My Country's Language
My Country's Language
My Country's Language
My Country’s Language
Although I do take pride in speaking English fluently, there are multiple occasions where I’d
ask myself ‘Am I less Filipino for not speaking my country’s language?’. I had only discovered
the importance of Tagalog by the time high school ended. Ever since I was young, I’ve been
taught English because according to my parents, it is the universal language that is commonly
used especially in school. So since then, I’ve been using English only except for subjects such as
Araling Panlipunan and Filipino. There are times where my teachers in those subjects would
question if I grew up in the states because of it. I was even told that my accent in Tagalog was
weird, which further demotivated me from learning the language.
Just because I can’t speak Tagalog, doesn’t mean I don’t love my country. But even though I
tell myself this, I always go back to the question I mentioned above. This feeling further
deepened when I started learning literature in my Filipino classes such as Ibong Adarna, Florante
and Laura, Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo. Unlike my other peers, I had to take an
extreme amount of time reading these which usually took weeks to several months. I had to
translate them from Filipino to English word by word in order to understand the whole story.
While translating them, I noticed that there are some phrases or words that lose their meaning
once they're translated into English. This made me notice the significance of my own language
and also drove me to start speaking Tagalog, albeit rather slowly. For now, I still can’t speak
Tagalog straight and I am still not confident in using it for my school works. But I slowly started
incorporating Tagalog in informal meetings, when I recite in class, or even in my everyday life
when conversing with other people (Taglish, to be exact). Although I started later than others, I
still have a lifetime to master my country’s language.
References:
Galletes, F. (2019 August) UP Talks | Wika at Kultura [Video File]. YouTube.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dj6R04h3lq4