t
get it back. There is this fear that you lose it. There is this deep drive inside to
hold onto that connection, no matter how you end up rationalizing that in your
Design.

So it becomes very important for you to begin to see the way in which you’re
being influenced on an ongoing basis by those beings around you.
Remember, we see this not to end the relationship, because it’s not about that.
It’s not about saying, “This person is terrible for me and I never want to see

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them again.” It isn’t about that at all. It’s about your potential to actually see
them conditioning you.

Conditioning Is Part of Our Lives

Most people think that you need to have a solution: Let’s stop the conditioning,
and so forth. We don’t want to stop conditioning. The only time you can stop
conditioning is when you die. Conditioning ends at death. Until then, it’s a part
of our lives. And it doesn’t have to be something that’s negative. It can be the
most fascinating thing in your life.

I have an undefined emotional system. I find emotional people hilarious, even

when they’re the most screwed up people on the planet. It’s hilarious: “Look at
that person going through their wave.” If you don’t have something, it doesn’t
have to be your problem in life. It is what you learn, what you get to see, what
you get to watch, it’s what the movie is all about for you and gives quality to
your development as a conscious being.

What’s very important is that if you trust your Strategy and Authority, you will
see that you have time to fulfill the privilege of why you’re here, which is to be
aware, just to see. So, this is a seeing technique. It’s about allowing you to get
to that place in your passenger consciousness where you’re watching the
conditioning rather than being lost in it, because you don’t have to be lost.

When you notice that somebody is changing the way you look at things, your
passenger consciousness is there to smile in those moments. “Hey, look at this;
look at what they’re doing to me, they’re changing the way that I’m looking at
things. Isn’t that bizarre? They’re actually doing that to me. They don’t even
know they’re doing that to me.” It’s not their fault, after all, it’s just their Design.

When you see that, first of all, all the dilemmas you have with these people stop
being so personal, because the way anybody impacts you leads to you as a
Projector going into your reasoning trip. And you go into all of this stuff about
what you think you think you think you think you recognize, instead of just
seeing. Instead of being out of the value system—how much are they messing
me up, and why—and just seeing, “Ah, this is what happens when I’m with
them.” That’s all.

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Change Interpretations, Not the Person

Now sometimes that’ll actually be fun, because remember if you’re being

distracted in the way in which you look at things, it isn’t necessarily bad. Some
people take you to your distraction and give you the advantage of having that
counterpoint in the way in which you look at things. There is nothing wrong
with it. There is nothing wrong with any of these things that happen to us, it’s
the way we interpret them. It’s what we do with the interpretation and the
way we turn the interpretation into action. “This person did that to me; I’m
going to punish them.” Instead of, “This person did this to me, they were
helpless, so was I; it’s an interesting movie.”

And if you don’t like what they did to you, don’t have anything to do with them.
It’s so simple. It’s not about that “They’re a jerk and I don’t ever want to see
them again.” It’s that “Things aren’t good when we’re together. It just doesn’t
work. It’s nothing personal. Take your just-doesn’t-work and put it in
somebody where it works and take it out of my trip.”

But it’s not about saying to them, what lovers love to say to each other, “If only
you could be different. You could still be my friend if only you could be
different.” Of course, that’s not the point. Because Projectors recognize that,
it becomes their trip. “I recognize that you’re like that, and if you could be like
this, then you and I could be friends. Or you and I could be lovers.”

Free Others; Free Yourself

It’s not the story. The only time you’re ever going to be free is if you’re really
free. The only way you’re going to be free is that you free everybody else, you
free them all. They’re free to be what they are. You don’t have to take them
home and feed them. You don’t have to take them home and look after them.
You don’t have to do any of that; there is no rule in all of that.

What you can do is see. Then you get to see who is there for you and who isn’t
there for you. You get to see that those beings that are there for you, what
happens? Where do they take you? Again, it’s not about blaming, it’s about
discovery, it’s about finding out how these things work.

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Recognizing Mechanics and Surrendering

The deeper and deeper you recognize mechanics, the easier it is for you to
surrender to your life, because there is nothing else. It’s not like the frog and
the princess. There is nothing else. This is it; this is the movie. All you can do
is exalt the movie through your awareness. You’re not going to be able to
change the script. The script is written in your Design, literally written in your
Design.

Ok, so I’m going to take you through this process.

Student 1
1st Color View: Survival

Ok, the first thing. We’re looking at View.

In your case, you have a 1st Color. So any of
you—and again if you’re looking at the
illustration I gave you, look to the right side, and you’ll see the Personality
Nodes. When I look at the Personality Nodes, I’m looking at somebody’s
Design perspective, the way you’re designed to look at things in this life.

So, if you have a number 1 in that stop sign, then you’re somebody whose View
is called Survival. Now, when you’re working in the number system from 1 to 6,
1 is always the most primitive, 6 is the always the most sophisticated. So, here
if you’re looking at this 1st Color, what you’re looking at is a very primal need to
see your way through survival.

In other words, yours is a perspective that what you’re looking at is trying to

see who survives, whether you can survive, how do they survive, and all the
tools that go with survival, which is looking to see what they know that allows
them to survive, or what they don’t know that allows them to fail.

It is driven by fear. Most people think of fear as a bad thing. There is no

intelligence without fear. It’s the way we have evolved our immune system.
Our immune system being threatened by things drove our intelligence to find
a way to survive and get around them.

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So, if you have a survival perspective, what’s driving you is your own fears where
you need the intelligence to know how to survive something. So, the way you
see becomes very important for you.

Distraction to the 4th Color: Wanting

But every single View that we have can be distracted. So, when you get
distracted and you go to the 4th Color, you go to Want. Instead of seeing what
you need to see for survival, you’re looking at all these people out there and
what they want. In other words, you’re not seeing yourself, you’re not seeing
your own survival, you’re getting stuck in the other person’s trip. You’re getting
stuck in seeing what they want, need, and what their demands are. And you
move away from your own survival.

Now, that can be very threatening. You’re on your way into the jungle with a
friend of yours. Now, you need your 1st Color. You need your 1st Color to be able
to see how to survive. You need that gift. Yet at the same time, they have a
mosquito bite and they’re bitching to you about their problem. You get pulled
into their transference about what they want and need, and you stop thinking
about yourself. You stop seeing what you need to see, and you threaten
yourself, and put yourself in a situation where you can literally be in danger.

So the most important thing for you to watch in your mental process is that
when somebody is in your aura how easy it can be for them, or not, to pull you
into their trip. Because that’s what it is: Pulling you out of your trip and pulling
you into their trip.

Distraction Is a Counterpoint

You’re not designed to be in their trip, except for once in a while, and that’s the
counterpoint. Remember, we’re not here to get rid of our distraction. It’s just
a counterpoint, but it gives us balance in the way in which we look at things.
So every once in a while, while you’re so concerned about your own survival,
you do need to see what’s out there, what’s going on with other people.

But the moment that you have somebody in your life when every time you’re
with them and you’re talking to them you’re being pulled into their movie and
you’re being pulled into seeing their problems and all that stuff that’s going on

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with them, that’s not for you; that’s distraction. So, distraction is something
that is very powerful in the way in which it operates in a life.

5th Color Motivation: Guilt

Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope

The second thing is that you have a

Motivation of Guilt. That is the Personality
Sun/Earth, the little stop sign, which is the
Color, and the number 5. When you see the number 5 there, that’s you. You
have Guilt as a Motivation.

It’s not the guilt trip. It has nothing to do with that. The people that have a
Guilt Motivation are here to be motivated to fix things. So, this is a mind that is
motivated to fix things. You see a problem; you’re motivated to fix it. When
you’re in transference, you’re into Hope.

Those are the people in your life where there is a problem and you want to deal
with your problem, “I’ve got to fix this.” “Oh, don’t worry about that, it will all
turn out just fine.” The moment you get into that hopeful trip, you’re being
transferred away from what you’re here for. Your mind is here to work on fixing
things.

Recognizing and Understanding Your Relationships

So there are two things in your life in which you can watch as a Projector.
Because again, it’s not about eliminating it, it’s about seeing it, experiencing it.
And it’s about recognizing who is bringing it to you because in that way you
really begin to understand the nature of your relationship with the other.

If there is that person in your life that is always pulling you into their trip, who
are you in all of that? You lose your own ability to survive. If you’re here to
mentally fix things, which means you’re here to help people fix things for them.
The moment that you’re into that Hope transference, it’s like the job you do,
they send you an email that says, “I need help,” and you say, “I hope you can
get it right.” It’s like the other side of the story: “No, I’m not going to worry
about this; let’s hope it all turns out for the best.”

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The moment that you see that, because it’s watching, is the most magnificent
thing about our consciousness. We are here to be able to experience our
Personality and not be lost in it. So, you can experience these moments where
somebody brings you into transference, whether it’s your Motivation or it’s your
perspective, and you can actually see the mechanism at work. It’s who’s
watching that matters, because it’s the deepest essence of you that’s
watching, that is aware of that, that begins the process of transcendence.

Student 2
4th Color View: Wanting

Your view is Wanting. You’re the exact

opposite, so don’t sit with her! Keep your
space. One of the weirdest things that
happened is that we’re always attracted to opposites. Your perspective is to
see what they need out there. This is what you’re good at. You’re here at seeing
the need.

Distraction to the 1st Color: Survival

The moment that you’re into your own survival story is the moment that you’re
in trouble because this is not what you’re all about. Then you end of getting
totally lost in fears, because it is the fears that are underlying in the survival
View.

When it’s not your View, that distraction becomes unhealthy. You start
worrying about yourself, instead of seeing what everybody else needs. You’re
a transmitter; this is what you’re here to transmit. You’re here to transmit what
your perspective shows you.

So, you’re the exact opposite. When you get pulled into your own trip by
somebody, that’s the moment that you’re being pulled away from what is
correct for you and you get caught up in all of the fears that arise out of that.

So, the moment that you’re into your true perspective, you’re out there seeing
what they need. You’re a 6/2 transpersonal Profile. You’re here to look out, see
the other and see what the other really needs. That’s part of your perspective.

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Carefully watch those people that are trying to pull you out of that perspective
and push you into looking into your own trip and being worried about yourself
and your own survival.

2nd Color Motivation: Hope

The Motivation—it’s funny, it’s the exact

opposite—that you have is Hope. Hope is
an incredible thing. Hope with awareness
is sitting by the river and knowing that
something is coming for you.

There are many things in your life you must never pursue. It goes with what it
is to be a Projector. You’re waiting here for the invitation, waiting for things to
come to you. And it’s not about dumb hope. It’s not about buying a lottery
ticket and hoping you’re going to win the lottery. It’s not about that kind of
thing.

It’s about realizing that there are certain things that you must never fix. It’s not
about making things happen. If you’ve got her 5, your mind is all about “How
do we fix it?” But in your case, how do we fix it is a real drag because it’s not for
you. This is not where your mind belongs.

But you also need to know what to focus on that will happen for you. One of
my favorite expressions is what an old Chinese general said about his enemies.
“I’m going to sit by the river and wait to watch the bodies of my enemies float
by. I don’t have to fix anything. I don’t have to go out and get them. I don’t
have to destroy them. I don’t have to conquer them. All if know is if I sit here
long enough, I’ll get to see what I need to see.” If you sit long enough, you get
those things.

Wait and Know the Answer Will Come

So, it’s also that thing about not pushing your mind to look for an answer but
waiting and knowing the answer will come for you. That’s how the Hope works
for you. So, be very careful about these people that are pushing you into the
fixer—“Think about how you fix this”—and the same people that focus you on
your personal survival.

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It’s watching those things; just watching them. And watch what happens
when somebody steps into your aura when you’re watching your mental
process, and that’s where you go. You know right away the magic of
mechanics because you get to see it.

You get to see the innocence in the other person. They don’t know what the
hell they’re doing. They don’t know that they’re doing that; they’re just being
people. All of a sudden, you get to see the underlying mechanic that this
person or that person are not the right people for you because they’re taking
you to a place where you don’t belong.

Watch for Distraction and Transference

So, you can meet one of these people—invitation—and everything seems

terrific. Then you’re sitting there having a conversation and all of a sudden, you
watch this happen. You know right away to be careful. This may not be the
best situation for you to be in, despite the fact that it was ok to enter into it.

You’re entering into it to be wise enough to be able to assess it. I want to be

able to protect all of you as Projectors to understand that by watching your
mind, you’re going to protect yourself in these very complex environments
where you can be easily pulled away from what is correct for you.

Because everything about you is recognition, if you’re in distraction, or your

motivation is in transference, you’re not able to recognize correctly because it’s
not really your theme. It’s going to be unhealthy for you to try to recognize
what your survival needs are, when in fact that’s not what you’re all about. Your
recognition is geared to seeing what other people need, what’s out there for
them. So you really get to see how people are going to impact you in that way.

Student 3
2nd Color View: Possibility

Your View is Possibility. I love

Possibility/Probability people because
this is the great argumentative binary.

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“Well, it’s possible;” “No, it’s not probable at all, so don’t tell me it’s possible.” In
everything—God, spirituality, moralities, all of this—there is an endless
argument between the people who see possibility and the people who see
probability.

The possibility people say, “Yes, but she could grow up to be a ballerina.” And
the Probability people say, “Are you kidding me? Look at her, she can’t even
walk straight.” “Well, it’s possible she could be a ballerina.”

You’re a Possibility person. What that means is that you have to be very careful.
Possibility is great for the spirit. It means you can look out into the world and
see possibility in anything. But don’t turn that—and you’re a 35, so watch out—
into an expectation, the expectation that you think it’s possible that somebody
can change their life. It doesn’t mean that they’re going to change their life.
And if you identify with that possibility, you’re going to suffer dearly.

Distraction to the 5th Color: Probability

The other thing is that your distraction in this life is to be pulled to Probability.
So, here you are, you’re a 2nd Color, and those forces that can enter into your life
can pull you to the 5. The moment they pull you to the 5, you stop being
Possible; you start being mis-probable.

The moment that you’re mis-probable, you’re ready to bet your life. “I know
this is going to happen. I know this is going to work. I know this is going to be
terrific. I know this is going to be a winner. I know this is going to be a great
relationship. I know.” It’s all probable. So, be very careful when you’re watching
your own mechanism to see so clearly that you need to stay with your
possibilities. It’s the way you’re intended to see.

Again, it’s very good for the spirit. You can see possibilities in others that they
can’t see in themselves, and that can be wonderful for them. But the moment
you see ‘probably’ in them, is the moment that you are probability full of it and
you’re going to create problems with them, because in fact the probability is
unlikely to be there. So you have to be very careful.

2nd Color Motivation: Hope

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The second part of this is your Motivation,

which is Hope. This goes very nicely with
Possibility. Possibility and Hope are
wonderful together. So, this is you. There
is a possibility that the gods are going to smile on me, and you can always hope
that that’s something that is going to be true. This is absolutely perfect for who
you are.

But the moment that you’re in transference, you’re into the probability that
you can fix it, that you can make it happen, that you can actually do something
about it instead of seeing that it’s a crapshoot. You’re here to see that it’s all a
crapshoot.

You’re here to sit back in the Possibility/Hope mental system and see yes,
anything is possible, absolutely anything can happen. You can hope for the
silver lining to show up any moment. All of that is terrific. It’s great for the
spirit, but don’t get caught on the other side.

These are the people that are going to depress the hell out of you. If you think
it’s possible that the aliens are going to pick you up tomorrow, you can live with
that, just don’t be convinced of it. Don’t take Kool-Aid or any of these things.
It’s ok to be into your possibilities, but don’t get stuck in them. The moment
you get stuck in them and think they’re a probability, you crash.

It’s the same thing with hope. Hope is so beautiful. Because hope is about
truly, if you’re correct, you have that feeling inside of you where you know “This
will work out. I don’t have to do anything. I don’t have to meddle. I don’t have
to stick my finger into it. I don’t have to do anything to it. This thing is just
going to be there; I’ll wait.”

That’s the magic of what hope can bring. But the moment that you’re into
fixing, for a Projector to get into fixing mode who is not-self, wow, you really
think you think you think you recognize all those things that you think you
think you can correct and fix, and you get stuck in all of that stuff. It’s not what
you’re about. So, stay with your spirit, you’re a Possibility and a Hope person.

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Student 4
2nd Color View: Possibility
Distraction to the 5th Color: Probability

You’re a Possibility person. This is your

perspective, to see the possibility. Think
about what Projectors are for: You’re
guides. This is what Projectors are here for. So, one of the things that you have
to recognize is your whole guiding mechanism is rooted in the way you see
and think.

If you’re a Possibility person, you’re here to guide other people to see possibility.
That’s what you’re good for. Again, the thing to understand about possibility is
that it can really raise somebody’s spirit while at the same time not getting you
stuck in predicting that something is actually there or actually going to
happen; it’s possible.

The moment you get into probabilities is the moment that you have problems.
It’s the same story. You can’t expect that you’re going to operate without any
of these things being impacted. The whole thing about being in auras is that
constantly being in the auras of others, these attributes that are there are
influenced one way or another.

So, if you’re a Possibility being, to be able to see that suddenly you’re talking
probability—“I know it’s going to happen. It’s this thing and it’s going to work
this way and that’s the way it’s going to go.”—wow, what that does to you,
because it’s not.

Then you begin to suffer, and you go through the Projector trip, the bitterness,
“I was certain it was going to be a probability. I put all my resources into that.
I gave you all my love, and all that stuff.” When it doesn’t work out, then you’re
bitter and deeply upset. And you go through all the recriminations, the self-
flagellation, the inner recognition that drives you crazy. And all of that because
somebody has had a subtle impact on the way in which your mechanism
works. It’s why it’s so important to stay with your possibilities.

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6th Color Motivation: Innocence

Transference to the 3rd Color: Desire

Your Motivation is Innocence. Innocence

is the 6th Color. Everything about
Innocence is that it is without motivation.
The transference of Innocence is called Desire. That’s the 3rd Color. So, the
moment that your thinking is being motivated by desire, the desire to lead, to
be in charge, to be the boss, all of these desires that are driving you, you’re
totally in transference.

The reality for you is that you’re not here to be motivated. You don’t need
motivation. When I look at your Design, because I don’t know you other than
this first time looking at your Design, everything about your power as a
Projector is waiting for people to recognize that you can benefit them, because
you can. You’re an Alpha, a transmitter, you have all of this potential in you to
be able to get other people to see things, give them the information. But
you’re not here to be motivated to do so.

The moment that you’re motivated to help somebody, you’re in trouble. You’re
here not to be motivated by that; you’re here to respond to that in the sense
that you’re here to react to that. As a Projector, there are going to be those
who recognize you can help them, that there is something you can tell them,
that there is something you can do for them, but they have to come to you.
They have to get that out of you. That’s the only way that’s going to work.

So, you have to be very careful about not getting into the leadership trip. I’m
the other way, by the way. I’m a 3rd Color. I’m motivated by desire to lead. So,
this is me. There is nothing I can do about that.

When I was not-self, when I was totally incorrect, I was into the innocence trip.
“No, I don’t want to get involved. I don’t want to be responsible for other
people. I don’t want to do this. I don’t want to work at all that; to hell with that.
I’m not motivated.” I was in transference. Of course, it made a serious mess
out of my life. And I’m going to stay out of your aura because that’s the way it
works.

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Just Watch the Pull to Transference

You’ll notice this when you look at relationships after this weekend, you’ll get
to see is there are so many people in your life that are exactly opposite of you.
It’s not a curse; it’s a test. It’s what consciousness is all about. You really get to
see when you’ve got somebody in your life that is pulling on that. You don’t
have to go there; you just have to watch it.

But you really need to see that the moment that your mind is pushing you to
take charge is when you’re really in trouble. So be very careful of these people
that get you into that desire, leadership, all that kind of activity.

Student 5
3rd Color View: Power
Distraction to the 6th Color: Personal

This is the Power View; this is 3rd Color.

Power View is very interesting because
the Power View is about being able to see
winners and losers. This is what you’re good at, seeing the winners and the
losers. This is something that is so important to what you later can offer to
others because you see it.

Now, the dilemma for you is that the distraction is to the Personal View, which
takes you out of seeing the winners and losers and takes you into your own
trip. Again, I’m the opposite of you. I’m supposed to see things through my
trip and my trip only, and not be concerned about the winners and losers.
You’re here to be concerned about seeing the winners and losers. This is what
you’re all about.

Keeping Score

So, you’re the kind of Projector that’s here to help those out there that you can
see are failing. Remember for a Projector, success is a big thing. The vast
majority of human beings within their own perception of themselves are
relative failures. Most of them are unhappy with their lives, unhappy with their
material success, these kinds of things.

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So, it is something that is inherent in you that is there you can see. It’s very
important for you to keep score. You’re a keep-score person. “One for them,
one for me,” keep score. The moment that you’re not keeping score, you’re
really in trouble.

Those people that get you out of the score card are the ones that are really
trying to mess you up. “Don’t look at me, don’t see that I’m a loser. I don’t want
you to see that I’m a loser. I want you to get into your own trip and leave me
alone.” And of course, that’s not what you’re about. You’re really here to see
what’s going on out there, which means you can help people in their struggle
in this world in terms of what they need to be able to do to get by.

Again, that will ultimately be dependent on what you’ve mastered, what kind
of knowledge base you have, how your knowledge base relates to the winning
and losing that you’re going to see based on that. If you’re into this kind of
stuff, you see winners and losers in terms of their level of consciousness. You
see those that aren’t making it, those that can, and so forth and so on.

3rd Color Motivation: Desire

The Motivation is Desire; so, you’ve got

the double. You’re really here to lead.
This is one of those things. You’re here to
be driven by desire. When I look at your Design, because you’re one of these
deeply unconscious people, the only Definition she has is mental Definition, a
mental Projector, Ajna to the Throat, undefined 11-56, so, your ideas are
everything, and your ideas are never for you.

Always remember that your ideas have no value to you, they have value to the
other. This is how you gain power. Your way of guiding is guiding others
through ideas. And being able to guide them with your ideas to help them
become winners rather than losers. In other words, that’s really what your
capacity is all about.

You have to be very careful about what I went through as not-self. That is, not
wanting to take the pressure of being a leader. And you’re very open so there
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really the leader. Everybody else has been messing me up in my life.” It’s really
time for you to be the leader.

Again, it is about seeing people in your life who has constantly taken you away
from that role, because you have all of these forces in your life that have denied
you what is your possibility, which is to see things in the right context and live
your life out according to that. After all, this is what we’re all about in the end,
is about being able to live out our awareness and to be able to provide out of
our Design what is there for us for the other.

These are important themes for you: Desire and Power. To lead, to see winners
and losers, to keep score, to help people get on the winning side. This is what
you’re here for.

Student 6
1st Color View: Survival
6th Color Motivation: Innocence

Your View is Survival, and the Motivation

is Innocence. So, we’re dealing with a 1 in
the perspective and a 6 when it comes to
the potential in awareness. Think about
how profound Survival really is. You look
out in the world and what you get to see
is how you can survive. It’s one of those
ultimate themes that are out there. You’ve got 2 billion people on the planet
that live on approximately $2 a day. You’ve got a horrible world out there; there
is enormous suffering that is taking place on the survival plane.

Think about the way the not-self works. The vast majority of human beings,
one-sixth of humanity is going to have Survival perspective. Approximately 1.2
billion people will have a Survival perspective. Out of those 1.2 billion people,
the vast majority are going to be in transference. So, they’re not going to be in
their survival at all, which is why you have so many human beings that are on
the edge, and so many beings that are literally incapable of looking after
themselves and providing their own survival.

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Distraction to the 4th Color: Wanting

Understand something, if you can’t see the way to survive, then you give up
your Authority. You make somebody else your Authority. You pray to a God to
provide for you, or you look to a society to provide you services. You look to
friends to take care of you. It goes on and on. You give up your Authority
because you can no longer see survival itself, all you’re seeing in the
transference is the wanting that’s out there.

It makes for a lot of angry people without solutions. There are all these angry
people out there who want and want, and they don’t have a solution. What do
they do? They strap on bombs and they blow themselves up in places. There
is all of this giving up, in essence.

It’s very important to understand how powerful a View really is. For you, you
need to see that the moment that you’re being pulled away from seeing things
in terms of your own survival and in survival for others, you’re really lost. The
moment that you see the lack in the world, what people need, the moment
you become miss-save-the-bloody-planet and all that of stuff, you’re really on
the wrong track, because you’re deeply into distraction because that’s not your
thing.

Those people that are legitimately 4th Color, the people that have a Wanting
perspective, yes, they’re here to save the world. They’re here to point out that
there is want out there, suffering and need, and we should really do something
about them. At least one-sixth of us care about those beings, if I can put it that
way, but that’s not your job. You’re Survival perspective. Stay with what’s yours.

Again, all you’re doing in this exercise is watching it happen. It’s all you have to
do. It’s the most fantastic thing to experience. You just watch it happen. There
you are, somebody steps into your aura and all of a sudden, you’re all into
seeing the horrible problems in the world, what people don’t have, and they
need. And suddenly, you’re ready to join some NGO and spend the rest of your
life in service helping some Third World tribe get water.

In the meantime, your life gets lost. Let everybody do what their job is.
Everybody has a differentiated way in which they’re supposed to function. We
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and we’re all supposed to feel compassionate and empathic and all of that
stuff. Well, it’s not true. We all have a very unique way to operate, and a unique
way to operate which can be manipulated by other forces. So, you need to see
it.

Innocence

When it comes to the Motivation, which is Innocence, 6th Colors, like 6th Lines,
like any 6 in Human Design, they’re already something very sensitive. They’re
already something at the edge. Innocence is about the future, as much as it is
about the present. That is, what it really represents is: “I don’t have to go out
and do anything, I just have to be.” That’s what innocence is. Innocence is: “I
don’t need a motivation. That’s not what I’m about. I don’t need a motivation.
I’m just here.”

Of course, out of the 6 we get themes of role model, leader, trust. It’s these
beings that are innocent that are simply there in their life, that other people
look at them and say, “Oh, maybe you can help me,” because they’re the true
role model.

It’s something to understand about the way in which your mind works. It’s not
here to be motivated, and the moment you get into leadership motivation, “I’m
going to change everything now, I’m going to fix it all now. I’m going to do
this, and you’re going to do that and we’re all going to get there,” forget it.

You’re here to be an innocent survivor; look after your own stuff. Then as an 18-
58 you can just wait for those delicious moments where that person steps up
to you because you’re the innocent survivor role model and they say to you, “I
need your help. Could you tell me what to do?” and you give it to them right
then and there, because that’s what you can do. You give them your judgment;
you provide them with the correction.

You can do the things that are correct for you, but that can’t be your
motivation. You can’t be concerned about everybody else’s survival. You
cannot be concerned about being motivated to look after all these things
mentally. You’re here to be an innocent survivor.

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So, when you see other people pushing you away from that, you know who
you’re dealing with. And you know you can take your distance. Once you
understand what people are doing to you at that level, you get to see right
away this is unhealthy for you. And it’s not personal, because they honestly
don’t know what they’re doing; they have no idea. It’s just mechanisms.

Student 7
5th Color View: Probability
Distraction to the 2nd Color: Possibility

Probability; you’re on the other side.

You’re here to see the probabilities. You
and I go to the track, I’ll bet with you.
You’re a Probability person. Now, probability doesn’t mean it’s an absolute,
obviously. It means that you have the capacity to see the tendencies and
where they’re actually going. So, it’s a real gift.

So, when you get into Possibility, that’s when you’re in trouble. Anything is
possible is not your thing. It’s so funny the way we all work. If you’re a
Possibility person, it’s the only way you can think. Everything is possible; this is
a great world. You can wake up tomorrow and your life is different. You wake
up tomorrow you lost 30 pounds, you look terrific, everything is wonderful; it’s
just going to happen.

Probability people are very different. Probability people say “that’s not likely.”
So, there is a realism, a pragmatism that comes with being a Probability
person. So, be very careful of those people that get you away from that “this is
actually going to happen,” to those people that get into “anything can
happen,” like Jesus is coming tomorrow, invite him for dinner. It’s possible,
right? Sure. You’re a Probability person, you have an answer to that one.

It’s so interesting how people can change your whole direction in life. You have
to understand that this mechanism that I’m describing to you has been going
on in your whole life. So there you are a Probability person, and somebody is
changing you over, distracting you to Possibility. And as not-self, you then end
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with that.” That’s destructive. You can only go with what you see. You’re there
to see the probability; you stay with the probability.

5th Color Motivation: Guilt

Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope

The Motivation is Guilt; you’re a fixer. So,

don’t be a hoper. You’re not into hope,
you’re not into possibility, you’re on the
other side of the coin. You can see the way these things work. It’s deeply
pragmatic. And you’re a 5, anyway, so it’s underneath the surface for you to be
practical and to stay with the practical.

Projectors Are Here to Provide a Service to Others

Being a fixer is something you have to be very careful with. You can fix others.
You have to see that the mind doesn’t solve our problems, and it can’t guide
us, but our mind is our Outer Authority. It’s the greatest gift that we have to
the other. All Projectors are here to provide a service to the other, whether they
like it or not. That’s how you get by without working in life. You’ve got to give
something back. There has to be something there.

This is what you give back. One of the things you give back is you get to see
what probability can be worked on for somebody else. In other words, you get
to see what they can fix. It’s helping them fix. The way that you do that is
through the guilt mechanism: conditioning, seduction, all of these things. “You
can fix it; you can do that.”

So, that’s what you’re here to do. It’s not about you turning that in on yourself.
Again, Projectors, do not do that to yourself and turn your recognition on
yourself. You’ll drive yourself crazy. Then you end up with full time probability
inner fixing, which never works. It doesn’t because the mind can’t find the
answers, so you end up being depressed and you end up being uncomfortable
with all that stuff.

You’re an unconscious initiator. If somebody steps into your aura, you can do
some fixing. You really can, as long as it is correct for you. And those people

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that pull you away from it, it’s telling you right away, watch out for these
relationships.

Remember, you don’t have to end them, because what’s it really saying to you
is: If this is the way it works, then I’d better not make mental decisions, because
that’s really what it’s doing. It’s saying how easy my mind can be pulled over
to this, that suddenly I’m in this conversation with this person and I’m already
agreeing to some stupid possibility that’s based on hope that has absolutely
nothing to do with me, and you make that decision, “Yeah, I’m going to go do
that.” Then you wake up the next morning and all hell breaks loose, because
it’s awful because it’s not what it’s all about.

All of that is not about saying, “Oh, I want to get rid of that, I don’t want to be
like that.” Or “I don’t want that person doing that to me.” It isn’t about that.
It’s about being wise. It’s about seeing what happens. It’s about recognizing
those beings that do that. It’s going to change the way you look at them.

It’s Powerful for a Projector to Say No

First of all, you get rid of the blame. You see it exactly for what it is. Then you
can make the decision based on the invitation whether you ever want a second
coming of that. If they come back the next day, call you up and want to be
with you, you’re a Projector, the nicest most powerful thing that a Projector
can do is say no. For most Projectors, when they find out about invitation, are
like Pavlov dogs. You start opening the tin and they’re salivating. “An
invitation? Me; yes!”

Just because somebody offers you an invitation does not mean that this is right
for you. It just means that the process is correct. It still has to do with your
Authority wherever your Authority happens to be in your Design. It’s the only
thing that is going to protect you in that. Invitation just means they’re on the
right foot, that there is some aspect of them that has recognized you, but don’t
be a sucker for all of that.

People have trouble with “no.” Saying “no” is delicious. No is a really healthy
thing. “Not now” is a really healthy thing. “Give me a break” is a really healthy
thing. Half of humanity is emotional. If you’re emotional you have to say no

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before you say yes anyway. You have to. “Can I be with you?” “Not right now.
Call me tomorrow. Let me process this; not now.”

It’s always about “wait a minute.” Something to grasp, that when somebody
has an invitation for you, if it’s not coming out of your Strategy and Authority,
and you are really ready to say “yes” to that, don’t have anything to do with that.

Emotional People Think They’re Missing Things

Emotional people always figure they’re going to miss something. Splenic

people are always in the now, so they have this sense that they miss nothing.
Moment by moment by moment they’re in the trip. You’re an emotional
person, you go through your wave and there is some character saying to you,
“Well, be patient. Go through your wave; get to the other side. Get to the place
of clarity.” And while they’re moving through the wave they’re going, “Yeah,
but I could be doing this now,” and all that stuff.

You don’t miss anything. One of the great myths in this life is that you can miss
anything. You can’t miss anything. You’re going to get what’s correct for you
as a Projector when you’re correct. You don’t miss anything. And if you’re an
emotional being, that processing that you’re going through, if you’re not 100%
in that process, you’re not getting it.

An Emotional Wave Brings Depth

Being emotional is very beautiful, no joke. It’s really a beautiful thing. I know
that from the outside looking in. For the emotional being, in going through
their wave motion, there is incredible depth, and most of them don’t pay
attention to it. They go from the high to the low, and they remember the sound
bites. They remember the high/low. They don’t remember this line that moves
between that high and low in which everything is there.

Any of you that are emotional here today, you’re not going to remember
anything about today with any real clarity. You’re not, so don’t expect to.
You’re emotional. You’ll get a little bit of it tomorrow, and little bit of it the next
day and the next day and the next day. You’re an emotional being. You’re
operating in a wave and every place in that wave is another place of taking in

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and assessing information. So, you have to wait until you go through your
process.

If you’re waiting for the process to end because you thinking you’re missing
something in between, you miss all the beauty in the process itself. Because
what you’re getting to see is the same thing seen through different filters,
which means there is a depth of awareness that is there.

Most human beings are so full of self-loathing that any time anybody says, “Hi,”
it’s like, “Wow, are you talking to me? Really? Wow, that’s really nice of you.
Would I like to do that with you? Wow, you’re asking me? Wow, isn’t that nice.”
It’s human beings. It’s amazing how low the esteem is of a human being.

You know that with lovers. “Why do you love me?” Is that not the most insane
question? Not only is it insane, but it’s so incredibly perverse. It’s so perverse
that it should be banned, there should be a law against it. “I don’t love myself;
I think I’m a jerk. How come you love me?” Because that’s what it’s saying.
What it’s saying is, “How could anybody love me? You love me, wow, you’re
really something. It’s ok that you beat me and abuse me, but you love me,
right?”

Student 8
1st Color View: Survival
4th Color Motivation: Need

All right, you’re a survivor, Survival View.

It’s interesting that the Motivation is
Need. It’s very important about your
whole mental process because
everything about the other side of your
mental motivation is Fear, to be driven by
fear. Here, your mind is based on being
driven by need and need only, and what is necessary.

When you’re thinking about what is necessary, you are absolutely correct. But
the moment that you get away from thinking what is necessary and you get
into thinking about all the things that are out there, all the things that need a

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foundation, all the things that could be frightening, all the things that could be
solidified, all that kind of stuff is the moment you’re really lost.

You’re only here to think about what is necessary. It’s relative, obviously. It is
relative to what is correct for you at any given moment. But the great danger
for you is to get into a motivation that is driving you to find endless answers.
This is not what you’re about. You’re not here to find all the endless answers,
because you could end up on a journey.

On top of that, you’re an organizer, a 17-62. You can organize all of the
unanswered questions of your life and leave your mind lost in all of that instead
of focusing on what is actually necessary for you. When you couple that with
Survival, your fundamental theme is to be able to see your way on this plane,
to see how you survive. In seeing how you can survive, you’re also seeing how
others can survive, be of benefit to them.

In understanding that you’re motivated by what is necessary, you could also

translate that to Outer Authority by being able to deal with people and being
able to focus them on what is necessary. Most human beings can’t. Most
human beings, 70% of humanity, have an open Head Center, so they think
about things that don’t matter, endlessly think about things that don’t matter.

You’re Mr. Think About What Is Necessary. This is what you’re about. You have
a defined Head Center, so you have this incredible power to be able to inspire
others. The only way you can really inspire other people is you inspire them
with what is necessary. It’s like the story between Possibility and Probability,
you’re Mr. What’s Necessary, not anything that can be thought about; strictly
what is necessary. It’s funny, too, because you have the Channel of the Thinker.
It’s a real trap.

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Student 9
5th Color View: Probability
4th Color Motivation: Need

Your View is Probability, and your

Motivation is Need. If you’re here to see
probability, you have to notice how
focused and rigid, in a way, your looking is.
In the examples that I’m giving you, I’m
just pulling out the theme. I’m not being
absolutely specific. In those places I’m
referring to, you can see that you have activations in Gates, in Lines. So, if you
want to refine what I’m telling you about your particular perspective or
motivation, when you have your opportunity, go in and look at your Lines and
add that Gate and Line information, and you can begin to see where you’re
really honed, in terms of what you’re really here to look at, or in terms of your
mental process.

So here, for example, in this Probability View, you’re here to see the
probabilities that are related to the Gates that are there. For example, in this
case, in this chart, the Nodes are in the 38th and 39th Gates. This is provocation,
it’s fighting, it’s Individual, it’s artistic. In other words, you’re here to focus on
the probabilities that arise out of that, not possibilities.

Again, these are very different people, and they’re always having arguments
with each other. Probability people always end up with possibility people as
friends and they’re always arguing. “Well, it’s possible.” “No, it isn’t.” “Yes, it’s
possible.” “No, it isn’t.” It’s an endless thing that goes on.

So, if you’re a Probability person, don’t get stuck in the possibility argument.
That’s the worst thing. It’s the same thing with the Possibility people, they’re
so fed up with the Probability people. “Don’t tell me it’s not likely, it’s possible.
I don’t want to know that it’s not likely. It’s possible. Let me keep my fantasy.”

In this particular case, we’re dealing with Probability, you’re here to see and not
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be practical, you’re here to be pragmatic. Don’t get lost in all of this new agey
possibilities because it’s a killer.

The only people that really love the new age are Possibility people; they love
the new age. It’s always possible that at any moment you can have a satori. At
any moment you can have a transcendent experience. It’s possible that any
course can change your life. It’s possible that you go to a new Facebook page
and you’re illuminated. It’s always possible. It leads to great spirituality; these
are the god freaks. It’s possible, after all. They’re funny creatures.

The Necessary Probability Person

Your Motivation is Need, to be motivated by what is necessary. Here you are,

the necessary probability person. You can tell right away what’s that talking
about. Don’t deal with all the extraneous nonsense. Don’t deal with those
things that are unlikely. Don’t waste your energy on those things.

Then you can tell right away those people that step into your life and you’re
watching your Personality go through its numbers with them and all of a
sudden, you see it shifting. There you are with your pragmatic, fixed “this is
what’s necessary,” and all of a sudden, you’re thinking about all of these things
that are not necessary.

Of course, it clouds your whole thinking process because your thinking process
is rooted in “deal with necessity,” nothing else. If you focus your mind on what’s
necessary, you’re going to achieve excellence with your mind. Which means
that you can then point to others and indicate to them what is necessary. It’s
very simple.

It’s the same thing with Probability. It’s about working with people where you
see the probability. This is where there is great confusion with the
Possibility/Probability axis. You have somebody come into your life and they
distract you to the possibility and you think it’s possible to work with them, it’s
possible to help them, it’s possible to be effective for them.

Again, when Projectors waste access to energy, to manifestation, to

generation, when it fails, it all leads to bitterness and it makes it even harder to
do the next one. It just makes it more and more difficult. And it’s so easy

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because these are mechanisms. It’s not like if you’re somebody like me that it
doesn’t affect you anymore. It’s still there, I still watch distraction, motivation,
transference, it’s always there. It’s the way we connect with each other.

Accepting the Limitation

But it’s not about falling into the trap. It’s not about turning that into a
decision. This is when you get into trouble. The moment that you’re being
influenced on the mental plane, influenced in the way in which you see, and
then you take that and you turn it into a decision, you turn being a Possibility
person into being a Probability person and you put your money on the horse,
and you lose it all, because it’s not going to work for you.

Or you’re sitting there and hoping everything is going to change and slowly
but surely you go hungry, because that great job isn’t about to show up, and
so on. It’s really about accepting the limitation and being able to exalt it. It’s
about seeing, and not changing. Watching this movement in you, seeing who
brings out what part of you.

There are going to be people in your life that only reinforce what your true
perspective and motivation is. And there are going to be people in your life
that go back and forth with you, that sometimes they’re there and sometimes
they’re pulling you in another direction. And always there is going to be people
in your life that never do anything else but pull you away from yourself. You
have to be aware of it.

Student 10
6th Color View: Personal
3rd Color Motivation: Desire

Your View is Personal, and you have Desire

for Motivation. I find the Personal
perspective fascinating. I have that
myself. That is, in a way you’re really
disconnected from the world around you.
I’m very aware of that. In other words, I
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see it. I think you can tell. I don’t see the world or life the way other people see
it.

I see it through my own process. That’s how I see the outside. I only see it as a
result of my process in relationship to the outside. So, it looks very, very selfish.
In other words, it’s very self-absorbed and very self-contained. It’s why this
distraction isn’t always bad. That is, your distraction is to take you out of your
own trip and see what other people are doing, to see what’s bothering them,
to see the ups and downs in their process.

Basically what happens is that you move away from the Personal and you
move to Power, which is seeing winners and losers. It’s why I always loved
athletics. As a kid, it was great for me. I would distract into Power, and then I
could root for my favorite team; winners and losers, keep score, get really upset
if my team lost. I can remember as a kid crying, “My team lost, oh my god,”
that’s transference for somebody like me. Going to hell because your team
loses.

Yet at the same time, it’s the counterpoint to being so into your own thing that
you only see things within your own context. If I only saw the world strictly
through what my way of seeing is, I would never see that everybody needs
help, I would never see what’s going on out there because I’m only seeing
through my own process.

Simply be Aware of Distraction

So, it’s very important for you to have that perspective, which is unusual and
different. But at the same time, as I said with all of these things, the other side
isn’t something we want to get rid of; it’s something we simply want to be
aware of. If you’re always being distracted to the Power trip, the winners and
losers, the keeping score, this was a good one and this was a bad on, all of that
stuff, then it becomes a problem.

Desire Motivation: Here to Lead

The other side of that is that the Motivation is Desire. If you’ve got a Desire
Motivation, you’re here to go through a process of developing the skills that
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Desire people is that they get transferred to the innocence and the innocence
says, “Me, lead? I don’t want to lead. I don’t want to deal with all these people
and their problems. I don’t want to look after them. I don’t want to guide them.
I don’t want to have anything to do with that.” That’s the other side of the coin.

So, it’s very easy to be pulled away from Desire; it’s quite a heavy thing. That
motivation that is driving you to take control, to do your leadership, to do all of
that, and there is this force on the other side that is saying, “Ah no, you don’t
want to do that. It’s too much trouble and you have to be with all these people,
they have all these demands. And why should I step into a group? I’m going
to have to lead them; otherwise, if I don’t lead them, I’m going to hate being
there because it’s pointless.” So, it’s quite a trip.

3rd Color: Natural Leaders

I guess one of the most fascinating things for me about what it means to have
a Desire Motivation is when you look at the world around us, the vast majority
are in transference all the time. So we know that if we were going to have our
natural leaders on this planet, they would all be 3rd Color. Our natural leaders
are 3rd Color.

But because everybody is in transference, what we have is that all of our leaders
are actually 6th Color people in transference who think that they’re supposed
to be leaders, when in fact, they should have absolutely nothing to do with
leadership, which is why we have a planet that’s poorly lead.

Our Leaders Are in Transference

In other words, we don’t have our natural leaders. We don’t have our natural
Probability people, so forth and so on. It’s no wonder we don’t have answer
and solutions to the kind of problems that we have on this planet. It’s a no
brainer. Everybody is in transference, so they’re not seeing in a way that’s
correct for them that fulfills their potential. They’re not motivated in a way
that’s correct.

Imagine that most of the people on this planet who want to be leaders, that’s
not what their natural motivation is. They’re here to be Innocent. They’re here
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your taxes. I don’t want to take responsibility for all of that,” and legitimately
so. So, think about all our leaders, they’re all in transference. None of them are
true 3rd Color beings.

Student 11
2nd Color View: Possibility
6th Color Motivation: Innocence

Your View is Possibility and everything

about the nature of having this
combination—this is another one of
these combinations, this Possibility and
Motivation of Innocence. So, here you are
to see all of those possibilities that are out
there, which can be so beautiful. Again,
everything is correct in its right place. Recognize that it’s not like any of these
are good or bad; there is just difference.

So, here is somebody that is Possibility; see all the possibilities. Seeing the
possibilities is something that is very enriching. It really is when you think
about it. These are people that can always avoid the sadness in life. They can
always avoid sadness with knowing that there is a possibility that it will end.
There is a possibility that there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow; all of
these various things that are possible.

Again, your Motivation is Innocence. These are the kind of people who end up
wanting to be leaders. Here is somebody with a 6th Color Motivation; they’re
here to be innocent. This is their thing. “I’m here to be innocent, without
motivation, no agenda.”

Anybody who has a 6th Color Personality Sun/Earth are Right minded beings
anyway; they have no agenda. It’s not an agenda; it’s just being here taking it
in. They’re just here to take it in; that’s what Innocence is all about. Innocence
is all about, “Let me just take it in. I don’t have a plan. I don’t need to do this or
that. I don’t have a motivation. I don’t have an agenda. I don’t have a reason.
It’s just my mind being mind; nothing else.”

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If you can live that, it’s terrific. The moment you get transferred and suddenly
you’re Miss Desire, “I’m going to change the world.” These are the people that
scare me the most. These are the 6s to the 3s. They’re supposed to be
innocent. Mind your own business. Be by yourself, go out there, isolate yourself
into your innocence; very nice, don’t get involved. Don’t try to change anybody
else’s life unless they show up and beg for it from you.

And what do these people do? They want to change the world. They’re on
every street corner with a placard. “We’ve got to fix everything. We’ve got to
change the world. We have to make everything better. I’m going to lead you;
follow me,” which is what they do to their lovers, children and their pets. They
are constantly into “I am going to lead the world and I’m going to take them in
the right direction.”

The 6 Is the Role Model and Our Future

Yes, it’s possible for you; anything is possible. This is the way you see, but don’t
you dare do anything about it. It’s really nice for you to be able to see the
possibility from your innocence, because after all, the 6 is about the role model.
The role model is really our future. Everybody living by their own Authority, and
when you need help, you go to somebody because you recognize something
in them, and you ask them and they deliver, whatever that is.

That’s what the innocent does. The innocent is in their own trip, they have no
agenda, and they’re the best people to ask for help because they have no
agenda. They’re not motivated to help you; they’re not motivated at all. They’re
just there. And because they’re just there they can be deeply sensitive because
they see, in your case, all these possibilities, so they can see your possibility, too.
Just don’t necessarily believe that 100%. Think about possibility; it’s not a 100%
business, and either is Probability.

Student 12
3rd Color View: Power
6th Color Motivation: Innocence

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This is a Power View and a Motivation of

Innocence. I love all these innocents.
These are the people that are so messed
up. “I going to fix this, I’m going to change
that. I’m going to lead the world.” And of
course, leader and follower are the same
thing, so you have to see these innocence
people who are not supposed to be motivated, they’re in all these trainings.
“I’m learning how to be a leader.”

These are the people that are eternally into leadership training programs.
They’re here to be innocent. It’s not what their movie is about. They’re not here
to learn how to lead. It’s not what they’re about. But that’s what they do.

You’ve got a Power View; winners and losers, keeping score. I love these
people. This is what makes newspapers. This is the newspaper business. This
is the television news business. This is all of those things. This is what the
Power View is all about: who’s winning, who’s losing.

19% of the population is this, watching all the games; these people made
money and these people when bankrupt, and this show is a success, and that
person was a failure, and so forth and so on. This is celebrity watch, this is all of
these things that are there, who is in, who is out, who is up, who is down, who
is over, who is under. It’s all here in the Power View.

So, if you’ve got a Power View, enjoy it instead of being pulled away from it,
because if you’re pulled away from it, you’re pulled into the Personal. And if
you’re pulled into the Personal, you lose all that. You don’t get to see that
anymore, and that is what you’re here to see.

This is somebody that’s here to keep score. We need people keeping score.
The thing that I always worry about is that here is somebody who is supposed
to keep score—Power View—chances are they’re in transference. So, who is
keeping score? Nobody is keeping score. We’ve got a superficial poor example
of it because we have all those 6s that are distracted down to that View, so they’
trying to be the ones who can keep score, but that’s not what they’re about.
That’s not their gift or talent.

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Scorekeepers Show Us What’s Happening in the World

Those who keep score for us keep us aligned to what’s going on in our world.
We need these people who keep score for us, that the buses are going to run
on time, that the trains are going to be late, and your plane is tomorrow. You
need all of that.

Of course, they’re enormously powerful in looking at somebody else. This is the

great comparative vision. You’re always seeing people in a measuring
reference. So, these are people that can be very class conscious, materially
class conscious, socially class conscious. You’re at the lower end, you’re lower,
lower, middle class and this person is upper, upper—always looking at the
measurements. Stay with your measurements.

On the other side of that, you have an Innocent Motivation. Now, that’s an
interesting combination. The innocent scorekeeper. Don’t you like that? A
scorekeeper without an agenda. They don’t care who wins or loses. As a matter
of fact, the moment they care about who wins or loses, they’re really in trouble
because that’s not what they’re all about. They’re here to be the innocent
scorekeeper.

They’re here to look at things and see that they’re up, they’re down, and for no
other reason than that’s how they see. And they’re great when somebody
comes up to them and says, “Who is up and who is down?” because they can
tell right away.

Remember, it’s all within the context of being a Projector and what you’re here
to recognize. If you’re here to be the innocent recognizing the score, that’s
where you’re going to get your power. It’s where you’re going to get your
recognition. It’s where you’re going to get the reward. It’s where you’re going
to feel complete. It’s where you get rid of the bitterness. It’s where you find
success.

The moment that is distorted, all that goes out the window. You stop being
the innocent, you stop keeping score, you end up with all kinds of problems,
and you’re bitter because there is nobody who sees how terrific you are, that
you can’t fulfill what is your particular potential on this plane.

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Student 13
4th Color View: Wanting
3rd Color Motivation: Desire

Here we have Wanting. Your View is

Wanting, and your Motivation is Desire,
to see the want. These are people who
have social responsibilities. In your case,
it works nicely with your very Tribal
dynamic in your Design. So, there is a
part of you that is looking out and that
part is really getting to see what is missing out there. You’re getting to see
what’s lacking. And you get to see what’s lacking in many different ways.

It’s not just simply material want, for example. It can be the lack of education,
all kinds of variables that are out there in terms of what can work and what
can’t work for the other, but it’s deeply pointed at the other.

It’s a 4, so it’s about themes of brotherhood and sisterhood and community

and network and all of those things. So, you’re not here to focus on what’s
lacking in your life, because that becomes a real problem when you turn that
in on yourself. You’re here to see the want in the world around you.
Remember, this is your perspective.

Transference to Fear

Of course, what happens is that if you’re in transference, you get into the fear
story. The moment you get into the fear story, Survival, you get into being
concerned about your own personal survival and you lose your gift of being
able to see what is necessary out there, what others are lacking and what you
can do for them.

You’re a Desire person, you’re here to lead. You’re not here to sit on your behind
and do nothing. You’re not here to be an innocent. You’re not here to say it’s
somebody else’s problem. If somebody says you have to save the world, you
have to take the burden on your shoulder and go out there and save the world.

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Basically what you have to do is take that on your shoulder, be the leader and
be able to tell those people what it is that they’re lacking that they can find,
their want. Because again, that is what you see.

In order to be a leader, you have to go through what I was just making fun of,
from the other side. You have to learn how to lead. Everybody has to learn how
to lead. You go through the following process. You find that thing, typical of
Projectors, that you can master, that you can then turn into something that
you can guide others with and so forth and so on.

But it’s very important for you to understand that. the moment you see
yourself standing back, that moment you play the innocent, because I know,
I’m like you, the moment you play the innocent are you in trouble, because
you’re not. You’ve never been innocent.

Student 14
5th Color View: Probability
2nd Color Motivation: Hope

Your View is Probability; you’re a

Probability Hope person. Now, that’s a
bag of hammers. You look out in the
world and you see the probability and
your mind is going, “Oh, yeah, but I was
hoping for something else.” That’s what
happens. You get into the total
transference of that—“It’s a probable? Well I’d better make it a probable,
because if it isn’t going to be a probable, I’m going to have to fix it because
that’s what I see.” That’s an interesting mixed bag that you have there.

It’s the thing that people see in their Designs all the time. They see a
configuration of this or that and they want to put the stamp of “Oh, this is a
difficult one.” Do you know what I mean? People are always looking for that
in their Design. “Oh, this is terrible, this is difficult. That person over there has
it so much easier. I would like to have their Design.”

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Don’t ever get somebody else’s Design. You don’t ever want that heartache in
your life. Look around you, you don’t want to have anything to do with it. Stay
with your own stuff because everybody else’s may be worse. At least you’re
used to yours, you’re familiar with it. You don’t want to have anything to do
with theirs.

So, Probability. You’re here to look out into the world and see that. What
happens to you is that there is this natural tendency for you to really like
possibility because it suits your hope. Or when you get stuck in your probability
getting transferred mentally to the fixing. In other words, there is always going
to be this crossover between the two.

It gets very interesting in terms of people in your life, you’re going to find that
there are those people who align you absolutely correctly, and then those who
confuse you at both ends. So, it’s about you being aware about it. It isn’t
anything else, because obviously you’re not going to be able to change it.

No Fixed Expectation

What you’re here for is to be able to see that certain things that are probably
actually going to happen. It’s not about the fixed expectation—you’re a 36
pointed at the 35, you have a heavy expectation trip. If I do this and this, I’m
going to get that, all that kind of expectation.

This is the most dangerous thing for you, because as a Probability person, there
is an assumption of expectation. Then that can really hurt you because the
moment that the probability that you’re looking out doesn’t work out, then
your mind has trouble with that.

Bring Hope into Other People’s Lives

Because you asked me some questions before, your hopefulness is not for you.
This is the whole thing about understanding our minds. I’ve got a beautiful
mind for all of you; I have a shitty mind for myself. It’s not like I listen to my
mind telling me what to do. I remember what that looked like. It was a
catastrophe. It was awful, and it wasn’t nice for other people either. It wasn’t
nice, period.

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But if I put my mind out there as Outer Authority, it can be a value to the other.
You have to understand this about your Hope. You’re here to bring hope into
other people’s lives. It’s not that that hope for you is the thing that is going to
sustain you in this life. The only thing that is going to sustain you in this life is
honoring your emotional frequency. You’re an emotional being.

And as a 40-37, you have to see something that is very basic about your life. It
always will begin and end with the quality of your deal; make good deals.
You’re a bargain person. Enter into things when you know what the rules are.
If you don’t know what the rules are, you cannot play the game, and then you’re
really going to get messed up.

If you know what the rules are, then you can. And then you can be hopeful.
Then you can allow yourself to enjoy the kind of mind you have and see that
you’re here to raise the spirit in the tribe. This is what you’re about. You’re here
to raise up their hope level.

You’re a 4/6. It’s all of this community, your network, your associations.
Basically, you’re here to give them a sense that it’s probable that you can raise
their spirit. Show them what you see as the probabilities and fill them with
hope while you’re doing that. That’s what you do on the outside.

When you can do that on the outside, that’s when you’re going to get
rewarded. The moment you go into transference, though, on any of those
levels, you can only hope that you may be wrong. I’m serious; because that is
what probability is like. Probability is 96%; it’s not 100%. It’s about: “Oh, they’re
going to hit a tree, I know it,” and you’ll hope that they’ll miss the tree. And if
they don’t miss the tree, don’t punish yourself because after all you’re here to
see that doesn’t mean you can stop it.

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Student 15
3rd Color View: Power

Your View is Power; yes, winners and

losers, keep score.

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Student Comment (inaudible)

Right, because you’re transferred. This is what happens in life, this is the way
that it works, and no shame in that, no harm in that, just understanding it. I
never spent my not-self years being what I was supposed to be. I was always
in transference. This is what happens.

Distraction to 6th Color: Personal

The other side of that Power View is this Personal View, in your own little
bubble, everything in your own thing, everything seen within the context of
your bubble, which means you get deeply absorbed into your mental trip. And
you have one large mental trip, so you get totally involved in the mental trip
and you never to get to live out that other thing you’re here to see.

After all, you’re not here to see whether you’re a winner or a loser. It’s not your
movie. You’re here to see it out there. Not only are you here to see it out there,
but ultimately as a Projector, you’re here to empower others with the potential
of being able to correct their place. You’re the one who is measuring.

People who have the Power View can look at their children, as an example, and
they can see when they’re going through phases where they’re sliding—when
your kid becomes a teenager and they don’t really want to go to school
anymore, that kind of thing where you can see differences in their attitude, the
way they’re doing things—this is typical Power. You’re just seeing it. You’re
seeing that whole movement in the whole progression system, the up and the
down. This is what you’re here to see.

You’re not here to be lost in your own trip. Being lost in your own trip allows
you not to take responsibility for all of that. It allows you to back off and say,
“Ok,” and you’ve got a strong 50th Gate. So there is a part of you every time
somebody hooks you up Splenically in which there is this “You have to take
responsibility for the other.” You’re here to make sure they’re not losers out
there. You cannot afford to be into your own trip.

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5th Color Motivation: Guilt

Transference to the 2nd Color: Hope

Your Motivation, which is Guilt, which is

to be a fixer, is to make that difference, to
consciously be able to fix that, to help
people in being able to fix that. And the transference there, which goes to
Hope, really gets you into trouble. It gets you into this “I don’t want to have to
do with that world out there.”

If you’re designed to be a 3, to see the world as it is, the winners and losers, and
you transfer, distract to the 6, it’s basically somebody who says, “I don’t want to
be here in the world. I don’t want to see all this. I don’t want to deal with all of
this; it’s horrible out there. Give me a nice, protected environment where I can
live inside of my bubble and I don’t have to worry about any of that stuff out
there, and I don’t have to take responsibility for the mess that’s out there. That
I don’t have to be a fixer who has to go out there and fix that and has to fix that
for the others and has to help other people in that process.”

Again, as a mental Projector, you’ve been deeply conditioned. You have four
open motors, that’s a trip to begin with. You’re a Single Definition, and every
one of those Centers has a huge power over you in terms of conditioning
influence. And you’ve been like that the moment you came into the world. So,
it’s not like you’re supposed to recognize that, it’s about that this is where
you’re going, this is what you get to.

A Quantum Phenomenon

Think about our passenger consciousness, when you see mechanics, there is a
quantum phenomenon that takes place. As you take the information in, it’s
not like you have to work with it. It’s as you take it in, and as you begin to see,
it begins to impact you.

What’s going to happen to any of you that follows this process, is you’re going
to begin to see if you look at the way you’re supposed to see and distraction, or
the way you’re here to think and motivation and transference, it’s always like
this, it’s a balance, but it’s off balance.

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Most of you start off with your distraction and your transferred motivation
being at the top end of the seesaw, and you get a little bit of what’s really you
at the other end. And as you correct your process, you change this to the
correct imbalance. In other words, you’re more there in terms of what you’re
naturally and the transference or distraction is just giving you a taste. It’s an
ongoing process.

The dilemma for you is that you’re not here. You only have one definition, and
your only definition is unconscious. So you have no defined lifeforce that is
conscious, you don’t have conscious access to your own definition, and the rest
of you is open. So, who you are is not a tangible. With an undefined G and
open Heart Center, who you think you are has nothing to do with your
definition. You don’t even know you’re a Projector. I had to tell you, right?
That’s a joke. It’s my black sense of humor.

Listen to Your Voice

All you can do is listen to your voice. Forget all the stuff today. The one thing
you take from me today is you listen to your voice because this is where your
wisdom is. It’s always in what you say, not in what you think or feel, it’s what
you say. If you begin to listen to what you say, you’re going to hear your truth,
because this who you are. Everything is coming out of your Throat. And
because it’s unconscious, you have to hear it, which means you can’t allow your
Personality to get in the way so you can listen to yourself.

It’s like me; I have a totally unconscious mind. My Ajna is unconscious to my

Throat, so I never have notes, I never know what I’m going to say, I don’t know
any of those things. All I can do is sit back and see what happens. So, I sit back
and suddenly hear myself speaking, and I listen.

You’re not the only ones listening to me, I listen to me. I’ve learned more from
myself than any other teacher that I’ve ever had. I’m not joking. My long-term
students know that. I’ve taught thousands of classes and I have no idea what
I’m going to say. Sometimes I say the strangest things, and I listen to that and
think “That’s a good one; that was good, Ra.” I don’t know where it comes from.
You don’t know where it comes from; you have no idea.

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You’ve got to learn to trust your voice. If you learn to trust your voice, you’ll see
that you can really navigate on this plane, because that’s what it’s all about for
you.

Student 16
6th Color View: Personal

Your View is Personal, this is the other side

of the story, the Personal View, see
everything within your own context. This
is the Personal View. Don’t get distracted to the Power trip, don’t get
distracted to being a bean counter. Don’t be distracted into score keeping—
and I know how you love to keep score at soccer games, don’t do that.

I love these dualities because they’re so perfect. When I first understood all
this, and I realized my own Design, I realized nothing expressed for me more
how far away I was from myself than the way my perspective worked. My
perspective was so into seeing everything within this context. And here I was
constantly out there in the world doing all that measuring, looking at all the
winners and losers, not wanting to be a loser, and being highly competitive.
When I saw that I wasn’t that, which was very satisfying to me, it was like “Ok,
never again.”

It’s not true. If I was only locked in bubble, what am I going to see? I need to
be aware of what’s going on in the world. It’s part of what I do. That other part
of me gets to see that, as long as it’s the thing that doesn’t control me and
doesn’t dominate in the way in which I see.

Everyone Needs the Unbalanced Construct

Yes, I’m here to see; you’re here to see in your own framework. But at the same
time, understand that it’s good to have a balance. All of you in all these things
need to see that you need that unbalanced construct. You always need to have
the other side in order to give you that balance.

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2nd Color Motivation: Hope

Transference to Fixing

When it comes to Motivation, your

Motivate is Hope; don’t try to fix things.
Hope people drive me crazy, the people
who are naturally Hope people, because they’re shitty fixers. It’s true. They’re
not supposed to be fixers. They’re here to be hopeful. “I hope the plumbing
will work.” I would rather be with a 2 that says, “I hope that the plumbing will
work,” than to be with a 2 that decides to fix the plumbing, because the
moment they fix the plumbing, it’s going to cost me a lot of money, because
they are not fixers and they are not here to fix things.

So, don’t fix. Sit by the river, watch the birds go by, enjoy life, and wait for those
things to show up. There is nothing to fix. If you’ve got Hope and you’re in a
relationship and the relationship goes sour—pardon my Projector pun—if the
relationship goes sour you don’t want to get into fixing. Imagine, you’re here
to be hopeful, “I hope that she dies.” (Laughter) That’s hopeful, that’s correct.

Fixing? “We’re going to make our relationship work,” give me a break. You’re
not going to be able to fix that. Hope for that, or something like that, “Hopefully
she’ll leave; hopefully, she’ll get the message,” but don’t try to fix it. And these
are the fixers, and you see them. That’s why nothing gets fixed.

Look at the roads in this city; nothing gets fixed. Because the people that are
fixing it are hopers. They’re not here to fix the road. They’re here to wait for the
road to mysteriously and magically be healed.

We get so messed up. You have a person in this person’s life, and they step
into that person’s life and they bring about that transference, and there they
are trying to fix everything and feeling guilty. It’s such a mess.

It’s Easy to be Aware

And it’s so easy to be aware when you know how it works. The great dilemma
on the planet is ignorance. It’s about not understanding mechanics. If you
don’t understand mechanically how things work, you can never be free or
liberated in your consciousness. And by being able to see these things, by

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being able to realize it, it’s not about believing me, after all. The most important
thing that happens to you in this process is you see your own distraction and
transference in your own life in your own time; you see it.

The moment you see it there is this, “Oh, this actually works this way,” and that’s
a change in consciousness. You get to see the helplessness; you get to see
there’s nothing you can do about it. You can’t stand there and say, “I am not
going to transfer. I cannot be transferred. It’s never going to happen.” It
doesn’t work that way. We don’t have any protection.

I still can’t stop emotional waves from going through my open emotional
system. There is no protection. There is only awareness. Once you have the
awareness, you can let go of all of this petty stuff about this happened and that
happened, and it went this way and that way. You just get to see the
mechanism, because otherwise you’re always onto yourself. Otherwise, you’re
always to blame, or the other person is to blame, or there is something else
that’s to blame. It ruins life; it’s not fun.

Student 17
4th Color View: Wanting

Your View is Wanting, seeing the wanting out

there, seeing what’s lacking in so many ways.
It is very much a deeply transpersonal way of
looking at community, see what they’re lacking and at the same time by
seeing what the want is by beginning to understand what they need. It’s like
the work you do with addicts, it’s that kind of thing. You see how deep their
want is and at the same time it’s a way to see how to deal with that.

6th Color Motivation: Innocence

The dilemma comes from the Motivation

because the Motivation is Innocence, and
you’re a 6/3 so it suits you. That is, you’re
not here to lead. You’re not here to be motivated by desire, which means that
even though you can see the want and be helpful as Projectors can, you’re not
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save the world—that I know about you—fortunately, because I don’t think the
world would be a better place. (Laughter). But then again, I should be nice,
right?

Innocence: Perfection of the Role Model

But anyway, getting back to Innocence. Innocence is an interesting thing.

Innocence is the perfection of the role model. This is our goal. Our goal is to
get out of the 5th Line phase that we’re in now, which is basically somebody like
me, a heretic trying to whip all you sheep up into being wolves, which is the
old way of doing things. The next phase in our development is rooted in the 6;
that is, it’s rooted in everybody being their own Authority, everybody being
their own role model.

So you’re here to be the fool on the hill. You’re here to be the role model that
if they happen to end up in your aura, that they may be able to tap into you
and you can tell them where their want is, that kind of thing.

The danger for you is always leaving the innocence. And you’re an Alpha; you’re
a 31-7. So, the moment that you’re into “I will lead them,” this is a country that
fails. These are the real dictators in life. They’re the ones that are supposed to
be innocent and they’re transferred over to being the leaders. These are the
people that lead countries down the proverbial toilet. They really do because
they have no idea how to lead.

We’re opposites; I have no idea how to be innocent, I really don’t. I have no idea
what that really means. I pretended that for years, but I have no idea what that
means. I am not an innocent. He’s an innocent and I know that because he’s
staying at my house and he’s a real innocent.

Student 18
3rd Color View: Power

Your View is Power, to see the winners

and losers. It’s always nice. I like it when
somebody keeps score. If nobody is
keeping score, you don’t know what’s going on. It’s why we read our

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newspapers. We’re always trying to figure out what’s the score: Who’s got, who
doesn’t; what’s happening, what’s going on.

It’s very important for you to see who has it and who doesn’t. It’s not about
your power. Everything about what it is to be you, and you have self-projected
Authority, so everything about you is coming out of your memory, everything
you say is based on experience.

So, you also have to learn to listen to your voice, as it comes out unconsciously.
It’s not a comfortable thing. You’re here to make a contribution with that voice.
Part of that contribution is to let people know where they stand. This is what
it is to be a Power being. You look out and you see where people stand.

I’m being simple when I play the winner-and-loser game. It’s about seeing
where they are in their life. It’s really about seeing where they can go or where
they’re lost, where they have fallen off, where their life has gone bad. These
kinds of things. It’s part of the View that is there.

1st Color Motivation: Fear

Transference to 4th Color: Need

On the other hand, when I look at the

Motivation, it’s Fear. So, you need to get
to the bottom of things. That’s the most
important thing for you. In other words, in order for you to be properly
motivated, you can’t afford to get into anything until you have dug into the
details. The details for you are really a key.

That is, it’s something you’re always looking for. You have all these 17s looking
down at the empty 62. You’re always looking for where the facts are, what the
details are, because that’s the only way that you free yourself from your fear.
Whenever you’re dealing with something that frightens or concerns you, you
need to investigate it. You need to see what it is; you need to dig into it.

If you’re not motivated that way, then you end up motivated by necessity and
that’s not who you are. That is, constantly thinking about only those things you
need to do, those things that need to be dealt with, and so forth and so on.
Your mind gets pulled away entirely from what is really correct for you.

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So, it’s this combination of being able to recognize where the other is in
relationship to the life process. You’re one of the real measures. You’re really
here to see what that’s about.

3rd Color Perspective Needs to Connect with the World

It also says something about if you’re going to live a 3rd Color perspective, that
you need to be connected to your world. In other words, operating out of
isolation, not paying attention to what the talking heads are saying or picking
up on the local gossip, or whatever the case may be, that isolating yourself from
the information flow is not a healthy thing for you because it limits the quality
of measuring you can do in terms of seeing things for what they are.

So, it’s very important for you to be informed. You have an experiential mind,
so it’s one of those things for you that being able to process things, you’re
somebody that’s very good in dealing with confusion. That’s one of your
themes, and not being confused yourself because that’s where it can end up
being if you’re correct. But it means you can make sense out of things for
others by seeing where they are in terms of their relationships. It’s one of those
important fields for you.

The most important thing for you is to realize you should be motivated to
research things and not motivated by your needs. The moment that your mind
is just digging into things because it’s interested, that’s healthy for you. It
doesn’t matter what it’s looking at because ultimately as a Projector, others are
going to seek guidance from the storehouse of knowledge that you have,
whatever it may be. That’s going to be the tool that you’re going to have to
provide for them when they’re looking for that guidance. So, being interested
and involved in those things is a key.

Student 19
6th Color View: Personal
3rd Color Motivation: Desire

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You have a Personal View. You’ve got one

of the opposites. You’ve got the 3-6; you
have the Personal View and Desire for
Motivation, so you can twist yourself. The
Personal View, again, is that you always
see things within your own frame. So, it’s
very selfish, self-absorbed. You see things
within your own movie.

So, you’re not like her where you need to get out and see that balance of all
those things out there so you can do all that measuring. You’re simply here to
measure your own process in relationship to the life around you. That really is
the key for that.

But the Motivation is the Desire. Because you have a 6 perspective, it can
impact you internally so that it pulls you towards Innocence, the 6 of the
Motivation. In other words, you can get caught up in that double trap where
“I’m into my own thing and I’m innocent and I’m not going to do anything and
I’m not going to care.”

Here to See What Other People Don’t See

So, basically what you have is the same thing I have. In other words, you’re here
to see what other people can’t see and you’d better tell everybody, because
that’s what you’re here for. You’re here to see what other people don’t see. This
is part of your perspective. This is what Personal perspective is about. It’s
always Right perspective. It’s always about, in that essence, seeing what other
people don’t see.

Often, if you see things that other people don’t see and you can’t get the
message across to them, they might think you’re weird because you’re seeing
things they don’t see. A lot of people that have this kind of configuration are
often considered to be a little weird. They saw ghosts—they see things other
people don’t see.

The Cross of Service

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You’re here to see what other people don’t see, but you’re here to lead by that.
You’re on the Cross of Service, after all. You’re Tribal, you’ve got the 18-58, you’re
here to challenge, judge, correct, all of those kinds of things. So, you’re here to
be of service. And the only way that you can be of service is to be a leader, and
being a leader based on seeing things other people don’t see, which is what
you can point out to them. “You’re not seeing that.”

That’s what I do here: You’re not seeing this; you’re not seeing that. Here is a
way to look at it. So, it’s something that’s very important for you to grasp about
yourself. You can’t avoid leadership. All you can do is wait for it to be there
correctly. You can’t seize or demand it. You can’t say, “I’m a leader.” It isn’t
going to work. You have to wait for the invitation and the invitation will come.

The Magic Carpet for Projectors

It’s something to grasp about the Projector life if you live it fully. All the
invitations are there. You’re here to ride the magic carpet. There is no other
life other than that. That’s the destiny of the Projector. It’s really the magic
carpet and all you have to do is surrender to that.

Surrender is one of those complex words in spirituality. But it isn’t

mechanically. Mechanically it’s just allowing your vehicle to operate correctly
and see what happens; that all. Go through your mechanical process, your
Strategy and Authority, be as aware as you can be of your mechanism. The
more aware you are of the mechanism, the more your consciousness grows.

You get to see these elements, the distraction, the transference, the this and
that. You get to see the way in which it works. That’s not just learning in that
way, but it has an impact on you. You become less and less trapped by what
you get to see. The more you see distraction and transferences in your
relationships with the other, the less impact it has on you because ultimately
you get to see it’s just a mechanism, nothing else.

It’s not what you’re about as a being. You’re not about falling to the
conditioning. It’s about seeing if you’re operating correctly, you don’t have to
make a mental decision that you’re going to lead. It’s what’s going to happen
to you, because there is going to be somebody there that invites you to that.

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There is going to be somebody there that recognizes that in your nature, and
that’s what you get.

Projector Auras

Remember something about your aura, where I started today, you have these
incredible penetrating auras. They’re so powerful. And there you are going,
“Hey, I’m here.” You don’t have to do that. “Look at me,” you don’t have to do
that. You do that all the time because all of us who aren’t Projectors know.

Do you know what it’s like for me to sit here? I’ve got 17 “Hey, I’m here!” I see
you; I do. I feel it. It’s like being in a hot focused beam. You don’t have to worry
about getting attention. You can raise the dead. You look at the corpse and it
goes, “Oh, another Projector.” This is the whole dilemma with Projectors, you’re
always thinking “Oh, I have to let them know. Poor me; woe is me. Hi, I’m here,”
and all your stuff. You don’t have to do that.

The moment you put your eyes on anyone, you’re putting your aura in them,
instantly. And depending on their sensitivity, they’re going to pick up this or
that, whatever the case may be. But it’s not like you have to set them up. It’s
not like as a Projector and you look at somebody and you step into their aura
that you have to say to them, “I’m a Projector and you have to invite me.” You
don’t have to do that.

The moment you step into somebody’s aura, they want to invite you. It’s so
powerful. Not only do they want to invite you, but they also want to control
you, keep you, hold on to that, all those things. You have to be more aware of
what your aura is doing, because your aura is so powerful.

So, you don’t have to go through this, “I’m this, I’m that. This is what I want to
do.” They’ll ask you, “Do you do that? Can you help me?” all of those things.
And if you don’t invite others—it’s one of those diseases Projectors have, “Oh,
let me invite you.”—it works the other way around. It’s not for you to invite
anybody; you don’t have to invite anybody. Nobody in your life deserves an
invitation, unless it’s another Projector, because it doesn’t work that way.
You’re here for that.

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If you refuse everything but that, that is what you will get. It’s why it’s a magic
carpet; it’s a free ride. It’s what it is to be a Projector. You’re not here to carry
the burden of keeping all this stuff going. It’s what Generators do. You don’t
have to do that.

The only task you have is to be aware. This is your task. You’re here to
recognize. You’re here to be aware. The more aware you are, the more
successful you’re going to be. The more aware you are, the more energy access
you will have, and it won’t cost you. Most Projectors now, in order to get their
energy access, pay a heavy price. You have to sleep with those people.
(Laughter).

Student Comment:

…that desire for a Projector. I guess that the desire to lead, often we look
at this like the group, but I feel it’s more individual.

It could be at many levels. I think the thing to recognize about any Projector
that has Desire is how much responsibility is on the following part before the
leading part, as follower to leader. So, it’s about what you learn and who you
learn it from and where you take that, because for all Projectors it’s knowledge
that makes the difference. You’re the only Type that’s here to be different
because of what you know or understand or make sense of.

Intellectual Transformation of the Planet

This is what you’re here for. You’re not here for the physical transformation of
the planet. You’re here for the intellectual transformation of the planet. So, the
greatest responsibility that Projectors have is to study whatever that thing is.
And when I say study, it could just be doing it, if you know what I mean. It’s
about really being absorbed, totally being focused on something so you get to
the depth of that because that’s the thing that is going to pave your way in this
life.

It’s an intellectual responsibility. It’s an awareness responsibility of Projectors.

So the part of the desire, the leader/follower, you really have to have that track
that takes you to that place that naturally is going to bring you to a position of
leading. If you’re 4th Color, it’s going from novice to master. It’s all of these
various processes where you go from ignorance to accomplishment.

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Ignorance Is Dangerous for Projectors

For a Projector, ignorance is the most dangerous thing in your life. It just is.
What you cannot grasp intellectually can always threaten you because your
life is determined by your intellectual capabilities. It’s determined by your
capacity to recognize. It’s determined by your depth.

Remember, you’re not providing the other with manifesting or generating.

What you’re providing them with is an intellectual skill set, a recognition skill
set that you can “trade” for those resources that they have. That’s the deal. The
deal is you have something that is consciousness oriented that you’re here to
contribute on this plane. That’s why you guys are always in trouble the
moment that you’re into the form stuff, the moment you’re into your own life
and its problems without seeing what your real potential is.

Yes, being a Projector has its stuff. Every Type have their stuff. But it’s about
grasping that what is there for you as a being is to fulfill yourself at the
intellectual level so that you get to recognize something. It doesn’t matter
what it is. But the mastery of recognition leads to recognition, leads to a sense
of self-worth, leads to respect from the others, and then you can begin to do
the negotiating.

I think most Projectors don’t know how to negotiate. They don’t know how to
set the terms. If you don’t know how to set the terms, you’re always going to
get it on this planet. If you’re a Projector and somebody wants something from
you, set the terms, instead of just succumbing or being pulled in and turned
into a slave.

Awareness Is the Key

After all, you only have one thing to offer, your awareness. It’s not like you’re
going to put your shoulder to the wheel. Projectors don’t do that. So what you
have to offer is you have your awareness to offer. So, it’s something you need
to work on. This is really the key.

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Student 20
1st Color View: Survival
2nd Color Motivation: Hope

The View is Survival, and the Motivation is

Hope. Again, one of the keys for you is to
be clear in the way in which you see, that
you see within the context of how to
survive. How to survive on this plane is a
big deal. And how people survive on this
plane is a big deal. Most people are really
threatened by life on this planet. It is frightening.

If you look at the situation now given the world recession and all these things
that have been going on the last 18 months or so, there is an enormous number
of people that are only concerned with their survivability, only concerned with
their anxiety over the jobs, whether they’re going to be able to maintain them
and all of the stuff that goes with it.

Survival becomes a big thing. Something that is really important for us to

grasp about what it is to be us is that we’re not here to be stuck in survival
mode. We’re really not. That’s what Strategy and Authority is here to do. Your
Strategy and Authority liberates you from being stuck in survival mode. It’s the
only thing that does that. The moment you get out of that is the moment you
can really get in touch with the way mind works.

The 2nd Tone

Of course, your Motivation is Hope, which means you’re not here to be a fixer.
The 2s are really strange. It’s a cognitive gift in us to be prepared for something
that doesn’t exist yet. It’s an amazing thing. When you look at cognition, the
first two Tones are about the Splenic System. The 1st Tone is all about preparing
the immune system for those things that do exist, to prepare for this kind of
bacteria or that kind of bacteria.

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Then you get to the 2nd Tone which prepares for things you can’t be prepared
for. It’s what makes it so magical. Being prepared for the thing that’s going to
come over the horizon, being ready for the next thing.

So, the moment you’re somebody that’s hopeful, that hopefulness carries with
it a very profound quality to it. It’s not just about the blind concept of hope,
that you’re hoping to win something, whatever the case may be. It is actually
a gift of recognizing that there is something coming over the horizon that will
resolve whatever it is that you’re dealing with. In other words, it’s a real gift of
being able to catch a glimpse, have a taste of something that’s not there yet,
and yet it’s coming. And hopeful beings have this extraordinary quality.

Transference to Being a Fixer

They lose all that the moment they become fixers. There is nothing more
devastating than a person that’s here to hope trying to be a fixer, because if
you want to see bitterness in a Projector, there’s a place where you get to see
incredible bitterness because they’re not designed to fix, so they mess
everything up what they try to fix.

All these fixers on the planet are all in transference; they can’t fix anything. We
know that, don’t we? On this planet things break all the time. We can’t fix
some of our most basic social problems on this planet, let alone anything else.
We’re not good at being fixers because no real fixers are out there. They’re all
transferred Hope people, having their fingers crossed behind their backs while
they’re trying to fix something, that hopefully it will work. And all that pressure
on them to make the fixing be the thing; it’s not.

Watch Your Mind

To sum all this up, the most important thing in any of this is that my goal is
hopefully to inspire you to watch your mind, because all I really want to do is
inspire you to watch your mind. If you watch your mind and you watch these
things, slowly but surely, because you have to be patient, you will see that
ultimately this is something that changes your consciousness. It’s what it’s for.

Try Being Who You Really Are

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But you also have to see that the real practical and pragmatic in all of that, the
moment you get to experience this consciously, you have to stop, and you have
to look at yourself and accept something. You are what you are. You’re not
going to be anything else. So, give that up. Try being who you really are
because that’s what it’s about. All of you carry this magic of who you really are
in your Design. It’s what’s there.

The moment you get rid of all of this stuff that controls you—and again, please
understand something. You don’t erase your mind. You don’t put it on no-
mind. You don’t stop your mind from doing all the insane things that its ever
done for you because it is what mind is. It’s going to talk about nonsense, it’s
going to try to get you involved in all kinds of idiocy. It’s going to urge you to
do things that can only backfire.

Yet at the same time, it’s not about stopping it. It’s about watching it and
saying, “Look at the kind of mind I have. What a trip. My mind actually wants
me to do that stuff. Can you imagine? I’m not going to do that.” It’s about
watching it. It’s just a mechanism. Don’t take it so personal. The vanity of
human beings; you take all this so personal, so you don’t get to live the beauty
of who you are. It’s not personal. It’s your entertainment, something to enjoy.

Ok, tomorrow I will take you into how to deal with groups. It’s your greatest
gift as Projectors. And I will show you your relationship to groups in terms of
how you’re here to guide both small groups and large groups. How you’re here
to survive your families because for Projectors it’s very important to
understand how to survive your families. Nobody has a harder time with family
than Projectors. So, I will give you some insights into how that works.

It’s the same method; I’ll give you a lecture in the morning. In the afternoon I
will take you through your charts in relationship to Penta and in relationship
to Wa, so you can see yourself in relationship to trans-auric forms and I can give
you some insights on what works for you there and what doesn’t.

That was a first day, and my pleasure. Thank you. Great applause; thank you.

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Day 1 Extra—Break Talk

Student Question

What happens when we’re attracted to the one we transfer to?

We do it to each other. My partner and I have been together 25 years. She’s

exactly the opposite, so it’s hilarious. You don’t do anything about it because
there is nothing to do. You just see it. If you see it, it’s ok because again in the
end, the only thing that makes a difference in your life is when you make a
decision. The only thing that makes a difference in your life is when you
actually get to the point of decision.

So, I am very aware of these themes watching them in my process. They don’t
affect my decision making because my decision making is never mental. I’m
Splenic, I operate moment by moment out of my Splenic reaction. So it doesn’t
get in the way.

Student Question: Mental Projectors

What if you’re disadvantaged as a Mental Projector? I don’t see it that

way . . .

The assumption that most mental Projectors have is that they don’t have an
Inner Authority. It’s not true. You do have an Inner Authority, it’s just a process
to get to. That is, you need to bounce things off others, you need have that
mirror, you need to have those things. But it’s not a limitation, it’s your process.

Student Question: Timing Frequency

…I have no control? It’s not so easy to get people to talk to.

No it’s not, but then again, the moment that we understand that we are not in
charge of time and timings, it changes. Then it stops being something that one
assumes is difficult when one sees that one has their own timing frequency,
because we all do. We all operate in different times.

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Student Question: We’re Here to Experience the Diversity of Life

I do get to the conclusion to wait…that’s ok. Then I watch my transference

and View and I do watch it. Is that ok?

Exactly, that’s what it’s about. I think that one of the real dilemmas raised by
all new age consciousness is that somehow that the moment you get to a
place of awareness, that life doesn’t have any of its difficult aspects, that there
is no pain or sadness. It’s just not true.

We’re not in charge of our lives. We’re not in charge of these vehicles and what
happens to them. We’re here to experience that. Each of us has a unique
karma in all of this, each of us has a unique process that we’re here to
experience. We’re here to experience the diversity of life because we are
diversity; this is differentiation.

There are beings, theoretically who can be awake and have the most
horrendous life, depending on your perspective of horrendous life. It doesn’t
mean that everything is terrific and perfect and this and that. That’s not what
life is. Life isn’t about that.

It’s about our attachment to our concepts of what life is supposed to be instead
of simply being a participant in our process and allowing our process to unfold,
which is very different. We all have out quirks, our unique ways in which we do
things, our unique timings, and we spend most of our lives in comparison and
fail to see what we are isn’t a negative and our process isn’t lesser than
somebody else’s than our unique process. The more we are in that, the more
we enrich all that and enrich the byproduct of that, this is what it means to live
an aware life.

I call it entertainment not to suggest for a moment that it has to be pleasing.

It has to be engrossing. We’re here to be engrossed in our lives, in the density
of the beauty of what it is to be in the Maia. And that means experiencing,
given our nature and our experiential path, those things we’re here to
experience.

I’ve experienced love and death, all of these things in this life. You get what
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designed. If I spend all of my time thinking that’s supposed to be the results

of my consciousness, I’m really in trouble. Once you understand it’s just your
vehicle, then you can just let it do its thing.

Student Question: Healing by the Way You Communicate with

Others

I think my work is what saved me. When I look at my 2nd Color Motivation,
I’m taking care of people as doctors? (Yes). Am I producing hope in them?

Hope is the natural thing you’re here to bring them. By the very skills that you
have, you are imbuing them with hope because they come to you for your
hope aura.

Many years ago, I was touring in the States and I was in California dealing with
a whole bunch of doctors. And they wanted to know all about the mechanics.
And I said no, forget about that. I want to show you how just by the way you
communicate with somebody you can heal them.

You have a client, a patient, that comes to you and they’re a 1/3 Profile, you can
change their whole life just by the way you communicate with them. They
have a 1st Line Personality, so you know that they’re only interested in data,
information, investigation. And they have a 3rd Line unconscious that says
they’re pessimistic, basically a martyr, and they assume that if anything can go
wrong, it will.

So, before you do anything with them, depending on their Type, you say to
them, “I don’t know if I can help you. I’m not really sure I can help you. As a
matter of fact, before I do anything with you, I’d like to give you some research
material to look into yourself. Why don’t you go online, and I’ll give you these
places to go. Go check it out and see if you really want to be involved in this
with me.”

You’ve already healed them because normally human beings are never treated
according to their nature; they’re never seen. Most of healing is about your
relationship to the healer. It’s why placebos work. Placebos can do the same
job. If you can see somebody for what they are, automatically you are giving
them a sense of well-being that they haven’t had before.

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So, it’s the hopefulness that is really the key for you.

Student Question: Outer Authority

Is the Survival View only your own survival? What if you’re surviving fine,
then can you help other people?

It’s not just your own, but ultimately that’s a perspective that is about survival,
so you can help others with it. But like the old cliché, everything begins at
home. You have to deal with your own survival first and learn about that before
you can offer that to others. Any perspective, in that sense, because it’s all
about what ultimately our Outer Authority is about. So, our Outer Authority is
always an expression of the combination of our perspective and our awareness,
the way those two things operate, so ultimately that’s a key.

Student Comment: A Question About Survival

I’m constantly meeting other people who are having trouble surviving, and
with my 5th Color I want to help them.

But it never can be at the expense of your own survival. That’s really when it
becomes a problem. You’re not somebody that’s here to give your shirt off your
back to somebody. In other words, your survival first, and then you can help
others with their survival. What happens is that most human beings as not-
self, the only thing they’re interested in are dependencies.

Student Comment: Dependencies

I tend to want to share the way I’m surviving with them, but then it’s almost
like “Whoa,” and then they’re trying to get some of what I need for me.

It just leads to dependencies. And most human beings, because they cannot
operate out of their own Authority, only operate out of dependencies. They’re
constantly being dependent on others to be their Authority. Once somebody
allows you to be their Authority, they don’t want to ever give that up. Why
should they?

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Then because of the nature of Projectors, they try to turn you into their slave
guide. It’s not their guide, it’s their slave guide. You need to be enslaved; they
need to control you. They need to make sure that you’re going to help and
guide them when they want you to help and guide them. They want you to be
available for that help and guidance, and don’t want to let you go out. “You
stay home; I may need you in a half an hour for guidance.”

It becomes quite a thing. And Projectors are the great super slaves of the
planet. They’re pretend Generators, totally locked into being enslaved by
everybody else’s demands. So, it gets really dangerous.

One of the most dangerous things about levels of knowledge like this where
those that develop a professional direction, for example, something like
Human Design, the greatest risk is dependency. It’s not for somebody like me
because I’m a Manifestor with my closed aura, I just say goodbye, I’m not going
to hold your hand. But so many people involved in things like this, it’s difficult
for them not to get caught up in other people’s dependencies.

Once people are dependent on you, that you have to be the one that is going
to make a difference in their life puts enormous pressure on you. Then all they
want to do is control you, because if you make it work for them—most
Projectors are very unhappy with successful partners. Now, isn’t a joke? This
is what Projectors do.

You transfer your success over to your partner and your partner has a great
success, you’re miserable as hell. And they’ve enslaved you into being their
success talisman. “You’re my good luck charm; don’t leave the house. Stay in
that room. I’m going to get a lock for that door. I’m going to keep you under
my control.” I’m exaggerating; but, nonetheless.

Student Question: Projectors and Relationships

Something you said before about that it’s hard for Projectors, I guess in
general, to extract themselves from maybe not so good relationships.
However, would you say that that’s not true for all Projectors?

It’s not true for all Projectors. Because Projector Designs are very complex,
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Projector. Think about it this way. If you’re a non-energy Type, that decision to
leave a partner is a physical decision. You actually have to have the power to
get up and walk out, and you have to use their stuff to make it happen. That’s
not easy. It’s just simply not easy.

My thing with Projectors is it’s not about teaching how to get out of
relationships, it’s about being aware of how you get into one in the first place,
so you don’t have to deal with that later. A lot of it has to do with the way you’re
controlled as a Projector. I teach everybody to have their own bedroom. If you
don’t have your own bedroom, this is suicide. It’s just plain Projector suicide.
It’s insane, because you cannot afford to spend all of your life being
conditioned day and night.

One of the advantages of your own space, is that you get up in the morning
and you’re in your own aura. If there is somebody else in your life, you meet
them, and in meeting them you set new criteria. You get to see where they
are at that point in that day at that moment, you know whether you want to
have anything to do with them or not. You can feel what’s going on there.

In other words, you begin to take some control over the integrity of your aura.
It’s very easy to manipulate people who are open and who are non-energy
Types. The great dilemma that all Projectors live is the slave phenomena. Most
Projectors are so enslaved to their families, friends, and jobs. They’re just
overwhelmed with that.

Exhaustion

The greatest disease for Projectors is exhaustion. There is nothing more

dangerous for a Projector than exhaustion. And whether it’s people that are
exhausting you or whether you’re being exhausted physically, it is something
to grasp that this is always a sign that you’re really in trouble.

So, you come to an awareness and you begin to see those relationships that
are not correct for you, the one thing I can tell you is that if you stay rigidly to
your Strategy and Authority, sooner or later those demanding partners,
whoever they may be that are not correct, that the relationship explodes or
implodes. It just does. At some point it is simply going to blow up. It’s just the
way that it goes.

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Student Comment: Energy Connection

Sooner or later it goes . . .

Yes, sooner or later it just falls apart. And the great risk is that the Projector
immediately goes back into remorse conditioning, which is “I’ve just given up
my plug-in,” because basically that’s what it is. Most relationships that
Projectors are involved in that are not really satisfying Projectors are just plug-
ins. This is just “Ok, this is the energy connection that I need, and I will put up
with it.”

It’s like driving a car that you don’t really like. “All right, I need the
transportation, so I will drive this little shit-box and I will put up with it because
I do need the transportation. I’ll keep Harry in the house a little while longer
because I don’t have another Harry.” It just works out that way. That’s why
eventually Harry implodes. At some point they get the message.

Student Question: Split Definitions Need the Other

You’re talking about the whole plug-in thing, I’m curious about it. If you’re
single, not in a relationship—I don’t live with anyone—I guess the question
I have is—in the confusion, I’ve been only doing this 10 months—I feel like
I’m just plugging in bits and pieces everywhere, and I feel pretty ok with
that. It’s like generative here, until that just whacks out on me, and then a
little here. So, my question is, do I even have to plug into anybody
permanently?

It’s the kind of thing that depends on your Design. If you’re a Single Definition,
no. If you’re a Split, you have to have someone. What to do! 45% of humanity
are a simple Split; that means two parts. That’s not the same as Triple Split,
that’s a different story.

So, 45%, the plurality of beings on the planet are Splits. The whole thing about
that plurality is that these are the people that condition us to bonds. If it
weren’t for Split Definitions, we would not have a monogamous trip. We would
not have any of these things. We would all be whatever, but we wouldn’t be
that. We’d all be Mormons. Female and male matriarchies, both sides,

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everything is allowed, but we don’t have that. What we have is Split Definitions
that say we have to have a partner.

Two Kinds of Partners

So, there are two kinds of partners: There is permanent and there is temporary.
There are only two kinds. You have the permanents and you’ve got the
temporaries. The fact of the matter is, as a Split Definition, it doesn’t matter
which one you have. It’s not like you have to have the permanent connection
all the time, the same person. Certain Designs don’t like that anyway.

But it does mean that you’re not going to fulfill your potential until you have
those bridges. So, you’re going to need the correct others in your life. In the
end, it’s discernment in refinement. Because that’s what it is.

The only thing that protects a Projector is not what you do once you’re in a
hole, because you’re going to have to slowly crawl yourself out of it anyway,
and it’s not going to be nice. It’s about not getting into the hole again. There
is nothing wrong with being in it and understanding you’re there and seeing
what it takes to get out, because hopefully it’s a good lesson that says, “Don’t
do this again.”

Student Comment: Unconscious Bonding

Yeah, I know I’ve been there. We all know that. Think about their poor karma.
The worst thing we do is bond unconsciously because we do have children. It
does happen. It’s one of those things that happens along the way in bonds. Of
course, it can be an enormous dilemma for them, the way they’re raised and
the way they’re conditioned and all of these things.

But my thing isn’t to talk about what it means to be in there, it’s about not
going there. Like what we’re doing today, being able to see these keys that
show you where you can easily be pulled into another one of these kinds of
relationships that are like, “Give me a break. I don’t need this. I don’t need to
be pulled into the not-self and to lose any potential to really enjoy my process.”

So, if you’re in it, all you can do is go through the process of being correct and
waiting for the explosion because it will come. It does; there is no way out of

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that. Projectors can hang in a relationship. Most Projectors wait until their
partner dies. We know people like that. “He’s going to go soon. And when he’s
gone, thank God, I’m going to be free.”

It is what it is to be a Projector. You take these people in very deeply, they have
their hooks in you. You’re the guide, you’re the success manager. You’re the
one that’s their good luck charm. You’re the one that’s giving them all of this
attention, even if it’s negative.

If you’re a Projector and you have a lover that’s pissed with you, you have
enormous power over them. And they know that. And they’re even
entertained by it. “Oh, she’s really mad. She’s really after me.” They love the
attention.

It’s what you guys do. What makes you what you are is that anybody who steps
into your aura feels privileged. They don’t necessarily consciously do that
number. They just go, “Oh, I like this. They’re looking at me; they’re paying
attention to me. They’re here for me.” So if things go bad, they don’t care;
you’re still there for them. You’re still focused on them, it’s still there. There is
still this madness in them that says, “It’ll all be ok; she’s going to calm down.
She’s not going to leave me.”

I deal with zillions of women and their relationships with their men. And
Projector women who have survived the most incredible abuse for years and
years and do nothing, they just suffer. “Yeah, but I’m doing it for the children.”

Student Comment: Others Project onto Projectors

I have to thank you because I already watched a recent one just implode
within a month, which was awesome for me, it was short in time.

You have to understand something. If you’re a Projector woman and you walk
into a bar and look at somebody for one ten millionth of a second, they think
you want to get laid. So, if you’ve got that partner that’s a pain in the ass, don’t
look at them. I’m not kidding; don’t look at them. If you don’t look at them, at
some point, they’re going to implode even faster. No attention, they go crazy.
They live on the attention. They live off that frequency because they constantly
misread it.

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You’re a project-or. They project that you’re really into them. They project
“Wow, I’m getting all this focused attention from them.” They don’t break it
down and see it for what it is. All they get is “This is the connection.” The
ignorant partner thinks that’s love. You’re a Projector and you look at
somebody and they go, “Ah, how nice. They really care about me.”

Let’s get onto the rest of the movie here.

Day 2: Families/Penta
Families Are Distorting

If you’re a Projector one of the things that’s essential to keep in mind is that
families are very distorting. There are people that are designed for that. First
of all, if you’re a Generator you’re designed to envelop, you’re designed to take
in those auras of others. So, you go to Thanksgiving dinner and despite the fact
that there are “this and that’s” about it, you’re enveloping aura puts you there,
keeps and holds you there, and it’s all ok.

But if you’re a Projector, Projectors are supposed to be on the outside of the

group directing inward, rather than being on the inside of the group and losing
all their power. The moment that a Projector gets into the group is the
moment that they lose their capacity to guide and become conditioned to
being a slave.

In families most Projectors are the family super slave. This is where the family
puts all the pressure, the guilt, and the trip. This is where you’re never good
enough because you were not a Manifestor, that you could never get things
done, and there is all this pressure. So, you’ve got all these Projectors,
particularly when they go home for a family visit, they really go nuts. It’s very
depressing, they lose their identity in that, they lose their power in that.

I always have to be careful; I’m a Manifestor and what I say has impact, so you
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all you Projectors be celibate, never have families, all that kind of stuff. It really
isn’t about that, but it’s about understanding your nature.

Projectors Are Best One-On-One

You’re at your best one-on-one. So, if you’re going to go to a family gathering,

put yourself in the kind of situation where you don’t have to sit in the middle
of the puddle and get yourself dragged into a level that’s not there. Make your
one-on-one contacts. Deal with one person at a time.

And particularly don’t get in one of those situations where everybody sits
around the table and says, “George or Joanie has a problem. What should we
do?” The kind of thing where you get dragged into the inside of that and your
guidance is never going to be accepted.

The first thing to realize about being a Projector and looking at your family is
that your families don’t recognize your wisdom. They don’t recognize that you
can be a guide. Projector children normally look at their parents and go, “Oh,
Jesus.” This is the Projector thing. You look at your parents and go, “Oh, no.”
When you’re 5 years old you can’t tell your mother what to do. You can’t tell
her to straighten up her life. You try, but it isn’t necessarily going to be
effective, but nonetheless, you can try.

But it’s something to understand again about what it is to be a Projector. I

know this as a Manifestor. I have a closed and repelling aura. I’m great in family
situations. I don’t even want anybody to come near me, let alone that I’m
welcomed into that kind of environment. And of course, they all want to do
that kind of thing and there is this incredible disinterest that arises out of the
aura.

Mechanics Is a Tool

We all have to accept our nature and compensate for it intelligently. The
moment that you understand any kind of mechanic, basically what you’re
being given is a tool. You’re being given a way of seeing that this is the way it
works, how do I take advantage of this.

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Part of what I want to give you today is an indication of those of you that are
real suckers for the group, and those of you that aren’t, which means you
should really be aware because you often think you should be.

If I have a Projector who is not designed to get seduced into the group, that’s
what you want. The not-self Projector says, “Oh why did they leave me out?
Why can’t I be in that? Poor me.” And of course, if you’re really designed to be
lost in the group, you get lost in the group. You give up everything. You end
up being the ultimate service, no matter what it is. You’ve got a senile parent,
all of sudden there is the burden. You get dumped with all these kinds of
things because it’s always Projectors that hold the bag. So, you might as well
see it and not get stuck with it because otherwise that’s what happens to you.

Student 1
Broad Split Definition

Ok, I’m going to take you through one at a time. You’re a Split Definition. The
moment that you’re a Split Definition Projector—should I say something nasty;
naw—it means there is nothing more important to you than being able to
discern who is the right relationship. If you’re a Split Definition Projector, it’s
always that way and in your case, you’re a broad Split which means it’s difficult
for you because everybody you look at has a problem. It’s always the other.
They all have a problem. They’re all messed up; the whole world is crazy, they’re
nuts.

63-4 Definition

Of course, it creates dilemmas because you’re never seeing that, God forbid,
that you should be part of the problem. It’s always that everybody else is the
problem. You’re here to be recognized for your mind. This is a 63-4 definition,
mental, logical definition, somebody that is here to be recognized for their
answers.

The 44-26: Channel of Surrender

And recognized for the ability that not only do you have answers, but you can
sell them. It’s always good to be a transmitter. A transmitter is the 44-26

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Channel. It has this nice name, Surrender. This is called salesmanship, the
transmitter. The transmitter always has access to the tribe, to those people
that are around you. They’re the ones that are here to know that you’re the
one.

So, if they have a problem, if they want somebody else to hear about that
problem, they naturally recognize that you’re the person to transmit it.
Transmitters are great gossips. Gossip is a wonderful thing, because without
gossip we don’t know what’s going on. As a matter of fact, gossip is the only
thing that holds tribes together.

So you’re here to be recognized for your ability to get information out. You’re
here to be recognized for your answers. If you’re not recognized for your
answers, if you’re not recognized for your ability to get things out, you’re not
being recognized.

No Direct Connection to Being Involved in Groups

Now, as a Projector, you have no direct connection to being involved in groups

at all. The moment that you want to be on the inside, the moment you want
to belong, is the moment you’re really in trouble, because that is not the way it
works.

It’s ok for you to be on the outside looking in, it’s ok for you to be on the outside
directing. But the moment you get on the inside, you’re going to be managed
by other people and it’s going to really annoy you because they’ll always be
telling you what to do. This is not what Projectors are about. You’re here to tell
other people, when they ask, what to do. If they don’t ask, don’t tell.

Student 2
Single Definition, Channel of Leadership

Here’s an interesting example. Here is a Single Definition. The only Definition

is the Throat to the Identity through the Channel of Leadership. So, it’s a no
brainer. You’re here to be recognized as a leader.

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If nobody is saying to you, “Will you be my leader?” you’ve got nothing to do.
You can’t just stand up there and say, “Hey, I’m a leader, follow me,” because
nobody is going to follow you. The only beings that are going to follow you are
the ones that recognize that you’re a leader. Allow people to recognize that
you’re a leader.

Self-Projected Authority

Now, the thing to be clear about when you’re a Single Definition Projector is
that all those open Centers are really powerful, deep conditioning influences.
So, it is something to grasp about this kind of definition. This is a Self-Projected
Authority. What that means is what you say in the now is the only thing you
can ever trust. Think about that. The only thing you can ever trust is what you
say in the now, and what you say spontaneously after invitation.

The other thing is, you’re a leader who expresses yourself through words. So
people who are going to ask for your verbal guidance, who are going to invite
you to give them their verbal guidance, these are the beings that are really on
your fractal, that will allow you to be recognized as a leader. And being
recognized as a leader will bring rewards.

Strong Penta Definition

In your case, you’re somebody

that has very strong Penta
definition, the 31-7 is part of the
Penta configuration. Basically,
what that means is that the
moment you get into a group,
you’re immediately given
responsibilities for administration.
That isn’t necessarily where you
belong because then you can’t
guide in any of the other areas
that are possible.

This is what happens to Projectors when you get pulled into groups. You get
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somebody who has the 31-7, when they’re in a group, everybody just wants you
to plan. You make the plans, that’s all. They don’t want you to realize them or
any of the other things but those administrative things.

It’s the same thing in a family. In a family situation, if you have the 31-7, the
family always expects you to be the heavy one. You’re the one that has to
decide who gets punished, who’s been good and who’s bad. This is one of
those things where you get trapped in things that are not correct for you.

Remember, you’re really here not to be seduced into those group functions in
which you lose your one-on-one potential to be able to be effective as a
Projector.

Student 3
Triple Split

You’re a Triple Split Projector. This is the fascinating things about Projectors
because Projectors have all of these possibilities. The first thing about being a
Triple Split Projector is recognizing that the only way that you can make a
decision is after you’ve been through auric contact.

Anybody who has a Split, you’re always trying to hook up the parts. So, you
have three parts and there is no set way to hook them all up. It’s not like being
a Split and you get a Gate or a Channel where you can bring the two parts
together. With the Triple Split there are all kinds of variations.

In order for you to make a decision that is correct for you, you need to bring
those three parts of you together. The only way you can do that is by taking
advantage of the public aura. So, you’re here to take advantage of the public
aura.

It’s like being in a room like this, or a café, theater, bus or whatever the case
may be. In those environments, those three parts are being brought together
without prejudice. If you have one person pulling all those parts together,
eventually you’re not going to be happy with that. Triple Splits have difficulties
maintaining relationships with people over long periods of time because they

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tend to be influenced in a very powerful way because they’re always being

aligned in a certain way. So, that’s a key for you.

Three Ways Your Recognition Operates

The other thing is that your recognition operates in different levels. You’re a
thinker; this is your Head Center to the Ajna through the 61-24, so you’re a
thinker. You’re here to be recognized for your individual, unique way of
thinking. You’re here to be recognized as a leader. You have the Channel 31-7.
And you’re here to be recognized as a transmitter.

There are a lot of transmitters in the room. Transmitters are very powerful
beings, because they’re the ones that get the word out, whatever the word
happens to be. But this is what they’re there for. They’re there to transmit the
news. They’re there to transmit information.

So, you’re here to be recognized as somebody that can get the information out.
You’re here to be recognized as a thinker and as a leader. If you don’t get that
recognition, those beings are not for you. You’re here to be invited to transmit,
to lead, and to think, literally; to be able to express those things for the benefit
of others.

The Design Points to What Is to be Recognized

When you’re looking at your Design, it’s very important to see that your Design
is precisely pointing to what other people are here to recognize in you. What
happens to us is that because we live out our lives in all that openness, we get
stuck in this or that open Center and we’re conditioned, what we’re putting
out in our aura confuses what other people see. So, they tend to imagine what
they see. They tend to see your conditioning.

So, you’re unemotional and if you’re always in an emotional snit, they’re going
to recognize you as an emotional being. But you’re not. So, the more correct
you are in the way in which you live out your process, the more you’re going to
get specific recognition.

Anybody that carries leadership, the 31-7, the Channel of the Alpha, leadership
for good or bad, you have to see that this is one of those very powerful

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activations for a Projector because it’s pointing specifically to the fact that this
is what you’re about. In other words, this is the way you’re going to live out
your role in this life, you need to live out your role as a leader, as a thinking
leader, as a leader that transmits. And again, you have to be invited to that. No
invitation, it doesn’t work.

How Your Definition Gets Recognized Correctly

It’s like a democratic election. You can’t claim the victory; you have to be
elected to it, selected for it. So, everything about being a Projector is
understanding that the purer you are in the way in which you live your process,
the more your definition gets recognized by the other.

I reference this as a generic Channel of Leadership. Your leadership is

dependent on what turns out to be your focus. In other words, that thing that
you’ve studied, mastered, the thing that you have built up all your detail
resources is the thing that becomes the key in the leadership.

For example, let’s say you studied engineering. If somebody is going to

recognize you as a leader, they’re going to recognize you as a leader in that
area. In other words, whatever your background is, whatever your key is in
terms of what you’ve mastered as a Projector, this is what is going to be
reflected in those invitations. This is what they’re recognizing.

Student 4
Groups Try to Guide Projectors

You have the 11-56 unconscious. You’re not somebody that has a natural
connection to the groups at all. You can end up being very heavily
micromanaged. One of the most difficult things for Projectors is the moment
they end up in groups, everybody else tries to guide them. Get the joke.

You end up in a group and there’s some Generator telling you what you should
be doing. And they do, they will. They will tell you precisely what you should
do and tell you that you’re useless at it as well. “You’re really not a good worker.”
“No, I didn’t come here to work.” “Well, work here and you get paid.”

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Projectors Lose Power and Recognition in Groups

The moment you’re in a group you’re really in trouble because that’s the
moment you lose your power, your guidance, you lose all of those things. And
you don’t get the recognition. The moment they drag you into the group, the
only thing that gets recognized is the little activations that you have in the
group aura, which means that the main themes of who you are can be totally
lost. Nobody is interested.

So, inside that group, you’re not going to get the recognition. Projectors get
recognition from one person at a time. It’s the way that it works. If you go into
a group, you’re not going to be recognized. This is one of the things to see.

And if you do get attention, which is a different thing, you’re going to get
attention for all the negatives that are there in your process, all that
conditioning that you’re carrying, all of that stuff. They’re going to say to you,
“Wow, you’d be great at that.” If you look at your Design you’d see, “That’s not
me. What do you mean I’m going to be great at that?” “Oh, you’re going to be
a great organizer.” “No, you’re talking about my wife; she’s the 17-62, not me.”

You end up being recognized for those aspects of conditioning that you’ve
taken in that you think is you because they’re not there, so you want them,
you’ve got to have them. It’s amazing how many people desire being distorted.
Pure desire: Let me be what I’m not, let me be recognized for what I’m not and
let me suffer afterwards. And complain that nobody sees me, nobody knows
who I am.

Student 5
The 18-58: The Channel of Judgment

You have the 18-58, the Channel of Judgment, and Channel 41-30, the Channel
of Recognition. So, Recognition and Judgment. Recognition of feelings,
through feelings; Splenic judgement, deep judgmental capacity. Here is
somebody that’s here to be recognized to see what’s wrong. Oh are they good.
If you take an 18-58 into your house, and you’ve just had 19 cleaning ladies do
your house, they’re there for 30 seconds and they say, “Do you see all that dirt

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over there?” An 18-58 can spot something that’s not correct so quickly. This is
the fastest judgmental system in the world.

Of course, the dilemma with being an 18-58 is that if you don’t play the
Projector game, you’re going to be hated for it, loathed for it. Nothing like an
18-58 Projector that volunteers criticism. All hell breaks loose; absolutely the
punishment they get in return is horrendous.

The tragedy of all that is, and I like black humor, there you have some idiot
standing there, you’re an 18-58, you see that they’re standing on a pothole and
they’re about to disappear and you say to them, “Excuse me, you’re standing
in a very dangerous place.” And the other person looks at them, “What are you
talking about? Leave me alone.”

You can tell them the most incredible thing. You can have the most
transforming knowledge for them in that moment, and all you’re going to
meet is resistance. “Shut up. I don’t need this. Keep it to yourself.”

The 41-30: The Channel of Recognition

The 41-30 recognizes when people are on totally the wrong track. This is the
beginnings of the human experiential way. You’re a 41-30 and you’re saying to
someone, “You’re going in the wrong direction,” and they tell you to mind your
own business. Even though the next second they’re going to step into the
street and get hit by a bus.

It doesn’t matter how good your advice is, they’re not interested. If they ask
you, you become a saint. How nice. “Oh, she saved my life. She told me just
what I needed to know.” But if you’re not asked—so, you’re here to be
recognized for that potential, which means you’re here to literally wait for
somebody to ask you for correction, ask you for guidance.

Minor Activations between Throat and Sacral

The other thing in your Design, you’re very open through the center of your
Design. Fundamentally what that means is that groups are a terrible
seduction for you, and the worse possible place to be. If you only have minor

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activations, no definitions between the Throat and the Sacral, being in a group,
a family, any kind of configuration of 3-5 people, that’s not your place.

I have very weak Penta activations, and I have a family. I do the very best I can
to be outside any group activity. I deal with my family one-on-one. The
moment that we’re in a group, I’m the local idiot. That’s no joke. That’s the
moment I have no power, I have nothing, I’m not even a Manifestor anymore.
It’s just the way it is. And if I say, “Let’s do this,” everybody looks at me and says,
“He speaks.” It’s not like, “Oh, yeah, we’re going to do that; great leadership.”
No, no.

I spend most of the time in a room by myself. I’m a Manifestor; I don’t want
that. It’s the way I run my business. I never have that. I deal with people either
virtually or one at a time, because the moment you put me into a group, I’m no
longer in charge of anything. No matter what it appears to be as a figurehead,
I’m not in charge of anything.

Losing the Power to be a Projector

When you step into a group environment, you stop having the power to be a
Projector. You lose it. You end up being hauled into those mechanics in which
you’re being pigeonholed into something and you’re not being recognized
anymore. You have to know how to put your hand up in the air and say, “Excuse
me, I don’t want this.”

Again, taking advantage of mechanics, I don’t have a bad relationship with my

family. We have a warm, loving relationship, because it’s about being honest.
It’s about being correct. You cannot be what you cannot be. As a Manifestor
with a closed aura, I cannot be some soft, fuzzy, warm creature. It’s not
possible. If I pretended that, it would be a terrible performance, because it’s
not what I am. It’s just this closed aura; what am I going to do?

But if you explain that to your children, they get it. The best look on any
teenager’s face is when they see their parent’s Design. Children who know
Design, what a trip that is. I remember the look on my son’s face when he
looked at his mother and me. He looked back and forth, and it was like, “Oh,
now I get it.” Because you do, you get it.

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Accept What You are

And when you get it, it’s great because you can just let go of all the crap. The
whole thing that comes with not understanding is projection. You build up all
these stories about what you think you think you think you think, and all that
does is lead you to do things that you shouldn’t be doing in the first place. It
leads to all kinds of problems, instead of just accepting what you are, and living
it.

We are always seduced by what we’re not. Projectors are seduced by

manifestation and generating. Projectors who are supposed to be outside the
group are seduced by being inside the group. “Oh, let me be one of all the
others.” That’s a quick way to get lost.

Student 6
Unconscious Initiator

You’re a Split Definition, unconscious 25-51. This is an interesting thing because

you have Ego projected Authority. Everything about being an unconscious
initiator, is how aware you have to be of what you’re doing in your life.

Let me give you an example. You’re an unconscious initiator and you’re sitting
with a bunch of friends and you’re just having a conversation. You just got
yourself a new yoga teacher and you mention it. You don’t go into any great
detail, you don’t do any sales pitch, you don’t do anything, all you do is
mentioned it. “Oh, I found this really interesting teacher.”

That day, those other people are going to be incredibly interested in that
because they have been initiated, and they go looking for that. “Oh, I want that,
too.” “Oh, that must be good. That’s going to be terrific.”

So, unconscious initiators have a lot of influence on people. If you don’t

understand that, that can really blow up on you because they leave their yoga
teacher and go to the one you talked about, and if they don’t like the person,
then they blame you. They will say, “That’s all your fault. You said this...” and
you go back in your head and you think, “I didn’t try to convince them of that.
I didn’t try to get them to do this. It was just conversation. I was just

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mentioning that.” It’s what it is to be an unconscious initiator. You put things

deeply inside of beings.

Gate 4: Expectation of Answers

But what you’re really here to be recognized for, because it’s the part of you
that you know you’re being recognized for, is your mind. Again, anyone who is
a 63-4, what the other is expecting is an answer from you. This is the
expectation. The 4 is the Gate of answers, formulas. So, if somebody is really
recognizing you, what they’re recognizing in you is that you can provide them
with an answer.

So, if they ask you a question and you don’t give them an answer, oh, does your
reputation suffer, because they’re expecting you to have an answer. The
danger is making up answers, because making up answers is really easy,
particularly if you’re logical. Logical people are the people that lie the best
because like statistics, you can twist these things to give you whatever you like.

So, you end up being a person under enormous pressure to deliver an answer,
so you end up grabbing for straws and sort of trying to put an answer together.
Invitation heals all that. That’s the magic of being a Projector. You wait for the
invitation. The recognition is going to be there; yes, they’re going to recognize
the potential for answers. Not only that, but a part of them is also going to
recognize that your answer may initiate them, because the real potential is the
initiation that can come out of that answer.

It all begins with the same thing. It all begins with that invitation. Yet, it’s the
same thing in relationship to groups. That is, you have a very weak Penta. You
can see that this is basically the way it should run in the continuity in the sense
that Projectors are not really designed to be on that inside. So, most Projectors
in their genetic continuity are going to have openness in that grouping area so
that it’s not what their nature is, but it is a deep conditioning attraction.

Projectors Lose Recognition in Pentas

Because most Projectors feel deeply alienated in life, they never really feel like
they’re like everybody else, which means like Generators, basically. They never
have that sense that they are being seen, they are being recognized. And there

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is an assumption that the way to do that is to be embedded in some kind of

group. If I join the club, everybody is going to see me, connect with me, make
me feel good.

You could run the club. The Marco Grouch line: “I would never belong to an
organization that would have me as a member.” Don’t belong to any
organizations that would have you as a member. Be the organization that
brings in others; but be very careful about getting trapped in those things
because the moment you’re trapped in a Penta, the moment you’re trapped
in the small group is the moment that you lose what is recognizable in you.

In this case, because it’s a weak Penta, the moment you’re in the Penta, nobody
recognizes that you’re an initiator and nobody recognizes that you have the
answers, and nobody gives a damn. So, it doesn’t matter whether you feel like
you can’t get your thing—they don’t see it. It’s not their fault.

You get into this very confined structure and those aspects that you’re here to
be recognized for don’t fit in anymore, so they don’t see you. Then you’ve got
these little bits of pieces that are in there, so all they want to do is get you to
work on one of those bits and pieces, manage you, put you in your place, make
sure you do your thing, stay out of the way, and they don’t see the rest.

Of course, in the family upbringing for a Projector without awareness, this is

what it leads to. It leads to those aspects in you that are there to be recognized,
that when you’re in the family, they’re just not recognized.

My family has no idea what I do—my siblings—because the moment I’m in

there, I’m exactly what I was when I was 8 years old. In the family construct,
I’m only being seen in those little bits and pieces, being orchestrated, and
conditioned to just stay in one of those places and shut up. The rest of it, we
don’t need that. We don’t need your initiation and we don’t need your
perfected form and we don’t need awakening; we don’t need any of that stuff.
Just shut up and stay in your little hole over here and be there.

It’s what happens in families, because as long as you don’t have any Penta
strength, you don’t have a leg to stand on in the family environment. I have a
family that is filled with Penta people. They’re Penta forces, they rule the family.

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They just do because they belong in that construct and they fit in it. It’s nice
for them; not for me. Not for you.

Student 7
An Organizing Thinker

You’re here to be an organizing thinker. It’s what you’re here to be recognized

for. You’re here to be recognized for your ability to organize the Maia, organize
information. That organizing information leads to the strength of your Throat
system, because fundamentally you’re here to be an articulating being.

Most of the Projectors you see that have defined Throats, it’s pointing to their
capacity; that is, these are the ones that are here to provide instruction. They’re
the ones that are here to tell you things that they can’t do. If you look at
somebody’s Design and you see they have a defined Throat, what you get to
see is that they can tell you stuff, but they’re not designed to do it. And that’s
not hypocrisy, which it often appears to be, particularly to those that don’t get
what’s going on.

The 17-62: Articulate Organization

This is the Projector gift. So, it’s your gift. That is, you’re here to articulate
organization. The 17-62 is a judgmental Channel; it is opinions backed up by
facts. So, you’re here to express your opinions and your facts, and you’re here
to be recognized for that. If someone isn’t interested in your mind, if somebody
says to you that they love your body, kill them, because these are the wrong
people for you.

The only way you’re going to be recognized is when people recognize you
intellectually. There is no other way. And what they’re really recognizing is your
logic. This is what they’re looking for. They’re looking for logic that they can
trust that can help them to organize. For example, as a Projector, you’re here
to guide people in the best way to be organized and to provide them with that
kind of managerial advice.

No Recognition in Any Kind of Group Aura

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You’re very open in terms of the Penta. When you think about what happens
to a Projector when they go into this group phenomena—by the way, all of you
in this puddle in here, all of these Projector auras together, none of you are
being recognized. Other than the fact that technically, I can look at your charts
and see it. It’s not like that’s what shinning out in the aura. You’re all stuck in
these Penta configurations. You’re all stuck in these homogenizing greater
auras.

And whenever you’re in that, you’re just another lump of meat behind the desk.
You’re not that something different. You’re not that recognizably different.
But the moment you’re alone with somebody in the elevator, it’s a totally
different movie, because then you’re out of the Penta. The moment you’re out
of the Penta your natural recognition material becomes obvious. In any kind
of group aura, it’s not.

It’s why whenever you see Projectors at any kind of Human Design event,
they’re the ones that are checking everybody’s Design. They’re the ones that
are looking for what’s there because they can’t see it in the aura itself, because
you can’t just recognize it. The moment you try to recognize a certain aspect
in any Projector in this room, you have all the conditioning, all the other
elements, you have all of the form principle organizing at work, and you all lose
that potential. So, you really have to be aware of your relationship to any kind
of group environment.

Student 8
An Individual Transmitter

Here is a Split. Remember, whenever you’re looking at a Split, you’re always

looking at—particularly a basic Split where one Gate will make the difference.
In this Design, this is somebody with the 17-62 and they also have the Channel
of the Transmitter, so the 44-26, the Channel of Struggle and the Channel of
Emoting. So, this is an Individual transmitter.

They’re here to be recognized for their Individual transmission. In other words,

they’re here to be recognized for a creative process because that’s what
Individual transmission is all about. And if they’re not recognized for that

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Individual transmission, they don’t get the potential that’s there for them in
this life.

Bridging Gates

When you look at a Split and you look at the Gates that can connect them,
these become the most powerful conditioning forces. In this case, it’s the 21st
Gate. So, here is somebody that can be deeply seduced by trying to find a way
to control everything; control the universe, control all those silly people out
there that don’t recognize them, and take control of everything. And of course,
they can’t. The moment they try to, is the moment that they lose all of that.

Again, here’s somebody with a classic example, if you look at this Throat to the
G Center, there is not a single activation; nothing in that Penta construct.
Absolutely nothing, totally open space, nothing there. The moment you put
this person inside of a group, they don’t get recognized. It’s an interesting
thing to think about, what happens to us.

They end up being submerged in whatever the process happens to be. Again,
like all Projectors, they get taken advantage of for whatever their skillset
happens to be. But in terms of actual recognition, the only way they get
recognition is if they’re invited.

Anything Is Possible with Strategy and Authority

I want you to see it from the other end. Let’s say that you’re a Projector, you
know that groups are a dilemma for you, you know you lose your recognition,
but somebody comes up to you and invites you into a group and your Authority
says, “Yes,” then it’s perfect.

No matter what I tell you, you have to see something. According to your
Strategy and Authority, anything is possible. It’s simply about whether it’s
correct for you. It’s whether entering into it is correct for you. That person, like
this person, who would accept an invitation and enter into a group, are not
going to feel unrecognized because that’s where the invitation was.

What they have to accept is that’s what got them in. What keeps them there
is something else; in other words, whatever their relationship to whatever the

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task, the skill or whatever the thing happens to be. But without the invitation,
it doesn’t work.

So, you could be very open—for example, family, that situation where you
decide that you’re going to go visit your family, put a gun to your head now.
Don’t decide that you’re going to go visit your family. Wait for the invitation,
and if they don’t invite you, so what? But if they invite you, then you can go into
those environments. If you’re being recognized, you can go in if you’re going
in according to your Strategy and Authority.

You don’t want to stay there forever; but you can go in and it’s not unhealthy
for you. But the moment you barge into any group, the moment you put
yourself in that kind of situation, you lose all recognition. Most Projectors are
dying for recognition. So they hope that they can create it by manifesting, by
putting themselves in certain situations to try to get that recognition, and it
simply doesn’t work.

Student 9
Judgement and the Community

You have the 18-58, the Channel of Judgment, and then going through the
Tribal Circuity, the 19 to the 49, the Channel of Synthesis, and the 40-37, the
Channel of Community. You’re one of these beings that is here to be
recognized for the way in which your judgement can be applied to the
community.

But the way your judgement can be applied to the community can operate in
many different ways depending on what the entry point is. You’re somebody
that is here to assess the value of the bargain. You’re always here to bring
judgment to that. You’re always here to challenge bargains that are not
correct.

In other words, you’re looking at the basic bonds that are there in the
community and brining judgmental potential to that. Now, you’re incredibly
weak in the Penta. So, the moment you enter into a group situation, those
aspects that are so powerful in your Design are ignored.

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Groups Only See What’s Inside the Penta Channels

It’s not like it’s anybody’s fault. It just doesn’t fit in. For most of you, what you’re
here to be recognized for is outside of that zone in the middle. So, the moment
you get into that kind of auric configuration, all that stuff on the outside is all
forgotten. Those people that you’re dealing with inside, they don’t see that at
all. So, when you’re in a group, the only thing they see from you is that you’re
a harmonizer.

The 29th Gate: The Glue Holding the Auras Together

You’ve got a hanging 29th Gate, unconscious. The 29th Gate in the Penta is the
Gate that provides the glue that holds the auras of everybody together. So, you
end up being glue. They will tell you that you have to be there. And you have
to be there not to provide judgment, not to assess the value of the contract of
the social arrangement, you’re there to be glue. Then you don’t get seen.

Projectors Suffer When Not Recognized

The moment a Projector is not recognized is when the Projector begins to

suffer. There is nothing more profound for a Projector than not seeing seen. If
you’re not recognized, your purpose in life is being denied. And the easiest way
to lose your purpose, the easiest way to lose your identity is to have those forces
around you that bind you to that.

The fact is, as a Projector, your main relationship is always that one other. I’m
not speaking of just only one person when I say that, that one other that is
friend, that one other that is lover, that one other that is colleague, whatever
the case may be. But it’s that one at a time connection where you get the
recognition and you’re allowed, in that sense, to fulfill your possibility.

Always remember that if you are invited into those situations and your
Authority says yes, there is nothing wrong with it. You will go in and you will
get out and it will be all right because you’re getting in based on the
recognition.

The dilemma is, if you’re recognized for being a judge, you’re judgmental, you
can do those things, so that’s why you’re invited in, but when you get inside,

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because it’s not part of that internal construct, it loses its very power, even
though you were recognized. In other words, your judgements aren’t taken as
rule from on high, they’re things everybody is sort of processing. “Is this going
to work? Is this really true?”

What happens the moment you step into a group environment as a Projector
is that you automatically lose what you’re there to be recognized for, and it
totally defeats the purpose of why you’re here.

Generators Belong in Groups

Generators are here to be in these grouping things. It’s their aura. When you
see Generators together, you get it right away. They’re all deep in each other’s
aura; this is their thing. And they’re naturally aligned to Pentas even if they
don’t have Penta activations. It’s like, “We’re all in this together.”

When you’re a Projector and you’re living in a world dominated by Generators

who say, “Oh, you’ve got to belong here; you’ve got to fit in here,” it becomes
very difficult, unless you’re aware. It’s difficult to free yourself from that kind of
a trap.

Student 10
Emotional Projector

Here is a Split Definition, a 43-23 conscious, structuring people, genius to freak

people. They’re here to be recognized for their explanations. And an 8-1
unconscious, so this is someone who is here to make a contribution, to make a
contribution of explanation. That’s split off—there’s a wide split—to the 19-49
unconscious.

So, here is an emotional Projector. Let me talk about the emotional Projector
for a moment. To be an emotional being demands an enormous amount of
discipline. The discipline is fundamentally patience. It’s all about patience. If
you’re an emotional being, you’ve got to wait out the wave. If you don’t wait
out the wave, which is just time, then you can’t be clear.

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But it also says something else about the dilemma of accepting a Projector’s
life. If you’re an unemotional Projector, the invitation is something you can
deal with in the moment, it’s spontaneous. An invitation? Yes or no; it’s right
there.

But if you’re an emotional Projector, even when the invitation comes, you have
to go like this, “Not now, let me process it. Give me time.” If you’re an emotional
Projector, nobody can push you, nobody is allowed to push you, rush you. This
is not what you’re here for.

Rejection Is Powerful

And in that getting your deal, the “yes, but” thing, if you’re an emotional
Projector, you have the potential of getting the best deal of all because
rejection is such a seduction. You’re an emotional Projector and somebody
says to you, “I want to invite you to this terrific thing. It would be great to work
with you,” of course, their subconscious is going “slave, slave, I need a slave,”
but whatever, they’re inviting you into this terrific thing. And you go to them,
“I have to process this. It’s very nice and interesting, I’m going to process this.”

They want you to make that decision right then and there. “This is a great offer;
I’m offering you something terrific. You should be jumping at this.” That kind
of thing. The reality is by going like this, what actually happens is, the other
person goes away and says, “I’d better up the ante. I’d better offer them more.
I better make it more exciting. It looks like they’re not going to take it.”

Rejection is incredibly powerful. Most people are afraid of it, and emotional
people are afraid of it the most. If you’re an emotional person and somebody
invites you and you’re a Projector, there are these bells and sirens and rockets
going off. It’s like, “Wow, I’ve been invited. I’m going to say yes right now
because if I don’t say yes right now, I may have to wait the rest of my life for an
invitation,” that kind of thing.

No Truth in the Now

And then you really get into trouble because you have no idea. For emotional
people, there is no truth in the now. If you’re emotional and you’re in this class,

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you have no idea what the hell is going on. And you won’t for months because
you’re going to process it through your emotional system.

You’re on a certain place in your wave right now, which means you’re taking
me in with a certain filter. That may be a good filter, a bad filter, an in between
filter, whatever it is. Tomorrow, the filter is different. Tomorrow how you feel
about this is going to be different than what it is now, and it’s going to be
different the day after tomorrow and the day after that. And there are certain
things you heard today that you’re going, “Oh yeah,” tomorrow you’re going to
go, “What was that? What was that thing that I said ‘Oh yeah’ to? I can’t
remember that thing. What was that?”

Then you think, “Oh hell, it’s lost, damn it.” A week later, you’re in the same
place in your wave that you were here when you got that “aha,” and you go,
“Oh yeah, now I got it.” It is what it is to be emotional. There is no truth in the
now.

If you’re an emotional person and you get a telephone call, you actually think
you’re hearing everything. You’re on the phone and you’re an emotional being,
all you’re doing is reacting to where your wave is. So, there you hear something
that somebody is saying that sounds bad, you never have the time to hear
what’s good, or the rest of the conversation. All you hear is that one thing that
actually hits where you are on your wave, and off you are on that part of your
wave, and the rest of it is lost.

Time Is on the Emotional Being’s Side

It’s the next day, or the day after, you go, “Oh yeah, but they also said . . .” after
you have gone through this whole heavy thing and emotional trip. Being an
emotional being is about understanding that you rule. It’s what it is to be
emotional. Everything is on your time, nobody else’s.

So, you’re an emotional Projector and somebody has an invitation, good for
them, they can wait. If what they want is important enough for them, they’re
not going to run away. And if you tell somebody to wait, and they don’t wait,
good riddance because they’re never going to respect you. They’re never
going to treat you correctly. They’re never going to see you for who you are.

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Every time an emotional person makes a decision in a moment, whoever

they’re dealing with has lost respect for them. It’s just the way that it works.
It’s so easy to manipulate emotional people. Oh, press those buttons, watch
them fly.

Student 11
The Channel of Struggle Is Struggle for Purpose

You have the Channel of Struggle. These are people who are here to be
recognized not for their struggle, but their struggle for purpose. The Channel
38-28 has a lousy reputation. It’s between the Spleen and the Root. It’s the
Channel of Struggle. Most people who have this Channel are the ones that
can’t find their keys, the computer doesn’t work when it should, all those kinds
of things that happen with Struggle people.

But at the same time, everything about the Channel of Struggle is that it’s here
to struggle for purpose. So, you’re here to be recognized for your struggle to
find that purpose, which means you can be here to be recognized as a guide
to help others with their struggle to purpose.

Deeply Experiential

At the same time, you’re an abstract thinker, 11-56, with an abstract identity, the
33-13, the Channel of remembering, the Prodigal. These are beings that are
here to be deeply experiential. Out of their experience comes the wisdom to
be able to remember the way things have worked in order to help people
understand.

If you’re an abstract being, and you’re a Projector, you’re here to educate

people about the nature of experience, what the experience is, not the
theoretical. It’s about exactly what an experience brings, or what it can bring,
as an example.

The 31-7: A Penta Channel

Again, here is an example of somebody with the 31-7. This is a Penta Channel.
So, it’s very easy for this person to get pulled into a Penta. But when they get

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pulled into the Penta, the only thing they’re going to be recognized for is that
31-7. And in the Penta, it’s not about being the Prodigal. In the Penta it’s about
accounting, looking after the books, checking and making sure that people are
doing what they’re supposed to be doing, counting the beans.

Here is somebody that is here to find purpose and be able to guide you towards
purpose. When you bring them into a Penta, they become a bean counter,
and they lose all that. You’re all about recognition. If you don’t set yourself up
to be recognized, you’re not going to be recognized. If you lose yourself in
those group environments, you’re not going to be recognized.

You’re going to be pigeonholed, either like this being who is going to be

sucked into a kind of work that is really not their nature, or you’re going to end
up being micromanaged because you have no definition in the Penta, and
you’ve got all these other people inside the group telling you what you should
do, and you’re the Projector.

Projectors: The Top of the Hierarchy

The next time somebody blurts out to you what they think you should do,
smack them, a good Zen slap. “I’m a Projector,” even though they don’t know
what it means, it might be fun, try it. “Don’t tell me what to do.” You’re not
here to be told what to do. You’re not here to be controlled. You’re supposed
to be at the top of the hierarchy. You’re supposed to be the guiding light.
You’re not supposed to be under the thumb of the others, of the group, the
family, the organization.

Think about what happens to a Projector when they go to church, just as an

example of what happens to Projectors the moment that they step out what
is correct for them. It is so easy to be totally homogenized and pigeonholed
and put into your thing that has nothing to do with what you’re about, what
you’re for, and get you locked into something else.

Penta Is a Generator Entity

Groups are always trying to get Projectors to be Generators. It’s what happens
to a Projector in a group because the Penta is a Generator entity. So, it expects
everyone in the Penta to be generative. The moment you’re a Projector and

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you’re inside the Penta, they all have a job for you. And your parents, who are
sick and tired of having a job for you that you could never do, “I have a job for
you, you can do it,” they’re always doing that, always trying to define what
you’re here to do. And you’re supposed to be the guide. Look out for groups.

Student 12
A Hanging 45th Gate

You have the 19-49, 40-37—we just saw that—split off from the 33-13. It’s
interesting because we just had one where the hook was the 29, missing the
control. In this Design, it’s the 45. It’s the sense of, “I’m entitled, aren’t I?” The
45th Gate is the Gate of the Empress/Emperor/the Pasha. “I want to be a Pasha,
I want to be the Empress,” all that stuff.

What it basically means is you want everybody to reward you, because the 45th
Gate is the only Gate that asks for taxes. It’s great if you’re a Projector and you
have the 45, you’re on the other side, “You all owe me. I’ll guide you, you owe
me, pay your dues.” But when you have the 21 and you don’t have the 45, it’s
like, “Nobody pays me. I don’t get paid for what I’m good at. I don’t get paid
for all of these things.”

The 33-13

You’re here to be recognized for experiential knowledge, the 33-13. Again,

when you’re put into the group, you become the bean counter. In other words,
the 33-13 is the group’s police person. This is what the 33-13 does. You take a
33-13 and put them inside of a group, they’re the ones that go, “You’re being
bad, and you’re not doing your job,” all these kinds of things.

This is the 33-13. They’re the ones who have all the secrets. They’re the ones
that know what’s really doing on inside of the group. And that becomes their
only job. Well, that’s not your only definition. And the part of you that’s here to
understand the bargain, the deal, community relationships, being able to help
the community, being able to provide proper principles for the community,
helping the community understand what it needs, all of that stuff isn’t
recognized at all.

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Generators with Penta Definition Belong in Groups

The only thing that gets recognized is that you can point your finger inside the
group based on that cubbyhole, that that’s the job for you. We get pulled away
from our essence all the time. The only people that really belong in a Penta are
Generators that have Penta definition. These are the ultimate group people.
This is the perfection of group, enveloping auras, generative, waiting for some
Alpha to tell the group what to do.

Projectors Are to Guide from the Outside

This is how you make a business work. You fill the Penta up with those forces
and then you put a Projector on the outside and the Projector guides that
energy. You can’t do that when you’re on the inside. The moment that you’re
on the inside, you lose your power to recognize, you lose your power to see the
whole, you get dragged into some cubbyhole you can’t get out.

Again remember, if your Strategy and Authority allows you, you can enter into
any of these situations and not be harmed. You can do time inside the group
and not lose your basic identity if you’re invited in, if it’s correct in the first place.

Student 13
Groups Are Seductive

Wow, there is a lot of you, you have the same thing. I don’t have to repeat this
story, do I? You have the same thing. Can I tell you something else? Yeah, I
can.

For you, groups are incredibly seductive because you have activations in every
single Channel in the Penta, as well as having Penta definition. And because
you’re a Tribal person—you’re a 40-37—there is all this pull on you to be
brought into the group and to feel good inside the group, which does not
make you feel good, because it really isn’t the way in which you can fulfill
yourself.

As a Projector given that kind of a Design configuration, you’re very powerful

in being able to help groups. You’re very powerful in being able to help Tribes

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in order to be able to realize whatever their bargains happen to be because

you see them.

The 40-37: An Emotional Bargain Person

Bargain people are great, they always know what the deal is. This is what you’re
here for. Anybody who is a 40-37, remember that’s our background frequency,
so if you’re a 40-37 in this incarnation, you’re really tuned in to the frequency.
And the frequency says what we have to do here is to make sure that
everybody manages to get the benefit, and this is something that needs to be
contracted and arranged.

The great difficulty for the 40-37 in this life is that because they’re emotional, if
they’re not correct, they never know what the deal really is. If you’re a 40-37,
the only thing that matters in your life is loyalty. The only thing that ever
matters is if those beings in your life is going to be loyal to you or not.

One of the things to understand about the emotionality of the 40-37 is that it’s
there to create the deal. So, you’re an emotional being, and you make an
arrangement with somebody, you can’t just make an arrangement. If you’re a
young couple coming to me and one of you has the 40-37, I say, “Prenuptial,
prenuptial right now. Get it done; sign that contract,” because if you don’t sign
that contract, as you get down the road, it’s going to look like there is
something wrong with the deal.

You’re emotional and being emotional means that you don’t really understand
the deal in the moment, but you understand the deal over time. So, you have
to wait until you’re clear before you make the arrangement; otherwise, it’s not
going to work, and the other person doesn’t really know what’s going on.

I’ve had many 40-37s in my life that think that they have a deal with me. But
what their deal is with me is not one I know, it’s one that their emotions lead
them to. So, I make an arrangement with an emotional 40-37 that they want
something and I’m going to give it to them. There is going to be a moment
emotionally for them where that’s not enough, or there should have been
more or different, that the deal wasn’t just that, that there are other things
implied in that bargain that were not stated at the moment, that the

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emotional person latches on to and says, “Yeah, but they’re not fulfilling their
end of the deal.”

So, as an emotional person who is a 40-37, make sure that you take your time
before you get into anything. And every 40-37 has to ask the same questions:
What’s in it for me? What does it cost? What do I have to do in relationship to
the other person? What do they really expect? What is the deal? Until you’re
clear about the deal, don’t make it, because there is nothing more upsetting
for a 40-37 than a deal gone sour. Then you feel so bitter and used.

Student 14
Unconscious 11-56: Recognized for Ideas

You’re here for your ideas. You’re here to be recognized for your ideas. Not
only recognized for your ideas, but the innocence of them, which is a lovely
thing. This is a totally unconscious 11-56. It’s the Channel of seeking, of Ideas,
so basically, you’re here to be recognized for ideas.
Now, that’s something that can be very powerful for a Projector because ideas
translate into income. Ideas are one of the most powerful things to sell. Turn
on the television and watch the commercials. This is what we do on this planet,
we sell ideas. You’re a natural idea person. You’re here to be recognized for
your ideas, even though you yourself don’t know where they come from
because it’s all unconscious.

Yet at the same time, if I look at your Penta configuration, you’re somebody
that can get so lost in the Penta, and your ideas are never going to be
recognized. And in the Penta, this is a Design of somebody that other people
are going to want to manage.

Projectors Are Managed in the Penta

It’s what happens to me in the Penta, my family wants to manage me. They
just do; it’s a natural thing. If you don’t have strong Penta activations, those
people you’re in a Penta with are automatically going to try to control what it
is that you do. They’re going to make sure that you have some kind of fixed
responsibility that has nothing to with you.

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Ideas Are for the Others

To be an idea person is something that can be very beautiful, except when you
try to trust them yourself. If you’ve got an idea mind, your ideas aren’t for you.
They’re never going to bring you anything but grief. The ideas are for the
others.

The moment you’re recognized as an idea person, then you can begin to
distribute ideas for profit at the material level or deliver ideas because you’re a
humanitarian at a personal level, be able to stimulate others. After all, that’s
what you’re here for. You’re here to be recognized for being able to stimulate
others with ideas.

Generators Do Not Want Guidance from Projectors

Think about it, as a Projector, if you’re an idea person, you’ve got all these
Generators with all this built-up energy, most of them doing things that are
unhealthy for them, waiting for some kind of idea. “What should I do with all
of this Generator energy?”

Of course, this is the classic situation for a Projector to step in and say, “I’ve got
a great idea for you,” when they’re asked. If you blurt out that great idea to
them and they haven’t asked, they’re not going to pay any attention to it, even
though it’s a fabulous idea. They’re not even listening.

The thing that is so frightening for Projectors is that the other just doesn’t even
listen, because they don’t recognize you, they don’t recognize what you’re here
to bring. They don’t accept that they are here to be guided. Ask any Generator
and they will tell you that they are not particularly excited about the idea that
Projectors are going to guide them.

Part of that I understand because most Projectors have more problems than
Generators. They’re more deeply conditioned, there are enormous dilemmas
in terms of the way their auras work, they’re very easily distorted in their
process. It doesn’t build a lot of confidence for a Generator in terms of saying,
“This is the person that is going to guide me? Are you kidding?”

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It Is Essential for Projectors to Guide

It’s only when you’re operating correctly do you really get the benefit of the
built in integrity that can be there for what it is to be a Projector. After all, you
are at the top of the hierarchy, even though you don’t perform at that level. It’s
where you are in evolutionary terms. It’s about getting you up to speed. It’s
about getting you to that point where you can begin to demonstrate what has
been laid out there as an evolutionary development.

Again, from my taste that I have you this morning about where we’re all going,
what are we going to do if we don’t have Projectors finally maturing into their
role because it’s essential. It’s essential for that guidance to be there. It’s
essential for beings to have those that they can recognize that they can get
guidance from. Particularly all those Generators out there who do need
something to respond to. And it’s only when that is done correctly that it’s
going to work; there is no other way.

Student 15
The 40-37 Recognizes Deals

Here is an example of a 40-37 with no other definition; one of those things you
get to see in Projectors. Here is somebody that is here to be recognized for the
communal bargain, because it’s always about the bargain. What’s the deal?

If you’re a Projector and you carry the 40-37, you’re the one who is here to
recognize deals. It’s what you’re here to recognize. You’re here to recognize
whether the bargains, the arrangements work or not, and why, and all the
things that go with that.

The underlying stability of any community is bargain. If you’re a Projector, and

you’re recognized for that, then you’re allowed to establish proper bargains. If
you’re not recognized for that, you just suffer from disloyalty. And you suffer
from all kinds of problems in the very thing that you’re here to be recognized
for.

Very Weak in the Penta

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And this is a Design of somebody who is very weak in the Penta. There is no
power in the Penta; simply somebody who is going to be stuck into their role.
The moment that they’re stuck into that role, then they’re going to be
managed within the Penta.

I know the situations where I’m in my family Penta and it’s my children who
are organizing my life. They just are, they’re organizing my life. The moment
you’re in the Penta, you automatically are going to be given a specific function
within the community that has nothing to do with your gifts. It only has to do
with what’s there in the Penta itself.

A Hanging Unconscious 46: A Harmonizing Gate

When I look at this Design, there is a hanging, unconscious 46. The 46th Gate
is a harmonizing Gate. In a group it makes people feel better about each other.
So, you end up as this person who gets stuck in the group, and all you’re trying
to do is help everybody get along. You’re no longer who you’re supposed to
be. Your only job inside the Penta is to keep everything cool, relaxed, and ok.

Be Aware

This is not who this person is. It’s what happens to them when they’re in a
Penta. As Projectors, you’re not being limited because there is family or
associates, or whatever. It’s about being aware. It’s not about getting upset
that you notice certain things in those group situations that has nothing to do
with you that try to push you into certain areas.

This gives you a chance to wake up to that and say, “No, I’m not going there.
This is just the way this mechanism works; it has nothing to do with me. I don’t
have to do that. I’m not here to be the one,” in reference to this chart, “I’m not
here to be the one that’s given the job of being the harmonizer. That’s what
the Penta does. But that’s not what I’m about. I’m about recognizing whether
the bargain is correct or not, and whether the deal is correct or not, whether
the community is served by that,” and all the things that go with that Channel.

Hanging Gates in the Penta Channels

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It’s not about having a unidimensional focus in one particular thing that you
get locked to. You’ve all had this growing up. If you look at the Gates that you
have hanging that are there between the Throat and the Sacral Center in the
middle, you can see every time you’re in your family, every time you’re in that
kind of environment, that’s what becomes the thing that presses you, that
takes you away. Those little activations are where you get cornered, where you
get given those responsibilities within the Penta that have nothing to do with
you and you get treated that way.

Pentic Expectations

The worse thing is the expectation. As a Projector, the moment that you’re in
the Penta there is a Pentic expectation that you’re supposed to fulfill that thing
that’s there. And there is a part of you that’s always rebelling. There is a part
of you as a child that the moment you go out of your house you actually get to
be you, you leave behind this conditioning within the Penta. And every time
you walk back into the house, it’s like again being reduced to whatever that
particular thing happens to be, and you can’t get out of it.

In my Pentic configuration, I have the 7th Gate, and the 1st and 2nd Gates, so the
moment that I was ever inside the family, I was always the unfulfilled role
potential of creativity. He’s talented, but he’s useless. That was my father’s
attitude. Because if you see me within my Penta, I’m talented but useless.
Really, if that’s how I had to live my life, only inside of that Penta, that’s what I’d
be: Unfulfilled talent.

After a while, that weighs on you, because if you’re not really a Penta person
and you have a Channel in the Penta, everybody in the family is like “Wow, hey,
you’re a force. You’re really the thing. You make it all work. You’re terrific.” But
if you just have hanging Gates in the Penta, your mother looks at you and goes
like this, there is all these “Oh, she, he could have been so wonderful if it wasn’t
just all this talent going nowhere,” because they don’t see it; they can’t.

Now every once in a while, you’re one-on-one with them, and those are those
moments where they catch glimpses. It’s sort of like, “Oh, maybe there’s
something there.” But then the moment you go back into the Penta, it’s lost
again. You go back into the set configuration and the set way that it works.
Life can be a bitch; it’s better to be rich.

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Student 16
A Thinking Transmitter

I saw this before, too, the 43-23, 31-7, so a leader that explains that it’s a
transmitter. This is somebody that has the 31-7, the Channel of Leadership,
which is a defined Channel in the Penta. And everything about a defined
Channel in the Penta is ultimately all about given the responsibility of planning.
This is a thinking transmitter.

The Desire to Escape

So basically what happens to these children—that’s the best way to see it—
you’re a 31-7, you’re stuck in the Penta, you’re a Projector, the only thing you
can plan for is your escape. That’s all you ever do, is plan for the escape. “How
do I get out of here? How can I go from 12 to 18 in three months so I can get
out of here.” It’s all about, “I’ve got to plan to escape because this is not for me.”

And of course, that “plan to escape” can be quite heavy because it can lead you
into all kinds of things that lead to escape at every single level, literally to the
point of dropping out of life; anything to get out of that.

You have to see the moment that you’re put into the Penta as a Projector, there
is this enormous castration that takes place. Who you are is simply cut off, and
either there are these little remnants or these false zones.

Like being a 31-7 in the family and you’re a Projector, you just want to get the
hell out. You don’t want to go through their plans, because of course, you’re
there with them, you don’t want to get stuck in being the one that decides the
family’s future and everybody working together. No, it’s “Let me out. How do
I escape?”

Which doesn’t lead to great relationships with the family. Then you have your
parents looking at your Pentic configuration says, “She’s really useless. What
are we going to do? And she’s lazy. She’s always complaining. She always says
she’s tired. What are we going to do with her? Maybe we should get her on
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allopathic medicine. Let’s see if we can bring some life into her because she is
useless and lazy.”

Projectors and Family Pentas

Because inside the Penta, Projectors are not seen very well. All you get is this
tiny little way that the other projects on you as to what they think you are, and
the rest is forgotten. Projectors have a horrible time growing up because the
Penta is what you grow up in. It’s the thing that defines you.

It’s still a horror in my life to go home. I love my mother. She’s 98 years old,
she lives down the road in Hamilton. I don’t want to be there too often. And I
love her; she’s a terrific creature. But the moment that I step into that aura, I
get all these Pentic processes. She still figures that I’m that talent that didn’t
quite know how to get anywhere, because she doesn’t know how to see me
beyond that. There is a part of her that assumes my good fortune is an act of
God. It was not something that I did. She doesn’t know how it happened, but
she’s glad that it happened, because within the Pentic confine, you do not see
it.

I never look at my children that way, because if I looked at my children in terms

of the way I experience them in the family construct, I would never see them.
I would only see the limitation that’s there in the Penta, and that would mark
them for the rest of their lives, because that’s how you experience them. That’s
how our parents experienced us.

Those of us that are non-energy, open Sacral beings, those of us who are not
designed to be Penta creatures, growing up in a family is really a horror
because you’re never getting the support, the recognition, you’re never being
seen for your true potential. You’re always being cubbyholed into whatever
that little Pentic aspect happens to be, and the rest of it is out there.

The parents are so surprised at what happens to their children. “I never

thought that he would become . . .“ Or, “I never thought she would do that. I
never thought it was in her. I never thought it was in him,” all of that stuff.
Usually it’s negative. The surprise when the child runs away and says, “You’re
horrible and I hate you.” And within the Pentic context they’re going, “What

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happened? She was always such a useless, tired girl. Where did she get all this
juice? How come she’s doing that now? Where on earth did that come from?”

And they don’t want to give that up because it’s the only way they know you.
They don’t know you any other way. Your parents only know you in a Pentic
context. They don’t know you any other way. Yeah, they have those moments
of one-on-one, but growing up in a family you just get put into a cubbyhole,
and they never forget it.

My mother is 98, I’m 61. It’s still the same thing. It’s never going to change.
There is nothing that I can do about it. All I can do is laugh, and I do, because
it’s so insane. And then you just get to see mechanism. There’s nothing you
can do. What I do is try to avoid it. I try to avoid it in a nice way. “Yes, I love you,
Ma, I’m not coming.” Really simple. Keep it at a level where we at least have
an individuality in all of this.

Human Beings Are Not Expected to Wake Up

It’s frightening when you understand mechanics. You have to recognize

something; human beings are not expected to wake up. You’re expected to
be lemmings, lost until the end, over the cliff and the hell with you because this
is just the way that it works. The vast majority of human beings are never going
to wake up. They’re never going to have the privilege that allows them to even
begin a process of self-reflection. They’re not going to have the privileges that
give them that possibility in their lives. It’s not going to happen.

Most human beings are just deeply conditioned and that’s the way that it goes.
This is a great way of conditioning beings. When I describe it in this way and
you see the horror of it, it’s something else. But to recognize that this is the
way that all families work, and think about all those children, let alone what
Type they are, that are only being seen in certain ways, that their whole life is
being determined by that.

Penta Children in Families

You have a family with three children. One of them is real Penta. That’s the
child that always has the best of everything. They’re the ones that have the
best relationship with their parents, they’re the ones that are seen as being,

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“They’re terrific.” And the other siblings look at them and say, “Jerk,” because
they see them outside of the Penta and think “What’s this?”

Most of you that have siblings know this story, how your parents looked at one
child and saw them in a certain way, and you know yourself that they were
useless and stupid. Yet at the same time, your parents think they’re the second
coming of Michelangelo. You know it’s insane. So you think it’s favoritism; it’s
not. It’s Penta.

Outside of the Penta you meet with them in a café, and you think, “My God,
this is not the reincarnation of Michelangelo. This is an inept being, really lost.”
But to the family, he’s a saint.

Then you’re a Projector and you go in there with your openness, and the family
is always saying the same thing, “Well, we had hopes. It was promising about
8 seconds after they were born, and then it all went downhill. They’re very
limited. I don’t really know what to do with them. And it doesn’t seem like they
can make anything of their lives. We’re going to have to do it for them. We’re
going to have to look after them and help them.” Unfortunately, a lot of that
leads to things that are unhealthy, therapies and all kinds of stuff that are
deeply damaging and distorting.

Student 17
Recognized for Making Sense Out of Things

Here is a 64-47, then it’s split off from the 33-13. So, first of all, you’re here to be
recognized for your capacity to make sense out of things. Now, that’s often
very difficult for being a 64-47 because usually if you’re not correct, you’re so
confused. You can’t make sense out of your own life, let alone make sense out
of anybody else’s.

In fact, when you’re correct, this is what you’re here to be recognized for. You
can make sense out of things for others, and at the same time, you’re a 33-13,
which means you carry the secrets. You have this capacity of being able to
guide people experientially.

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An Experiential Guide

Experiential guides are very important. You have logical guides, we’ve seen a
couple so far in this group, and you have experiential guides. The logical guides
are theoretical. They say, “Here is the program, the pattern. If you try this
pattern, you’ll see this will lead you to something.”

Experiential guides say, “I’ve been there. I’ve done that. Don’t you do that
because it doesn’t work. I’ve been there and this is the way it can work.” In
other words, it is rooted in experiential advice rather than theoretical advice.
Yet, it’s still part and parcel of what it is to be a Projector. That is, as a Projector,
you’re here to guide. This is what you’re here to be recognized for, to be an
experiential guide.

Which means the quality of your experience in this life is going to be the
resource that you’re going to work with. So, if the experiences in your life are
not correct for you, you’re not going to have the right history to be able to tap
in experientially and to be able to make sense for others.

An Unconscious 33-13

Again, in your Design, because you have a Penta Channel, the 33-13 and it is
unconscious, it is very easy for you to be put into that role of being a guardian
in the family, the one that has to do the bean counting, the one that has to
check that everybody is ok. These are usually the children that become the
babysitters, even if they’re the youngest. They’re usually the ones that are
given the control of making sure very thing is ok. “Watch your sister and make
sure she doesn’t do that junk again,” whatever the case may be.

If you’re a Projector, a group is something that is about an opportunity for you

to lead, not something that you need to belong to. And getting into that
belonging, getting locked into that group, all that happens is that your whole
recognition mechanism goes out the window. It’s gone; just gone. And you
get cubbyholed into those activations that are there in the group
configuration, and you can’t get out. You can’t; it’s a very powerful force. It’s
why Projectors specifically have so many problems as children being raised in
Pentas with unaware parents who don’t understand what that’s about.

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It makes an enormous difference if you’re a Projector child and you have an

aware parent that understands that you’re a Projector, that understands that
those are not great situations for you, so you don’t sit that child down with you
and your partner and a sibling and try to work things out. You don’t do that;
you deal with one-on-one, you invite them, establish their integrity. You get
them to begin to live out what is correct.

Bitterness

My concern about young Projectors is spirit. Bitterness is something that

ravages spirit. If you’re constantly not seen as a Projector child, if you’re
constantly rejected for what it is you are and constantly being conditioned to
be something else, that’s incredible bitterness that arises in life. And it sets up
a whole scenario for you that there is an assumption that nobody sees you, that
nobody recognizes you. Then you get into, “Well, if nobody recognizes me, I’m
going to be a Manifestor, or a Generator. I’ll get them to recognize me.”

Student 18
Fantasy

You have Judgment and the Channel of Community, split off from each other.
Your great seduction is fantasy. For Projectors that can be dangerous because
Projectors tend to be unfulfilled in their process and looking for the fantasy
becomes more important than life itself. It can be something very risky.

The Importance of Challenge

You’re here to be recognized for your judgmental capacity. If we don’t have

the 18-58, nothing ever gets challenged. It’s dangerous. I have my roots in
science. If you do not challenge, then nothing can be substantiated. It’s why I
don’t tell people to believe me, I tell them to experiment with the logical
process. It’s an empirical thing. You experiment with it; you find out for
yourself.

The 18-58: Challenge Patterns

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Something to understand about the 18-58s is that they’re here to challenge

patterns. If you’ve got a politician that is standing up and saying, “Tomorrow is
going to be a better day,” it’s the 18-58 that says, “Prove it; show me how. What’s
the pattern? What’s the logic? And you can’t fool me because I will know.”
The dilemma of the 18-58, because I have been there before this afternoon, is
that it’s such a wonderful gift and they are people that are really disliked.

Anyone who carries the 18-58 are disliked out of fear that they’re going to blurt
out some criticism, some judgement that hasn’t been asked for. Everybody
walks on eggshells around an 18-58 because they don’t want the blast. That’s
the dysfunction of the 18-58. When an 18-58 is correct and they can keep all
that stuff inside and they don’t have to manifest it, generate it, or put it out,
that’s when they get deep respect for being a problem solver. 18-58s are here
to deal with problems in the patterns, to recognize them, to fix them. This is
the gift.

But again, it doesn’t do any good if you blurt it out. It doesn’t do any good if
you’re not playing the Projector game. Again, in this kind of Design where you
have the 40-37, the bargain and community, and you have judgment, all that
stuff that’s sitting there, they’re wonderful things to be recognized for. Being
able to challenge the arrangements, being able to see what’s really fair or not,
legal or not, all kinds of things are built into that.

The Family Dinner Table Is a Place of Enslavement

You have a very open center in your chart. It’s so easy to get lost inside of the
Penta. All of that is forgotten. It’s not there. If you’re an 18-58 child, your
mother or father don’t want to talk to you by yourself, because they know
they’re going to get it. They’d rather have you at the family dinner table where
you’re a slave.

The great enslavement place in any family is the dinner table. Not only are you
being conditioned by the improper food and the way in which you’re eating,
because all of us have a unique dietary regimen, we’re not all intended to eat
together, this is not the way things work. At the same time, the moment you’re
sitting at the family table, you have all those auras around there; you have
yourself a perfect Penta.

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I hated it as a kid. It was awful. My dietary regimen is calm. My father’s idea of

a dinnertime was to use it as a provocative experience. He loved to argue, this
is where there were political discussions, philosophy, him having these things
with his children. It always got overheated. I hated it. I went through my entire
upbringing with gas from sitting at a family table where there was never calm.

Not getting what’s right for me in terms of dietary nutrition, I was being really
homogenized as not-self, and then I’m being stuck in that Penta. “What did
you do today, you lazy bastard?” And there I’m going, “I don’t want to get into
this. I would just like calm.” Then again, inside of the Penta, I’m talent that has
no potential. There is nowhere for it to go. I have a role, and I can’t perform it.
So, I was all talk. And I was never going to get anything done.

No Blame; No Fault

It’s hilarious; but it wasn’t hilarious when I was a kid. Those are the kind of
things you carry through your life, “Oh that was terrible what they did to me.”
But there is no blame or fault. I don’t blame them. They didn’t know any better.
They didn’t know how it worked. Nobody in their generation knew how it
worked.

And if you don’t know how it works, you don’t know what you’re doing. They
loved their children. They didn’t want to hurt them. The parents that I joke
about in these various scenarios, it’s not like they didn’t like us or want the best
for us, or all that kind of stuff. They just didn’t know what was going on. They
had no idea they couldn’t even see their own children, because their vanity is,
“Oh, I know him. He’s the one that can’t manifest his talent.”

This is the thing that you get from that. You’re only remembered in that
context. It’s frightening when you think about it. This is about raising
consciousness, after all. It’s about understanding not simply about yourself but
being able to see what happens to our children, being able to provide advice
and being able to provide guidance.

Begin to See the Traps

As Projectors, you’re different. You have to begin to live your difference. You
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traps for you unless you’re on the outside running the show. Then it’s ok,
because then you’re fulfilling what your potential is. Your potential is to see the
way in which energy can be organized and can be efficient on this plane.
You’re very good at providing the guidance, depending on your Design,
whatever your configuration happens to be.

Projectors Are Consultants

In this case, you’re somebody that can provide judgement, provide the right
direction for a group to take in terms of challenging something. Or a direction
for the group to take in terms of their relationships to each other in which this
can be the arbitrator looking out from the outside and seeing what needs to
be done. Somebody who said “consultant” before, this is basically what it is to
be a Projector. It is the cosmic consultant. You’re always there to provide that
guidance service if you’re recognized for it.

Again, that recognition is something that arises out of your correctness and
arises out of being aware of your social environment. As a Projector, you have
to see that if you’re invited over to somebody’s house and you’re a stranger,
you’re new in the neighborhood, if you go in there and you’re in the group,
nobody sees you. All they’re going to get is that little component of you that
fits into that group aura. And out of that, they’re going to pass judgment on
you.

Meet People One-On-One

The only way that you can introduce yourself into an environment is one-on-
one. That’s the only way when you’re meeting somebody, because of your gift
of your aura, they really pay attention. And they take your aura in very deeply.
They take it in from the matrix that’s you, rather than being confined by group
identity. Then you get seen. And then you can be recognized.

When that person tells a friend of theirs, “Oh, I just met Jane or John, they’re
really interesting. They’ve got this and that.” But I guarantee you, the same
person meeting you in a group situation is saying, “Who the hell are they?
What are they doing here? What are they into?” You don’t get seen.

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For other Types, that can wonderful. Generators, as an example, don’t care
about that. They just want to use their energy efficiently. Groups are ways in
which that dynamic works for them. It’s all fine. You do your job, I’ll do my job,
ok, here we go. And they’re designed for that. You’re not designed for that;
you’re not designed to be group people. It’s not what you’re here for.

You have to understand as parents that you’re here to deal with your children
one-on-one. That’s what I have to do as a Manifestor, with a weak Penta
configuration. It’s the only way it’s going to work. I can’t sit my children down
together and do something effective with them intellectually. The moment I
sit down with my children together, I’m an idiot that has no potential and
they’re going to direct my life.

Now, I’m joking; but I’m not. It is the mechanism; it’s totally different. But the
moment I’m one-on-one with my children, it’s something else entirely. That’s
when we’re all open to each other because we have this whole thing. And my
children are Generators, so they’re natural Penta people.

The only way that I can really deal with them is to pull them out of that Penta,
deal with them one-on-one, and that way we have a legitimate relationship.
The same thing is true for what it is to be a Projector and what it is to be a
Projector parent. The beauty of your relationship with your children is one-on-
one because you will see them.

Aware Projector Parents

If you take the combination of working one-on-one with your children and
knowing their Design, they’re so lucky. I know that about my children, how
lucky they are that are accepted for what they are. They are seen for what they
are, and they’re treated accordingly.

And as a Projector, to be a Projector parent there is this extraordinary potential

to guide the most important beings that you’re ever going to have in your life.
Nothing gives me greater pleasure, as a Manifestor, than impacting my
children. It’s more important for me to impact my children than it is to impact
you. It is a gift that is there.

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Teach Your Children to Ask for Guidance

It’s the same thing for being a Projector. You’re here to guide your children
and guide them well. No parent is better equipped to being a guide than a
Projector. But then again, you have to be correct, and more than that, your
children have to learn to ask you for guidance.

I teach my children how to deal with me. I’ve taught them how to deal with
me, because it’s not an easy thing to deal with a Manifestor. You can’t ask a
Manifestor, and you can’t tell them. You can only state things.

I told my children just to have conversations with me. Let me work out, as a
Manifestor, what I need to do about what you’re telling me. But don’t ask me
to do anything because I’m a Manifestor. I’m going to do what I want, so don’t
tell me what to do.

But if you’re talking to me, and in the conversation you’re talking about how
difficult it is to do your schoolwork without a new set of pens, I’ll probably go
out and get you a set of pens. This is the whole thing; I teach my children how
to deal with me. They understand that I have a closed aura, they know that
they can’t spend a lot of time in my aura, but that they don’t take that as a
problem in their relationship or that they’re missing something, it’s just the
way that I am.

I remember my son when he was very young, about 6 years old, and a friend
came to visit me. My friend asked him where I was, and he said, “He’s out there
watching the movie.” My kid knows me. “He’s over there somewhere. He’s
doing his thing.” And if you don’t explain that, you end up with a lot of
problems. You end with children who think they’re not being loved, and they
don’t have this or that, what everybody goes through.

Educate Your Children About Who You Are

It’s about educating your children about who you are. If you’re a Projector
parent, you say to your children, “You can always get the best out of me by
asking me. If you’ve got a problem, don’t wait for me to solve it, don’t wait for
me to see it. Invite me to help you because that’s what I’m good at.” This is
what you’re good at.

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When you educate those people that are close to you, particularly in family
situations, it takes all the pressure away, and you get down to the nitty-gritty
of being able to have a proper relationship. I have a fabulous relationship with
my kids. All of that is about allowing yourself to be revealed. “This is what I am.
This is the way it works. This is what you are, and this is the way you work. I will
ask you,” all of these things that you can process.

Then you don’t have all of these dilemmas. We were all raised in absolute
ignorance. Those of us that didn’t fit into the generating majority, particularly
Projectors, there was all this incredible pressure, there is so much pressure
placed on Projector children not to be Projectors, anything but being a
Projector. And then what I’ve shown you how you’re not even seen because
you’re caught in this matrix that doesn’t allow what you’re here to be
recognized for to even come to the surface.

Student 19
Cross of Consciousness

Ok, the last one here. This is a definition Head Center to the Ajna Center,
everything else is open. So, fundamentally this is a typical Cross of
Consciousness thing. It’s all about being able to come up with answers,
answers making sense out of things for others. It really is about being
recognized for intellectual conceptual capacity. In other words, through
concepts to be able to provide for others.

Open Throat

But here is a classic example because you have an open Throat. So, with the
open Throat it really protects you as a Projector. It says if they don’t invite you,
you don’t get the access. And if you try to do your Projector work with an open
Throat by initiating, you’re eventually going to end up with terrible thyroid
problems, and other things are going to arise out of that.

Mental Projector

And you’re very open at the Penta level. So, you totally get unseen. To be a
mental Projector and to be weak in the Penta is to really not be seen at all.

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Everybody thinks their mind is there to tell them what to do. And only certain
people are here to guide others mentally. That’s not an easy thing to guide
others with concepts. It isn’t easy because I know. It’s what I do for a living.

You can’t do that unless it’s correct. I put out advertising and I inform you I’m
going to do this. That’s correct for me. I don’t ask you to come because I don’t
care. I just let you know I’m going to do this. It’s my thing.

If you’re a Projector you’ve got to be able to set the table. You’re the one that
has to set the criteria of the way in which you are seen and the way in which
you connect with others. One place you can’t do that is by being pulled inside
and being assessed there.

Definition Shows the Potential for Being a Guide

This is where your whole life process broke down, very early in your life. It broke
down by not being recognized, and not being recognized for truly what is
there. Because that’s the thing that needs to be nurtured in this life. Each of
you in terms of what is potential for you as guides, whatever that guidance is
going to be is coming out of your definition. That’s what it’s coming out of.

If that’s not getting recognized, if that is being cut off, you’re never going to be
able to fulfill that potential nor do you get into the—like riding a bicycle—get
to that place where being a Projector and being you is the most natural thing,
and not being afraid to set the terms.

Be Seen for What You Are

There is nothing to hide, particularly when you’re dealing with your family. It’s
another thing when you’re dealing with your family that you were born into.
Because of the generational differences, it is often very difficult to even try to
fix that. All you can do is remember what is important for you. If you want to
maintain bonds within your family, you need to do so at an individual level.
That they begin to get an inclining that you’re more than what they have seen
in that fixed pattern.

If you want to have success in your relationship with your children, with your
lovers or friends, you’ve got to let them know the way that it works. You’ve got

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to let them know what you will not put up with. You have to make sure that
you live your life according to what is correct for you. If you don’t have the
strength to do that, you’re never going to get any reward. You’re never going
to see what it feels like to actually be a success.

The Projector Promise

This is what we’re waiting for. This is what everybody dreams about on this
planet. It’s the Projector promise; the promise of success. And this success for
you is very simple: Be seen for what you are. The moment that you are seen
for what you are, you get to live your life.

You get there by honoring your Strategy and Authority. You get there by being
aware, by being aware that certain situations are not healthy for you, those
situations where you get into group environments where you lose your
recognition capacity.

When I train Alphas to run a group, I train the Projector Alpha never to deal
with the whole group at the same time. You take one person at a time into
your office, or whatever it is, and you deal with them, each one. And each one
feels special in that.

The Projector’s Aura

Remember how beautiful it is for most beings to be in the embrace of a

Projector’s aura. Aside from all the things that we have looked at over this
weekend, don’t forget how powerful it is to be you. That aura gives enormous
attention and focus. When you’re dealing with a Projector one-on-one, there
is nothing more intense in the way in which that connection actually operates.
It’s a magnificent thing.

And you need to see that’s the only thing that works for you, is that power. Like
I described to you yesterday, if you’re in a room with a bunch of people you can
only focus on them one at a time anyway. And everyone you’re not focused on
isn’t going to appreciate it. So, one at the time is the way in which it works.

And if you’re going to be a Projector parent and you’re going to be sitting with
your family, you know right away that there are those sitting there that are

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upset because you’re not paying any attention to them. The children of
Projectors, all they ever want is alone time with their parent. That’s what
children of Projectors want. “Give me some alone time. I don’t want to be there
with my brother or my sister; I just want to be there with you,” because that is
when they get the magic of what you’re there for, that you’re there for them.

Open Throats Look for Attention

You need to understand how important that aura is to other people. Think
about the millions and millions of people who have an undefined Throat, all
they’re ever looking for is attention. Wow, do they love Projectors. My son with
his open Throat, his best friends are all Projectors. He loves it. And he
understands the mechanisms, he knows.

When I said to him, “What’s it like?” He said, “I like it. I know they tap into my
energy, but I like the attention.” He’s very aware of it; he’s a very powerful
Generator. He’s very aware of what that relationship is. But he enjoys it. He
gets the attention that he wants. And for him, that’s terrific. He understands
and appreciates what a Projector brings.

Of course, with that attention, it’s not just the attention, it’s what they
recognize, it’s what they bring with them, their intelligence and all the various
things that are there, that it becomes a very special relationship.

All those people out there who are not Projectors, their idea of a friend, of
somebody they can talk to is you. That’s what they want, that’s what they’re
looking for. If you’re correct, and you’re waiting for the invitation, you get the
reward of that because you are so valuable to the other in that way. Most
human beings never get any attention, they never get any real direct attention.
They just don’t; they’re dying for it. They want somebody to look at them, listen
to them, and have somebody there that can help them.

I’ve had thousands and thousands of people come and have a reading with me
and they all want the same thing: Tell me what to do; please, tell me what to
do. And I don’t do that. I tell them you have a Strategy and Authority, figure it
out.

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The Projector’s Job Is to be a Guide

But this is what you’re about. You’re the guides. You’re the answer to all of
those people who are saying, “I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to
do about my life, my body, my health. I don’t know what to do. And you can
do it for me.” You have to be ready for that. That’s the service that is there.
Inherent in what it is to be a Projector is to be available for that. That’s the job.
There is no other job.

All the things I can tell you about the this and that, it all comes back to very
basic things. It comes back to your Strategy and Authority; it comes back to
the integrity of what it is to be a Projector. It comes back to you recognizing
that it is ultimately going to be up to you how this is going to all work out, that
you’re not here to be dependent on anyone and anything. You’re here to be
guides. You’re not here to be dependent.

Projectors Are Needed

The only way that you can fulfill that role is by being needed. You’re not here
to be dependent, but you’re here to be needed. Nobody is needed more on
this plane than Projectors. Of course, because Projectors are not correct, it’s a
mess because you’re not getting from them what’s possible. You still have this
enormous disfunction in the way in which energy operates on this plane.

The only way that’s going to change, the only way human beings are going to
begin to function in a way that is really healthy is if they have proper guidance,
and that proper guidance literally has to come from you.

That’s all I have to say. If you have any questions, I will answer some questions.

Student 20
I didn’t do your chart? Well, you weren’t here, you were late. You will be
punished in hell for that. (Laughter)

The Channel of Talent

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Well, you’re here to be recognized as a talent. After all the only Channel you
have is the 16-48, the Channel of Talent. When you hear things like that, you
have to understand, it goes back to my whole thing about Projectors and what
they learn. If you don’t have something that you’re focused on, you don’t have
anything to deliver. You can have natural talent, but if you don’t have
something to be talented with, you don’t have anything. So, it always goes
back into what is the thing that is there for you, that thing that you dig into.

Of course, in your Design, you’re very open in the Penta, everybody is, by the
way, all of you as Projectors. The fact is the Penta is not something for you. So,
the moment that you step into the group it’s the same thing, nobody sees your
talent. They don’t see it at all.

The only thing they see is glue because you have the 5th and the 29th Gates,
both of them are very much involved in holding the group together. So, people
want you to be in the group because they think the group will hold together
better, then they totally ignore your talent and pay absolutely no attention to
it.

Again, this is what happens to us, we get stuck with the way in which we’re
perceived through the limitation of the Penta, and then what we really are is
not on display and nobody pays any attention to it.

The Discipline of Living Life Correctly

It’s a discipline, after all. It’s this discipline that says, I’m going to live my life
correctly. All you can do is try, particularly for those of you that are new. Forget
about everything that I have told you this weekend, forget it all if you’re new to
Human Design, and just follow your Strategy and Authority. Because it’s the
only way in which you’re going to find out whether this is correct for you and
whether you can take this to where it can go.

This is not about your mind saying, “Oh gee, he said that, I’m going to do that.”
It doesn’t work that way. You can’t mentally fulfill your potential on this plane.
You’re not going to do that; you’re not going to fix your life. Your mind is your
problem. How is it going to be your solution? It’s not suddenly going to be
your solution. It doesn’t work that way. It’s why we have a Strategy and
Authority.

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Wait for the Invitation

The most important thing, particularly for newcomers, is to experiment with

just waiting for the invitation. There isn’t anything else to do because you get
to see it’s there. It’s what’s going to make a difference in your life. This is what
Strategy and Authority is about.

I don’t care if there are people that study Human Design; it’s not what Human
Design is here for. It’s not here for study. The only people that legitimately
study Human Design are those who want to be professionals who need the
tools and the knowledge. Human Design is a gateway to mechanical
correctness. It’s just a technique.

Give me a Generator that’s open, and I’ll say follow your Strategy and Authority;
respond. They don’t need to study to fulfill that, nobody does. Everybody’s
Strategy and Authority is fundamentally simple. But human beings are
terrified of the simple, they don’t trust it, but that’s what it is. It’s deeply simple.
It’s a mechanism. These vehicles are mechanism. If you operate the vehicle
correctly, you’re going to have a better life.

The first step to being a Projector is to really be a Projector, that means you
wait for the invitation. That means you stop initiating. It means you don’t allow
your mind to control your life. You wait and see what life is going to bring you,
and only then can you being to see the magic. You can’t see it beforehand; you
can’t think your way out of this box. The only thing you can do is live your way
out of it. You’re here to live this.

There is nothing more banal than a concept that’s not lived. This is about living;
this is about your life. It’s about transforming your life. It’s about giving you a
better life, allowing you to rediscover your spirit.

Love Yourself

My job on this plane, aside from being a messenger of mechanics, is to

encourage human beings to see that they are loveable, worthy, and that you
can love yourself. And not love yourself in a narcistic way because it’s not what
it’s about. It’s about loving the fact that you are able to be on this plane in a
way that is fulfilling for you, because that’s what it’s about.

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We’re not here to suffer. We’re not here on this plane to be punished. We have
every opportunity in life on this plane to be able to be fulfilled. It’s there in your
signature. I’m a Manifestor, my signature is peace. That’s the story of my life,
to find peace. And once that peace is there, everything is perfect. It’s the same
with being a Generator. They’re here to find satisfaction.

The Signature of Success

If you’re a Projector, you’re here to find success. And you’re only going to get
that success when you live a Projector’s life, and you accept what it is to be a
Projector. That you see the beauty, the power, and the potential that’s there.
Then you insist that other’s see it. You wait for them to see it, and you wait and
see who sees it, because those are your allies in this life. Those are the beings
that are going to respect you, love, and care about you. They are the ones that
are going to recognize your gifts. They’re the ones that are going to help you
fulfill your process.

Because after all, to be a Projector that’s here to guide, your success is not just
being invited to guide, but guiding well, guiding according to what it is that is
correct for you, wherever your particular gifts are in terms of the knowledge
base that you have. Whether it’s guiding somebody to dig a better cesspool,
guiding somebody to have a better marriage, or whatever the case may be, it
doesn’t matter what you’re guiding. It matters that it’s what is correct for you
to do.

The Need to Study

Again, for children that are Projectors that you’re going to meet or know, the
most important thing is what they’re going to be focused on. It’s like this
knowledge as Projectors, you’re not Generators that can be told to respond
and they can walk away, you need to study. You need to figure out how these
things work. You need to see the mechanics clearly. It’s so essential for you
because your system is people, you’re here to see these things.

But you also need to see that whatever your interests are, you have to
recognize that only those things that are invited, that are brought into your
life—it’s like having a Projector child. You invite the Projector child to try
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skateboarding?” Whatever it happens to be, it’s an invitation. The moment

that invitation is there, you open up the possibility for them to actually be
recognized, get to see what is really for them, and to be able to make a proper
decision.

Then you have a totally different being. You have years and years of
conditioning that you need to get rid of. That’s cellular; that’s seven years. It
takes time. And while you’re getting there you need to understand the movie
and the way the program works. And you need to understand your own
limitation so you can transcend it. And you can; the moment that you’re living
correctly, you can.

If I look back on my life 20 years ago, the kind of anger that used to move
through my system as a Manifestor, I never thought it would go away. The
angry young man: Portrait of an artist as a messed up young man. All that
anger, all that stuff.

Replace Bitterness with Success

Now I get angry for a millisecond. I used to get angry about something and it
would stick in my craw for years. You can’t escape chemistry. If you’re a
Projector, bitterness is in your chemistry. So, you want to reduce it. You want
to make sure it doesn’t become the dominate chemistry that is there. You
want to replace that with the other side of the coin, the success. You’re a
success when you’re recognized, when you’re recognized for what you’ve
accomplished, for what you bring to the table, for the awareness that you
bring.

So, it’s about waiting; it’s always about waiting. Allow these things to come into
your life and learn the game of what it is to be a Projector. It makes it a lot
easier.

Student Question: The Penta Alpha

You were talking about an Alpha in a Penta; how do you guide a group
without being inside of it?

You deal with one person at a time. Basically, what happens in a Penta, when
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this class is not about teaching a Penta—you’re always going to have

somebody in the Penta that has responsibilities in the Penta for others.

So, that person you bring into your space and say to them, “We need to do this,
this and this; make sure that Joan and Harry do that and go do it,” they go back
into the Penta and they do that.

Student Question: Being a Consultant in the Wa

Does it work the same way in a Wa, if you’re in a Wa?

The Wa is much more complex, but it’s the same thing. Projectors don’t
belong on the inside; they belong on the outside. Now, there are certain things
you have to take in account. For example, in a large organization, you may
have to do a certain amount of time on the inside learning the way that
business operates, or whatever. But always with the understanding that this is
leading to the outside.

The best place for Projectors to be in relationship to groups, or large business

groups, or large organisms of that kind, is always to be a consultant, always to
be somebody on the outside that is brought in. That way, you’re always
protected and safe.

It is the ideal profession, as a generic term for what it is to be a Projector;

Projectors are consultants. That can operate on many levels. That is, you could
be some kind of health well-being practitioner, whatever the category is, it is
always safer for you to be that consultant that the other seeks out, and in that
you can do your job. So, whether you’re consulting for a business or a group,
you’re always better being on the outside.

Student Question: Ra Teaching Projectors

What about if one of us is teaching this class, we sit up there and maintain
our integrity?

It is psychological; that is, I’m sitting up here, so the assumption is I lead. And
the assumption is that I’m not you; I’m the teacher, you’re the class, so there is
always this division. And I do make certain point of giving myself some auric

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distance. It doesn’t do any good in a room full of Projectors. I’m already baked
in Projector light at this point.

Student Question: When Your Authority Says Yes to Being in a

Group

What about normal gatherings? I know that I don’t do well most of the
time . . .

If you’re invited and your Authority says yes, even if it’s not the greatest
experience, it’s ok for you, it isn’t going to harm you. It’s only those situations
where you’re going against your own Authority—you’re not being invited, or
you decide to drop by—that’s when it’s really unhealthy.

Life Is Not Perfect Even When You’re Correct

The assumption is always that if you’re always correct, everything is perfect. It

is not so. Again, it is one of my favorite things, it’s like being a 3rd Line being. If
you’re correct, you make the right mistakes. The right mistakes are
enormously valuable. The wrong mistakes are a pain in the neck, but the right
mistakes are valuable.

So, going into that social situation, if it’s correct to enter into it, what you’re
going to get out of it is limited, but at the same time it’s not going to be
negative. Ultimately, what happens is that it reduces downward. In other
words, I have said no to so many invitations, requests that people have,
particularly socially, it’s not my thing. I’m not good at it; I’m not a Penta person.
I’m a Manifestor. I end up in the corner by myself anyway.

So, over the years I have just constantly refused. Now, nobody invites me
anymore. It’s perfect. I don’t even have to deal with the problem. They invite
my family, and not me, because they know that I’m not coming. They already
know. They don’t blame me or anything; they just know I’m not going to come.

If you live your identity, nobody will resent you for being yourself. It’s like being
a Manifestor and informing. Even if you’re informing the most horrendous
thing, at least you’re given space because you’re doing the right thing.

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Live a Projector’s Life

So, as a Projector, it’s so easy if you just release yourself into being what you
are, because that’s all this is. I’m very content being a Manifestor. I know all
the negatives, all of that stuff. It is what it is. I accept the limitation of what it
is to be a Manifestor and do the best that I can to exalt it, my own process. You
do what you can. You’re a Projector; you live a Projector’s life.

What’s so important for me, because you’re such a huge swath of humanity is
that you’ve got to come to grips with the beauty of what it is to be a Projector
and how to live that so that other Projectors get to see that, get to learn that,
the children that are Projectors get to experience and live that because this is
all new for Projectors. You’ve been suffering a very long time with this kind of
ignorance. It is not an easy thing. Understanding how this works and
redefining the way in which you operate makes an enormous difference.

Trust Your Strategy and Authority

Remember Strategy and Authority is a very helpless thing. To wait for an

invitation, you have to have enormous trust. This is what the experiment is
based on. And if you can’t do it, it’s ok; it’s just not meant for you. After all, I
don’t expect all of you to wake up. It’s not what I’m here for. I’m just a teacher.
I tell you how the things work, and we wait and see how things happens. You
have to see that for yourself. This is your movie. It’s about what you want out
of this life.

Most human beings, after they have lived a not-self life and have an inkling of
what’s possible, they don’t ever want to go back to that process. What you
want is to complete it, you want to get to that place where you really fulfill it.
And in the end, it’s not all the things you think about, it’s how you live this. I
know so many people that in the pursuit of knowledge that they don’t live the
truth, and it’s a sad thing. There are all these people that are into all kinds of
stuff that they think is the answer. But the answer is in what you live.

Live and Discover Who You Are

Human Design says we’re just a mechanism. Take the mechanism, live your
life, see what it’s like. See what it’s like to be you, not what your parents thought

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or what your partner thinks you are. It’s about you living your life and
discovering what that means. Because most of you don’t know.

You don’t know the magic of what it is to be you. You still carry all the burdens
and conditioning that say “I’m not great. I’m not fabulous. I’ll probably never
be this or that,” and it’s not true. It is just simply accepting conditioning. We’re
not here for that; we’re here to live out a unique process.

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